Symptoms of Spiritual Progress and awakening

[@KRSchannel]

thanks for hitting the like button guys :D and here is the link astrologykrs.com for the books, reports and consultations. I also have the new reading now active..

[@RaRa-Online]

Hey Kapil, I want to know if Tarot/Psychic readings are accurate? Especially the ones you get from KZbin? It would mean a lot if you can help me at this time. Thank you so much.

[@ShakeelD1]

KRSchannel - Learn Astrology How is getting sick part of the spiritual process? I only ask because since I started chanting mantras every evening (about a year now), I have not gotten even a cold and have never been in a healthier body. I relate to the detachment but not the ill health. Any thoughts on this?

[@zonary1]

I used to get sick like that, every year, and every year, the symptom's would last longer and longer. Flu is starting to raise it's ugly head again all ready. I finally stopped getting sick like that, when I started taking the flu shot. I've Mars sextile Jupiter. Listen to me. -stay blessed!

[@swetaparikh3684]

The person, who started with white board, talked about his desires many a times, showed off his wrist watches to make some mouth shut, talked about his own sex life, was extremely vulnerable, when his one of astrologer friend died suddenly.... is now fearless about death, higher progress of soul... So This is why... The GYAN is called " JYOTISH" ... you followed this path honestly and see, what you have turned into... It is not the science of forecast ... It is path of enlightenment...!!!!

[@ShreeTatvaOdia]

Yes, agreed.

[@KRSchannel]

SEEMS LIKE I AM NOT ALONE

[@nithyapragadhees4579]

😍🤗

[@universeblaze1809]

Indeed.. your aren’t.. 😊🤗💞🙏🏻

[@warriorforchrist1422]

You’re not alone. Thank you

[@femena11]

You are not alone.. . Millions are having spiritual symptoms.. Please read dolores cannon videos and books to get lot of insight on what's happening. Also go through Gregg Braden, Bruce Lupton videos... They all say same thing... We r living in harvest period and dark night of the soul. When consciousness raise, u attain a light body then once u let go your attachments in life (money and Personal) u attain rainbow body.(which itself have different stages).. all described in twelve stages of light body...

[@samirsuman8520]

Same feeling

[@valerieborgoe]

Leaving this world never seemed so attractive, the feeling of immaterialism is growing in me as well. To the detriment of my finances but spiritually I feel well nourished.

[@seanbrock4022]

Kapiel, I’ve noticed especially within the past two years I’ve felt crazy because I’ve been struggling to relate to people the way I used to and I spend so much time alone to the point where I feel very socially alienated. I just think it’s because the majority of people around me aren’t into the things I’m into so I think why even bother with pretending to be into the things they’re into. It’s been a confusing past few years but I know eventually I’ll find the people I’m meant to be around. Thank you for this video and fearlessly expressing your feelings. I can relate to a lot of things you said.

[@wildangel4452]

Me too. Sometimes I’m out and about I feel like I’m just watching the world and humans are so interesting, funny and sort of predictable in their randomness

[@CrownedBrows]

i understand how you feel. you are not alone

[@YuyiLeal]

wow, avery common theme...so many people like this! hmmm

[@elizabethstepanova2147]

Me too ! Since Sun dasha in Ketu's nakshatra hit on.... More I am among people, more I crave for solitarity.

[@seanbrock4022]

Elizabeth Stepanova I’m in Ketu Dasha Rahu antardasha and I can honestly say just this past year has been the most enlightening yet confusing of them all oddly enough

[@CammieMay]

"Eat less, sleep less, work less, and meditate more." ** Amen **

[@innerworldrevealed]

spirituality to me is simple - love what you do, feel what you do, stand for what you believe in and live in this dimension as deeply as you can :)

[@tonycampos2706]

when your screen time on your phone goes from averaging 3-4 hours a day to 30-45 minutes....that's a start lol

[@tonycampos2706]

Other that love the video!!! Great Points!

[@ranirathi3379]

So I deliberately deleted all apps from my phone to make it as boring as possible so I wouldn't look at it every 15mins. It's like my time is my own and my attention doesn't go each time my phone pings. Imagine how we've been trained like the Pavlov experiment. And, don't get me started on the smartwatch and other wearables - NEVER doing those.

[@RashmiPriyaWinner]

You are a transformed soul now. It is great to see a new you. You are doing great work. Do your best. God will always bless you.

[@GlobalMusicFestivals]

I was watching a lot of your previous videos and then hit this one and got really sad. I have seen that you have aged and it isn’t a bad thing at all, but just reminded me about my parents and how much time has passed. Thank you for the reminder to look after my mother. You are amazing and have a wealth of knowledge and I’m glad you have chosen to share it with the world 🌍 🙏🏽 it has helped me so much!

[@lenali1]

I'm 50+ and have experieced these symptoms several times in my life, I call it my first, second, third, forth, fifth, etc... lifetime. Well, I'm an eclipse baby, and for now saturn is just leaving my sag moon and my rahu dasha is ending. The change is definitely on, again. 💚

[@renegaderogue6310]

Wow!! 4 minutes in and I'm loving this. It's like sitting at your feet and listening to my heart.

[@meenal2416]

Ketu in first has bought me in spiritualism, i find it difficult at times but now i am getting used to it, just feel like if all spiritual people could get connected it would be easier, because the other one's can't understand us

[@diwyasingh2802]

Right.. Same here

[@sathyasp8283]

Me too same here I keep on asking ketu to give me enlightenment knowledge

[@akshaygupta9862]

Where is your ketu ? Which house which sign and which planet

[@meenal2416]

@@akshaygupta9862 ketu is in 1st house Aquarius ascendent

[@akshaygupta9862]

@@meenal2416 is it alone ??

[@ladyvirgo013]

The Dark Night of the Soul is definitely Ego Death. I've been through a couple but nothing like 2014 through present. Transformation on the other side. If anyone else is feeling this way, Be gentle with yourself and keep Rising 🔥 I relate 100% Thanks for Sharing

[@diviyakanwar5325]

Are you on Instagram?

[@diviyakanwar5325]

Same condition here since 2018

[@ladyvirgo013]

@@diviyakanwar5325 no

[@winnieamar9368]

​@@diviyakanwar53252018 for me as well !

[@sikalee415]

You’ve taught me a lot about life, with or without astrology as medium. Take care of your health. Best wishes.

[@aathompson19]

The most beautiful 21 minutes ever! Yes, honesty is a freedom like no other. People question my simple approach to life and often snicker because I refuse to react to negativity; as I refuse to infect myself with someone else's anger by responding to it, they call it weakness and I say it takes strength to be peaceable. Stepping away is the most beautiful thing. Letting go of the societal pressures of life allows us to truly take spiritual flight... I find peace and renewal in nature and true joy in moments of solitude! So happy that you're well again!

[@jeaninewilson2170]

Glad to see you doing better! You are morphing, I would say your illness was a bit of a cocoon stage. Observing you grow more and more, makes me excited for the future!

[@GitaRash]

I totally second everything you mention. Sickness of a serious nature is one of the most profound moments of spirituality because the veil thins between you and the other side. Speaking from experience, having gone through near death experiences, I can say that it elevates you and shows you things that are somewhat impossible to see otherwise. It actually changes your life,perspectives,ideas and desires a 100%. The only thing to keep in mind is that you are not alone, even if you start feeling very different from people around you. It is spirituality embracing you. My yoga students who have been coming to me for the past 12 years are actually recognizable as a group from a past life somewhere on a mountain in South America. I am just coming out of a long and harsh treatment from a health scare, and it was during my most weakest days physically, between throwing up and passing out, that the most highly developed, inspirational knowledge and ideas took shape in the form of a book which is coming out next year. Right now it is available in pre order on all major platforms. It would be my privilege to send it to you. Glad you are recovering. Be well !

[@GitaRash]

@nvs kishore a near death experience is when your physical body loses consciousness, a kind of sleep state of a more serious kind. (heart may stop beating) Spiritual awakening is a dimension of reality beyond the ego. When the ego is suspended so a Higher self can arise within. Spiritual awakening can happen at any time, no necessarily only after a near death experience. It is a divine spark that arises when your expand your heart center.

[@sumita.sanyal]

I have been hooked on to your channel since 2014 the year when my spiritual awakening started. Since then my entire perspective about life changed....got answers to many of the queries i used to have. I have never really commented on any of your videos but today I'll have to say you are a Path breaker!! A True Pioneer. I would never be able to explain in words how much i have learnt from you. Thank you for your each and every priceless knowledge packed videos. Thank you.

[@RanaMiller]

I didn’t realize I was going through awakening. I thought I was just crazy for: 1- not being afraid of death 2- not relating to this world or its material things 3- mostly spending time alone watching nature and enjoying it 4- not caring about the usual types of entertainment. Instead watching videos like this one 5- obeying God’s commandments including not lying, not even white lies 6- just feeling grateful overall, sometimes for moments where by chance I’d see a butterfly flying by me, and often thanking God for everything including such a chance 6- not caring about possessions, wanting less of it and more time with God 7- desiring to move out to the country, getting a house with a yard I could grow my food in I guess I’m crazy after all. What brought me to this was not meditation, but finding peace in Jesus Christ. I practice yoga and Pilates, I pray, I don’t meditate, and I eat vegan food. I don’t go to church because I couldn’t find the spirit of God in any church. I can’t relate to most other Christians either. I can only relate to the creator, the Great I am, God almighty and Jesus my Lord. Thank you for this video. It offers clarity and answers.

[@YuyiLeal]

Wow, this past week my dad was also quite sick, even though he is usually very healthy... At one point i thought he was going to die, now he's back to great health...like a miracle. What a "coincidence".

[@mysticaditi3996]

Yeah Kapil Sir,l experienced a lot of your said symptoms in the last couple of years...shifting to higher vibrations was something wonderful yet scary experience. The best part was understanding the beauty of death and detachment of life at an earlier stage.

[@pam6124]

I feel that the divine side in you is awakening Kapiel. It is over two decades since I am already in this path trying to get away from this material hungry world. Mid way I realized it does not work that way. So I began a two pronged approach. Provide for those who are helpless among my family, friends and deprived people for whom I need to work and earn. On the other hand I strive to get on with my spiritual seeking. Watching such videos, like this one from you, which comes straight from the heart does truly help. God bless you! But please remember, there are people watching your videos which is helping them to get on in life in the path of spiritual truth.

[@lordblesseveryone6908]

Yes, you are not alone :) Subtle changes eventually lead to true progress. I see a lot of these as "criteria" to get on the journey.. Your sincere efforts to connect with the higher consciousness (that was so clear to me and was the only reason I chose to get consultation from you:).. leads to blessings, which in turn... start with "Ego crushing" cycles.. total surrender.. to getting closer to nature.. feeling protected (so you don't fear death... As nothing really matters) as subtly you get closer to feeling non-duality.. advait ... Which then firms up.. so much that you actually live the same feeling.. (Hey Ho HE ONLY EXISTS we don't then).. and if blessed experience it in this lifetime 😊.. My prayers for you.

[@niveditatrivedi5874]

Nice! I have been going through most of the things you said from past 3 years (when my jupiter dasha started - 9th & 12th lord). I have this strange trine connection between my natal moon (in rohini) - Jupiter & saturn (in hasta) and Ketu (in shravana).So you know exactly what I am going through. I have been fasting regularly (not for food but for thoughts) and flushing out all negative minds (people) from my life. Yes I don't care about dying alone... not afraid of death...What you could practice is "touching ground 3 times before going to bed...I mean thanking mother earth for carrying you today) It is a common practice in my family to do so before going to bed... It is a mental preparation that you are ready to pass or die (every night). Hope this helps!! And yeah watch trees, flowing water and flying birds during your break time....You may feel recharged.

[@shraddha00]

Couldn't stop myself from commenting halfway.... Although it's there since few years but Since last few months, the flow of descending energies is so much that I do most things carrying my meditative mind! Detachment went to pick when my both kids got so sick while hubby away for a week, I just spend few night caring and thanking for the journey they spent with me in case if they leave me forever! There's such a inner assurance and peace that doesn't startled anymore! There's so much joy in being real that brain doesn't ruminat on silly talks anymore! We are definitely living in wonderful time! Seems like lot of help is coming from higher realam!!!

[@shraddha00]

And omg! I never knew how satisfying gardening is! It's taking place of my recreational time!

[@pallaviverma5541]

I m day by day progressing in my spiritual path.. 😊😊😊🙏I too had fear of death nd I suffered anxiety and severe depression for about 6 months becoz i wanted to kw what happens after death I literally wanted to die nd my board exams were approaching nd I was not even in state to study. Nd trust me i didn't cared for anything but due to strong will power I came out of it but due to that phobia I discovered meditation and spirituality now I const kw that i m mortal (my body not soul) nd I m practicing meditation since from 1 yrr nd guess it's like miracle happening... 😍😍😍😘and I m only 23 😁😁so the early u strt better I ll be.. Less suffering.. More bliss of the cosmos...yes whatever sir said is 100% trueeeee..... ☺☺☺I talk with sky tree earth and air.....i can feel the connection... Now, 🤩

[@godschild394]

Can you please share your journey ? I’m also going through the same.

[@yashbansal8871]

I am also going through existential crisis. I am finding no point in anything or life. Can anyone please guide me?

[@TheSunshine814]

Yes, same symptoms, sick recently as well, what I want to do in the world is to be of service directed by God, for the goal of awakening for all. I actually unsubbed recently because I didn't resonate with your energy, after watching this video, I became a sub again 🤗 A few weeks ago, I became a student of Paramahansa Yogananda's Self Realization Fellowship lessons, my Rahu is in Gemini in the 12th house, I am ready for emancipation this lifetime. Anyone who is ready to know God-Self realization, please check out the SRF website, thank you, I love this astrology channel ❤ Blessings to all

[@thephenomenologist4669]

You know there was a well of humility, tranquility, and understanding in your voice that spoke to my soul. You have been one of my teachers for the past 3 years, I have learned so much about myself and the nature of existence through your channel but this video was the number one video that I could most relate too. Lately, I have wondered what would life have been like for me if I would have gone into seclusion to the Himalayas and cultivated- where would I be spiritually? However, I am also a householder and have my obligations to my family. You spoke the words I have felt -that I want to depart from this life as a Yogi or for me Yogini. All the symptoms you have mentioned I have felt you are not alone. However, I know I have a long ways to go. May you continue to cultivate so that you can achieve yogic aspirations and beyond.

[@stardust8989]

Kapiel, you look so bright and radiant. Please make more videos sharing your spiritual journey ♥️

[@Puravida_333]

Sounds like you experienced an ego death ... I’m with you on moving away from the East Coast City life .. I am also planning my move to either Sedona Colorado or Costa Rica 🇨🇷

[@srisai4234]

Same feelings here

[@Medina0205]

One day I want to retire in Costa Rica!! I love Costa Rica! PURA VIDA🇨🇷

[@rosequarrz8829]

Sir, your grace, growth and humility is so very refreshing. You're aging like fine wine and it's a good look. Namaste

[@stillwatersnightsky6533]

You just described my experience that I see unfold since 2018. I love my own company, very difficult to be with other ppl, I find myself not connected to the things that used to interest me. I can handle ppl in small doses, have completely walked away from ppl, lifestyle, habits that I evaluated and find them to have served their purpose and time to move on. At one point I thought if I was going through depression or burnout from working crazy at work... Its not so, I feel I can 'see' myself better, when I am away from people. Have been trying to live a minimal life not because it is a trend, I just feel I no longer need to be attached to anything or anyone and that is fine. It does not have to be depression. And strangely I feel pretty ready to leave. This again made me think am I being suicidal. Not quite... Gosh I don't think I can relay what I feel, but what you just said is exactly what I am going through and am glad I am not the only one... Let's just say am content.... Don't know why I feel that way....ketu in my 1st house.. Sag sun and Ascendant.... I guess DETACHMENT is inevitable... :)

[@blakeward6775]

Yes I’m almost 35 and past few years I’ve been feeling many of these things. Detachment of friends and family. Gaining new friends that seem to be very intuitive

[@MannaEntertainment]

My problem is I can't lie even when I need to in order to survive in a world dominated by liars. Being honest is more scary and a turn off to most people than anything else I can think of. I hope that one day I can succeed despite being real.

[@sirilewis]

Kapiel, thanks for sharing. I'm right there with you. My moon is in the 12th house and I have Ketu in the 1st house of my Navamsha, so I have always had these tendencies. Now that I am in my mid forties this feeling has been increasing. In the last few years especially, I find myself becoming more and more detached. I've actually been attacked over it throughout my life because people don't understand. They have misunderstood my demeanor or even some of my comments as being hostile when I am simply being truthful. I never married and at this point, I don't even want to. I feel ready to leave most of the time. The only thing is this, everyone has some rachet in them right.....we never get to an absolute point of perfection because there is none. How do you deal with your "rachet", do you judge it, try to suppress it, or accept it as a part of self?

[@Cinder1987]

Yes, that is a surefire way you know you are growing spiritually when material items don’t matter either way.

[@max80216]

Kapiel, you have already made a difference in so many people's life. There is nothing really which you need to prove, it was quite evident from your videos , that you are not here to show off, or to bully someone. Take care Man, and BTW you look younger day by day. You are glowing actually :P

[@jenniferbell7908]

I have gone through most of what you have spoken about, mine started with the sickness in 2016. I’m okay with dying, being honest and true to myself. currently working on the detachment stage, and I have not yet hit the stage of wanting to be in nature. Hoping to plan a trip to Sedona soon. Looking forward to experiencing the vortexes and lay lines. Thank you for all your insight.

[@WhipRunner]

Thank you. I'm 32, been through my ketu MD(8H) some years ago, and yet i've only begun to understand liberation. "And the Truth shall set you free." I might have experienced and grown close with the source but have struggled with getting distracted for approval, fame, wealth, luxury, beauty, recognition and will continue to do so yet remain agonised by cowardice to be brave and just tell the truth. Thanks for all that you put forward.

[@radhikachowdary269]

Sobering thoughts. I HV Ketu on first house, cancer rising. I experience all that you say.. thank you. Sharing this video on my FB.

[@AlohaSunflower]

Yes! Detachment but still love, a desire to help others, a decline of importance of material things, the desire to be honest in every conversation, the craving to be immersed in nature and eat real food that comes from nature, and more. I used to spend most of my day when not at work on social media and mindless scrolling. I can’t stand to do that anymore I am always actively pursuing wisdom and peace. I am reading and learning from spiritual teachers, learning Vedic Astrology and putting my all into it, making time for yoga and meditation, etc. I have no interest in tv or binge watching episodes on Netflix. I know without a doubt that I am in a hugely transformative spiritual awakening process right now.

[@skyestephenson2336]

Thank you for putting this out into the universe. It is very honest and true. I especially appreciate the past life karma concept.

[@MadhuKv6]

From childhood I never lied just to show off coz of my mother taught not to lie.. but growing up I understood I shouldn't tell truth but can't give up mom's teaching too.. so I learnt a technique of not telling everything to everyone in detail n hurt

[@InScenegoesVenus08]

Thank you for sharing this experience with us. I wish you and your family to stay in good health and may your good hopes and wishes come true!

[@satinarcher]

Listening to you I thought of purva Ashadha and I thought about my natal venus...and than I started researching and listening to your video of Saturn in Purva Ashadha....gave me the answer to why i was burning incense this pass weeks. Looking at how you look so refresh I feel you had a renewal flame within yourself and that is spiritual progress and your hair show the wisdom that you have gain. 😊 many blessing to you and yours!

[@isabelparejaterapiayastrologia]

I loved this video. Having similar experiences... Thank you!

[@JosePerez-vn5nk]

I have been feeling honest and definitely detached from things tho lately I've also been feeling intensely at home in my physicality. Everyone's has there own unique selves.

[@user-le5pw4uc1s]

Thank you so much for shearing!!! Yes. What is happening to you just recently happened to me. The exact same thing.... Those are the symptoms of ascension. Because the density is different our body has to readjust to the new frequency/vibration!! I am so happy for you!! I resonated with your words 100%!!🙏💕👽🌱💞🌿♓

[@helenecryo4294]

I'm 29 years old, I've traveled a lot already, met a lot of people, studied everything I wanted. I had a similar experience on May were I felt I was dying, I passed out on the street. Felt so in peace and ready to go. I'm not interested in money, fame, good clothes or what have you. I'm interested on helping people and have a good sleep. Tv shows and news always bothered me. I'm not interested on making new friends. Somehow I miss being just a soul. And yes, I want to live in a place where I can see just trees. Thank you for your honesty on this topic, it really hit home.

[@Kani_Modaressi]

Wow..❤️you just silenced all my anxiety and i just love your wisdom and you are so amazing! Lots of love to you

[@dannyphomsouvanh8126]

Kapiel I love you. I experience this early in my life and It scared the s**t out of me. But I think I HAD to experience the "How Am I Gonna Pass Away" early because part of my chart maybe? I was very young and It lead me to this moment of time, finding you and the Pai team confirming God Is real because everything you guys talked about, I see In my friends, family and other people. I grew up with. The nakshatra's come alive and been talking to me since birth but I wasn't that experienced of "Living Life" to realize It!

[@raghavb1276]

You have been touched by Shiva. I am reminded of the lines from where vimalananda talks how death experience makes life tasteless.

[@sharonking122]

I have been watching you for years now and I am positive that is cream on your head. Let the cream rise to the top. Beautiful, awesome. Thanks.

[@srivirao]

I am currently experiencing so many anxiety and panic attacks heart palpitations i am forced to look at my own mortality.Ive stopped lying completely. Its exhausting living to be a lie. I am experiencing everything stated here KRS. Thank you

[@judymohre1430]

Very interesting, I was thinking at the time you did this video, that you were experiencing a severe illness. Throughout my life, when someone I do not know PERSONALLY comes into my mind, that is a sign that person is experiencing a major illness. Well, you too were in that place. I have been there several times throughout my childhood, middle years, and in the autumn of my life. You are detaching QUITE rapidly. Your eyes, face, and aura have remarkably increased dramatically. OM SHANTI SHANTI OM. JI GURU.

[@shashwatamajumder8979]

Dear Kapil a hell lot of feelings are being manifested from ur eyes and those are very much synsronised with the words u r uttering....I can only pray for u so that u r progression on that nobel path gets accelereted....God bless u brother and help u in ur devine uplipment.

[@saajanjogia]

Got really sick back in 2014, upto the level where the docs where baffled with the amount of infection in my body and could not find any particular source of it. It was something different. I took a month to recover and since then as time progressed- I don't find interest in movies, 'branded, stylish' clothes, nice cars, motorcycles, other things that help you to show off basically. I only buy things that I need than what I 'want'. I am more inclined to grow my own food in the near future, live with nature around animals and am working towards it. At this current stage, the desensitization gets worse. I have no such thing as 'passion' any more. I was a staunch adventure motorcyclist until last year but now its so blah, I am more content in not doing things that I couldn't live without a year ago. I see my life choices getting simpler as the days pass. The sense of indulging in hobbies too isn't that intense as before but I still do it sometimes. The urge to prove something has died. Practicality and rational though process has trumped fantasy. Stopped watching TV 4 years ago, music choices have changed drastically. Lots of things continue to change. Interesting times.

[@tmendel1000]

I’ve been feeling this too for the last couple months. I’m a Gemini rising and don’t know if it’s because of the nodes position now, but I feel like if I died today I would be completely fine with it. I’ve been feeling like this incarnation is about finished and I’m happy to let it go.

[@lordpizza4391]

For me after I had a lot of spiritual experiences that caused a shift in the way I see the world and myself, I noticed after some time that I no longer had any consideration in my own mind about what anyone thought or said of me. That was when I realized that the ego is a self created self image that's based on what you think others are thinking about you, or at least that that was what had been blocking me my whole life up until that point. My life has been very different from what it had been since then.

[@ehgingerbwead1054]

18, and I feel everything in this video. Idk, it's like nothing fazes me anymore, and my mom and dad are screaming at me asking me why i'm so detached. I don't know, truthfully. Everyone around me seems to be fine and thriving in superficiality, but I feel kind of isolated. I hope that's okay.

[@etincelle7821]

We are understanding more when we are detached. You are not alone in that situation. Certain things are useless when we growing spiritually. Thank you for your good advice!

[@niladri709]

You are definitely not alone to feel all this🙂. I went through depression before I realised I was experiencing an illusion. Now I just want to stay near nature, heal people holistically, grow my own vegetables, etc. I feel detached from most of the things. It's a journey. So yes! You are on the right path.💖💖

[@08Sutapa]

One side effect of spiritual growth in me has been that I have become laid back. This was never the case earlier. There is much more.. but I don't want to write an entire book here. Good to know that there are many more like minded people out there though I can't talk to them personally. Nobody in my real life are on the same page as me, that has made life very hard for me.

[@tipu123-s3z]

Hello Krs, I observed - You looking much better much happier...must not say so but the illness seems to have made u better ...n u have learnt quite some stuff from it. Infact I see u more humble now...for some reason I see a diff krs before and after the illness...u had been the first person that tied me to astrology...and past some months I wasn't watching ur videos or selectively watching it...m glad u seem to be back...waiting for more stuff from u.

[@bloominggoddess8958]

Iv been feeling everything ur talking about including ur video on get away from the technology!

[@YA291990]

I have never been scared of death, not that I have ever faced it. But I have always felt that whenever it comes, I'll accept it willingly. That said, I do not wish to die immediately. I feel I am yet to serve the purpose I was born for.

[@snehini]

I don't understand why people are so scared of death. since childhood i see it as a gift. it's beautiful

[@Worldtravelershakti]

Finally somebody came down :)

[@azmeenwadia395]

Even though this video took me to some other place/person...I guess I was still listening...this made me feel so calm....

[@emilia7308]

I have Ketu in Libra (Vishaka) in the 12th with Venus in Revati in the 5th... I am always so happy in my own little world and I feel the same, just working to make sure my children are cared for, but I long for the days of peace and calm. I am in a rahu Mahadasha now so it feels like work work work constantly but I try to find peace in the chaos. 💖

[@Dizzylex]

This was me about a decade ago. It’s a kind of depression that takes a while to get solved (took me years), I changed a lot, what I wanted before was no longer important, and for a while I did not know what I wanted. Like wanting to live in a bustling city vs calm country life, that happened to me too. I also became a vegetarian, and have become more spiritual. I feel that if that ever happens to me again I know I can get through it, it’s very hard to see that when you’re under its influence. Could be kundalini activation too, I remember balancing a lot while sitting. It was very hard. I did not take any prescription drugs because I did not want to become addicted to them, but I did energy and past/early life work. It’s been a journey since then. It’s good to see you breaking out of the materialistic wave, just remember that it’s good to have the ability to have nice things and a nice house, a nice family, feeling grateful for what you have is the key.

[@14ree-30]

Yehh you are better welcome back, are you ok dear 🤔had too much bear!! 😁 , well nice to see you back 🙏💐💐.

[@bukiorsolya7077]

Oh, I am in the same shoe! Thinking about exactly the same what you talk about in this video 😱 I died for sec or min 6 years ago in my First end of Saturn circle when I was 29,5 yrs old and gave birth to my son, but my doctor saved my life. 🙏🏻 So I think the same: nobody needs to impress anybody just be there in the present and watch what happens and jump to this rythm ❤️

[@himanipanwar3789]

💫✨🙏🏻🙌🏻 i feel the same way I am on my own path blossoming, glowing and growing💎💎💁🏻‍♀️💁🏻‍♀️🦄🦄🌸🌸🙌🏻🙌🏻✨✨❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻💫💫

[@learningearning8385]

Sounds like enlightenment or... depression.

[@seekerar9058]

Depression and spiritual awakening are 2 sides of the same coin! Depression leads to enlightenment when you are left with nothing to cling to.........

[@astraeusgodofthestars676]

yeah I think depression leads to spiritual enlightenment 🙏

[@learningearning8385]

Desmond Israel you know.. I was severely depressed in high school. The summer I graduated I read the entire bible and prayed more devoutly. Makes sense. Then I transitioned to a blissful state.

[@pranjalisrivastava4385]

Thank you for sharing this video. I also feel the same. I really needed this in my life. You’re my GURU 🙏🌸

[@callkumar]

I got enlightment after reading your comment maam!

[@ilovethehowardsternshow5437]

I have been experiencing this for several years. I too am trying to find my way to Sedona!!! I just thought this was a part of growing older.

[@janiquecosmicunveiling4646]

thank you for sharing this experience you lived through and the perspectives it demonstrated you are in inwardly aligned with 🌌❤ We're all glad to hear about you feeling better! Maybe your wife could record a video about the use of some of these Chinese herbs 💚

[@chakratandav2556]

Love u man U r transforming go with it

[@blakboi2006]

Yes just 3 days ago for me when I was working out my head started hurting on my right side and then I started sweating and feeling dizzy I took a shower but that didn’t help I had 2 bowls of soup and drunk green tea I was feeling hot like I was on fire and then I vomit the soup I tried to eat and then I start feeling a little stronger ate 6 bananas and drunk green tea with lemon I started to feeling a little better then I try to work but my head still had a pain so I with to sleep woke up feeling a little better it’s been 3 day since and I’m still getting my energy back feel like I past a level and now I’m starting another level and I can relate to all of the isolation to and I started feeding animals and now I want a winery but I thought I was dying and I’m not married it’s just me but I instantly start thinking do I have enough money to pay for my funeral in a calm way I just surrender

[@ranjanapaurush4431]

I feel the same from last 3 months. My life is totally changed now.

[@satyug96]

Yes, I have been witnessing all of these symptoms lately. But for me, it took my son's death, which was last year, to bring me to this state. Actually, some of these symptoms happened much before, when I stopped eating non vegetarian, not because of religious reasons, but due to the fact that I could not bring myself anymore to eat other cute living beings. Also I have been sensitive towards nature since my childhood. I am a Libra ascendant, with Ketu in my 12th house. And as soon as my Venus mahadasha kicked in, in 2012, my life has taken me in totally different direction. But except for the fact that I had to lose my son, I am proud to be in this state and am learning astrology to know what my karmic path is.

[@photonsnationtv2476]

You speach my heart... There is how I feel..

[@ArunKSubramanian]

The symptoms of becoming a Guru! Great

[@morganackerly721]

My father raised in native Americans teaching. This is so close. ❤️🕉❤️ your wife is wonderful.

[@anyaa2706]

You will leave this place as you expected. (as a victor) Thank you kapiel...

[@rowanmcnelly]

Thank you for sharing. It's not only you. I have experienced all the symptoms you describe, and many more, like visual disturbances (furniture merging/bleeding/losing boundary with/relative to the air, my own body feeling like it's merging with furniture I'm resting in/on, feelings of bliss/euphoria founded only a sensation of acceptance of everything, specifically my own inherent frailty/limitations of this body and in this world. I struggle to feel connected to others in previous ways (what you describe as detachment) and have wondered what love actually is, or means, because my relationship to those closest to me becomes this feeling of universal love, rather than something ego-based and 'needy'. I don't feel a need for anything from others. Which can be hard on personal relationships (my marriage is breaking down as a result.) A lot of the mundane material world takes on a sense of meaninglessness: of "why would I bother with that?" Which can be challenging in terms of maintaining basic needs for family and self, etc. I could go on. I've been on this journey for well over half a dozen years now, although the crux-point was discovering and then having surgically removed a large benign brain tumor that, unbeknownst to me, had been progressively crushing my frontal lobes for 5-10 years. The resultant 'bounce back' of my brain (damaged, but most of it still intact,) precipitated a massive and sudden awakening. I appreciate your gentler journey through this process. My own process has been jarring and profoundly disorienting and challenging: feels like I'm deconstructing both life and self to large degrees. And yet it's the most wondrous and fascinating experience, ever. Good luck to you in your journey. It's beautiful, either way isn't it?

[@nehapate20]

I'm not at 100% at where you are but i do feel this. From childhood i feel some short of disconnect from my outer world. But didn't realize it until i turned 32 couple years back...thanks to your astrology videos and Sadguru for making me understand what is my belonging. But yet there is this struggle I go through inside me and wish just some how i get on track for making that realization into reality. That is may be my Ketu/venus in Scorpio in first house.

[@richasingh1588]

So true!! I hv all these symptoms...thanx for sharing..really appreciate it!

[@sudhasuha9833]

I was struggling for the past 4 months .I couldn't stop questioning y we are here.I don't find a meaning or interest not only in my life but everyone's. Adding worse to this even though I don't want to but I have derealisation which means a person lives in a parallel reality. I want to feel the present moment but it is so hard for me to live a minute consciously

[@anveshasarangi15]

"Be real" . wow , what a lovely thought

[@light9623]

Ut oh. 2:39 when you feel "ok" with it there is huge potential for you to leave this incarnation. If you live, you will yourself to live through God's grace because you literally want to complete what you have set out to do. It may not be easy, but at this point, you may relaize it must be completed. Something similar happened to me. After surgery, I nearly lost my life. I knew I was dying and there was little that could be done outside of willing myself to live in order to finish. This completion has been very difficult, it is no cake walk and even sometimes I wish I could have just left here but I remember what I came to do which the clue can be found in my early childhood, therefore, I want to finish helping others in every and all capacities they may need. I literally live for the love of The One and for It's children; human, animal and plant.

[@karrieannlies2986]

Thank you. This was the best conversation I have had in over a year. Today I don't feel so alone as I normally do. Thank you for all you have taught me this past year. Funny I hadn't seen this video yet but it popped up today right when I needed to hear it. ♉♌♍💚☮☯☤

[@arunKumar-iw5dc]

Hi Kapiel, hope you are doing well. Keep up the energy.

[@boudicca4841]

Nice to know there are other souls out there who feel like me. I find it increasingly difficult dealing with people on low vibrational levels...

[@simplifiedvedicastrologychnl.1]

Do u know that in India today is a very auspicious day... Today is Mahalaya . before Durga Puja ( Navratri ) today we all listen and see how ma Durga killed Asura called Mahisasur and saved earth. A very happy Mahalaya to all .

[@helenperala3459]

I'm a Western woman studying Vedic approaches and Tropical astrology too and my natal chart is almost echoing the Collective's at this time. I think the Durga Festival started yesterday, 29th September and I find FASTING or the practice of this tends to sort everything out spiritually AND physically. I am hoping to make this a way of life so I am prepared for a more Yogic and Conscious 'death' this time so I was interested to hear your opening comments about such, thank you.

[@Nature-i1n]

Yeah true spiritual progression starts when one gives up false prestige .. realization that i'm not this body ..body is temporary ,soul is permanent..

[@raimo8649]

Experienced all those stages and I can spend hours and days only with myself and in talks with myself Precognition is more ,before taking a step end progress comes with a glimpse and feel like why to be again in materialistic circle , act becomes to keep other happiness with heart, feel empathy, sleep become less and closeness to nature is very much and many more

[@punjikasingh]

experiencing everything you talked in this video. You are a provider in the family so you have to do certain things for them, just like that I am a daughter and I can’t leave my parents and go in isolation in the lap of nature. I have Venus Ketu urn in 5th house (sign of Scorpio). Cancer asc(pusya-2). I am sad for certain unfulfilled desire in this lifetime and I believe you got the point now. So I feel like I am a pendulum between Ketu and Rahu(11th). As I boy if I have to explain the feelings, then I would say it like- Mandir ka Ghana Bina diya hai dono ne( dono Ki Jagan par Ladko Ki favourite Gali). It’s like dono ne mere dono hath Pakad rakhe hai aur extreme me kneech rahe hai. A lot more to discover in this journey. I wish there was privacy option in the KZbin under comment section for people so that the person sharing the knowledge can get more in depth feedback of people.