I CAN see it as a gift. I learned so much from this connection. I had 2 choices: do nothing and still had fear and codependency or do the work. I did the work and worked on selflove. At that point I could leave. I forgave him, understand his behaviour but we are not on the same level. Yes I am worried because he lost weight and I want him to be happy. He knows everything about my traumas and is proud of me. I will not chase anymore because for now he is emotional unavailable. I lost myself so I had no other choice than to take good care of myself. Thank you so much Angela. Hope to find true love one day. You are the best! 😘
@mermaidinfinityrainbow3183Ай бұрын
Regardless if my DM and I ever come into physical Union, one important lesson he taught me is unconditional love. Because the trials and tribulations I've gone through with him, and that I still want to be with him that shows unconditional love. He's taught me how to unconditionally love, him, other people, source, and myself most of all.
@jes8Ай бұрын
Thank you 🌻
@lucidreams58Ай бұрын
In the Enneagram, I am a four and my TF-name is Michael. He’s an eight. Four and eight work really well together when they have a project to do. Yes, we have had separation. We’re still in communication yet. He doesn’t communicate with me a lot about personal things between us. We communicate daily about work because we work together. He is having substance abuse issues and attempting desperately to clear those within himself and yes, part of the separation that’s happening now has to do with him, figuring out the strategy of getting off the substance and being present and clearheaded so that he can figure out what we’re going to do together or not. Although I feel when he’s clear of substance, he will be much more able to be in a growthful, physical connection with me.
@shabarithelinkАй бұрын
I ask him to buy my mother a birthday gift. He told 'Go Kick Rocks'. I think we're pass separation.
@antoniettemusolino1317Ай бұрын
Great reading Angela 💖resonated well esp the part of the closure , we both missed out on that and he did disappear on me and we haven't spoken or seen eachother for a long time, it would be good to have a friend ship with him
@mermaidinfinityrainbow3183Ай бұрын
My DM always checks in on me, not in person, I always want him to be safe and happy, with or without me physically with him. But I'd rather be with him in physical Union. I have a karmic, put my twin flame and carmich know about each other. And my karmic has wished me nothing but the best moving on with my twin flame if he shows up. My karmic and I do have a child together, so does my twin flame and I. So it has been quite a triangle let's just say. But my DM. I want him to know that I will always choose him over my karmic over anybody. All he has to do is show up physically, and the answer will always be yes for you Azar if your cross watching or reading this. 😊
@mermaidinfinityrainbow3183Ай бұрын
Sorry for so many comments. I know as I used to do readings. It's nice to get feedback. My DM and I both have to take very big risks. He would have to take a big risk showing up at my doorstep, because we haven't seen each other forever, and he would have to face me, and possibly my family and my karmic if they're here when he shows up, and I would have to take a risk because I would have to leave and not be in this place anymore. Which I'm ready to move forward. I would rather move forward with my DM, and see my son by other means, then stay here with my karmic, to have a relationship with my child. ❤1111❤ I'm not satisfied and want closure regardless he wants me in his life physically or not. I deserve closure.
@BasicB-u6iАй бұрын
I love your candle! Where is it from? I feel like it would be a fun craft too with a battery powered candle and cricut😊
@MysticMoonOraclesАй бұрын
Thank you so much and it’s from HomeGoods. I got it in a set of 2. The other one says Witch and they are both battery operated 🥰
@mermaidinfinityrainbow3183Ай бұрын
Thank you. I love my DM unconditionally. Though I will always be here for him, but not waiting to live my life. I'll live it with or without him physically with me. I have to. ❤ I wish him happiness and peace always. But I'm always open if he wants more between us. It's up to him to make the next move. Not me. I can only be receptive to him. And I am, but not settling. ❤2222❤❤1111❤