Summer (demo)

*recorded August 30, 2012
Lyrics:
I don't care for much
I'll never trust myself
I'm watching myself drown
But I won't call for help
I'm full of emptiness
My pockets empathize
Never learned to swim
Should I even try
I can roast in hell
Far as I'm concerned
I've grown to like the smell
My stomach craves the turn
Just love me one last time
So I can let you down
So you can curse my name
As I up and leave this town
But the darkest days of summer
I'll be laying on the beaches
Egging on the thunder
Pissing on your Jesus
Float along the waves...Grow along the way...
Love and revolution
Were stripped of most their worth
Once elevating and celebrated
Slyly relegated to slogans for our shirts
And I don't even mind much
When I sleep through a sunny week
If just to ease my mind and my eyes
From shit they just can't make out from these seats
And I'd be such a liar
If I said I was okay
And content with whatever scraps they toss my way..