The void describes exactly how I’m feeling rn. Spent years doing major shadow work and healing. Now it feels like the hardest purge is over, and a new beginning is here, but I’m totally clueless on what to do next 😅
@victoriavictoria8074 Жыл бұрын
I here you. It was a scary place for me, very raw. I knew I was out of the Dark Night but did not know what to do with the space that was created once I cleared my space from toxicity. I am grounding now. Surrounding myself with healthier environment. I feel as if I am a new person. Wish you well on your journey💜🍀🌸🦋🌟
@1981janni Жыл бұрын
Me 2.
@user-tv8no3pf6e Жыл бұрын
Same here. For me probably dark night isn’t even over yet I don’t know anymore tbh
@greathills257410 ай бұрын
Heyy Are u some how little bit connected to spirituality 🪽i want to ask something deep
@nadia1111910 ай бұрын
Same
@_Christopher_Williams3 ай бұрын
The bliss stage was the most beautiful experience I can remember. I noticed everything. I saw the universe in the eyes of "others", the math in nature, the connectedness of everything. I would spend hours in nature, sometimes just staring into moving water watching photons get redirected and bent causing shapeforms of light to appear and morph as the surface of the water changed, acting as a lens. Everything was beautiful, and I saw the love in it all. The perfection. The complex simplicity. I saw deeply into people, and understood them better than they currently understood themselves, to the point some people thought I was clairvoyant, and it made them uneasy, ha! 😊 Of course, I tried to tell everyone I spoke to about oneness, but soon realized they didn't want to hear it, nor could they understand. I became misunderstood by so many I care about, and as a result treated poorly. It seemed so counter to what I was feeling. It didn't seem "right". I didn't realize that it was the beginning of the dark nights. I believe I am emerging now. We shall see. Regardless, I know there is no other point to my current experience, and I will never stop. That alone is comforting, no matter how uncomfortable the process is... and it can be excruciatingly uncomfortable. As someone said, this is not for the faint of heart. One of my favorite quotes is from Leonardo Da Vinci, and he said "There are three classes of people, those who see, those who see when shown, and those who do not see." I used to be the latter, and am now a mix of seeing and seeing when shown, and am trending toward seeing. So much love and respect to all exercising their freewill to go on this journey. Everything is of THE ALL, and THE ALL is in everything. I am with you, and I appreciate you being with me. I love you for eternity ❤️🙏
@user-um2jm7nu4m2 ай бұрын
I remember feeling like an alien like i wasnt from this planet
@Helpmegrowmychannelplease2 ай бұрын
I believe you. I see you. I feel you. Sometimes the eyes are too abstract to see what the Spirit can perceive! You go sweetheart💚
@tessaanngr.727117 күн бұрын
Ahhh .... ENERGIES.... WoW. I gi Meditation 🧘♀️ XOXOXOXO
@roxylqm111 Жыл бұрын
I’m (finally!) embarking on stage 6: Mission. It has been an 8-9 year process for the other five stages. Lots of dark nights, tower moments, integration, isolation, spiraling back to old wounds and lessons. Whew. This journey is not for the faint of heart! 😩😵💫‼️⚡️✨💚
@dream2space234 Жыл бұрын
7 years so far and ready for mission. It's been a doozy. Blessings and much love.
@MM-ql5ji9 ай бұрын
Can u tell me why would u say that?!? I have a kid 8months am already struggling to care for am in the initial stages... Pls tell me so that it helps me to b a lil stronger...
@Snatchem9 ай бұрын
You just described how I been feeling lately and I haven’t even started on my journey YET🤦🏾♀️ oh lord I’m kinda scared now🥹
@MM-ql5ji8 ай бұрын
Why is that everyone scares saying that it's not for the faint hearted?? Whato people mean by that?
@Mysticmystrioe3 ай бұрын
Ok what mission u on cuz it sounds like h got this mission shi from somewhere else
@erikagaleeureka5697 Жыл бұрын
I totally have been rocketed all over these stages. It isn't linear for me... it's more wibbly wobbly and sometimes circular. Maybe this is due to my own fears and stubbornness to release certain things to open up for grounded mission. I see others doing wibbly wobbles, too, though through their awakenings. Much love to all! 💖
@emeraldwhite7506 Жыл бұрын
Yeah i agree. It hasn’t been a straight road. Sometimes i fall back, But i do feel like i get up easier and quicker than in the past. Thats gotta count for something. Wish you well on your Journey ⭐️
@randystebleton Жыл бұрын
I've associated it with free falling in space. No up or down to find bearing. Then you see someone spinning just like you, and you reach out to stabilize each other. And you loose grip and spin off alone. Over and over. Looking to ground too others and make it stick. So there is a formation in that empty space. A grid of connection to one another to find an up and down. A lot of chaos happens to create structure. Stay Lifted my Friend 🙏
@dainoradirmeikyte3653 Жыл бұрын
It's linear for everyone to start with. Only human can experience a variety of emotions. Soul is always at peace. ❤
@TheWrightVibes Жыл бұрын
I thought it was wobbly too, but over time I can see that it’s been both linear and wobbly. Within each stage is a lot of ups downs, backs forwards - but over a long period of time I can see very clear stages.
@greathills257410 ай бұрын
@@dainoradirmeikyte3653hey Are u some how little bit connected to spirituality 🪽i want to ask something deep
@nadenehall6843 Жыл бұрын
just wanted you to know that when all of the awakening start 2 years ago, you was one of the first person who help me to understand all of the cazyness, thank you for all your advice when I needed it the most.
@greathills257410 ай бұрын
Hey Are u some how little bit connected to spirituality 🪽i want to ask something deep
@xPowerShotxАй бұрын
@@greathills2574just ask, I had this to. So I can answer to if you want
@xPowerShotxАй бұрын
Could you explain symptoms little better
@Sonny8186 ай бұрын
Interesting you mentioned the Bliss because I don’t think anyone has mentioned the high before the low. It was a helicopter ride, I was so high on life and then suddenly the darkness hit me. It was so confusing and so much grief. To all my sisters out there, you are in my prayers through this turbulence and please keep me with yours. It’s such a lonely ride and I hope we all make it out soon ❤
@user-um2jm7nu4m2 ай бұрын
Me righf now😢
@Miss_Mel102 ай бұрын
Yes! It is such a beautiful feeling right after the awakening hits you. ❤
@xPowerShotxАй бұрын
Give loneliness to the Lord, let Him fill you with He’s company. Then when that feeling come, it’s different and very good But feeling lonely is normal. Growing out of the world. Suddenly you go in another directions than the others that still sleeping.
@spiritualbutterfly87097 ай бұрын
Im currently going through this its been going on 2 years. With my spiritual awakening my spiritual gifts started as well. I was able to feel energies as well as read people. I had to let go of everything and everyone from my old life. I couldn't be around them any more it just didn't feel the same. I honestly think its a blessing from GOD its like a transformation purifying your soul. Once you make it out I promise you its Beautiful. Stay positive and pray it worked wonders for me. Sending love, light and healing to all.❤
@dl733sak3 ай бұрын
God bless you, the good Lord is purifying you for your true self. Everyone is saved. God in his infinite wisdom and mercy has set the bar for salvation so easy and attainable even for the non=spiritual. Just don't be a POS. That doesn't even take effort
@sicast9162 ай бұрын
This has all happened to me in one week
@yaaqubmasoud65806 ай бұрын
Mmh I'm really going through a spiritual awakening 😊taking notes here Ms Christina✍️
@randystebleton Жыл бұрын
Thank you!! I needed this. It's difficult to acknowledge the stages when you are within the throws of them. The transitions are so murky it is difficult to see the victories. We move through them in a haze. When your missions are clear, it's easier to look back at the mountains you have climbed up and over from the peak. All those peaks had valley's. You can't jump peak to peak. And then from that peak of seeing your progress, you will come back down into the valley's to teach those whom feel they cannot make it up yet another mountain, another step in the healing process. Be the Light 🙏
@xPowerShotxАй бұрын
Thank you for showing this mountain move. Did not see it, but it was a lot of turbulence
@christinevandenberg8 Жыл бұрын
This is it!!! Omgosh, thank you so much. I'm so happy you're sharing this. It's so trippy. ❤
@HelloLoveMyInvicibleFriend5 ай бұрын
I am almost ending with my dark night, really hard, the toughest period of my life. Pain, past loves, traumas, all previous sufferings are all here for me to heal. Hard. Tough. And some people can be really mean.
@keithfernandez8965 Жыл бұрын
I'm Awakening in a lot of aspects... now I'm one AWAKENED to the FACT I want a WOMAN just like YOU...GOD BLESS
@dl733sak3 ай бұрын
Amen, this the kind of woman god wants you to have. I can only dream of such a spiritual woman. We are on the way to a worldwide spiritual awakening such as the world has never seen. Get prepared. Our whole lives have been leading us to this moment. I have been so depressed with looking at how lost most of the people are and how they have let our evil governments get so big and intrusive. As soon as this awakening happens, I hope the politicians will scurry away like the littler roaches they are. .
@keithfernandez89653 ай бұрын
@@dl733sak No Doubt.... The Day Will Come !!
@jimfast-official7 ай бұрын
I am somewhere between the void and groundedness and I feel so much in peace especially after what feels like healing from depression after about 7 years and I'm so so comfortable with death sorry to say and I'm looking forward to resting.i have never felt this good with myself yet so confused on what to do with all this goodness
@flavio6022 Жыл бұрын
Your videos are literally saving me. Many thanks, God bless you❤❤❤❤
@theblackbaron4119 Жыл бұрын
Maybe you should get actual therapy. Talk to a healthcare professional and not listen to a woman that is spouting off a lot of nothing that doesn't mean anything.
@egglion7931 Жыл бұрын
This video is a perfect description of what my shrooms trip did to heal me of my anxiety and make me life my life in bliss presently instead of worrying about human systems 24/7.
@vannarooski8730 Жыл бұрын
I’d LOVE to share my spiritual awakening story with you and everyone else. I’m trying so hard to not feel like I was ‘just in a movie’but that’s how it happened. As a mother…more than one part of me died.
@jenifernadeau Жыл бұрын
Turns out all the movies you've ever seen are actually real oh, and you are your own director for yours. You choose the location, cast, and plot and lead character
@Jasonbella2311 ай бұрын
Hey, I saw your comment and felt something , Kindly tell me how I can be of help to you, which of my spell work do you want me to do for you?
@KaaLee8 Жыл бұрын
Stage 5 ❤ ...took 4 year's until now. Before 9 years spiritual practice. 🙏🎉
@patriciamurphy65596 ай бұрын
Thank you for this! It can vary a little, and not easy at times, but yes, it's so worth it and a wonderful place to be. Love and light to you and all! ❤😊❤ Happy holidays! 💗
@wingsofcats452310 ай бұрын
I have only been doing meditation for 2 days, I want to see how far it can take me within about maybe 2 years! However I am only under the age of 12, I have realized that my mind and my wisdom comes far past my age. I wish everyone love and light energy, Amen!
@xPowerShotxАй бұрын
Good luck, peace be with you
@Fonduko Жыл бұрын
Wow...ok. this is confirmation for me. It's been a weird ride- but I get it now. Just ready to be the best soul-aligned me now. 😮❤
@Godddd144 Жыл бұрын
Going through it since 1.5 years In void now Doing shadow work nowadays
@RondaSmith144Empress11 ай бұрын
Resonates and it's confirmation 🙏. This work along with the ascension symptons is no joke but very well worth it !!!!!!!🦋
@xPowerShotxАй бұрын
What symptoms is that? Dizziness, pain stomach? Tell me the symptoms, I would appreciate it a lot
@justjess11116 ай бұрын
I’m going through the purge with some void intermixed. Love that you’ve given us these guiding resources!!! So wonderful!! Thank you bunches xoxo’s
@antonbrooks1916 ай бұрын
Me too
@PsychicRenegadeTarot Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this short break down. I agree. ❤
@GodleadsMe0624 күн бұрын
Thankyou I'm so glad I'm not alone in this and It feels good to know there's nothing wrong with me.
@tashaessom Жыл бұрын
Girl I needed you in my life right now! Much love 🤍
@gabrieldoz8376 Жыл бұрын
I'm about to step into the final stage 🎉
@Kube_DogАй бұрын
Take a video!
@mantvydekudabaite360011 ай бұрын
My journey started just how u described: 1 wake up !! - I had a sound healing sessions and read a lot of books that made me to wake up and started questioning everything. 2. Moved to BLiss afterwards for couple of months. 3. Dark night of the soul- still here trying to survive it ! A lot of crying, a lot of purging, a lot of changes in my lifestyle such as ( music change, no alcohol, no parties, cannot stand big crowds) old anxiety came up, now even panic attacks , alot of bodily sensations such as vibrations, seeing visions ( light codes in my sleep) ,alotttt of shit is happening and I have hope and faith that this soon will end as it’s been a tough road for me 😫 Hope everyone else find it much easier than myself ❤ Sending my blessings xx
@stuartlebensfeld68982 ай бұрын
Thank you for this!. I now feel less conflicted.
@ToDayGetready Жыл бұрын
I am so grateful for all of you in my life and truth.
@Windaros Жыл бұрын
Does it make sense for it to be a six step streamlined process? How can one know which stage one's in, when life regardless of spirituality has periods of ups and downs, depression and happiness? How do you even know you've awakened?
@akferren1 Жыл бұрын
Since my awakening 14 years ago i never left the miserable stage
@miaj5118 Жыл бұрын
God I think I'm the same😢
@xPowerShotxАй бұрын
You might been stagnate. That’s not good if it’s so, so better check it out.
@maleenajewelry28 күн бұрын
Why do you think you had awakening?
@TruthSeeker19858 ай бұрын
Thanks for all you wealth of information on these subjects! I love your soul Christina! ❤❤❤
@caitiekay33066 ай бұрын
I was going on normally and spirit thrust me into an awakening. I got sick for a month and then rushed to the er for a brain tumor. I've feel pure bliss this whole time, knowing everything is working out. I'm healing my body now and just had a dip into the dark knight last night. I'm excited to move forward as I've asked for a spiritual awakening for some time but always felt lost. I never would have imagined a brain tumor and cancer to shake things up in my life but such trivial baggage has been shed and I'm feeling a stronger purpose in my life. Would be nice if I could have gotten there gradually over my lifetime instead of scaring my entire family with a month long sickness. I'm truly blessed to have been working on mindset for so long that I truly feel ease and grace and flow moving me forward into the deep depths of pure positive love without having to struggle with such grand illusions of unworthiness anymore. What an awakening. 😂
@bernadetteloughlan2838 Жыл бұрын
Thanks Christina love your work. Me alone not got back my love of reading for people. My life is to assist others. But I've started to find out I had everyone take everything away from me. Drain my will and I let my power go. Xxx😢
@daryabv2562 Жыл бұрын
You're so great! Thank you 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤
@sabg32333 ай бұрын
I love you 💫 thank you for your brilliant work and your exhaustless spark 🚀
@TinoXStudio2 ай бұрын
😢😅 I’m at stage 5.5 and didn’t know it. I was like “ my roots need to be more grounded because I know what to do”. Thank you for this
@ericalynn8282 Жыл бұрын
❤❤ Thank you for all that you do!
@user-zf2zj8xn6lАй бұрын
🌹❤🙏😇🙏 Keep up with the enlightenment of others 🌎 WORLDWIDE 🌍 Nothing is Random
@tracearif55510 ай бұрын
After the 1st lockdown ended in India, around July 2020, I had a Spiritual awakening... Had I not seen your video I wouldn't have guessed in my wildest dream what I was going through... your video helped me calm my nerves and helped me stabilize my energy...Thank you soo much ma'am!!!!
@dragonfire570211 ай бұрын
😇💥💯
@z0n3h11 ай бұрын
Great video! Really helped me with understanding of my awakening! Peace and love sister
@tyardovdabulldht23409 ай бұрын
I love this
@dmtdreamz77067 ай бұрын
You can literally hallucinate objects and beings into existence because what's happening is you're tapping into that pure abstract creative potential of mind. That's exactly what you want. Of course it can be kind of freaky but waking up is that times a thousand.
@tessaanngr.727117 күн бұрын
I am rounding Up some fellow Brothers Sisters And WE launch a hog piling with You and your Absolute Greatness!!! Such ❤🎉Appreciation to all of You Life Cool Changes... sooo...n9w we & you playing kick the can.... & crack the whip...hide & seek.... Truth Dare dbl. Dare Promise 2 Repeat fun games times grow😂 Ing up❤❤❤I CHOOSE LOVE I CHOOSE LOVE I CHOOSE
@francinedevinecrystal4177 Жыл бұрын
This is awsome thank you!❤🙏💜
@kracker2226 Жыл бұрын
I wish I knew what my mission is ?
@bellasabella1574 Жыл бұрын
I understand this now! Ty
@gaelle432811 ай бұрын
Very well explained, would like to add that it’s not always linear and you can also over the years get more awakenings. Not necessarily one and done.
@nctreasures88839 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for helping me remember where I am.
@HolisticWitchofMd11 ай бұрын
so well explained. Wake Up! exactly how i felt ❤ and still feel in this new stage of my awakening (i believe its a kundalini one)
@paseirina46976 ай бұрын
Yes 🎉❤
@Kevin-zc7dv4 күн бұрын
What happened to me is I was lifted into light. Three times. Seen alot. Then blinded and given a message.
@Larry219247 ай бұрын
The wisdom in this content initiated a major shift in my perspective. A similar book I read was profoundly influential. "A Life Unplugged: Reclaiming Reality in a Digital Age" by Theodore Blaze
@JessiNavarro-ru1vk6 ай бұрын
Loved it! ❤
@Aftermyownheart Жыл бұрын
Moving out of the DN into The Void. It’s been a rough couple of years.🥴
@befana001 Жыл бұрын
😌
@buddhaneosiddhananda84995 ай бұрын
The path and the goal are one...
@mr-arabie-500411 ай бұрын
stage 3 is going to literally and figuratively change my life
@quilldev6280 Жыл бұрын
Just starting the void, I think once again.... ahhh I'm so happy the dark night is almost ovee
@bradvincent25865 ай бұрын
The void has been going on for a while. I shall be patient and continue praying. 🙏
@meganthenurse4 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for this video
@Thrivewitheve9 ай бұрын
Love this ❤
@sarahk.53086 ай бұрын
BLESSINGS ❤
@auroraeason4470 Жыл бұрын
Grateful for this!
@retsnomeikcooc5 ай бұрын
Welp. 5 it is then. It will come, He will come, be the light for those predisposed to the truth❤
@piedadg3679 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Christina❤
@user-kr4vu2sb2x9 ай бұрын
Thank you Christina💚
@suddelbrie Жыл бұрын
Thank you CL, love that, helpful!
@tracearif55510 ай бұрын
So true...
@KK-dm6sr Жыл бұрын
Yes, almost there!! ❤
@LiveWeightLossSupport6 ай бұрын
Thats how I know that this is real becasue This is exactly how it happened to me before I had names for what was happening to me. Im in the begining stages of my mission and Its beautiful!
@user-rj7qh5vh8s Жыл бұрын
Dark night of the soul is torture
@Faith-gr8ig4 күн бұрын
☺ 🙏 ♥ XX ⚖ 10 10 😉 Toughest & Most Rewarding Journey Not for Faint of Heart or Spirit Self Love & Healing is 🗝 😉 You Got This, God has Got You 😉 🙏 Asè
@sosalty70118 күн бұрын
The void for me too. This is definitely slower than the kundalini awakening.
@Mercia88711 ай бұрын
Thank you went through all 5 Thank you God❤❤❤
@marksims9223Ай бұрын
Thank you ..
@moonstruck5763 Жыл бұрын
I dk what happened but I missed out on the bliss stage 🥹
@user-xp2oy2vu5h2 ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@geraldineyoung13648 ай бұрын
Got it thank you for your wisdom
@user-tk2wl6id3r7 ай бұрын
This is what Lori Ladd has been talking about too!! You basically have to deal with all the stuff that comes up for you. Not push it away and meditate it away in a bliss on a mountain top. It’s going to be hard but you’ll get there ❤ 😢😊
@edbl19448 ай бұрын
On stage 5 now. Started in 2016. It was tough but soooo worth it. I'm me😊
@jordantaylor78852 ай бұрын
Thank you
@anjusingh-qr3jw Жыл бұрын
Thanks universe. You r really amazing
@OutTheBlueTarot8 ай бұрын
Im definitely between groundedness and mission ❤
@wyattgillespie19986 ай бұрын
Im at the dark night, I will persevere
@mansisingh19886 ай бұрын
❤
@Beccasun8 ай бұрын
My awakening happened with the dark night as the first stage then I woke up, felt bliss etc ❤🎉
@MeGogo-bc8dg Жыл бұрын
How to communicate and learn more when you're a down to earth spiritual, what should I do on the daily to make it easier for myself?
@MansCalypso5 ай бұрын
Starting the sunrise
@ladylady80079 ай бұрын
Thank u needed this
@axg59299 ай бұрын
i don’t know. i always feel as if i’m in a void of sadness and hopelessness. i don’t connect with my “friends” or anybody anymore.
@samric2000 Жыл бұрын
thanks alot
@gloribelcouvertier9458Күн бұрын
Still haven’t experienced the bliss. Currently on the groundedness
@szamanzzimbabwe1579Ай бұрын
I am currently living through my dark night and I'm in my mid 20s. It's rough out there.
@april28916 ай бұрын
Whoa.
@ingang88178 ай бұрын
I don't even know if I've ever feel bliss. I jumped straight to the dark night and the void until now... It's so difficult to ground.
@IAMPhoeniX888Ай бұрын
I really wish it was that easy a lot of times we have to keep repeating the phases
@BlueWithTheOooh Жыл бұрын
🦻🦻🦻Pay close attention! These are all facts! Be sure to JOURNAL your JOURNEY so you can REFLECT BACK on your ELEVATION... The Empress Speaks...