[SUB] 후회없는 데이트 코스! 삼청동 편🌼 3대 라면 맛집 / 소금빵 / 핫플 /포토스팟 추천 / vlog | 지금 데이트 Ep.1

🌼지금 데이트 - 삼청동🌼
00:00 데이트 Start!
01:53 ☆3대 라면 맛집☆
04:45 디즈니 덕후라면 꼭 가봐야 할 핫플
07:23 인생 샷 포토스팟 1
08:46 주차 꿀팁!
09:47 인생 샷 포토스팟 2
10:29 인생 샷 포토스팟 3
11:55 인생 샷 포토스팟 4
13:05 찐 소금빵 맛집…
13:55 분위기 갑 카페
💜수수의 데이트에 온 걸 환영해💜
꺄 안녕~하세요~✌🏻
수수연수입니당!
앞으로 수수의 데이트 콘텐츠를 매!달! ⭐️새로운⭐️
여자친구와 남자친구를 초대해 각 지역을 돌아다니며
맛있는 맛집도 가고
핫하다는 카페도 가고
인생 샷 장소도 가보려고 해요!
어때 어때~~~~ 기대되지~~~😝💘
앞으로 옥수수와 이렇게 하나하나씩 더 더 많이! 추억을 쌓아가보려고 합니다-💚
⭐️⭐️아! 그리구 보고 싶은 지역 있으면 적어줘요.. 그리고 옥수수들이 가봤는데 맛있었다던지, 좋았던 곳! 이런 곳도 많이 공유해주시면
수수연수 가볼게요 헿 ⭐️⭐️
많이 기대해주시고, 사랑해주세요 그럼 우리 다음 주에 또 만나자구!!!! 뿅
❤︎저한테 추천해주실 콘텐츠 있으시면 댓글에 꼭 남겨주세용!❤︎
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#데이트 #데이트코스 #브이로그

[@juxmiin]

평소와 다른 편집스타일 너무 좋아요💚 하이틴 공주들 일상 훔쳐보는 느낌•• k느낌 곁들인,,

[@user-yy9lp1od6r]

힐링힐링 아름다운 둘의조합은 쵝오 계속 계속 찍어주세요우🧡🧡🧡

[@10gracie04]

지금 데이트 컨텐츠.... 너무 좋아요. 자주자주 해주세요👼🏻 다음 컨텐츠로 혹시 언니들은 4명이서 사진 찍으시는데 다 같이 잘 나온 사진은 어떻게 정하시는지 사진은 어떻게 찍으시는지 보정은 어떻게 하는 지 뒤에 배경은 어떤 곳이 예쁜지 그런 꿀팁 영상도 보고싶어요!💗

[@hxxwxnn]

서로 머리콩 하는거 망설이는거 너무 귀여워요 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 둘이 나오는거 자주 올려죠요🐰🤍

[@youngforever8849]

수수님은 얼굴도 예쁜데 맘까지 왜케 이뻐요? ㅠㅠ❤ 진짜 너무 좋아...🫶🏻

[@lj2132]

라면집에서 넉다운 .. 괜히 새벽에 봤어요 ㅎㅎ .. 항상 주변분들께 감사한 마음을 표현하는 애정넘치는 연수언니 ㅎㅎ 두분의 예쁜 우정도 포에버 🥰

[@user-oz5dk7et9x]

이렇게 예쁜 언니 둘이서 하는 데이트는 생각만 해도 행복이고 힐링이에요 ❤ 항상 혜미언니랑 연수언니 보면 서로가 서로를 아끼고 좋아하는 마음이 너무 잘 느껴져서 보는 저는 너무 기분이 좋아요 !!! 늘 이렇게 행복만 해줘요 연수언니 🤍

[@seoyeonsu]

히히 혬 수는 서로 아끼는중>3< 옥수수들이 이번 영상 좋아해주는 것 같아서 너무 기분 좋아요!!💘 가히님도 좋은 밤되시구 항상 찾아와줘서너무 고마워요!😝💘

[@iwanttogohome._]

이런 거 너무 좋아요 ㅠㅠㅠ🥹❤️❤️❤️ 나중에 싹 다 친구랑 가보고 싶어지는 영상이네요 🥰

[@1ove__]

이 날의 머리 모양이 넘 예쁘고 옷도 넘 진짜 어울려용🖤🖤

[@j0oos.523]

진짜 한 지역 잡아서 이렇게 핫한 스팟 추천해주는 컨텐츠도 좋고 야외에서 찍는 븨로그도 넘넘넘 좋아여🤍🤍

[@seoyeonsu]

다음은 어디를 가볼까나아💜

[@jennykim7396]

보기만 해도 힐링 그 잡채인 수수 엔 혜미... 사랑후ㅐ,,,,,

[@seoyeonsu]

힣💕 우리 우정 영원히 옥수수들도 영원히~

[@_ToTo_chae_o_n.1207]

늘 혜미님과 함께하는 컨텐츠는 뭔가 꽁냥꽁냥 우당탕탕한 너낌ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ진짜 두분다 러블리의 결정체야 아주그냥!!!!!귀여우면 다냐!!??귀여워서 다 된다~~그냥 이대로 평생 쭉 두분 우정 뽀에버 해주세유ㅠㅠ 둘다 행복만 해요 진짜♥️ 토토 사진 또 보고 싶다 하셔서 슬쩍 변경해서 돌아온 저ㅎㅎ 토토도 영상 아주 잘 봣슴니다유 이번영상도 햄복해요오~~🐶

[@seoyeonsu]

와 기여워 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 토토얔ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 안뇽🫶🏻🐶🫶🏻 너무 기엽구나 ㅠ 작지만 기여운게 너무 느껴져요!! ㅠㅠ 오늘도 와줘서 고마워용,, + 토토 사진 보여줘서 또 고마워용 ㅠ💛

[@user-sx9op1fp2v]

먼산보는것도 포즈하는것두ㅎㅋㅎㅋ귀여워용 >< 진짜오늘도 맛집이랑 포토스팟도 알려주고 넘좋아요 영상올리자마자못와서😢 미안해요 저 이제 새내기인데 내일 오티잘하고올수있겠죠! 영상보구 긴장되는마음 힐링하고가요 -`ღ´-

[@user-vj4gh3jk8z]

수수하고 예쁜 연수언니❤ 재밌게 보고갑니다~!

[@RizkaDwiSrirahayu]

thank you for uploading again I miss your vlog♥️♥️

[@user-yr5gu2nd2g]

내가 너무 좋아하는 조합..❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@user-tg7xd4zz2y]

언니 영상만 보면 너무 행복해져요

[@seoyeonsu]

나는 이 글때매 행복해졌어요 고마워요

[@happyday6731]

둘 조합은 그냥 믿고 보는거죠 ! ! 🫶🏻🎲

[@seoyeonsu]

믿 보!!🤪🤍🤍

[@user-ch6ew8ws4t]

이 콘텐츠 너무 조아요!!!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@seoyeonsu]

Ep2 기대해주기~~🤪

[@user-jarry]

언니 둘이 있을때 진짜 행복해 보여서 제가 더 행복 해요 🥰 라면을 뚝배기에 주는 폼 비쳤당 ㅜㅜ 저는 불은거 좋아하도 매운것도 좋아해서 서울가면 꼭 가볼게요✨ 뮤비보고 언니 진짜 연옌인줄 ㅎㅎ 이리보니깨 또 뮤비랑 분위기가 다르네용 일교차 심할깨 감기 조심해유🥰🤙🏻

[@seoyeonsu]

헤헤 서울가면 꼭 와보기🫰🏻오늘도 행복한 하루보내요 재리재리

[@user-ve6qs5xv1k]

브이로그 재미있게 봤습니다❤❤

[@eunhye5847]

꺅 얼마만이에요❤❤ 혜미언니 감기걸렸나봐요😢 두분 우정 포에버💗💗💗💗 데이트코스 모두저장하고 주말에 다녀와야겠어요 ㅎㅎㅎ 캔디맨 노래 너무좋은데요?? 노래도 저장 ㅎㅎ 연수언니픽 다 좋아요 🥰 모자 정보알수있을까요 연수언니😮🫶🏻

[@user-tf4hf3fm4d]

진짜 길 가다가 마주치는 게 제 소원 ..😂 너무 예뻐요 누나 오래오래 제 정신적 지주가 되어주세용 😘😘❤️

[@seoyeonsu]

오래오래 곁에 있으께에!!💚 이 날 옥수수 두명이나 만났다구우 우리도 곧 보는 날이 올거예유🏹👼🏻

[@Banil_0226]

헐 완전 최애조합에다가 브이로그😮😢❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@seoyeonsu]

꺄아❤❤재밌었을까용 ㅎㅎㅎ

[@baaangzu727]

컨텐츠 최고댜…진짜짱짱 짱!

[@seoyeonsu]

헤헹 기분 좋구만!!💘

[@seoluixo]

우왕 컨텐츠 넘 좋다요! 언니랑 데이트하고푸다🥺

[@seoyeonsu]

옥수수들이랑도 데이트해야지잉!!💚

[@jinsunglee5910]

역시 둘 조합은 말모…💛 부산이나 지방도 특별편으로 가주세요!!

[@seoyeonsu]

오 부산 가고싶다 특별편 레고❤️

[@Kimchiis]

추억의 라면집!! 존맛인데!!! 담에 수수코스로 가야겠굳❤

[@seoyeonsu]

진짜 추억이댜~~~ㅋㅋ💕

[@dyoongX2]

봄이니까 이런 야외 브이로그 넘 좋아요❤ 프로텐션 수수언니랑 계속 웃참챌하는 혜미언니 넘 귀욥 ㅜ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 항상 느끼는건데 늘 받는 사람을 생각하는 수수언니의 선물 고르는 센스 부러워요 ㅜㅜㅜ 수수언니 친구들은 좋겠따😆

[@seoyeonsu]

헿~ 야외 브이로그 자주 만나용..Ep2도 기대해줘요!!🤪💜

[@olivebbom]

컨텐츠 너무 좋아요! 두 분 너무 예쁘셔요👍❤️ 지방러지만 삼청동 당일치기로 갔었는데 도토리 가든 넘 맛있더라구요😄

[@user-ky4hx9gu1w]

울연수언니 ,,, 저날 춥지는 않았어요 ?? 브이로그 찍느라 힘들었을텐데 혜미언니랑 같이 데이트해서 오히려 더 좋고 신나고 좋아보여서 옥수수들도 보기 좋아요 !! ㅎ 토이스토리 가서 좋아하는 연수언니 보고 진짜 좋아하겠다 생각했어요 옥수수들이라면 다 아는 울 연수언니의 토이스토리 사랑 🥰 전에 저 폰케이스 이벤트때 손편지 토이스토리 엽서에 써주신거 아직도 잘 보관하고이써요 !! 매번 열심히 유튜브 올려줘서 너무 고마워요 연수 언니 항상 응원해요 다음에는 혜화동편도 궁금해요 얼마 안남은 2월도 화이팅이요 ! 😘

[@seoyeonsu]

흐으응 ㅠ 짱추워쪄.. 우리 둘다 벌벌 떨어따능ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 고마워요 다음 데이트편도 기대해줄거죠~~?💚💕

[@user-pp2xy5ib8k]

이 컨텐츠 너무 좋자나요ㅠㅠㅠㅠ진짜 언니가 엄청 고민한느낌🥹🫶🏻🥹 지방에 살아서 서울 어디를 가면 좋을지 몰라서 맨날 압구정만 갔는데 이제 삼청동도 알차게 다녀올 수 있을 거 같아요ㅜㅠ 누가 맛집, 포토스팟, 주차장까지 다 알려주냐구!!! 수수연수 진짜 사랑해🤍🤍

[@seoyeonsu]

아니이이 ㅠ 내 마음을 다 알아본거야? 맛집 포토스팟 주차장까지 열심히 열심히 알려주고싶었는데 마치 날 본 것만 같군💛

[@peachblue5212]

언니! 저 며칠 전에 이번 바코 바비 콜라보를 했던 뷰티 화보를 봤어요! 이번 바코 광고를 우연히 보게 돼서 스크롤 내리다가 세경님 사진 다음에 연수 언니 사진도 떴는데.. (바코 뷰티모델인 거 알고는 있었지만!) 언니 옥수수 되고서 바코 사진 보게 되니까... 괜히 반갑고 더 기분 좋은 거 있죠...?? 특히 이번 바코 바비 콜라보 뷰티 화보가 더 맘에 드는 게 풀뱅에 바비라는 기획에.. 언니도 바비처럼 사랑스러움이 동화된 것 같고.. 바비 콘셉트의 핑크 핑크 메이크업도 풀 뱅도 잘 어울렸어요.. (그래서 보자마자 맘에 들어서 곧바로 사진 캡처했어요 히) 사실 1월인가.. 그때 언니가 인스타에 바코 뷰티화보 사진 올렸을 때 언제 보게 될까 되게 궁금했었는데.. 며칠 전에 바코 바비 콜라보 연수 언니 뷰티 화보를 보게 되니 신기방기.. 하고 딱 연수 언니 관련 광고를 찾아볼 수 있게 돼서 너무 좋았어요 ,, 한 3장 정도 올라와 있던 바비 뷰티화보 연수 언니 사진을 보니 바코 다음 콜라보.. 기획도 궁금해지고,, 뭐가 있을지 연수 언니로 보고 싶어지네요! 언니 예전에 바코 뷰티화보 브이로그 영상 찍어둔 걸 최근에 봤어요 혹 다음번 뷰티 촬영 때 괜찮으시다면 바코 뷰티화 보 촬영이나 그 외 촬영 브이로그 영상도 보고 싶어져요.. ♡ 그리고 이번 영상 아이디어나 기획이 너무 좋은 거 같아요! 데이트 코스 (맛집, 포토 스폿 추천의 영상이라니 >.

[@user-cx3nw3uo1f]

나 이거 아껴보고 싶다ㅏ..🫶🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻두분 조합 사랑해요..🥲🫶🏻🤍🤍

[@seoyeonsu]

아껴보디말구 마구마구 봐듀🤍✌🏻나두나두

[@user-fe3ci4mx6y]

언니 이번 콘텐츠 너무너무 좋아요ㅠㅠㅠㅠ다른 콘텐츠도 너무 좋았는데 이번 콘텐츠도 너무 재밌어요!!!!다음번 게스트도 누굴지 너무 궁금하지만 이번 혜미 언니랑 둘의 조합은 말해뭐해!!!!!보는데 너무 행복했어요!!!!❤진짜 옥수수여서 너무 행복합니다!!!!나중에 언니가 추천한 곳 다 가볼게요!❤ 앗 혹시 그리고 헤미 언니한테 주신 모자 정보 알 수 있을까요?ㅠㅠ너무 예뻐요!센스 너무 최고ㅠㅠ👍🏻

[@seoyeonsu]

아니 나 눈물고임.. 옥수수라서 행복하다니.. 내가 옥수수들을 만나서 행복한데.... 해준 것도 없는데 ㅠ....ㅅㄹㅎ❤️

[@seoyeonsu]

모자 정보 -> ssil 에스실

[@ribbonjj6834]

연수님 오늘 영상에 데님이랑 선글라스 정보 궁금해요🙏🏻🫶🏻

[@seoyeonsu]

청바지 - Hey me 헤이미 선글라스 - Gentle monster 젠틀몬스터 👼🏻

[@star753544]

이 언니들 안사랑하는 방법 따윈 몰라.. 울 수수언니의 고심을 통해 탄생한 뉴 컨텐츠 .. 사랑해요 언니❤️❤️❤️..

[@seoyeonsu]

마자요 뉴 컨텐츠 올해는 새로운 컨텐츠 많이 해볼게요🤪🫰🏻

[@user-hb3bl3ww1w]

예쁜 언니 옆에 예쁜 언니 이 조합 계속 해줘요👍💕💕

[@__ippi]

헤이미 언니 바지정보 너무 궁금해요!!🥹🤍🤍

[@user-vq2pw6ew7f]

아웅 ㅠㅠㅠ 사랑해 울 언냐들 ❤️❤️

[@user-hn7if6qe2r]

혜미누나 커피매니아이신게 저랑 똑같네용ㅎㅎ 제가 대신 1일 남친대행 하고싶네용🤣🤣

[@user-sz1cs7sv1p]

즐겁고 행복한 데이트 하셨네요

[@user-rl6lv6ix8k]

아 공부에 지쳐있다가 오랜만에 예쁜사람 영상 보니까 행보카다.. 언니들 절 가져요 필요없어도.......... ♥

[@user-hk9rt6yf8t]

연수님 오늘영상 잘 봤어요.^^ 근데 실물로 언제 만나볼지는 몰라도 두 분이서 재미있게 데이트를 잘 하시고 연수님은 머리땋아도 넘 이쁘세요.~ 근데 라면이 넘 매울텐데.. 맵지 않으셨어요? 연수님하고 헤이미님이랑 둘 다 패션이 완전 대박!!!!👍 너무 잘 어울려요.^~^

[@user-fj5ml8el1u]

카메라 정보좀 알려주세요~~ 너무 이쁘게 나오네요!

[@Evasem2]

Вы такие милые💕

[@user-mk6sw3hp1p]

둘의 조합이 너무 최고에여 서로서로 결이 맞는 사람들인거 같아서 보는 나도 안정감이 ..❤️ 마지막에 차에서 함께 노는 영상나오고 밑에 멘트에서 연수언니의 진심이 느껴져서 나도 모르게 찡 ~ 오늘도 너무 재밋엇구 이 컨텐츠 취향저격이였어용 감사합니다 재밌는 영상 준비해주셔서 연수언니 항상 힘내세용❤️୧( “̮ )୨✧

[@seoyeonsu]

힝 나도 그 자막은 정말 찡~..🥲 옥수수들도 항상 고마워요 정말이예요:)💜Ep2에서 또 만나!!

[@Mangogo325]

수수님 운동화 피터슨?행크? 미하라 어떤겅가용

[@user-pp8xj6dc2e]

중간중간 나오는 빈티지한 영상 카메라 정보 알 수 있을까요 ㅠㅠ 너무너무 궁금해요🥺🥺💛

[@user-bu6dk5ej6z]

10:59 선글라스 브랜드랑 제품명 궁금해요!!!❤️❤️

[@soyoung7605]

엉니 선글라스 정보 부탁드려도 될까용???😭😭😭🤍

[@user-qe6sp8ud4t]

수수연수님 브이로그를 잘 볼게요

[@seoyeonsu]

고마워용⭐️

[@user-so6ye5xz3o]

역시 파워j 연수언니 세상 알차게 논다😊..

[@seoyeonsu]

Yes 아임 파월 제이..^^*..✌🏻

[@ssotv639]

헤이미님 흰색 가디건 정보 궁금해요!!

[@user-bp8xe2du6c]

빈티지느낌나게 찍으신 카메라 어떤건지 여쭤봐도 될까요? 🥹🤍

[@Mangogo325]

연수님이 진짜 헤이미님 언니로써 돟아하고 잘따르는 느낌이 보기좋아요❤

[@seoyeonsu]

완전 언니 잘따르는중 거의 아토 수준🐶💕

[@Mangogo325]

@@seoyeonsu 저도 수수님 같은 동생있으면 행복할듯!! 헤이미님 복받았네요💙💙

[@user-kj7ke5ku5n]

ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 예뿌당

[@seoyeonsu]

ㅎ히히 고마워요❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@itsrieeeriee]

unniee did you knoww that sometimesss I can't difference between you & Heymi unnie because you & Heymi unnie kinda look simmilar you knowww hahaa. Anywayy tqqq for theee new vlog unnie

[@user-ez8qq9to2x]

연수님!! 바지 정보 너모너모 궁금해요..🫶🏻

[@seoyeonsu]

Hey me 헤이미!!!!🫶🏻

[@THUnuFRI]

오늘 입으신 바지랑 혜미님 선물해주신 립 정보 알려주실 수 있나요😊 영상 너무 재밌게 잘 봤습니다ㅎㅎ

[@seoyeonsu]

바지 -> Hey me 립 -> 데이지크 크림 드 버터 틴트 02

[@seoyeonsu]

✌🏻💜

[@THUnuFRI]

@@seoyeonsu 너무 친절하셔.. 감사합니다ㅠㅠ 새로운 한주도 파이팅하세요🤗

[@user-wq1cv8xo9q]

마지막에 헤이미님한테 선물해준 모자 정보 궁금해요옹 >____

[@seoyeonsu]

Ssil 에스실🏹

[@saniahabdullah1221]

👍

[@maddang_]

언니 소금빵 먹을때 핑크 가디건 어디껀지 너무너무 궁금해요오♡

[@user-yk6tn3yv2t]

저두 궁금해요 ㅜㅜㅜ!!

[@seoyeonsu]

모두모두 Hey me~~~💘

[@KevinUchiwa]

とても素晴らしいこのビデオ

[@neiltonjose944]

❤️🏠

[@the_worlddd333]

성수동 데이트 코스 짜주세여!!!!

[@seoyeonsu]

성수동 오케이이 접뚜!!

[@user-wt6ln9pm5q]

혜미언니한테 주신 모자정보알수있을까용!!

[@seoyeonsu]

Ssil 에스실 🏹

[@user-of3yd7be4t]

캬 머이트 미쳤다

[@di8751]

자켓 정보 궁금해요..🖤🫶

[@seoyeonsu]

Heyme 헤이미🖤

[@mizz53]

성수동 해주세요 아이디어 짱(༶ૢ˃̵̑◡˂̵̑༶ૢ)

[@seoyeonsu]

오 성수동 해달라는 분 2명 나와따잉!!

[@user-tv4rl1fi7f]

모자 어디껀가요?

[@February_02]

저도 궁금해요!

[@seoyeonsu]

Ssil 에스실 🤎

[@SON-to4ip]

수수연수님 먹는모습이 아주예쁘군요.

[@jongsuny1]

예뻐요

[@Eunjiiimo2]

뜨기전에 고정좀

[@seoyeonsu]

어떤거요옹??🤔

[@user-pc6rq2zw7d]

와 닮았더

[@user-nu2rp1gx7f]

성수랑 서촌이요❤❤❤

[@seoyeonsu]

좋아요❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ganadaramabasaa22]

언니 안추워요....?!!

[@seoyeonsu]

츄어떠요..

[@realamanss]

사라애여

[@seoyeonsu]

사랑한다능거제????

[@devinjo2318]

Oink Oink.. Watching the Rain falling from the sky.. I came Out side.. just could not get YOU off my Mind.. thinking of YOU hurts My Head because it starts with my Heart be missing YOU.. trying to keep my Mind.. my thoughts out of YOU.. I decided to walk Out side.. but did Not expect the Rain to show UP.. as I am standing.. I see the Light rain showering Down.. When I am in the Room.. I been drinking a lot.. the Bottle is inside in the Room.. and Now it is empty bottle.. How can I take a Message to YOU.. How can I tell YOU that I am waiting for YOU.. to tell YOU that I love YOU.. will you let me Love YOU over and over again.. waiting here.. I know that I just can't tell YOU.. as I am Out side.. I brought the Little Piano.. and I been trying to record the Playing of the Piano on this Recorder.. I can Put the Tape into the empty Bottle.. so that I can send it to YOU.. But How.. that is the Question that has been popping in my Head all this Time.. I be in the Room.. siting by the desk.. and I be looking at your Picture.. as I would LOOK at the Picture of YOU.. there is something that I must say.. I must tell YOU before it be Just too Late.. Not sure what it is but I know my Time is running Out.. and the TIME tics very fast.. that is WHY I have NO Other time but Now to tell YOU.. what's been in my Mind.. what's been in my Heart.. and I needs to tell YOU.. But.. How am I suppose to get it across to YOU.. if I am here.. standing Out side.. Looking at the Rain falling from the Sky.. it is lightly Rain.. the Little Piano is telling Me that I needs to play a Song for YOU.. that I needs to hit the Key bars which brings Out a tune of songs.. something that YOU can listen too.. but I be asking my self.. WHAT DO I Play.. I be looking at this Little Piano.. who is standing Next to Me Out side.. if I know that I can't even play this kind of Instrument.. but my Heart is telling me that I needs to play a SONG for YOU through this Little Piano who is with me right Now.. it hasn't been played for a Long time.. but it wants me to Play something.. but I know that I can't.. that is HOW I feel about YOU.. that I wants to be with YOU.. that I wants to see YOU.. and be near YOU so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. that My arms been missing YOU.. asking myself I needs to Hold YOU close in my arms.. I needs to hold you tight.. but I know just standing here Out side.. after LOOKING at your Picture and taking some shots of the Liquor in the Room.. I feel like looking at this Little Piano who is next to me.. even though the Presence of the Little Piano may be near me.. I can't even play a Song.. I can't compose or write a Music.. I can't sing while playing the Little Piano.. but it is very close to Me here.. so I been asking myself.. what is better.. If you were near me and very Close but I can't do anything with YOU.. or is it better that YOU are so far away and I ache of missing YOU.. but.. is it the Letter that I can write to give YOU.. because I would sit by the desk.. and I would look at the Pen in my hand and I would LOOK at the Piece of paper in the front.. LOOKING at your Picture of YOU.. just aching and Missing YOU.. I would pen it DOWN on the paper.. sharing and telling YOU as I would write.. what My Heart be telling me.. How much I been thinking of YOU and Missing YOU.. that YOU are the Only One who I love.. that YOU are the Only One I think of and the One who I misses the Most.. as I would stop.. Pouring on the Shot Glass the Liquor.. and I would sit.. Aching this pain from my Heart.. I would like to tear my Heart Out of me because it hurts.. Missing YOU hurts me.. and also just loving YOU hurts Me.. and also just thinking of YOU hurts me even More because there is NOTHING I can do.. and I would LOOK.. Look at the Little Piano.. and I am holding it in my arms.. I want to play.. I want to sing.. I want to bring Music Out of by pressing on the Key bars of this Instrument to bring Music OUT so that I can sing songs to YOU.. it drives me Nuts.. it drives me crazy because I see the Little Piano.. and I think of YOU and I want to share More to YOU and express this Heart to YOU.. but How can I if I can't Play on this Little Piano.. to tell YOU by singing songs.. I would be crying OUT my Heart as I would tell YOU through the Voice.. singing and singing Out my Heart as YOU.. as I would have the Letter In my Hand and through the Letter I would write.. I write my Heart which has YOUR NAME on the Front telling YOU.. WHY is my Heart be burning and why do I feel like I am dying.. drowning deeply.. LOOKING at the Little Piano makes me Cry.. it makes me want to cry Harder because it is a way to tell YOU.. if I would of learned years back of playing.. and when I did had that Chance to practice.. Only If I could turn back at the age of the YOUTH.. I should of learned at that TIME of the Chance.. I know if I did take that Chance at that TIME of the YOUTH.. I would be playing on that Little Piano.. and I would also record my Voice to tell YOU.. even though I may not have a GOOD voice to sing to YOU.. I would of practice my voice if I learned HOW to play this Little Piano.. and I would find ways to tell YOU MORE.. I be able to sit on the TOP of the MOON if I can.. and I be holding the Little Piano in my arms.. and sitting on the TOP OF the MOON.. I know that YOU are able to hear me Out.. I would turn to YOU.. and will say.. CAN YOU SEE ME.. I am sitting on the TOP of this MOON.. I do not know How I got here but I begged for two WINGS and It was provided just for this ONE VERY NIGHT.. to Put on ONE show.. I have written YOU a Letter so that WHEN YOU hear me playing on this Little Piano.. YOU can hear my Voice.. every Night.. I been thinking of YOU.. My Voice hurts but I had to practice.. every NIGHT I sang Out from my Heart.. crying because My Heart tells me HOW MUCH I love YOU.. Crying to tell YOU that THIS IS what Happens when YOU LOVE.. I don't want to be Like a Little GIRL because I am NOT.. but I can express and tell YOU.. as I be going into the rest room.. and singing SONGS.. working Out with my VOICE to be Heard.. it be that Just One Night.. where I can Sit on the TOP of the MOON with me is the Little Piano with me.. as I sit next to the Little Piano.. and my fingers on the Key bars of the Little Piano.. I would have your Picture with me.. showing YOU here is YOU.. Your Picture and if YOU can see me sitting in the TOP of the MOON.. my fingers would Hit the Key bars and it brings Out the Sounds.. making Songs with the Music from the LITTLE PIANO.. I would pull out the Letter.. and I would read the Letter Out Loud where YOU can hear my Voice telling YOU.. and I would say.. I been practicing for a long time.. Of course YOU would of Not know it because It was truly Behind the curtains.. I would Not tell any one what I was doing because I wanted to put on ONE SHOW for YOU.. sitting on the TOP of the MOON is the Only way for YOUR EYES to LOOK at me.. there was NO OTHER WAY.. and I would say.. Please.. give Your ears to me.. Give me few Minutes because that is ONLY one TIME I can do this for YOU.. Please.. give me your ears and I would say.. can YOU Hear me.. if YOU can Lift UP your Head and LOOK.. I am sitting ON the top of this MOON.. with me is the Little Piano.. since I was young.. I was made to play on this Little Piano so the day I can see YOU.. I am able to share something special to YOU which comes from my Heart.. and I would shout.. I love YOU.. I love you just too Much.. I love you from here UP at the MOON to YOU.. and I have been missing YOU.. as My fingers are pressing on the Key bars of this Little Piano.. and I am Looking at YOU sitting on TOP of the MOON.. I would be looking at the Letter I wrote to YOU.. I would say to YOU.. can YOU see me now.. Can you hear me Now.. Please give me Your time for few minutes because It is Not going to be that Long.. I been loving YOU.. and I am Not just saying it so that it make you feel nice.. I am saying it and telling you because It is In My Heart whose been loving YOU for So long.. can YOU hear the Little Piano playing a SONG.. can YOU Hear the Music that is coming out of this Little Piano.. I had to write the Music so that YOU will know that It came from me to YOU.. SO Please.. give me few Minutes of your time to hear me Out because I will Not be Long.. and as I would tell YOU what I have written on the Letter.. I will say to YOU.. I am Not sure when the Next time would Be.. when I will get another Chance to sit on the Top of this Moon.. but if the MOON allows me to get back here again.. I would so that I can tell YOU more with the Little Piano making song and music to Come alive.. I am only doing this to YOU so that YOU can see the real side of My Heart of How much I truly Love YOU.. and as I am standing next to the Little Piano.. I am Looking UP at the MOON.. and the rain starts to fall harder and harder and starts to pour down.. and I know I am getting More soak wet as I just stand here.. I am Only LOOKING at the MOON high above Me.. and I am NOT siting on the Top of the MOON any more.. I know that the Only way YOU can hear me.. that YOU can see me is if I can sit On the TOP of that Moon.. and show YOU this Little Piano with me.. playing to tell YOU how much I really Love YOU.. as I turn toward the Door.. I am able to take the Little Piano with me Back to the House.. I can't play the Little Piano what breaks my Heart.. even if there was a Chance for me to Sit on the Top of the MOON and the Little Piano with me.. I still would NOT able to share.. or Play the Little Piano to YOU.. that is how I feel most nights.. WHEN I look at your Picture.. when I pull your Picture and I take a Look at YOU.. I can only look.. but I want to have YOU close.. I want to be with YOU and tell YOU can I be with YOU forever.. will you be mine for ever please.. and I sit by the desk.. aching.. and I feel like

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. I am standing in the training camp.. and I see you coming over from the Fence.. the Big Crown on the Top of your Head.. and the White Dress.. as I see you walk alone.. YOU take my breathe away.. and I can feel my Heart beating so fast.. and as YOU come to meet me in the Center of the training camp.. the New Recruits.. over 200 men are standing by.. as YOU stop.. in my hands is the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. and I am standing looking at YOU as I am looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. I do not need this any more.. but Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. YOU have to always remember that when you were Never around.. this was the Only THING that Held my Heart because whenever I missed YOU.. this was the Only thing that helped me through the way.. When I was left alone for a Long time.. this was the Only thing.. it may Not be anything special to YOU.. It may not be any of the importance to YOU.. YOU may just look at it as a paper.. that someone drew long ago.. and it may only seems like the past piece of Art.. but to Me.. it has many memories of loving YOU.. many Memories of Looking UP at the Moon.. standing Alone in the Nights.. there was SUN.. but also there was the MOON.. there was a time when Winter came by and it be very cold outside.. when times I saw the falling of the rain.. when I lost my Father.. and I felt my Heart broke all the way.. when I could Not see YOU and even the BOY who drew this Picture.. How he had to sneak into the Palace gates and How from the Far he drew YOU.. who got caught and arrested.. He was beaten and Put to death.. telling me that this is for me and knowing that HE wishes that My Dreams came true and that ALL this did Not mean Nothing to Me as he died by the Sword.. Even the Older MAN.. who was the teacher in my Life saw this Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU who knew WHO you are.. but told me to GO.. and to Protect YOU and to defend the Nation which it belongs to YOU and this Art Sketch paper.. the drawing picture of YOU was the main reason WHY I could go On.. when I was at the Garden.. and I saw YOU there for the first TIME.. I wanted that Boy to draw.. of course I knew it be just too late to call HIM.. when I saw YOU by the gates of the Garden and I walked Out and saw YOU.. I wanted to ask YOU.. Can you Please draw another or Give me another Picture from the Art Sketch.. but.. when YOU left.. Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABIN MAH MAH.. the Day you left the Garden is when I knew the Only thing I had was this.. and my arms would lift as my hands are Holding the Art Sketch paper.. the Picture drawing of YOU.. it was only this I had because I knew.. I was Not sure if I could ever see YOU again.. when I would see YOU again was my thoughts.. going UP the Hill and standing by the tree below was the Garden and Across I would see the palace.. and Knowing that is the Place where YOU at.. I wanted to Go.. I wanted to be close to YOU.. but what if I am NOT ALLOWED to get in and be put into the Prison instead.. But.. I made UP my mind.. I can die tomorrow and I will say I love YOU.. I can die the few days Later.. as Long there is still a Breathe IN me.. I know I can still Believe in Loving YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS.. and I do remember leaving the Garden after I made UP my Mind.. in the Snow walking and knowing How cold it was.. and knowing I could die A lot sooner.. I felt the Last Push of my body as I kept on walking through the SNOW.. I was thinking of YOU.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I am not sure How much More I have in Me.. But I will still try to go to YOU and I kept on walking in the Snow and I felt my body.. it could NOT go no more and I fell down in the Snow.. I kept on thinking of YOU until the last breathe saying I am so sorry I might Not make It.. As I was on the Guard.. watching the Post at Night.. and How I became the Palace guard guarding the back gates.. I do remember pulling the Art sketch paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. and LOOKING.. I been needing to LOOK.. thinking of YOU.. saying to this Art sketch paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. YOU may not hear my voice be telling YOU but I say it as I look at YOU.. that I love YOU.. do you know How much I love YOU and I would hold the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture close to my Heart.. to my Chest.. I wish that I be holding YOU instead but.. it be this paper instead.. someone telling me that Behind me is the Chamber of Your ROOM.. and I remember I turn back to LOOK.. I saw YOU.. looking Out from the patio of the Chamber of Your ROOM.. the MOON was Out.. I would LOOK UP at.. I would say MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. can YOU see me.. I am here and it has been such a Long time coming.. and Now.. I know that I do Not need this Piece of Paper.. the Art Sketch paper any more.. I want to see YOU take this from Me.. Now I am here close to YOU.. I told the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. Once I meet YOU.. I can Now send it away and give it to YOU because it belongs to YOU.. it has come to the right Person WHO I love the Most.. so Please take this from Me because I am giving YOU my Heart.. My Heart is in it because it is YOU who I never forgotten.. and I see YOU LOOKING at me.. as I am on two Knees.. My Head is Looking on the floor.. my arms raise with the Paper.. the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. Please take this From me because I don't need it any more.. why do I need it when I see YOU here.. there is NO POINT for me to have because it is YOU.. I see your hands take the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. and my tears.. it starts to flow Out of both eyes of me.. I can finally let that Piece of Paper GO and allow the Boy to finally rest in Piece.. the Seven Friends of Mine would walk together and they would all stand Behind.. the two Knees and Heads look on the floor.. arms straight Out.. and I see YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS.. WANGSEJABIN MAH MAH.. Now One of the Guards comes and has a Torch in the Hand and Gives to YOU.. and I see YOU Burn it with the Fire and It becomes the Ashes before my eyes.. I just can't believe It.. and as I see YOU looking down.. I see you with a SMILE.. and I smile back because it means everything to Me.. YOU are truly everything to Me.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH means everything to me.. and I hear something.. I hear foot steps walking.. and I see you Crown Princess turn Around and Comes.. the 2nd Rank General is coming.. and there is Seven Other Lower Generals walking behind Him and the Eight stops next to YOU.. the 2nd RANK General with the seven generals all goes to the two Knees.. Heads all lowers looking to the floor.. Arms come out straight forward.. and I see YOU LOOKING at HIM.. pulling Out your Sword.. the 2nd Rank General speaks to YOU and it is about Me.. and How he knows me.. He has beaten me before.. and Now.. wants to fight me.. and YOU would turn to LOOK at me.. and Point the sword at Me.. I lift UP my Head and I look over.. and I DO remember.. MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABIN MAH MAH.. I will accept the Challenge.. and I see YOU walk back and as I am looking at the 2nd Rank General.. I remember when I first Came to the training Camp.. when He just became the General.. and I just got into the camp.. as I would stand UP.. the Seven of my Friends all stood behind Me.. and the 2nd Rank General Stands UP.. and the Seven of the Lower rank Generals all stands UP.. and I would look at HIM.. and I would PULL out the sword.. and I knew that He beat me Once.. and I would say.. YOU did WIN last time.. but this TIME.. it be very Different.. and I would turn to LOOK at YOU.. and I raise UP my arm and the Seven Friends all would back way.. and the 2nd Rank General PULLS out his Sword.. but this time.. it is NOT about WIN with the sticks.. it is all about the Sword.. DO or DIE.. and I would run.. holding with the Sword in my hand and I jump into air and I would swing my arm holding the Sword and jump up again shouting louder and swinging the arm with the sword in my Hand.. as I am In the Line.. the Guard at the Table looks and YOU.. the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I just can't believe that it is YOU.. and as YOU stand by the table.. YOU look at the two Letters.. one is the Official Seal with a Stamp of the Name of the OLDER MAN.. the Commander of the King.. PEH HA.. and the Other is the written Letter from Me giving to YOU through the years what I had to deal to get to YOU.. and I see you reading the Letter.. the New Friend was with me and He also gives the Official Seal with the stamp of his Father.. the Commander and I am holding the Sword of my Grand father and the Friend is holding His Father's sword and YOU look at the two swords and YOU look at the Guard to let us inside.. and I just cannot believe it.. it has been this Long.. and Now I am here.. I am at the Camp.. this training camp Only the YOUNG NEW RECRUITS can pass the exam of the military Arts.. but by the seal.. the official Seal and stamp.. and I would fall.. both on my two knees.. with the New Friend.. both on the two Knees.. heads are looking on the ground.. and arms straight forward.. CROWN PRINCESS.. we are here.. have made it to the Camp.. I thought I had to wait another Year.. but even Next year would be NO Promise.. since the Line is so Long.. Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABIN MAH MAH.. I just wanted to say thank YOU.. and I see YOU stand.. in your hands are the Official Seals and stamps.. as YOU would pull out the sword and Point to me.. I would lift UP my Head and I turn to LOOK at YOU and I would say.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. why did YOU not come to the Garden.. DO you know that I been waiting

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MAH MAH.. Place.. I saw a WHOLE NEW WORLD because it was YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS.. WANGSEJABIN MAH MAH.. who rescued the Broken and Lost.. the Poor people and has rebuild everything into something New.. I saw re building of the Garden.. I wanted to see YOU.. Crown Princess.. I wanted to see YOU.. I would wonder.. where is the CROWN PRINCESS.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. without YOU it would never been re build at that Garden.. Lives changed because YOU came.. sick people became healthy and they started to eat well.. Planters and farmers came together.. giving a New Life of meaning to Live.. I sat.. and I was looking for YOU.. But YOU never came.. because YOU did Not come back to the Garden.. and I wanted to say something., say thank YOU.. but YOU never came that is NOW I have come.. NOW I have come to protect YOU and to defend YOU.. LOOK at the Official Seal.. and LOOK at the Stamp on the Paper I gave YOU WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. the Older MAN.. the Teacher who taught me for Many Years.. He told me that He fought for this Nation.. with My Grand father.. together as Brothers At War.. they both joined hands together and has protected your Father.. the KING PEH HA.. He is the One who taught me through these years of the Art of Swordsmanship and to shoot arrows and TOLD me stories of the Battles He had to face.. many died by the Sword of His with my Grand father's sword too.. protecting this NATION and to protect.. the Teacher knows that I loved YOU.. I showed HIM the Art Sketch paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. I showed him that Picture.. drawing picture and that I wanted to be the ONE to protect YOU and to defend the Nation.. and the Older man.. the Teacher started to show Me how to WIN the Battles of the War because He has experienced and has passed DOWN the Knowledge and the experiences to me with his Son.. Now I came here for this very reason.. TO protect YOU and to defend the Nation and to tell YOU.. CROWN PRINCESS how much I love YOU..I want to see you Success.. My Heart as the Loyal Slave.. as the Servant.. as the Low Born which My Father was the Head of the Servant.. as I am sitting in the Small room.. the Older Man.. the Teacher gave me a small table and I am with a Paper.. with the Ink I would write to the Crown Princess.. MAH MAH.. I have been living in this Place.. the Older man who has become my Teacher has told me that He wanted me as the Son.. so I have become his adopted Son.. and He has been teaching me for Years.. and I would be looking at the Pen Brush and dip into the Ink Pot.. I have never stopped dreaming of YOU.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I have been practicing the Art of Swordsmanship.. and Also the Archer Shooting.. the Older man who has become the Teacher.. He would spend Hours helping me to learn this Military Arts and has told me to write a Letter to the Crown Princess.. so I am about to leave this Place with the Official Letter which was sealed with his Stamp allowing me to step Out and go forward.. telling me that through the Years.. He has watched me grow my skills of the Art of swordsmanship and the practice tactic of the Military Arts and with this Official Letter seal that I am able to pass over and go into the Training Camp without going into the training ground.. He has revealed to me that He was an EX COMMANDER for the King.. he was at the Most Highest Place in the ranking of the Office in the Palace and showed me the sword of which He has won many Battles for YOUR FATHER the KING PEH HA.. I was shocked when I found this Out because He showed me the Sword.. which he took many lives and He knew my Grand father who was also the Chief General.. who also became the Commander and was Brothers in War and together they led many Victories in the Battles when Enemies rose against the Nation.. the Teacher told me.. the Older Man who is my teacher told me that I must Protect YOU.. and also Needed to defend because HE remembers you.. He knows my father who was the Head servant and saw YOU when YOU were Young with my Grandfather and knew.. Later down the Line.. Both would say.. the COMMANDERS would say YOU are going to rule.. that YOU are going to be the Head of the Nation.. that YOU are the next in Line to be at the RULING SPOT.. that YOU are going to be the QUEEN KING.. the Ruler who rules it all.. and when the Older man.. the Teacher saw me with the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing of YOU.. he looked at me and asked.. and I told the Teacher.. the Older man who you are.. I told Him.. I love YOU.. and that the reason why I am here.. and that the reason why I am going to you has never changed in my heart but keeps Loving YOU.. the Older man.. the teacher said to me.. CROWN PRINCESS right.. I told him.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and I sat next to HIM and told him the story of How I saw YOU.. where I met YOU.. and it was at the Garden.. and how you came to visit the Garden One Night.. I already had Your Picture then.. the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. I heard the men servants walking.. with the Many Foot soldiers.. the Special Body Guards and the Guards who all came that night.. I heard a Voice.. I was in the Garden Looking at the Bed of Flowers.. and I heard a Noise.. a shouting and there was a gate I would open to LOOK.. sitting on the Horse.. YOU were wearing a White Dress.. I was holding the Art Sketch paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. but did Not know that it was YOU.. the MEN Servants looks at me.. the Crown Princess.. and I just could not believe.. from the Palace.. who is going to rule and be the Head over the Nation.. I am at the Most Lowest Place.. the SON of the Head servant.. and I fell down on my face DOWN and I would say MAH MAH.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I am so sorry I did not Know who YOU are.. and the Guards rush and fell on fours and Your Legs on the back of a Guards.. the maid servants who came to rush for your hands and helps you to walk.. every one went FACE DOWN to the Ground.. I just could not believe it.. why would you come to this Garden.. it is only for the Poor and the Lowest people who lives here.. why would you care for people who are born into the Most lowest comes to a shabby place.. I felt my Heart.. My Heart started to beat so fast.. and I saw YOU stand and stopped next to me.. the maid servant tells me that I can raise UP.. and I was able to stand before YOU.. YOU are so beautiful.. and One hand I had a Flower.. the Other hand is the Art sketch paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. and your eyes were looking at both hands so I would raise it up to show you.. YOU looked at the Art sketch paper.. the drawing of YOU.. the Maid servant looks at me.. and the eyes told me I can be in danger because of this.. and I remember I told YOU this very night.. if I have offended you HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. if YOU want me to rip this Art Sketch paper into pieces.. I can do it for YOU.. if you want me to be Locked in Prison and I die for this.. I can die for YOU.. before you make up your Mind to do something please let me share something from my Heart.. I am Not afraid to Die.. I am always ready to die.. I will anyways die either Now or Later but I still will die.. but one thing that I wanted to say.. I been loving YOU for a while Now.. it may not be much to YOU but this is ALL I have to have to Love.. if you want to Lock me UP now.. Please CROWN PRINCESS.. Lock me UP now.. and I saw YOU just looking at me and gave me a smile.. and I remember you wanted me to see the Garden.. and that was the day I would walk next to YOU to give you a tour of this Garden.. which it was to show YOU in the first place.. I told my Father when he was alive that I wanted to do something to this Garden.. and showing my Father the Art sketch Paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. that I know that the Crown Princess may stop by one day.. HE looked at me like I am very crazy.. I would beg my father to help me to making this Garden to be a special Place.. what if the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH shows UP.. I believe the Crown Princess will come.. and My Father who was alive at that time laughs at me.. the ROYALITY and the Palace Life.. this is a SHABBY Place.. only for the Poorest People stay here and I would cry before HIM asking HIM.. to Help me to rebuild this Garden.. I know that the Crown Princess.. as I saw YOU with the White Dress.. I would stand with in awe and My lines of tears ran down because YOU did Come.. I just could not believe that It would happen because it just Can't but that Night.. the Night MAH MAH came.. I fell in love with YOU harder because that is when I knew.. you also cared about the poor people.. the Lowest of lives who lives here.. people who has no place to stay or to live.. as the gates OPENED and I would walk with YOU next to me.. the Crown Princess.. I just knew that YOU were so Special.. that YOU were so different because YOU even came here.. the POOR people all came Out.. NO HOMES.. living in straw homes.. people were dirty and smelly.. and I lived with these people.. but when YOU showed UP.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and YOU looked around.. and people all came crying.. and they fell on the Face Down.. MAH MAH.. CROWN PRINCESS.. MAH MAH and I fell on the Face on the Ground and I started to SOBB.. crying and pouring out from my Heart.. and I was thinking about my Father.. if you came a little earlier.. My Father could of believed Me because he left to another place.. and I just could Not believe to see your Big Heart for these kinds of people.. the Lowly people

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MAH MAH.. Friend.. the two of Us got on the Horses and we took Off.. as I am waiting in the Line.. with the new Friend.. He also has a Letter given by His Father.. and I too.. a HORN BLOWS and ALL the Men in the Line all lowers.. two Knees.. Heads lower and the Arm straight forward.. the Messenger Shouts Out Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH is coming.. and I stood there.. My Heart starts to Beat faster after I heard you came Out.. and I saw YOU from the Distance.. and I went on both knees.. Head down and Arm straight forward.. I just can't believe.. thinking of the Older man.. the Teacher.. who taught me everything.. swinging swords and defending.. and when I told the past story of How you came to the garden to the Poorest People living in the Garden.. and he started to cry.. That is why YOU are going to RULE the Nation.. that is why YOU are going to be the NeXT BIG RULER.. because YOU love and care for the people.. and my tears started to fall hitting on the Ground.. I saw YOU walking down.. from the distance.. and How much I missed YOU.. and it was so Long since the last when we were young.. I remember at the Garden.. you saw the People.. POOR children walking and YOU looked around and people gathered around YOU.. sick people came too.. and I heard you telling.. to rebuild this Garden.. and I stood.. face down to the ground and kept on crying.. and Now.. I know the true reason why I loved YOU and still loving YOU keeps on growing stronger each day passes by.. it is because YOU care and love.. even the broken people.. even a LOW person like myself.. I.. my Words are so speechless Now.. My Words can't come Out right now.. and I lifted UP my Head and I looked straight.. there is guard siting at the Table.. who is telling the MEN to go.. that it is finished.. and has to wait for the Next Year around.. as I am looking at the Two Letters.. and the Friend who is with me.. My Heart breaks.. I really wanted to see YOU Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I really wanted to tell you who I am.. the boy you saw at the Garden.. I have grown Now and came to protect and to defend YOU.. NOW I must have to go back and wait another year.. and as I would turn to walk away.. a Guard runs and stops Me with the friend.. and I would show the Guard the Official Stamp Letter.. the Seal from the COMMANDER who was the CHIEF in the military Arts.. and the Guard just could not believe the seal.. and He ran with the Official Seals.. and YOU were standing by the table.. and the Guard shows YOU.. the Letter and the Official Letter seal.. and YOU do know this Commander.. He was at the TOP of his TIME.. who was protecting YOUR FATHER the KING.. PEH HA.. the Guard comes to get me and the friend.. and We both would walk behind the Guard.. and I lifted UP my Head and I see YOU there.. I see you standing and waiting by the table.. and I started to cry.. showing YOU the JOY and the sorrows and It has been such a Long time.. but YOU are so Beautiful.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. you are so Beautiful.. I am looking at the rain falling down the Sky.. looking across.. I see the Door where I sleep.. it is opened.. the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU is inside that ROOM.. I needs to go and get it.. My Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABIN MAH MAH.. Your Picture.. the Art Sketch Paper.. when I was Young.. the paper that YOU gave to Me.. I had to get the permission from the Artist Boy who drew that Picture of YOU.. I remember he told Me.. if He gets Caught drawing the Picture.. If a Guard catches or Any Officials who works for Your Father the King.. PEH HA.. he can be Put to death.. but He went and drew that Picture for me.. I saw Him get caught.. He was dragged into the Prison.. I could Not believe what has happened to that BOY.. who died for drawing the Picture of YOU.. I remember the Night I went to visit Him. My Father was able to get Me into the Palace.. being the Head servant who was serving YOU.. I went with my Father.. I saw Him siting alone.. and it just broke my Heart.. He told me.. it is because it is YOU.. the Crown Princess.. it is because YOU are MAH MAH.. the HAWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. any ways He was poor.. living as a Homeless street.. as I hold his hands to thank HIM.. he looked at me and told me.. I have A Dream.. as Long as I have that Dream to conqueror.. to be by YOUR SIDE.. MY CROWN PRINCESS.. MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABIN MAH MAH.. who I loved and to serve.. and to Protect.. and told me.. GO ALL IN.. even if it gets me Here like this Young Boy.. it be worth Dying for as long as I can try my Best to get there.. and I cried Loud as He told Me.. Chase my Dreams and Let it come true.. Believe In It.. and something BIG.. GRAND can happen in the end.. I saw the Guards with the Keys.. Unlocks.. AND It was His time to GO.. I screamed Let HIM LIVE.. He did Not do any wrong.. what is Wrong to and the Guard struck me.. I fell and saw that Boy being carried away.. I get UP.. and I ran.. ran after the Guards WHO was taking HIM away.. my Father ran after ME.. grabbed me and told Me.. I will see him again.. and I stood there crying.. as the Boy disappeared into the Night.. and It was raining.. I saw the RAIN falling and I would Cry Out in Loud Voice wailing.. Crown Princess.. WHY is Life Not so fair for the POOR people.. small people like Us.. it is no Fair and I am wiping my tears with my Arms.. and as I am sitting down.. I am crying Looking at the open Door to the Small room.. that Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU is a gift.. the Price has been paid.. some one had to die just to draw that Picture of YOU for Me and It died.. and the Older Man.. the Master.. he has the stick.. holding it UP.. and there is the stick on the ground next to me.. I want that Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. the Cost of Losing a One's Life.. and it is YOU.. My Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH and I grab the stick with my Hand and PULL myself UP.. and my eyes looking at the Older MAN.. and he yells Out Loud and swings the Stick at me and I would go back.. the waters makes me slide back and I would yell in rage and I jump UP with the stick In my hand and I swing the stick and it hits the Old Man's stick. and I jump Up again and swing right left left right and I land on the ground and did a back Kick and Hit the Master on the middle.. and I jump Up again swinging the stick in my hand with full of Rage.. I want that Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU and swinging the stick in my hand left right right left and It knocks the Stick Off his Hand.. and I do a round house kick to knock him on the Ground.. the Older Man.. He is laying on the ground.. as the rain Keeps on falling down.. and I stand holding the stick in my hand.. I am crying.. Just Missing YOU.. wanting to be with YOU.. but Look at me.. I am here stuck Out here.. ALL I want to do is just to see you for ONCE.. But the situation is Not helping me to go anywhere at this Point.. WHAT DO I do Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABIN MAH MAH.. the Older man.. the Master gets UP slowly.. and he stands looking at me.. and I see he leaving out of sight.. as I would LOOK at the Open Door to the ROOM.. the Small room where I rest.. and I go inside.. and I am looking.. the Art Sketch Paper.. and drawing Picture of YOU.. this Means everything to me.. I remember putting this Art Sketch Paper.. drawing Picture of YOU.. Putting in back of Me.. walking In the Snow.. all alone.. Not knowing where I was going to go but I even had to leave the Garden.. I told myself.. that I am going to go where YOU are.. Crown Princes.. as I would grab hold onto the Paper.. the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. I told YOU through Looking at this Picture.. Someday I will get Close.. even though I may be far right Now.. I know that One day I will see YOU.. I will be close so that YOU know how much I love YOU.. and the Sword.. by the time I see YOU.. I am going to be holding a Sword in my hand.. and the Sword I hold.. it is going to Protect YOU.. my Sword that I have with me will always protect and also defend for YOU.. I will be a man of my words who will do whatever it takes just to be close.. even though I may not able to say the Words I love YOU.. I know that the day will come where YOU will give me the Permission to say it.. as the Next Day Arrives.. the Older man.. the Master.. He put a DUMMY made of WOOD.. Carved it and gave me the WOODEN SWORD STICK to practice.. every Night.. I would walk Out side.. He would should Me the PIN POINTERS where to Hit the Hot Spot to destroy my enemies.. I would stand Alone.. and Most nights the MOON came UP from the Sky.. the Older man.. the Master would behind.. leaving a distance.. as I would hit the DUMMY WOOD with the WOODEN STICK SWORD.. I would be looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. I would hold to close to my Chest.. and I would kiss the forehead of the WANGSEJABIN MAH MAH.. MY CROWN PRINCESS.. and I would walk outside into the Night.. LOOKING at the MOON.. I would say.. I will see YOU SOON.. it may seems like a long time Now.. the Older MAN.. the Master tells me.. it be a lot sooner because I am thinking of YOU.. that I have a Dream to Love YOU.. but to Protect.. and to defend YOU for a cause for this Nation you are building.. that I know I needs to be there to see YOU as My True QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I want to see YOU as you take your place of Your Father's Spot.. to RULE this NATION as the CONQUEROR.. I want to be there to see with my own eyes before I die.. I can't not delay.. because I want to see YOU soon.. and I would be thinking of YOU.. thinking of protecting YOU and also defending

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MAH MAH.. Master looks at me.. He tells me.. it is time for me to GO to see the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. I would stand there as he gives me the Letter.. stamping with the seal for His NAME that I am His student.. I would stand IN the ROOM.. as I am looking at the Letter with the STAMP SEALED.. I would sit.. LOOKING at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. I sat alone.. crying.. It means that I get to finally see YOU.. I have made the promise.. DO you remember.. and I am LOOKING at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. WHEN we were Young.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. YOU came to the Garden.. and I was at the Top of the Hill.. By the tree.. visiting My Mother's grave.. I was with my Father and he wanted too tell me a story.. and I heard the Messenger as he was going Up on the Hill.. and it stopped my Father and we turned to look back.. the Messenger says the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABIN MAH MAH is coming UP.. and Me and My Father.. Both on the Knees Looking on the ground.. YOU came to us.. and it broke my Heart when YOU told me.. it is going to be hard for you to come to this Garden.. and before YOU are going to come the One last Time.. a Prince is going to show UP for the Last time.. and I knew what that meant.. I remember that Day Came.. YOU showed UP with the Prince who wanted to Marry YOU.. My Heart was breaking into Pieces when He came with YOU.. but I made a Promise to YOU.. and that promise is that I will still love YOU.. and that I will go to serve.. and to protect and defend YOU.. even if it means that I can't Love YOU.. but I asked YOU.. can I still Love YOU.. WOULD YOU let me still Love YOU.. but I do remember YOU looked the other way.. WHEN I saw you with the Prince at the Hill top by the Tree.. I did Not want any one there which it was my Mother's Grave.. I just could Not believe it had to happen.. when I think of it Now.. I have never given UP on that Promise.. as I was in the Small ROOM.. holding the Letter with the Stamp sealed of the Older Man.. the Master.. and On the Other Hand is the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. I don't have anything.. I have Nothing really.. But I do have this Heart.. a Heart who never seems to stop but Keeps On loving YOU and I am going to go to YOU.. I will be close to YOU and show YOU.. I am a MAN with a real Words who will do what I will say because I love YOU.. and as I hold the Letter.. there is a servant who belongs to the Older man.. the Master and he became my friend.. and that He too wanted to go to the palace life.. just to protect and the defend for YOU.. as I am looking at the SUN rising UP.. watching the New Recruits of Young Men.. I see YOU sitting on the Horse.. on the White Dress.. but this Time.. YOU have came Off from Sitting and I see YOU walking.. with the Big Crown on top of your Head.. and I turn to LOOK.. with the Seven men.. the friends of Mine.. we turn to face YOU.. and I would say.. SALUTE.. and all of the Men.. even the New Recruits.. More who even joined into the training camp.. ALL goes on the two Knees.. Arms moves forward.. and Lowers the Heads together and I see YOU stop.. MY Heart starts to beat Faster.. as my Heart keeps On running.. ALL these men.. New and Older.. the Military and Generals.. Commanders and Chief Generals.. ALL down on two Knees.. I would pull the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. the Young Boy who drew this Picture of YOU.. as I am looking at it.. My eyes.. watery and fills with Tears and I can feel my tears running Down as I am looking at this Picture.. the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. as YOU pull out the Sword and YOU point at Me.. and I lift UP my Head looking UP at YOU.. My Heart breaks because I do remember this One Young Fellow.. He told me that as Long as I keep dreaming.. and Dreaming of Just Loving YOU.. and to follow my Dreams and my Heart towards YOU.. that One day.. something Big.. something Grand will Happen.. I did Not know what that Meant.. But Now I know what it is Like because I am here today still Loving YOU.. I had no idea why was that young boy saying this to me.. that is before he died.. I saw the Boy's body on the back of a wagon being carried.. on the streets.. a HAY was covered over.. I ran to look at the wagon being pulled by the Horse.. when I stopped.. uncover the STRAY HAY covering.. it was the Same young Boy who gave me this Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. and I would with both hands show YOU.. HWANGTAEJABIN MAH MAH.. and I see you walking closer and YOU stopped.. and YOU looked at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. it is this Picture I kept all of this Time and Just could Not let It go.. But Know I believe I can because my Dreams of Loving YOU and coming this Close.. It has been kept alive.. I want YOU to do the Honor to Burn this For Me.. because Now.. I realize I don't need this One Picture because I see YOU Now.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. I am close to YOU NOW.. I love YOU MORE NOW.. so I don't need to go back because I am Now living in the Present.. going forward with YOU to future HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. Crown Princess.. ALL I want to say to YOU.. I still Love YOU.. I never have given UP that Hope and dreams of Loving YOU.. I hope that NOW you can see my true Heart.. the real Heart of Mine who never stopped Loving you this Far.. all I wanted to say to YOU CROWN PRINCESS.. I love YOU.. I walk out the room.. Pulling out the Art sketch paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. and I just can't stop.. I been thinking of YOU a lot lately.. and I needs to go see YOU.. but How.. and as I am standing out.. I would turn to the Left.. I see the Horse.. and it belongs to the Older Man who teaches me.. maybe this time.. and I would look at the Art sketch paper.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. Crown Princess.. YOU know that YOU may Not see me.. but I will be at the Palace.. I will only be like a Shadow.. like the wind.. YOU can't see Me.. but YOU know that I am there.. knowing because I love YOU.. and I would Fold the Art Sketch paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU in my Back.. and I would walk.. I stop by the Horse.. and I would get back on this Black Horse.. I would hit the Horse likely and the Horse starts to RUN.. as I am riding on the Back of the Horse.. feeling the Wind in my face as the Horse keeps On running down the Road.. all I can think of is YOU.. the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. even though I may not be close.. even though you may Not see Me.. I know that as long as I can see YOU.. just seeing YOU from a Far is all I can ask for.. even though I may Not be able to say or tell YOU what My Heart truly feels or expresses to YOU.. as Long as my eyes sees that YOU are doing good.. that is ALL I am asking for.. the Horse keeps On running down the road.. all through the Day.. I see this Horse.. this Black Horse keeps on going.. it feels Like me.. Just cannot stop but keeps On going.. as I would watch the SUN Setting down.. when I look on the side.. I see the waters.. and the Horse would run slowly as it stops.. I give this Horse.. the Black Horse some rest.. I get Off the Horse.. Now.. as I would walk close to the waters.. there are group of guys by the waters.. and I would turn to look at One of the guys.. and I would stand still.. as I would pull the Art sketch paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. I just can't stop thinking of YOU.. and it is killing me inside that I can't be close to YOU.. Now.. one of the guys.. he comes closer and takes a LOOK at the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. and Looks at me.. and I tell Him.. Yes.. the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. if YOU are asking me.. I am a Low Born servant.. and I know I can't even Look at YOU.. the Crown Princess.. who am I to love the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. I know that I am Not suppose to ever put my eyes on YOU.. and the penalty for getting caught is Death.. even though I know that If I break this Law.. But.. if YOU take a LOOK at me.. I am already Dead.. so I have No more fear.. I have already broken this Law and just ready to Die any time SOON.. but what can I do.. if I love YOU.. is this My fault.. How is it my fault if My Heart is the One who is causing this Kind of trouble.. this Kind of problem in my life.. I am just going what My Heart truly Needs.. and the Guy looks at me.. He works at the Palace.. and He is the Palace Guard at the Door.. and I just could Not believe.. he came just for a break with Other friends who works at the Palace.. they are all guards at the door.. and I just could Not believe.. He is going to help me to take to where YOU are.. tells me Not to tell any one because.. My Heart.. WHICH only Loves YOU.. as I would watch the waters on this Night.. I just could Not sleep.. but.. for the Longest time.. it has been so long since I saw YOU.. it is a Picture of YOU when YOU are YOUNG.. Now.. the Guy who came with his friends.. one of them had an Art Sketch Picture.. but it is the recent Picture some one drew.. and the guy's friend showed me.. as I took into my hands.. YOU just blew my Mind.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. YOU have become so Beautiful.. when did YOU grew UP looking so Beautiful Like this.. and as I am looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the recent drawing of YOU.. My eyes could Not Help.. but my tears.. it just could NOT let it sit and I felt.. my tears just ran down as I am looking at the recent Picture.. the Art sketch paper.. the drawing of YOU.. and I am wondering.. the Guy looks at me.. even his friend Loves YOU too.. I am thinking.. I know there must be More but.. it does Not matter with me.. as the Sun starts to rise.. the Guy.. he came with

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. Into the back gates they go.. as the Horses all slow down.. the Guy who I first talked too.. He gets out of the Horse and He points at the Chamber on TOP.. that is where YOU are.. the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. the Other Guard tells me that YOU are not there.. that the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. is at the training ground.. and HE is the One who leads.. as I get off the Black Horse.. walking across on the Other side.. and there is the Fence.. as I walk with the Other Guard.. I would stop.. from the back.. I pull out the Recent.. Art sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. as grown.. I just can't believe you have grown this Much.. so much Prettier and never imagined YOU be this Beautiful in my life.. Now the Other Guard stops and looks back.. I just can't believe.. I am going to see the Crown Princess.. do YOU not see this.. LOOK.. I am at the palace.. and going to get to see closer LOOK at the HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. it is Like a Dream come true.. I was truly worried about.. How am I going to see YOU.. I know that I have No business at the Palace. NO guards are going to let me In but.. it is a true Miracle that I am here.. and get to meet.. the Other Guard looks and smiles.. and He turns to lead the way.. as I am following HIM.. in my hands.. I am holding the Art Sketch Paper.. the RECENT drawing picture of YOU.. and I see the other Guard.. He stands by the fence.. and He stops.. and I am walking.. my Heart.. It is beating so Fast.. why do I feel so excited.. why is My Heart beating.. is it beating or dancing from the Inside.. and I stop by the Fence.. and as I let down the Art Sketch Paper.. the Recent drawing picture of YOU.. I see YOU stand there.. the Other Guard points.. that is the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. who is in control in that training ground.. and I see YOU from the distance.. and there are many MEN.. the new recruits as YOU are the One over seeing and teaching them with the Stick.. and My Heart.. Are you really holding the Sword.. the way of the swordsmanship.. as YOU turn toward the Fence.. YOU see two men.. and YOU stop.. showing the form of the Arts of swordsmanship and LOOKS.. as I see YOU looking at me and the Other guard.. It just can't be.. is it really YOU.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. and of course YOU don't know who I am because it has been such a Long time I saw YOU.. and I would kneel.. two knees.. and the Other Guard kneels with me on two knees.. Head Looks on the ground.. arms forward.. and I see YOU are coming.. walking over to the Fence.. and I just can't look at YOU.. why can't I breathe.. why is it so Hard for me to breath and YOU stop by the fence.. and the Other Guard would answer YOU.. and YOU turn to LOOK at me asking me.. and I would lift UP my Head.. and I would LOOK at Your eyes.. DO YOU not remember Me.. right Now I am at the Older man's House.. he is my master my teacher at this Point.. but.. YOU don't remember Me.. and I see YOU looking and with Question.. it is me.. at the Garden.. when YOU came Long ago.. when we were younger.. and my Father who was the Head over the servants.. who served the King but was servant to the CROWN PRINCESS.. which is YOU.. and my Hand went back to Pull out the Art sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. and I lifted it UP before Your eyes and I see your hands grab hold unto.. DO YOU not remember this Picture.. this Art sketch paper.. the drawing of YOU.. when we were little.. before YOU left.. I asked a Boy.. and HE had to get your Permission.. and YOU allowed that BOY to draw YOU and the Boy would give me this Art sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. the boy say.. I am good to have this Picture.. the Art Sketch paper.. this drawing picture of YOU.. by the tree.. before YOU told me that YOU could never come back to the Garden.. that WHEN I grew to be older.. for YOU to know.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. YOU told me to bring this to YOU so that YOU will remember who I am.. and it was YOU who allowed me to have this.. to keep this.. that one day when I come to this palace.. when I bring this to show YOU who I am.. YOU will know that it was ME.. the lowly born servant at the garden who never stopped Loving YOU.. I came all the way just to tell YOU that I have grown.. and YES.. that I am going to enter the king's service and to Be a Palace Guard.. so that I can come close to YOU.. to protect YOU and to defend this nation.. I told you this when I was little.. when I was young.. I told YOU.. before YOU left for good.. I told YOU I promise I will come.. and as I am LOOKING UP at YOU from kneeling on two Knees.. YOU looked at me.. the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. and I see your smile.. so YOU do Remember everything right.. it is that Boy at the garden.. who wanted to give YOU a flower.. Now.. it is Not just a flower.. but I will show YOU a SWORD to protect YOU and this Nation.. and will FIGHT on your Behalf.. the Other guard looks at me.. and As I am looking at the New Recruits.. I would look back.. and I see the Seven Friends who are behind me.. there are two who has been there for me all this time.. the Other Guard who lead me to YOU.. and the First Guard who talk to me at the waters.. Who has been helping me to get closer to YOU.. and as I would LOOK by the Fence.. I see YOU.. the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. as I am holding the stick in the Hand.. telling me that I should train these new Men.. the YOUNG MEN who are the recruits.. and as I would pull back.. I would pull the Art Sketch paper.. the Drawing Picture of YOU.. it is when YOU were Little.. the Boy WHO gave it to ME.. who told me that I have the Permission from YOU.. the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. LOOKING at the Tree.. by the Garden.. I am always thinking about the Garden because it was the first TIME.. when I saw YOU coming.. riding on the Horse.. YOU wanted to see How the Garden feels.. it was when I saw YOU there.. when I started to LOVE you at the Garden.. as I am looking at one of the new Recruit.. He looks at me and swings the WOODEN SWORD at me.. and He misses as I go back.. with the WOODEN SWORD stick I am holding.. I would swing Forward and It hits the new recruit and He falls to the Floor.. to the ground.. I am looking at the Moon.. I just wish that YOU know my Heart.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I know that I can't go with you right Now.. Because I want YOU to be at the Seat.. to be at Your Throne.. to Rule over and to take the seat that belongs to YOU.. and I am standing by the tree.. on the Hill side top.. looking UP to the sky.. Looking at the stars shining across the sky.. MAH MAH.. I remember when I first stood here.. running UP the Hill when I was a Young Boy.. My Father was standing next to the tree.. and I would yell out loud.. and my Father smiling looking at me Running UP to him.. and I am holding the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. and I would show my Father.. and He looks at YOU.. that is the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. after My Father passed away.. I remember walking UP the Hill side.. and I would stand next to this Tree.. and I am holding unto the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. and I would turn too look.. I can see the Palace.. It seems so Far away.. and I would be looking UP to the sky.. Looking at the stars shining above me.. and that Moon.. it has never seems to change.. it would appear the same way as being a Young Boy.. But I still had hopes and dreams.. that One day I am going to see YOU.. that One day I am going to hold your hands and to stand by this Tree.. the same tree I would run up and down.. many broken hearts.. broken tears I would cry.. I would be shouting Loud.. Looking across.. Looking at the Palace.. WHY did you have to come into my Heart MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. why do you have to live In my Heart.. it hurts because I love YOU.. I know that I should be more happier than ever to Love YOU.. but instead.. many nights I would shed these tears.. feeling so Lost.. feeling so lonely and just to be loved.. Will the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. will you ever see my through.. would you ever see my Heart.. can YOU feel the Heart.. the One Heart that I have kept inside which weeps most of the time.. missing YOU.. wanting to be close.. to get close.. to Love YOU.. to held YOU in my arms and to tell YOU.. whisper in your Ears How much I love YOU.. and I would watch the Night.. wondering can My voice ever be heard.. I don't care.. as long as YOU can hear me.. if I tell YOU that I love YOU.. will you want to hear my words.. my voice of telling YOU.. I can tell YOU thousand times.. but will you want to hear it over and over and over again if I tell YOU that for Me.. it is the greatest pleasure to tell YOU from My Heart because I know deep within me I love YOU.. I would even stand by this tree.. when I saw the dark clouds gathered.. I can hear the roaring of the Thunder knowing that it is going to send rain.. showers and heavy rain down on me.. I would watch and wait.. as I feel the wind changing towards me and I start to see the rain drops.. falling from the Sky.. I would be standing by this tree.. Looking across.. looking at the Palace wondering.. If I go to YOU.. will you open your arms out to me.. will you tell me MAH MAH.. I am able to come to YOU.. will you allow me to step into that Palace.. and I would be wondering.. How do I get to that place from where I am standing.. I want to Go.. I want to run to YOU.. I want to be where YOU at.. If I go.. will you accept Me.. will I be invited to stand close to YOU.. and I would start to watch the rain fall.. Looking at the Art Sketch paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I remember it was after I saw YOU coming to the Garden

[@ohhchae]

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