Some Rambling

[@jay4198]

Ramble anytime we are blessed and appreciate every moment. Lots of love From Scotland.

[@iprefersteve]

I’ve been up all night myself over here. Coffee sounds gooood :) Glad I caught this video, Sarge. As much stress and worry as I’ve gone through in life, and especially lately, I can’t imagine facing what you’re facing. Your strength is unreal to me. It helps me to want to keep going. All we can do is take one day at a time. My love and thoughts are with you always. Please hang in there and know that people all over the world are thinking of you and supporting you. ♥️ #StaySargeStrong!

[@sharondavidson7412]

I've been diagnosed with 3 different breast cancers in 7 month's time. Now my doctor thinks I have uterine cancer. I can so relate to what you said in this video. Your videos help me cope and to not feel so alone. I pray for you.

[@denisereynolds2399]

sharon davidson 🇬🇧❤️💜🧡💛💚💕xx

[@Catlady003]

Prayers sent up for you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🐱🐈🐕

[@nichole9447]

sharon davidson 🙏🙏💞💞 prayers and love sent your way.

[@shellcshells2902]

God bless you... I'm praying for you

[@cherylgalleran6602]

Prayers love & strength to you🙏♥️💪🏻

[@IzzyRumi]

When my husband was in hospice at home for MS he said to me, "life is a balance between holding on and letting go". He lived and died with such grace. I can see your grace in todays video. You look beautiful.

[@sexysergeant123]

Lady Of Shalott Hi Lady of Shallots, I'm sorry for your loss. I'm too a widow, my late husband's sister has MS, she's had it for 20 years. Hugs and Prayers for you.

[@B-ch6uk]

We love you too. God bless.

[@chavahoffman]

I love you and your ramblings, Sarge! You are an inspiration for everyone. Thank you so much for sharing!! #staystrongsarge

[@myheartisinjapan3184]

Praying for strength for you and your family. And praying for a miracle for you💖

[@Laura-qn3tv]

Prayers for strength and wisdom for you and you're family. #SargeStrong!

[@drup1808]

God bless Sarge. Your hair looks fine to me.

[@LuisaD93]

Hey Sarge! Good to see ya !!! Listen you can come on here and ramble, rant or whatever because we love you too !!! Get to the doc soon and see about them headaches please. Xoxoxo 🌹

[@michaeltompkins1245]

Anne here....first of all I love your hair!! Sending all the love I have. Praying for you every day!! I believe in miracles!

[@robinsullivan9748]

Thanks for being such a good person and for your shout out to us folks who suffer with serious illness! Good luck with your appt. The unknown is scary, hang in there. God bless you and your family!😎😁😘✌✌✌👊👊👊👍👍👍🙌🐈🐈🌹🌹

[@jillibeens57]

I could listen to you talk for hours. You have a voice for radio! You're looking good for that early in the morning! haha. Take care Sarge and good luck tomorrow with your appointment.

[@cherylcampbell7495]

I have the same type of headaches. Mines sinus. I started hemp seeds. Magnesium !! Was my answer. Love you and happy you got away. Hugs from AZ.

[@mstubeornottube]

❤️ Good to see you post. 6 AM here and no sleep yet. Perhaps we should have an insomniac chat room. lol. Sorry for your discomfort and confusion and no, it's not odd at all - you are traveling through unfamiliar territory. Please go to the doctor. That's all I'll say about it! Must have been a hard conversation with your lovely supportive wife. I don't even want to think about anything but a miracle for you as I want you to stick around in strength and comfort. For someone I don't know, it feels as though I do! Ok enough. I'm dangerous posting when sleep deprived! Fondly, JC

[@lynnf9219]

So good to see you again. Keep your head up. You are an amazing person. Praying for you!💟 Glad I found you.

[@flowergirlicart3949]

Thank you for your "rambling" as you know my brother starting his journey with Cancer and there is something comforting listening to you. Hang in there. Xoxo

[@lunis471]

Greetings from Scotland Uk. Im rooting for you Sarge. Nowander your confused so much going on for you. Dont be too hard on yourself.Being overwhelmed is daunting enough! It would Be good to try and get the headaches sorted out. Hope you get to the doctors soon. Best Wishes from me x

[@rosethomas5268]

Just love hearing from you, no matter what you want to say. That you are still staying in touch means so much! And don't worry about your hair, I wish mine looked as good.

[@alexandrarv4209]

So good to hear from you! You are amazing! Lots of love! ❤

[@mememania1]

Bless you Sarge. Hugs and prays to you. Also thank you for thinking and praying for those of us going thro our own health battles. Thank you

[@erinpacheco7458]

YAY! there you are 0: you look great ... love the hair- great to see you Sarge ... praying always for you & your family.... & of course just simply a miracle for you ------one day at a time xoxoxoxoxoxoxo amen......

[@debbiemoeller2169]

I hope you get to a doctor about those headaches. There is so much on your mind no wonder you forget things....I feel for you. I'm praying for you!!!! Much love to you and your family Sarge.💕

[@marid1580]

Wonderful to hear from you. You’re eyebrows are enviable- beautiful.

[@24pawscoffeecreamer68]

Aww, thank you my friend :) Love and Hugs!

[@justhannahbanana7381]

Sarge we love any video you bring out. I think this one is like an update on how you're feeling. Sorry about the migraines, I have those and don't know why. My docs keep fighting me when I keep asking for a CAT scan. 😑 Anyways, please don't talk like that, I would feel sad if you passed. I know everyone dies, but I'm hoping not anytime soon because you have got a lot to live for. Please keep on fighting! Wish u feel better soon and thanks for the update. Many prayers for u and Mrs Sarge. 💪❤ #StrongSarge #CancerCantWin #KickCancer

[@sophielove918]

I cannot tell you what finding your vlog has meant to me. I found you and I can't stop watching. My fear is the unknown and you've helped. Thank you.

[@heidirobertsonquinn9481]

I REALLY appreciate your video blogs, you have no idea how much you help me understand what my father may be going through! You are a blessing, and we don't know each other, but I can tell that I would want to be your friend! Praying for you and your family! Thank you!

[@nyctrailrunner8760]

When I worked as a hospice home care nurse I remembered that even with the most loving and supportive environment at home, there’s a possibility that on a rare occasion there could be a symptom that is difficult to manage or a person may be very uncomfortable in a certain position or there may be an issue with physical comfort that would require a nurse or home health aides to come and assist with. In some cases that may mean that there would be a short waiting period before these people can arrive at the home to help out. It very much depends on how many people are at home to help and if there are people close by who can help if needed, for example a friend or neighbor. There are two things I like about inpatient hospice, One is that family members are welcome and can stay overnight and in the most all cases will be able to stay with a person around the clock if they want to although for overnights it may be limited to 1 to 2 people. The second thing I really like is that all of the resources a person would need are minutes away and there’s a full staff with all hands on deck if needed. I’ve seen very peaceful and loving end of life experiences at home and inpatient at a facility. I know you follow Peewe Toms as do I, he and his mom had plans to visit and inpatient hospice on the recommendation of a palliative care nurse. It can’t hurt if Mrs. Sarge would be able to see it and have a walk through to meet the staff in order to have an idea of what they have to offer . As always wishing you the best

[@patriciafoster3347]

NYC Trail Runner He went down SO fast. Had an AWFUL CA and was amazing he did so well everyday. He did make it to hospice. Died a couple of days later in utter agony. Which I don’t understand. There are painkillers galore. Maybe some people don’t want that. I believe she did.

[@1WickedAngel1]

#StaySargeStrong !! I love you Sarge ❤️ Ur always in my thoughts, heart & prayers, as is Mrs's Sarge. Sometimes it just feels better to talk, even if the thoughts are scattered & random. Hell it doesn't even have to make sense lol Just keep talking!! I love you so much & I hope that Ur appointment with palliative care tomorrow gives you some answers & options & reassurance & comfort. I love you ❤️

[@tinah6423]

Sending you positive and comforting energy . You are a beautiful soul 💕

[@cheryl_Anne_02]

Sending you prayers!! Thanks for the update

[@dianelarose5933]

I'm praying so hard for you, that you'll find peace and serenity. Of course i'm also praying for your family as well, Sending you from Montréal, Québec, bigs bigs hugs and kisses

[@denisereynolds2399]

Aww love, I always look forward to seeing you, and love your chats. So glad you have a brilliant weekend away with Mrs Sarge. I’m so sorry your not feeling up to par, and having headaches. You must go and see what’s causing them hun. It just might be certain meds need changing, but it’s worth getting a check up, just for peace of mind even. I must agree with you on the hospice situation. I would be exactly the same. It’s your decision as you said and totally understand why you have made that decision. I think your wonderful and I really hope you find your happy place again. By the way, thought your hair looked lovely , and I love the tea 👕 shirt. I could only see the word “ hit “ for a while , so was thinking the first letter was an ‘s’making it say shit, lol. Me and my bad mind. I hope You’re appointment tomorrow goes well hun. Love to you and your lovely Mrs. Take care lovely friend and look forward to seeing you hopefully very soon 🇬🇧xxx

[@ellyellepellies7730]

Thx for sharing. I do understand mrs.Sarge..she wants you to stay at home and take care of you..but I understand you also....Sending you lots of love and strenght. 💕💖

[@moonshine9104]

Hi my friend, I just got up with you, I will be right back Sarge, I am going to get a cup of coffee. 05:47.Hi, I am back. Sorry to hear that you are feeling a bit down!! I am very happy that you are keeping us all up to date with everything. So very sweet of you, Sarge. Your platelets are fantastic what great news to hear!!!! ♥️♥️ I pray for you and think about you always, I wish I could get in my car or my bike and ride on over to see you whenever you were up to it, I really, really, really wish I could!!! I am looking forward to hearing about your appt' with Palative care ( -not sure on spelling) I hope it goes great for you, and all your questions are addressed. Well I wont keep going on, I do not want to wear you out with reading. I love you Sarge and I pray for you, also your family, how is your son doing, I know you mentioned awhile back he was upset about his mom, when you were in the hospital, I just wanted to ask if he is doing better?? I sure hope so! So my dear friend I hope that you feel better today and enjoy your day!!! If you get a chance or time just give me a Hi and that will be great for me, no stress but I miss talking with you so much!!! God shines his light and His love on you always Sarge and remember that!!! HE NEVER LEAVES YOU!! I am here for you if you need to ever talk or just talk a bit about whatever, ALWAYS HERE, LOVE AND HUGS SARGE....... Me and my fur babies send their furry love to you. Have a happy day Sarge,!!!! 🌻🌻🌻🌻 🌻🦋🦋🦋🌹🌹🌹♥️♥️♥️💙💙💙💚💚💚💛💛💛💜💜💜🐕🐕🐶🐶🐶🐶🐺🐺🐺🐺🐱🐱🐱🐱🐈🐈🐈🐕🐕🐕🐹🐹🐹 Bye Sarge xoxo

[@Catlady003]

Hi Sarge , Hugs 🤗 and prayers 🙏🏻 sent up for you! Stay safe and strong 💪! ❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🐕🐕🤗🤗🐈🐈🐈🐈, April from SC

[@korky-7349]

Praying and sending you love!

[@chchmom]

I love this sort of video. It feels like we are sitting together, having tea and chatting like friends. The ebb and flow of the conversation covering a variety of subjects is so natural when conversing with friends. Please don't apologize for not having a theme. Just speak from your heart. We support you and pray for you and hope for only good things for you. Don't ever be afraid of going to appointments with palliative or hospice personnel, you need only take their advice you never have to do what they say, you are in charge and get to make the decision about what is happening to you. Praying you find a measure of peace and wishing you much love and strength.

[@lauraodle5816]

I love you, Sarge. ❤ I think about you everyday. (I understand how frustrating it is to slowly lose the ability of thoughts, speech, and memories that for me is hard to accept.) This vlog touched my heart with honest emotions. Sometimes we need others to say the things we feel, but keep hidden within ourselves to protect those we love. We soldier on and fight another day. Take care and know you and the family are in my heart. ❤❤❤

[@reneelegault8911]

Amy you are a angel I loved how honest and courageous

[@kathyhardee9073]

You are such a wonderful person.I am so sorry you are going through this. Your bravery is amazing. Bless your sweet heart.❤💖💙

[@angelamass8405]

Hi sarge I think your in no man's land at the min. It's a saying here in England when your feeling a bit lost. Confused as you said it's easy to say be strong but the minds a powerfully thing, don't go to the fear of this disease. Go with the changes with as much ease as you can, take the tiniest piece of positivity and make it big. Don't get any of this in the wrong way. As people that aren't ill can still feel a lot of emotions for you and your wife and family. As we all have been hit with this disease in our own family's. We go to that door with you and we aren't allowed to follow. I hope you understand this. Waiting to hear what your deciding to do😚 to all of yous💗

[@omaopa6923]

angela mass ( we go to that door with you and we aren't allowed to follow ) so beautifully said, I've never heard this before but it'll stay with me 💖

[@angelamass8405]

Oma opa 💝

[@HeyyyEverybody]

Thank you for all your hard work on the videos, even when you're exhausted, and thank you for your beautiful words at the end of this one. Your hair is perfect because you are ALIVE and gifting us with a glimpse of your inspirational life. #StayStrongSarge #StaySargeStrong Much love and the biggest hugs ever to you. ❤

[@lisasayler9809]

Sarge, You are the Rock! I’m staying Sarge Strong! Love Ya❤️

[@cindyfrye2660]

Sarge, keeping my fingers crossed for a positive outcome from tomorrow's appt. Your Minions love you and we will carry you with support and love, every step of the way, no matter what! ❤

[@ella-bt8hp]

Hi I'm a new subscriber thank you for letting us be part of your journey. From people I've spoken to reaching out to others can give you strength, your inspiring other people as well. Thinking of you and your family :)

[@bubbles8140]

You are a beautiful soul, my heart goes out to you # sargeisamazing. Sending you big hugs from italy 🍀

[@dorawilson3986]

You are an inspiration #staysargestrong #staylifestrong

[@wendybradley8273]

Whenever you feel like turning on the camera! Know we are watching and listening. Ramble or not, you always make sense to me and I’m sure most of us. Great platelets news but not so good with the headaches🙁. Hope you get some answers soon and good luck at tomorrow’s appointment xx

[@susansanders3231]

Sarge, there’s so much love for you out here from your minions. Your honesty and strength inspire me every day. Thank you for sharing all that you’re going through. The irony of it all seems to be that the tough decisions and choices hit when you’re starting to feel worse, making everything harder to see and deal with clearly. How can you not have times when you’re down? You will rally and be strong, with all your family’s and friends’ support. And us minions of course! Love ya Sarge. ❤️😊❤️💪🏻

[@twolf401]

Sarge your hair looks lovely lol. It's always good to see ya no matter how you look ya goof lol. Ive told you before that I am a nurse like Mrs Sarge and I totally agree with you on tje hospice issue. I've worked in both pallitative and hospice. You will learn a lot about pallatative care, they zre more like educaters and general ever day support. Hospice has a lot of benefits, some I'm sure you know already but one of the major things is keeping you comfortable. In hospice you can pretty much use pain meds as often as you like (within the med time frame), some you can have in a short time frame. It takes the burden off your family as far as taking care of you. You generally dont have the worry of everyones 24/7 grief which give you time in your own head to deal what was and what will be. If your at home, you will have to have someone come to your home for medications and other care. Yes Mrs sarge is a nurse but she cant do anything involving your meds. Ive never had or heard of a patient that wasnt glad they were in hospice. That sounded morbid I know but its true. Cancer causes you to sleep and be extremely fatigued but you need to get in with your doc to make sure it hasnt gone to your brain. I think you should think about a wheelchair to. This way you can still go out and do things even if your tired. I pray that you have a lot of faith and hope and that you keep feeling all the love we try and blow to you lol. Till next time Sarge.

[@juliehowman3912]

You will face the future onslaught with grace and dignity. Sometimes, just as in this instance, you just have to tip out the bottle to see what's inside. Palliative care is daunting for anyone, hospice care is favoured especially in familial environs. That said, those you love you want you nearby. Follow your heart and it will lead you true

[@sara4angels]

Sarge,love ya,keep up the positive attitude,your an awesome person!

[@kristinethayer5029]

Love ya Sarge!!! xoxo

[@staceyr8371]

God Bless you sweetie.. my heart hugs love and prayers go out to you always 💕🙏🏼

[@Holdonletmegetthetab]

Much love to you Sarge..you're in my thoughts

[@jillbettles5810]

Hope all goes well tomorrow it’s going to be hard for you I’ve worked in palliative care for many years thinking of you all x your parcel has been delivered to your P.O. box hope it hasn’t all melted lots of love 💕💕💕 xx

[@gelibby1]

Great to catch up, Sarge. We are praying for a good outcome, tomorrow. I know you will let us know about those headaches. The stress and tension you are experiencing is cause enough for you to be having them. You have immense courage, Sarge!

[@kimberlyann1188]

Such a sweet kind and gentle person.

[@missdaisy5736]

The driving accidents are a bummer Sweetie! Good luck on your appointment tomorrow. I hope you get some good answers there too!! I’m so very sorry you are going through so damn many struggles with health and bathroom. Drivers ed is such a cool Occurrence! Your hair looks fine BTW. Try not to dwell on things about cancer that are making you feel so overwhelmed! Yay, about great news about blood work being perfect! Thank you for caring so much about your friends out here. And thank you for the prayers. Love and big Hugs and loads of caring about you each and every day Sarge. We are all in this thing together! And, just know you are greatly loved and cared about by thousands of people who have the privilege to think of you as a Dear Sister and are here for you each and every day. Peace Dear Sister Sarge😍💞🙋🏻‍♀️👍🏻

[@eyeswideopen2530]

What a compassionate and wonderful person you are to care for others that are struggling with situations in their lives, especially with what’s going on right now in your life! Thanks for your video, it’s always good to hear from you, please never underestimate your video’s, I think I can speak not only for myself, but all the rest of your followers.....We love and care about you......you always have some kind of uplifting message in all your video’s! We absolutely.....from the bottom of our hearts are so grateful! God Bless🙏🏼 you and Mrs. Sarge and the rest of your entire family❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@sheilaneveu9121]

Love you, always in my thoughts.

[@aliciamendoza5833]

I'm glad the platelets WERE Good👍Sarge listen to Mrs.Sarge, and try not to drive for safety. Praying for you ALWAYS Sweet Friend. Thanks so much for your kind words to US. Awe you're a BEAUTIFUL ONE 😃😃 Love how your hair came out. Peace & Love ✌💖✌💖🙇‍♀️TC SARGE 😊🌹

[@patriciakarnes9723]

Just found you a few weeks ago and I'm so sorry you have cancer, I will keep you in my prayers. I live in Goldthwaite and have many friends that have cancer and the journey is a hard way to live. Just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I'm a big coffee drinker and having a cup of coffee with you. Have a good day and stay strong. Sending you a hugs.

[@nyctrailrunner8760]

BTW- I can’t even tell you how wonderful it is to hear that you and the Mrs. are able to spend time together and go to the casino and do things you enjoy!

[@kellyzimmerman2225]

You really don't need to figure out the Hospice thing now. If/when the time comes, you'll both know what is best at that time. Good luck with your appointment tomorrow! I'll be thinking of you 😘

[@bagelshop6653]

Praying ❤️❤️

[@rainorchids]

Hi Sarge.

[@debbierohde6264]

Hi Sarge. Keep your spirits up. Great news about your normal platelets ☺ sending love to you and your family ☺🐨

[@CH-ho9vq]

I personally believe you have so much going on and to figure out that is whats going on in head...dont never apologise for updating your u tube family...you look really good ,hair to 😃we love you sarge...stay strong ..being sick can make someone feel lonely and confused at times even when you have family and friends around...a good talk with god will give you strength. Praying for u

[@deborahchapa1965]

It is very natural to be upset but all it does is bring you down which can make your condition worse. It’s ok to be confused. Yey on your platelets. Your hair is fine. You are very strong. God bless you. Love you too. See you soon. I pray you have no pain and have comfort

[@bluesummer333]

I missed you, but your journey has been good to watch. If I could have, I would have ...... taken your place, as I am 75 and would gladly have taken on your battle for you. This is often how I feel when I see young ones in pain or turmoil or some kind of torture, not of their own making!

[@sunig5590]

Morning Sarge.. You're not rambling, rather you're sharing, maybe even getting a few things off you're chest.. We love hearing from you.. Hospice facilities are great, imo.. Take care as always, and I keep you and Mrs. Sarge in my thoughts... #STAYSARGESTRONG.... ♡

[@naomijones8446]

Love and hugs💗

[@fluffyhatesfibro8407]

WOOOHOOO!!! FINALLY NORMAL PLATELET NUMBERS!!!! As for headaches and thirst etc i really hope you see a doctor about that. no sense being miserable with those things if a doc visit can fix that. I love yall and will be thinking about you during your palliative care visit.. much love and hugs...

[@24pawscoffeecreamer68]

Love and Hugs to you too Fluffy!! :)

[@stacyblankenship839]

Love you too 💓

[@beh4846]

Hi, Sarge! You always say such heartfelt things, and it's always so touching. Overwhelmed is a bit of an understatement! Who wouldn't be? You are so loved and appreciated in my weird, little world. 😘 Just a thought: I think Mrs. Sarge might be onto something when she mentioned diabetes insipidus. Kidney function affects concentration, but it's just something I thought about as I heard about your symptoms. Palliative care is a Godsend to most people, and I pray all goes well with your appointment. Big hugs and lots of love for you, B. 🌻🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾🐾 (24 Paws and a sunflower)

[@24pawscoffeecreamer68]

Thank you :) We plan on discussing the diabetes insipidus today at the appointment, I think she might be on to something too!! Love and Hugs!

[@robertkline3856]

Glad to see you on this morning!!!!

[@chrissys8474]

Hugss and loves to you... I am happy to see your vid... .. very kind words to a very large group of people that care about you and love you... your eyes tell your story.. and you`re still fighting.... #STAYSARGESTRONG ..

[@marybeazley7741]

HI SARGE I UNDERSTOOD EVERYTHING YOU SAID, I THINK YOU ARE THE MOST WONDERFULL PERSON YOUR KIND AND NICE, AND I THINK YOU HAVE YOUR MIND MADE UP AS TO WHAT YOU WANT TOO DO, ONCE YOU GET TO YOUR APP TOMORROE YOU WILL BE FIND...BIG HUGS AND LOTS OF LOVE....MARY ....CANADA

[@LosingDrea]

Love you. Always thinking about yas. Congrats on 2K subscribers 💋💖. #staysargestrong #sargestrong #sarges

[@siobhanphelps750]

Hey Sarge! Pray your appt goes well! Don’t feel bad about needing a placard, Use It even when you don’t need it, it will save your energy. I know it is hard to be Positive when your head feels awful and your body aches, but dig in deep and pull it out. You have to, it is Medicine ❤️ I’ve been meditating more and I feel it has helped get my mind in the right place. I pray so many good things for You.

[@bonniethompson417]

Please let us know how you make out tomorrow.Your always in my prayers.Lots of ❤️ from Canada

[@massarassa]

Praying for you too, Sarge!

[@ambersschlaht5380]

Sending you lots of prayers for answers and comfort.

[@bettyb8739]

Honestly I really like your hair this way! Hugs.

[@judysorenson7922]

So happy to hear from you Sarge. Hope you can get away from those headaches.

[@11terr]

exactly don't stay in that depressing mood. Live life girl . I know it is hard for you. You are in my prayers . You and your family. ♥♥

[@sharonplant4578]

you look good for 5.45 in the morning when i get up my hair looks like kate bushes lol. hope your ok love listening to you talking its my birthday tomorrow im 50 argggg just gonna get smashed lol. its baking hot in uk phewyyy xx

[@cindyalkhasawneh3175]

So many people care and love you Sarge. I am one of those people!!❤ You are in my prayers...

[@susanweistart8980]

Get the handicapped placard. If it keeps you feeling like you can be up and around, that's what it's for. You're amazing!

[@24pawscoffeecreamer68]

Hello Susan. The Dr was more than happy to sign the paper that the Department of Motor Vehicles requires for the placard, and I now have them for the days when I need it :)

[@yvettesavo18]

I'm always praying for you hun, please see a doctor about the headaches. I'm almost positive that palliative care will tell you that you won't be able to drive. I know, my aunt felt it was the last form of her independence she was losing to cancer, but she accepted it. Prayers for you. XOXO

[@furysmith6564]

We like rambling! Good to see you, glad you had a good time away for the weekend...and whatever brings you peace is what you need to do... I totally understand wanting to be in hospice...it's their job to support you in all ways...I hope I'm in the minion mail but my package may be a true s***show because the woman at the PO packaged it for me... i hope all is okay, lol.... stay positive, Sarge, we love you

[@JennRivera822]

I could understand why you would want to go to a hospice facility. You don't want them to remember those events in the house .

[@zaixai9441]

My grandad had cancer and he stayed at home and my grandma never told anyone until after he'd died but she found it very difficult mentally and physically looking after him as he got worse and eventually bed bound. It becomes a 24 hour thing for whoever is looking after you when you get really bad. My nan had to get a nurse to sit in at night because she wasn't getting any sleep. I would too and I think for the sake of the people you care for it's better to go into a hospice, and it's alos just better equipped.

[@TattedTeeOfficial]

Sending all of our love and prayers your way💙

[@kerr171996]

Sending lots of love from Toronto.

[@nickybaker1338]

Sending love from the UK xxxxx

[@melslate4210]

Hey Sarge....I just love you to pieces! I'm sorry you don't have the answers yet that you are searching for. I wish I had some magical powers to make it all go away or the magical words! I don't, but what I do have is lots of love for you and many prayers! #staySargestrong for sure!!!!

[@24pawscoffeecreamer68]

Hi Mel!! I have missed "chatting" in the comments with you!! I am SO grateful to all of my subbies and viewers, I am just REALLY bad at keeping up now!! Much Love and Many Hugs!!

[@shellcshells2902]

Woo hoo 2k🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊🎊🎈🎈🎈🎈🎉🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊🎊