Surviving My Worst Suicide Attempt-My Story

[@hillyhill3210]

I survived 20 years of abuse and when I left my mental health was in a very bad place. It takes a long time to heal!! Thank you for sharing your 💜

[@SamBull]

No problem I'm sharing my story so it hopefully inspires other people to talk more freely about mental health, if you know anyone who needs to hear this please share around. Really appreciate the comment and I hope you are doing better now.

[@hillyhill3210]

Yes I'm much better now. I share my story as well. 🙏🦋💜

[@SamBull]

@@hillyhill3210 I'm glad to hear it, I'm just trying to stop the stigma that is mental health, really appreciate the comment and I'm so glad you are better now. Thank you for connecting.

[@dinosaurxdrawr2701]

The worst is when you hold it in for the four years and nobody knows about it

[@SamBull]

Hey everyone, if you feel like you got value from this video please share around and let's stop the stigma that is mental health.

[@nagazod1519]

Dude atlease you got friends and families. In my case those are the one of my downfall and I'm still with lotsa pain. I'm angry, sad, guilty, regret, disappointed and all sorts of negative feelings which I can't get rid of but still living with it day by day helpless and hopeless!!

[@cliffkonkle3467]

I can totally relate with you and it's a everyday hell . I hope you find peace without hurting yourself wish I lived near you I would love to be your friend

[@Pedroseph]

Showing your vulnerability takes courage and is a massive step. I hear you, you’re not alone and thank you! I did something similar recently and opened up about my childhood abuse, it’s not easy but it’s people like you who are helping end the stigma, huge respect!

[@SamBull]

Wow appreciate this comment, means a lot to me, it really does, and I'm just trying to inspire more people to talk more freely about mental health so really do appreciate it.

[@sophiewordsworth4150]

So honest and painful to hear. From Yesterday I decided I’m gonna stop hurting myself, it’s gonna be a long journey! I hope your ok now ♥️

[@shaztaf]

Raw, honest and real. My goodness, life is so damn difficult at times. I recently had someone close to me pass away and its one of the most painful thing for me to go through. Sending much love and hugs to you x

[@thenativist6330]

Hey boo

[@kellston6358]

Just came to check out your KZbin Sam. wound up here. Mad respect for sharing this stuff, you are welcome to feel proud and brave for that. Stay strong. This is far more normal than people would like to admit - that doesn't make it okay, it sucks and it's the most awful thing in the world in the moment, but it's important to recognise life in its entirety to fully appreciate it. I'll catch you in the streams brother man!

[@georgepfitness9332]

You’re going about things the best way mate. Talking about your experiences, sharing your story, creating relationships with people. Big respect to you, keep up the content and moving forwards!

[@SamBull]

Thank you i really do appreciate every comment that I have received, I am just trying to show more people it's ok to talk about mental health, if you know anyone that needs to hear this please share it with them. Once again appreciate the comment

[@DanielHardingShowreels]

Thanks for sharing your story Sam! Keep up moving forward

[@SamBull]

Thank you for watching if you know anyone that's needs to hear this please share it around. Appreciate your comment.

[@TaylerKim3003]

WE SEE YOU WE HEAR YOU WE STAND WITH YOU

[@warrenpalmer6923]

I hear you. Sam you are so incredibly strong to lay everything down in this video. Its very tough to watch. It left me with a few questions. We have only known each other a brief time, but I am always gonna be just the other end of a phone to chat to. I can promise that. And I am sure that there are many people like that, around you. This video will help a lot of people I am sure. Its a major achievement. Well done Sam and I am sending you a virtual hug. x

[@SamBull]

Thank you for watching it, really means alot, it was hard to do but if it inspires someone to reach out or start talking about their mental health then this video has achieved what I wanted. Really appreciate the comment.

[@BakkerfeelingAdventures]

(I hear you) Dear Sam, first of all: RESPECT! Not just for overcoming your hardships, but also for sharing it and exposing your vulnerability. Making it open for discussion as there is nothing to be ashamed about as many would think. Communication could, would and should get the right help to those who need it and there are so many. I can relate to some you said. Changing to the right mindset, getting the right help and having the right, positive people in your life can make a huge change. I'm happy to hear you failed in your attempts, you're a strong person. Glad that you are here. Happy to hear you are doing better. Again, respect and thanks for sharing! 👍😊

[@SamBull]

Wow thank you very much for your comment, it's means a lot it really does. If you know anyone who needs to hear this and find my channel please share away. Once again really appreciate the comment.

[@BakkerfeelingAdventures]

@@SamBull Anytime. 😊 And when i do know someone that needs to hear it, i'll make sure to send them your way. 👍

[@SamBull]

@@BakkerfeelingAdventures thank you appreciate it, just trying to stop the stigma that is mental health, checked your channel out loves the trailer and the Ireland vlog, mad talented people in the bars at the end.

[@BakkerfeelingAdventures]

@@SamBull They were awesome indeed. Thanks for watching. Glad you enjoyed it. 👍

[@dudelovesyou]

I both hear and feel exactly what you've spoken about I'm glad you failed and if you ever get back there continue to fail. Keep fighting your demons I have faith in you

[@SamBull]

I believe we need to fail for us to succeed I really appreciate the comment and thank you for watching the vid, if you know anyone that needs to hear this, please share around. Have a good day.

[@Lookatmeshine]

Thank you for sharing your story. It is the first I have heard that I can truly relate to. I was in a relationship with someone, we were trying for children, then he just suddenly tells me to get out of the house, doesn't speak to me, but is so normal still with everyone else. I have no idea what went wrong but i am in such grief for my relationship and for the child I was planning for with them. I battle daily witu the urge to kill myself because this pain is so hard. I don't feel like life is worth it anymore. I'm tired of trying to rebuild my life but still feeling sadness all the time. I don't know how to reach out anymore because people don't seem to understand my pain. But it seems you might understand...

[@Cazzab]

your very brave and I'm sorry this happened to you

[@lovehistory4691]

Wow! Thank you for sharing your story. I agree with you 100% regarding male's talking about their feelings and macho things. I think in today's society that is changing, slowly, but is changing. More and more men talking about this, including you and that is great! Much love ❤

[@SamBull]

Wow really appreciate the comment, I just want to stop mental health being a stigma

[@lovehistory4691]

@@SamBull me too. I don't have mental health issues, but I really don't see a reason why should that be a shameful thing or something that is kept just for ourselves. Yes, those are our problems, but it's important to say to others it's not bad thing to ask for help.

[@solsirhibragusowl2221]

We hear you❤

[@TheMindIlluminated]

I can no longer see a future for myself, I’m like an automaton just going through the motions. My prior future plans from a few years ago no longer interest me, I do not have the motivation to pursue them. I feel dead already. What do I?

[@SamBull]

Try and seek help, I did and believe its the best thing you can do for yourself.

[@richmondprofinishes]

I hope your still ok seeing this 3 years later.

[@michaelomara9365]

I put my all into the relationship I wanted forever too. Unfortunately I was too weak and immature to make our relationship work correctly. I put a gun in my mouth and sat on the edge of a cliff. Not only that, my son has basically been taken away from me from another prior relationship. I'm making my own channel tonight. I'll send you a message brother. The pain men feel is incredible.

[@janefriel6895]

I hope you are doing well now.

[@sophiewordsworth2806]

💙 for some people it’s too late to get better unfortunately

[@gretathegarbo]

we hear you

[@nadinecampbell3424]

I heard you 🙏

[@tyronequaker4959]

How much does counseling cost in the uk ?

[@onesmusmuya576]

Man I feel you I've been in the same shit hole I've tried it and survived it feels like crap after doing that it really sucks would like to chat

[@MarianEdusei]

Hello Sam, my name's Marian and I'm currently doing some research on a documentary for one of the major British Broadcasters. May I have your email address so I can send you some information on what it's about. Thanks so much!

[@First._.Last.]

I hear you. Thank you. 💜

[@JKFLASH]

Stay strong

[@SamBull]

Will do thanks of you know anyone that needs to hear this please share around, if my story inspires people to talk more freely about mental health then I'm happy to share, really appreciate the comment.

[@cliffkonkle3467]

@@SamBull Everyone's life doesn't always get better so cut the bullsh@t.

[@SamBull]

@@cliffkonkle3467 if you think like that it won't, always try and find a positive out of a negative that's what I did, and I'm doing better now. Might not be able to say that for everyone but I can for me and considering what I went through I'll take it.

[@fabandell]

Respect for talking about it!

[@SamBull]

Thank you, if I talk about it freely on KZbin hopefully more people will talk about it in general appreciate the comment.

[@JESWEATSHIRT]

❤❤❤

[@BEACHDUDE71]

I have 3 years for my life to get better

[@saskiawells9472]

The stigma is always there unfortunately

[@tyronequaker4959]

A lot of people use cornstarch to cope with suicide. Cornstarch is also very common amongst actors because it gives people energy and charisma. Add cornstarch to your chicken, potatoes, beef or any dish. Be careful of antidepressants they stop you from having kids! Let me know if you need any other suggestions

[@Ash-ty9nd]

Cornstarch??? What on earth

[@dianatrejo2006]

22:20

[@jesussaves1827]

Turn to Jesus He loves you, He is the healer of the body And savior of the soul, There is True Hope in Jesus, God protects Psalms 91, He is the God of miracles Acts 2:21 And everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved Jesus alone saves Trust Him with your salvation John 3:16 1 Corinthians 15 1-4 Moreover Brethren, i declare unto you the gospel which i preached unto you, which also ye have received, and with wherein ye stand By which also ye are saved, if you keep in memory what i preached unto you, unless ye have believed in vain, For i delivered unto you first of all that which i also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures And that He was buried, and that He rose again the third day according to the scriptures, Take care