Sophie Holohan - Codependent (Official Lyric Video)

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Lyrics:
I feel the most me when I’m with someone else
Am I made of nothing when I’m all by myself?
If I only love who I am when I’m reflected in your eyes
Does love start and end with you, and if you go will I start to despise
Who I am
Who am I?
Who would I be if our love wilted and died?
Cuz I built
My world around
The thought of you and I fighting off my doubt
But when you go home,
I’m made of nothing, I am nothing but alone
I guess I’m codependent, I have to confess
But no one’s ever loved me enough to get this weight right off my chest
If I only feel like I’m heard when you lend me your ear
If you go, will I be sentenced to silence for a million years,
Who will I be?
Who have I been?
If not everything to you my dearest friend
Cuz I built
My world around
An eternal love, a safe haven from doubt,
But when you go home,
I’m made of nothing, I am nothing but
Alone and so lonely
The thought of your smile
Is the only thing that holds me here sometimes
But what would happen if our hands no longer intertwined
Who am I
When I’m on my own?
Who would I be if I was someone you’d let go
Maybe it’s time
To grow apart
So I find warmth in my own reflection when the world feels dark
Then when you go home,
By my own side, I won’t feel so alone

[@sophiakharbouch]

This song honestly hurts so bad but feels so good when you relate to it. It’s so underrated but at the same time I’m happy that it’s like my lil treasure. My comfort song.

[@AnnaK-oc6yx]

literally the best song i’ve heard in forever! CRIMINALLY underrated!! “i only love who i am when i’m reflected in your eyes”😭😭

[@johnynoway9127]

half the time shes talking not singing lol

[@brainrot8802]

@@johnynoway9127 she’s definitely still singing, it just sounds more like talking. Either way, why does it matter? it’s still a great song

[@lisamaria7835]

Most of us get into relationships so young that we never get the space to find ourselves...

[@laurynneldridge6455]

this song is actually about not knowing who you are without your best friends but you can interpret it however just wanted to let you know

[@lisamaria7835]

@@laurynneldridge6455 oh I didn't even know that, I always just assumed that it's about a relationship 😅😅😅

[@eline8109]

i feel this, been in a relationship since i was 16 and have no idea who i'd have been without him

[@sansankudo]

Yes

[@naheenisapoet69]

It's actually about childhood trauma and how it has affected her since she only knows herself as a lover of another at the moment

[@naheenisapoet69]

Codependent here and it is pure suffering. This is criminally underrated, the lyricism is perfect and poetic, when she said "my dearest friend" I realized she reads poetry, beautiful ❤️

[@maddiebrown7929]

I recently played this song for my grandmother who has recently become a widow, my grandfather and her have been married since they were 19 and married 62 years. it was the first time she's ever opened up to me. she's always been very quiet and reserved and refused to even cry infront of us about my grandfather, but she sobbed and I could tell it was a sob of grief and release, one that she's been holding in for months. so thankyou not only for letting me have a moment of connection with my grandmother but for helping her let go the fear and sadness that's been aching her soul the last 7 months your song means more to me and my family than you know

[@RJHolohan]

This is such a sweet story. Thank you for sharing it. ❤️

[@kbrheins]

“Maybe it’s time to grow apart, so I find warmth in my reflection when the world feels dark” god damn that’s on point

[@baileyunderwoodbarker666]

This song hurts me in the lowest depths of my soul in the most beautiful way. Exactly the kind of thing I would have written if I had any talent at all whatsoever. So so so so so grateful Sophie writes, sings, and shares her work with us. This song means more to me than I could ever possibly articulate. Thank you so fucking much.

[@RedFish4Ever]

We’re literally experiencing the beginning of a future BIG ARTIST.

[@logantate3269]

I agree, she has everything she needs.

[@calico012]

I've been listening to this all day on Spotify but I thought I'd come stream it a bit over here too to support as much as I can cause I can't tell you enough how much I love this song

[@calico012]

Also how much I love you as an artist???? You're so incredibly talented, and you're an amazing song writer

[@natashawolfart9461]

I've listened to this song on repeat for the last week or so... I've never heard anything like it. You are so incredibly talented, not only your voice (which is seriously divine) but the words! THe words get me every time. Never stop making music!

[@SophieHolohan]

that means the world to me. thank you so much

[@leenamuaz1270]

Finally 😭😭😭😭... I have literally been listening to it on repeat on tiktok ..omgggg this song will always be one of my favoritessss..I'm in love with your voice it is exceptional, please never stop singing💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@shweetbeans6003]

So much serotonin in one song

[@andrewbelcher5458]

Can I just say, I feel pretty lucky to have found you this early in your career. I'll love thinking I was there near the beginning when I see you on the top sellers list.

[@sanskritipandey7001]

Wow, you're a songwriting genius! This song is so tragically beautiful both lyrically and musically❤❤

[@Bacteriapot]

OHVMY GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYHHYHH THANK YOUUU FOR BLESSING MY EARSSSS🥺🥺💚💚💚💚💚💚

[@alreemjamal]

GIRL WOW IM SO PROUD. BEAUTIFUL SONG BEAUTIFUL EVERYTHING

[@ehetenandayaur]

I wish that your songs are on spotify :( cause all of your songs both here and on tiktok are soooooo goood

[@AwkwardMarsh]

this song has been released on spotify!! go stream it

[@fidarida3063]

Where's all my codependant peeps?? This is our ANTHEM!!! Thank you sooo much Sophie Holohan for this song, a song that helped me to express myself 100% My comfort song.

[@Mal-nk3id]

How are you not already signed by some major label? Like holy shit, such talent! Omg never stop making music babe

[@ghostwiththemost5097]

Beautiful song. That 1 dislike is someone who doesn't wanna admit they can relate to this song.

[@sarahs.9217]

I honestly think this is one of the most powerful and criminally painful songs I’ve heard. If I could feel, I would be crying at the moment. I lost myself in someone, and was nothing when I was without him. Now, instead of finding myself (that hurt too much), I’ve replaced him with someone else. He enlists in the military soon and I’m scared of being alone… but I’m also kind of excited. I’ve never known me alone. Maybe it will be good Keep writing songs. You’re incredibly skilled. Don’t stop

[@maxwellgrimsley]

God I feel this so deeply. This song deserves so much more love, it’s gorgeous and relatable as hell 💜

[@TodaysAGoodDayBro]

Yesss this is a voice I can fall in love with 💪💪💪

[@bismarck6]

Underrated.

[@aqmarjabeen9255]

I found this on tik tok , and I searched it up immediately. It resonated with me so much . The voice is just so beautiful and heartfelt 🥺

[@evelynelledge720]

me too!! i cried at the 60 secs on tiktok. lemme tell you how i SOBBED the first time i heard this full version.

[@aqmarjabeen9255]

@@evelynelledge720 same ! I have had this on repeat since I found it and I sobbed so hard the first few times I hear it 😭

[@hambonefakenamington69]

how even. your lyrics are beautiful. and i absolutely LOVE your voice

[@oscarfreak]

I'm coming out of another failed relationship.. a family friend told me I am codependent. I had no idea what that was, and after doing my research for this past week.. it all makes sense! All the trauma I experienced as a child was never let go, and it's been inside me this whole time. Now that I know I'm codependent I just hope I can make changes to hopefully have a healthy relationship one day. Thank You, Sophie Holohan. You probably just saved my life.

[@mikaarora2481]

WOW ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG YOUR THE MOST TALENTED SINGER EVER💕💗

[@afireinhearts1302]

Yes…very much yes. Much love 💝😇

[@isabelleproffitt6378]

This song made me cry. It’s so beautiful and emotional 🥺💖

[@plumbleebee]

I had to take a break from social media because of this issue, I've been putting too much value in what my friends think of me to the point where I don't think I'm worth anything if they're not talking to me as much at certain times and my first reaction is anger but I dont want to be angry at the people I love the most and the more time I spend alone I realize I was always more upset at myself for putting these unfair expectations on my friends and that it isn't healthy. I need to find my worth outside who I am to others but I just haven't found out how to do that yet

[@roldham90]

Sometimes words find you when you are in dire need of hearing them. I found this song because another song you wrote found me on tiktok (Found myself but you won’t like her...) and well while the other empowered me, this one did too but in a different way. It caused me to face a realization that I had been running from and I burst into tears when I heard it. There are so many hard truths within this piece that I have been ignoring for so long. All of this to say thank you for creating such beautiful art, it has resonated deeply and helped me feel less alone. ❤️

[@katknox9668]

a song the world needed, beautifully worded.

[@emmilee5892]

I'm crying so hard to this right now. Your music is wonderful, thank you for sharing it with the world!

[@MegRabbit]

This is so beautiful.

[@pamelapeterson4453]

This is beautiful! Poignant lyrics and soulful voice.

[@pisceanqueen1]

It's a good thing this wasn't around 2 years ago. I probably wouldn't have made it through the break up. But Good G-d, it's it precious now. 🥺

[@cristalgachuz8647]

Literally crying. I’ve never related to anything more in my life. Thank you ♥️

[@Caraokayokayokay]

Oh my gosh 😱 so good!!!!!!!!!!

[@riteasrain]

So beautiful, so true, so honest, so painful

[@theegorgones]

beautiful and eloquent lyrics! 💚

[@orianna1195]

absolutely in love with this song and how it makes me feel. ♡

[@tnaomie]

This is my most favorite song by you💕

[@tnaomie]

I discovered it only about 2 weeks ago, but I haven't stopped listening since❤️

[@amybehlmann3493]

So proud of you, Sophie!!! This is just beautiful.

[@watermalin]

so beautiful. really over here crying my eyes out

[@katierachel3305]

Love it! Giving me Catie Turner vibes!

[@jordainlynn7205]

So beautiful 🥺😭❤️

[@michellehuang3129]

I’m in tears 😭 your songwriting is so beautiful and I hope you make it big!

[@syndicate1226]

My best song of summer last year

[@SophieHolohan]

That means the world

[@kathrynhogan6127]

I’ve never related to a song more in my life, I can’t stop listening 💗

[@bow.9496]

Just heard you singing on Stories and now checking out your other singings. Great voice and delivery. Reminds me of a couple of my favorite female singers: Emmylou Harris meets Katie Melua. :)

[@shayleerichardson8007]

I love love love this song so much your voice is so incredibly beautiful😭🥺💓

[@banrions]

this is so so good

[@leahbrown5246]

the first time i’ve ever fallen in love with a song

[@elarcane]

'tis my first time listening to this song, felt like 'twas made for me

[@marleighb.4344]

i need a karaoke version badly omg

[@jia-rongtsao2968]

This song made me cry...finally...someone put something that I've struggled with for YEARS into words😭

[@kinamaemercado1685]

Experiencing this right now :’)

[@sansankudo]

1st heard this on Indie Folk Central. Indie Folk music grabs me

[@bbneulsocute]

this relates with me but it's about friendship :)

[@SophieHolohan]

I actually wrote this about a friendship!! So I totally get you haha

[@bbneulsocute]

@@SophieHolohan ouh 😭 its really hurt, i couldn't even express my feelings to her

[@gray985]

this song is so good it gave me chills! I love how you can hear your soul in the words you sing, a lot of music artists these days don’t have that.

[@RKorte-lj9bz]

the lyrics are soulwrenching and make me tear up every time... and i still listen to it on repeat thats how good it is

[@juliettepoupon6198]

I have been listening to this song on repeat for the last 2 weeks. Not only do you have a beautiful and captivating voice, you're also an amazing songwriter. Can't wait for your next songs ! ♥

[@mamina_]

One day, I want to come see you perform LIVE. This song is just everything I feel and more.

[@teu4944]

im obsessedddd

[@ykwoay]

🥺🤍 this song made me cuddle my dog with tears in my eyess,.. this song hurts

[@madison_rs]

I've had this song on repeat for days I love it so much

[@kenshi_desu2796]

This song is so relatable and it makes me really sad 😔.

[@restilestari8191]

Thank you for making this beautiful song, it speaks directly to my heart. It makes me realize that my experiences and feelings are not special, it is not exclusively happened to me. Sometimes I get confused, why do I feel nothing when I'm alone? Why do I need someone to validate my feelings? I realized I have a codependent traits. I'm on a journey to heal It is not always easy but I believe it will get better.

[@fatimacreyes]

Ohh I absolutely love it 💗

[@asiarayne]

yet another beautiful masterpiece :) you are a gorgeous soul, Sophie

[@kirawheeler4105]

The thing is I love spending my time with him it makes me happy,but I'm only 15 but I mean what else can i be doing. I'm bored without him. He makes me feel happy.

[@haliedwyer5293]

I’m literally so obsessed with her right now

[@claudiafuenmayor4843]

Definitely deserves all the recognition!! So talented🥺❤️

[@luna-pr3go]

i just heard this song on tiktok and RAN over to spotify to save it omg, you’re so incredibly talented!!

[@blankerror]

Saw a short video on Instagram and instantly fell in love with this 💕

[@blondesouls7525]

This song is PERFECT for the fanfic I'm writing right now.

[@logantate3269]

You've done so much in a couple of months! You're doing so well! Keep going!!

[@makaylarogers8163]

Omggg You’re going somewhere !! This song makes me heart swell . My ears are blessed . I need a slowed version 😍.

[@Kaylee-wn1ju]

there's no dislikes for a reason. your music is just too good❤

[@revaworld7710]

Amazing thanks for putting feelings into words

[@stuffbystephii]

I'm so happy !!! 😭😭 I need your songs on Spotify ❤️

[@savannagrace7990]

This song is a work of literal art.

[@rachelzlotnick1995]

This song has my whole heart❤ I love it sm

[@tashtube91]

I love this song so so much. You are so amazingly talented. You’ve got a big fan right here!

[@annajulia5128]

i was so excited for this song!!!!! it's SO beautiful omg 🥺🥰

[@hanahmae42]

Literally have been waiting so long for this song to come out!!! AMAZING 💛🧡

[@alexxornothing]

I would give my left leg to have the tabs/chords to this🥺

[@catarinabraizinha5681]

this is getting me throuuuugh right now... thank you so much for this song

[@rachelleonard7684]

This song is so beautiful

[@victoria12342]

I LOVE IT SO SO SO MUCH!! WOW did I ever need this right now

[@savannahboggs7127]

Literally obsessed 😍

[@amberjw9523]

Stunning

[@zapbutton8553]

my kid brought me here i love your lyrics and your voice

[@frankyfuselero1114]

This hurts in a good way. Thank you for this.

[@kelseynason4470]

FINALLY! Brilliant lyrics

[@PinkSocksnPolkaDots]

Amazing amazing amazing you make me sob

[@KarlMcHughMusic]

Love this!!

[@braem1]

this is absolutely amazing

[@joannacampbell2548]

I love this so much you’re amazing