Something happened to me in September

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[@hudahussin9576]

Innalilah wainnalilahirojiun. Semoga tabah my dear. Anak syurga tenggah tunggu u and ur hubby tarik u and him ke syurga insyaallah. U and hubby terpilih utk dpt anak syurga masyaallah. Syukur alhamdulilah my dear, jgn salahkan diri sendiri. U yg terpilih... he/she is waiting for u there ❤❤❤❤😌😌

[@eyerazlan]

Amin Amin YRA, thank you so much for the doa and support. InsyaAllah 🤍🤲🏻

[@tihamohamad6224]

Its okay che, Tuhan nak bagi something bigger than this. Trust me, after this you akan dapat baby soon!!! Sebab ramai my fellow friends miscarriage but rezeki datang after that. My prayer always with you❤

[@eyerazlan]

Amin insyaAllah, thank you so much for your support. Allah knows best kan 😊

[@ftnfakhira]

I’m so sorry for your loss babe. We’re not alone. I’ve lost my baby too a few days after i heard his first heartbeat. And it was my third pregnancy after miscarriage last 2 pregnancies. It kinda gave me a glimpse of hope but unfortunately my body failed me again. I totally get you when whenever you see baby or pregnant people, you’ll feel this negative vibe but your feelings is valid too. On my side, my bestfriend got her first baby, i was happy for her but at the same time i feel envy and wish to be in the same shoes. I feel so bad for her too because i can’t feel completely happy for her 😔 The grief is still here with me even after 6 months after the loss. But i am better at controlling my emotion now. I hope you will feel better about yourself very soon. Take care babe! 💕

[@eyerazlan]

Allahu, so sorry dear to hear this. Insyallah we can get through this together. Amin 🤍

[@shapikaaaachu]

Sending you all the love and hugs and kisses to you jiejie. I had a miscarriage at 11weeks - but then soon after, Allah blessed me with a stable job and a good pay. Fast forward 6 months later, Allah then blessed me with a rainbow baby who is now 4 years old. And then fast forward 2 years later, i am blessed with another baby. Then I realised that Allah didn’t wanna burden me when I had no job at that point of time when I first got to know about my pregnancy hence I lost it. But as soon as He blessed me with a good job, slowly he rewarded me with a rainbow baby and blessed me with another one now. I’m sure the right time will come for you. You just need to believe in yourself. Believe in qada & qadar. I know saying be strong now is never gonna help but i know you will pull this through especially with all the lovely people around you. Grieve all you want because you need too. Inshallah better things are coming your way. Praying for you from Singapore! Love you!

[@eyerazlan]

wowww Alhamdulillah I’m so happy for you, really I do! Thank you so much dear for this story, just made me realise everyone has their own story and I’m not alone in this. Allah has the perfect plan and timing for everyone. insyaAllah ❤

[@schalova94]

Hello Cey! I’m sorry for your loss. As someone yg pernah miscarriage twice, I just nak bagitahu you, that you will get thru this. Nangis je kalau rasa nak nangis. My first miscarriage time tu baby I dah almost 7 months dah, meninggal dalam perut. 2 months after i habis pantang, i tak perasan I pregnant but rupanya it’s ectopic pregnancy. I am one of a one tube survivor (fallopian tube). Now its been 3 years and I tengah menunggu. InshAllah, Allah akan beri kita rezeki pada waktu yang tepat. Hugs!

[@jihar.9196]

I totally understand you Che 🥺 I felt like my body failed me and I think we went into it thinking naively bc hearing no heartbeat hurts me & my husband a lot. It’s also traumatising to do d&c for the loss. I had 2 miscarriages in a row all within a year and approaching the due date hurts, seeing babies hurt, seeing some baby stuffs I purchased hurts. But I just wanted you to know that there’s nothing we could do to prevent it and I wanted to send your some hope that I’m now on my 3rd pregnancy that is finally making it past first trimester. I know for people who have gone through it, even getting a positive pregnancy test is scary. The journey of ttc is also so overwhelming. I’m now 27w with a baby girl and I know how hard it is and nobody wanted to talk about the big grief of pregnancy loss. Please take care of yourself Che, cry when you need to, feel your feelings. Grief is a big thing. You’re not alone, and I’m praying for the best for you always. I know our rainbow will come 🥺💕

[@sehelaigadis4391]

I lost my baby at 11 weeks. I miscarriage on the first day of raya this year. I turun darah on the afternoon of raya, pergi clinic and doc check memang ada heartbeat and we still see the baby in my tummy through the scan. I sepanjang raya pertama tu menahan sakit perut and malam around 1am after habis beraya, I mmg tak boleh tahan sakit terus ke emergency. The doctor said there is no heartbeat anymore. I was so in denial bcs I just heard the heartbeat in the afternoon. First time saw my husband crying non stop and its break my heart a lot but with the support of my family and friends, I am able to accept the faith. stay strong Che. We will go through this together. We are the strongest person ever.

[@Wethemoons]

Sending you love and healing. I miscarried at 16 weeks in 2018. Fast forward to 2020, our rainbow baby was born at 26 weeks, at the start of the pandemic. He stayed in NICU for 5 months. Alhamdulillah he's a healthy thriving 4 years old. Allah knows we're strong enough for this and wants to make us stronger ❤

[@eyerazlan]

wow Alhamdulillah happy for you. Yes Allah knows best. Thank you for sharing 🤍🤍

[@Hanamichi201]

Hey stay strong ok.. Don't blame yourself...InsyaAllah nnt ade rezeki lg Allah bg. Allah uji pada org yg mampu.. Huggsss ❤❤

[@eyerazlan]

Amin Tqsm for the support. InsyaAllah I’m recovering 😊

[@norlela08]

I’ve been miscarriage in 2019 and till today waiting for something miracle happen. Just tawakal and sabr. Insyallah for us waiting ❤️❤️❤️

[@eyerazlan]

Allahu InsyaAllah I will pray for you 🤍 you are so strong 😢

[@positivelythinking380]

stay strong Cece and husband. Sending lotsa love ❤

[@eyerazlan]

Thank you so much dear for your support ❤❤

[@NatashaWahab]

Its okay. The right time will come. Lots of love🤍

[@eyerazlan]

Amin tq dear for your support 🤍

[@Safwanah98]

Innalillah.. I got miscarriage too last year and i'm currently 33w preggy now.. in sha allah your rezeki will come and there's always a silver lining behind things that happen ❤ What I learn after miscarriage, I didn't tell anyone during the 2nd pregnancy and kept it a secret till it pass my 4th month 😊 I'm just trying to be cautious because we might not know org can be happy but at the same time saying something bad.

[@eyerazlan]

Alhamdulillah so happy for you! Aminn hopefully 🤲🏻 Yes better keep it a secret dulu kan? Yes I agree on that also sometimes we never know if ppl are genuinely happy for you ke tak 😔

[@faadzilahalim9879]

Stay strong Cece..I pun ikut sedih tengok u nangis...:'( semoga nanti dpt baby soon aamiin..stay strong..me still ttc9yrs pun masih berharap tapi belum ada rezeki...sending u hugs

[@eyerazlan]

Aminn thank youu. Allahu, InsyaAllah ada rezeki nanti for u and husband Amin 🤲🏻

[@Pretty.Wenny777]

So sad :( its okay tuhan nk bg something for u after this. trust me ❤️❤️❤️stay strong

[@eyerazlan]

Thank you love! Amin 🥹

[@nara.2310]

sending you a virtual hug 🫂 i can’t imagine the amount of pain you went through losing something that you’ve always dreamed of 🥹 Stay strong Insyaallah what’s your rezeki will always find you no matter what 🫶🏻

[@eyerazlan]

Aminnn thank you sis 🤍

[@azlinaamir9163]

i penah beberapa kali miscarriage, once 5-7weeks, i akan sakit pinggang yg sgt2.. esoknya akan bleeding.. tau dh tu maknanya dh x de dah.. harap u kuat sis.. insyaallah akan ada masa yg sesuai utk u merasa zuriat tu k.. love ya

[@sofiahelisha1595]

you don’t need to feel guilty because everything that happens is takdir ❤️ insyaAllah He will bless you with what you’ve wanted soon!

[@eyerazlan]

Amin amin thank you dear 🤲🏻🤍

[@farahhannanibaharom2259]

I had the same experience miscarriage with the mini contraction for hours in the toilet alone (husband was on night shift), 2 months after that Im pregnant again with my son whiose now 15 months. The 2 months was definitely depressed kept on blaming myself. Please stay strong Cece, they will always hikmah in everything Allah challenge us. ❤

[@eyerazlan]

Alhamdulillah so happy for you sis. Thank you for sharing your story. 🤍

[@putridina8754]

stay strong che!! may Allah kurniakan you a healthier rainbow baby soonnnn❤

[@eyerazlan]

Thank you sis! Amin Amin 🤍

[@nurminis92]

Sending love for you, jiejie 💕 Always put in mind that Allah knows best, Allah Maha Baik. Your time will come sooner or later.

[@eyerazlan]

Thank you so much for the support. Yes InsyaAllah Amin, Allah knows better ❤

[@dygnorshafiqah]

Cece 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹Stay strong cece & husband! Semoga ada reseki baby you soonn. love youuuu

[@eyerazlan]

Aminn thank you so much sis for the support and doa. 🤍🥹

[@misguided710]

Innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun. Hugs! Wishing you lots of baby dust.

[@eyerazlan]

Amin thank you ❤

[@chavervale]

Sending love for you che 🫶🏻🫶🏻

[@eyerazlan]

Thank you dear ❤

[@RimaEsayDrawing-up7mq]

I feel so bad for you after watching the video may God bless you soon

[@eyerazlan]

Amin Tqsm dear ❤

[@MerpatiPutihNANL]

Stay strong che.. sending hugs 💞

[@eyerazlan]

Nikkk! 🥹 thank you

[@shiieofficial]

At this moment, I just wanna hug you ❤️

[@eyerazlan]

🥹 yeah sometimes that’s all we need

[@lararyan2893]

Sorry for your loss, couple of questions , Is this the first miscarriage happened to you ? what are the things you wish you did and didn’t do ? how long do you think you will take to ever be ready , to try again . What do you think you will do better for your next pregnancy ?

[@eyerazlan]

Hi sis, yes this was my first. I should have checked with the doctor the moment I missed my period. I really thought I got pcos I did the self test 3 times it was all negative! So I didn’t know I was pregnant, I was doing like heavy workout went for classes like strength training and spinning 😅 and I remember that time I wanted to eat spicy food like all the timeeee. So yeah. I don’t know I guess, I don’t really have the answer. It may take time cus rn I’m still recovering, scared too at the same time. Like the trauma still there. Scared the 2nd time might happen 😔 I would check with the doctor early, get supplements for me and baby, buy books for knowledge! Hydrate hydrate hydrate! Cus I didnt drink enough water during the pregnancy. Andddd a lot of restttt 😂 I hope this helps 😊

[@mamatfatimah1017]

Be strong Cece💪, InsyAllah ada rezeki Nnti 🤲

[@eyerazlan]

InsyaAllah amin amin. Thank you 🥹

[@Juhmasakdengankamek]

Hugs love...😘...don't worry too much after this okeyyhh che...Allah love you and ur husband soo much...Allah nak bagi biggest happiness after this...enjoy the moment for a while....we love you and will always support you...remember...lepas hujan ada pelangi love....😘😘hugs 🫂

[@eyerazlan]

Amin Amin Thank you so much dear, this comment really made my day 😊

[@Juhmasakdengankamek]

@@eyerazlan 😘😘😘😘glad to read that...take good care of yourself okeyyy...😘😘

[@nuraishahzainal1994]

stay strong che! ❤

[@eyerazlan]

InsyaAllah I’ll be better 🤍😊

[@Kreen-v6p]

Hugs..😢

[@eyerazlan]

🥹

[@aizamasturazolkarnain3560]

Stay strong❤

[@eyerazlan]

InsyaAllah tq 🤍

[@shegood4622]

may allah swt bless you always che 💓

[@eyerazlan]

Amin YRA 🥹 thank you

[@eyerazlan]

Amin 🥹 thank you!

[@horitokki]

love u ce 🥹🫶🏻

[@eyerazlan]

Awww ilyb 🤍🥹

[@Jnn934]

May be you will get quadruplets soon ! Allah is with you ❤

[@nellvinlee]

i gugur 10/2018 7week 12/2023 15week 9/2024 5week😢😢t

[@eyerazlan]

I’m so sorry 😢

[@eyerazlan]

Will pray for you InsyaAllah 🤲🏻🤍