[SUB] 올 가을 이건 어때? 수수연수X헤이미 신상 데일리 룩북🤎

[@happyday6731]

진짜 둘 조합 체고다 ,, 두분이서 데이트 브이로그 찍어주세요 !! 🧸🧡🧸

[@우원-r6g]

제가 너무 좋아하는 두 분의 조합이라니 ㅠㅠ 누나들 즐추 되세요!

[@s_uye0n]

4:42 이런 설정 너무 좋아요 ㅋㅌㅌㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 항상 설정 만들어내는 연수언니 오글거려하는 혬언니.. 너무 귀여워..💕🌸🎀💗

[@needlefilm]

still waiting for heyme to create a channel ㅜㅜ you too are friendship goals, ily both ♡♡

[@jjjjjoi3502]

혜이미 언니 부끄러워하는거 너무 웃겨욬ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ두분 다 너무 귀여우심🙈😍

[@quookka]

진심 다른 그림체랑 선, 스타일을 가진 두 분이 한 화면에서 콩닥말랑 하게 같이 잘 지내시는 게 너무 보기 좋다구요..💗 두 분 조합 꿀잼이에요 헤이미 스토어 찜해뒀었는데 구경갑니다🙌🏻

[@im_joori]

세상에…. 쌍둥이 바비인형 아니냐구요ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ🤭🧡

[@hopeurok959]

I really love watching them together. They both look lovely.🥺❤ They look great to all the clothes that they wore. Best friend goals❤ Loveyouuu Yeonsuuuu❤

[@아이엠소피아]

와 이렇게 멋있고 예쁜룩북 최고에요!!^^

[@Y-vlog__0704]

아니 진짜 연수언니 혜미언니 두분 다 느낌이 완전 다른 얼굴인데도 각자 개성있게 진짜 너무너무 예뻐요….🤍 정말 남자친구가 언니같은분들이랑 바람난다면 그냥 너무 예뻐서 그냥 봐줄수있을정도로 너무 예뻐요 ㅋㅋ큐ㅠㅠㅠㅇ우앙 진짜 연수언니는 제가 소녀나라때부터 진짜 좋아했는데 최근에 유튜브로 다시 보게돼서 너무 기뻤어요 ㅠㅠ 영상 잘 챙겨보고 있습니당 ✨

[@멍뭉이-s2l]

윤아랑 카리나가 꽁냥거리는거 가타요 ㅠㅠ❤️

[@blueflower9244]

the suit's sleeve buttons are so smart !! i want!!!👌😭💕💕💕💕💕

[@동이-d8m]

젤로 좋아하는 조합 !!!!!!!!! 언니들 룩북이 세상에서 쪨로 좋아요 ㅜㅜ 엉엉

[@round_and_round]

수수연수💓헤이미 조합 몰아보기 하고 있어요 너무 재밌어요

[@seoyeonsu]

워매워매 쌍둥이 너무 기여워요🥰깜찍해>

[@round_and_round]

@@seoyeonsu 어머 연수님 댓글에 완젼 심쿵쓰 ^^ 수수연수.태리태리.헤이미.안녕하새은 다 이쁘셔서 영상보고 매일 힐링되요. 바쁘신데 댓글달아주셔서 감사하고 오늘도 화이팅하세요😙😙

[@서현-c3r]

근데 진짜 둘다 모델인 이유가 있다 정말 진짜 얼굴 예쁜고 정말 몸매가.. 핏이.. 내가 이 영상 보고 사도 핏이 같지 않을거 같다.....

[@alyadamayanti0407]

뭐야아아아아앜 너무 예쁘다

[@ik2kq]

두분 느낌이 달라서 보는 재미가 더 커요! 두분다 힙한 느낌 기본적으로 탑재되어 있으시고, 혜미님은 사랑스러움,청순이라면 연수님은 시크,세련,고급미 뿜뿜 ♡ 연수님 퍼스널 컬러 너무 궁금합니당..!!♡

[@아이엠소피아]

오늘 첨 영상봤는데 두분 케미가 너무 잘어울리고 하는 애기들이 잼있었어요 옷에 관한 많은 좋은 정보들 얻어 갑니다 감사해요 수고하세요 ^^!!

[@또또-f5t]

얼굴합 미쳤어요유ㅠㅠㅠ

[@hitonchannel]

かわいい〜💓ヘミちゃんとの動画감사합니다~😍🥰

[@백다은-f1z]

우와>_____< 조합 미춌다♡♡♡♡♡ 역시 헤이미 옷은 인정할 수 밖에!!!!!!!!! 퀄리티가 미쳤져!!!!!!!! 진짜 수수연수언니의 영상에서 리얼 엄청 많이 출연해가꼬 이제는 말 안해두 다 알아요!!ㅎㅎㅎㅎ 언니들 해피추석보내세요~♡

[@jiji269]

너무너무 좋아하는 두분 조합이라서 좋고 예쁜사람 옆에 또 예쁜사람이라 예쁨이 두배라서 너무 좋고 같이 있을 때 그 시너지가 너무 좋고 합이 좋고 텐션도 좋고쿵짝도 좋고 티키타카도 좋고 다 좋아요 정말 언니😭항상 룩북올라올때마다 앞에 간단하게 브이로그식(?)으로 영상이 너무 짧아서 아쉬워요 두언니의 조합 브이로그가 많이 없어서 아예 다음에는 두분조합으로 우정여행 가는 영상 올라오길...바라는 맘...✨아니면 같이 요리하는 영상(단,다치면 안됨) 서로 옷 바꿔서 입거나 서로 꾸며주는 코디나 스타일링하는 꿀팁 서로 알려주는 컨텐츠나 같이 겟레디윗미도 찍어주면 좋겠어요❣️ 아니면 요새 정말 핫한 스우파 춤 추는 영상도 좋고 완전 쎈 언니 메이크업도 너무너무 좋아요👏🏻👏🏻 혜이미언니X수수언니 조합 포에버✨🧡 제발....제가 원한 컨텐츠 원츄...🧡 저는 이벤트는 필요없어요 그냥 찐으로 원해서 댓글 남겨요☺️ 언냐들 메리추석🙇🏻‍♀️

[@율이-m6o]

언니 룩북영상이 젤 조아요 ♥️♥️♥️

[@seoyeonsu]

고마워요>ㅁ< 행복한추석보내요 헤헷

[@헬로키티사랑해]

혜이미언니 제발 ㅠㅠ ㅠ 개인유튜브 만들어죠요 그리구 두 분 조합 말뭐말뭐!💕👍🏻 몽글크롭가디건 재입고 언제되요오오ㅗ옹 ㅠㅠ유 흑 빨리 입구싶어용

[@주주-b2r]

ju_blee / 조거팬츠(아이보리) 여름휴가도 헤이미에서 준비했었눈데 디테일이랑 퀄리티 넘 좋아요옹🤍

[@user-rd4yd9xh3j]

기다리던 조합 🤍🤍

[@seoyeonsu]

컴백!!!!!🥰❤️‍🔥

[@tasyakim4485]

She's kinda looks like yoona snsd 😍

[@문우진-y8y]

세상 이쁜분들 연수님은 바비인형이고 헤이미님은 소녀시대 윤아 닮았어요

[@onkingga]

이 조합 난 대찬성일세.!!😎

[@seoyeonsu]

대대찬성일세!!!!헤헷 행복한추석 보내세요>.

[@솔랑구]

연수님 이목꾸비가 너무 사랑스러워요 ㅠㅠㅠ

[@__jhn.]

ふたりともとても綺麗でかわいいです‪‪！‪‪☺︎‬ 日本からもお洋服が購入出来る様に なったらうれしいです♡⃛‎𓂃 𓈒𓏸

[@우징-j1s]

언니들 얼굴보는게 제일 재밋더…🤔🌹❤️

[@leemiho_o]

일본에서도 살 수 있으면 좋겠어요ㅠㅠ 그만큼 다 좋구 다 사고싶어요🥺 이만큼 제 취향인 브랜드는 없어요💕

[@해피히포-t2m]

헐 너무 좋아하는 두 분이 룩북 같이 찍는다니 너무 좋아요 ㅠㅅㅠ 요즘 가을 옷 사고싶었는데 헤이미 스토어팜으로 구경하러 가야겠어요 특히 레더자켓 너무 예뻐요 ! 옥수수들을 위해 이벤트 열어줘서 고마워요 수수언니 햅삐 추석 보내요 사랑해용🌽♥️

[@user-jarry]

모두가 사랑하는 이조합 🤍 헤이미에 진심인 언니❤️ 두분다 어쩜 영상에서도 뽀샵한것 처럼 이쁘지? 💓 둘다 너무 인형같다 언니 영상 덕에 행복한 연휴네요 헤이미옷은 심플하면소 디테일하고 유니크한게 매력인것 같아요 💗 연수언니 혜미 언니 사랑훼요~❤️

[@라떼-m1p]

와 언니 가을 옷 딱 살려고 옷 보고있었는데 어떻게 알고❤️🥺 언니 영상에서 옷 예쁘다 하고 찾아보면 대부분 헤이미 제품이더라고여!! 정말 기본적인 셔츠핏도 너무 이쁜것 같아요!! 영상 감사해요!! ◡̈

[@jeonjeey7059]

awak cantik💗 cute lol💜

[@auddhr]

이조합 젤 조아ㅠㅠ!!❤️

[@juxmiin]

담엔 밀당하지말구 그냥 와줘요ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ❤️ 두분 케미 진짜 말모말모❤️

[@jennie0309]

언니귀엽다😗😘😘

[@kyoungahkim3277]

연뚜 이즈뭔들…🤎모든 소화해내는 능력…🌼제일 예뽀🥺

[@user-yumeiki]

언니 너무 이뻐여 ㅠㅠ 진짜 언니 옷 입는것마다 다 내 취향..♡ 다 살순없고 언니 영상보면서 만족해야지🖤

[@Zi유]

언니 룩북이라니ㅜㅜㅜ알림오자마자 왓어용❤️ 넘예뻐용ㅎㅎ

[@seoyeonsu]

헤헤 오늘도 감사해요!!!!!❤️‍🔥 햅삐추석❤️‍🔥

[@yulda5195]

혜이미언니도 유튜브 해주셨으면 좋겠당 >< 오늘도 좋은 영상 올려주셔서 감사합니당💕🤭항상 볼 때마다 이쁜 것 같애요!!ㅠㅠ

[@규규규-z5p]

꺅 오늘도 영상 감사해요❤️❤️

[@seoyeonsu]

뭐야...아이디뭔데.... 나 운다...😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭사랑해요😭😭😭❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

[@호로로롤-q8v]

너무너무 이쁘고 귀여워요~~~~~~~😭😭

[@seoyeonsu]

너무너무 고마워요 행복한추석 연휴보내세요💓

[@윤세이-k8z]

언니 개이쁘쟈나나앙🧡

[@seoyeonsu]

고마워요>.< 추석 잘 보내요 건강하구 행복하게~🥰❤️‍🔥

[@류은채-j1o]

은색 링 귀걸이 정보좀용!

[@Kimchiis]

수수는 안어울리는 옷이 업떠어☺️👏🏻🧡 추석 잘 보내유우🍁🍁

[@Armangdigay]

저런 얼굴로 살면 무슨 기분일깡 ,, 🥲

[@은경-k4y]

ruddl / 조거팬츠(아이보리) 영상 너무 잘 보고있어요 💜. 항상 챙겨보다가 이번 HEY ME 옷들 연수 언니 말대로 너무 이뻐서 구매하였습니다 ! 앞으로도 두 분 응원할게요오 🧡💛 PS. 연수언니 뮤직비디오에서 너무 이뻤어요🌻 너무 잘봤습니다아 ㅎㅎ☺️

[@jongsuny1]

롱부츠 신은 헤이미님 예뻐요!

[@yoting2465]

완전 냉미녀 온미녀 조합..(⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ ·̫ ᵒ̴̶̷⸝⸝) ♡ 수수언니가 혜이미옷 진짜 잘 설명해 주시는거 같아요 ! 디테일한 설명이랑 코디 추천 대박이예요ㅠㅠb 특히 소라색 셔츠X그레이 팬츠 조합 넘무 취저라 구경 가려구요 >,< 즐추 보내세용 ! 🌽🌽💛

[@user-qi9vd9mz5u]

항상 좋은 영상 감사해요💖💖

[@moon07.09]

아이디 amy9995 이번에도 무조건 참여했어요ㅠㅠ 진짜 최애..둘 제발 많이 자주자주 올려주세여💗 혜이미 언니 스토어도 맨날 봐요 으앙 연수언니 영상 보면 매일 같이 너무 이뻐서 따라 사게되는…사랑해요 언니둘 포에버ㅜㅜㅜ으앙🙈🙈💞💞💓💓

[@장블리-l4b]

tomato454 /반바지 (아이보리) 아 이언니들 모야 모야 미쳤어💜 섹시한듯 청순해요 살앙하는 수수연수님 헤이미님♡ 늘 영상보구 제 취저라 연수님 첫 영상시작때부터 얼마나 설레었는지 자세하고 제 막내동생같은 목소리도 너무좋아유 모임분들 다 예쁘지만 헤이미님과의 케미는 정말 미쳤어 짜릿해 이뻐 🤩🤩 헤이미님 옷 셀렉 진짜 특별한거같아요 거의 모든 옷들이 예뻐요 고급지구😚 예쁜헤이미님의 초절정미소녀동생 연수님은 또 그옷을 더 멋드러지게 살려주시구요🤗🤭🤩 이 언니들 법의접촉대지않는 선에서 하고싶은거 다해😚😚 오늘도 웃는하루 대셨길 바래요 늘 워너비고 샤릉합니다융☺☺💜💜

[@욤-f6t]

항상 예쁨언니.. 혹시 이니셜목걸이 어디껀가용,,?🤍

[@강한나-e4n]

내 최애 조합 ㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜ 눈이 호강해요 ㅜㅠ

[@리메디에어로]

이거지..❤️

[@seoyeonsu]

옥수수....🌽💚사랑을 먹고 무럭무럭 자랍니다앙!!

[@aleko_rc]

Love your videos lots of loves from Spain 🇪🇸💖

[@hyebeeni]

귀엽고 예쁘고 다해욘~~~🌟

[@김지영-z1d9n]

holl88 / 조거팬츠 + 아이보리🧸 꺄 추석에 이벤트라뇨..🤍 무조건 참여해야 하는거죠! 룩북보다가 트레이닝이 넘 이쁘고 고급져서 네이비로다가 혜이미 마켓 첫구매했슴당! 두분 넘 이쁘고 케미좋아서 보기 좋아요! 즐거운 추석보내시고 꼭 당첨됐으면 좋겠어요🤎

[@suyeon9339]

아ㅠㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅠㅜㅠㅠㅜㅜㅠ 눈물날거가태 얼마나 기다렸다구요ㅠㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅜㅠㅠ사랑해요ㅠㅠㅜ알림뜨자마자ㅠㅠㅜㅜㅠㅜㅜㅠ♥♥♥

[@seoyeonsu]

울지ㅁr....😭⭐️ 옥수수 오늘도 와줘서 너무 고마워요 햅삐추석!!!!!💕

[@pacoballinas9256]

너무 예뻐요 🐼 많이 사랑해요 😍 보고싶어요 🙊ㅠㅠㅠㅠ 💜🇰🇷🇲🇽💜

[@이희숙-m3c]

ㅎㅎ오늘 영상 모야!!!!!!!!너무 좋아 증말로>< 언니들 조합 내가 진짜로 사랑한다고용ㅎㅎ 진짜 다 이쁜뎅 4번째 룩 진짜 곰돌쓰 같은 느낌 진짜 이름처럼 몽글몽글 해 보인다는 거죠!!!🐻❤❤ 학생인 저는 오늘도 영상으로 대리만족하고ㅠ 저도 빨리 어른되서 돈 마니 벌고 연수언니처럼 영앤리치톨앤프리티 될거라능^///^ 마음 같아서는 헤이미 아주 돈쭐 내주고 싶은뎅ㅠㅠ 진짜 이번에는 이 갈고 나온거 가타요!!!언니들의 정성이 느껴지는 코디랄까ㅎ 이렇게 늦게 영상을 본 나를 반성하며 다음번엔 더 빨리 올게용✨ 언니 진짜진짜진짜 많이 사랑하고ㅎ 행복한 추석보내세용💕💕

[@user-ek1zp4vw4h]

너무 예뻐요❤️ㅠㅠ 일본에서 구입할 수 있습니까?

[@ゆり-p3f2f]

귀엽고 너무 좋아요!❣️ 일본인 팬이라서 한국어가 이상할지도 몰라요💦

[@이뽀잉-r2w]

검정때안경 사고싶네요ㅡ

[@조먼지사랑해]

안녕하세용~ㅎㅎ 추석 즐겁게 보내세요🤩 항상 헤이미X수수연수 옷 추천룩 너무 잘보수있습니당ㅎㅎㅎ 볼때마다 저도 모르게 구매하게 되네용~~ 이번에는ㅎㅎ 트레이닝셋업 구매했습니당 네이비루💙 왜냐면 아이보리는 이벤트에 되기를 바라면서 네이비로 구매했습니당~~~ 겨울 룩도 기대하고 있겠습니당ㅎㅎ srsr9 스토어팜 아이디입니당 ㅎㅎㅎ

[@kar98killer21]

흰색 선글라스 어디껀지 알려주실수 있을가요?

[@febsoncam]

Aaaww thankyou for the eng sub eonni❤❤

[@phuonglinh3900]

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍love it

[@cho3o_mint265]

オンニ！！！I LOVE YOU🤍

[@chenda4135]

I am happy again with you ;)

[@jongsuny1]

예뻐요!

[@뭉게구름-y4q]

영상에 나온 가방들 정보 궁금해요!

[@0̈0̈-x8f]

rladkgus1e/조거팬츠(아이보리) 너무 좋아하는 가을가을한 옷이네요! 항상 헤이미 옷 사고 싶었는데 이번에 드디어 첫 구매해봤어용 ˃̵͈̑ᴗ˂̵͈̑ 츄리닝도 구매하려다가 혹시 몰라서 이벤트 참여해봅니당 두분 다 넘우 이쁘세요 ㅠㅜㅜㅜ

[@이뽀잉-r2w]

수수연수언니 하늘색 남방에 무슨랜즈 끼신거예요ㅡ

[@zzine__s2]

yezinezzang 만약에~~ 이벤트 당첨되면 조거바지로 받고싶어요>< 항상 응원할게욤♥️♥️♥️ 그리구 연수언니 항상 영상 잘 보구있구 저번에 더보기란에 글쓰는거 열심히 고민하고 적는다는 말에 항상 잘 챙겨보고있어요(소근소근) ♥️사라매요♥️

[@구금지]

벨트는 헤이미 사이트에 없던데ㅜㅜㅜㅜ 어디서 구매했는지알수있을까용?

[@얼렁뚱땅콩]

18:35 에 연수님 신발정보 아시는분 ㅠㅠㅠ

[@rikasekiguchi7295]

Love💕🙈

[@user-jt8wj3pf4b]

전부 타입이에요. 일본에서라도 살 수 있었으면 좋겠어요🥲

[@kimi6698]

언니!

[@foreveronce3121]

💜💜💜💜

[@itsumin9502]

とっても可愛いのに日本にはそういう服が売ってない😭😭

[@김보민-l2g7i]

사이트궁금해요

[@희희-q2u]

언니들 얼굴형 관리 궁금하다... 포샵 한거같은 얼굴형ㅜㅜ

[@수줍씨]

우리연수(于里英恩) 개귀여어(凱歸蠡魚) 하고풍거(河鼓風去) 삭다해라(削多海蘿) 신의미모(神義美貌) 세상간지(世上間地) 차안에서(車安恚西) 비치난다(費治難多)

[@devinjo2318]

Oink Oink.. I am standing out here.. Looking at the Moon.. I wondering if YOU can hear me.. If I tell you something.. will you be able to hear on the Other side.. Can you please hear Me because right Now.. I need YOU.. and Yes.. I miss you too.. only YOU is who I need and WHO I love.. loving you is the Only thing I can do.. But.. if you want to hear me.. right Now I am standing Out side.. It is Night here because I am looking at the Moon.. I know that I miss YOU.. I think you have forgotten to take something with YOU.. WHY did you leave it behind.. why did YOU not take this with YOU.. my Both arms are holding around.. the Pillow.. the Shape is a Heart and the color is Pink.. the Most Beautiful color.. Please.. tell me that YOU have forgotten to take this with YOU.. or please tell me that YOU did leave it behind for me to see.. that YOU know as much as I love YOU.. I first want YOUR Heart.. WHY did you not leave your Real Heart instead.. if this Pillow Pink Heart which I am holding in my arms.. I want to hold YOU.. I want to hold Your Real Heart.. will you please let me have a Peek of Your Real Heart.. I want to know if I can see your Heart.. and to Love Your Heart.. Only you can tell me the answer because Right Now I am waiting.. beneath this Tent shade.. I am out on the patio.. looking up at the Moon.. I am missing YOU.. I have been missing YOU for a long time.. WHY.. tell me why did YOU leave this Pillow behind.. Now I am thinking of YOU.. thinking more about your Heart.. I wish that I can have your Heart.. Hold your Heart close to my Arms.. Hold your Heart so that I can put my lips as close and tell your Heart.. My Heart sings inside of me.. because it starts with my Heart.. who knows that I love YOU.. My Heart truly loves YOU.. that is why I want your Heart.. I need your Heart.. I do not want this Pillow Pink Heart.. of course if it belongs to YOU.. I love it.. but I really really want Your Real Heart is what I am talking about.. when will you show me Your Heart.. Please tell me that I am able to see your Heart.. and get close to you so that I can see your Real Heart.. if you let me get close to YOU.. can I tell your Heart something.. I want to tell your Heart.. I want to hear.. I want to hear it.. hear the sound.. I want to hear your Heart beating.. can I please hear your Heart Beat.. as I put my ear and to tell YOU.. Listen to the Heart Beat.. I love the sound of the beating of Your Heart.. because I know that it is I who loves you the Most.. But How can I hear.. I want to hear.. only thing I can do is just look UP.. I am looking at the Moon.. I can't even see your Face.. my arms stretches far.. hands holding the Pink Heart Pillow.. LOOK.. I am looking at the Moon.. I can feel my tear drops.. running down my cheeks.. LOOKING UP at the Moon.. missing YOU so Bad.. Missing you so Much right now.. I am holding this Pillow.. Pink Heart.. Can you please see this.. I know that you are miles and miles away.. I know that you can't even hear me at all.. Only if you can come Out at Night.. Please come Out.. see if there is Night on the Other Side.. Come Out Please.. and If is Night on the Other Side.. is the MOON Up in the sky showing Up.. Is the MOON there.. I know that the Moon can show UP and show you a picture.. Show you a shadow of a person.. It is Me.. and I know that YOU are able to see a figure.. I am holding the Heart Pink Pillow.. you have left it behind here.. and I want to show you something on the Other side.. Can you please come Out.. if it is Night over there.. please step Out side.. see if you can see the Moon appear before YOU.. if you are standing out side in the Night and YOU see the Moon.. can YOU Hear me.. Can you hear my voice.. I know that YOU can't see me but I can tell you this.. I have found something.. YOU have left something behind and I am asking does it belongs to YOU.. and If you are over there on the Other side struggling for what YOU have lost.. DID you lost a Pillow.. a Heart shape color Pink.. I have it over here.. my arms around the Shape Heart Pink Pillow.. I wanted to ask YOU.. why did you leave it behind.. WHY did you lose this Heart.. DID you left it behind or did you lost it on your way going somewhere because I have it with Me.. Please tell me that I can have the Heart.. Can We make a trade when YOU see me soon.. if you come to see me.. can we trade Heart to Heart.. I will give YOU this Pillow.. shape of a Heart color Pink and YOU can give me your Real Heart.. I know that if you give it to Me.. I will love your Heart forever.. I will love your Heart which YOU never felt before.. Only give me a chance to Love your Heart.. I am asking you.. can I please have your Real Heart because I need you now.. as I am standing out side.. Looking UP at the Moon.. I know that without YOU.. my life is going to be incomplete.. that is why I need you.. I want you near me but only way is to Love your Heart.. What do I must do to get to Your Heart.. I been asking you for a while.. but YOU have never given me a straight Answer.. I am only asking for just one thing.. it is Your Real Heart.. Not a Pillow.. Not a Shape of a Heart.. Not a Color Pink either.. but Your Real Heart.. and as I stand Looking UP at the Moon.. my arms around the Shape Heart.. color Pink pillow.. I wish that it was the real Heart.. at least I can say something to the Real Heart.. what can I do with this Pillow.. shape of a Heart.. No matter how much I say to this Pillow.. it only wants me to lay my Head down on it.. If I lay down.. at least I want to hear the sound.. the beating.. I want to hear it.. listen to your Heart Beat and I would turn to Your Heart as I be listening to the sound and the beating of the Heart.. LOOKING at your Heart.. I would say.. I love YOU.. DO you love me too.. I would turn again to your Heart and I will say.. I love YOU.. Do you love me too.. can YOU please tell me that YOU can love me too.. because YOU know how much I love you.. I have been waiting for this for a long.. to tell you but also to hear from you if YOU DO.. and can I please turn to Your Heart and tell your Heart my words.. that I love you.. as I would step few steps back.. I would think about before I came out to the Patio.. I was sitting on the top of the Bed and as I lay on the Bed.. something laying beside me.. and I turn to face.. the Shape of the Heart.. color Pink.. the Pillow is next to me.. and I would sit UP on the bed.. I have the phone with me.. and I hit to see the Picture.. many pictures I have saved and there is One Picture.. as I would take a LOOK at the Picture.. it is you on this bed.. I have taken a picture of you.. you were laying on the side.. holding your arms around this Pillow.. the shape of the Heart.. the color Pink.. and both of your eyes were closed.. that means you were sleeping and I have taken a picture of you while you were falling asleep.. Like a Sleeping Beauty.. in such a peace and beauty you were.. as I am sitting on the bed.. I see the same Pillow.. the shape of the Heart.. the color Pink.. and I am wondering.. why is this here.. I know that this is Yours.. why did you leave it on this Bed.. I never bought a Pillow.. shape of a Heart.. color Pink.. but it was laying.. I tried to go to sleep but while trying to lay on my side.. I was faced with this Heart shape Pillow.. color Pink and it woke Me up.. and I have forgotten that it was here or thought that It was taken with YOU.. as I was sitting on the Top of the Bed.. I would be looking at it.. and I wanted to try what YOU have shown me in this Picture.. my hands grab this Heart shape Pillow.. color Pink.. my arms would go around and I would hold it tightly and lightly squeeze it.. Does your Heart feels this Way.. is it this Soft.. and is it this warm.. I love a Heart being warm and soft.. makes me want to hold It close and make you feel how I feel the way I feel when I hold and it is your Heart.. as I am holding.. my arms around the Heart shape Pillow.. color Pink.. I start to think of you more.. wondering DO you miss Me.. because right Now.. holding this Heart shape Pillow.. the color Pink.. I am missing YOU.. Now I want to see YOU.. I want to see you near and close to Me.. but being so Far.. I just feel like I just can't do anything.. why do I must feel this Way that there is Nothing I can do even though it is just loving YOU.. why can't I love you close.. Why can't you be here.. be near me so I can love you closer.. why do YOU have to be so far that sometimes I feel like I can't love you the way I want to because of the distance between.. I want you close. I want you near.. Please come closer.. and I would be so sad.. as I am looking at the Picture.. on the Phone.. there is the Picture of YOU holding the Heart shape Pillow.. and YOU look in such peace.. as I am looking at the picture of YOU.. I am sitting on the Top of the Bed.. Holding the same Pillow.. Shape of the Heart.. color Pink.. Does it feels the same.. I think looking at the Picture.. looking at you holding the same Heart Shape Pillow.. the Color Pink.. I can feel Your Heart.. I guess knowing that we can share something very special feeling of loving the Shape Heart.. because I am thinking of it being YOUR HEART.. only YOUR Heart I want to hold.. Only Your Heart I want to love and tell it that I love YOU.. as I am holding with both arms around It.. I know this has to be the same feelings.. that it is all about loving YOU.. I am looking at the Picture of YOU.. Do you know that I am holding a Heart.. it is a Shape of A Heart.. I am thinking of being Your Heart to me.. because I want to hold your Heart the way I am holding this Shape Heart.. the Pillow.. only if you did Not go and you were to stay here.. I wonder How you would react.. I wonder what would you have done.. coming over.. and YOU be seeing this Shape Heart of the Pillow.. the Pink Color on the top of

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. I am looking Across.. Standing by the Gates.. with the three Friends.. as the Back of the Palace Guards.. I am looking at YOU.. and so many people has gathered.. ALL of the TOP Generals.. the Commanders.. the Head servant.. maids.. even the Highest Kitchen Lady.. and ALL of the Special Body Guards.. the servants and I can hear a Great Celebration.. on the Outer Court.. I am watching YOU.. looking through the gate Bars.. I am wondering.. what is going to Happen after this.. WILL I able to still love YOU.. Look at the place I am standing.. and my three friends who are standing next to me sees Me.. I am sad.. My Heart is broken because NOW.. it is so Hard to Love YOU.. of Course I should be the One who should be the Most happiest to support YOU.. I know that it was ME who told YOU to leave.. to GO.. to go back to the Palace because It is the King.. PEH HA is calling.. He wanted to show YOU and give YOU something.. I was so Happy to hear this News.. that something Great was going to Happen.. and I am now Sad.. NOT sad in a Bad way.. I am just so sad because of this Distance.. I want to come Close.. I want to be near YOU.. able to hold Your Hands.. able to be close and to tell YOU at least I miss YOU.. or say I love YOU.. YOU don't have to accept the Words but.. If I were able to get closer to YOU.. at least YOU are able to feel the energy.. able to see me Smile.. but.. NOW.. I feel like only looking at the MOON can be more closer than for me to LOOK at YOU.. I am looking through the Bar Gate.. as I am watching the People.. the Most important People.. even the Prime Minister has come.. also the Queen.. the People all lowers and falls to the Floor.. QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. people all shouts on the floor.. lowering as she walks.. YOUR Mother has come and Me with the three friends all hit the Floor.. even though she can't see us.. knowing that the QUEEN has COME.. there is a Throne Seat.. in the Middle.. but a stage which YOU are on.. and Now the Messenger Shouts Out.. PEH HA!! the King is Coming.. the KING has come.. PEH HA! and all the people shouts Loud.. PEH HA! and me with the three friends shouts together PEH HA! and the King says for the attendants.. all rise UP and every one stands UP on the two feet.. so me and the three Friends all get UP.. the King is on the Outer Court.. and there is stairs.. He looks at YOU.. HE is with tears in his Eyes looking at YOU.. and there is a Big Crown.. and as the King steps UP He tells YOU to sit on the Throne.. and I look.. It can't be.. and He places a Crown ON the TOP of Your Head.. and He looks at YOU.. kisses Your Hand and says.. Now the CROWN PRINCESS.. SOON to Lead.. SOON to take over the Place.. and everyone Falls ON to the Floor.. lowers all.. and Says CROWN PRINCESS.. I am On the Floor.. with the three Friends.. HWANGTAEJABI.. WANGSEJABI.. MAH MAH.. and every one shouts.. YOU sit there very shock.. but We all knew that IN time YOU will become the TOP RULER for the Nation.. People cheers and shouts Out.. WANGSEJABI.. CROWN PRINCESS.. we honor YOU.. the Commanders comes and they take a Bow to YOU.. kneeling and lower the Heads.. to the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI MAH MAH.. the Crown Princess.. and Each Man comes to kiss your hand.. few Commanders.. the TOP 1st Chief Generals line UP.. to the 2nd In command of Chief Generals.. to the 3rd in command of Chief Generals.. and the Lower top generals and I am watching.. this is the Most biggest celebration.. very close of becoming the Ruler.. and I am falling looking on the floor.. What am I suppose to DO.. One side of my Heart.. I am truly joyful.. and I am so Happy for YOU.. I knew in time YOU would become the Crown Princess.. WANGSEJABI MAH MAH.. I would feel so happy that Now you are going to be taking over.. even though there is NO crown Prince.. but YOUR FATHER.. PEH HA made that calling.. Knowing that YOU are ready.. I am looking at the King and the Queen.. both lower themselves before YOU.. I am in shock.. It is PEH HA and HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and they made this Happen.. Now.. On the Other side.. I am watching all of these Most important people who works for the King.. they are all going over kissing Your hand.. I see a long Line and I would be on this Position till the Sun Goes Down.. and I see YOU still sitting on that Throne with the Crown TOP of your Head.. as I am hearing foot steps.. and it stops by the gate door bar.. I know someone is coming.. Is it my turn to kiss Your Hand.. If I kiss your hand.. I know that I can't love YOU any more.. what about me.. What about my Heart.. WILL you still let me Love YOU even after I kiss YOUR HAND.. I want to know.. will you let me still come close.. because I told YOU that I did not want to Come.. I knew that THIS would happen.. I told you before.. when We were back at the garden.. up on the Hill side by the tree.. I told YOU to let me stay Alone.. that I did Not want to go with YOU.. that I told my friends to take YOU instead.. because I knew that this is going to happen to Me.. WHY are you making my Heart to Bleed.. WHY don't you just give me a sharp blade knife and cut UP my stomach instead.. it be better if I just die like this.. I told YOU that YOU SHOULD go alone.. and I know that YOU wanted me to see YOU and to join in the celebration.. Yes.. it is the Best day I see.. it is the greatest day I am feeling at One side.. that Now.. YOU are the Crown Princess.. HWANGTAEJABI.. MAH MAH.. but the next thing I want to know.. what am I suppose to do with my Heart.. I have been loving you for so Long.. I mean it has been such a very long time.. and I began to think.. if it is all about MAH MAH.. WANGSEJABI.. the Crown Princess.. YOU becoming the Next Ruler.. I told you that I did not want to come because the Distance is going to push me far away from YOU.. that is why leaving me behind would been a great idea because my eyes seeing YOU Close is good but bad when I can't ever come close to YOU.. DO YOU KNOW how much I love YOU.. DO you know that I love you so much that I did decide to join.. decided to see this Celebration.. NOW My heart is breaking inside because I know there will be Distance between US.. but able to see YOU close.. but loving YOU far hurts me far more than FOR me being at the Garden.. on the TOP of the HILL side by the tree been better because at least I don't have to see YOU.. it is the same feeling because of the distance.. it kills me more that I can't love YOU.. it kills me even more that I want to love YOU.. but How.. HOW can I love YOU when YOU are the CROWN PRINCESS.. WANGSEJABI.. MAH MAH.. Please tell me How.. I hear the Bar Gates Opening.. and the Messenger is standing there.. telling me to get UP.. and the four of Us all get up.. the Crown Princess is calling is what the Messenger is telling.. the three of the friends started to walk forward.. But I stop.. I am not going to walk over.. I can't kiss YOUR HAND if I can't love YOU.. I rather NOT go and just turn the Other way.. the Messenger stops and turns to look at me.. the Crown Princess is waiting.. HWANGTAEJABI.. MAH MAH is waiting for YOU.. but I would not make any move.. I can't go.. I don't want to walk over and kiss Your hand.. and If my Heart cannot love you any more.. Just please END my life here.. I rather DIE.. and the Special Body Guards walks over.. One pulls out the Sword to my Neck.. and He wants to strike me on the Neck with the Blade of the sword.. and I hear the voice.. the sword be place down.. I turn to look over.. as I look over.. the Important people all lowers and goes to the Floor as YOU stand UP from the Throne and YOU are looking at me.. I see the Big Crown placed.. and I am waiting for YOU to End my Life.. I know that I can't kiss Your Hand.. WHAT happens to me.. HOW about my Heart.. if YOU are going to HURT ME and kill My Heart.. KILL me first.. I am always ready to Die for YOU.. and I see YOU walking down the stairs from the Stage and three friends all stops and turns too look at me.. If I cannot even Love YOU.. what is the Point of me living.. I did not come all the way here to Just kiss Your Hand.. I came here to celebrate with YOU.. it is the Most Beautiful Day but How about Me.. How about my Love.. How about me Loving YOU.. If I can't love YOU now.. I can't love you later.. because it will turn Out to be Never.. that is why I choose to be still here.. How about Me.. tell Me.. give me the answer first.. I rather turn the Other way.. I will go back to the Garden where I belong in the first place.. where I should stayed in the first place.. If this was going to happen.. I do not know why I came all the way down here to cause trouble.. I don't mean to cause any kind of trouble.. because MY true intention is also celebrate.. but IF it ends this Way.. and YOU are forcing me to Kiss Your Hand so that I can't love you any more.. I am telling YOU now I will not.. I will Not kiss YOUR HAND.. so Please.. Let me GO back to the place where I belong.. Maybe I don't belong here any more because NOW.. I have reached a Point.. I can die.. If I can't love YOU.. Please let me go to see my Family.. I can meet them on the Other side.. since I know now I can't love YOU.. and My tears begins to roll down.. YOU know that I am badly hurt right Now.. YOU know that It hurts if I can't love YOU.. it hurts even missing YOU but to stand here for the rest of My life.. just to look at YOU but can't never love YOU.. I can't.. WHY did you even bring me to this Place if YOU knew it was going to end UP like this.. If you would of told me if YOU Knew

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. this was to happen.. I would of chosen to Be at the Garden.. be close to the Buried family members.. I am not trying to start anything.. Not a war.. Not trying to bring any kind of Trouble.. but just telling YOU.. letting YOU know that I should of never come.. YES.. I do love that YOU are Now the CROWN PRINCESS.. WANGSEJABI.. MAH MAH.. I am truly happy for YOU.. that YOU are going to be ruling soon.. I already told YOU it was going to happen., of course never thought this SOON though.. BUT it has happened.. If I walk over.. and YOU give me YOUR HAND.. and I kiss that Hand.. that means I can't ever love YOU.. I will not kiss YOUR hand if I just can't.. I rather turn My Head and look up to the Sky and LOOK at the MOON and just talk to that Moon thinking about YOU.. I have been asking the MOON like he be a friend and sharing.. How much I love YOU and how much I been praying to meet YOU and always wishing that I can meet YOU SOON.. that part it has come true.. but I started to fall for YOU.. maybe because It Hurts so Much I started to love YOU.. maybe it was because missing YOU TOO MUCH I started to Love YOU.. but just thinking about YOU.. it made My Heart to Fall in Love with YOU.. because YOU are the CROWN PRINCESS.. knowing that this was going to happen.. because of THIS.. because YOU are HWANGTAEJABI.. MAH MAH.. knowing YOU are the Best.. the greatest is why I loved YOU.. ever since I was a young Boy.. I knew that YOU were going to be someone very special.. and NOW I see.. my eyes are seeing.. that because YOU are.. that is why I rather just love YOU and Not kiss YOUR HAND.. I am looking at the Moon.. I just wish that YOU know my Heart.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I know that I can't go with you right Now.. Because I want YOU to be at the Seat.. to be at Your Throne.. to Rule over and to take the seat that belongs to YOU.. and I am standing by the tree.. on the Hill side top.. looking UP to the sky.. Looking at the stars shining across the sky.. MAH MAH.. I remember when I first stood here.. running UP the Hill when I was a Young Boy.. My Father was standing next to the tree.. and I would yell out loud.. and my Father smiling looking at me Running UP to him.. and I am holding the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. and I would show my Father.. and He looks at YOU.. that is the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. after My Father passed away.. I remember walking UP the Hill side.. and I would stand next to this Tree.. and I am holding unto the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. and I would turn too look.. I can see the Palace.. It seems so Far away.. and I would be looking UP to the sky.. Looking at the stars shining above me.. and that Moon.. it has never seems to change.. it would appear the same way as being a Young Boy.. But I still had hopes and dreams.. that One day I am going to see YOU.. that One day I am going to hold your hands and to stand by this Tree.. the same tree I would run up and down.. many broken hearts.. broken tears I would cry.. I would be shouting Loud.. Looking across.. Looking at the Palace.. WHY did you have to come into my Heart MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. why do you have to live In my Heart.. it hurts because I love YOU.. I know that I should be more happier than ever to Love YOU.. but instead.. many nights I would shed these tears.. feeling so Lost.. feeling so lonely and just to be loved.. Will the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. will you ever see my through.. would you ever see my Heart.. can YOU feel the Heart.. the One Heart that I have kept inside which weeps most of the time.. missing YOU.. wanting to be close.. to get close.. to Love YOU.. to held YOU in my arms and to tell YOU.. whisper in your Ears How much I love YOU.. and I would watch the Night.. wondering can My voice ever be heard.. I don't care.. as long as YOU can hear me.. if I tell YOU that I love YOU.. will you want to hear my words.. my voice of telling YOU.. I can tell YOU thousand times.. but will you want to hear it over and over and over again if I tell YOU that for Me.. it is the greatest pleasure to tell YOU from My Heart because I know deep within me I love YOU.. I would even stand by this tree.. when I saw the dark clouds gathered.. I can hear the roaring of the Thunder knowing that it is going to send rain.. showers and heavy rain down on me.. I would watch and wait.. as I feel the wind changing towards me and I start to see the rain drops.. falling from the Sky.. I would be standing by this tree.. Looking across.. looking at the Palace wondering.. If I go to YOU.. will you open your arms out to me.. will you tell me MAH MAH.. I am able to come to YOU.. will you allow me to step into that Palace.. and I would be wondering.. How do I get to that place from where I am standing.. I want to Go.. I want to run to YOU.. I want to be where YOU at.. If I go.. will you accept Me.. will I be invited to stand close to YOU.. and I would start to watch the rain fall.. Looking at the Art Sketch paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I remember it was after I saw YOU coming to the Garden.. the first time YOU came.. I heard a Man who is also working for the Garden.. He told me that the PRINCESS.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM has come.. I remember I dropped.. I was at the Hill side on top.. by this Same Tree.. I was looking at the bed of flowers where my Mother.. and I was talking to the Bed of flowers where my Mother was buried.. and just pouring out my Heart and I heard.. the Man tells Me to come and see.. the Princess.. CONG JU NIM is here.. pay respect and Honor.. I would turn back.. running down the Hill to the Garden.. and I saw YOU on the Horse.. riding on the Horse.. Many of the Servants and soldiers came to the Garden.. I stop trying to catch a Deep Breathe.. I was in Awe with YOU.. MAH MAH.. of course I remember meeting you few times with My Father.. but it was when I was much younger in those days.. but after my Father passed.. I was left alone.. leaving in a small House that He has built for me to live.. telling me that He is going to be gone for a Long time.. but this House.. the small house is now mine.. He has built all for me.. and that was the last time.. In a back of a carriage comes the Body of my Father.. when I saw it brought to me.. I broke down in many tears.. My Heart shattered and broken of a great Loss in my life.. but the Only way this had to go through.. I would open and look at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. Only Love I can give Now.. I can't give love to my parents anymore.. but for YOU.. I have saved my whole Heart to just to love YOU.. just to say How much I love YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. YOU do not know how Much I love YOU now.. as I would hear and I ran Down.. stopping to catch me Breathe.. I wanted to fall back.. and I saw YOU on the Horse.. a White Beautiful Horse.. YOU were wearing a White Dress.. I can feel my Heart stop.. my Beating of the Heart did not want to beat any more.. I saw YOU.. the Horse just stopped and One of the Guards.. the Special Body Guard comes UP to me.. and I remember I had to kneel before YOU.. to respect and Honor the Princess.. MAH MAH.. the words just could not come Out.. I was blown into pieces.. because YOU grew UP.. I wanted to cry because YOU were so much more Beautiful.. in person.. looking at YOU after few years goes by.. the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU was no more use because it was when YOU were young.. I can feel my chest pains.. aching for YOU more.. Longing for YOU more.. MAH MAH.. I would be kneeling.. as three Special Body Guards would help YOU off the Horse and YOU walked closer to me.. and YOU stopped.. My Heart.. I did not want to tell YOU about what is happening to my Heart.. I am looking at the ground.. kneeling before YOU.. my Heart.. my hand wanted to touch my Chest to show YOU.. there is something happening to my Heart.. to let YOU know.. YOU have come way too close to me.. because I can now hear my Heart weeping inside.. for a long time.. I wanted to see YOU.. I would be wishing.. I would be dreaming.. I would be running UP the Hill Side Top.. I know that I could not go to the Palace and just show UP.. I could not just ask the Guards guarding the gates to open the door for me.. and I been waiting for a day like this to happen.. I been looking at the stars.. wishing upon the stars.. I would turn to look at the MOON.. wondering does that Moon knows me.. can that MOON hear my voice.. when I ask.. when I plead and beg to be heard.. will that MOON able to hear me.. and I would be asking many nights.. that I want to see YOU.. I wanted to know if I can get close to the Princess.. MAH MAH.. close to CONG JU MAH MAH.. when I came down.. I was speaking to my Mother.. who is lying in the Bed of flowers.. that I been sharing to Her.. that I wanted to see the Princess.. but Father would warn me never to go see MAH MAH.. help me is what I be asking my mother.. that is when I heard the Man who works in the Garden to come down to the Garden.. the Princess.. CONG JU NIM has come.. I am not sure how this be.. but many nights.. the man who works in the garden sees me run UP to the Hill side top.. I think he hears my voice.. but when I saw YOU coming to the Garden for the first time.. I just could not believe it.. I be asking myself.. was it the stars who made my Dreams come true.. I wished many nights on those stars.. was it the Moon who can hear my cries.. my voice when I speak to that MOON about YOU.. showing the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. My finger points

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MAH MAH.. to the face on the Art Sketch Paper.. saying.. this is MAH MAH.. it is the PRINCESS.. it is the CONG JU NIM.. I want to ask YOU.. if YOU can bring the Princess to Me.. can YOU please tell the Princess that I want to see YOU.. I want to say something.. I have something in my Heart to tell.. but if the Princess.. MAH MAH is so far away.. How can the Princess Knows.. and I be showing tears.. hands are on prayer mode.. and I am on both knees.. and I am looking at the MOON.. asking and asking.. I need to see the Princess.. I needs to see MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. and I am opening my Heart.. looking up speaking to that Moon so that I can tell you something.. When YOU came closer.. and YOU stood there.. and YOU stopped while I was kneeling.. looking at the Floor.. I heard your voice.. telling my to speak.. that a Message was send to YOU and that YOU have decided to come.. I couldn't believe it.. I would think in my mind.. YOU are a Royal Blood.. at the TOP.. YOU are to rule next in line.. from the Blood line of the King.. and I am just no one.. I don't even have a name and YOU would not even recognize my name.. asking whose name is that.. and YOU have come.. and I just could not believe that YOU came.. I would be shaken by this wondering.. what am I suppose to say to you.. there is all these Guards.. soldiers.. and even generals.. even special team of Body Guards that came with YOU.. and I am only working in this garden with an older Man.. I am not even important figure.. and I would say.. MAH MAH.. I have seen you few times when I was much younger.. My Father is the One who would take me as He was the one to care.. He was the Head of the servants of the Palace and was to be there for YOU.. so I would beg my father that I wanted to see the Princess.. I wanted to see CONG JU NIM.. just Once I begged HIM.. I remember He put me on a Horse back and He would travel many days with me sitting on the Horse.. I came to the Palace because of my Father who was to care for YOU as a Servant.. I saw YOU from the Distance.. I was on the Other side of the Back gates where Your Chamber room was located.. I was sitting on the back of the Horse.. my Father goes in and I saw MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM coming out.. I saw you from the Distance and a man who was a sketch Artist came out from the gates and I do remember I stopped him.. I asked HIM if He can draw a Picture of YOU.. and He looks at me with a Smile.. and I pointed to YOU.. Can YOU please do me a favor.. I want an Art Sketch.. can you please draw the Picture of Princess.. the man goes back.. and I would watch Him.. and I saw you standing alone as he drew on the art sketch.. I would watch the man walk out of the back of the gates and Gives me the Art sketch paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I would fall in love.. the more I looked at the art sketch paper.. the picture of YOU and I would lift up my head to look at you from the distance.. I was on the other side of the Back Gates.. I wanted to go close to YOU.. I wanted to see YOU closer because I could of see you from far.. I wanted to tell YOU.. for a Long time.. I been loving YOU.. you may not know this but I been longing for YOU.. wanting to love YOU.. but to see YOU in person to tell YOU how much I been loving YOU because YOU don't know unless I am able to tell YOU my Heart.. for a long time.. I would be on the Hill side top.. standing by the Tree.. LOOKING across.. LOOKING at the palace.. and I know that my words can't never reach YOU.. my voice can't be heard because of the distance.. How can YOU hear me when I am standing OUT so far.. Before I can lose this Chance.. I just wanted to tell YOU.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I have always been loving YOU.. even though you may never know this.. I been here.. waiting for this very day to tell YOU.. to say to YOU that I love YOU.. I am not asking you to accept.. but just want you to know that at least my voice to be heard by YOU.. I wanted to tell YOU for the longest.. I love YOU and Kept on missing YOU for a long time.. wondering will you ever know this Heart of Mine because I know this is the Only time.. only chance I get to tell YOU.. even if YOU want to kill me today and I die.. I will die with a Smile because at least I get to say what my Heart longing to say to YOU for a long time.. that Now.. My Voice has been heard to YOU.. I wanted to say.. I love YOU PRINCESS.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I love YOU.. I am standing Next to YOU.. Looking at another Bed of Flowers.. Next to the Tree.. I see you standing next to Me.. One of my Friends pulling on the Rope of the Horse and stops behind Me.. and I turn to look back.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. Where can I go with YOU.. If I asked you to stay with me.. Where can I take YOU.. there is Not many places I know that I can take YOU.. but MAH MAH.. YOU are the One who can go to many Places.. YOU are a part of the Kingdom.. which YOU are the Princess of the Nation.. who is to become the Next Ruler.. I know that YOU have a Voice.. strong voice to take control and also can unite the World.. and there are so many People who will follow YOU and will support on joining with YOU.. I know that I can't really give YOU much.. and has decided to Let You Go for Now.. I have something I must do but I know that I will always Love YOU.. I know that your father.. the King.. PEH HA is waiting for YOU.. if YOU don't go now.. and I see you turn Your Head but seems like YOU just don't want to go.. I am so confused.. YOU have brought me here.. and I have followed YOU here.. but here.. what am I suppose to Do.. I am only showing YOU the History of the dead People who once was alive.. but Now.. this is the Only their grave.. but why do YOU want to come and see both of the Parents of mine.. and YOU are asking me to stay here with YOU.. but.. I know YOU have a Bigger Plan.. YOU are suppose to rule for the Next.. I know your Father wants YOU to take control.. I am only a Palace Guard who just can't do much.. YOU are asking me where did My spirit Go.. YOU are asking me where did ALL that Heart go when I was in Prison.. all the Words I was telling YOU.. all the Pains and Passions of just telling YOU how much I love YOU.. YOU are asking me where is all the Inspiration of loving YOU went.. it has Not gone anywhere.. I still have it in my Heart.. I do love you then.. and I still love YOU now.. it is just the situation where I am standing on this ground.. So you are asking me to GO fight against the WILL of your Father.. WHO is the King of the Nation.. I am Not going to fight against Your Father.. because He is the One who is going to be the ONE to give YOU His Crown and He is the One WHO loves YOU more than Me.. Your Father loves YOU More.. that is why He is wanting you to RULE.. But when YOU are ruling.. I know that I am Not allowed to step In.. because I am Only a Palace Guard.. that is why I know that I can only love YOU from the Distance.. I believe MAH MAH.. YOU have Big Dreams.. YOU have Big Plans and Goals.. I want to see YOU accomplish and establish what is YOURS.. because of Me I don't want you to stop Dreaming.. I want you to Keep on pursuing BIGGER and Greater things even it means to Lose Me.. If I cannot be with YOU.. I know because YOU are such a Greater Woman.. YOU have things Much Bigger things to do then I.. that does Not means I will Not stop loving YOU.. I will love you even when YOU stand afar.. I will love you when YOU see the MOON UP in the sky and the Stars are next to it.. I will love you even when YOU don't see me near.. I will love YOU because I know that I believe in loving YOU is the greatest feeling.. just because Your Presence is Not here.. I know I still can tell YOU I love YOU because Love can truly reach and meet YOU on the Other side.. LOOK at how this all came about.. SO you are afraid that just because I am Not with YOU.. the distance will drift us apart.. if YOU don't see me.. If I am Not around any more.. YOU feel like YOU can't receive My Love.. and ON the back I pulled Out the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing.. the Picture of YOU.. DO you see How the pieces were torn.. It was when I was very Young and I see you turn to look at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. This is when I was very young.. I told YOU.. My Father brought this to me when I was a Young Boy and showed me this Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. when I saw it.. I just could not get YOU off my Mind.. this Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. it may seems like it is Nothing to YOU.. but for Me.. it means everything.. I held it.. I would look at It.. I would even Kiss this Picture of YOU.. I would say.. I am going to meet MAH MAH one day.. I am going to Meet CONG JU NIM one day.. I would sit in the room alone.. I would be holding this Art Sketch Paper.. paste on the wall.. and just LOOK at your Picture.. I would say.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. How are YOU today.. can I please smile for YOU because I am having a Bad day.. I wonder How it would feel to see YOU and meet YOU face to face.. would I be still sad.. It was my Mother's Birthday but she is NO Longer with me today and I be looking at your Picture.. telling YOU.. I want to see YOU.. when Can I meet YOU MAH MAH.. Please tell me that I can come to YOU.. Please tell me that I will be okay.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. and I would be sitting in the room.. just day dreaming of one day meeting YOU.. and when I think of the past time.. I felt very sad and lonely most of the days just longing for YOU.. just wanting to Meet YOU.. I do

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MAH MAH.. remember asking my Father when he came home.. Can I go with HIM to meet YOU.. I would ask him and Beg Him please.. Can you please take me with YOU.. I want to see MAH MAH.. I want to meet CONG JU NIM.. it is Not fair that YOU get to see her but Not me.. Of course.. My father would not want to take me because He knew How I would act.. I was so in love with the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I was so in love with YOU even before ever knowing YOU.. before even meeting YOU.. I told my Father I have big dreams too.. and He would ask.. what kind of dreams I had and I would say.. I want to marry the Princess.. I want to marry CONG JU NIM.. I want to marry MAH MAH and my father looks at me and laughs.. telling me I have a Big Heart but can Die for it and I would say Yes.. sometimes YOU needs to die for something to Have it.. I will die for it.. and My Father smiles but also says.. it is wrong.. and Now.. I see you standing next to me.. and YOU are wondering why am I pushing YOU away after all these years of struggling to be with YOU.. why do I want YOU to go or am I the one who is letting YOU go.. I am Not letting YOU GO.. I want to be with YOU for the rest of our lives but I know that YOU have big Dreams.. and I know you needs to accomplish Your Big Dreams first.. I am letting YOU go because I love YOU.. I want too see YOU fulfill Your Dreams.. I know that YOU want to succeed Your Father.. I know that YOU want to rule.. I know that YOU want to be the Next to take over and to rule for the Nation.. I know that YOU are born to RULE like your Father who is ruling.. that is why I know that I needs to step back to take my place as YOU are to take Your Place as for the One to succeed it.. Your Father is calling YOU for YOU to rule.. I received the Message.. and I would turn to look back.. My Friend falls on the fours.. and I turn to LOOK at YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. my friend who has come long ways with me.. He is going to take YOU back to the Palace with YOUR Horse.. will YOU please sit ON your Horse.. I see that YOU are pulling away.. I would hold your hand.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I want YOU to go so that YOU can take Your Place.. they are asking YOU to come to the Palace.. as I would watch YOU step on the back of my Friend and I see YOU sit on the Horse.. My friend stands UP and He grabs the Rope.. and I see Him turning away.. My Heart.. I just can't believe it is My Heart.. I can't breathe.. It is so Hard to breathe as I am watching YOU sitting on the Horse.. My friend is leading as He is pulling on the Rope of the Horse going down the Hill slowly.. as I am watching YOU MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. the Horse and YOU riding on the Horse becomes smaller.. I would watch Your Head turning to look back at Me.. and I see My Friend leaving as all three leaves out of the sight.. But My Heart.. what is wrong with My Heart.. why is My Heart hurting for.. I know that I have made a choice.. a decision to Let YOU go for Your Best.. but WHY is My Heart hurting me so Bad.. and My hand presses on my chest.. it is so Hard to breathe again.. I fall onto my knees.. I just don't want to get UP any more because this is Hurting me so Bad.. I would turn my Head UP towards the Moon.. I feel like I want to cry.. I just want to let all my tears out of Me.. because it hurts me so Bad.. My Heart feels like it is breaking.. Breaking and It hurts as it keeps on breaking inside of me.. as I would let my tears go.. and it rolls out from my eyes and I turn to LOOK up at the Moon and I would speak to the MOON.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I am not letting you go because I know that I can't.. LOOK at me right Now.. How can I ever let YOU GO but I know that there is a TIME and its Place.. and where YOU are suppose to take Your Place.. what am I suppose to do if YOU are going to the right Place.. Only thing I want to do is the right thing.. I don't want to be the one to do the wrong.. I want to Obey what is given by the Order so that YOU can take Your Place.. the Place where YOU truly belong.. I want to be with YOU.. DO you know how it feels on my part to be close to YOU.. when I stand next to YOU.. I get goose bumps running through my Body.. my Heart just can't stop beating.. I can hear my own Heart bear faster as I stand next to YOU.. just to turn and to face YOU and even to be able to tell YOU this Heart of mine is so amazing.. it is the most uplifting feeling to able to tell YOU How my Heart truly feels deep down inside.. I am a Low Born.. a Father who is the Head of the servants.. I was born from that Family Line.. what can I truly do when YOU are the Princess.. CONG JU NIM of the Nation.. the Next in line to rule for the Country whom I love and whom I serve.. but to able to tell YOU and express.. even to say to YOU that YOU are so Beautiful.. that YOU are all my Love.. even to tell you that is just enough on my Part.. I just can't be greedy to want More.. of course My Heart and My Mind wants More and More of YOU.. I want everything of YOU.. I want to love YOU.. I want to marry YOU and I want to be the One who to love YOU.. but the truth is that I know I have my own place.. and I know that YOU have your own place.. that is what Hurts me the Most because I wish that I can have the same place as YOU.. but I guess we are from different family lines.. it does Not means I will stop loving YOU.. I will keep on loving YOU.. but it will feel a little different because I will love YOU in a way YOU are to guess.. as I am my two knees.. Looking UP toward the Moon.. behind me.. YOU are sitting on the Horse.. my Friend did Not leave all the way but stopped to ask me something.. He pauses while I am looking at the MOON.. telling the MOON about YOU MAH MAH.. speaking from my Heart to tell the MOON HOW I am feeling right Now.. MAH MAH.. Please.. in my Heart I don't want YOU to go but I know that YOU Must go because YOUR place is waiting for YOU.. YOU have a Big Part of the Place.. the throne which is waiting for YOU.. but for Me.. I can only look at this Moon and tell the MOON how much I love YOU.. I am sitting on the Ground.. Looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. as I am looking.. MAH MAH.. where are YOU.. I need to see YOU.. MAH MAH.. and I can feel the wind blowing against my face.. MAH MAH.. I want to see YOU some day.. I want to see YOU soon.. How about today.. my both hands holding the side of the Paper.. looking at Your face.. MAH MAH.. when Can I see you.. I want to meet YOU.. how about today.. and the rain starts to fall.. One drop falls from the skies.. and the rain becomes multiple rains and showers down lightly.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. When can I see YOU.. how about today.. If I come to see you today.. would you let me see your Beautiful face.. and I can see the Art Sketch Paper.. the picture of YOU getting wet.. getting hit by the rain as it suddenly falls harder.. and I would open my mouth and say Loud.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. when can I see YOU.. will you let me see your face.. if I come to you.. how about tonight.. would you let me see you.. and I can see the Art sketch paper ripping before my eyes.. and I would start to cry.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. My father stands behind me.. watching me crying.. holding the ripped half papers in my hands.. putting it against my chest.. and My father holds me from behind.. pulls me Out of the ground.. as He brings me back into the home.. and I am standing next to YOU.. Looking at the bed of Flowers.. the place where My father is buried and laid in rest.. and I do remember I wanted to see YOU so bad.. I have never met you before.. But seems like I knew YOU.. and I turned to look at YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I am not sure why YOU are here.. YOU do not belong here.. Why did you bring me to the Garden.. YOU belong in the Palace.. where YOU are suppose be.. Not to stand here next with me.. MY father was a servant.. He was the lowest of the lows.. and coming here is Not even a good idea.. I am a Son of a Low Born Slave.. I don't know why YOU are here.. I think it is good for YOU to go.. even though I love YOU.. I know that It is Not meant to Be.. because YOU belong to be Loved by the Prince.. and YOU are wondering.. why am I acting this Way.. why am I pushing YOU away.. It is because I don't belong with YOU.. I know this for a Fact.. but I know that I never stopped loved YOU.. ever since I saw the Art sketch paper.. My Father brought to me.. of course I had no idea.. even my Father too had no idea because YOU are a Princess.. so he just wanted to show me who he served and worked for the King.. and thought None of It.. MAH MAH.. I know that this is wrong.. what YOU are doing is wrong.. and I know that what I am doing is wrong.. but even though I am so wrong.. I just can't get YOU off my chest.. I just can't get you off my mind.. It is killing me because YOU live in my Heart.. live in my mind.. I tried so many times to erase YOU.. but as much as I tried too.. YOU just don't go away.. CONG JU NIM.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. I know that coming here was a Bad Idea.. I told you many times that I have left this Garden and I don't know why you keep on bringing me to this Place.. I want to leave this Garden to start a new life.. a new chapter in my life but YOU keep on bringing me to this Garden.. How about going to the Palace.. so much More to see.. so much to do there but here.. there is nothing to see any more.. I just want to bury the old.. the memories.. to be gone and away.. as I would be looking at YOU.. there are three of my close

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MAH MAH.. friends.. who are guards comes.. and they stopped by me.. and I would turn around to see the three guards.. and I would look behind them.. I look and see.. More Guards are coming.. and they are wearing different helmet colors.. and I would say.. Protect the Princess.. Protect MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. please stay here and the three guards turns around.. and More guards are coming.. and they come into the garden.. I would pull out the sword and the three Guards with me.. they all pull out the swords.. and I would yell.. Charge.. Protect the Princess.. Protect CONG JU MAH MAH.. and I would run Up.. and two guards on the Other side.. they pull out the swords and they would run towards me.. I would swing my Sword UP and Down and jump Up and swing side ways.. and hitting the blades together.. as I land on the ground.. Charge.. Protect CONG JU NIM.. and the three of my friends they would run.. I see more Guards coming.. I hear branches shaking and I look up.. I see more guards.. standing at the Branches.. Arrows are shooting at me.. the three of my friends are behind me.. and I would swing my sword and cut the arrows into half.. and I turn to One friend.. Protect the Princess.. go and protect MAH MAH.. I will fight.. and One of the friends turns and runs back where YOU at.. and I look.. I see More Guards coming.. from the field into the Garden.. and I would run toward.. and the two friends would follow me.. the two friends fight off the two guards and they die.. I turn.. the two friends looks at me.. and we would run out of the Garden.. the guards up on the tree branches looks down.. arrow points and YOU turn.. the Guards on the tree branches knows YOU.. MAH MAH.. it is the Princess.. BOW your Knees and they climb down the tree.. and I am out in the field.. my sword is swing.. and blades hit each other.. I am swinging the sword right left.. up down.. side to side and jumps up swing my sword.. and it strikes one guard down.. and I turn around.. the two friends are behind me.. More guards fell on the ground by the edge of the swords.. I see more running in the field.. pulling out swords.. and I would run up and I would swing my sword.. left right.. right left and I would kick.. one of the guard on the Other side swings back his sword and the blades hit each other.. I would go back and I kick and swing the sword harder.. the guard drops the sword on the ground.. YOU run out of the Garden.. and more guards are coming.. the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH and the Guards all put the swords down and bows the knee.. and I am thinking.. are they not enemies.. and the two friends puts the swords on the ground and Bow to KNEE.. and I put my sword down.. BOW to Knee.. One of the Guards.. PEH HA is calling YOU to come back.. we are here to get YOU back to the Palace.. the King.. PEH HA is looking for YOU.. and I am looking on the ground.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. we will also go with YOU.. to bring YOU back to PEH HA.. and I hear your voice and I would get UP.. and I look.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. did you not hear the order.. your Father.. the King.. PEH HA is calling for YOU.. WHY are you not going.. PEH HA is asking YOU to go to HIM.. I told you that YOU do not belong here.. I will remain here if YOU go.. I just can't see you here because there is NO future here for YOU.. YOU Must go back to the Palace.. if YOU go.. I will stay here.. because it is better for me to stay here.. I belong here to the Garden.. but YOU don't belong here.. YOU before to be with the Prince.. going to the palace has much better future for YOU.. so Please.. why don't you listen to the voice of your Father.. I just showed YOU where my Father is buried.. in the garden.. I did not listen to his voice.. and look at the result of what happened to HIM because of me.. I don't want you to face what I had to go through.. YOU know that NO matter where you at.. I will always love YOU.. and I believe that I will see you again.. I believe that If I love YOU.. if YOU love me.. something will happen later on a better days that comes.. but right Now.. YOU must leave the Garden.. Please MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. going back the the Palace.. YOU be much happier there.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. PRINCESS.. as I am looking at YOU.. I see you turning away and YOU are walking back into the Garden and I look.. MAH MAH.. Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. LOOK.. you have the special Body Guards.. they have come just to take you back Home.. I don't think they will leave until YOU go with them.. I see you walk into the Garden.. Now there is One Garden who gets UP and He pulls out the sword.. and I turn.. I see Him walking up.. I grab the sword.. and He walks up.. We both start to swing our swords.. hitting the blades left to right.. blades hits together and I would walk back and I would swing faster.. as he walks up and I jump up and swings my sword hitting hit blades.. and I use full force to knock the sword out of his hand and Put the sword on his neck.. and strikes him down.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM and I turn and I would walk back.. into the garden.. I see you Nowhere.. and I am thinking.. by the tree.. so I would walk UP the hill.. the three friends are walking behind me.. and I see the Moon out.. the Sun has gone down.. and I see YOU standing by the tree.. but YOU are looking at the Soil.. as I would walk closer.. another Bed of flowers.. this is where My Mother is buried.. I stand next to YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I don't know why you are doing this.. this is where my Mother is buried.. My Father told me Once.. YOU are so much like her.. I can see why because just looking at YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. you don't have to do this.. I don't want you to feel so sorry for me because I am doing good Now.. I just wanted to show you the people who gave me birth and raised me are here.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. why are you doing this and I see you turn and YOU look at the Moon.. and YOU smiled looking at the Moon and I turn to look at what YOU are seeing.. and I do remember.. when I first told YOU.. when I started to Miss YOU.. when I wanted to say I love YOU.. and I just could not say the words.. I would be looking at that Moon.. when words just could not come out right and I was afraid to say what If you don't want to hear me say anything.. I would be turning to that Moon.. and I would say what is in my Heart looking at that Moon.. I remember few years back.. when YOU came to the Garden and YOU would leave.. I even brought you a Flower.. to show YOU what it means when I look at YOU.. I would show YOU the Flower.. How I wanted to give it to YOU.. when YOU would leave.. I would run UP to this Hill top.. I would come here at Night.. I would see the Same Moon we are looking at this very Night.. when YOU were here.. I just could not say any words to YOU.. but only wanted to give you this One Flower.. I would be upset because My Heart wanted to say something more.. I would wonder.. why couldn't I tell YOU when you were hear.. but Now you have left the Garden.. I am standing here alone.. I look up to the Moon.. I am able to speak to that Moon about YOU.. I would open my mouth and speak.. sharing How my Heart felt about you to that Moon.. Now.. We are standing here at the same Hill top.. looking at the MOON I spoke of YOU.. and if YOU want to hear me say something to the MOON about YOU.. Please come closer and open your ears and open your Heart.. because it comes from MY Heart loving YOU..I am looking at You.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. and we are both standing by the Tree.. as I am looking.. I see five Guards approaching.. and I turn to look at YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. Please stand Back.. Go behind Me.. MAH MAH.. I am ready.. and I am holding the Sword in my hand.. and I see one of the Guards.. looks and points at me.. and He pulls out his sword and runs.. I turn too look back.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. do you trust Me.. I know that I can handle this.. and as the One of the Guards comes up.. I turn too look.. and I run and I jump into the air.. I would swing my Sword.. Both the blades hits together.. and I land on the ground.. He swings and I swings.. I would jump back and I would swing the sword.. the Four Guards comes and circles around me.. I would turn back.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. Please Go back.. and I see the Five Guards holding the Swords.. and I would walk forward.. Swing my sword.. and I can Hear the words Stop.. and the Five Guards would stop.. and they would drop the swords on the Ground.. and they would all kneel on the ground.. and I see you walking forward.. and I grab Your Arm.. MAH MAH.. PRINCESS.. what are you doing.. I asked of YOU to step back.. I wanted to protect YOU.. if Harm would come.. YOU know that I will fight for YOU.. on your Behalf.. I was ready to strike back.. ready to die if I have to here.. But.. why did you stop the fight.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. and I grabbed unto your wrist.. Please.. don't go.. and Be here with me.. and I see YOU turn your head looking at me.. telling me that YOU needs to go.. I would hold unto your wrist.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I know that once I let this Wrist Go.. I may never be able to Hold unto this wrist ever again.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. why did YOU even bring me to this Place if YOU are going to let go.. YOU are the one who wanted to bring me here.. I was standing by the Gates.. YOU know that I was happy just being in the palace.. just being close to your Chamber.. just watching your figure.. even from the distance.. as long as I get to see