5 months after my awakening, full merging with “god”, experiencing christ consciousness, incomprehensible powers, downloads, releases of traumas head on… I’m now back down to earth, completey detatched, crying daily in short bursts as my heart centre releases after each. Lost at 34 and wondering how I’m ever going to live the rest of my days or even begin to leave isolation mode and make new friends. I now feel like an alien on this planet and just don’t get why we do the things we do. I can no longer participate in the weird societal games we play, I wonder if ill ever be close to “normal” again. Utterly desireless, unattatched, and unmotivated. I pray things change and that I find purpose. Edit: It was brought on by cannabis addiction. Been sober since and have no longer have vices
@marymoore3384Ай бұрын
Love and blessings and a big hug of Mother Love ❤️
@JRMK229 күн бұрын
@ ❤️ thanks
@madaileinom875329 күн бұрын
This was very important information and so helpful. Thank you, Gareth.
@TrueSpiritualAwakening28 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing. I experienced something very similar when I shifted into Brahman consciousness. It took about 2 years to integrate the shift. It will get easier. ❤️🙏
@JRMK228 күн бұрын
@ Thanks Gareth 🤍
@PBG-y3n28 күн бұрын
Nmaste Gareth, l have been a “ seeker” for decades! You are truly unique as your body of work is outstanding. The past few days l have mostly been watching your content. Thank you Gareth 🙏
@TrueSpiritualAwakening25 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for the lovely comment. Happy you are enjoying all the offerings. 🙏
@stinareed2704 күн бұрын
Yes unique and outstanding.
@PBG-y3n3 күн бұрын
@ how far are you on this path Stinareed270?
@martinadurnin520721 күн бұрын
Thank you Gareth… ongoing journey for me as I still have childhood trauma in my body.. I just want to throw myself away sometimes!!
@TrueSpiritualAwakening18 күн бұрын
Keep at it Martina. There is light at the end of the tunnel. ❤️🙏
@kerrygrange753329 күн бұрын
Very much appreciated Gareth, I'm loving listening to your podcasts and talks. They always have a profound and calming effect on me. Thank you ❤
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
Thank you so much Kerry 🙏
@stinareed2704 күн бұрын
So calming.
@miraclezzzАй бұрын
Brilliant and spot on. I too had the intovert thing. Now can speak to big groups of people or perform music and sing. I've been working through the story thing for years. Need to continually look to see if I'm addicting to any, but generally its taking on fun roles to operate in society. Triggers still come up at times and im not good at getting to the root. Still some addictions. Allow them to fade out by following true feelings. Thanks again. I haven't had anyone to talk to about my journey so this guidance is appreciated
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for being here and leaving feedback and sharing your experiences. 🙏
@miraclezzz29 күн бұрын
I think you've got me back on track. I meditated at 5am. Went to water community garden in nearby town. Was magical. Got home before partner got up. Real freedom
@karllukenicholsonАй бұрын
Awakening to love isn't easy until it is
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
Thank you 🙏
@katefrancisbatista3536Ай бұрын
I never feel done with the need for some of these reminders. Ego is tricky. Thanks, this is a good one. ❤🙏
@TrueSpiritualAwakeningАй бұрын
Thank you Kate. Appreciate you ❤️🙏
@jcraigstampsАй бұрын
Oh my Gareth. Oh my! This talk struck a deeply sensitive nerve in this moment. That is to say, seeing the prominent and recurring cycle of FEAR in my daily life. Somehow the manner in which you conveyed the simple mechanics of how fear rather perpetuates it's own existence, hit me rather hard. Methinks my own awakening will ONLY dawn when I've delved deeply into those seemingly mundane daily challenges that keep showing up. Those situations or persons that I keep avoiding. Or at the very least, seeing how I shrink back into some false 'spiritual' persona, instead of taking a bold leap into the scary unknown! Say YES to the challenges. Thank you x 1000 🙏💓
@lorenavincent776Ай бұрын
6:28 6:28 6:31 6:32 6:33 6:33 6:34
@TrueSpiritualAwakeningАй бұрын
Thank you so much Craig. Glad you found this talk helpful. See you soon. ❤️🙌🙏
@NancylakАй бұрын
THANKS AGAIN..
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
You are very welcome 🙏
@Roy_PrizeАй бұрын
Enjoyed the transmission with this one. Peace, love and clarity.
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
Thank you 🙏
@aslearodАй бұрын
I really appreciate your talking, helpful insight and loving pointers 🙏🥰
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
You are very welcome 🙏
@illuminatedwayАй бұрын
I am enjoying these talks, you are really sharing the gold gems that help in the awakening process. Your voice is soothing BTW, I like to close my eyes and just listen as u talk❤️🙏🏻
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
You are very kind. Thank you 🙏
@esther8136Ай бұрын
Its easier to embrace fear in the presence of a loving witness
@esther8136Ай бұрын
🙏🏻
@TrueSpiritualAwakeningАй бұрын
Of course ⭐️❤️
@wiewiorka_ojojАй бұрын
Thank You, very helpful ❤ Working with shadows is not pleasant but wonderful in results.
@TrueSpiritualAwakeningАй бұрын
Indeed, thank you 🙏
@stinareed7622Ай бұрын
Thank you. Your peace is so catching. Love it. Good description of letting go of fear.
@TrueSpiritualAwakeningАй бұрын
Thank you so much ❤️🙏
@martawieczorek81320 күн бұрын
Thank You for sharing.
@TrueSpiritualAwakening19 күн бұрын
Thank you 🙏
@ConsciousnessRising-00Ай бұрын
Thank you, Gareth. ❤
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
You are very welcome 🙏
@MartinafoleyАй бұрын
I was just thinking about blockages and this came up ❤
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
Good timing thank you. 🙏
@DebreillАй бұрын
Thank you …..
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
You are very welcome 🙏
@kerrygrange753329 күн бұрын
Thanks
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
Thank you so much. ⭐️🙏
@Janeal-JonesАй бұрын
Thank you ❤
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
Thank you so much 🙏
@datagrlАй бұрын
Thank you, Gareth. I have benefited greatly from your talks and transmissions. I am curious about how transmissions can effect these lower vibrational energies such as fear and anger. Do they merely mask them or do they actually help to dissolve them? Blessings...
@TrueSpiritualAwakeningАй бұрын
Thank you so much, so what the transmissions can do is dislodge the traumas or the lower energy and bring them up to the surface. You might feel really crappy the day after and think what is going on. It’s the trauma come up to the surface. You then have the opportunity to sit with it. But you still have to go through it. If you decide not to feel it then you don’t release it and it goes back into your system. Hope this helps.
@nataliebutlerАй бұрын
@@TrueSpiritualAwakeningThat's worth knowing! It makes sense but I hadn't thought of the transmission doing that.
@stinareed2704 күн бұрын
@@TrueSpiritualAwakeningVery helpful.
@MartinafoleyАй бұрын
4.😊44 subscribers
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
Thank you Martina. 🙏
@karllukenicholsonАй бұрын
While listening to this in fear do I appear to understand what you're saying yet how can I when in fear for in love do I see how it all makes sense
@TrueSpiritualAwakening29 күн бұрын
Lovely. Thank you 🙏
@NancylakАй бұрын
I WISH TO REMOVE FEAR FROM MY SYSTEM, THIS FEAR PREVENTED ME FROM EVEN OPENEING EMAILS/MESSAGE FROM SOMEONE, .. I WISH I WILL TURN OUT TO BE TIGER AND THE SITUATAION THAT I FEARED AS CAT.HAHA I THOUGHT PELOWAH HEALING WILL HEAL THE DNA CELL AND WE WILL FELEL LIGHTER, NOT ANGRY, NO FEAR .