Suicidal Dream - Silverchair (Lyrics)

[@MistaChristafuh]

If only suicide was an actual answer, it's hard to keep living a mundane life that you never wanted to have in the first place. The hardest part is living for others and not for yourself.

[@craftsmashkyle748]

InFaM0us_Chris if this isn't true I don't know what is

[@joeundercoffer2567]

Do totally understand 😞

[@jeremyburns8386]

InFaM0us_Chris I'm an emotional train wreck, I deal with a lot of demons on a daily basis. Brother, I in know way want to pretend to know your story or say it's like mine. I can tell you this though, life is worth living!! Are there times that I'm suicidal? Yes! Even now while typing this. But I also know that I have so much to live for. One of those reasons just curled up next to me on the couch. Life is hard, and sometimes its mundane. Sometimes we see more than we can handle. Sometimes we feel alone and feel like we have no one that we can confide in...So here I am feeling sorry for myself, I go to listen to this song and I see your comment. Sometimes in our own darkness, we bump into someone else and realize that we're not alone.

[@mikecherney8481]

Truth man

[@AmbassadorMud]

The last part of your comment hits so hard... #storyofmylife.

[@Werewolf914]

One of the most annoying things in the world is when people tell you that you can't be suicidal or depressed because someone out there has it worse, they always fail to understand that it's a mental *illness* and illnesses don't care if you're rich, poor, attractive, unattractive, black,white,old,young,etc. It can get you at any time, sure I probably have a great life, have tons of friends and family, have a great job, have a roof over my head, but I'm not happy haven't been truly happy since probably 2008 already been hospitalized multiple times and have made attempts on my life 6 times, but no amount of meds or therapy can make me feel any different, the fact of the matter is I don't want to live, there's nothing for me here, I don't want to leave behind my Puppy, and I know my friends and family would be devastated especially my younger Brother, but why can't I just let go? Why can't I just once make a selfish decision? To quote Pantera "why would you help anyone who doesn't want it, doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice? When a minds made up to go ahead and die, what's done is done so why cry? " doubt anyone will read this long ass comment but I just felt like writing it so just ignore it if you want.

[@melinagalvan1890]

werewolf914 why would you help anyone who doesn't want it, doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice.........good quote. Same reason why we should offer our help and advice in the 1st place, because everyone needs to know they are special and cared for, and we all need a friend to bring out a smile, a laugh or just to be near us in silence. Hope u are doing well and continuing on this road we call life.

[@MrMikkyn]

I also feel like this. That my life has no purpose and there’s nothing for me here. I think this a psychic wound, if it doesn’t heal we will die just like a physical wound. I’m very sorry that you feel hopeless. I’ve also been through different medications and therapies but they haven’t helped me to the extent which I wanted them to. Hopelessness is the worst thing, sometimes surviving is a fight. And you need to fight to stay alive. “To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering.” Nietzsche

[@suebee824]

I just read your struggle. I can relate and hope your alive and well. It's not easy, I know...

[@suebee824]

@@jessiea4250 the answer is "to be". It's not always easy, I know..life is a fight and I realize now, at 51 years, that if we surround ourselves with positive people, chances are, it'll rub off on us... negative people are going to drag us further down. Although, for me, I like listening to depressing songs because it's exactly how I feel... alone, where no one understands. Especially because being around "positive" people makes me feel better, but I like being alone, in my own world...not such a good thing. Here's to us, the people who mentally fight every day just to get through..don't know if this makes sense, but thanks for reading. Be strong ❤

[@anikazand1846]

I totally feel your struggle, I struggle to, I have friends and family but they just don't know how I feel. The tell me others have it worse but I can't possibly imagine. Within 4 months of time I lost 2 of my friends, one was suicidal (she listened to this song) and the other died in an unfortunate car accident. No one truly knows how I feel and I can't tell people how I really feel. It's hurting and I am in pain but not physically but mentally. And it is different for everyone, and sometimes I do really want to be so 'selfish' enough to end it.

[@mrssanchez3652]

does anyone else always come here when they're sad ?

[@AndrewGraves7799]

Im getting close n close to it every day

[@baileyfarmer490]

Ik i do

[@w3irdpunk]

yes this is why i’m here rn

[@MrDummy-fl9lb]

True shit

[@ThePoopmancer]

Hey, I hope you are all doing okay. I don't know what you are going through, but maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. People care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. Be safe, I wish you the best.

[@RJFlett72]

I have never had any suicidal dreams or thoughts, but I have many friends who have. I may not have felt this suicidal feeling, but this song touches me in so many ways. I love this song! :)

[@LaKwahsLament]

Congratufuckinlations should we get you a cookie

[@dood9191]

​@@LaKwahsLamentFor real

[@brittneymoses240]

I loved how a 15 & 16 year old can make such an awesome song.

[@ESE33]

Love this song. It doesn't really sugarcoat anything

[@carmineforever24]

I only want my mind to be clear...

[@Jaymz-nm3zm]

🙏

[@ThePoopmancer]

Hey, I hope you guys are doing okay these days. I don't know what you are going through, but maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. People care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. Wish you the best.

[@stefaniebalacek2630]

Since the age of 14 this has always been my Happy song the place I get to go where I feel free

[@dividedvoices9021]

Welcome to my life. I have been suicidal since I was in the 5th grade, which I was around the age of 10. I hate this feeling and I wish that it would go away, but you know, with the things that happen in my life, I doubt that would ever go away.

[@michalkapuller8298]

That moment when a song fits to your situation perfectly...

[@SidVincious]

Sad, but amazing song

[@CLE4LIFE]

This song puts all his emotions in perspective. A very deep song.i bet he was feeling this way when he wrote this.

[@michaelwalter5752]

I'm new to the silverchair scene but I love this song and I love the band.

[@mattwhite562]

don't listen to this after a bad day...

[@alexandriafuentes1847]

for real doe...

[@inekeuindriani3775]

Matt White i feel u

[@WhitbyOndmeasure]

+Matt White thats about the only time i do....

[@deanrehbock9918]

Matt White So... never.

[@craftsmashkyle748]

Matt White to late

[@roxieprestenov3990]

Dying is the best dream i've had.

[@dalecomstock8298]

Mad World 3D lol

[@stefaniebalacek2630]

Me too

[@anonymouse4138]

Death is the greatest embrace to become real.

[@johnnydiesel8223]

This guy knows what psychotic depression is about and certainly has been close to the edge

[@andiegreen5590]

i feel like this all the time, cause i get bullied i am the odd one out and i have to have counselling because of my parents

[@stephkier3996]

Andie Green sorry to hear. hang on and find something to get into and channel those feelings into. work hard and you'll go far

[@ardianjurex9631]

If you made me live, you will live too!

[@carollwightt6968]

Fits what im going through right now...

[@waltertamburri3154]

Great ballad \../ Better than what kids sing about now adays!

[@tenimt6402]

true

[@koboz9321]

walter tamburri lol there are plenty of good singers now

[@redzed2038]

I mean im only 18 but let me tell ya...going to school with people screming pop and crap is terrible

[@YAWIAMASK8TER]

i know you dont know me but you are an inspiration to someone out there.......and trust me there is no human being that doesnt have atleast one person caring for them,even if they dont show it,please...it hurts me when people lose their precious lives over a stage of depression,its gonna get better at the end,i promise and if it doesnt get better,its not the end (:....KEEP SMILING

[@aaronlawrence1982]

i love this song. thank you for posting.

[@marcusblickerify]

This song has such a strong message. There are so many of us that can relate to this song at some point in our life and all walks of life can relate. For me it is when my ex-wife took my daughter from me and kept making up lies just to hurt me. I fought so hard in and out of court. It was so expensive and going to court so many times has cost me more than money. it cost me a few jobs missing so much work going to court, the unbearable amount of stress from all of that and the pain of missing my favorite little person in the whole world! I use to hold a gun in one hand and a picture of my daughter in the other... The thought of my daughter never seeing her dad again made me stay strong. We all handle pain in very different ways none of us are built the same. Nobody can understand the pains we deal with as an individual. The only advice I can give is, Try to find just one thing that makes life worth living and hold on to that. For me it's a struggle every day.

[@veryangelic1]

What I'm trying to say is, it doesn't matter what it is, you can expound on it. I know a guy that had no legs and no hands. He didn't give up. He ended up touring the country, getting married, having a kid, etc. No one thought he could do all those things, but he really lives everyday of his life, guiding people, helping them to discover who they are, inside. There are no real limits in this world, at least, not if you look outside the little place you keep yourself captured.

Love this song!

[@kurokagekitsune4123]

... jeez, this is so relatable. Damn.

[@MyCatMaggie]

Welcome to my thoughts.

[@c20let260]

im right there with you, hang in there please .......

[@misirlou3222]

Samw

[@wingerj.4192]

Don t do it

[@wolfganghlauschek3273]

Hope your thoughts changed

[@edgarvidal19]

Hits the spot

[@idkwhatthisis2149]

still listening 2019 from sunny scotland

[@vivianalamonaca]

Hey, I know what you feel man, but don't do stupid things. Keep stayin alive and see your nephews grow up, because it's really beautiful to have something or someone to care about or just someone that keeps you alive. I know, life is horrible and so bad, but i hope it goes well with your nep :)

[@Timberwolf128]

Reading these comments, Im thinking that its good people can see other people who are having the same experiences and feelings. When I was younger I had family issues and other painful things going on. Situations and feelings can and do change. Please hang in there. There are people who care.

[@flamejob4260]

the intro is almost exactly the same as "bleed the freak" - alice in chains

[@abrahahahaham]

Yeessss

[@HaileyRawrsDinosaurs]

Thanks(: I really appreciate it

[@chipsciend5456]

Just kill me, end the pain now. It's all over, or has it just begun?

[@jimmyjammz6605]

Please if u are depressed about anything 😔 think about everyone who love you and think of what you will put the people that love you through u can always be helped and God bless from the bottom of my heart who thinks about ending it

[@alexandraa.4334]

No one loves me. Even people paid to care, hate me.

[@alexandraa.4334]

Been listening to this track a lot lately. Contemplating more than ever. It's been almost two years since I came so close. If paramedics we're just a minute or two later I would not be here suffering still... Anyway, this weekend will hopefully be my last.✌️

[@stefaniebalacek2630]

I'm just checking to see if you did it or if you pulled through it people out here do care

[@andybaker8775]

Damn.

[@HaileyRawrsDinosaurs]

Thank you(: They're literally my little angels...and yes it is and it sucks...

[@veryangelic1]

God touches each of us in a particular manner. Each of us has a job. Yours isn't done. Checking out isn't an option. Learning is!

[@aerialwheel3719]

wonderful.

[@brittneymoses240]

Obviously they are older now but for someone who was 15 & 16 , they made awesome music!

[@hxcvocalist]

I can't fucking take it anymore. 6 years of being completely alone. 6 years of being ignored. Not a single personne interested in me. I don't understand because i hide my extreme solitude. I hide my depression. Faking a happy life so i would bring people to me i became just a fucking empty shell. I'm here talking to fucking youtube. What am i gonna do? No friends no love no family no one. Literally no one. How can one say, suicide isn't the answer when people completely ignore you whatever you do? I need help i need affection i cant do it alone.

[@veryangelic1]

You can do it, you just have to try...find something you really love, something you enjoy in life...and turn that something...whatever it is, into something you can do, daily. Then, when you feel like it's completed, or not as much fun, find something else. I can't tell you how amazing you will feel, because this world isn't about waiting for things to happen. God gave you a brain and an immense heart, and there is a reason he did that.

[@jesterkitty6810]

This is a great song to listen to if ur depressed.... ಥ_ಥ

[@veryangelic1]

It could be anuthing. Once you find it, you have to stretch it out, so to speak,so that it really engulfs you. That's called passion! You take that passion and you make it grow in a productive way. I know a person who really enjoyed telling others what to do .So, she became a principal, hehe. She got to do that everyday, and it made her feel good about herself...like she was making a difference.

[@veryangelic1]

You have to find the something you're supposed to learn and understand. We all crave peace, but this world is a learning experience, one we are doomed to repeat, unless you learn what you need to learn and do what you're sent here to do. It's not easy, but it has to be done. Think of it as a school! Learn all you can, then help others to learn the same.

[@christophervonhahn6650]

Just played this 10 times in a row

[@SapphireMtnRain]

I feel like living for others is simply not a good enough reason for myself. In my own non-existence I would breath life...

[@veryangelic1]

Death, do you really think God wants you to harm the most precious thing that exists to him...your heavenly body? Think about that for a second. You don't have to hold in the pain. You want to solve the problems...take a step toward the solutions..they're there, I promise! But you have to look for the answers, and be open to them when they come. You can do it. I have faith in you, and so does God. However, if you leave before your time, I guarantee you will be coming back to repeat it.

[@Casey28027]

I just wonder how many people on here posting have real thoughts of suicide and how many just post comments to poke fun at those of us that live with these real thoughts. I hate how I feel about myself and I hate that anyone else has to live with these same thoughts as I have. I have found outlets for my thoughts to control them. I know one day my outlets will be gone just like me. Please people if you have these thoughts that's one thing but don't say you have them if you don't.

[@crystalnicole7537]

-please talk to someone/anyone -my pops & fiance both committed suicide & im dealin with that everyday -i too am suicidal

[@tiffanynathasingh3566]

My fave song

[@seanvanputten2337]

Been there done that

[@bradyray4063]

I feel empty inside. Music helps.

[@richardthompson27]

Depression is not a battle, but yet a War. We struggle daily. Win some, lose most. Hard to win the War without support...or accepting the support when given. Almost be dead several times, still got the scares. Never give up! Life IS worth living!

[@lucasgrigsby2935]

It's sad how many people can relate to this but like mattelica said sad but true this is one of the best damn songs ever written

[@LordChaos80]

still good! :)

[@alexalarusso2905]

Some people have actual problems besides no phone

[@cak_isa]

My inspiration..

[@HaileyRawrsDinosaurs]

I love this song and honestly I've tried so many times to go through with suicide but I can never do it because I always start thinking about how much I would hurt the few people that actually do care about me. I don't want my nephews to grow up thinking that suicide is the answer to escaping pain because it's not. Life is hard but I think it's worth it in the better moments...To see my nephews grow up is the only thing I got.

[@xantropic_travels6564]

Don't we all feel that way. I'm scared and tired. My worry is not me but for the people I love. I just want to leave it all and sleep forever but I have to be strong for others because I love them.

[@LayneStaleyFan7]

First off it is grunge, and second off, even if it wasn't considered grunge, it's still a great song.

[@veryangelic1]

Tina, there are always solutions to every problem and we all go through things like that, believe it or not. especially during our teen years. But, as you get older, that feeling tends to change. Don't worry about making everyone miserable. They will figure it out for themselves. People will come and go, and although it may appear that they are blaming you for their difficulties, everyone is responsible for their own problems in life. If you want to talk about it, feel free 2 hit me up.

[@dalecomstock8298]

"My suicidal day-dream" fixed it.

[@darksecrets5179]

I know I won't make it through, hope the rest of you do. Have a good life everyone

[@brooklynnbiddle9852]

i hope you’re okay

[@jameslorenz3718]

Are you still here friend?

[@andybaker8775]

You don't have to leave us. There are great people in this world who care.

[@mikecherney8481]

Just listened to this after a bad day. 😭😭

[@br0kensn1per2]

Being so young I can relate, my body is scared and telling my parents I'm fine is good enough for them still after 6 years of saying it, only my boyfriend knows I'm suicidal though I am sad, I know I'll over come it, though it's hard

[@DeathThreat1529]

I help others, I always do. I never give up on people, Never! I just have given up on myself. You cant say the same for everyone. Some people just cant movr on. Its not that they haven't tried, its that they just cant. Some people are just born too die.

[@fernandalozano4272]

I luv this song C: sad

[@johnpino-bo7cg]

goodbye everyone

[@spabbarter]

Trust me...it gets better...way better...it's all a matter of how bad you want it...Nothing changes unless you make it change...You are in CONTROL

[@vivianalamonaca]

:) Don't worry. If you need to talk, I'm such a really young psycologist xD, I am here :))

[@Tinthia82]

:( the good old days.

[@quentindavis3430]

reminds me of all my time in the mental ward

[@khaledrashad7179]

Can somebody please tell the voices in my head to shut up and let me be ? I was happy without them , its about time now..

[@StichesBurn]

Exactly my situation.

[@frankthecat]

Voices telling me what to do.

[@tinaswan69]

Thank you...YAWIAMASK8TER ... Means more than you know...

[@DeathThreat1529]

No need to thank me :) and if you ever need to talk then., I know it isn't much, but I'm here :)

[@jessygirl222]

I know the feel you have. My mom has been drinking and wanted to play suicide since my 8. I've been in places everywhere because I had no home. I am here with a depression because hating my mom and afraid to trust others i respect you all guys. Life has a future, think about that. Which you can decide whats gonna happen, always better than play suicide..

[@jodylunzer9476]

❤💜💙😈💛 LOVE!!!!

[@ThePuppyNoses]

...yup..

[@veryangelic1]

Who says you're not needed? What will happen to the person you might have to save one day, if you're not around to save them? What will happen to the child that might be born one day, if you're not around to create it. What will happen to your mother or father...the ones that expect you to grow up, if you're not here to do that? How about all those lives that you should have touched...what will happen to them? You are not done, here. There is still so much to do!

[@lilmissmonroe6929]

Won't be a dream for long but a reality for me.

[@Hope5821]

dont say that, please....

[@ShellyTheSeal]

How I interpreted that was you've only dreamed of getting a suicidal dream but now you will get a suicidal dream. I'm going to assume I was wrong

[@CLE4LIFE420]

When i first heard this song years ago . As i got older i never knew it was about me.

[@tiffanynathasingh3566]

Fave song related to since I was seven

[@veryangelic1]

Careful, or God will send a few smiles your way. ;) Happiness is just around the corner, but sometimes, you have to open your eyes wider to be able to see it The meaning is always there, usually right in front of you. There is always someone that cares too, and there is always someone that can help guide you down the correct path. You just have to reach out.

[@Beekevs]

2021 september.. Everytime, im down.

[@adamgraham7302]

true I feel like this sometime

[@yurigagarir9372]

No se puede estar mas en deuda con la vida si hasta te concede el derecho a la muerte si la quieres. Cielos! Esta oportunidad es maravillosa

[@veryangelic1]

It's kind of like school, Gasai.It's difficult, but when you get through it, the whole thing makes sense, and it prepares you to be the best you can be, so you can do what's right and be a productive.part of life Others need you to help them learn too, but you can't do that, unless you learn all you can, first.

[@musicjunkie480]

idk if you're serious, but trust me life sucks sometimes... it will get better! my moms in the hospital with failing kidneys and I hate my job, literally have NO friends cuz I moved 3000 miles away from home with my mom.who is possibly going to die. as much as I hate life I would never kill myself. smile and know you are a gift to the world

[@KhmerL0VEKhmer]

thought-provoking

[@ezekielreyes1215]

Ahhh the life of an artist is a difficult one. Sometimes I feel condemned as a musician, too.

[@NBDx831]

I actually like this song.

[@veryangelic1]

Then, maybe it's time you start. He certainly believes in you! :)

[@toritm9451]

Welcome to my dreams and thoughts

[@andyforaker5694]

The OP hasn't uploaded a video in two years, and with almost all of them pertaining to death and suicide. This depresses me ;-;

[@DaRandomSisterz]

I am alive! No worries :)

[@andyforaker5694]

@DayDreamer357 I'm so happy that you are! :) :D I was worried for awhile

[@DaRandomSisterz]

Thanks! It's so kind of you to care. :D I had actually thought about posting a new video soon. If only I was a bit sooner. Haha

[@andyforaker5694]

No problem! ^_^ I hope you're doing well

[@andyforaker5694]

I'd love to see another vid from you too. I like the way you do your lyric videos!

[@mercuryrougarou6766]

💜

[@LpsCrayon]

Me too.

[@cypresspuz]

This is such a relevant matter in Australia, mate ppl had no idea back in 90's

[@goddess7713]

R.I.P. Scott