Spider-Man: No Way Home * First Time Watching *

[@namjoonswife3300]

He watched the extended version and got spoiled under 10 secs😂😂💀💀💀

[@lyssalovesit]

I know 😢 but everyone telling him to watch the other Spider-Man’s kinda spoiled it anyway.

[@namjoonswife3300]

​@@lyssalovesitTrue

[@maximillianosaben]

Extended version sucks. Cash grab from Sony.

[@rockycuro7737]

Technically not a spoiler since it's just the 3 spider men saying hi

[@afrodesiac8064]

Further proof Sony needs to stick to electronics and stop trying to make superhero movies.

[@nobu6273]

So you know- That "lawyer" from the beginning that caught the brick is Matt Murdock, or Daredevil, another Marvel super hero. He is blind and uses his other senses to fight. That's how he was able to catch the brick. He is from the Netflix Marvel shows- which are way more mature and graphic than the movies themselves. Him being in the movie was just as much a cameo as the rest of the Spidermen for the majority of us!

[@BRD333]

was looking for this comment , can’t believe they didn’t make him aware of Daredevil before this ? Like come on guys we are supposed to be putting leo on game

[@DTLions26]

@@BRD333he hasn’t reacted to the punisher, the walking dead, the boys, breaking bad, or daredevil. I think he only reacts to movies not long shows.

[@BRD333]

@@DTLions26 he watched Wandavision and loki i don’t see why he wouldn’t. Also watched breaking bad

[@jacobtarter2237]

@@BRD333there’s a good chance he may not have heard of it , since he didn’t know Andrew Garfield was casted as Spider-Man until the reactions

[@Drawkcabi]

That would have been wayyyyyy too much prep for too little gain.

[@filipvadas7602]

The way William Dafoe and Alfred Molina were able to jump back into their roles after 20 years is insane. The former in particular really shows his acting chops now that he was allowed to show off his *evil arse face* as the Goblin

[@JARVISX]

It's Willem not William

[@nygamerforlife1991]

That good lawyer is the superhero Daredevil, he had his own series on Netflix

[@Andrew04291]

Peter Parker genuinely apologizing for not being black is the most Peter Parker thing I’ve ever seen.

[@newtonphan4403]

Not to mention it was a reference for into the spiderverse

[@zeleeba8774]

It's a reference to Morales, but it's so stupidly done.

[@iAmNotReal0_o]

@@zeleeba8774then how else would they do it? Have uncle Arron come out of nowhere? Be the Prowler already? What would you have like for the mcu? Give them ideas why don’t ya

[@Belnick6666]

no, it is the most CNN I have ever seen, the most Berkley university i have ever seen, the most w0*3 scene I have ever seen on tv lol

[@LGSPTJ]

​@@iAmNotReal0_oIf they do bring Miles Morales into the MCU, I wonder if they'll keep Donald Glover as Uncle Aaron and let him be the Prowler.

[@DanielLopez-cy2tq]

Seeing the 3 spider men together for the first time was a great experience.

[@wingman5100]

I forgot how sad this ending was, u can notice the clear change of maturity in Peter when he chose not to remind MJ who he was at the shop, and then the next scene shows his grown and lonely life into his next chapter. 💯😭

[@azazello1784]

Peter already got to shag MJ many times so he could move on.

[@nippsliter3318]

The ending to this movie is more significant than a lot of people think. The Red and Blue suit is very close to the classic suit in the comic books. The scene takes place in December 2024 and MCU Peter's birthday is August 10, which would make him an 18 year old man and he has a lot of responsibilities like rent and going after crimes in New York. The spell that wiped memories of Peter worked on the people who were still alive and around on the planet, it did not affect Tobey and Andrew's Peter, but after they left Peter bascially now has nobody. But Peter continues to be Spider-Man and this is the closest Tom Holland's Spider-man has ever been to being THAT accurate Spider-Man from the comics. The whole Trilogy was an arc for him leading to this point.

[@Drawkcabi]

Really glad they didn't do the Spider-Man origin story for a third time with Tom Holland's movies but what would have been cool is if they made a couple short flashback scenes, like where Peter got bit if there's no OsCorp in the MCU and a flash of MCU Uncle Ben, it would have been awesome if they could have got Joe Pesci to do a cameo as Uncle Ben 😂

[@filipvadas7602]

I really love that they paid respect to all 3 Spidermen here. Andrew Garfield's version got to redeem himself and Tobey's got to right some of the regrets he's had for years. That brief interaction with a lucid Octavius with the Raimi trilogy theme playing legit almost brought me to tears in the movie theatre I also love the detail that Tobey's Peter knew to go for the wrist against Andrew's because he's the only one who's fought someone with similar powers to his own.

[@Iflie]

And Tobey had back problems doing Spiderman and here they have Andrew crack his back for him. haha

[@Simon_Sez]

“Andre” Garfield is what he calls himself when he does blackface lmao

[@LaFayette3110]

​@@Simon_Sezthis comment 😂😂😂😂😂

[@MKultraInstinct]

Movie is trash stop the cap

[@BtownSpidey]

@@MKultraInstinct buddy has ultra instinct in his name and thinks he can judge what's trash or not 💀

[@AtlasGmng]

Wait until Leo learns Willem DaFoe, at his old age, did ALL of his own stunts in this movie. What a fucking badass

[@Rhodair]

A couple details that are easy to miss on first viewing during the ending is Peter's got a GED book. He needs to test again for his high school diploma since Peter Parker's no longer on their records. Also, he sewed himself that shiny new Spider-Man suit because the Tony Stark suit no longer recognizes him. The spell doesn't just effect memories, it either completely removes Peter Parker out of anything like video, pictures, etc. or makes it so people just recognized it as Spider-Man in the moment. I can see why Wong would be so leery about using such chaotic magic because its got that Monkey's Paw potential for consequences.

[@adamsgrad93]

When Andrew and Tobey appeared in the movie the theater went NUTS! They hadn't been doing promos for this movie, but they were out for other things and any time anyone would ask them about it they wouldn't say anything. The trailers all showed us the villains, so we all hoped they would be in the movie, but it was amazing when it happened. This is definitely my favorite Spiderman movie of all time.

[@raelshark]

I wouldn't say they didn't say anything. Andrew Garfield was straight up lying in every interview where he was asked about. "I don't even know what you're talking about. Those set leaks are definitely Photoshopped!"

[@brianl8481]

And Tom didn’t spoil anything, so there was no reason to believe Tobey and Andrew would be in it.

[@berkgulec5819]

@@brianl8481 other than "leaked" foto of andrew in spider-man suit.

[@nooneofconsequence1251]

If you pay attention at the end, there's hints as to how the spell actually worked. It wiped out all trace of Peter's existence completely... so... the video footage of Mysterio outing him.. deleted.. his school transcripts, birth certificate, all that... gone. That's why he's got books in his apartment at the end to study for his GED. Because he no longer is technically a high school graduate. All that the world has any memory of is when he was costumed as Spider-Man.

[@Spaghatee]

This movie was done perfectly. Such nostalgia watching this in theaters.

[@MKultraInstinct]

“Perfectly” you people are r*tarded 🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@THEvagabond29]

I really liked how "we got the band back together" mentality. Very entertaining and love seeing the characters i grew up with in action.

[@Rainbow.Pegacorn.Cosplay]

When I saw this movie, I came to a drastic realization: Willem Dafoe can STILL scare the hell out of me with the way he can portray a split personality so well.

[@smittyvanbonjohnson]

This movie was a Spider-Man fans dream come true. So much about this one I could gush about, I was so happy to see them all on screen together. Across the Spider-Verse I can’t wait to see your reaction to!

[@monicamaza5843]

Your face when Andrew showed up was awesome! Also nice to see i wasnt the only one who didnt recognize Daredevil. The whole theater was yelling when he showed up & I was like "who's this guy?" 🤔

[@kuivia]

man everytime i see Andrew save MJ it makes me teary eyed, his well deserved redemption

[@de606returns6]

So I know a lot of people didn't like the Spiderman Comic called One More Day, but the fact that the main plot of this movie is basically based on that comic, and they managed to make people like it, shows me that it could work very well, and it makes me excited for what they will do with Spiderman in the future

[@chand911]

If you insist on mentioning the comic that must not be mentioned, it's One More Day... And this is barely the same. Peter wanting his identity back is the only similarity.

[@de606returns6]

@@chand911 oh it's One More Day, my bad but thanks for letting me know it's been a while since I read that

[@Syntherus]

Peter sacrificing his happiness to keep the people he cares for safe is not the same as making a deal with the devil and sacrificing his marriage to save his 80+ year old aunt who likely won't last a few more years. This Peter can restart his relationships whenever he wants. Comic Peter made a magical contract that for all he knew at the time could never be undone.

[@de606returns6]

@@Syntherus I know that's not the same but it's basically the same idea if you compare the two, Peter going to magic in the hopes of changing an unfortunate set of events

[@christopherb501]

​@@chand911It helps that frigging MEPHISTO and a deal with a devil weren't in the narrative.

[@thetruej7872]

I saw Spider-Man No Way Home in the movie theater. It was so awesome. We went crazy in the theater.

[@itsthatmemelowell]

Bro I can't watch the Doc Ock and Tobey conversation without tearing up,it's so good and wholesome af

[@MKultraInstinct]

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@FRANNiiEbOO]

The lawyer was Matt Murdoch AKA Daredevil. Highly recommend that series to watch as well.

[@YoooDose]

Experiencing this in the theaters was easily one of the best movie experiences of my life

[@MKultraInstinct]

That’s adorable but doesn’t mean it’s good, just means you nerded out with other nerds, the movie is dog sht.

[@YoooDose]

@@MKultraInstinct imagine hating the movie so much ur in the comment section of a reaction for the movie u hate so much 😂

[@dandyjandon4231]

Yup imax baby! Loved thw green goblin battle.

[@MKultraInstinct]

@@YoooDoseI’ll sht on this dog sht movie whenever I get the chance.

[@TheViper4Life]

I feel like a fool. Spent so much time helping to make sure Leo watched the other Spider-Man films, I forgot all about Season 1 (at least) of Daredevil.

[@nextgenstudios4878]

I think it’s weird that he was told not to watch the venom movies because he would probably want to get to them anyways and it would at least help him get more excited about, or understand/get the proper experience of the post credits scene better

[@DouglasBanksgoham]

It’s because people don’t enjoy them so they hate on them and want them to skip it

[@MKultraInstinct]

Venom 2 is on the same level of NWH, both incredibly dog sht movies

[@mikeog2617]

They where not great but they where mid so still watchable lol

[@saylosrelyks8645]

Yeah screw those morons, he should at least watch them, don't know what type of a hole you have to be to say skip em but may they suffer for their unfound hate.

[@NOxSPLOOSHxPLANE]

The two spidermans ganging up on Tobey Maguire's Spider-Man is amazing 😂 little inside jokes like that are grade A, because in the comics the original Peter Parker had to create his own webs & webshooters just like the other two spideys. Tobey Maguire's Spider-Man took a slightly different route which is still amazing and is still some of my favorite films it's just not correct but the fact that the other two are so curious on how it works & how he produces it is amazing 😂

[@cyanado2697]

The ending where Peter swinging through the city is just heartbreaking because this takes place during Christmas, a time of being with family and friends, while Peter flat out has no one but himself

[@blazeyyblaze]

Need to check out Daredevil next 👀

[@stillninja2741]

It made me sad he didn't know the reference.

[@bjtight98]

​@@stillninja2741same!

[@peterbarker5011]

Organic webbing isn't OG 45:28, webshooters were used in the first spider-man comic, organic webbing came later in comics that take place out of the main Marvel universe.

[@patrickcromwell7554]

Green Goblin is what happens when all of Norman's questionable traits are pushed to their extreme. But Norman IS a mildly decent person. when it comes to science and technology he can actually be very friendly and interested in other people; BUT there's a sense of self importance that Norman has that clouds all that. I'd say that Norman most closely resembles Lex Luthor. He's more than happy to help humanity, BUT he wants to be recognized for doing it. In the movie All Star Superman Luthor gets ALL of Superman's Powers and talks about "saving the World" and superman says, "If you REALLY wanted to save the World Lex, you could have done that YEARS ago."

[@MKultraInstinct]

🤣🤣🤣

[@goofballproductions7629]

Bro got spoiled at the beginning of the movie but still didn't recognize Andrew? 36:22 lol nice.

[@jrogers05]

54:06 I love that you noticed that. Dr. Strange essentially took up the mantle that Tony had as Spider-Man’s mentor. I truly believe during Infinity War, Tony told Steven to look after Peter and to be there for him if he comes calling

[@PVZ-GAMER]

Don’t listen to pple saying skip something just because they personally didn’t like it. Watch everything and enjoy the experience and make our conclusion of its good or not.

[@waynehead91]

That lawyer was daredevil

[@IAmInfinitus208]

While I understand people would have loved to hear TASM2's theme by Hans Zimmer, I'm glad they used TASM1's theme by the late James Horner. Also, I'm glad that they changed Andrew's Spidey to feel more remorseful as opposed to the hopeful ending of TASM2 given he just lost Gwen at that point piling up even more of his guilt as it's not easy to recover from. Either way, this was truly an experience watching this in theaters after so many years and a couple decades growing up with both Spidey's and with Holland's!

[@johnstriker480]

Doctor Strange should've just cast a spell so that everyone on earth would FORGET MYSTERIO & EVERYTHING HE SAID.

[@itscharly1919]

Omg i never thought about that. Wow that would‘ve been so much easier

[@malcolmxavier2789]

You gotta watch Daredevil homie. That daredevil reveal was epic and you had no clue 😂.

[@zachp5701]

Now you can go watch the Venom flicks. They get a lot of hate but they're entertaining af! I think you'll dig them! ✌️

[@stillninja2741]

This!! I've been searching for this comment.

[@brianvernon249]

The bereavement coordinator in Little Miss Sunshine- it was cool to see her as the college admissions person.

[@stevo6703]

The lawyer is daredevil! You have to watch it now! Lol

[@TheCosmicFireStar]

This Spider-Man multiverse film was freakin epic, live up to the hype, surpassed it

[@MKultraInstinct]

Dog sht opinion. The worst entrance to 2 legends of all time and didn’t even let Tobey throw a punch, absolutely pathetic and inexcusable

[@titowrestling]

LOVE watching reactions from you and Frankenstein’s Lab. I quickly watch both of your reaction videos!

[@CheesyukHB]

Fantastic reaction mate 💯👍to understand the end credits ya need to watch the “venoms” 😁😁

[@ZackScroggins]

I've yet to see anyone really appreciate the "I stopped pulling my punches" line. Spider-Man is easily one of the strongest Marvel heroes, he just holds back against everyone. He threw Wolverine through a bulletproof glass window, he's punched Hulk into space before, lifted Kingpin up by his skin, and when Doc Ock took over his body he punched Scorpion's jaw off. A Spider-Man that doesn't hold back is terrifying. Also, you gotta watch Spider-Verse.

[@neggroplease]

5:28 Leo, I love it when you yell “I just said that” 😂😂😂 I be like: “yeah, you did”

[@Pete_R]

Leo the Lawyer Matt Murdock is Superhero Daredevil you should watch his tv series it's brilliant

[@HAZEINKRAFT]

The lawyer in the beginning is the new DareDevil

[@braw3534]

Andrew Garfield deserves a The Amazing Spider-Man 3 more then anything tbh. He had the best performance in this movie between the 3. Since he actually had legit good writing finally

[@samm7390]

That lawyer's name is Matt Murdock AKA Daredevil

[@war-story1324]

I gave big props Tobie And William Defoe the most legends who started the beginning 💯💪 🔥

[@jordanspaccamonti9671]

Here's the big moment :D excited to watch this brother! keep up the good work

[@Ken_Aixazor]

Spider-Man Miles Morales' reaction, too

[@andrewmanous2932]

The one scene in this movie where I shed a few tears was the tobey and doc ock reunion with the raimi theme in the background. Genuinely felt like a kid again for a second

[@Kenny-ep2nf]

this and Spiderman 2 are the best Spiderman movies ever, I'm very glad that they were able to pull off the whole multiverse thing in such an epic way like never before. I wonder they else they got in store for us soon :))

[@misskatlee]

When I was in theatre watching the part on the roof with them talking about who they lost I was crying so hard 😂. I was crying from the part where his aunt died till the end

[@TheGodOfWarhammer]

I just wanna appreciate that you saw all the other spider man movies for proper context

[@NickKrispy69]

"Like we do yall chicken" had me dying bro I had to pauyse the video for twenty minutes i was crying laughing bro

[@lopesyannick1]

Matt murdock is DAREDEVIL ✌🏾👹

[@usmanmajeed2044]

WTF! Why didn't you watch at least season 1 of the Daredevil show before watching this movie? The best ever MCU work you'll ever see. The masterpiece! 🔥❤️

[@AndrewWoroniecki]

"He needa run a diagnostic on that Michigan jacket..." 😂 I knew I felt a brotherly connection with this guy inexplicably

[@georgecastillo3366]

I will never forget that my friends and I got to see the opening night of NWH and honestly it was an epic night of our lives the whole auditorium was packed and we enjoyed every moment including the three Peters scene

[@OddBallPerformance]

I love the little cameo of Daredevil.

[@chaost4544]

I hope he watches Daredevil someday. Matt Murdock is a GOAT

[@dogman6687]

you probably know this by know but that really good lawyer was Daredevil! lol nice call

[@dandyjandon4231]

The best spider man bro!!! This movie was amazin brought back the whole crew!!!!

[@Degenerick]

@weirdguy Leo, the reason i was suggesting to watch Daredevil S1 before Hawkeye and No Way Home was because Peter’s Lawyer is Daredevil and The Kingpin in Hawkeye is the villain.

[@mrs.sherry]

Well does that mean the other universes won't remember their spider-man either? Is he making the decision for all of them. Wish strange would tell him that was all a simulation of what "could happen". Then he decides to just leave it alone and deal with his own problems. I Love Tom so much!

[@robert_5974]

Great movie and great reaction Leo! For everyone who says, skip Venom, this is exactly why you shouldn't. "Who was that?" It didn't hit the way it was supposed to. Venom 1 was great and part 2 had it's moments but could've been better of course. I would disagree with skipping but it's all good. Leo still watch Venom, you'll love the character. There's more movies, Dr Strange And Multiverse of Madness is next.

[@lucas.2.3.9.4]

is this even Leo's channel? or just one of the assholes that uploads other people's content?

[@angelnegrete4163]

The really “good lawyer” has his own series called “ Daredevil” need to watch it🔥🔥

[@patrickcromwell7554]

Actually Mr. Video, when Max says "There's gotta be a Black Spider-Man out there somewhere." That's an Easter Egg for MCU to introduce Miles Morales. Although it's still too early for anyone to get excited. I HOPE Marvel gets sold so that they can do Miles Justice. Under Disney, they'll absolutely FUCK UP Miles Morales.

[@carsonwroten6867]

One thing i never see talked about is when Toby stops Tom from killing Norman. The effort in Toms performance and the ease on Tobys face, it goes to show how much stronger spidey can be after decades of perfecting his skills. I love it so much

[@firstamendment2887]

5:18. Thats Daredevil, Leo!

[@josecisneros5516]

Bro got spoiled in the first 10 seconds😂

[@artmanson666]

Love this movie and great reaction! Keep it up!

[@glennwelsh9784]

You can always tell who never saw the Netflix Daredevil series by how they react (or don't react) to Peter's lawyer Matt Murdock.

[@BBFilms88]

Matt’s daredevil 😊

[@PVZ-GAMER]

No way home was a time, every theatre was yelling with happiness. Even small towns

[@mrkhyronm]

That lawyer(Daredevil) have an 3 season netflix show😉

[@williambryan3346]

@5:41 “Better call Saul.” 🤣

[@120bhbr]

Netflix Daredevil is top 5 entities that marvel has made.

[@brianwilson4359]

Spidey vs Goblin fight at the condo was tough.😤💪

[@AgunziLFC]

Watch the venom movies, dont listen to what people say, if you want to watch them, watch them. I personally think they were good. Also it seems like you havent watched Daredevil, you need to watch that to, they tied that to the mcu now as well. And the punisher. Both good series. As youve seen this now, it's not a spoiler, but peters lawyer is Matt Murdoch aka Daredevil. Go watch it! Its fantastic.

[@Leftbear-cinema]

Been waiting for this reaction since endgame lol😅

[@goldenageofdinosaurs7192]

What’s with the spoiler before the film? Why would you watch that? Who would even put that before the movie??

[@skinnybuddha74]

That made me so mad. I can't believe they ruin the movie for everyone before the movie even starts. Why in the world would they do that to people?

[@K-dawg26]

​@@skinnybuddha74Get over it.

[@K-dawg26]

Who cares? Get over it.

[@Collinator225]

Just to let you know, you should watch the X-Men movies before you watch Doctor Strange in the multiverse of madness, it'll help make some stuff make a bit more sense :) and Matt Murdock, Peter's lawyer is a superhero named Daredevil

[@marlonclark1896]

👍

[@AvEnGeD7X238]

In theaters. When tobey gets stabbed at the end. EVERYONE screamed in unison. NOOOOOOOOOOO

[@limpfinger12]

If it wasn't mentioned in the comments already, his lawyer is daredevil from the Netflix show

[@dbest85040]

The lawyer was daredevil just so you know Leo 😊

[@yawdaorb]

Ugh it's like a arrow through the heart when Matt shows up and the reactor (ironically) has no reaction because they haven't watched arguably the greatest Marvel show ever Daredevil!

[@samwallaceart288]

*Netflix show. Disney didn't have anything to do with it.

[@yawdaorb]

​@@samwallaceart288I said Marvel not Disney

[@samwallaceart288]

@@yawdaorb In other words, the Netflix team were doing their own thing with it, and the Disney/Marvel higher-ups have done nothing but distance themselves and treat it like an unwelcome outsider project to be revamped and replaced rather than something worth continuing as-is with the same tone and quality. Rather than being a flagpole of their Disney+ lineup, because it's Netflix and a serious tone they've buried it, only to bring it back as a hollow parody of itself. It may be Marvel, but it's not _this_ Marvel.

[@yawdaorb]

​@@samwallaceart288Dude what the hell are you talking about. The full title of the show is Marvel's Netflix Daredevil, same as Luke Cage, Punisher, Jessica Jones and Iron Fist. It was made and produced by Marvel Television in association with ABC studios. It is a MARVEL show whether you want it to be or not. Just because you have an axe grind with Disney for some reason and feel the need to make up an argument in your head doesn't erase the facts 😂 All this information can be easily looked up do your googles

[@carlgibson285]

​@@samwallaceart288how can you possibly know what tone the Disney+ Daredevil series will have when it hasn't even been made yet? As for it being a continuation of the Netflix series, a straight continuation wouldn't make sense since more than 6 years have passed in the MCU since the end of the DD Netflix show. Matt either got snapped and missed 5 years or a lot of people he knew got snapped and those relationships ended for 5 years, but either way, the world of the MCU is a very different place now to the world that the MCU that the Netflix series took place in.

[@BlindByakugan]

Highly anticipated... Here we go Leo!

[@valeriewalker3886]

Hi Mr V hope you've had a great day. Thanks again for your reactions. Love to you and your family from me and my family. ❤

[@Hunterthethird1831]

Wow never knew that the guy who was venom actually entered into peters universe until doctor strange did his spell and he went back

[@NefariousDreary]

Aunt May's death hit me hard in the theater. She reminds me so much of my mom.

[@calebroach1977]

You watch the cool stuff man.. Love it!!!

[@ShaDHP23]

This movie was incredible. I had to ride a wrecked bike across Tucson but it was worth it. It's a great watch, but the only thing that could have made this a 10/10 for me would have been if it ended with Vindicated from Spiderman 2 playing over the credits. In additional to fitting each of the Spidermans coming into their own and seeing things right, it also fits the actors. Tobey proved he's still got it after the flack the trilogy has gotten, Andrew didn't get a fair shot and got to complete his character's arc, and Tom got to prove he's not diet Tony Stark. The actors and their characters really are vindicated after everything they seen and done.

[@MKultraInstinct]

Only thing Tom proved is that he’s a r*tard who tried to destroy the multiverse for the dumbest reason ever cretaed

[@melanieblake2689]

The special effects is cool love it Mr video.

[@knightfallnoir699]

Man bro homie my guy…. I love you. Haven’t even finished your vid yet. But had to pause. The lawyer he had who was blind, that’s Matthew Murdock. AKA, Daredevil! (Netflix show). In theater premier night, this was only the first time during this movie I stood up clapping along with rest of crowd. Wish you’d of known. That was a HUGE moment before the other SpiderMen

[@120bhbr]

The long awaited reaction. Im just starting it. Lets see how it goes.

[@thbemky827]

"I don't wanna do that" when MJ says that it kills me...