Had to accept a lot of unpleasant realities with family. Job is fine, finances ok. Guess it's better to know now rather than later. Beat myself up cause I should have seen the signs. Wanted to believe in an illusion. Fresh start, I suppose. Also overworked myself. Got knocked back hard, but I think there was a purpose to that. Had to stop and reevaluate or die. No exaggerating. I gift love to my fellow decent humans ❤❤❤