i'm a spoiled brat..

i’m a privileged entitled white Boy
Sooo I physically cAn nOt dEaL!!
today’s video is a bit of a rant about public transportation...
and stuff..
mental health stuff
not so fun stuff
not so sparkly stuff
icky stuff
like anxiety
panic attacks
ptsd
being bullied.
Ugh.
BUT we can overcome it!
and STAY SPARKLY!
you can follow me on instagram and twitter both are jordanjsparks
why is this video monetized you ask? WULLLL so maybe one day I can afford therapy! lol This video is for entertainment and educational purposes only and is not intended to infringe upon any copyright :)

[@JordanJSparks]

Can you relate? Am I an entitled bellend? let me know your thoughts!

[@jaylynnlife8962]

Hey sparkle

[@JordanJSparks]

Hello my little Sparkle

[@Hulachowdown]

I totally get you. Like 100%.

[@JordanJSparks]

I hope you didn't have to go through trauma to feel that way, but thank you for understanding and for being able to relate

[@ashley3461]

I get you boo! I have terrible social anxiety, so I doubt that I could even handle public transportation to begin with. I'm so sorry you were bullied honey. When I was in eight grade the entire class used to gang up and bully me because I made straight A's and took ballet instead of being a cheerleader like the other girls in the class. (It was a private school, and I was the only kid in the class who wasn't on the football team or a cheerleader) It's sick what people are capable of. You always have my love and support, Jordan! 💜

[@lauriediorio5755]

Your neighbors fighting that intense is Super Scary....I hear you ! What a tough situation wether to get involved or not. You certainly don’t want anyone to get hurt and even though I know your hearts in the right place I’ve learned that if you can do it anonymously then Fantastic but other wise it will bite you in the butt ! Kids are Cruel ! When we/they grow up one would think that they have grown out of this immature bullying ...but not so much. Jordan you are a Beautiful person with a BIG HEART ♥️ Your are Kind and Trusting, you see the Best in people and that is an Amazing quality so don’t change a thing. I think Bullies confuse Caring and Kindness as a weakness , ...NOT ! You Jordan are the STRONG ONE and they are the WEAK ! They’re Insecure, Frighten Miserable people who need Approval from their peers to fit in, or to act out bc of something in their home life. The saying , Misery loves company is so True bc they want you to be Miserable Too. On the outside , it seems like they have it all together but its only an Allusion. Jordan I know all to well how it hurts and the hurt is so deep causing you such pain, that it seems like yesterday . Wow ! You have been through so much and I’m only talking about one of the torments you went through in School. However, I know your STRONG bc of everything You have gone through and yet here you are,...You have turned all that negativity into a Positive . Jordan you’re Loved by Millions and everyday you put yourself out there and doing what you Love. You’re So Incredible, you cannot be defeated, You are fulfilling your Dreams, one Dream at a time ! So even though you were constantly being beaten down did You let this Keep You Down ...NO ! , because you have Strength, Courage and Heart ♥️

[@JordanJSparks]

thank you so much Laurie. That means a lot to me

[@tamilugu6708]

I’m sorry Jordan that people were such assholes . I love you so much and know you and know you aren’t spoiled or entitled. Love hearing you talk about your life and thanks for being so open 💗

[@JordanJSparks]

awe thank you so much darling

[@wrh41]

I feel the same way about having my personal space invaded or being touched on public transportation - it sucks! I usually give off a don't-touch-me vibe on the subway, though, so I mostly get left alone. It happened more when I was very thin - I like putting on bulky coats in the winter to look bigger, that helps even more.

[@JordanJSparks]

ugh maybe I will have to use that tactic too. Wear my Unicorn Onezie and a blow up bubble at all times lol. You live in a big city too?

[@entretenimentoagora8364]

Few people are realy nice, most have huge issues and as much in contact with a big number of people more exposed to bad experiences you are. Just be carefull and be ok jordan. Love you.

[@JordanJSparks]

Thank you love. I like to see the good in people as much as I can

[@laurenm3689]

So sorry you went through all those horrible things. I totally understand the personal space situation. It always makes me so uncomfortable when people stare or invade my personal space. My anxiety goes sky high.

[@JordanJSparks]

Thank you doll. I am always trying to work on my anxiety, it really held me back for far too long

[@annehaussalo3593]

You're not entitled... you just have a phobia and especially with past like that it's completely understandable. Stay strong, I respect you so much if that means anything to you :)

[@JordanJSparks]

thank you Anne.

[@katywuste9054]

Thanks for being so open and honest. I’m sorry for what has happened to you in the past but it seems to have made you stronger and kinder

[@JordanJSparks]

Thank you for listening

[@SamCleggMusic]

Awe Jordan , sad to hear what happened to you in the past, and I don't think you're spoilt , I would be uncomfortable with someone staring at me hope you feel better now 😊

[@JordanJSparks]

Thank you, I am feeling better today, but oie, I do dread the bus and train lol

[@joshuaclayton1725]

I agree with everything you're saying about public transpo being claustrophobic and...usually...disgusting. And Toronto is the WORST lol...But I don't think it's being privileged to complain about something that you literally pay for. Whether through normal fare, or taxes (for those who have to pay), it is PUBLIC transportation. Owned by the public. If people are being gross and annoying, it's neither privilege nor entitlement to speak up about the quality of a public service. Estonia has free public transpo...they might be a little more privileged than us hahah. And being a white male has nothing to do with any of this. You had experiences in your life that led to how you feel today, and I'm inspired by your willingness to even mention some of them. I'm sorry you went through all that. I'm prob gonna get a lot of hate for this, but there's enough crazies who are willing to bash white males for no reason that we don't have to do that ourselves. I've watched through the beauty guru stage, vlogs, new Mr pink, original songs, and now the reacts stuff. In fact, when I was at MY lowest, your channel helped me SO much. That's definitely a story for later if I EVER get to Vancouver! I'm blown away by the dedication you've shown, the work you've put in and you're starting to see amazing growth. I may not have been a fan from day one of the channel, but your hard work is paying off, don't put yourself down and never be ashamed of, or apologize for, who you are! Sending love your way!

[@joshuaclayton1725]

Sorry I wrote a novel :/

[@JordanJSparks]

Hi Joshua!! Thank you for sharing your opinion. I agree Toronto was the worst! I was afraid for my life half the time I was taking the Subway. Thank you for sticking around and I'm glad sharing my story has had some kind of impact. Wishing you the best and Happy Valentines day LOL.

[@lemondrizzlecake7766]

I was about to reply with some anecdotes of my own of creeps on public transport, but then this video became real intense, real fast. Jordan, wow. I don't know you, hence this means probably nothing to you, but I'm so incredibly sorry for all that happened to you. I wish you all the best in life!

[@JordanJSparks]

dont ever hesitate to share your own story as well

[@janetaylor5929]

Taking public transportation where I live Orlando FL is horrible people lay their head right on your shoulder, get right in your face and ask for money. I also suffer from anxiety so no longer can do public transportation I drive. I do think it best for the environment to take it but I just could not. You are a beautiful creative sweet soul and bullies are always attracted to that because that's what they lack.

[@JordanJSparks]

Awe I'm sorry to hear that. I can't imagine what it would be like in the United States, it's much more densely populated for you than for us, even in our biggest cities. Thank you for sharing love, you are very sweet

[@hellohello3861]

Can you please react to Say Something, Say Anything By Kalani since that dance has a perfect score

[@JordanJSparks]

I just filmed a ‘dance Moms perfect scores dances’ it will be up in a few days

[@JordanJSparks]

And that is in the video

[@bookgirl_0430]

You have been through so much holy frick. Whenever you go through something tough it only makes you stronger. And u r so not a spoiled brat. Like trust me, I'm being very honest and I don't know u as well so this is coming from a fresh pair of eyes. Btw im new here to ur channel I saw your comment on inabber's page 😂😅

[@JordanJSparks]

well thank you for watching THIS video of all videos. I LOVE Fraser! (iNabber), did you see my comment on his post, or on a video? I'm curious lol

[@JordanJSparks]

Could I borrow a second of yours? My Voice has always been my biggest insecurity, but last night while watching the Whitney Houston documentary, I realized that my real Gift is Courage. It takes guts to share my passion, and to sing from a place of vulnerability, even when it's not pretty. I feel there is power in that. I hope you enjoy this cover of ‘Hello’ by Adele and I would love to hear your feedback! PLEASE GIVE IT A THUMBS UP and If you want to do me a GARGANTUAN Favor, please share this with a friend and ask them for their honest opinion too! I know it doesn't sound like much to ask, but a tiny favor on your end is a HUGE favor to me! Thank you so much! Stay Sparkly! kzbin.info/www/bejne/Y2nZnH95eM5nqbc

[@bookgirl_0430]

Jordan Sparks on his post 😂 I just kept scrolling and saw ur comment and came to ur channel.

[@charlieverto-ey2bp]

I totally respect you for sharing. I totally agree and can relate to most of what you shared. Keep being you. Haters are gonna hate but that's their problem not yours. You're an amazing human. Keep on keeping on!! ❤

[@JordanJSparks]

Thank you for checking out my older videos!

[@sabrinamarie4380]

Jordan, thats not white privlage. You have a right to personal space. People whom feel the way you do, that just means that your sensitive and empathic. Empaths can feel a lot of other people's energy all at once. Its a blessing and a curse. Thay is likely why you can critique dance so carefully and in a non biased manner always considering the feelings of the person whom your speaking about. Thank you so much for being honest and sharing things that have happend to you. You got this 💖

[@JordanJSparks]

thank you Sabrina. I definitely consider myself an empath. Thank you for being so sweet and understanding

[@oliviadeitte8166]

I love your red hair Jordan!!!!!!

[@JordanJSparks]

Thank you olivia!

[@oliviadeitte8166]

My name is Brooklyn but my profile is just my mom’s name

[@craftyjoy9]

Hi Jordan! There isn’t any reason for you to feel bad about feeling bad! I’m no expert on anxiety but it’s been with me most of my life, I think it’s my 6th sense! lol 😂 Anyway it sux to have claustrophobia AND anxiety AND PTSD! That guy watching you probably triggered your bad memories of your past! So don’t think of yourself as white privileged! Sh&t happens to everyone!! I’m sorry you’re feeling this way ! Just try to get out of your head. Go and do dancing or singing! Distract your mind! One other thing. When you’re feeling light headed like that sit down close your eyes breath in through the 👃🏼 and out the mouth 👄 slowly. Sometimes I hum a children’s song. Or a silly song. Just some ideas! We are all in this together! 💖Happy Valentines Day!💖 🙋🏼✨🦄❄️💐

[@JordanJSparks]

thank you for understanding and for sharing that method of relaxation. happy valentines day to you too

[@SofiaHernandez-ux8gn]

I hope you're feeling better now, stay strong. 💖🕺👯

[@JordanJSparks]

thank you darling!

[@ballerina7342]

I don't think you're a spoiled brat, I would feel anxious if someone were to stare at me.

[@JordanJSparks]

thank you

[@gauribhutani1203]

I have requested many times But pls react to kaycee vs maddie dance evolution And kaycee dancing to zoi’s choreographies, especially her latest ones

[@aurecherrie5373]

I feel bad for the way I treated you and can we forget about this please

[@kimberleyikin]

Did u change the title

[@JordanJSparks]

yes

[@sophiecage1582]

Hi

[@JordanJSparks]

hola!

[@jaylynnlife8962]

First

[@JordanJSparks]

thank you for stopping by. Sorry this video was not a fun one :(

[@jaylynnlife8962]

Jordan Sparks I love all your videos