STORY TIME: THE TIME I HAD TWO BOYFRIENDS | NANNY SERIES

Hey Loves!!! Hey Beautifulllll!! Happy New Yearrrr!!! I Have A New Story Time: The Time I Had Two Boyfriends. That's Part Of My Nanny Series. Almost A 2 Hour Story Time Lol! Y'all Seriously Make Me So Happy That You Love Long Hour/Hours Story Times For Me. It's Seriously The Biggest Compliment. I Appreciate You!! Make Sure You Watched My Previous Story Time: My Boss Tried To Kidnap Me | Nanny Series So Ur Caught Up With Today's New Storytime. This Story Time Is When A Grown Man Was All Up In My Teenage Drama. I Really Hope You Loves Enjoy! Ive Missed You Guys!!! You Guys Seriously Brighten My Days. I Truly Appreciate You & I Want To Thank You So Much For Your Constant Support &. Love. It Never Goes Unnoticed! I LOVE YOU!
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[@AznBaabe]

WE MISSED YOU TOO GIRL!😂 Happy new year🌟

[@zandria8]

Idk if it’s just my birth control but I straight up cry every time I see you cry. I can legit feel your pain through the screen😢 just know I’m giving you a big hug and you’re very loved 💕

[@E.z.b.f]

WE MISSED YOU TOO!!! 💕

[@jessicaelliott4328]

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! WE missed you too. I wait as patiently as possible for you to post. I have to say, the long wait is ALWAYS worth it. Love you chica🖤

[@mz.yumyum1461]

A lot of the problems were also is that I don't know how old your mom is I'm assuming she's between the ages of 45 and 50 but I have to say that it's hard when you have children when you're younger especially back before it was even really as common as it is today and you know from having had your children young that you grow up with your children so when you already have problems like with addiction and stuff it just makes your mistakes that much harder to come back from and I honestly think your mother wants to make things right but she just doesn't know how and she feels like things are so far gone at this point that she doesn't realize that her trying to parent you now will not work because you're already grown and you already have children of your own

[@mrs.camilliajones3560]

A child can’t raise their parent and it’s said that so many of us are forced into the position where we feel we have to. It’s all because a child’s love is unconditional!!❤️

[@Hey_Adanna]

It's called: Parentification. 💜

[@jennifercate8996]

Perfectly said.

[@RayMichelle]

❤️❤️❤️

[@RayMichelle]

@Hey_Adanna i just learned about this myself and it sucks

[@thryssinstitches9655]

The strength you have to have broken the cycle and not do drugs to escape what you went through is so amazing! You should be really proud of yourself for not going down the same path and now you've showed your kids healthier coping skills and decision making.

[@tashiamanning]

💯💯💯

[@esevilla11]

Yes Amen!!!!

[@RayMichelle]

My exact thoughts... literally.

[@leslie-hh4dq]

i love her transparency 🥺 she’s a very pure and loving person

[@isauraizquierdo7640]

I admire the fact that bubbles was there for you after how her son acted. As mothers we know how our children are and we cannot be justifying all their actions. Not a lot of mothers will side with the females in their son’s life’s. I really respect how bubbles was in your court defending you with Mr. Peach and his inappropriate behavior. Alexis you are such a strong person having to deal with all that trama at such a young age.

[@ZZ-qw6el]

I left my ex who’s an addict in 2021 to become a single mom of a 3yr old and I swear you were a contributing factor. Thank you for sharing with us. You’re out here changing lives. 💗💗💗💗💗

[@AllysonRR]

We're all so happy for you! you are so brave

[@ZZ-qw6el]

@@AllysonRR Thank you 🥲

[@Cr8if1]

Hope you continue to thrive honey! Positive vibes your way, you got this!! 😊💖

[@abigails4119]

Bubbles sounds like such an amazing person every time you talk about her. God bless her and her beautiful soul. I am sooooo happy you had such a great adult in your times of need.

[@abigails4119]

Brooo your story times are like a telenovela

[@abigails4119]

I love it

[@hunnymelaa]

If I ever got the chance to hug you, I’d cry !! I look at you as a big sister, love your videos and you girl ❤️

[@jennicadelgado220]

LOL I thought the same thing!

[@gracemedina1320]

I wish Alexis & me were friends in reality , like day to day type of thing, I feel I wod be so happy everyday :/

[@hunnymelaa]

@@gracemedina1320 same girl :( she reminds me so much of myself

[@Flygrabreebree]

I USED to be really impatient about waiting on the nanny series story times. Now , I get it. You look so refreshed and your vibe is so great after your break. It's refreshing. I know you don't know me but I am proud of you Lex. Te quiero mucho! ❤️

[@mrs.camilliajones3560]

Same!

[@mel8853]

Sameeee

[@erikasolorioo7313]

Same but then I remember she got six kids! That’s a lot of work!

[@Flygrabreebree]

@@erikasolorioo7313 Oh I know, trust me. My mom was single with 8 girls (I'm the oldest), 2 jobs and a multitude of hustles.

[@1k.kaeeee]

Sameeee

[@ashleyhernandez3901]

When you said you felt guilty for those whom wronged you, it’s normal I have felt it before. It’s called stockholm syndrome. It’s when a victim has emotional responses to there abuser. You aren’t alone! And I’m proud that you’re taking your time to focus on you! Some have been dealt harder cards than others but focusing on how to fix it is key to overcoming that trama! I love you thank you for normalizing healing from childhood trama.

[@mollyx1569]

you’re so strong to be able to share this with us. a child should not have to fight for their parents love and attention. you are very inspiring and I am so happy that you are here to give all of us advice. you’re like the big sister I never had and i’m so grateful. ❤️ sending hugs

[@casandrabargas5015]

Girl, I’m over here crying bc I feel your pain. My mom was an addict and was in and out of my life until I was 16. She sobered up for like 14 years and just recently relapsed badly. All these emotions hit so hard bc I strives to never follow in her footsteps but it would infuriate me when people say “be the bigger person. Try to understand”.

[@cheyennewilliams1879]

Sending prayers to you! My sister is like this too except I don’t think she’s ever been sober longer than the 12 months of mandatory rehab she had to go to. But it’s so hard to deal with all the drama and pain and heart break of going through it over and over again. All you can do really is pray for your own sanity and their safety.

[@juanyiahlamarr2923]

The fact that your mom was fighting her OWN demons, has NOTHING to do with you. You deserved to be loved. You have every single right to feel the way you do. You were put in some kinds of situations that you could NOT control. I'm so sorry people are using you when you are in venerable situations.

[@spelake5056]

YES! this is victim mentality. Yes it's very hard but you have to fight! If a child can take responsibility then so can an adult. Many might disagree with this comment, but it's the truth. We all like to be victims sometimes because it's truly even more hard to be and stay strong. But we must be! Accountability over comfortability.

[@neci596]

That's such a frustrating situation. I hate not being believed. It's one of the worst feelings. Mr. Peach was a weirdo to the MAX!

[@Yas-hy8ey]

Paused at 46:08 because Alexis, almost a year ago I discovered and fell in love with you! I was in a horrible relationship and hated where I was. You brought me out of my reality and into yours and made me realize that I am not alone in my situation and that there is hope for a brighter, better, stronger future and I didn’t have to go through everything I put up with. YOU helped ME. As I write this today, living by myself, in my own apartment, I am loving my self before anyone else and still healing. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for messages like these. I love our FaceTimes, look at where we are now 😭🥰

[@anakarenbeautyy7059]

Crying at this!!😭🥺🥺🥺 I’m so happy for you!!!

[@Yas-hy8ey]

@@anakarenbeautyy7059 as someone who couldn’t speak to my family or friends about anything I went through your words mean so much thank you beautiful 🤍

[@HeatherLeiigh]

Damn girl, your life's story got me crying witchu at the beginning, laughing witchu through other parts and then left off on anxiously waiting to hear what happens next 😢😂😱

[@morgindupont]

I think that parents are just extremely in denial at times. I hate when they gaslight you as if you are suppose to forget everything because of AGE! Although time heals most things, there is just so much trauma and heartache we all can carry from child hood! And there is nothing wrong with wanting answers than and NOW! I could understand this frustration! You are not alone girl! ❤️

[@orangeblossom7748]

Time healing and forgiveness is mostly for the individual that was gaslighted or in a toxic environment. Therefore all of these things don't dictate that that person's Behavior was right or okay or even justified in some situations. Especially when people are toxic or narcissistic they like to use time healing and forgiveness towards that person they can say things like oh it's been years why don't you get over it Oh I thought you were healed why would that even bother you anymore or why would you bring that up or if you forgave me then it shouldn't matter anyway or be a problem the thing about it is just because someone has healed and has forgiven them doesn't require that person to stay in contact with them or tolerate those behaviors if they're being continued or have shifted into other toxic behaviors or more subtle ways.

[@taylorstiles2546]

This is my first time commenting! I just got caught up on the nanny series!! This series is crazy! The amount of times my jaw dropped hearing the things that happened to you! SMH! ❤️

[@TeffyBabyy]

😆😆 omg girl right!! Its so hard waiting for the next episodes to come!!!

[@TeffyBabyy]

And I can't even tell you how many times I've cried with her🥺🥺

[@mariannebustamante6647]

If you could actually find someone to make your story into a movie I’d definitely watch it!! I hope you get everything you want in life and more I’ve always watched your videos and you seem so genuine.

[@faustinaj.8252]

It truly breaks my heart that "family" treated you so horribly knowing you had no one. They remind me of how horrible my foster parents were. You deserved so MUCH MORE and I am so thankful you have rudee and all your babies. You are an amazing woman and your girls will see your strength and remember the crown you wear and will never let their falter

[@raquelbrown7651]

It’s soooo hard when you’re healing and maturing and the ppl that caused you trauma and pain aren’t healing themselves yet you still have to interact with them. It makes things sooo hard. Try to remember that you can only worry about what’s in your circle of control. Love you Lex❤️

[@natdiaz6691]

YASSSSS ALEXIS!!!!! Loving these long story times if you talked for like 8 hours I’d sit there and listen no breaks!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@princessaasia9618]

aw Alexis when you started crying I really felt you, you definitely deserve so much better babe

[@shygir21]

Girl it doesn’t feel long with your story time !! This needs to be a series on Netflix!! I’ll watch it on repeat

[@FIBROMOM]

"If you can't speak of a hard time without crying or getting upset, you aren't healed" that hit me hard at one time but you definitely are on your way to healing.. The one that holds all the burden, all the guilt, all the blame is the one that is suffering. I, hope you learn to drop all this baggage, it's not yours to carry. 💜💜💜ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ 💜💜💜

[@CincinMarie]

At this point I feel like Alexis is a sister and need to protect at all cost. Been a long time subbie and seen you and your family grow. I love Hun ❤️ you're an absolutely beautiful, amazing, woman.

[@jadax3188]

B be mm

[@roseesthetic]

I was just scrolling on KZbin to look for something to watch, I love this series. Also happy New Year's to everyone ☺

[@brionnacierra]

🥳 happy near year

[@gggm3554]

Happy New Year!!🎉🎉

[@yofavlilgurl]

happy new year!! 🥳🥳🥳

[@nicolelopez7740]

Awe mija, I had to pause this video so many times and just cry. My heart breaks for you so much just knowing how much bull you had to go through and how you really had no one to comfort you 😢💔 You were a child surrounded by people who had no shame for what they did to you or cared how it affected you. I hate that you still have so much healing to overcome but I’m so proud of your strength and courage. Keep your head up beautiful mama and I’ll be praying for you!

[@kiyannahonani1572]

Jayda, you have the prettiest eyes ☺️ they shine when you’re happy! ❤️❤️ much love & happiness in the New Year!

[@teaganmackey8011]

The fact that she’s willing to show raw emotions and isn’t afraid to say what’s happened to her is amazing, she definitely makes sure her supporters know they aren’t alone and we all go through it and have our own battles in life❤️ you got this girl it’s amazing to see you pick yourself back up!

[@Lil_Ms_Crystal_Rose]

God seeing you cry was so painful but so comforting at the same time. I'm a survivor too, and hearing the momentary silence was so gut wrenching because I could almost physically see you fighting the pain and memories. My father is currently struggling with addiction, and whenever I hear your stories about your mom and your words cut so deep. Te quiero mucho, Alexis. We're here for you, and thank you for feeling so safe with us that you can be vulnerable. You're a beautiful mama, person, and friend. Remember fambams got your back, girl!

[@ashlina10]

I remember as a kid my dad would give all of our “extra” money to his friends. We would go without lights, water, or other necessities… I know the feeling where others are put before you and your needs. I still don’t understand it.

[@urcha0192]

Did you see him giving this money away cause my dad would do this shit but really it was all lie he spent it on drugs

[@ashlina10]

@@urcha0192 yeah, I saw him giving the money away. Or he would buy the “party supplies” like alcohol and stuff. I never saw him buy drugs but he allowed his friends to use any pain meds we had in the house. Like one time I broke my collar bone and was given pain med… I walked in on his friends crushing my pills. But I’ve heard stories about the drugs he was associated with.

[@urcha0192]

@@ashlina10 ok that's seriously messed up

[@ajahrichardson8706]

GIRL! EVERYBODY AND THEY MAMA'S HAD THE DAMN NERVE! UGH! It's always good seeing you open up about your experiences mama. Sending you lots of love from the bay Lex. Just know you got fam bam everywhere who will ride for you haha!

[@iamuniquee2150]

I just want to say thank you for this, my mom and yours actions are literally the sammmme and it blew my mind. I'm 22 and I fight these battles that no one around me understands w her (also diagnosed with ptsd) not to mention the amount of friends I have that don't pour back into me what I pour into them. I took a step back to put myself first and cut so many people off (including her) recently and this is the reminder I needed that this is right for ME.

[@ashleydaugherty3373]

I love watching your story times! Your all that I watch while at work. Just got back from maternity leave and start the series again today with this episode . I’m glad I did, bc I can relate when it comes to your mom. I’m an addict myself for over 10 years and finally sober for almost two years, so I’ve been in ur moms situation and I have kids myself. Two of them were already born while I was going through my addiction and bc of it, their dad has custody of them and I’m slowly having them back in my life. It touched me so much seeing the other side of the fence as a child to an addict. I’m thankful I got sober while they were little and pray I never relapse, but even though they were younger I know it’s gonna effect them and already do. My daughter is 7 and is the oldest and starting to ask questions about not being able to stay w me for long periods of time and why her dad wants her to have nothing to do with me. As an addict myself I completely understand the consequences I did to myself and can’t blame anything or anyone but myself. The most important amends to make is to my children by putting them first and being there for them as a mom. I admit my faults and failures threw the years and have worked on not placing blame or minimize my actions or even try to make excuses. The fact is I picked my kids and family over drugs but now I’m slowly showing them that they are number 1 priorities now. I pray your able to heal and your mom gets the help and support she needed from people that go to school to help and fellow addicts. NOT YOU! It’s not ur responsibility to help her or make excuses for her, bc if u do she will never change. I love you !! 💕

[@ClairesMyth]

She broke herself! She knew/knows her choice was wrong, she picked an abusive man over you- she had an apt!

[@Isc_545]

Honestly lex, it’s always so hard for me to listen to story times that involve your mom abusing you. I have gone no contact with my mother for more than a year and it was the best thing I could’ve done. Some things don’t need to be understood, they just are like that. And it is not your job to constantly make sure these people feel validated. I love you so much and I hope your journey healing your inner child is so enlightening. You are an amazing person. Happy New Years to your fam from mine.

[@cleanseandbloom]

Wow you’re so strong to be-able to talk about this and share the wisdom you’ve acquired through this.. You can tell you’ve been putting in the work on healing your heart inner child, and seeing things through the eyes of source.

[@mosaicofmentalhealth]

I am a single mama of 2 babies, I have Borderline Personality Disorder, ADD & Bipolar 2, I've struggled my whole life with addictions, self harm etc, and honestly watching you helps me be more aware of how my demons affect my relationship with my babies, and I hate that you hurt so much, and that so many adults failed you, but you sharing your heart & soul with us is helping so many people you don't realise how important are. So much love. Wish I could hug you 🖤🖤🖤

[@elizabethgarcia6050]

Seriously crying with you. My dad was/is a heroine addict. Never blame yourself!!!! Hugs from CA

[@sarahpaigesimke]

Oh girl, how relatable addiction issues are for so many. I really do think strength plays a big role, it’s the easy way to numb the pain away instead of facing it head on. For some it feels impossible to handle and look for an outlet for survival. Don’t resent your strength, because it’s all something we strive to have but not all born with. You’re incredible and are changing peoples lives and starting conversation… keep being you.

[@divacandii158]

When you cry about your mom I cry too. I've been through similar with my mom. Even as an adult. But like you said, it taught me everything I DID NOT want to be with my kids and those experiences made us strong ass women. I admire you so much and your ability to tell the stories about your past because I know it's not easy ❤

[@ChristinasJourney1]

In the hospital cafeteria eating dinner my daughter just give birth to twins so I'm staying here with her. Thanks for sharing story's with us. Yes we love you girl!!!

[@dashealynnez7015]

Congratulations 🎊🍾

[@Di_777]

Congrats 💚💚

[@chaslinpreble6553]

Listening to you be so open, and telling us not to explain and not to apologize for other people hurting you and if he wanted to he would really has gotten me through so much. I adore you and I cannot get enough💗💗 I try to save nanny videos for road trips alone so I can get my therapy in bulk!! Lovvvve you!!💕

[@iirenefelix]

I’m finally catching up on the chisme! You are such a strong chica! 💪🏼💕 Love the person you are and the advice you give us all! ❤️

[@Aly508x]

This couldn't have come at a better time for me, going through things with my mother and her personality seems similar to your mother. It's so hurtful when you are crying out for help but your mother is not responding. Your story times have helped me in a way you can not imagine, I have started journaling just like you since I can't make sense of my feelings and words. I cried with you and felt it all, this was therapy for me too so thank you for making me feel better :') I hope you can work things out with your ma x

[@ashleytee9261]

i really hope your mom sees this video. Everything you said was valid… It makes total sense. I really hope you guys can hash it out in an understanding way. Your releasing your demons here and thank god you built this platform for your peace!! Keep venting girl.. we are always here for you ♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@eileen3678]

Just re-watched the ENTIRE nanny series. It hits different the second time when you know who everyone is!! And I cried just as much of not more this time around 🙏🙏

[@AngelinaBurgin]

Yessssssssssss! I love listening to you while I work!!! its like we are talking on the phone and your really talking to me! LOL, you make my work day go by so fast! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@xochitll8026]

You thank us for listening and letting you cry but we thank you for sharing your story and raw emotions with us. You’re so genuine and inspiring 💕

[@katiemarie3348]

So proud of you for breaking the addiction cycle! There will always be an excuse to use. It takes true strength to raw dawg those feelings and trauma 💕👊🏼💕

[@neomangwathe4781]

Ow boy you had me crying like a baby when it came to being left alone in an unfamiliar place and being bullied on the internet.... I felt like I was there with you 😭....Sending you hugs and love❤

[@lisa.mariee6]

When you broke down about your moms addiction I felt that soooo much exactly how I feel. Always told you know better by everyone but they know better too! I grew up with addicts around me and my mom is also bipolar and struggled with addiction and everything you said just resonates with me so much, it felt good to cry with you hahah ❤️

[@jalycarosas8959]

I'm only 12mins in and all I wanna do is just reach through the screen and just hug you! You were a child and it was not your responsibility. You didn't deserve any of that. I absolutely love you and your videos! The strength you have is amazing. You are such a beautiful person inside and out!💕

[@christinehanrahan4750]

I love the way you tell story time with every detail, I can picture it in my head like a movie!

[@Mommakate711]

I wish I could remember my traumas as much as you, it’d be so healing. Girl I love these videos so much! Happy healing babe you got this ❤️

[@ashleyandrade2375]

Since commenting helps you , here I am! Lol love you Alexis! I loved vlogmas! And I tried all the recipes you did on there but the green posole was a hit!!!

[@carleefelix4687]

i just started the nanny series like a week ago and finally caught up! Girl, the amount of times you had me crying with you. I just wish i could give you the biggest hug 💚

[@Xoxokrysee]

This entire explanation of dealing with the result of childhood trauma today is litterally everything. Keep putting yourself first queen; only you live inside of your mind and you need to be happy and healthy and a lot of times that does mean blatantly putting yourself first now so that you can live happily with yourself, that is the only way you will be fruitful and successful. Fortunately and unfortunately too many can relate to your situations, I believe that’s for strength; the universe can only bring you what you are giving, so give the universe every reason to bless you. ❤️ PS pleaseeee never stop these videos! ❤️

[@ale.selenac510]

You are so strong girl! Literally an inspiration! You deserve all the happiness in the world!!!

[@deelovebug3751]

I needed the part where you tell us if we are having a bad day, cuz girl im having the worst start to 2022, I feel so inadequate and unimportant and you just made me smile for what feels like the first time in a long time. I love listening to your story times that make me feel not so alone in having such a traumatic childhood. Thank you so much for what you do!! Love ya girl!

[@kamillagutierrez9006]

You’re absolutely valid in all of yout feelings. Addiction and Illnesses aside, her thought process is so skewed and probably will never change. Some people can’t grow internally

[@Lilnikii]

I really love watching these story time videos, its like therapy to me. Thank you for the advice, I needed that. Especially because I've been going through a lot.

[@calovesyou2010]

Your stories touch my heart every single time I watch them. Even if I've already watched them before. I hope one day I can meet you in person and become a real friend. Love ya, Lex

[@gabrielasaavedra3108]

That moment when you talked about the people who don’t acknowledge us or don’t take the time check up on us, 2021 I learned to not bothered or even waste my energy with the those people, I related to you so much!!!!!

[@sincerelysandrea7857]

Hey girl! I hope you brought your New Year in how you wanted! I’m just sitting here with a bowl of cereal ready to hear the tea! 😂

[@Chakrastylingbyashly]

Girl I’m so happy for you and your growth in all aspects 💕 continue to show yourself love lex. It’s so crazy how alike our lives are 😭

[@Vickyrabanales]

I was having such an awful day today, so happy I saw this! Was exactly the serotonin I needed 💖💖💖

[@Destinymonae_]

I’m so glad we are able to hear your stories you legit have the BEST story times, not only are they wild and exciting but they’re soo relatable I was balling when you were half the time bc I been thru the same thing. Luv ya Lex

[@jessicaalpuche]

Alexis! You really are my favorite mini youtube series novela! Like each time you tell your story times ..enserio siento que estoy viendo una novela en mi cabesa! Much love to you!!! 💜

[@ashleydeluca1185]

I have to say Alexis, you are my favorite KZbin of all time. If I ever feel down, I always come back to your channel, and your beautiful face makes me so happy. Your aura and vibe shines so bright! you are such a wonderful old soul even as a young ass mocosa! you were so wise beyond your years 💜 stay gorgeous !!!

[@elizabethtriesit]

Sis your timing is ✨Immaculate ✨I’m getting ready for a 1st date and my pansa is nervous 😩 this video is just what I needed. ILYYYY 💕

[@sweetmatcha]

This story time was so good I can’t wait for the next one 🥰🥰

[@sola1835]

Girl take your time !!!!! We love your long story times ❤️ makes our day !

[@palomaquerida]

Washing dishes goes su much faster with you! Happy New Year. May God fill you with peace from on high.

[@kamillagutierrez9006]

Alexis sending you so much positive vibes 💕 Don’t feel guilty for how you handle things with your mom. You’ve been through so much and you NEED to put yourself first especially when you haven’t been put first as a child. I think your mother needs to do more work on her side of the relationship with you, please don’t place the blme on yourself for how your mom acts. She NEEDS to take responsibility FOR ALL OF HER ACTIONS. Some people don’t change and some people never see the blame in themselves.

[@TiffToofa]

We aren’t victims we are soldiers. I feel like I have my life being told through another person and it’s honestly so sad. As grown women and mothers we carried that pain well and it took a while to get where we are emotionally and we will never fully be “healed” but we did it and were only getting better as days go on.

[@anitareyes3]

Girl I’m sitting here crying with you because I can relate especially when you said I broke my mom because I have felt that way for so long thank you for sharing because i needed to hear it I needed a good cry too. Love you lex you have no idea how much we’re healing with you 🥰

[@orangeblossom7748]

🤍🤍

[@jennifernavarro1810]

We missed you!!! Thank you for all your hard work and dedication in opening up about the hardest moments. I look up to you, you are such a strong woman. Loved the long video ❤️

[@bribrimartinez9988]

Thank you for being brave and sharing your stories with us ! We love you ! ❤️

[@annachristiine]

Dang J , you need your own Ted talk. This is literally a wake-up call to whoever needs it.

[@dzy1008]

Lex! You're leaving us hanging 😔 😄 I can relate to some of your stories, thank you for sharing and being so honest with your story times. I also do the inside monologue 🤣 when I'm talking to my friends about the crazy shit that goes on in my life. Can't wait for the second part of story time. Do you still communicate with Joe? I remember you mentioning that you still talk to his Mom.

[@yaliaaaa.]

AHHH IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS AHHH IM GLAD IM EARLYYYY

[@thepillows1235]

❤️ me too

[@simonesas7862]

You are so strong and I admire how much you have triumphed over adversity. I will never understand how these "adults" thought it was ok to bully, abuse and manipulate a child. Nor, how they could enable other children to do the same to you. Sending you hugs, love and prayers for your continued growth and success.

[@jennaevangelista9177]

Even though im late to watching the Nanny series, I've been enjoying these stories so much! I must have been living under a rock to miss so many videos. It's been nice watching video after video, almost like you have your own Netflix series!

[@helenhighlights7814]

Respect she wants* vs respect she deserves* you can’t want and get without deserving it. I’m so sorry that’s your situation. That’s just too much babe. 💕

[@desr1087]

Alexis, I feel your pain through this video and your emotions… my mom was/is the same way unfortunately. It hurts my heart to see you hurt.

[@alextherusher1]

Yaaaasss girl this is an amazing way to start the year!!! Thank you for posting I love you so much ❤️❤️❤️

[@stacymarie7500]

Oop I saw you had uploaded and told my hubby to leave me be for the next almost 2 hours, that I had to watch the new nanny series video. I also watched all your vlogmas and seeing y'all together and watching the kids grow is amazing ❤

[@kristaburley4705]

GIRL! I looooove these long stories. I can literally listen to you talk and hug you all day! I love you. Don’t forget sometimes you have to love people from a distance and that your feelings are ALWAYS valid! I love you 😘

[@tinaj352]

Yes girl me starting my makeup and now I get to hear a story time while I get ready!!! Ready for the tea!!!

[@melondydavidson1016]

Girl, i understand!!! All of that stuff wanting you to do all the "adult calls" is setting u up to take care of her later on. Dont get me wrong, i love my mom and dad and would never let anyone disrespect them, ever. My dad passed about a month ago. Alzheimer's was very rapid and we had a real hard time with him for over a year. I never realized that my mom was so mentally "off". I have a seventeen yo. She is jealous of "any" interaction between my daughter and i. I have to make all the phone calls when she overspends. Its hard!!! I had to go into Food City Corporate Offices and pick up 3 bad checks in less than a month. She closed my account because she didnt want to be the only one "having bank trouble". Munchausen syndrome or Munchausen's by proxy is an interesting read. I was molested by a cousin starting at about 3. I told mom immediatly (sp) then i went to my dad. I knew my dad would go to the moon and back for me. That was the first time i was disillusioned with the adult world. But i paid the price. They said to "stay away" and "dont be alone" with her. I was 3 and an only child. I couldnt play with anybody else (the neighbors) or school friends. This is bull*+it! Nobody helped. When i was 13, i fought my cousin over this. She was 10 years older and i "whooped her ass"! My early adulthood was horrible. I started therapy by myself. Im 50, and when i had my daughter, she begged me to come home so they could have her as much as possible. So, i moved back in with them and my grandmother. Things were ok at first. But the strangulation had already started. Now, its just my daughter, me and mom. Nobody is doing well. Mom cant go out of the house alone. I cant have one minute to myself. I cant spend any time with my daughter alone. When i was 14 she had a mental breakdown. I did all the cleaning, washed the clothes, and shopping and cooked! She would stare for hours at me like she wanted to kill me. Told me so a fëw times. Girl, hang in there, get a GOOD therapist, take frequent breaks with visits. Demand your respect! Dont let people run over you! Hold your ground and set bounderies. Dont waver, cause it will start again. Save the love you have for them, because you cant get it back. But they will contunue to do stupid things and expect you to get them out of any trouble they always seem to find. I feel for you. My entire adulthood has been like this. Ive been poisoned several timës. Ive lost great jobs because of her too. She would call over and over. She would find things for me to do, while im working. Like getting the car insurance canceled and it should be no trouble to take care of at my work. She thinks shes entitled because shes my mom. I still love her but i have to worry whats next.

[@marisalizette4159]

Alexis don’t ever feel like you broke her because YOU went through that trauma you didn’t cause it he did. I know it’s hard not to blame yourself I was in a similar situation and it fucking hurt when my pain was used for someone else benefit because when I finally opened up about it they sided with him and said I was just lying! So if that’s when shit went downhill it’s because SHE did not want to believe it herself she didn’t want to leave him so it was easier to try and mask everything then deal with it!

[@megandunning1558]

Love your stories!!!! Something long to listen too while doing something that takes time and you can enjoy it and not realize the time it takes!!! Lots and lots of love hun!

[@tayloredgar5763]

Sweetie as a recovering addict who is a new mother, your mom probably wanted you to not end up like her. She wants so much more for you then what she went through. It doesn't make your pain in less. Your feelings are so valid. Don't ever forgot that hurt people hurt people sometimes and sometimes the ones they love the most are the ones that get it the worst.

[@helenhighlights7814]

Girl hold up. Absolutely do not feel bad for giving the same energy back. That is beyond unacceptable. Do not let someone treat you like shit and dim yourself just because you crave that relationship. If that’s what she wants she needs to put in equal work. My mom and I had the same relationship in high school and now we are great and have a good relationship but it took a lot of tough love to get there. You are beautiful, strong and amazing. She will see that. Okay rant over lol. Giving it to you like I’d give it to a girlfriend of mine 💕

[@Savannahlovexo]

Hey Alexis, I just wanted to to offer some advice and perspective which, of course, you do not have to take but I do want to share bc I do care about you as a supporter and it makes me cry when I see how much pain you have gone through and are currently going through with your mom. I also have a smiliar background with my mother as you do, although she didn't have any addictions - growing up, she and I would always clash and she would call me EVERY name in the book, saying I was a horrible daughter, that I always did wrong, and say other negative things about me (never to my siblings). She even tried to send me away to a correctional facility but the phone operator literally told her "ma'am your daughter doesn't meet the criteria to be sent here"....why? Becuase I hadn't done anything wrong. I have always been the staright-A student in every grade, never broke her "rules" nor did I hang out with friends because my mom never wanted me to leave the house...she was very strict, to a fault. Growing up, I would lash out at my mom bc, in retrospect, I was hurt by everything she had and was still doing to me (emotional and mental abuse)....I only found peace with everything once I told myself that our mother and daughter relationship did NOT have to be perfect OR even exist....TOXICITY is NEVER acceptable EVEN if it comes from your own parents. Now I'm 25 and feel at peace with myself (altho I struggle every now and then TBH) bc I don't expect my mom to be or act like the mom I wish I had. I keep my distance and it works for me. It's sad but it's what I had to do for MY OWN well being and internal peace. Alexis, I'm not saying you have to cut your mom out of your life but sometimes distance does work...you have so much love and charisma in you which is why YOU SHINE so bright (girl we all love your videos bc of your personality!). Don't let ANYONE dim your light. I'm happy you have a therapist bc, trust me, they help to find closure within yourself

[@urcha0192]

I'm just saying... She did say everything you just wrote that she knows she doesn't need to have the mum daughter relationship she thought she would have with her and that they keep it now are you going good that's good.. did you watch that part or not

[@Savannahlovexo]

@@urcha0192 hi hello, yes I did. As I wrote, I was sharing my perspective, as Alexis did too. Me sharing the same perspective is simply me trying to show her and others that she’s not alone in that mentality.

[@Savannahlovexo]

@@urcha0192 Anything else you want to make sure I watched or? FYI, idk if you genuinely are asking that question out of genuine curiosity but perhaps next time you ask anyone a question, phrase it more politely bc yours came off across as rude…”just saying”.

[@urcha0192]

@@Savannahlovexo When someone usually says I am just offering my advice you do not have to take it comes across as not being relatable but more so as 'said advice just FYI

[@urcha0192]

@@Savannahlovexo and FYI if me saying did you watch that part or not is rude to you 🤣 That is a you problem

[@CoutureByKrystal]

The difference between you and her is strength. Some people don’t have it, no matter how loud they are. Sometimes you just have to accept that everyone’s different and handles thing differently and it’s out of your control. You just have to learn from it and move on because if you don’t it’s going to weigh on you and that’s putting your mental health at risk. Sometimes when I see or know somethings going on I have to say to myself or them I’m sorry. I love you but I just can’t. I can’t dwell on you when I have to put me and my babies and husband first. It’s a hard thing to do but you learn. Also I hear you when you say you get it with your mom and her fighting demons. You get it, it’s just hard to accept/understand. PTSD can be hard to live with. Trust me I know personally. So just keep trying. Keep moving forward. Trust God and that what happens in your life is done for a reason. Most importantly, cuddle with your babies. It releases Serotonin in the brain that helps you feel happy. Kinda like an all natural antidepressant.

[@kendragwyn7505]

I absolutely love your story times! I have binge watched all the previous videos in the nanny series and I love how you make us the audience feel like we are there! I love your long videos! About every video I have wanted to hug you 🤗 I love watching your story times while I cook, eating, driving to work in the morning. It helps me escape my stress for the day and relax. Thank you for being you and can’t wait to watch more of your videos! ❤️❤️

[@DJ_1981]

You are just..omg, a breath of fresh air. I feel heard through you. You literally feel like a friend to me and I say that about none of the other KZbinrs I really like. Keep doing you ❤️ I'm happy to be along for the ride as long as you desire it