Soyou's Body&Hair Items | Soyou's unique XX cream for smooth body care and life changing products

You know that you guys need to consistently take care of your skin, right?
Today, I will be introducing you guys the body / hair products that I use. 😆
I hope every one of you get soft skin this dry winter.

[@soyougi]

기록이들 안녕~👋 연말은 잘 보내고 계신가용?? 오늘 준비한 바디, 헤어템들 제가 쓰면서 느꼈던 점을 열심히 소개해보려고 했는데ㅎㅎ 기록이들에게 도움이 되었으면 좋겠어요🥰

[@Karamelindonesia]

Thank you for sharing the information with us. This is very useful. I spent the end of the year focusing on the fat in my belly LOL 😂.. Have you watched the latest Spiderman movie?

[@Benjamin-tg3yt]

최고의 화장품은 소유님 꿀피부!!

[@sistarchive]

와 샴푸 트리트먼트 바디워시는 그냥 마트에서 대용량 향 좋고 싼거 쓰는 거 아니었나요..여윽시 우리 깡지 언냐

[@gracechang7314]

연예인 아무나 하는거 아니라는데 언니 진짜 대단해요.. 괜히 항상 예쁜게 아니였어..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@해리-r7d]

🐥타임라인🐥 1:42 바디워시 3:29 입욕제 4:59 스크럽 6:22 바디로션 10:01 바디오일 13:13 샴푸 13:25 트리트먼트 15:01 헤어에센스

[@meulucy]

시작하자마자 욕조에 가득찬 헤어바디템들… 역시 관리의 여왕답다!!!!

[@ori_you11]

향기에 예민한 언니라 그런지 제품마다 어떤 향인지 설명해줘서 너무 좋당ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@junwoo9024]

사용하는 제품들이 대게 고가제품이 아니라~ 따라해보기 넘 좋네요 인간적인 소유

[@매일아디가부럽다]

매주의 즐거움의 원천, 언니의 동영상은 나의 정신적 양식이다

[@정유화-n3k]

몸도 피부만큼 중요하다 생각하는 타입이라 언니 추천템 넘 좋음!! 울동네는 녹물이 심해서 샤워기도 필터달린거 큰걸로 쓰는데 언니 샤워기는 뭔지 궁금...

[@지후-i5y]

저희동네도 녹물파티인데ㅠㅠ 샤워기 어떤거 쓰세요ㅠㅠ

[@정유화-n3k]

@@지후-i5y 필터큰게 젤 중요하더라구요...닥터제로 필터샤워기 사용중요!

[@아임마이클]

몸이 피분데요

[@이효선-g4i]

재큰걸로만큼녹물생각집맛없재

[@jasonwong84]

I love how you put so much time into your hair and skin. And it shows. You are beautiful. Thank you for the tips.

[@ori_you11]

언니가 헤어나 바디제품 어떤거 쓰는지 너무 궁금했는데 하나하나 다 설명해주고 사용팁도 있어서 너무 좋네요👏👏

[@yongminkang3561]

유익한 컨텐츠😄 소유씬 헤어관리나 피부관리나 잘할거라 생각은 했었지만, 진짜 대단하네요😯 운동하는 만큼이나 엄청난 노력과 투자가.. 그나저나 화장기 없는 소유씨 얼굴 너무 좋네요🥰 풀메일때보다, 노메이크업일때가 더 예쁘고 사랑스러워 보여😍

[@Momo_story_official]

소유님 피부가 완전 꿀 떨어지는 것 같아요 맞아요 소유님 피부는 항상 좋아요 헤헤^^*

[@해리-r7d]

언니가 추천해주시는 제품들은 왠지 모르게 꼭 써보고싶어요💗 영상 감사합니다🙏

[@TimoBruges]

You put so much work and details in these vlogs, we as your fans are truly lucky with you! You care so much about us. :) Oh and i started SISTAR fanboying when you mentioned Dasom her gift lol :) .

[@kamilialam9054]

Loved the detailed description of every product thank u unni 😍😘

[@dododo-hee]

하나 하나 상세하게 설명해주셔서 너무 좋다!👍🏻 처음에 딱 틀자마자 워,,언니 너무 많은데 다써,,? 생각이 들었는데 다 쓰시는거 맞네,,,ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 머릿결이랑 피부가 좋은데는 이유가 있었다,, 언니 다음에는 향수 컨텐츠 가시죠!

[@unveilyourstories]

I'm crying unnie!😭 I've been waiting for an update ther vlog from you. Thank you for making my day! Take care and God bless unnie❤️❤️

[@yu8426]

트리트먼트는 짐 쓰고있는거 다쓰면 소유님 쓰는걸 써보고싶네요 영상으로봐도 머릿결이 넘 좋으신거같아요오 👍

[@meulucy]

향에 예민한 편이라 인터넷으로 구매할 때 애먹는 경우가 많았는데 향까지 디테일하게 설명해주셔서 너무 좋아요~~!!! 맛평가 하는 거 보고도 느꼈지만… 우런니 설명에 재능있는듯…

[@user-kwisfp]

필요할 때 필요한 정보들 딱딱 던져주는 우리언니~❤️

[@ori_you11]

저렇게 관리 열심히 하니까 피부가 항상 좋군여👍 멋지다😍

[@chulee03]

오 신기한 제품들도 많네요!! 언니 덕분에 많이 알아갑니당ღ

[@매일아디가부럽다]

언니 많이 보고 싶어요, 이번 토요일이 크리스마스예요, 즐거운 크리스마스 보내세요🎄

[@junwoo9024]

괜히 피부미녀가 아니군여~ 역시 뷰티요정ㅋ

[@jojs713]

오호오오옹 겨울만되면 건조해서 살 많이트는데! 바디워시랑 로션이랑 오일같은거 써봐야겠네요!! 굿굿!!

[@1234iii]

보는것 만으로도 힐링 됐어요~♡♡

[@트니트니튼튼-i3q]

엉냐 얼굴피부는 또 오ㅑ케조아... 얼굴 스킨케어 제품도 풀어줘요 퓨ㅠㅠㅠ

[@ori_you11]

헐 요즘 바디케어에 관심 갔었는데 대박!!!

[@elenakhoun8921]

Soyou Unnie shared precious lesson once again ❤️❤️

[@hyesoo1286]

잘 보고 가요~~소유씨보면 건강해보여서 너무 보기 좋아요~~페이스 스킨케어랑 클렌징 제품도 기회되면 소개해주세요~^^

[@richardpaek4756]

쿠팡애호가 알뜰 울 소유ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 몸매 뿐만아니라 피부 관리까지~ 관리의 여왕 ㅇㅈㅇㅈ 칭찬행~^^ 글구 신곡 마니만 기다리고 있어용~ 기대 만니 하고 있으니~ ㅎㅇㅌㅎㅇㅌ!!!!

[@user-ddddaliabbn]

너무 쥬아…🤍🤍🤍

[@junwoo9024]

엉덩이야기 할때 마다 왜케 웃끼죠ㅋㅋ엉덩이에 집착하는소유

[@jeongyoonssi]

가격이 부담스러운 제품도 많지만..ㅠㅠㅋㅋ 그냥 가격대 적당하고 자기가 좋아하는 향 찾아서 바세린이랑 섞어서 쓰면 겨울에 가성비가 내려온다~~~ 바세린 강추!!

[@이지영-i8m4h]

관리 끝판왕 예전에 멤버들이 술에취해도 관리하더라는 얘기듣고 좀 놀랐는데 역쉬는 역쉬네요

[@daloz9]

I'm tired 🥶, take care unnie stay healthy and warm love you ♥️

[@violet._.moonriver]

좋은거 많이 알아가요...! 샤워오일 써보고싶네요ㅎㅎㅎ 글구 르라보...! 한번쯤 사보고싶네요ㅎㅎㅎ

[@끼토산끼토산아]

전 평소에 각질제거 한다고 등 쪽은 스크럽 진짜 자주 했는데 피부 예민하신 분들은 스크럽 대신 그냥 아하바하 들어간 바디워시 사용하세요.... ㅠㅠ 너무 자주 하니까 각질 탈락 주기가 꼬여서 그런지 등에 여드름 나더라구요... 3GF 바디워시 쓰면서 겨우 복구해놓긴 했는데 스크럽보단 몸드름은 바디워시 잘쓰는게 중요한거 같아유 ㅠㅠ

[@junwoo9024]

완전 도움됐어~ ㅋㅋ샴프ㅋㅋ꼭 써볼꺼예요

[@therealthc176]

Finally we have some tips on her hair treatment.... really wonder how she take care of her hair to be continuing having so much hair... I think I am going to be bald now 😫😥

[@-EastSea-]

너~~~어~~~~무 매력적인 여자. 매력적인만큼 늘 행복하세요

[@devitaputri8181]

You really care of your body. Aaaah i love it 🥰🥰

[@neverstopkko4693]

감기조심..... 소유님

[@snailmom03]

아하바 바디쓰시네여! 샴푸도 엄청좋아요 특히 뾰루지 잘안나용

[@joeangel2648]

Hello Soyou. You are beautiful ❤️ already. The lotions and creams love to be next to you. Love 💕 and kisses 💋. Happy Holidays and take care 😘😘😘😘.

[@dododo-hee]

욕조 트레이도 어디꺼인지 궁금하군,,,찾아봐야지,,!

[@박혁-d7o]

먹방해주세요 닭발 먹방 부천에 닭발 골목이 있는데 어디가 제일 맛난지 닭발러버로서 한번해즈요~~~~

[@매일아디가부럽다]

왜 이렇게 귀여워

[@Cutepooh27]

Hope that you can have more video to share about your beauty tips.

[@glenerickson9790]

Very great information! Keep up the great work sending much love 💘 ❤ 💕 Glen

[@younyeongkim2320]

저도 반신욕 러버인데 유스트 배쓰쏠트랑 입욕제 강추드립니다 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@강정숙-y5n]

디올 미스디올 바디로션 정말 좋아용 ㅎ

[@tung_2222]

제가 언니 집에 가서 관리 받으면 안돼요? 💘💘

[@soul9029]

항상 좋은 컨텐츠의 영상 올려 주셔서 감사히 잘 보고 있습니다. 영상 편집하시랴 업로드 하시랴 고생 많으셨겠습니다 저의 '좋아요'를 받아주세요!! 행복한 하루 되시고 화이팅 하세용!! 😍😍😍😍❤️❤️❤️😍😍😍

[@sone3628]

Sorry it took so long for me to find and subscribe. Love Soyu Love Sistar.

[@terrystanton8914]

Soyou ,its not the lotions and creams that make your hair and face look amazing.......NO.......it your beautiful fooooooood.......let's concentrate on the food and Golf ....lol Hey Soyou I like to wish you and your family a Merry Christmas & Happy new year .

[@hend.exo_l]

I love you so much my queen ❤❤❤❤

[@분꽃나무]

바디워시 1:44 청소 편한 입욕제 3:26 입욕제 3:30 바디스크럽 5:00 순위 6:15 바디로션 6:22 .

[@hend.exo_l]

I miss you so much 🥺❤❤

[@Karamelindonesia]

Yessssss !!

[@vasudevtiwaritales20]

Thanks for video soyou

[@binhaoyu6928]

❤️❤️❤️

[@denisek5830]

❤❤❤

[@kimddeonu2178]

Soyou!💜💜

[@GentaCaesar]

MY SARANGG❤❤❤❤❤

[@白玉靜-e1o]

Soyou ❤️❤️❤️

[@beo1127]

유용한정보 감사합니다. 썬탠하고난뒤 관리해주는 바디크림,로션....등등 있을까요?

[@martin8159]

Very wonderful and very beautiful Soyou 😍 ❤

[@kangji-yoon4452]

Soyou unnie pretty

[@letsdive1780]

Love U Soyou

[@대박행복-Kor]

소유님 예뻐요

[@hend.exo_l]

Take care of yourself please

[@김용구-w5g3e]

안녕하세요

[@hhun777]

👍🍊🍊🍊

[@그사람-f3n]

탄. 크나이프 제품 굿

[@meulucy]

오호… 분해효과가 있는 크림이 있다니… (솔깃)

[@tarsitanik7040]

Salam ❤️❤️ cinta untukmu.

[@devinj-np7dd]

Oink Oink.. I am standing and I look across.. there is a Flower.. I see the Sun Flower in the Room.. and I just know that something Great is about to happen.. I turn to look Out the window.. a MAN comes with a Big Box and drops by the Door.. and I see the man leaves.. as I walk Out of the Room.. I stop and turn back to LOOK.. it is that sun Flower.. why do I keep on thinking of YOU when I see a SUN FLOWER.. does it means that YOU make me Smile.. or do you take My Breathe away when I know that It is YOU.. that SUN FLOWER.. I just can't stop looking.. as if I am looking at YOU.. I wonder what is that BIG BOX.. why did this MAN come and drop this BIG BOX in front of the door.. I wonder what is Inside that Big Box.. as I turn.. I walk to the DOOR.. I open the door.. There is a Picture.. I am wondering WHY would this Picture be attached to this Big Box.. and I would wrap My arms around this Big Box to lift and to carry into the Room.. as the Door shuts behind me.. I am holding with both Arms around it.. such a Heavy BIG BOX I must lift and carry into the Room.. I place the Big BOX Down.. I take the Picture off and turn to look.. It is YOU.. it is the Picture of YOU.. I am wondering.. why would you put Your Picture here.. I already have another Picture of YOU in my room.. are you telling me It is YOU who send me this Box.. but WHY would it be this Big.. and I am looking at the new Picture.. YOU look so Good.. so lovely and adorable.. I guess I don't need the Old Picture any more.. this New Picture.. YOU are so Beautiful.. SO.. am I allow to speak to YOU.. will this Picture speak back from YOU.. can YOU speak through this Picture and tell me what are your thoughts.. if I am to ask YOU.. WHY did you send me this Big Box.. I only asked for Your Picture.. I only wanted the picture and has not asked for anything else lately.. But this Big Box.. I am curious about what is inside this Big Box.. if I were to ask YOU.. what is inside this Big box.. Please tell me.. I know that one thing I been wishing for is for YOUR HEART.. I remember last night.. I was in this same room.. Looking at the Sun Flower.. I would be holding Your Old Picture.. and I would take Your old picture and LOOKING at the SUN FLOWER.. I been asking if I give YOU this Flower.. can we make a trade.. If I can give YOU this Flower.. would you let me see Your Heart.. I begin to want something More than just this Old Picture.. if I can't have your Heart.. I know there is NO point of asking for anything Else.. so I would paste YOUR OLD picture next to the Sun Flower.. looking at the wall.. I would speak as YOU were listening.. I would be speaking to the wall but I would close both eyes.. and Picture YOU being here instead and I would speak to the WALL.. but YOUR PICTURE would be pasted to the WALL.. I be holding the SUN FLOWER in my hand and asking YOU.. can we please make a Trade.. I am asking if I can have More than just this Old Picture.. it is Not that I am tired of looking.. I love looking at YOU.. this Picture.. this Old Picture.. I always loved looking at YOU through this Old Picture.. but I want More now.. I just don't want this Old picture.. am I being ambition if I am asking YOU for Your Heart.. because Now.. I want more.. I want to love YOU.. HOW can I love YOU.. if all I can do is look.. my eyes might fall off because only thing that I can do is LOOK.. But this looking does not solve anything.. it only Hurts my Heart.. My Heart cries telling me.. WHY are you only LOOKING.. ask for More.. if I don't ask.. I will never Know.. I will never find Out if I can have YOU to myself.. so I begin to want more and More.. so Holding the SUN Flower and looking at the Old Picture pasted on the Wall.. I would open my mouth.. It is NOT ME.. even though it is part of Me.. it is My Heart.. I be asking my Heart to be quiet and not to tell me anything.. But I hear my Heart crying inside.. it weeps loud and grows Louder because My Heart wants more.. so I begin to look at Your Old Picture.. pasted on this Wall.. my hand would tap My chest.. trying to silent my Heart who is crying deep inside.. because I want more than just looking.. so Please.. I want you to hear my Plea.. this Case I have.. not against.. but for my Heart.. that I want more.. and Now.. If I can give YOU this SUN FLOWER.. will you please accept my Heart.. if I give YOU this SUN FLOWER.. I want Your Love.. if I can see your Heart.. I know that I can earn Your Love.. Now.. I am standing here in the same ROOM.. the Old Picture I had to toss away.. I am wondering if YOU heard my Plea.. it was from Last night.. asking YOU.. but I know that YOU must heard it because this BIG BOX.. Your New Picture was attached.. does that means.. inside this Big Box.. is it your Heart.. this is a Big BOX.. is Your Heart as Big as this BOX.. and I am walking around the BIG BOX.. and I am sure it has to be because YOU are the only One who knows my Heart.. there is NO ONE else.. but How did YOU hear my Plea.. it was late last night when I spoke about YOUR HEART.. were you here.. I am Not sure if you came but it was late into the night.. I couldn't sleep.. because My Heart kept on crying inside.. I heard the Heart loud and clear which woke me UP and I couldn't go back to sleep until I had to get it off my Chest.. but.. How is it that this BIG BOX came so fast.. I only wanted to know if I could have More.. I wanted More and more.. I know that just looking at Your Old Picture.. it is not enough for me anymore.. and I just had to share Heart to Heart by pasting your Old Picture on the Wall.. Now.. this Big Box is here.. as I unwrap this Big Box.. on the TOP.. it is able to OPEN.. and My both arms reaches.. hands grab this BIG GLASS JAR and I pull it Out of the Big Box.. and I place the Glass Jar next to the Big Box.. as I look at it.. I see it being empty.. Now.. I am very confused.. there is a Note written.. and says.. I needs to earn YOUR HEART.. that means YOU know.. that YOU did heard my Plea.. but why would you send me this Big BOX.. but it has NO Heart.. YOU send me a BIG BOX.. a BIG EMPTY GLASS JAR.. and No Heart.. I was asking for YOUR HEART.. Not the BIG BOX.. I was Not asking for an EMPTY GLASS JAR.. YOU give me a new Picture.. so Beautiful and Yes.. thank YOU so much for looking so GOOD.. SO BRIGHT and so Beautiful.. and THANK you for the BIG BOX.. even for the GLASS JAR.. but there is something that YOU did forget to give me.. I need that Heart.. if this Glass JAR is big.. and the Box is big.. I KNOW that YOUR HEART must be big TOO but I want to know.. where is that Heart.. I want the Heart.. I was asking YOU.. My wish and Plea is YOUR HEART.. I need that TOO.. I know you heard my voice last night or this could Not HAPPEN.. WHEN will you give me YOUR HEART.. am I suppose to be waiting for another MAN to come to bring something.. which.. it is the Most Important that MAN has not brought.. PLEASE.. I want Your Heart.. I need YOUR HEART.. I want to see YOUR HEART.. when can I see Your Heart.. everything else is right.. but that ONE.. YOUR HEART.. I been asking.. LOOKING at Your Picture.. the Old Picture.. and asking.. speaking to the Old Picture.. that I want to Love YOU.. How can I love YOU if YOU don't want to show me your Heart.. if YOU want me to give all this Love I have for YOU.. I must have Your Heart.. and Yes.. Like this BIG BOX.. my Arms will wrap around it.. Lift and carry YOUR HEART around to show YOU that I love Your Heart.. when will you give me Your Heart.. what do YOU means that I needs to earn Your Heart.. if YOU are Never around.. How can I show you anything.. If you are so far away from me.. how can I show you.. WHAT DO you means that I needs to earn it.. How.. tell me the answer.. give me the answer of How to earn YOUR HEART.. I means.. LOOK.. the Big Box.. a BIG EMPTY GLASS JAR plus the new picture.. it all arrived together art the same place at the same time.. but left the Heart.. I must know.. are you going to tell me How because right Now I am so confused.. I want to love YOU.. can I still love you without YOUR HEART.. I know that I can't.. I must have YOUR HEART.. I need your Heart but YOU wrote on the Note.. I must earn Your Heart.. AM I suppose to go some where to find YOUR HEART.. did you hide YOUR Heart some where.. is this HIDE and Go seek.. because I don't like that kind of game.. because.. there is just too many places Where you can hide YOUR HEART.. so I know that when YOU do this.. I may never find YOUR HEART.. what if YOUR Heart is with YOU.. and Now.. YOU want to keep your Heart.. maybe you changed your Mind not to give it away.. then what am I suppose to DO.. I want YOUR HEART.. Please.. tell me.. How can I find YOUR HEART.. where did YOU Put.. or where did you Hide YOUR HEART.. I need that Heart.. I need to Have YOUR HEART so that I can start Loving YOU.. I know that YOU are not going to tell me.. but.. I am asking YOU still.. Help me to love YOU.. and YOU know that the time is ticking.. that is why I needs YOUR HEART NOW.. NO later.. because I want to start right NOW loving YOU.. or else I know that I can't love you any more.. Where did YOU put Your Heart.. why is YOUR HEART hiding from me.. I want to know.. Please.. that Heart belongs to Me.. if YOU have brought all these things to the DOOR.. into my ROOM.. I know that Heart should be here with Me.. then why are YOU NOT giving me YOUR HEART.. that Heart is MINE.. belongs to me.. suppose to be with Me.. SO PLEASE.. give me YOUR HEART.. bring your Heart to my direction.. I will love YOUR HEART good.. I will take good care of YOUR HEART.. so Please.. trust Me.. I will love your Heart the way YOUR heart should be loved..

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So Please.. give me YOUR HEART.. Let me love YOU.. help me to Love YOU.. I need YOUR HEART.. because I love YOU.. I just can't wait until YOU come Home.. I am wondering why are YOU not coming Home.. it has been days.. as I am wondering.. I just can't believe you are gone.. Please tell me.. are you ever going to come Home.. because I can't sleep.. as I would walk into the Room.. I look at the open door.. your picture.. it the back pocket of my jeans.. I would reach to take the picture Out.. and Looking into the Picture.. I start to cry.. as I looking on the floor.. I see my tears falling and hitting the Floor.. if this was going to happen to Me.. WHY would I cause this kind of problem in the first Place.. why did I said the words I should Not say.. if It is going to hurt me this Much.. and I feel like dying.. even maybe drowning inside.. I can't even apologize to YOU because YOU would not even answer ANY of the calls.. I have been calling YOU on your Phone but YOU never pick UP.. I don't hear your voice on the Other side.. only to leave the message.. and even I did say something on the Message.. Now days goes By.. I still can't believe YOU are Not coming Home.. when will you return my call.. if I would call you on your Phone.. would you please pick UP on the Other side.. so that I know that YOU are doing alright at least.. tell me something so that I can move On.. am I suppose to move on without YOU.. but what If I refuse to let Go.. what if I just can't let YOU go.. I did not ask YOU to be Mine if forever was Not on my mind in the first place.. there is a reason why I told YOU I love YOU.. I just did not tell you that for YOU to feel good at all.. I meant it from the Bottom of my Heart.. I told you I love YOU because it meant that I want to say it to you for the rest of My Life.. did you not accept when I told you that the first time.. I told you those words because I knew that IN my Heart.. you were the one for Me.. that I meant I was asking YOU.. will you die with me.. will you grow old together with Me.. can I die in your arms if this means It can really means to come true.. I just did not make it up so that YOU can smile.. why would I want to see YOU smile when I meant it true from my Heart.. I wanted to tell you the three words so that I wanted to hear.. YOU are going to accept me.. through the good times.. through the bad times.. even hard and difficult times.. even at the lowest points and rock bottom of any given day.. of course I don't want to take you to those darker days.. I don't like to see YOU cry.. I hate it when YOU are sad and Heart broken.. But not all the days are going to be sun shine and rain bow like in the sky.. you will see cloudy days.. even rains will pour down Hard.. and yes.. I would walk in the rain and I will cry while I am walking through the rain when I am hurting.. when I am dealing with What makes me love YOU from the first place.. I would not tell you these words.. I just can't say it without knowing the meanings of these words I am telling YOU.. But.. I told you the three words because I meant it for Life.. until death to us.. until it all ends.. but I can see that YOU don't want to pick up the Phone.. why are you hurting me.. why do I feel so much pain and sorrow.. I keep on missing YOU.. and I feel like dying right now.. my Heart feels like bleeding indeed.. WHY don't you pick up the Phone.. or why don't you ever call me.. tell me something so that I can say I am so sorry.. But if YOU can't tell me words.. what am I suppose to do right now.. DO you know How much I love YOU.. DO you know that I am facing the Rain.. I can hear my Heart be crying.. because I am so sad.. I feel so gloomy right Now because I can't even hear YOUR voice.. I know I called you several times.. but the same response.. only going to the voice box to leave the message.. I have left YOU my voice message.. if I left it few more times.. would YOU not want to hear me what I has to say.. if YOU can only hear the Voice messages I left behind.. I told YOU that I am so sorry.. I am deeply hurt.. wounded in my Heart too.. but YOU just can't forgive me.. YOU told me before that YOU could.. YOU told me that YOU loved me enough that YOU can forgive me.. then.. are you telling me that YOU have never loved me in the first place.. why did you say that YOU love Me.. do you know how that felt when I heard those words Out of your mouth.. you told me that YOU love me and WILL never stop loving me.. But look at right now.. do you still feel the same way or did YOUR heart changed.. How can I get Your Heart back.. I want YOU to love me.. if YOUR heart has changed on me.. then please tell me.. HOW do I get Your Heart back to love me again.. then if YOU can give me the answer.. would you answer the call.. I will call you again to see if YOU would answer YOUR Phone.. as I would look into the room and I step in.. I have the Phone and I would dial YOUR number and I would stand in the dark Room.. hearing it ring few times.. But I stand alone not able to hear your Voice.. I would walk with my Head looking down.. and I stop by the Bed.. I look.. there is the GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. sitting on the TOP of the Bed.. leaning on the wall.. I am looking at Your Picture.. I want to see YOU again.. but.. if I can't hear Your voice and YOU don't answer your Phone.. How am I suppose to tell YOU my Heart.. so that YOU can come Back.. and I am looking at the GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. and I start to cry More looking at this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. I gave YOU this Bear.. but WHY is it here with me.. why didn't YOU take this GIANT TEDDY BEAR with YOU.. what am I suppose to do when this Belongs to YOU.. and I would sit on the Top of the Bed.. I would sit next and I would grab this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. my arms wrap around It.. I am holding it around my arms.. only thing is NOW.. I am wishing that if it was YOU.. but YOU are Not here.. so How can I hold you close.. as I am holding this Giant Teddy Bear.. my arms tights.. and I squeeze it.. as I am crying.. my tears just won't stop.. and I can see that I am getting this Giant TEDDY BEAR to be wet on top of the Head.. I just can't let YOU GO.. I just can't say good bye.. why did YOU have to leave and make me feel so Cold.. I wanted to be with YOU for the rest of my Life.. Now YOU are gone.. leaving me with Nothing but memories.. and My Heart keeps breaking because I only think of YOU.. I only see YOU.. as I am looking across.. I see the CHAIR.. Now that Chair across in the ROOM.. I would see YOU sitting ON it.. WHY.. I only see YOU everywhere.. even though YOU are not here with me.. why do I keep on seeing YOU here.. It must be my mind must be missing YOU.. It must be My Heart be missing YOU.. as My arms wraps around the Center of this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. and my Arms squeezes it.. I would close both of my eyes.. thinking when YOU came into this ROOM.. I would watch YOU walk into the room.. the Chair across the bed.. in the room.. I would be sitting on top of this Bed.. and I see YOU smile walking in and YOU sat on the Chair.. as YOU would look at me asking me WHY to sit.. I tell YOU to close both Eyes.. behind me is the GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. I did not want to show YOU but to surprise YOU and YOU sat there.. with a Big Smile and I see your two eyes close.. and I would move forward.. reaching back to grab the Giant Teddy Bear and pulling it forward.. I also have the camera with Me.. just to show YOU I wanted to take a Picture.. this picture that I am looking too.. I just can't stop.. it hurts so Much that YOU are not here.. I can't believe you are gone.. look what YOU are putting me through.. I am hurting so much right now because I am only thinking of it.. but unable to be with YOU right Now.. look what YOU have done to Me.. I am so Hurt.. I wish that YOU can be hurt.. maybe more Hurt then me because I love YOU.. YOU are now wondering.. why do I want to see YOU hurt if I truly Love you.. because YOU will think of me More if YOU do.. so that YOU can answer the call.. YOU can answer the Phone when I call YOU.. It sucks to be me when I call YOU but YOU never answer Back.. it hurts that I wish YOU be Hurt.. Please be hurt so that YOU can answer the Phone.. I want to say something.. I needs to hear so that I can say something to you.. as I would Have the GIANT TEDDY BEAR in front of me.. has a Pink RIBBON on the neck.. to show YOU that it is a SHE.. and I ask YOU.. Please Open Your eyes for me.. and I would look across.. the CHAIR you are sitting.. and I see both eyes Opens.. my both Hands.. my arms are holding the Center of this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. I see YOU smile.. and I tell YOU.. this is Your Bear.. I have bought this Bear for YOU.. so soft fuzzy and tender.. if I give YOU this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. would you hold it like this.. I want to show YOU another Thing.. Please.. so that I can have something more closer to me.. if YOU are to go far.. I know that I can feel you so Near.. as I would open my arms.. and My hands reach to give YOU this GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. I see YOU stand UP and walk over.. I watch YOU grab and Hold.. as YOU go back to the CHAIR.. YOU sit on that chair.. and I see Your Hands.. I see Your Arms.. wrapping around the CENTER of the GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. My Heart.. I can feel my Heart just beats so Fast.. I wish that I can trade places.. If the Giant Teddy Bear sits on TOP of the Bed and I be the One to be in Your Arms.. the way YOU are holding.. your Arms are holding.. wrapped around the Teddy Bear.. takes my Breathe away.. Can I hold YOU.. would you let me Hold YOU.. the way YOU are holding that GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. I showed YOU.. the way I wanted to be held by YOU.. and I can feel my Heart.. it keeps on beating so Fast because I want to come Close..

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Can I get close to YOU.. so that I can be in your Arms.. be wrapped in your Arms.. I would watch YOU as I am sitting on the top of this Bed.. I am leaning on the WALL.. as my hand grabs the Camera.. and I wanted to take a picture of YOU.. so that I know I can always look at Your Picture.. even though YOU are sitting on that Chair.. I am always wanting to be with YOU.. to be close to YOU.. to be near YOU.. I put the Camera UP.. and my eye looks Into the Lens.. and I tell YOU.. YOU are so Beautiful.. and I would zoom in to get a closer view.. DO YOU know that YOU are so Beautiful.. Holding that GIANT TEDDY BEAR.. the way YOU are holding it so Close.. Your Arms around It.. and I see YOU smile.. But WHY.. but WHY do you hurt me Now.. I just can't believe that YOU are doing this to Me.. WHY are you hurting me.. as I turn to LOOK at the window.. I see Light rain.. it is hitting against the window of the room.. I just feel so SICK right Now.. I am missing YOU.. I need YOU.. why did YOU have to leave me like this.. I am here all alone.. sitting on top of this Bed.. and as My eyes looking through the Lens.. Across.. I see the Empty Chair.. My Other arm.. wrapped around the Giant Teddy Bear.. the Other.. my hand holding the Camera.. I am looking through the Lens.. my tears.. it starts to fall again.. over and over I am feeling only the Heart break.. and my tears keeps dropping.. as I am only seeing the Empty Chair.. I would say.. Where are YOU my Love.. Where are YOU.. why can't you be here with me.. why are you hurting Me.. Now my Heart is breaking so much because I am missing YOU.. Only I see is that Chair.. now the Chair looks so lonely with out you.. Now.. it is only an Empty Chair.. Please come Home.. My Love.. will you come Home.. then WHY don't you pick UP the Phone.. Please answer when I call YOU so that I know YOU are doing good.. I need YOU because I am missing YOU.. Now.. I know that I love YOU.. Now I know how much I love YOU.. so please come Home.. I am only seeing the Chair.. it is only an Empty chair.. I am standing Outside.. I just could Not stay Inside because I started to Miss YOU.. sitting on the Chair.. I am looking across and I still see the Empty Chair.. I am waiting for YOU.. looking at the two Plates.. after making Dinner for us.. I just could not stay inside any longer.. I want you Close.. I want YOU near.. I walked Out the Door.. and I am staring out.. Looking at the Moon.. I am asking myself.. Where are YOU.. WHY don't you want to Come home.. is it because what I said to YOU.. but YOU know that sometimes I would say things I should not say.. but also YOU would tell me things that WOULD hurt me as well.. I am waiting for YOU.. Please Come HOME.. I think the Food on the Plate is getting cold.. I have waited and waited.. Looking at the watch.. Looking at the clock.. I see that YOU are Not here yet.. It is pretty cold Outside.. pretty Chilly this very day and I am still waiting for YOU.. WHY don't you want to come Home.. YOU know How much I love YOU.. Please Come Home.. as I am standing there.. I have your picture in my hand.. and I take a LOOK at your Picture.. What have I done.. WHAT did I say those words to YOU.. I am so sorry.. Please forgive me.. because I am Now sorry for the Words I say to YOU.. DID NOT mean to say it in a way to cause YOU to cry.. I know that the damage is already Done but.. I am hurt too.. YOU know that I am not feeling right.. so Please.. Pretty Please come Home to me.. and tell me.. tell me that YOU are coming Home.. as I stand here IN the Night.. it is getting colder outside.. can feel the blowing of the Wind.. as I stand there.. I look UP to the Moon.. and I just can't take this Pain any more.. I can't take this ache in my Heart.. because I am missing YOU.. YOU know that I have not seen you all day.. did not even see YOU last Night or before that Night.. it has been few days that it went By.. and Yes.. I called YOU on the Phone.. but I see that YOU just don't want to talk to me.. I can hear the ringing on the other side.. but.. I only can leave a Voice message.. I am wondering now.. DID YOU get my Message.. I told YOU on the Phone.. left YOU a Message that I am so Sorry.. that I am not going to do that again.. and Now.. days passes by.. still No answer.. YOU have Not left me any messages.. I am wondering about YOU.. I am missing YOU.. and it drives me crazy because I am not sure what is going through Your Mind and heart.. Please tell me.. so that I don't have to worry about YOU.. I am Looking UP at the Moon.. Can you Hear me.. even though I called Your Phone.. even today this Morning I left a message on Your Phone.. did YOU get the message.. did YOU hear my Voice on the other side.. and yes.. every Night.. for the past few days.. I would clean UP the food ON your Plate and make a New Dinner.. Just in case YOU show up this Very day.. Do you know what Hurts me the Most.. that I would have to get UP from the Chair.. and I have to look across and I see Your Chair.. that chair has been empty for few days Now.. I would sit by myself.. I ache in my Heart as I am eating alone.. just for one meal.. I wanted to take my time to share with YOU.. and I would be looking across.. as Your Picture is laying next to the Plate.. I would take a Look at the Picture of YOU and I would touch my Chest.. telling Your Picture.. while looking.. I would stop eating and say TO your Picture.. How sorry I am and that I love YOU.. you would Not answer me and it hurts because I am missing YOU not wondering what YOU are doing.. I be eating.. Looking across.. Looking at Your Chair.. the empty Chair.. how YOU sat down and we would look at each other.. smile and eat.. just for that One night.. for that Dinner.. I would cook so that YOU know this is what I can give YOU to tell YOU.. I may not be able to give YOU much.. but.. I want to give YOU something from my Heart.. it is a meal for two of us.. But Now.. I sit there alone.. and I hear nothing.. so quiet.. and just silence in that ROOM.. I would get UP after I finish eating alone.. my Plate would be done.. as I walk across.. I would grab Your Plate.. still has Food on the table.. and I would go into the kitchen.. and it goes into the trash.. I would stand and I would wash the Plates and put back into the cabinet.. as I turn around.. I would look at Your Chair.. the empty Chair where YOU sat once.. and Now I am just missing Your presence.. and I would ask looking at Your Empty Chair.. where are YOU.. DO you know that I am missing YOU.. I just can't believe YOU are gone and has not come home yet.. what If YOU never come Home.. what is going to happen to this Chair.. I don't want this Chair to sit here because of Knowing the memories of YOU.. I just can't take it any more.. I just can't see this Chair.. I can't because I am hurting too.. aching and wishing that YOU can come back.. WHY do you have to leave and Not tell me where YOU are going to go.. Look at me now.. I just feel like I want to break my Heart.. I need YOU because I love YOU.. Please.. Come home and tell me.. Come Home so at least you can hear me tell YOU that I was wrong.. that It was me.. my fault and that I am so sorry for the pain which I caused.. if you can only return and let me know I still have this chance to love YOU.. but.. Are you coming Home.. I would stop.. I would still be looking at the Moon.. just staring.. my tears are filled in my eyes.. why did I let it go so far that Now.. YOU just don't want to come Home.. was it that bad of words I said to YOU.. I mean.. I told YOU that I am so sorry.. is Not these words Not enough to say to You.. am I this bad of a person that Now you just don't want to see me anymore.. what can I do to change your mind.. Please tell me.. what must I do so that YOU know that I am so sorry and that you will receive these words.. how can Your Heart change for me.. Please tell me so that I can change too.. so that I can love YOU once again.. but.. if you stay away and Not come Home.. How can I tell you anything.. if you want to be far from me.. YOU know I will not get the chance to apologize of the words and actions I cause to Hurt you.. tell me so that I can be a better man.. a Better person.. as I would look at the Moon.. a hour goes By and I know that it is time for me to Go inside.. so I turn to go back inside.. and I stop.. I am not sure what it is but I would turn around to Look.. I am not sure who it is but I am hearing foot steps walking.. and I can see someone walking and the figure is getting Bigger and Bigger.. Is it YOU.. and I see the figure stops.. and I look.. is it really YOU.. did YOU made up your Mind to return.. to come back Home to me.. and I am still looking.. and I see the figure starts to walk again.. and as I am standing there.. I know it has to be YOU.. I know that it is YOU for sure.. and this Time.. YOUR Plate is still on the Table with Your Food.. I have not toss it in the trash.. but decided to wait and as I see YOU approach.. I see YOU come closer.. my tears fills my eyes once again.. and I point my finger to the MOON..

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And I see you have Come.. DO you see that Moon.. please Look at that Moon.. my finger is pointing to that Moon.. I have been sharing.. and Pouring out my Heart.. LOOKING at that Moon this very Night.. for the past few days ago.. I have Not seen that MOON.. I would walk outside to catch some air.. but only the sky and stars.. For some reason.. I saw the Moon appear before me.. and whenever I look UP to that MOON.. I miss YOU.. I started to miss YOU so bad.. and I needed a Friend.. so Now that MOON has become My friend and times like this.. this pain and aching in my Heart.. when I feel like I want to die from the Inside.. and How much I missed YOU.. I just had to tell that MOON like a friend.. How much I missed YOU.. Yes.. I made Dinner for few days straight.. and for those past few days.. YOU have not shown UP.. I only saw the Chair.. Your Chair which has been empty.. I would sat the Plate with the Food on the side Of Your table.. but ALL I can see is Your Chair is empty.. I would just look across.. I wanted to reach Out my hand.. I wanted to touch YOU.. but How can I when I see the Chair.. I don't see YOU but only the Empty Chair.. I wanted to call Out your name.. But what can that do.. YOU would not hear me anyways because the Chair YOU sat when we ate together.. It was empty.. I would to say Your name.. call Out and reach to touch YOU.. my arms wanted to hold YOU still.. wrap around YOU but all I see is the Empty Chair.. I see the Food and Your Plate but I don't see YOU.. do you know how it feels to be sitting on the other side of the Chair.. I have my Plate and food.. and try to sit there alone.. eating by myself and all I could do is look across.. I see the Empty Chair.. I would have your Picture.. Put it on the TOP of the table and I would LOOK at it.. I would LOOK at YOU through this Picture.. it is not the same as I am looking at YOU right Now Face to face.. it does not feel right.. I would be asking Your Picture.. DO you even Love me.. if YOU love me why Hurt me like this.. if YOU Know how much I love YOU.. why keep on hurting me like this.. YOU know that I love YOU.. if YOU know that I love you a lot.. it is Not fair to hurt me in a way I should feel like this.. WHY hurt me knowing I love YOU.. that is why I am asking YOU right Now.. do YOU love Me.. if YOU love me.. Please don't hurt me because I am not here to be hurt BY you.. I also need to be loved as much as YOU do.. as I am looking at YOU.. YOU know that my Heart felt like burning.. and it would shattered into pieces.. because I love YOU.. as I look at YOU.. YOU still looks so beautiful.. is It because YOU wanted to show me how beautiful YOU really Are.. I know YOU are so Beautiful.. but this very night.. why do you look so much More beautiful.. is it because missing YOU drives me crazy.. is it because YOU have come back Home.. I know YOU are the Most beautiful my eyes has ever seen.. I want to be with YOU forever.. Can I be the one who can love YOU forever.. Please tell me Yes that I can love YOU forever and ever more.. as my hand reaches and Holds Your Hand.. I see Your eyes and I see Your smile and I turn to the Door.. and as I would walk toward the Door.. my two eyes opens.. and I am laying on the bed.. How is it that I was standing outside.. but Now I am laying on my Bed.. as I sit UP.. and I stand ON the floor.. I would walk out of the Room.. I am wondering if YOU are ever Coming Home.. I am looking at this Chair.. WHY do I keep on looking at this Chair.. I wish I myself Knew.. I think you already know the Answer WHY I keep on looking.. because I am starting to Miss YOU.. YOU told me that YOU are coming Home.. YOU told me that YOU are working Late.. and Now.. I think about.. Yes.. I know YOU needs to work.. But.. YOU are making me to wait.. sometimes it is very hard to wait when I don't know if YOU are coming Home.. Please tell me that YOU are.. as I am looking at that Empty Chair.. why am I the Only One has to feel this burden of Missing YOU.. I can't even sleep.. I am so tired of waiting.. but I know I must sit here until YOU coming Home.. I remember I gave YOU a Huge Bear.. it was a color light Brown Bear.. I would watch YOU sit on that chair.. I told YOU.. Please.. can YOU close Your eyes for Me.. I have something to give YOU.. I remember looking at both eyes.. I sat there until YOU closed both eyes.. I smiled.. got UP and went back to the room.. A huge Bear.. with red Ribbon on the Neck My arms would wrap around.. slowly I walked Out of the room.. and in silent.. I sat that Huge Bear next to your Chair.. I have the camera set on the table.. I asked if YOU can open both eyes.. As you sat there.. and You looked at me like.. and YOU looked on the ground next to your Chair.. I saw Your expression.. How YOU got up.. both hands.. arms wrapped around the Center of that Huge Bear.. YOU sat down on your Chair.. I have never seen such a Big smile on your Face.. I asked.. Can I take a picture of YOU.. Can I please.. and YOU told me Yes.. I picked up the Camera.. Looking through the Lens.. I zoom closer.. I stopped.. and I would just look through the Lens.. wondering How can YOU be this Pretty.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. For the first time.. of course I always thought YOU are so Beautiful.. but never imagined because I paused.. I can feel something inside of Me telling me to Press the button.. that is ALL I can do.. Press the Button of this Camera.. that is.. But My Heart always said.. WHY do you take my Breathe away.. I feel so Hot because YOU are truly amazingly Beautiful.. SO beautiful that made me wonder.. made me to stop.. finger just could not press because.. I just wish the time stopped and ALL I do is sit here on this Chair and look at you.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Tell me why do YOU have to hurt my eyes.. tell me why do YOU have to keep on looking this Good.. WHY are you so Beautiful.. even the Flower on the vase.. on the center of the table.. DO you see this Sun Flower.. It dies because it just can't be as Beautiful as YOU are.. the Flower says.. I want to be as Beautiful as YOU are.. but can't be pretty pretty.. Makes me stop with a Heart Beat.. I would look through the Lens of this Camera.. paused.. I wish I can press the button Now.. but.. I know if I let this Camera down.. I can't see YOU clear as through the Lens of this Camera shows me.. YOU are so Beautiful.. it is killing me inside because Now I want to hold YOU.. I want to get closer to YOU.. and ask YOU.. Can I hold you still.. near to my Heart.. Would YOU like to listen to my Heart Beat.. When I look at you close.. like looking through the lens of this Camera kind of close.. Something Happens to My Heart.. something tells My Heart to keep on beating.. and each time I look at YOU.. I want to move closer.. What if YOU want me to sit here.. I am Not sure if I am able to get close.. of course being in the same Room.. sitting on this Chair.. and able to look across to see YOU sitting ON your Chair.. that is Enough for Me.. I am not asking more.. but I just want you to know that I have a Heart.. I have a Heart who keeps on telling Me.. It just cannot stop beating for YOU.. I just can't stop because I am hearing my Heart.. that is why I am asking YOU.. Please come a little closer.. Please.. listen to My Heart.. It beats for YOU.. I can't even press this Button.. MY Heart Loves Beating for YOU.. My eyes.. when I look at you through the Lens of this Camera.. I enjoy and love looking at YOU.. I am afraid what happens when all these things will stop.. WHAT Is going to happen to Me.. without YOU.. do you know how it rains Down on me.. slowly I am dying already.. I know that I will die soon.. but when YOU are gone.. YOU are speeding UP for me because My Heart.. Please.. I am asking YOU.. Please come little closer.. look what YOU made me do.. LOOK at My Heart.. Listen to My Heart.. I can hear and I can feel my Heart beating for YOU.. rather YOU are Near.. or YOU are so Far.. my Heart cries with me.. because My Heart can't handle pain any more.. I want you to know I love YOU.. I love you that even My Finger freezes when I look at YOU.. Like I just can't stop.. I can't stop loving YOU.. and I would press the Button and it clicks.. as I put the Camera down.. I am looking at the same Chair.. the chair where YOU sat.. I can't bear with YOU being gone.. I am now sitting here alone.. with a Bottle.. holding in my hand is the shot glass.. I am beating against my Chest.. asking YOU.. WHY did you have to sit on that Chair.. YOU told me YOU love me.. YOU told me that YOU would be there for me.. YOU made a promise that YOU will always be here with me.. did YOU not say Forever.. then WHY did you tell me these things if YOU don't love me.. WHY HURT ME.. I told you that I love YOU.. was this Not enough for YOU.. But YOU told me that YOU will never Leave me.. I received a picture..

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I received of YOU and Another Man.. YOU were sitting On his Car.. holding his Hand and with a Smile.. I am looking at this picture right Now.. and I feel like I am dying inside.. why are YOU hurting Me.. why are you hurting me from the Inside.. I wish that I can pull out my Heart.. and toss it into the waters.. let my Heart swim along with the current of the sea.. But.. I just can't live without YOU.. I am looking at the empty Chair.. LOOK at what YOU have done to me.. I am looking across.. the chair YOU sat.. I even gave YOU a huge Bear.. I saw you smiling.. arms wrapped around.. I even asked if I can take a picture of YOU.. I am looking at the Picture.. as I am looking down.. The Picture of YOU holding the Huge Bear with red Ribbon.. my eyes.. I can feel my eyes.. filled with tears.. two lines.. drops starts to fall on the Picture.. I feel like I AM dying.. tell me why does this Have to hurt me so Much.. as I grab the Bottle.. pouring to the Shot Glass.. I put the Bottle on the top of table.. grab the shot glass.. open my mouth and slammed it in.. I just can't believe this.. WHY.. tell me why am I hurting so Much.. WHY am I missing YOU so Much.. it is you who don't love me.. did YOU even loved me before.. tell me.. have you ever loved me or is this just a change of heart.. is it because He is rich.. and I am poor.. so is being poor a sin.. AM I sinning because I can't give you all the things.. then why did you even come over.. why did you even sit on this Chair.. LOOK.. I see this Chair nothing before.. it was an empty chair.. I did not even look at this chair at all.. Until YOU came into my Life.. until YOU sat on that chair.. you have made this Chair so important.. Now when I look at this chair.. even though I don't see YOU.. I see YOU still.. I see YOU smiling.. I see YOU laughing.. I see YOU holding the Huge Bear.. telling me that YOU Love me and thanked me.. I even took a picture of YOU sitting with that Huge Bear.. I am over here just missing YOU.. WHY did you have to do this to me when YOU don't love me.. I told you that I love YOU.. I told you my heart and my soul.. that I wanted you to be the one who join in forever with me.. As I sat there on the Chair.. looking at the Watch.. Looking at the clock on the wall.. as it was getting late into the Night.. I get Up from the Chair.. my tears just flowing down.. I would walk out of the front door.. as I stand late into the Night.. I am looking at the Moon.. I am wondering.. WHAT DO I must do to earn YOUR LOVE.. Help me to understand.. If I love YOU.. and I am asking you to stay with Me.. why is it so hard for YOU to know that My Heart and what I say is true.. I am Not lying to YOU at all.. I am only expressing of How Much I love YOU.. why don't you trust My Heart.. WHY don't you know that It is me who Loves YOU the most.. I know that I can love you more.. I can love you where you know I can.. as I am looking at that Moon.. I want YOU to be close.. I want to tell YOU that it is Me who YOU need.. it is me who loves YOU the best.. all you got is to trust me in this.. YOU do not know how long of a flight I had to fly.. the years of coming.. Now.. I am here.. please.. just give me Your Hand.. and I will show YOU HOW MUCH I love YOU.. as long as YOU can trust me and understand.. when YOU give me Your Hand.. once I hold the grip of your Hand.. I will never let Your Hand to go because I love YOU.. and as I turn to walk into the House and I come over to sit on the Chair.. I looked UP.. wiping my Tears.. I see YOU.. I see you sitting there on the Chair.. Holding the Huge Bear.. with red ribbon.. smiling.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. One minute YOU are gone.. Next minute I see YOU.. then YOU are gone.. I cry and Now.. I see you again.. as I sat there.. Putting down the Camera.. I see YOU.. I smile.. even though YOU are NOT THERE.. YOU Live in My Heart.. even though YOU may be so Far.. I see the Chair empty.. but also.. I can close my both eyes.. when I open and LOOK.. I see you sitting on that Chair.. it is because I love YOU.. NO matter How far YOU are.. IN MY HEART.. I know YOU live in.. all I do is say.. I see YOU.. I love YOU.. I wonder if I can Hold Your Heart.. I am looking at your Picture.. right Now.. I am smiling so Big.. why.. because I just want to know if I can Have Your Heart.. would YOU let me Have this Heart.. I can't stay away from this Giant Heart.. I am standing by the Line.. looking through the Glass Wall.. the Big Window.. But I know that I just can't cross.. I want to step on this Line.. but what would happen if I can cross over this Line.. would YOU open the Door.. would this Glass Wall slide over and let me in.. so My foot would cross over the Line.. and I would just look through the Glass Wall.. But that Heart.. my finger Points to Your Heart.. Can I touch this Heart.. I want to Have this Heart.. I wonder how does Your Heart feel.. if it is Soft.. Can I lay on top of Your Heart like it is a Pillow.. I am just standing here just dreaming.. wondering and wishing that I have this Heart.. How about my other Foot cross over this Line.. I wonder what would happen.. Can I cross the Line.. can the Other Foot cross over too.. I want to go over and touch.. Hold this Giant Heart and I want to see if Your Heart is Soft.. is it tender.. can Your Heart be so Kind and so Sweet.. How about my lip kisses Your Heart.. would my Lip be sealed to Your Heart.. attached.. all I can do is think and wonder.. but my two eyes are just looking through this Glass Wall.. this Big Window.. I just want to go over.. but why would not Open.. I know that the door has been opened and lead me to this Line.. One foot crosses over.. But I want it all.. I want Your Whole Heart.. this Big Heart.. this Giant Heart.. to me.. it is like a Teddy Bear.. Because all I need is Your Heart.. there is Nothing more I want or asking for but Your Heart.. Please.. Pretty Please.. Help me how to get to this Heart.. Your Heart.. this Giant Heart.. I really really want this Heart.. but.. there is NO way I can go over cause there is a Glass Wall.. this wall is the main reason why I can't get to Your Heart.. But.. I came this Far.. why don't you open this Glass wall.. I am here to have this Heart.. SO Please.. Open this Glass wall or tell me how to get in.. I know there is NO door or lock.. then what Am I suppose to do.. How do I get to this BIG GIANT Heart.. I want it.. I want to have this Heart but it seems impossible.. even crossing the line over.. there is another Line I see and has written X over it.. means I cannot cross over no more.. so what am I suppose to do.. and I turn to the right to look over.. there is a Microphone.. and I am wondering.. is this the answer.. is this the key.. Am I suppose to say something on this microphone.. what if my Voice is very loud.. and wakes UP your Heart.. I don't want to sound like a person who makes Your Heart to feel shiver or scared.. I want to tell Your Heart.. and I turn to look at Your Picture.. OH YEAH.. and I am looking through the Glass wall.. Looking at the Giant Heart.. so I am suppose to tell YOU how My Heart feels HUH.. I am suppose to say the words what YOUR HEART wants to hear or what is on my Mind and Heart.. Let me try my way then.. so My hand grabs the Microphone.. and my lip gets close to the Microphone.. I want Your Heart.. DO you know how much I want Your Heart.. I would look at your Picture.. do YOU know that I want to see YOU.. that YOU are the Most prettiest.. Most Beautiful that my eyes ever seen.. I know you have left this picture.. because why Would you leave this Picture behind.. did YOU know that I was the one to enter the Door.. and yes.. I stopped to have a peek.. and walk through the door.. I saw this Picture laying on the Floor.. I went over to pick it up.. but I knew.. I wanted your Heart.. when I stopped by the Line and I looked through the Glass wall.. My Breathe was taken away and my Mind was blown into pieces.. because I saw How BIG.. the Giant Heart was by the center of the floor.. I am not sure how many fellows in this world would be able to know this but I knew when I first saw Your Heart.. this Big.. This Giant Heart.. I fell in love.. I wanted this Heart.. I wanted to touch this Heart.. I want to have Your Heart right Now.. would you please show or tell me the answer.. that I need Your Heart.. I just can't live without Your Heart because I need Your Heart right Now.. How am I suppose to get this Heart.. as my hand holding the Microphone and I am speaking through the Microphone.. I am looking through the Glass Wall.. I want to see Your Heart.. this Giant Heart to Move.. Would you show me How to win Your Heart.. I want Your Heart so bad.. I know that I can't leave without first getting Your Heart.. as I am looking around.. I look down.. there is a Third Line and I see the Glass Jar.. it is an Empty Glass Jar.. now My lip smiles more because.. if I can cross two Lines.. and by the time I go to the third line I know I am able to go to the Glass Jar.. so.. is this Glass jar for Me.. is this really for me..

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You have left this Behind so that I am able to go get this Glass Jar.. I know it is empty right Now.. but once I have put my hands on it.. I know I am going to grab Your Big Heart.. But.. I need to know.. How do I get to Your Heart after I am able to have the Empty Glass Jar.. I would hold the Microphone in my hand and I would speak.. Please tell me.. I want to know how to get to Your Heart.. If I don't have a clue.. I know I have no answers then I am asking the One who knows and has the answers.. and I am sure YOU know how to Open this Glass wall because I have no idea.. I have no clue.. Please tell me.. and I am looking through the Glass Wall.. I see this Giant Heart Move.. I just can't believe it.. I would smile Big.. I see this Heart.. this Giant Heart be moving.. I put my lip on the Microphone.. can I say something.. How does Your Heart feel.. if I can hold and touch Your Heart.. is Your Heart soft and tender.. if I lay my head ON top of Your Big Heart.. is it like a Pillow.. would it be soft.. I want to hold Your Heart if it is soft and I want to love it.. and I would turn to Look at your Picture.. I put my Lip on the Microphone.. and I would speak.. Do you know that I loved YOU since I put my eyes on You.. from the first time I glanced Your way.. toward your direction.. My Heart has been skipping beats.. my Heart has been telling me that I want to See YOU.. and I would wonder.. How would it feel to be close to You.. to be near YOU.. How would my Heart feel or react when I be close to YOU.. and since I am unable to see YOU.. this is the reason why it hurts me the most.. if YOU wonder about my Pains and why I deal with great sufferings.. I will tell YOU why.. it is because I miss YOU.. did YOU ever felt when YOU be missing someone.. for so long YOU are just missing.. and it never heals because I keep on missing YOU and it has been a while now.. I am wondering.. when can I see YOU.. Not just by looking at the Picture.. but face to face in person.. I want to see You so that I can tell YOU how much I have been missing YOU for a while.. for a long time Now.. so that I can tell YOU I love YOU.. so much.. that I love YOU.. No matter how far YOU are.. that I love YOU.. even missing YOU.. I will tell YOU that I love YOU.. YOU are the only One who makes me feel this way that as far as YOU are and I am missing YOU because YOU are so Far.. being so far I can say that I love YOU.. I don't like the feeling that YOU are so far but.. I want YOU near.. I want YOU close.. loving YOU either far and missing YOU and also just loving YOU here.. I want to see YOU close.. I want to see YOU Near.. I want to just love YOU where you are.. why because I just do.. as I am standing.. my Other foot crosses over the First line.. and I am looking at the second Line.. I know that I needs to take few steps closer too it.. I needs to cross over so that I can go to the line on the third.. I want that Heart.. I want Your Heart.. I need Your Giant Heart.. what would you do if I am able to get hold to that Heart.. would you come over.. would you show me Your Face.. if I am able to get through that Glass Wall and enter.. Putting Your Giant Heart into the Empty Glass Jar.. are YOU going to show me your Face.. will you show me YOU.. that I am able to hold you close.. Hold you near and to tell YOU how much I missed YOU and say to You how much I love YOU.. would YOU open the Glass Wall for me.. if I am able to cross over the second Line.. and My hands able to grab hold unto the empty Glass Jar.. I need It.. I want It.. I want that Heart.. finger points.. at the Giant Heart.. I need that Heart.. I want it.. Please.. Give me Your Heart.. Please.. I want Your Giant Heart.. Help me to get to Your Heart.. just please help me a way so I can be with Your Heart so that I can love YOU.. so that I can love your Heart.. Please help me.. so that I can love YOU.. do you not want me to Love YOU.. how can I love YOU if you don't want to help me.. YOU know that I have been here.. waiting for YOU.. I have been standing by this door.. for such a Long time.. for a while.. asking YOU to open the door.. I remember I was walking.. and I got a Note from YOU.. of course I would be by this door.. and I would be knocking at the door.. asking the door to be opened.. I would stay by the door.. I saw Hot sunny days.. and I would watch the night.. stars shines and Moon comes UP.. I would keep on coming to this Door.. a Note coming to my door.. and I saw a picture that was sent to me.. I fell in love with the picture.. but I did not know why it was left at my door.. as the note told me and gave me a direction.. but the door that I came too was shut.. it was closed and locked.. only thing I had in my hand was your Picture.. I wanted to meet YOU.. I been asking for Your Heart for a long time by Now.. but it seems like YOU are Not answering me.. I hear no respond on the other side.. Please tell me.. When will you tell me Your Answer.. I am over here.. it is so Hot outside.. standing where the Sun is not on my favor.. it is so Hot out here.. Do I need a glass cup of cold water.. I am Not sure if I need to drink.. Until you tell me and give me your Answer.. I am not going to stop asking.. But it is so hot out here.. I think I be dying to death through Burning over the Heat.. Please.. why don't you ever answer Me.. Please.. tell me what YOU are thinking.. what are your thoughts about my Question.. why can't you tell me.. I need to know.. Please give me an Answer.. as I am holding the Glass jar.. I am looking through the Glass jar.. DO you see this Glass jar.. it is just an Empty Jar.. WHY can't you tell me Your Answer.. why don't you ever respond to my Question.. It is Not that Hard.. WHY are you making it so complicated when My Question is so Simple.. ALL I want.. WHAT I means is what I truly Needs.. is YOUR HEART.. that is all I am asking For.. I am asking.. Can I have your Heart.. I want to have Your Heart and I want to just Love YOUR HEART.. but I do not hear any thing on the Other side.. I am looking at this Door.. The door is closed.. WOULD you open this Door if I knock on it.. I know you will not answer.. I be standing Out here.. it is in the Middle of the Day.. when it is the most hottest part of the Day.. and I know YOU know I have come.. I am sure you heard my foot steps and Now.. can YOU Hear my voice.. I know that my voice is Loud.. so I know YOU Heard and yes.. I am with a Shoes.. when I walk with these shoes.. YOU can hear HOW LOUD the steps are as I am walking.. so I have been walking.. I am making it to be Heard.. I want YOU to hear the Steps.. hear the sounds of the foot steps telling YOU that I am Not silent.. I am making it all Known to YOU.. being so Loud so that YOU CAN HEAR me on the Other side.. Now.. YOU see me with the Glass Jar.. Both Arms holding around it.. but as YOU can see.. it is an EMPTY.. If you are wondering why did I bring an empty Glass jar with me.. and Not put water inside.. Well.. I am here to let YOU know.. Even though it may be Hot standing out here.. the Sun is burning my Head.. and I can feel sweats running down on the back and front of my Chest.. I can feel the waters pouring down.. But.. it does Not matter How Hot it is.. I can burn to death is what I am telling YOU.. and If you are still wondering about why is the Glass Jar empty.. I know that I can Put something inside this Empty Glass jar.. I been asking YOU something.. I have one simple Question.. and that is I need Your Heart.. if I come closer and I begin to knock on this Door.. Would to Please Open the Door.. it would be pointless if I knock on this Door and YOU don't open it.. it is only going to get me upset for trying but can't prove the Point.. I want YOU to open this Door.. the Door which is in front of Me.. but what If I knock and YOU don't answer.. but what would happen if I did Knock on this Door and YOU would answer it.. that is why I needs to be sure.. I want YOU to tell me that If I do Knock and YOU hear the door be knocking.. just know that ON the Other side.. I am standing by this door.. waiting for YOU.. waiting for you to Open this DOOR.. and If you do Open the Door.. can YOU promise me something.. Promise me that YOU will have Your Heart ready to give to me.. I did not come all the way down here to have the Question not to be answered or for YOU to tell me to get lost.. or YOU will not answer or Open this Door.. so Please first answer my Question.. but even though I may ask YOU many times.. I have been asking you for a long time.. But.. even till this day.. YOU have not given me any answer.. Now.. YOU may be wondering,, If I have Not receive any answers.. why do I keep on trying.. why do I keep on coming back to this Door.. why would I be standing Out here.. out where the SUN be the hottest the most and still be here.. YOU know my answer.. because I never stopped loving YOU.. do you know what YOU have done to Me.. I have my Heart be missing.. I cannot find My Heart any where..