I had never sex with my wife. Although she is very beautiful. Since 15 years when we married. I think this is the most holy relation. But of course for younger people this might look different. I was also born in this tantra times and experimenting with all. But I was never religious and was not teached certain belief or practice systems. 🤭. My ego-death I had 3 years ago. After that, only my heart chakra is always open.