Spilling the Tea: Makeup Application & Storytime (ASMR)

[@loganatorexit]

Its really nice to see someone really acknowledge their faults also. It's so rare to see someone do this and not just beg for a pity party.

[@brandonandlexi]

*Me, trying desperately not to fall asleep so I can hear the tea and offer my unconditional love and support in this time of need*

[@christinaarmold3066]

Tyrannosaurus Lex yes yes

[@Kristenaann]

You look stunning with that hair color and shirt color!

[@TheASMRlogs]

Agreed! Great color for his skin tone!

[@jamilgotcher5456]

This was one of my favorite looks he's done. And he's getting so good at his makeup.

[@queenroo4082]

I absolutely love your hair this way. 👍🏻

[@RollinBaby95]

This hair shirt and eyebrows are everything. Sending positivity your way 💕

[@angelastiles3840]

Damn you are looking like a whole meal... This hair colour is everything on you! Suits you so well. With that 5 o'clock shadow you have going on ...and the black blouse and has anyone ever told you that you have a sexy neck 😍 I'm a straight girl but boy you're looking good!! Also love your videos, watch all the time 😊😊😊

[@vaguilera817]

Two things I was curious about 1. The tea 2. How the hell the make up was going to turn out after all that white

[@SJH320]

I’m 45. Haven’t dated since my divorce in 2010. At all. I can’t get out of how I was hurt. How my kids were hurt. How I hurt him. Hang in there🧡🧡💚💚💚

[@anad2337]

There’s so many of us out here that feel just like you! You are not alone! Some of us love hard and we give a lot and people just take and take but you have to hang in there and just know that a disappointment is a blessing in disguise! There is someone so much better out there for you and when you find them you’ll realize why it didn’t work out with anyone else! Hang in there, you’re strong and resilient 💪🏼

[@WdeLeP]

It's not an immature reaction to block someone, it's a healthy way to deal with things. You don't need to worry about it anymore. Hope you're doing ok ❤ sending you hugs!

[@DjDazee]

Love the makeup Tony but I think you need a foundation 2-3 shades darker to match your skin. Especially because you have lighter hair, the lighter foundation washes you out. And your tan skin makes you look healthier. Also conceal your facial hair with an orangey peachy concealer 1st then apply foundation. Just my thoughts! Love you and enjoyed the tea haha

[@xdatgirlnayx]

Lauren Hawkins 😂

[@sagedelt]

I’m sure he looks at the input 😂 but at the end of the day he does the way he likes it and is still learning lol.

[@PACbelltech1]

He has such gorgeous skin....nice tone and color. I like him makeup free and fresh faced.

[@anniet494]

His mouth area was like whiteeee lmao im so confused

[@angale8891]

I love how he likes all the comments and isn’t stuck up👏🏽

[@Chanel0825]

You know it’s about to be real when you bring our the Pepsi lol

[@falconandthemoon]

Chanel Powell The jumbo Pepsi, at that! Lol

[@krystlove9476]

Chanel Powell Facts 🤣

[@K_8Sept]

Love it!😂

[@고양이-i3b]

tony, you are GLOWING. your skin is so nice and the hair colour really suits you.

[@Kokobeach_306xo]

I love these videos tony, because it’s you being your authentic self and it’s also very relatable for us who are also in toxic relationships. Plus, it’s like chatting with your friend ❤️ please don’t stop these xx

[@MzCherry956]

"I need someone a lil mean and anti social like me" I felt that! I'm new to your videos and absolutely fell in love with your energy.

[@courtneyk.r2098]

We love you Tony! This video is speaking to me. The virgo energy is strong. We are intense, we are detached but, at the same time, we are soft and we are emotional. We are a double edged sword and it is hard for people to wrap their mind around. People are often afraid of the things that they can't understand. That may be why your energy is off-putting to some. I for one, love it, and I know you're going to get through this!

[@Pdazzling]

Your growth mindset makes me feel supported in a world where I'm surrounded by those who don't want to grow. I wanted to hug you so many times to the very relatable things you had to say. I don't watch you bc you're entertaining, I watch you bc you HELP me. You're vulnerability and connectedness with yourself was very inspiring. You have no idea how isolated I have been, long before Miss Rona came to town. It has left me friendless. You're videos mean a lot. 💖💖💖

[@hellhoundz_133]

Gather 'round everyone, it's tea time.

[@nancydrew1965]

Dark blue is a really good color for you.i always get model vibes from you when you change your hair and yet I LOVE your natural hair. Thanks for your videos. Hugs 😊

[@Chanel0825]

I’m ready for the tea ☕️💕✨ I’m sending good vibes your way Tony

[@marymay4723]

I have gained so much new respect for you. I feel like I've learned something myself, and love the way you're able to reflect on what's happened, how you've changed, your consideration for the other party, and so much more. This was a very relaxing and intuitive video. I hope you can make more of such videos with other past experiences because this just felt so real and important.

[@amaraamara2712]

A big shout out to Tonys hairstylist 👏

[@saragregory232]

Lisa Robinson Boland he looks so good with this hair. 💁🏻‍♀️

[@Lilly-hh9es]

Exactly. Only few of people can pull out this color and haircut

[@gould3524]

Tony you're amazing and I can relate a lot to your struggles. You're very cautious of people and not considering someone a friend for at least a year etc. is part of the reason we feel alone a lot because it's a way of keeping distance from people so it's hard to not feel alone when we don't bring them close. I've worked on this a lot and am making progress.

[@giginav9854]

You are such a beautiful person inside and out. I am sorry you went through that and please stay positive. You are wonderful 😘

[@thunderchild2756]

"Like constantly trying to climb a falling ladder...." Best, most accurate description I've ever heard.... 😓

[@angelofsoundsasmr2042]

Love when you talk real ,love story time Tony can resonate to so many of your story’s ,I have been there too it’s not easy and so painful Sending you lots of healing and love 💕

[@codymward6484]

This was cool, like that you was honest and upfront. Commendable for sure

[@kaylurr]

I’m getting such Fred from Scooby Doo vibes from you in this video 😍😍 the hair suits you soo so well!

[@mackenzie2925]

Kayla J as soon as I read this I saw it, spot on!!!!! We love a fred papi

[@Toudd]

I almost cried. I hope you are alright now Tony 💜 Please know you are loved and your videos makes my life better

[@ladylady2768]

Ooh girl I’m listening 👂

[@jamieczarnecki7718]

Im a Virgo too! I completely feel you and am in the same boat as far as getting the same wrong people til I learn my lesson. You described alot of my own feelings.

[@mlissa3232]

Thanks for sharing your story so bravely and intimately. I found it very relatable, and noticed a lot of commonalities in my own life. It's hard to escape the demons we inherit from our family, sometimes I feel like it'll follow me around forever. In the end, it's just the anxiety and depression warping our thinking. We are capable of improving ourselves over time with the right tools, even if it feels like a horrible painstaking process. I think your therapy is probably helping a lot, so stick with it for sure. You seem to be quite self-aware of why certain things happened the way they did, and you're trying to fix it now. So don't be too hard on yourself, you're learning and growing. Sending lots of light and love 💖💖💖

[@ladylady2768]

It’s the best thing to do, block and remove them from your life while protecting your energy.

[@Lilly-hh9es]

Stop fallin for bad boys and focus on yourself

[@RachSerio]

Tony needs therapioni

[@Virgloom]

Rachel Serio 🤣

[@ummilhao942]

serio!

[@erinstoodley8465]

I’m crying

[@jessicahumerick366]

I have to say: I think you’re fabulous and honest. I’ve been watching your videos long enough to see you grow and have a perception of what your patterns are. That being said, I enjoy all of it. As it pertains to your makeup: please don’t take away your healthy youthful glow! Your tan looks so incredible with that hair color! Cheers to your stylist! Embrace it! I know you get that criticism a lot: but I can’t wait to watch you buy a tone that matches your naturally pretty skin!

[@K_8Sept]

Dear ♍, Your hair looks amazing! Your ASMR is always the best. Keep smiling...

[@samuelsmashups]

You're so down to Earth, thank you for this video!

[@oliviaxo7775]

Toni you look so good! I’m having a rough patch with my anxiety now and I’m binge watching your videos. They help me relax so much 💕

[@tameraali05]

I could just give you a big hug right now. I'm sorry you had to go through that, but you know we have to go through the bad to get to the good.

[@Aplentify]

Yess! I feel you. You’re strong! And we are here for you🥺❤️

[@marcotvasmr]

Who’s watching in bed 🛌 👇🏼🙋🏻‍♂️

[@thezehere]

Josiah Hernandez ...that’s funny AF 💯😂

[@autumnrose206]

I love your honesty. You are so real.

[@1004cheonsagateun]

Tony, I SO agree about the damage you can suffer emotionally from closing off your inner-child. I am in university and super mature at work but I am also so child like and I feel like some people misinterpret that for being immature. There is no need to grow up so fast in this cold world! we need to spread love and innocence just like a child does! (but I'm also the same as you, I tend to parent my friends and it even annoys me at times but it's a hard habit to stop when you worry)

[@jackiep2948]

Tony you have flawless skin and beautiful bone structure. Im sorry you went through this but in the end it's their loss. I can tell you are genuinely a good person. Atleast you are working on yourself and you can admit your fault. I love your asmr if that comforts you in any way❤️

[@stephcampbell9277]

I actually don't think it's immature to block someone who hurt you. Isn't that just protecting yourself from "triggers", at least until you're healed♥️

[@danip3270]

Tony, I’m still in the middle of the video, but I’m wondering when you last had a vacation. Like a full-on vacation, with airplane tickets, and a stamped passport? I know life gets us so busy with commitments, we never seem to find the time to heal ourselves and calm our minds. You need to go on a trip of self-discovery. I don’t know if you’ve watched a movie called “The Way” or not, but you should. The story takes place on the Camino de Santiago in Western Europe. Apparently it’s a very famous walking trail where people go, often alone, and rediscover themselves. A lot of famous people have done it, and have shared their stories of how it revitalized them. Just a thought, but something I’ve thought about doing, and could imagine you enjoying.

[@nolaray1062]

Miss covid said no. Lol

[@emmuhlu]

I have BPD and DBT group therapy was amazing for me :) extremely helpful and I feel like you’d really take it seriously and be into it and gain a lot of support and recourses from that type of therapy approach and all of the skills they practice

[@Cate-emilyx]

You are amazing and so honest I've realised some of my own traits watching this and I'm glad of that so thank you x

[@angel2one4]

Hi Tony! I just love your spirit. I "dated" someone like this and there could be different reasons it didn't work out so please don't blame yourself. Sometimes that person can be used to being rejected so the opposite happening or the thought of getting close to someone really freaks them out. In situations like that there is really nothing you can do to change them. Only time can do that and it just wasn't the right time. If it is meant to be it will happen though. Even you blocking him won't stop it. But I think you are a gem and there are plenty who would agree. It just has to be the right time in their life as well. 💓

[@paulinamcintosh8444]

Wow, Tony... we’re so much alike in the sense of wanting attachment, love and commitment. I fall in love so fast, overnight literally and I always end up getting hurt. I have a lot of daddy issues but anyway, I wish I had the honor of meeting you and becoming your friend! I’m older than you, but I still look up to you sooo much! 💕

[@greenbeautyASMR]

Paulina McIntosh look up the different styles of attachments in relationships- it can give us lots of insight and opportunities for growth.

[@ASMRClassic]

*Your unique style is amazing!* ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

[@deephantoms]

I thought you started the video with makeup! Youre flawless

[@laurenkirby6230]

Love you babe - is inspiring and so beautiful & helpful to me to see how you’ve grown & healed over the past year - i know if you can - I can, too 💗🤍💗🤍💗

[@ASMRer]

♥️♥️♥️

[@knzhola]

I love this one! So raw and emotional and honest Sending so much love! Hoping you’re reflecting and seeing why this all happened ♥️♥️

[@knzhola]

A year later I mean!!

[@Castle085]

That's how I feel about the word love, people toss it around like it has no meaning , so I always make it clear to whoever is in my life to not use that word to or about me unless it's for real, I've been single for 7yrs... And sometimes it bothers me but I don't trust ppl period

[@IisabelleBoniita]

Truly have fallen in love with your entire vibe 💪🏽💪🏽 I’m praying things get Better but definitely remeber to never let anyone knock you off that pedestal your such a beautiful soul 💕& dont Let a bad day or even a situation make you think you have a bad life

[@L.T.1111]

Oh, bless you Tony🙏. Don't want to see you crying ❤❤❤ Sending you loads of love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@lucylucylucyf]

"The tea, is ready to be spilled" tony the bomboni, 2019

[@jenmikulski6804]

My first reaction is the office , when they interview the cast 😂 ( background of room/window)

[@ASMRer]

Haha!

[@wisewillow5731]

Love love loved this close up and personal chat 💗

[@caseyberger6653]

THE HAIR!!! Omg it suits you SO well!!

[@danettelambert4284]

Perfect timing ❤️ I know it's early but I just got snuggled up under the covers lol

[@sarahbarnett9177]

Tony... your hair that cut and color with your eyes and eyebrows look great!!

I loved the hair color ❤️

[@loganatorexit]

Your skin looks really good right now.

[@SkngHm]

55 minutes in and I am still waiting for both the full story and the point 🤔

[@IisabelleBoniita]

He clearly was stating it was raw thoughts and he was getting his thoughts together , putting pain , that type of pain, into words is damn near impossible

[@laurenwoodcox6103]

You gotta enjoy the journey, man

[@angelofsoundsasmr2042]

Love this hairstyle and hair colour you have ,it suits you so much love 💕 Thank you Tony ,love your channel you help in many ways

[@unknownlala5367]

Your hair looks breathtaking good

[@connectthedots2763]

You look gorgeous wit that hair colour. I am sorry you are hurting. Much love

[@nicklockwood9520]

Tony, I love you so much. Please, we will never make you feel horrible like this. ❤️

[@joannehopwood7123]

I've said it before, and I will say it again. You are amazing. Thank you for making these videos! 🥰

[@anykaarwen2675]

love your vids m8 keep your spirits up dont let them win x

[@patbartee763]

Love your hair color. You will find your Knight in shining armor..... sorry about your heartbreak! Hope things only get better for you! Love your channel❤️

[@tammibunni]

KZbin showed me already watched this video completely but I felt like i didn’t and now I just watched it and I don’t remember anything abt it so I did not watched it and I am so so glad I trusted my intuition and watched it bc this video was amazing like how you opened up I loved this talk so much I love these videos sm but damn your love life is like a lana del rey album not like a song like a whole album I love you

[@GaGal8806]

OMG I just want to give you the biggest hug ever!!!!

[@chloconutasmr]

It’s so cute how close you and your mom are

[@iclandiccubicle2798]

Tony pls go back to this look if you’re comfortable you always look good but this particular look was a slay

[@CiscoB80]

Your hair look great I love your makeup videos so relaxing. Thanks ❤

[@krispiflowers]

Ready! Happy to hear you vent!

[@ReadRiding]

"We're like squirrels, stashing it in a tree trunk." Relatable. 😭😂

[@tugzsurf]

You will be stronger and as you grow and transform you will rise above it and eventually attract your person. Hang in their you look amazing. 💫❤️🙏🏻

[@afrgiay3414]

Many times the obstacles and problems in our lives are learning and situations that are put to us to grow and learn as a person! you're the best

[@xiomarasoto4219]

Omg I've been waiting for a makeup video❤❤

[@CJLOVE23]

39:47 Yes! Certain health insurance covers therapy. It just all depends on what insurance you have and what kind of therapy you’d need. For instance you wouldn’t need a psychiatrist, you’d need to just see a counsleor for talk therapy. And a lot of companies cover a certain amount of sessions a month

[@koriethegiraffe]

you look soooo good with that hair color omg! this sounds weird but like it makes your jaw and neckline stand out. you just look really good! lol

[@melaniebojorquez8540]

I love how real you are lol. Especially when you drink a soda. I feel like I can relate to you

[@ashleyvrl58]

I'm in DBT! It is a requirement to see a therapist in tandem with the program. I also see a psychiatrist for my medication. I have Kaiser for insurance and it's ALL completely covered with no office visit fees or anything. I have been through CBT as well and the DBT class I'm in right now is really great 💜. Mental health coverage has improved! Check with your insurance to see what your coverage is for a DBT program 😊

[@angelic.angel_]

Tony TruthTeaOni😂🍵☕

[@ArtCE47]

Good one 😭

[@jamilgotcher5456]

Tony, it's not that you are hell bent in finding the negative qualities in a person it's that you are intelligent enough to not ignore red flags when dating.

[@kathrynburritt8782]

Sending love and support hun. I feel you!

[@evantheking6218]

Toni, life is long. You won’t die alone if you don’t want to

[@nicolepaulse4377]

Lashes are on the wrong eyes love.

[@MissPummeluff]

Nicole Paulse Omg I already thought why is nobody commenting that haha

[@HandbagDiva]

I thought so, they went from wide to small instead of the other way.

[@Bugsy01]

Love you Tony. You’re appreciated. 💕 ...and your hair is gorgeous!

[@alizevasquez1746]

When I saw the Pepsi I said,it is on. 😎

[@gwenfiquet]

I love your hair! It looks really good on you

[@Castle085]

Ican relate to you cause I'm the same way I will block people bc I just don't wanna deal with them, I have been mentally abused to the point they took advantage of the fact I already had low self-esteem, and now my trust with ppl is not there and I have become an introvert but I'm. Not an ass, anyways thank you for sharing and hope the beat for you, bc you genuinely seem like a sweet person with an amazing soul

[@robinangelwolf9214]

People say the same about me that I scare them a little yet I am very very shy and reserved at first. I'd take the whole year to get to know you.

[@kindredstarr]

You're beautifully borderline. I wish you luck with your DBT. Health insurance will cover therapy, but you can also self-work with books/workbooks. Lots of groups on fb if you want the support.

[@TLKK2020]

I always feel like a burden to people too. It’s a terrible feeling. Then it makes me antisocial and more lonely and depressed. I sometimes don’t care and just live my life but then sometimes I get paranoid and start thinking thoughts again on how people don’t truly love me for me. I don’t know. I think we are both empaths and just feel everything to a higher extent than others.