Sunday sadness

Talking about the past few weeks.

[@homophobicyoda]

I relate to this completely. I feel like for people like us (borderlines) we love a lot and friendships mean a lot where as for non bpd people they don't really think too deeply into relationships and they just take things for granted. I hope you do find some friends who are as good to you as you are to them cause it is a struggle always feeling like no one appreciates you as much as you appreciate them. You seem chill as fuck and I'd hang with you fr. Anyway I hope things look up for you soon bro. Don't doubt your worth.

[@greatguy2003]

I've had this happen a lot in the past. From experience, drop that friend if they've done this more than 1 or 2 times. You deserve better people in your life and you don't have to accept less than you deserve.

[@greatguy2003]

Also I just heard you say you tried hard to make her like you and want to be your friend. With the right friends, you won't have to try very hard. Don't try to get people to like you. Let them like you or not and move on if they don't.

[@homophobicyoda]

Also hope this isn't too personal but what drugs were you addicted to and how did you manage to get sober? I've been an addict for different substances for years and I've gotten over them for the most part but there's still one that I just can't seem to kick. How did you do it? I also appreciate you being so open about all this stuff, it's very validating and comforting to see another man going through similar things. Makes me feel normal.

[@salvatorej.quaglieri7792]

I was addicted cocaine/smoked it. My mother essentially got me addicted when I was 18 and for about 6 years I used heavily off and on. I just manage to quit because I kept getting tired of it. I kept getting tired of the lows. I kept getting tired of forgetting the people I wanted to be with, and only wanting to be with my self. I just came to a point where I just couldn’t take it anymore and had to do something about it.

[@salvatorej.quaglieri7792]

So I just ending up quitting on my own. I’d stop for a while then relapse, then stop for a while and relapse. It’s a very hard drug to stop I just got so sick of how it made me feel I had to change that about my life.

[@NRIH144]

Romans = 10:9 = Eternal life