Surviving Benzo and SSRI Withdrawal - My Story Part 1

[@SunnyCarnivore]

There was a study with a group of monkeys in the wild. They took away the senative monkeys and when they went back to see how the group was doing they found all the monkeys dead. The sensitive monkeys knew when something wasn't right, when trouble was coming and could warn the others and without them the others did not survive. Sensitive people are very necessary in this world and should not be treated like they have a disease that needs to be medicated.

[@Heymattmarin]

I couldn’t agree more

[@MyBenzoTaper]

So true.

[@rhondasmith7413]

Agreed! We must protect the empaths.

[@yalna3140]

I wonder if there is an agenda to take out the sensitive humans or at least dull them so the same happens to the human group than what happened to the monkeys? The tool is pharma by pretending to help using docs who only know what pharma told them.

[@nefelibata4190]

But that's how we get treated

[@AngiePeacockMSW]

I am proud of you Matt. You have been through hell in your life but you are still fighting. YOU WILL GET YOUR LIFE BACK and you will be blown away by what kind of life you are building, even now, while you heal. I know it sounds woo woo and is hard to believe but I am sitting here on the other side of a story similar to yours, to tell you that life will be better than you can dream. There is no other option here. You've been to the bottom. The only way is up.

[@Heymattmarin]

This means the world to me. Thank you. I am gonna be posting the tapering and protracted withdrawal portions of my story soon. Thank you for the push to do this. I am very lucky to know you.

[@Cymanable]

Thank you so much Angie, for everything your doing!!

[@heathersmith6177]

Yes Angie I saw you on Medicating Normal the movie!! God bless you for all you are doing. These stories are making such a difference. Going through this hell makes you feel so alone. I am a nutritionist, exercise physiologist and have a Ph.D. In pastoral counseling. I was prescribed my first psych drug at 13. I am 51 now and have been off and on these drugs my entire life (mostly on). Now I have a host of physical issues and neurological issues that are 100% psych drug medication induced. I found “Mad in America” and “Anatomy of an Epidemic” and the lights came on!!! Then I found the movie “Medicating Normal” and then I knew! I am tapering klonopin but it has taken me years to get from 4 mg klonopin and a bunch of other meds (SSRIs, neuroleptics) to 1.5 mg. No more antidepressants and neuroleptics but the struggle is just unreal. I also found the work of Dr. Georgia Ede and Dr. Chris Palmer invaluable. His book “Brain Energy” and therapeutic ketosis has helped me. Certainly doesn’t fix all the horrific injuries caused by the psych drugs but I feel like it has helped my body and brain heal in the last 16 months. Thank you Angie and Matt for telling your stories!!! Your stories are incredible stories of hope and resilience. We all need to hear them. God bless you both and may everyone who feels alone, isolated and tormented find your videos (both of you) to know there is light at the end of the tunnel. Angie do you have a website for your counseling and coaching?

[@linakeke]

Wow. I laughed, I cried, I absolutely loved the climax/cliffhanger there at the end...! On to part 2 now. What a beautiful soul you are to share your story for the greater good. This world needs to wake up immediately. With little stars around *immediately.*

[@Heymattmarin]

Thank you ❤️ it means a lot to me.

[@marcordonholzknecht]

Hi Matt, you are such a strong person..I just wanted to tell it wasn't your fault, there was nothing wrong with you, you just have been poisoned. My name is Mar, I'm 36 yo and I was a doctor in Spain (can't work anymore). I started to have anxiety due to the whole COVID situation and work overload. I tried to treat it naturally as I was aware of the addiction and mind altering properties of this medications. It got to a point where I got desperate and thought that my pyschatric colleagues new better. I fell for the pyschatric trap too and I had enough medical knowledge not to. Fast forward to my story, it is exactly like yours. They kept putting on diferent medications and just kept feeling worse and worse. I have been put on antidepressants, antiphyscotics, benzos... and I have been in a physch ward 3 times. You would think doctors treat others doctors with a little more respect just because we have the same basic medical knowledge. But no, I have been lied and mistreated by my physcathric colleagues. I'm glad I'm not in that field as I could not carry the guilt of what they do to people. I'm trying to get off of all the medications and you describe so well the torture is. I hope we can all recover from the damage they have inflicted upon us. Thank you for sharing your story, you are not alone.

[@Heymattmarin]

Thank you so much for sharing your story with me. I’m so sorry this happened to you too. Walking this with you ❤️

[@marcordonholzknecht]

@@Heymattmarin Thanks for answering. Maybe one day when we recover we can meet. I have family in the US, I would love to meet you, you seem like a very special person. Keep strong!❤️❤️

[@mitch5222]

​@@marcordonholzknechthow do u deal with anxiety?

[@andybreedlove]

@@marcordonholzknechthow are you doing now? With you brother ❤

[@konstantinossohos2349]

Also feel down the psychiatric trap. Also tried an antipsychotic once and it was the worst decision of my life. Still experiencing protracted withdrawal after 7 weeks just from taking 1 Quetiapine 100 mg pill. I was dumb as fuck. There are so many alternatives to this crap, lactobacillus bacteria for mood and transcendental meditation. Wish I just took the bacterium instead of a "mood stabilizer". We need to educate people as much as possible. Not just to take drugs but also psychiatric drugs.

[@musiclover60302]

I was on meds for 17 years. Can absolutely relate to what you’ve shared. I tapered over 9 months. Way too short. It’s a brutal experience. Now off almost 5 years. Thanks for your incredible video. I’m very very proud of you. I’m crying thinking of your experience. And mine. Sending much love to you.

[@BigBadMF43]

How long did it take you to feel 100% recovered?

[@briank1263]

Right there with ya... 23 year journey myself. We all can learn from one another!

[@mitch5222]

​@@briank1263 At what age did u start taking and hiw many meds?

[@briank1263]

@Mitch was put on zoloft at 17 and got off Lexapro at 39... during that time period, I was addicted/physically dependent on nicotine for 15 years, alcohol for 12 years, benzos for 3 years, and opoids for 12 years. I still use cannabis but that's about to go as well. I've been off Lexapro for about 3 months now. Currently enjoying post acute withdrawal symptoms. I've had a couple of windows of hope. I know it gets better. The only unknown factor is time.

[@mitch5222]

@@briank1263 why did u start with ad? Depression or anxiety?

[@katykrokus7103]

Thank you so much for this. I have been diagnosed with ADHD, Anxiety, Panic Disorder, Depression and Borderline Personality. I have never wanted to take medications I was prescribed, as I have been prescribed most of the meds you mentioned, plus some. I am so glad I have come across this video. I have had an increase in symptoms lately and was starting to think maybe I should be on medication or give it a try. This video is confirmation that I have been making the right choice. Thank you so much for sharing 🙏🏻 I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I hope this video gets more recognition.

[@Heymattmarin]

Thank you Katy that really means a lot to me. I know what it’s like to collect diagnoses like that. If you ever want to chat let me know, always happy to provide support and share what I’ve learned in my journey. Wishing you the best ✨

[@garysimone4977]

​@@Heymattmarin great vid. Spred the word Stay away from psych dr

[@garysimone4977]

Stay AWAY FROM PSYCH DR.

[@stardustring]

You made the right choice. I was making the right choice for me. I said no medication, I got pressured, I new better . My gut was telling me no no. I told Dr no I will not be taking this drug. I left them on my room. It was my husband pressuring me pressuring me. Ok ,I gave in. April 2023. My life changed

[@stardustring]

Pppp

[@heathersmith6177]

Matt I heard you on Dr. Josef and came here to subscribe. Keep telling your story. It is so powerful. It is also my story. God bless you for being transparent, vulnerable and spreading truth! The world needs to hear what happened to you. Blessings!

[@mobilekaos]

All my support to you. I sincerely admire you for all that you have fought through and continue to fight. I admire you for being open and vulnerable and know you're helping others by doing that.

[@killamanjarho]

So glad your account was recommended to me. Wonderful video, and I hope you know how much your story has helped others ❣

[@Heymattmarin]

This means the world to me Kyle. Thank you.

[@bicipovera2085]

Hello from France, Very emotional video I agree with all you said about suffering I am weaning off of 25mg valium for two years, now at 5mg, took me two years but every day I feel better I wish all the best

[@middlechild67]

Thank you so much for that extremely articulate and heartfelt story. I’m truly sorry for your former suffering and your suffering as of late as I know only too well. Take care of yourself Matt❤

[@jamespisano9159]

It’s amazing how the journeys all are so similar they follow that “Holy Trinity “ of psychiatry- ssri/snri a benzo and an antipsychotic and we land up in the psych ward. You said you got another channel you said? Other side wellness? Thank you for your raw honesty and testimony.

[@XRPCapone]

Watching your videos because a friend of mine is going through SSRI/Benzo scripts wreaking havoc on his life. I sent this channel to him. What caught my ears was he told me the doctors said they called in the scripts and when he showed up to the pharmacist they said it wasn’t called in. They playing games with him too. He’s going through a lot of what you’re talking about and I want to show him it’s possible to get to the other side and get better. Thanks for these vids!

[@Heymattmarin]

I’m so sorry he’s going through the bullshit that this system puts people through. Glad to know that the videos are helpful ❤️

[@susanmorgan4151]

Thank you for this. I can relate to much of your withdrawal experience. I agree , many of us who are coming off SSRI's are labeled as BPD . Ditto to talk therapy. Dealing now with rage , lethargy , mental bluntness. 8 months out.

[@Heymattmarin]

I hear you. I’m sorry you’re in it too. You will make it through, keep going ❤️

[@susanmorgan4151]

@@Heymattmarin Thank you Matt

[@sophsoph_psd]

So proud of you Matt! Thank you for speaking out ❤

[@matthewrobinson2242]

I have been going through all this for 8 months. The first few months were bad but then it picked up steam. Now I’m hanging on by a thread. The pain in the solar plexus is so insane. Cant sleep, constant terror, internal akithisia, insane depression and anxiety. I constantly feel that death is my only way out and I think about it constantly. How do I stop that part? The loss of my previous life seems too overwhelming. This all Loops and cycles rapidly. I don’t want to give in but it is ruining my entire life. Obviously. Thanks for the videos man. I’m sorry you are going through this as well.

[@Heymattmarin]

I can relate. Have you tried ice packs for the solar plexus pain? Sometimes it helps a little for me. In terms of the rumination, it’s torturous, but do your best to just allow it and remind yourself that your brain is LYING to you and it’s NOT your fault. I promise you you will get through this, it will likely be the hardest thing you’ll ever do. I’m with you ❤️

[@steph7960]

Hey. How are you doing? Even if you re not doing great, know you re loved.🫂

[@susanmorgan4151]

I too , have had a spiritual experience....I get it.

[@mariekejansen7658]

Thank you ,🙏surviving psychiatry 😢tons off people need help to come off psychotropic meds .

[@newjerseydevil6115]

Hey, I remember you from Dr. Josef's interview. Wishing you a peaceful holiday season. 🐧🤗

[@anitagray459]

Hi Matt. Thanks for sharing your story, I was addicted to benzos for about a year1/2 then decided to get off , benzo withdraw is pure hell. I still don't think I'm 100 percent,. but definitely glad to be drug free. 😌

[@bellabear653]

Matt, you don't get withdrawal from binge drinking once on the weekends, you get hang overs from dehydration, so what would be more accurate would be you are very easily dehydrated. I really hope you are doing better, and I sympathize with you 100% these medications are over prescribed and the dangers of the medications are under sold by the drs prescribing them. Especially SSRI and Benzo medications, Benzo being the most damaging and protracted withdrawals.

[@GeraltOfRivia99]

Jesus Matt were pretty similar I was the same way growing up was a worrier overly anxious compared to my class mates. If I get drunk I feel so mentally screwed up for days afterward but also I'm in PAWS so my system is chemically sensitive to everything. Drinking is a huggggge mistake for me

[@spaceman20244]

thank you for sharing brother. wishing you all the best. sending you so much love ❤

[@catarinarodrigues7438]

thank you for sharing your experience. wishing you all the best and that you’re doing better now 🌟

[@GunnerGOAT730]

I was about to go hard on you about your benzo withdrawal from just taking ativan once a week, but watched further into the video and heard you say klonopin for 3 years. I get it now. Best wishes to you. Hopefully you are doing much better now.

[@Heymattmarin]

You shouldn't go hard on anyone for being on benzos for any amount of time to be real. It's not yours or my place. These drugs are severely neurotoxic if you're vulnerable in that way. They can destroy people in no time and leave them healing for months or years. My goal is to spread awareness. Best wishes to you as well, friend.

[@GunnerGOAT730]

@@Heymattmarin I get it, but I have been prescribed benzos for many many years and have been responsible with them....for the most part. There are times I go through a rough patch of anxiety and use daily for a few months. Never had an issue tapering off and stopping. A lot of people confuse their own mental health issues with withdrawal from meds. I completely understand that using these meds can absolutely alter your brain chemistry, but everyone is different. Millions and millions of people are prescribed psychiatric meds of some sort annually. Most have minimal to no issues stopping or tapering off of them. If that weren't the case, there would be much more nationwide attention. I'm not dismissing your symptoms and hope you feel better soon, but it appears you have dealt with severe mental health issues the majority of your life and a lot of your symptoms could just be from that and not a result of the meds. Time heals all wounds and you'll pull through this.

[@GunnerGOAT730]

@@Heymattmarin You're right, they can cause people problems, but many are helped with these medications. It's all based on the individual. I know more people who have zero to minimal discomfort coming off these drugs than people who have severe issues. It's unfortunate, but you're in the minority. Definitely not dismissing how you feel and I hope you get better soon, but this country would be in a massive epidemic if most people had the same issues coming off benzos like you have.

[@Heymattmarin]

@@GunnerGOAT730 Yes, I’ve shared exactly this information in several of my videos. But my channel is essentially irrelevant to people who are helped by the meds or have no problems coming off of them. I am truly happy for those people, I wish that had been the case for me. This channel is for the people who do indeed go through worse than hell coming off of the drugs. We’re the minority, yes, but unfortunately it’s not a tiny, anomalous group of people. Something I try to speak to in several of my videos is the way that once you become a psych patient, everything you face at the hands of these drugs can easily be blamed on you. You’re the mentally ill psych patient. I had this experience myself and I’ve heard it a thousand times from people who I’ve supported through their own personal withdrawal hell. Side effects many of us have never experienced in our lives suddenly incapacitate us immediately upon starting or ceasing these drugs. However, often times these people are told it’s their own illness, and it’s never even considered that the drug could be the problem. That’s what I’m trying to speak to. I would wager that there are many people out there who have no idea they are being negatively impacted by these drugs because I was one of those people. Hindsight is 20/20. These drugs gave me horrific side effects within the first year of taking them, but I was gaslit about those symptoms any time I brought them up, even though I’d never had them in my life before starting the meds. But hey, it was my own illness “getting worse”. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, I am not anti med. I have met people whose lives improve on these drugs. But I am pro informed consent. I believe people deserve to know the dangers of going on these drugs to make fully informed decisions. Because I had no idea, and four years later I am still dealing with excruciating physical and mental symptoms that I never experienced for one moment of my life until I quit these drugs. This is a channel for people like me. I hope this clarifies a bit.

[@Heymattmarin]

@@GunnerGOAT730 just wondering, what brought you to my channel? Is someone you know dealing with this? Also, fwiw- there’s a free documentary on KZbin called “Medicating Normal” that you may wanna check out. It touches on a lot of what we are discussing.

[@wendydarling1745]

Thank you for putting more information out there. I was put on Benzos aprox. 15 years ago, and will soon begin mico weaning. I also take an SNRI which does not help my depression, but keeps the body aches at bay. I want OFF this stuff!

[@Dewalt1957]

Samething with all psychiatrist treated me the sameway. Did even know my name after 4 yrs.

[@TreasureLA99]

so moving thank you so much, ill be uploading my story soon. watching part 2 now

[@garysimone4977]

Never e er ever go to a psych Dr NEVER

[@JZGreengo]

Wow 2 and half years for me since lexapro and risperidone

[@chupacabra304]

Glad to see you seem to be doing better, that shit is no joke If you write a book i’d love to read it . Good luck

[@xy-qy2yg]

Hi, great videos! I am a highly sensitive person. I coped with life extremely well. I didn't drink or smoke or wear makeup. Summer 2022 I got put on cortisone. I had withdrawal symptoms from that including tinnitus, anxiety and insomnia. I saw many doctors and none linked it to the meds. I went to therapy. The therapy center for CBT recommended me rivotril as a safe sleeping aid, wtf. I asked the GP what it was and whether it was safe cause I didn't want anything habit forming, she prescribed without info. I took for 12 days and felt weird but didn't realize. I have been in hell for 6+ months trying to taper. I am traumatized by therapy. Acupuncture doesn't work on me anymore since this poison. How to survive this 😢

[@xy-qy2yg]

I was perfectly calm and happy before meds ruined my CNS.

[@Heymattmarin]

I’m so sorry. Iatrogenic nervous system injuries are truly indescribable. I relate, I don’t know how to adapt to this level of physical and mental distress. It’s ineffably difficult. Sending you so much love, I’m here walking this with you ❤️

[@xy-qy2yg]

@@Heymattmarin thank you for the reply. You are very courageous with your videos. I'm happy you're at least of the benzo already. I hope to make it there one day. How 12 days ruined my life, wauw. I'm trying to change the laws in my country about this.

[@Av-uv6xu]

How do you feel today?

[@aliciam6725]

I’d like to know what you think about Jordan Peterson’s experience and coma “therapy” in Russia (?) after akathisia set in.

[@heinz-georgschneider3567]

Thanks for sharing your experience for a greater good.

[@kyliehudson379]

Thank you so much for sharing. Great job, you should be so proud of yourself. I am IN this place still trying to get off SSRIS and Benzodiazopines. It's terrifying. Good job

[@Heymattmarin]

I know how uniquely terrifying it is. It will Not last forever. Keep going and you will heal. Sending you love ❤️

[@rhondasmith7413]

Hang in there. It takes time; a lot of time. Be good to yourself.

[@bunnyblurrz]

You are an amazing person Matt ❤

[@riikkaalen8826]

I was hurted with cymbalta,7 week use (60mg) serotonin sydrome symptoms kick in,then ct by my dr,then came benzoz a year ago cause of cymbalta caused akathisia,tolerance kick quite soon,first i was in 30mg,soon 75mg of oxazepam,started tapering it on march 2023,now im in trouble.....so bad terror,and doom...worse than ever.tapering slowly,in 6 months i have tapered only 15mg.i want to get rid of benzoz but if i do this even in 5% month,im in this condition.dont know how i ever survive,all the traumas....all the time.thank you Matt❤

[@Diana-sb4yl]

Thank you for Yr story. Can u plse advice and encourage others similiar experience, journey esp for young adults whom generally being prescribed like smarties.. Here n there... Talk about not losing hope u know... Antipsyhotic drugs eg olanzapine( zyprexa)is dished out for 'chemical imbalances' esp high school kids having anxiety, stress, trauma, young adults... Thank you matt for everything u r doing. No pressure sorry if I come across as such.. I don't know who else to turn to as I have been working with young ppl, losing my job due to being a whistleblower.. Etc.. Imho we need truth tellers... Take care. Thank you.

[@psychedelicartistry]

I believe you on the spiritual intervention. That's literally the meaning of divine intervention. Spiritual experiences are the only provable forms of spirituality, tbh. Psychedelics and ego death, lucid dreaming, dreaming in general, astral projection, NDEs are all proof of this. Sounds like you're Guardian Spirit (Angel/Spirit Guide/Higher Self) intervened on your behalf to save your life that day. Not everybody has that happen. The thing that's the most surprising to me is that it was able to push through all the medication and get to you, considering those medications (especially antipsychotics) cut our connection to spirit. Anything that makes a psychedelic, which will literally connect you fully to spirit, not work, is something I consider to sever your connection to spirit. I believe this is all being done by design, but I'm not going to get into that here. Sounds like you have a powerful intuition. I do, too, and I always listen to it. It has never steered me wrong before, so long as I listened properly. There were things that made my life harder in the short-term, that I was like "Why am I doing this/going through this", that turned out to be the best things that happened to me. I'm looking forward to seeing Part 2. Three things I would recommend, not just for the guy making the video but for anybody out there. For anxiety, practice acceptance. For depression, practice gratitude. For anger, practice forgiveness. There is power in prayer, regardless of whether or not you're a Christian (I am not a Christian and I pray every single day). Sending love and prayers to all of you!

[@robertivers4200]

Psychiatry is pure evil😢God bless you❤❤❤

[@Cymanable]

Thank you so much Matt!!!

[@maxpower1337]

Congratulations ❤ stay strong 🎉

[@konstantinossohos2349]

31:44, God spoke to you, he is real, he is within all of us. He once told me the Strength is within you. It is within all of us. We are just tricked in believing otherwise. 3 months later I learned transcendental meditation and it cured me of depression. He is real and within us all.

[@TalRachman]

Hi Matt, are you doing any coaching/therapy sessions by any chance?

[@Heymattmarin]

@@TalRachman I do not currently coach no. I am a hypnotherapist but that can be really hit or miss during this recovery process

[@MinMin-sv5nz]

Hello I'm a 22 yo girl I went through PTSD severe traumatic physical abuse So they gave me Ativan...I took it every single day.. now I don't anymore prescriptions. They stopped me cold turkey I'm on 2 day off and I'm dying honestly please help my soul god I'm having hallucinanations 140 bon heart rate shivering hot flash on and off nausea INSOMNIA and my panic disorder is at its worse anyways idk I might die honestly from those severe withdrawal but I just i hope I make it man I hope

[@Av-uv6xu]

Are you ok now? How is it?

[@newjerseydevil6115]

I hope you're alright.

[@santabala6314]

You will be ok! Believe 🙏send you to much love ❤️😊

[@mamasimoneau]

You need to go to the hospital. People can die from Benzos withdrawal.

[@stardustring]

Yup alcohol is a depressant , i was going down that path, but i stopped my drinking, unfortunately my life is ruined because of ssri

[@Einsamira]

thx for sharing!

[@musiclover60302]

Just realized that come out under my daughter’s name Sheila. This was my experience and not hers.

[@johnniekayjohnson8594]

Thank you so much

[@pamelabellingham5034]

Did you ever feel you couldn't breathe properly always having to think about breathing

[@Heymattmarin]

Yes. This was a big one for me especially in the beginning. I can breathe normally for the most part now, but breath work still makes my symptoms way worse. It’s like my parasympathetic nervous system has been hijacked.

[@rhondasmith7413]

I found myself holding my breath, often.

[@AlteredState76]

7.5 months off Klonopin and my worst symptom since tolerance are constant daily pvcs 😔 at this point I'm thinking they are permanent

[@Av-uv6xu]

How long were you on it?

[@AlteredState76]

@@Av-uv6xu 3 years

[@JoJo65654]

There is no drug to treat BPD if you even have it. Doctors know this. Are you artistic? You're likely more a HSP, Highly Sensitive Person which is a trait, not a disorder. No meds needed for that either. It's incredible how drugs are to go to instead of actually listening to a patient and empathizing.

[@Heymattmarin]

Agreed. The diseasification of so many human experiences is mind blowing. Yeah I do consider myself to be an HSP and I’m an artist, usually, though I haven’t been able to create much through this journey. It’s hard to be creative when in a constant state of survival mode.

[@JoJo65654]

@@Heymattmarin I couldn't be creative trying to recover from the benzo either. Heck I could barely keep myself from suicide. I will tell you though, I certainly learned alot about accepting myself, HSP and all, going through hell and back. I'm almost grateful for that experience because I like myself now. I could never feel that before. Such a waste. You too will get through this and feel the same. I'm sure of it. And never will we seek psychiatry again. It does more harm than good for our kind. Our kind has so much to offer the world. I'll never doubt that again.

[@Heymattmarin]

@@JoJo65654 thank you for this. I just want to be on the other side of it so badly. But it’s still so severe and certain symptoms keep getting worse. I just doubt every day that I’m ever gonna make it through. Everything fills me with fear and dread. Anything creative, even just thoughts of what to do for work. It all sends my nervous system into complete overdrive. Feels like all I can do is distract.

[@JoJo65654]

@@Heymattmarin Your nervous system is not working properly right now. All the neuro transmitters need to rebuild from what the drug took away. I didn't think I'd make it either. It took me 2 years to feel like me again. In the mean time, be good to yourself. It's not your fault. I used to think I was effected more because of my hypersensitivity. I don't think so now. These drugs hurt an aweful lot of people of every type. It takes time to heal the brain. Time is all you can give this injury. You will heal too. No irreversible damage is caused by taking these horrible pills. That's the only good thing. Your life is on hold for a while, but you will get past this. I promise.

[@Heymattmarin]

@@JoJo65654 thank you so much. Truly.

[@arvindize]

Thank you 🙏🏽

[@Filthycoffin]

Did you do you feel schizophrenic at all? I pray I’m not my anxiety and thoughts are insane.

[@Heymattmarin]

No, I am not schizophrenic. But I know many people experience symptoms of it upon getting off of these drugs. And I believe it all heals with time. Hang in there ❤️ you’re not insane.

[@jeremybarker9130]

I relate soooo much....I'm kinda scared, like...all the time

[@tonyweems271]

Which is the worst withdrawal

[@Heymattmarin]

Everyone is differnet. Benzos and SSRI's if you ask me.

[@margaretmcgregor1158]

What's PAWS guys ?

[@Heymattmarin]

@@margaretmcgregor1158 post acute withdrawal syndrome

[@HappyMealBieber]

Youre smart guy dont let peoples negative opinions about you put you in a box. Do not be a a victim of peoples toxicity. People are like plants some are poison. you need to associate yourself with the good plants and pull up the weeds. Or allow the rabbits to eat them.

[@garysimone4977]

Would love to talk to

[@Corey-iw4ot]

Have u taken 5htp and tyrosine

[@Heymattmarin]

Had bad reactions to both. For some reason supplements are really tricky in this. The body becomes very hypersensitized during this injury to all kinds of things. If you’re gonna try a supplement I recommend starting with a really small dose and paying close attention to how you respond. And try one thing at a time.

[@Corey-iw4ot]

@@Heymattmarin I use glutamine and taurine now with nician

[@wilson8979]

You probably do have BPD though. I’m sure I have it

[@Heymattmarin]

@@wilson8979 I think it comes down to philosophy for me. I don’t agree with labeling every type of human with a different “disorder”. I don’t think being extremely sensitive and emotional is a disorder or disease. I think it’s just a different type of person. Personally.

[@sveni3810]

Hi Matt! Congats for having guts to talk about all this. Unfortunately lot of us are in the similar position... But let me ask u something. U werent well at the first place. U said u were talking about suicide even before meds. Why do u think u will be ok off the meds? I know what is wd and i know wd symptoms but u were suicidal before meds too... If u know what i mean...

[@Heymattmarin]

Fair question. I touched on this in my video, but basically there were so many aspects about how I was living my life before meds that I believe greatly impacted the way I felt on a daily basis. In a way, I believe that I was at least partially inducing my issues through diet, drugs, alcohol, etc. And one thing I can say for sure- what I experienced before the meds is not even in the same dimension as what I am experiencing because of withdrawing from them. There were so many things I wish I had made an effort to change before ever considering drugs (I plan to make a video about this very soon). I am dedicated to my health and wellbeing in a way I never have been before, and that is the greatest gift that has come out of this journey. It has forced me to take myself seriously and treat myself better. It is my belief that once the damage from these drugs has healed, my new lifestyle will carry me the rest of the way. And the biggest difference is that now I understand that I am going to feel many things in my life, not just good things. I am more welcoming to the negative, and I embrace the hard times in a different way now. I hope that is helpful.

[@meme1033]

@@Heymattmarin can’t relate to this more

[@vikasgupta1828]

Thanks

[@djammer]

Slapping down peanut butter lol

[@roylarsen7417]

SSRI = bad medisin

[@jarmenkell1991]

Pls how can I contact you pls

[@Heymattmarin]

I’m not doing support or coaching calls right now I’m sorry. I’m still healing too. There are a lot of great coaches out there and good support community resources on inner compass. I am sending you a lot of love.

[@johnygthing]

Can I add u in f.b matt..I need help