Mansion - NF (Lyrics)

Mansion by NF from his album Mansion.
I CLAIM NO RIGHTS TO THIS SONG.

[@iceberg1899]

"Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore" NF - The Therapist

[@hattopo]

English teachers: wow so deep

[@pinksoap1924]

It’s like intro three when he says “wait a minute is it me or the fear talking”

[@number1toyafan]

Why did I laugh at the 'the therapist' part?

[@iceberg1899]

@@number1toyafan maybe you listen him as just a rapper

[@natasjadirken5633]

I really don't know anymore

[@sira4794]

"And I admit, I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside." I felt that.

[@ac.ln_]

Yea!

[@cinderellsworth]

I feel that every day. This is the first time I've heard this song....in fact, I have no clue who [or what] NF is AND I don't care for rap music. But THIS. THIS is REAL. THIS is how millions of people feel every minute of every day. I "get" it. By my age people are supposed to have it all figured out, but LIFE isn't the First Class I've flunked in my "life"...if you can even call it that....

[@fortnitetipsandtricks8426]

Iol

[@gabriellagaigher2145]

...

[@sanaaalsadi4808]

Me too.

[@cora.artist4067]

He was abused... He was hurt. He’s hurting. He is traumatized. He writes as an outlet. He lost his mom, and is guilty because he never called her.. yet, he keeps going, and he’s a great person. We all need to realize that.

[@wtfcheerbows8288]

Cora Cole Helmick 🙏

[@auliisoares139]

@@kim_ntaina7674 yes it is

[@cora.artist4067]

@@kim_ntaina7674 Listen to the lyrics..... yes, yes it’s him. Lol

[@cora.artist4067]

@@kim_ntaina7674 you’re fine 😅

[@rrandomness]

l

[@froggy7749]

"Broken legs, but I chase perfection.." That hit home..

[@N0stxlgia]

I used that quote in fourth grade and got extra credit cause we were learning about metaphors

[@shahkhan666]

U

[@ChunniTensei]

@@N0stxlgia almost 5 years ago this song came out and people are still listening. You can't say that to a lot of songs. Wow

[@lili.reinheart2832]

Sa.e

[@lili.reinheart2832]

Same.

[@raiynora]

"That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't want to see it." Dang.

[@rf-g8684]

Yep, that part always gets me too!

[@shannonhamlin4938]

That part hits hard, literally.

[@amyjay7045]

That hits hards

[@Jonathan_McConnell]

Dude I love your name “For His Glory” 👌👌👌

[@workliferecognition7002]

All the lyrics are brutal. For me it really hits home. Describes me to the T

[@misterpekka1369]

That's the strongest rap lyrics I've ever heard. It's not just rap, it's a work of art

[@panny-cake4590]

... it's therapy

[@angelsmith7468]

This is NF's first song that I listened to, and he is now my favorite artist because what he does is not just music - it is emotion and soul poured into a mindblowing work of art

[@user-wn3xj4kv1i]

You must have not heard trap queen yet..

[@jazzyrose4439]

All his music have messages

[@hinatastyle195]

Its not just rap but its also therapy

[@PastèA00]

This is not rap this is therapy

[@sierralee3771]

👏👏👏

[@poulfrarema123]

Becky Poston why so mad

[@nilsayarray403]

Agreed

[@sierran.9377]

Nice

[@tobycox6639]

Well what you expect from a therapy session? Oops. Wrong badass song.

[@whyureadingthis9415]

Some people will never know what it’s like to understand everything in a song

[@BHeiProductions]

I wish I didn’t understand this song

[@Villain2669]

Same i dont understand this song

[@daniellavargas2685]

@Lillian Isbell I feel the exact same way I wanna help my peers and people in the future with issues like these and the trama but how can I help if I truly don’t understand how it feels and the aftermath

[@TaurusTheLight]

i completly understand this but i wish i didnt

[@ranjeetsidhu9878]

Its good for them i hope noone does because atleast they should be happy but sadly nobody fully is so we gotta live with it

[@cherrymochatea9877]

"Physically Absued, that's the room I don't wanna be in!" Damn, that hit so close to home. Thanks, Nate....

[@auliisoares139]

Same. Child abuse turned me into a sociopath

[@cherrymochatea9877]

@@auliisoares139 Honey, I feel you. I have anger issues and struggle with my relationships now...

[@auliisoares139]

@@cherrymochatea9877 it's funny how going through this changes and affects you forever

[@xxxalian_gaming4064]

Same. Im on probation for assulting my abuser

[@embrelatimerbishop5884]

I seem to keep visiting that room...

[@MNSTR-tu2ef]

“see i don’t fix things i just try to repaint” yep that’s me...

[@lukeelsey4559]

TH3 R3AL M0NST3R that whole second verse hits me hard, like seriously hard it's literally me, such a great song with so much meaning

[@MNSTR-tu2ef]

Luke Elsey the third verse is me, i’ve let my fear and regret get to me then i ignore my problems and they mostly just get worse

[@lukeelsey4559]

TH3 R3AL M0NST3R oh mate I'm 100% the same, this song is just so perfect, 2nd verse is me but that 3rd verse I've been guilty of doing the same, letting fear get to me.

[@cjquu]

Relatable ;_;

[@s3as4]

TH3 R3AL M0NST3R same

[@Ali_-lw2qx]

There is 2 ways to listen to this song 1: Enjoying the song 2:Understanding the story within the song

[@fatal6409]

Skyler _playz when you’re happy you enjoy the song, when you are sad you understand the song

[@adamlandmeier4835]

thanks skyler that was really deep man

[@ravenuchiha8483]

Yeah

[@ShiveredBones]

Both

[@rai_art._.]

Im number 2

[@alexare7948]

"I don't fix things I just try to repaint". Best lyrics in a long time.

[@patriciajohnson-gblove11]

❤️💕🦅♾️✝️

[@abigailwheeler5663]

Cover them up like they never happened that’s what my brain tries to do is forget things hurtful things from the past past relationships

[@fatmaalbalushi2527]

Everyone going through depression understands what being trapped means

[@neryalicea702]

For sure I never talk to anyone about it so I let NF speak how I feel

[@indirasolis1891]

i don't have depression but i feel like the storm in me is made up of my anger pain and frustration. i never tell anyone how i feel and i keep everything locked up. if i let my storm out i'm afraid of what will happen

[@jaimemason3704]

Indira do boxing it helps with anger, I've been through a lot but you no it ain't stopping me become a boxer

[@indirasolis1891]

@@jaimemason3704 maybe that'll work if I had boxing gloves and a punching bag

[@hatchell18]

Its like I'm drowning and no matter how hard I try or what I do sll I can manage to do is slow the descent into darkness, I'm still drowning and theres no stopping it.

[@Cloud-j6w]

Anyone still listening to this in 2020 PS:Still the best song in the world

[@swilliams903]

Lol.. yes. I Only recently found it. I left music years ago coz almost all 2000-2020 is absolute crap

[@4goatedonytgaming902]

Me lol

[@rushshort6760]

I really hope the next glass of milk you drink is slightly too cold, so it sort of hurts your throat, but you're too thirsty to stop drinking so your throat hurt's more and more as you drink more of it.

[@Cloud-j6w]

@@rushshort6760 Yes

[@rushshort6760]

@@Cloud-j6w you're welcome

[@oranganewton]

Grew up in foster care, came out with ptsd from abuse. I'm 29 years old and still get caught up in my emotional walls, and I'm so thankful to writers like NF for being able to vocalize all of the feelings I'm always afraid to expose

[@jessicaconnolly2026]

I can relate x

[@damonwaggoner5338]

Same sadly

[@user-wf8xv5vi7q]

I'm trying not to one up or war stories. But my dad has been through 240 foster homes. And I showed him NF and he cried. I have never seen him cry. I was shocked. Not only because he cried. But he loved it he never really liked rap music but NF's music touched him

[@dansmith9871]

Never been in a foster home just grew up with an abusive drunk

[@marlenalittle6369]

I had separation anxiety when I was really little cause my mom joined the army and left me with my brothers. I cried every night and didn’t understand why she left me.

[@theunderdog9353]

The part where he says "fear came to my house years ago" and ends with "is that me or the fear talking, I don't know anymore" always gives me chills because I relate to that so much. I suffered from panic attacks a while ago and that was something I was fighting hard. That was literally a fight against fear and it changed me. I can't do things I used to do out of fear for a panic attack. I'm doing much better and I haven't had an attack in atleast a year now. I'm still building myself back up, slowly trying to do the things I've been too scared to do so man, that whole part of the song is just insanely powerful to me. NF is something else man.

[@stealthsword436]

I can't say I get it man but I do understand, my Stepdad was physically and mentally abusive...even to this day anytime I hear a man start yelling I freeze and wonder if I'll need to dodge a blow.....it's tough man but we'll make it through this just keep going never give up.....you're not alone some of us are in this struggle with you. Be safe, never stop, and live the best life you can don't be afraid to let someone in friend or more

[@theunderdog9353]

@@stealthsword436 It's weird man, I actually have a fine life. Great parents, friends and a job. Still looking for love I guess but that will come too. I'm not even sure why it started happening to me. I still lie awake some nights, thinking I'm going to have a panic attack. I never do, but it's such an annoying thing to constantly have in the background of my life. Thanks for your comment and I'm sorry you went through what you did. My dad had an abusive stepfather too so I know how devastating that can be. Like you said man, stay strong 💪🏻

[@stealthsword436]

@@theunderdog9353 Sorry you have to deal with that man but I'm glad you have a supportive background. And thanks for that it doesn't bother me most the time but it's a background that always nags me. Be safe stay strong 🤟 Peace

[@coletimmering4305]

NF is the voices of those who can't speak it out themselves Like me😢

[@calebdaigrepont7306]

same..

[@amayaokamiden6412]

Same

[@treyvinallen9967]

Same

[@courtisty6906]

I can’t, 💔

[@ravenuchiha8483]

Same because when we do people hurt us because we’re different because we hurt

[@skyeshelton2886]

There is an unbelievable amount of metaphors in this song and it has such a deep meaning. Love this song

[@glassesque]

256 like and no comments, wow

[@kingxerg6854]

hA, ANOTHER LEMON

[@skyeshelton2886]

Dynamite With A Laserbeam wdym, these metaphors are so well thought out and most definitely do have a deeper meaning that he uses in his lyrics to this day

[@emilyrunions8295]

"Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can." "Cause' in order to do that I'd have to open the doors" "Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore." You really hit me home there Nate...

[@jasondwane8273]

Agreed

[@nickd_2127]

I agree..

[@Vanessalynn9195]

Yeah that hit me too

[@king-1yk151]

@Gaming4life Thought i told you to keep your mouth shut, i mean so what you know i never listen. Let me guess, we gon' dig a hole kill the track and prolly put a beat in it.

[@shortmvvideos]

@@king-1yk151 I mean why are you doing this? I know that your mad but I'm not in the mood for this

[@Axsencee]

Whos listening in 2024?

[@masongreenwood-we7jh]

☝🏻

[@starzzy-fn5lc]

Heree

[@lonniejohnson4209]

Here

[@nathanaeltadesse9923]

☝

[@tequillaxoxo608]

Truth Everytime I hear it.... I built it because I thought I would be safer in here.

[@raamissalman3444]

My favourite part was................ The whole song

[@_hhayliee_780]

Raamis Salman , same💜

[@samsondoyinsola4341]

Raamis Salman, You are damn right

[@alexconner154]

Factual information

[@reginayenne9987]

This to increase is blind institutions what's reality with all these questions it feels like I missed my alarm and slept in slept in broken legs but I chase perfection my mind is home I'm trapped in and it's lonely inside this mansion

[@raamissalman3444]

@@compilation2152 Same

[@manaiaking7937]

“I’ll be the only person I can blame when you desert me” That hit me hard That whole verse really stuck to me and I kind of wish it didn’t

[@tarafowler3930]

Broken legs, but I chase perfection 👌

[@jayxsis6000]

When you have "ADHD" and an a korean family that's all perfect in school.

[@nelsongllrd]

Yeah i fight internally for that ideal person. and yet i dont move. That simple verse brings into view of my own weakness and failed attempts to be "good". Thank God im living through grace and not through law! "Im christian but not perfect"

[@wowepic4159]

Tara Fowler what about broken arms

[@angelsmith7468]

When I first heard this song, it was in class, and I hear that line and nearly died because it hit me so damn hard.

[@abelsalas2461]

@@angelsmith7468 heard my teacher put this one and oh boy I still love it

[@user-yz6em4ng9u]

as someone who was sexually, physically, and mentally abused this song hits unlike any other. anyone else dealing with what I went through, hun you are ok and you will get through this. sad part is it is never over

[@HexxGmd]

I was too, but its probably not as bad yours because I'm a boy just hope you get through anything you're going through 🙃

[@user-yz6em4ng9u]

@@HexxGmd I’m a guy as well Lmao. Also please stfu. Men go through as much as women so don’t degrade someone’s experience or your own because of what is in your pants Smh

[@catarinahier1035]

i was raped by my big Brother and that kinda ruint my life cause im scared that im trying it again if i have it and its not funny to deal with fear of that its happening again every day so im not seeing my brother as much as i used to because of that

[@corrupt_eve3704]

I relate

[@hocushenry3867]

@@HexxGmd Im truly sorry it happened to you. Even if youre a boy, you didnt want that. So I understand. And Im so sorry it happened to you. You didnt deserve it. As someone who was also, none of us deserved it. And I want you all to know that youre heard. Youre seen. And those people that did it to you? They are the literal trash beneath your feet.

[@kaleyrandall272]

" My mind is a home I'm trapped in...and it's lonely inside this mansion😓" I felt that

[@mohamedhafez4796]

Kaley Randall I didn’t understood what she meant here

[@kaleyrandall272]

@@mohamedhafez4796 basically that she is trapped in a huge area of thought

[@mariyahnicole9335]

I broke down so hard because i relate to it.

[@astrocat8418]

Basic

[@ada5128]

Same. Having pure o is hell in your own mind

[@Maddof_Erroz]

"Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious, he never did He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in Now I'm in a position, it's either sit here, and let 'em win Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can 'Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore"... _this is just insanely meaningful lyrics_

[@flamestar1759]

Insanely genius and beautiful truth 🔥🗝🖤

[@lulxuflores8339]

I have no words but I feel exactly the same

[@maria-antoniasas9509]

Agree soooo muuuuuch🖤

[@eesha5906]

It’s all meaningful ❤️

[@jennyleemiller6546]

BNB. P

[@TheJokorianChannel]

“I’m barricaded inside, so stop watching. I’m not coming to the door so stop knocking, stop knocking. I’m trapped here. God keep saying I’m not locked in, i chose this. I am lost in my own conscience” that’s me...

[@thefurycommander1843]

Same

[@angelacavon9256]

Me too!

[@natasjadirken5633]

And me...

[@cynthiarenteria1829]

Me too, and its sucks cause I know in the end I'm going to suffer, but its like I physically can't let people in sometimes, no matter how hard I try, and tbh that makes me feel safe

[@faceofanangel1080]

That line hit for me

[@dandymcgee]

If you're reading this, and you're feeling like you're alone, and the darkness is closing in, and you have nobody, I just want you to know: I love you. I don't know you, but I love you. I love everything about you, the real you, the ups, the downs, the smiles, and the frowns. I want to know you. I probably never will, but if I ever got the opportunity, I would want to know you. Everything about you. Everything you think and feel. Everything you've experienced. Everything that has made you who you are. You are complex, but you are beautiful. Nobody can ever take that away from you. You decide who you are. You decide who you want to be with. You decide who you respect, and who you don't respect. If you're young, you have time. You will grow. You will break free. You just have to endure what you have to endure for a little longer, until the world is truly your oyster. It won't be easy, but it will be yours. You will be in control. You just have to wait a little a longer.. just a little longer. Hang in there, for me. I love you. I want you to make it. I want you to survive. I want you to learn, to grow and to thrive. Hang in there for you. Future you. You won't regret it. It will be beautiful. You just need a little patience, some passion, and a lot of perseverance. Stay strong. I love you. -The Stranger on the Internet

[@CrimsonGamingMC]

I love you too, stranger ❤️

[@akemi7213]

Thank you , this is the best thing to come home too

[@cerullomuriithi9192]

I barely ever reply but this has made my tearducts react and I swear I am grateful for coming and reading this stranger.

[@annabellgonzales2151]

Thank you 😭 ill try

[@tony-jaybauer1591]

I'm on the fucking edge of my life barely hanging on, I seem to have lost my way in life and have no clue how to find my way back to what I used to be. I hope everyday that whomever is in charge upstairs takes me. I hate my life. I have no outlet, no friendships to speak of, no hobbies. I just exist. every miserable day.

[@xshadowsoulxyt]

I've never related to a song more in my life. As someone who was abused and has survived multiple suicide attempts, this song hits so close to home. To everyone who faces depression and thinks of suicide, let us battle it together. We will beat our demon Please, stay safe everyone

[@yourenotalone6583]

That was very sweet.

[@xshadowsoulxyt]

I thank you and your God for caring. While I may have my own beliefs and deities, I respect you and your higher lord. May you and those around you stay safe. May the gods protect you.

[@jackkerr5927]

do you know rgn d3vil on xbox/discord

[@xshadowsoulxyt]

@@jackkerr5927 no, I do not. Sorry

[@putinsneighbor8351]

I hope you’re alright my friend. Never think of suicide again because things always change and you might cut away happiness. There are people that care about you and they will not want to see life where you don’t exist. I don’t know you but I care because you’re human like me and we need more love than hate.

[@MusicalTherapi]

"I thought it would be safer in here but it's not, I'm not the only thing living in here" I felt that shit in my soul...🔥🔥

[@echo1533]

I also felt that his lyrics are so meaningful

[@alexchiorean4239]

profanity

[@xxradd2515]

It's not shit

[@NewBeginnings1382]

Each line gives me another wave of goosebumps, it’s so crazy how relatable this song its almost scary

[@princeangle9385]

Camden Dornewass I think it's qwitw good

[@BBruce-zw4oe]

i am 60 and this boy is singing my life except not stepdad...real dad and uncles and whatever... noone really wants or cares to know. keep singing young blood cause you have no idea how far God is making your borders. thank you for being open and real

[@bigpp9581]

'What's your biggest fear?' My biggest fear is mirrors, cause when I look at them all I can see is a monster...

[@sanford7933]

You are NOT a monster i dont care if you like it or not BUT YOU ARE AMAZING they is no such thing as ugly but unique AND THATS WHAT YOU ARE AND YOU NEED TO APPRECIATE IT

[@sxolar.]

@@sanford7933 I know that message wasn’t directed at me but it made me feel loved reading it... thank you

[@davidlister6040]

That's deep

[@jayminz2060]

ShEeShE

[@Villain2669]

Clowns and knives because 1 clowns because i dont like them 2 knives because i watch a scary movie and there was a clown and it was killing people in different ways and places one by one

[@rxsesinc.7743]

And the saddest part of it all is we all hid behind our baggy clothes and fake smiles. 🥀🥀🥀

[@DaTechn9cian]

I don't hide

[@laceybamburg9213]

exactly

[@weswatkins2237]

Yes. I...I still do that

[@nickblickxy1718]

RXSES INC. the real saddest part is who still wears baggy clothes in 2019🤔

[@meowdazaimeow]

Glum Billie eilish

[@Goriphic]

I’ve had 4 of my friends commit suicide, the depression is killing me, this stuff is the only thing stopping me from ending it

[@4amcuriosity162]

Theyre watching over you, you just have friends on the other side now

[@randomkat282]

Don’t do it, please.

[@jayv4679]

You stay up brotha never feel like death is the only way out. Always know that GOD will always be there near or far, whatever your relationship is he will always be the one thats there never give up

[@jorgevasquez7783]

All I can do is feel the empty alone and the war with in my thoughts

[@etiennegriffon1952]

Don’t do it stay strong I can’t promise it will get better but I can tell you that your friends wouldn’t want you to do it think about them and the people that love you like me

[@moonlightorchis1268]

Our minds is like a mansion. So many rooms lead to so many thoughts in our head. Some of us lock the mansion so no one else knows what each room has inside. Damn I love this song so much, such true and real words

[@damarismercado7891]

Your so right i couldnt say it better myself

[@pattypom23]

I really love your remarks on the song you really get it and I’m still listening to the song it is so deep it is just like you said with the rooms have been locked up into there is so much evil came inroom

[@patchwork2239]

Then we paint faces on our walls that arent what we feel, but what we want others to think of us as, untill it gets to the point where you even fooled yourself, and your lost in your mansion.

[@15m0]

Oof So it was only a figurative mansion?

[@miltonwilliams39]

That's true

[@shaniceburrell8266]

"The question is: Will I ever clean the walls of in time" Felt that

[@johnk8301]

Anyone else just play NF in the background all day everyday or is it just me?

[@wes_da_bestd9215]

John Kus i do too

[@wes_da_bestd9215]

John Kus i would literally wear headphones all day

[@nyssathen5747]

OMG if i had a phone i would listian to nf alllllll day in my room

[@jacobrevillator1947]

John Kus i love NF so much

[@penisass8168]

E

[@philvlogs3917]

iv read some of these comments in this comment section and i want every single person that i love them no matter what we are all the same we are all equal and we all bleed the same love yall have a wonderful day

[@mimi9074]

Yes we are, what shit are you on?

[@mimi9074]

I mean there are shitty people but in general everyone basically gets treated the same.

[@TheCrimsonRiversSociety]

Bleed the same is a Mandisa song- and i agree

[@Naomi-lf1ik]

"Broken Legs But I chase Perfection" That hit hard because I always have presure on me to do things good.

[@KatrinaM10005]

Same...

[@entrapta8049]

Me too...

[@naillil1003]

Every word in the chorus, man... it hits

[@ace_darkninja]

I know how you feel it fucking sucks

[@MikeyMakesAnimsofficial]

Same

[@cameronforbes3857]

First NF song I've ever heard. Used to blast it on repeat until it got old. So glad hes getting the respect he deserves.

[@SoryaLouise]

I don’t want to be sad but yet I’m here. When I listen to NF’s songs I don’t feel better however I feel understood. I don’t feel alone. I feel like somebody cares.🥺

[@madsimp5432]

Agreed

[@davidhawn7372]

Facts

[@savinabees9220]

I care💗

[@jottafmanuel5686]

Deep down, someone always cares!

[@carocoward40]

Me too😢

[@Flowwingful]

"i built a safe room, and i let no one in there, cause if i do i'm afraid they'd disappear" Atleast im not the only one who understands.

[@SunShine-zy8ju]

Hap me to. I hate expressing my self, cause if people hear it, I think they wouldn't expect me to feel that way. Cause everyone knows everything about me... except my emotions. People don't expect me to be depressed, cause I act fine and they think I'm perfect.

[@erikmunoz55]

I let a woman into my safe room even though I knew she was going to disappear. 3 years later, we are engaged and have a daughter on the way.

[@SunShine-zy8ju]

Erik Munoz Lucky for you. I wish I was lucky like that... when I let one person into MY safe room, they stabbed me in the back. Then proceeded to steal my boyfriend. That's why no one else has been I my safe room ever since.

[@erikmunoz55]

@@SunShine-zy8ju moral of the story is even after being cheated on, being told I was never good enough for my ex by her mother, stolen from, physically assaulted by an alcoholic who lived with me and battled my internal demons, I did what was neccessary: took the chance!

[@SunShine-zy8ju]

Erik Munoz I applaud you. Some people have the guts to take a chance. I don't. I use to be. I'm the type of person if you betray my trust, u will never gain it back. I'm to scared to take a chance anymore.

[@BrittneyFife]

Until today.. I hated rap. Now, here I am laying in bed with my headphones listening to song after song from this guy. His lyrics speak to me more than any other artist I have found. I would be lying if I said I haven't been balling this whole time. 💔

[@saleemcash1372]

Bitch this anit rap dumb ass

[@brentreed7066]

Saleem Cash stop the hate bro its not needed or liked

[@BrittneyFife]

@@saleemcash1372 please do tell me what it's classified as then? No need to act immature.

[@BrittneyFife]

@@saleemcash1372 I'm not anyone's "hoe" 🙄

[@javierorta4316]

@@BrittneyFife this is rap👍 just to answer your question

[@IsaacBM-bl8yn]

Sharing emotions with nf's songs brings me relief like am talking to someone who knows just exactly how i feel inside. much love

[@EndTezeract]

Why do I relate to all his lyrics...

[@victoreyalambert6074]

RapidFoxx 01 same I can relate to everything

[@karenrojas04]

My dad beats me and my siblings with a belt to “discipline” us but he doesn’t realize how many bruises he gave me.Hes going to hell.I just know it

[@marblecthonaut]

me too...

[@kiralucas5007]

SAME

[@hunterhuston9941]

RapidFoxx 01 this is weirdly correlated with all my anxious thoughts

[@tylercricchi2013]

Did anyone else actually feel that feeling in every word?

[@Patricia-xp6bf]

Tyler Cricchi meeee.🙋

[@earllarrabee7026]

Yes...this song hit me particularly because I bought a 2 story house and there are lyrics that are figuratively and physically directly relevant. There was actually a point where I wrote on walls after painting over a ton of pen marker and crayons left from whatever family lived in the house previously. The second verse is a deadly accurate description of the thoughts and things I have been dealing with in this house...including my mother who has been in and out of the hospital for the last 3 years. Yeah, this some hits "home" for me.

[@justinblackmore1350]

Oath powerfull shit right here 👍👍

[@mikeyg8400]

Tyler Cricchi yeap💯

[@pradaj]

I did too

[@sarah-df7vb]

*broken legs but I chase perfection* *these walls are my blank expression* *my mind is a home I’m trapped in* *and it’s lonely inside this mansion* Best lyrics ever

[@MNSTR-tu2ef]

I think you mean greatest* it’s so much more than the best

[@waffersmassacre]

Exactly, she has a gorgeous voice aswell

[@hayarashid9327]

I know

[@tiagofleming7390]

Definitely

[@honeyxbear8593]

*HIGHLY AGREEING HERE ÒWÓ*

[@lisabrummett6075]

WOW. Chills. NF taking us on his healing journey album to album, song by song with vulnerability....thank you NF you're helping me through mine

[@yimikao1928]

I'm crying nf is real and his music is real I understand everything he feels and his music helps me alot

[@professorhonest1214]

Jesus is real too ❤️

[@jacksonhulse103]

Samr

[@michealzane3814]

"Broken legs,but I chase perfection." describes me

[@aaronshields1888]

Micheal Zane same

[@Waterisntblu3]

same

[@BrittneyLlee]

Well.... Me to

[@Valerie-yl6li]

Micheal Zane damm

[@glitchaffinity8443]

Mom 0 Michael Zane 1

[@luistaboada3266]

Who still watching this masterpiece in 2018?

[@I_am_not_funny]

Luis Taboada idk about watching, but I'm listening to it lol it needs a music video.

[@paetynnhappe4783]

ME! This song is one of the best!

[@johnkerr3050]

“Masterpiece” lol nah.

[@brookecool5160]

Mee

[@saucexgod_]

Everone hopefully

[@jujukelkel]

I heard this song for the first time today. Every lyric makes me cry. How can he be saying things I think and feel every single day. I didn’t discover NF until today and although I wish I had his music years ago, I can see this is the time of my life these words- his songs are needed.

[@hoteltrivago9634]

Anyone still fake smiling?

[@zachiskindahot8129]

Nah

[@zachiskindahot8129]

I'm just smiling cause of the lit beat and lyrics

[@shadowwolf1205]

Yes everyday every night people won’t know this is the first I’m saying it

[@nobodysXghost]

sometimes the bravest thing I can aim to do for a day is not smile. show that no, it's not okay.

[@notatxmn]

Yes

[@verstar123gaming5]

“and i admit, i’m emotionally scared to let anyone inside” I felt that. Every time i open up they can’t handle me.

[@red1doesstuff725]

Not many people know what im going through because im too scarred to tell anyone because i think they'll either not believe me or not care Through most of my life i have tried to hide the fact that im sad and just try to seem happy

[@verstar123gaming5]

Willy25 Bosss relatable

[@apolloisms]

This comment is just a waste of time.. "My mind is a home I'm trapped in, and it's lonely inside this mansion" Hit me hard, don't get me wrong the others did too, bit that one was the one of the ones that stuck out to me the most. This song is basically just me though. I was born with a skip in my heartbeat and grow up not knowing my birth was an accidental until just a few months ago. I was also diagnosed with ADHD so I was always hyper, speaking my mind, always off task. I wasn't learnt how to talk until I taught myself when I was like 2-3 years old. My dad was always at work so I was left with my Mom. She would lock me in my room for days because I wouldn't pay attention to the thing I was doing with my Mom or not cleaning up my mess. She wouldn't feed me until she decided to unlock the door. One vivid memory I have is my Dad coming home and I was sitting rocking in my rocking chair. I asked him for a bagel and he was making it. My Mom comes out with a wooden pole and beats my dad with it for not getting cigarettes. I went to the bathroom and saw my sisters, which I barely knew existed. I hugged them in a protective huddle and made them feel better. The next day I was taken into foster care. I went to 3 houses until I was adopted by my Grandma & Grandpa. Then after about 2-3 they start fighting and my Grandpa went to jail for a bit. He used drugs and drank alcohol. My aunt lives with me also and she used to do drugs. My Mom and Dad are in jail right now for using drugs. I have a few friends, but I have 1 best friend who I can rant to her about my problems and she will actually listen to, vice versa. I found out I was Bi when I was in 5th grade and my best friend liked me at the time so we got together until 6th grade January. I then started to like another girl. She liked me back also and we got together in 6th grade May. But she just broke up with me a few days ago.. I truly loved her ❤️💔, I also found out I was actually Pan & Gender Fluid. But she said to find someone better and that she can't be there for me. Even though we are in 7th grade, I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. I was depressed enough from my past but that was the breaking point. Before I cut myself just once, but after I was tempted to cut over and over again, but I didn't. I always wear baggy clothes and always have fake smiles and laughs but at times, you can see my emotionless (sad, confused, angry, etc.) self. I get asked if I'm okay and when I don't answer, they just shrug it off and go about their day. I know that this is probably stupid but it really gets to me. I always get left out by all my friends except for my best friend. I get called names like 'Idiot' or 'Bitch'. I even got called 'faggot' and 'slut'. It really gets to me, and my fear of being left alone, and my confusion, and my anger takes up my whole mind so my mind is just a 'mansion' of hurt. And Everytime i feel sad at night I just cuddle with the hoodie my GF gave me (that broke up with me few days ago), also with her plushie she made, the foxy plushie that my best friend gave me and my rattle bunny from my whole life/childhood. If you actually made it this far then... Why? Why would you care to read this.. its just a waste of your time.. Have a great day.. 🙃 Edit: Thanks for the replies, things have gotten better. I got back together with my 5th grade GF/BF after finding ourselves. Their Non-binary/Trans ftm (female to male) and I have found out I am Trans ftm (female to male). It turns out that 6th grade girlfriend had a (online) boyfriend the day before she broke up with me :/- I hope you all are doing great Edit 2: Thanks for the likes! I never thought that ranting about my problems could help people.. it's an honor that you all care for me even though your strangers.. thanks a lot!

[@zacharymoore8372]

特異特異Willow don’t let anyone bring you down you seem like a amazing person I hope you the best luck and I know how it feels

[@apolloisms]

@@zacharymoore8372 thanks :)

[@24yeffinakawarjri24]

Sweetheart, it is not a waste reading about your story. Everything happens for a reason, some of the bad things in our life happens to make us stronger. Believe me i have been there and in a way im kinda glad that it did happen because it change me. It helps me become more stronger than before. I wish you the best of luck in life 👍

[@lolgacha3217]

First: Is not a waste of time reading this. I actually feel your pain❤️

[@frog4420]

damn, hopefully things get better..

[@ashleymoore6647]

There’s 2 ways to listen to this song 1. Understand 2. Enjoy Im 11 years old going on 12 and have never experienced this but have experienced my mom get beat in an abusive relationship for 4 years we are now doing good and are away from him 😊 but I have experience bad times like this and it hurts to look back and see someone else go through it 😔

[@tpope2044]

PSA: No one cares what year you're listening to this in. Just keep listening.

[@cozycr8485]

Finally someome with some damn sense

[@mikebizz1263]

November 2019 and I heard this song like 4 or 5 years and I didn't know who it was but I remember these lyrics like it was yesterday..

[@rrandomness]

y

[@mindlesssharkk]

@A Non December

[@cherrymochatea9877]

Right?!

[@chelsie9274]

'My mind is a home I'm trapped in.. And its lonely inside this mansion' Can relate to this whole song immensely. Just wow!

[@justanothercommenter9042]

Chelsie 92 u have a mansion?

[@jasondp3546]

Ikr

[@kimo3851]

Mom: what kind of music is this?!? Me: the kind that helps me explain how I feel on a daily 💯😟

[@nickychopperdog353]

i said the exact same thing to my mom and she legit locked me in the closet and put mats on the walls and doors...

[@peach8695]

@@nickychopperdog353 omg 🙊

[@user-h3llokittyslvt]

This is so true I can't explain it

[@mourningsheep]

Elisson Dormezil Are you ok?

[@mourningsheep]

Elisson Dormezil If you’re being abused, you need to find help and tell someone RIGHT NOW.🤯

[@sophiabezooted5074]

i listened to a lot of NF in my "edgy" phase, and yeah, I find some of it corny but this song, it's always resonated with me and I think it always will.

[@ericramos4992]

In my edgy phase I did musically’s of this 💀

[@madimontoya8924]

This song reminds me of a good friend of mine that I a foster kid. He deals with depression, anxiety, and an extremely weak immune system. He never feels loved or cared for. He blames his sickness, conditions, and that he has foster parents on himself. He tries to hide the pain and tries to not get close to people because of his conditions. Please pray for him

[@aaronburr4093]

Light Yagami I'm sorry if this is personal... but I was wondering, if you know at all what he has, could it be PANS or PANDAS. I ask because it sounds an awful lot like the illness my brother has: PANS

[@madimontoya8924]

I'm sorry I am not positive but I will ask him.

[@aaronburr4093]

Light Yagami alright, I just wondered because it's "pretty rare" meaning that a lot of people get misdiagnosed since the symptoms are so strange, and the weak immune system thing sounded a lot like it since that's the main factor (not trying to go all doctor or anything, I just made assumptions and wondered about the possibility) it seems rare, but I'm sure there are plenty of people out there with it, but I just wondered because besides my brother I've rarely heard of it... anyways I'm rambling, sorry...

[@madimontoya8924]

Do not worry about it. I'm not exactly positive but he goes to the hospital a lot for tests and other assortments of things even I dont know about. I am not positive but like I said I can find out for you.

[@aaronburr4093]

Light Yagami ah I see, it's cool if it's like really personal or something to you or him because I totally understand that, and I don't mean to get into personal space, I just asked because I get really curious about things like this. Thanks for taking time and replying and all. I hope he does well and that he can get all the support he can for it. You sound like a great friend to him.

[@Jjdjskwkenek]

This is my life now I'm still battling depression, anxiety and selfharming I feel his music is like almost the reason I'm still alive

[@patchwork2239]

keep fighting, if i can get through it, i know you can.

[@sagewolfheart8846]

I'm sorry to hear. But you are not alone in this world. We're here so is God. Others know part though never completely because we're not you, but we are here

[@sytherspaced8592]

Hehe same mentally abused I just cant anymore have a good day ignore I’m here :) just like everyone else just like I try to do to my feelings goodbye

[@sagewolfheart8846]

a peculiar fame don't give up like that. We won't ignore you, or at least, I won't. I know how you feel. I'm an outsider, rarely noticed and I've been so used to staying in the background thinking that everyone hates me so they ignore me. I still don't know if I'm right but I almost lost a friend because of that. But I promise you, never give up, there's always someone there for you ❤

[@percyjacksonrocks3776]

Kayja Wolf spirit same

[@Neelysmusic]

This guy is so talented. His words are almost too real....you feel like you are right there with him. I agree with the other comments that His work is just as therapeutic for him as it is for us. I admire him so much.

[@sierran.9377]

He writes music to help his viewers. Look at Therapy Session for example.

[@itsAddie34]

coming back to listen to this song after i've grown up and seeing all my progress from when i was listening to this on repeat in high school makes me feel so sad for my younger self but so proud of where I am today

[@trinity_horrors]

“Physically abused, now that’s a room I don’t wanna be in” Dang, that hit home. Especially for me... Nate... you’re the best

[@leosky6829]

Hey, hey you, yeah you, the one thats reading this. You are loved more so then you will ever know. I love you and all of your perfect and imperfect perfections. I know that the depression is bad, believe me I understand ☺️ and I just wanted to say that im proud of you for lasting this long. For fighting this long and your still standing. You are a strong and very important person even if you don't see it. I know that the pain gets overbareing sometimes and it seems useless and maybe even hopeless.. but you can NOT give in. Your a angel.. but we need you here on earth.. please don't go home yet.. please stay strong and try to work things out.. I know it's hard but you made it this far in your fight.. you cant throw all of that away Reamber that I will always love you. My inbox is always open for anyone needeing to talk. Love you😍

[@elizabethsyvanen3901]

Bless🙏🏻💞

[@leosky6829]

@@elizabethsyvanen3901 someone has to be there. Ive been helping people for years and I know how ugly depression can be first hand.. sometimes you just need someone in your corner

[@melaniecano6331]

This comment something you did you made someone like me stop thinking about fear and whats to come i can't even explain how meaningful your words can be weather it was for me or someone else just reading this brought me so much courage and so much stronger than i could ever be thank you i know that you play such an important part in this world to you made me want to cry of joy thank you so much i cant even begin to tell you how happy this makes me

[@melaniecano6331]

Literly going to screenshot this so when i jave doupts i can read it

[@earllarrabee7026]

Dang your comment is just as brutal as the lyrics in this song. Brutal is the word I am choosing to describe it. And although what you are saying is the exact opposite of brutal, but my internal reaction was somehow painful.

[@canukreid5]

Ayy who’s listening to this piece of perfection in 2018💯🤙

[@ayo7059]

meeeeeeeeeeee

[@jameswilliams5169]

It's not that old so....

[@flamestar1759]

Always

[@fasterone4u]

Canukreid5 5 me bruh!

[@symmoneprice9345]

Meee

[@Shadow-pr7td]

"I write when I'm in a bad place and need a release." Yes boy, yes. ♡ It's a healthy outlet for me.

[@hopedobbs9799]

This comment is mostly likely bound to go unnoticed and that's okay. Though honestly I can personally relate to this song and NF's music. As a child I was born prematurely (born to early) shortly after I was born I was never able to be held by my mom for eight weeks and had needles stuck in me constantly and I had to use a machine to help keep my heart beating and to help me breathe since I couldn't without it. I was born at 1 pound and 6 ounces but eventually I was finally able to leave the hospital and go home for the first time in a month. I had an abusive father (who also hurt my mom). He would abuse me everyday often for no reason. He's been in prison for a long time now. I was bullied since elementary school and to this day I'm still an outcast to a lot of people. I'm 15 in 9th grade now and though I haven't been through nearly as much as other people have I'm still fighting to stay afloat. I love you all and this is my message to you that even if life is getting really tough maybe even to tough for you to handle stay strong. Keep fighting for a better future for yourself, be the person you needed as a kid. Stay strong. I wish you luck and thank you Nate, though you'll probably never see this, you and your music have kept me alive and it has been a blessing to come across it.❤✨

[@ari-bo4rr]

Fangs N Claws I’m so sorry you had to through all that, it’s usually peoples dad, But my mom mentally abuses me, she won’t let my Siblings and I get along, she tells lies about me doing horrible things, and the rest of my family realizes it and never does anything, and they stopped bringing me to my therapist. My mom insults me and tells lies about me to my face, she grows my siblings apart from me and tells them I’m a monster, I never do anything wrong and it’s not definitely not as horrible as what you went though

[@hopedobbs9799]

@@ari-bo4rr Wether or not it's equivalent to what I went through it doesn't mean it makes your problem any less. I'm really sorry you have to go through that but I really hope you are helped and that everything turns out okay for you :) I'll be praying for you 💞

[@kayleealger1117]

God is there for you guys and so am I ❤️ lds.org/

[@xceryxdemurstra6323]

I'm glad you're still around Fangs. Too many parents out there never should've been parents. Trust me when I tell you it will get harder but don't let anyone ever beat you down. I was always the "weird kid" that had few friends but remember always. School is not life. Once you graduate everyone that's put you down for all those years will be gone from your life for good if you keep it that way. Though you seem like you already have a good grasp of how to keep moving :) just was hoping maybe my experiences might help in some way :)

[@hayarashid9327]

"unnoticed"

[@amberhedgecock3767]

“I built it because I thought that it would be safer in there but it’s not, I’m not the only thing that’s living in here. Fear came to my house years ago I let ‘em in, maybe that’s the probable cause he’s been here ever since.” I feel these words in my very soul. Thank you for putting words to pain I could never find the words for. Nathan, I love your brain. It is one of the hardest things to find meaning in our pain and tho I wish non of us had to know this kind of pain, I’m grateful I am not alone in it. I am grateful that your pain has touch my heart and the hearts of so many. We are not alone. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@robertj8451]

same

[@whitetigeryt5496]

I'll draw you a picture I'll draw it with a twist I'll draw it with a razor I'll draw it on my wrist If I do it correctly A red fountain will appear To take away my pain To wash away my fear

[@kayleighnoell2556]

:

[@breannabennett975]

this is every day for me

[@angelmedina3111]

...

[@jieuntak4544]

dont

[@colleenh8365]

😢

[@amaishinomya3456]

That verse about not letting people in his safe room because he thinks people will leave him had me in tears. I have the same problem and it helps to know I'm not the only one.

[@reemarafifar5153]

NF Real music Till the day we die

[@ripxxxtentacion29]

HELL YEA

[@reeceforrest2515]

True

[@a_breezy_89]

An Artist who lets you see his brain repeating how his life got impacted by hard time and not embarrassed at all to let out the demons inside. One of the most Real Artists I have ever listened to! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@sandycarlson4117]

What I love the most about NF is that he can rap about his life and all the trauma he went through as a kid and all the stress and memories that haunt him and he doesn't have to cuss to get his point across. People cussing in rap songs doesn't bother me but my parents don't like me to listen to it around them and with NF I don't have to worry about it cause his songs remind me a lot of my life and all the stuff I went through and he doesn't cuss. I love that.

[@vicsticht108]

Same

[@mesia2453]

The reason why I love eminem but never listen to his rap unless my little siblings are not around me

[@jacobreising5204]

I never realized how blessed I was until I heard this song. This song is life changing to me

[@shortmvvideos]

" you used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes, then you took me downstairs and beat me 'til I screamed and I cried. Congratulations. You'll always have a room in my mind." That hits me so damn hard. Like why would my own parents do that to me.

[@paganmin7489]

A girl it was his moms new boyfriend

[@vanishwhite6423]

@@paganmin7489 they said why would their parents do that to them, they are not talking about nf

[@kristen.chaotic]

Saaame! 😭😭😭

[@ethanbradley2054]

I'm a 70 year old grandmother and NF's songs really touch me!! Yeah, I listen.

[@finlayshearer7826]

+Ethan Bradley I doubt that

[@celinabos716]

I discovered NF in 2018 when I was going through a rough time. This song particularly hit close to home. There was, and still is, a room in my home that I don’t let anyone enter. I am so much better now but somehow still afraid of opening up and letting other people into that room bc of in how much pain I was. It’s a place of utter vulnerability and even if they were gentle it’d still feel like an intrusion. It took me so long to heal that I can’t risk letting anyone ruin that for me. Of course, there is still a lot more healing for me to do, and I know that I’ll get there eventually, but this space, this room in my home, will always be just mine. I do tell people about the things I have experienced, but I don’t have to show them the room for that because no one but me really understands how important everything in that room is. It’s my special place that reminds me of how far I have come and how much stronger I am today, and I value it far too much than to be sharing it with anyone but God. There is a difference between talking about your struggles and letting them enter the room that’s been the place where you experienced your lowest of lows, but also your highest of highs. Most people, albeit literate in real life, are illiterate when it comes to reading what has been written on the walls. I even dare to say that no human being can fully understand the pain someone else feels. We try, but we can never fully comprehend.

[@ScanerSlo]

Who's here after HOPE?

[@yuricostache]

I'm here

[@waddlez.wrld12]

Me. So good

[@zhumcpartland3692]

This speaks of real life. Of real scenarios. Of real thoughts. This is real music.

[@haleyhill7355]

I am so in love with NFs music he has honestly helped me so much in the last few years that iv been listening to him and it is great. I sincerely enjoy what he does with his words, he is one of my role models and I honestly want to become famous just so I can meet him. meeting NF is literally my lifes dream.

[@depressoexpresso8248]

Has it been working

[@tymyshoes1]

“my mind is a house with walls covered in pain See, my problem is I don't fix things, I just try to repaint.” That line though man...hit home.

[@brooklyntoala4190]

“So now this memory for some reason just won’t come down” Damn that hit deep

[@jeremiahmccoy645]

this is deep af Edit: Thanks for all the likes and support. I apologize for not leaving a more moving comment. I went through a long time with depression, and it still hasn't gone away completely. This song hits me at the heart and just lets every bit of emotion sink in, it's truely amazing.

[@nabbitspeeddemon5407]

Nf's music album is really deep and is a really close thing to christian music brother i'm with you like everyone else. i love Nf's music alot.

[@jeremystone4193]

GET BORN AGAIN AND CHANGE YOUR NAME.........

[@jeremiahmccoy645]

wait how did this come to Christianity. I'm not complaining though, I'm a Christian too. I hope to see you both at the cross one day.

[@queenstown4797]

THE INSANE ASSASSIN ikr

[@DeimosPhobos800]

Thats what you have to say "this is deep af", after him crying out for help screaming his pain through his music. If you got nothing, don't say nothing.

[@Jay-xh3cp]

'My mind is a home I'm trapped in, and it's lonely inside this mansion' this really hit me hard. There is no point in writing this but: I'm female and I'm 12 years old. When I was younger I had no friends. Everyone hated me and I was bullied a lot. I was called names and when I tried to make friends people simply laughed and made fun of me for it. I had a friend but in school she bullied me because she thought she would be bullied if she was my friend. By year 7 she realised what she was doing and changed. She wasn't bullied. But I was still. When I was in year 6 a new boy came. He tricked me, said I could be his friend and in his 'gang'. He made me cry, and do things I deeply regret. I smashed a window because he bribed me into doing so. I started to be unable to hold all my emotions in and started acting up. My mum got angry with me and slapped me a few times every now and then. It wasn't serious, nothing compared to what some parents do to their children, but it hurt. She said to stop being a wimp, so from then on I held my emotions in. Every night I would cry into my pillow for hours. I would wear a fake smile during the day, but sometimes my friend said I looked depressed. Im not diagnosed with it, but lots of people say that I look it. I think maybe I zone out a lot during class. I started to cut. I could hear voices in my head edging me on, the sight of the blood dripping out the wounds was amazing. The pain felt amazing. I met a new friend in year 7/8, we got closer and I thought I finally found a friend. I became friends with another of her friends. Then that friend told me that the other friends was talking about me behind my back. That hit me hard. I thought I found someone who was truly a friend. I was wrong. Me and the other friend, we got closer, I told her I was bi and a few months later I asked her out. She said no because she was straight. We are still friends now, but.. It feels like we are growing apart. When I try to talk to her she says 'I'm talking to someone else right now I'll talk later' or something else like that. But she never responds after that. I feel like I haven't any friends again. I'm lonely. I don't trust anyone anymore. The only thing I have is my cat, who sits in my arms as a cry into his fur. He. He is my friend. And it feels like I'll only ever have him. It's weird, I talk to him and my family thinks I'm weird, talking to a cat like it's something everyone does. But it's different. Cats seem to understand. They just sit and you can tell them everything. They won't go away because they can tell your sad and need company. When I was in year 7 this boy asked me out. I had had a crush on him for years. We got together and somehow everyone found out. This bitchy girl spread lies about me, said I was going out with the girl who seems to be growing apart from me. My boyfriend believed her and dumped me. A few months later, he asked me out again. I said yes because I still liked him. Nothing has happened since then, we have been together about 2 months now. I hope nothing else happenes between us. There was no point in writing this, if anyone read all this, there was no point and it was a waste of your day. But anyway bye! Edit: I didn't know that there would be so many people who have gone through similar things to me, thanks for all the support and likes, hope everyone is doing okay out there

[@austinp7866]

I don't know who you are but I wish you a blessed life. Be careful with the choices you make. Those who talk behind you, talk bad about you..there's no second guessing it. Are they really your friends? I had an ex who was gorgeous, but she had your problems worse. Don't get into bad habits. Something people don't realize when they take there lives is that they only have 1 life, it's not a game you have 1 chance on this earth..only 1. You can't take that chance away. Your only 12. But your circumstances are also extremely rough. Your strong and I know you can make it through this. Have confidence in yourself. School is cruel, I was bullied because I was fat. For years I was beat on, talked shit about and humiliated. Until I started lifting in high school. No need to toot my own horn but I look like a Greek god now, and the ladies love it. You have to change you so change others. You can make it. The pain of cutting is lovely, but it won't be lovely for long after that. Don't listen to others, get out there and show the world you can do it. And if your not breaks up with you, move on, he's one fish out of the billions there are.

[@Jay-xh3cp]

@@austinp7866 thank you, I appreciate your advice and support

[@LittlePinkGirl190]

Hey girl, I may be a complete stranger, but I wish you the best in life. I know how cutting can seem to relieve your pain (having done it myself and feeling the same). Those voices in your head is the devil trying to tempt you. You can't let him win! He wants you to keep cutting yourself and feel worthless until you take it a step further and try to commit suicide. That's what he wants...because if you commit suicide, you might go to Hell where you burn for the rest of eternity. However that depends on God's judgment. (I'm sorry if some of you think I'm weird or crazy. I'm Christian) The best thing I can recommend to you is to treat those people who have hurt you with kindness. Forgive and forget, no matter how hard it may seem, I know you'll be able to do it. You are so strong! If you ever feel unloved, know God loves you no matter what. If you ever need someone, please try to reach out to me if you can! :) Numbers 14:18 (Bible verse if you don't know what that is supposed to be. Just put it into google)

[@zachiskindahot8129]

Damn all that and your only 12 I'm 12 that stuff never happened to me bruv well god luck everyone that replied probably believes in you too you got this I believe in you :)

[@holdthemayo2360]

So there is no point to this reply but throughout most of that comment that you posted all i could think was,”Same.”

[@chloemarston]

Depression is a killer and listening to this helps thanks 🙏🏼 NF I no this is therapy for you as it is for us 🔥🔥🎵🎵🎤🎧🦋

[@ivancastillo9887]

Maxine James I'm confused

[@Fussballbluete]

Because you're just 11 years old. No need to know :)

[@naritruwireve1381]

I can't imagine my world without music. It's like Nate knows everything about me and my thoughts, while my family calls me "moody". Depression? Oh, it's just a phase. Social anxiety? Oh, you're just shy. Crying? Oh, you're just a crybaby.

[@brandonboylen5294]

people dont understand it until they experience it

[@Eloy.silva.333]

Maxine James bifocals

[@hannahbenavides]

This song deserves a Grammy! Anyone that actually HEARS this song knows the levels it reaches! NF your mind is a beautiful place I go to with u threw these lyrics

[@bananaalle9994]

He is the realest/most talented artist of our generation

[@praedyth7799]

Banana Alle *ever*

[@svg_jem9170]

Connor __Hayden ok that u might want to relook it

[@mje6988]

True

[@heliumhunterr]

You’ve obviously never heard of Lil Pump.

[@pozzymoto2385]

FivePoint0 ew

[@mypiich]

“Is that me or the fear talking, I don’t know anymore.” That’s basically the best sentence that could ever explain my mind and how I feel tbh. I don’t even know if I can trust myself anymore because I don’t know if I’m putting my own thoughts in my head... or fear is. It’s scary. Scarier than anything. Something bad controlling my mind like I’m just a puppet.. and all I can do is sit back and listen.

[@adriannafugazzi6991]

Yuri I see your personality and ive gotta say, youre awesome. You like anime? Thats cool, I do too. And you are good at expressing your feelings and I envy you of that. Youre a good person. Dont let the world maks you feel worthless. Youre not. I like your personality.

[@jimeasley4330]

Yuri same

[@16wickedlovely]

Yuri there’s no courage without fear , Jesus got you

[@finnleyval2442]

Yuri Oh hi yuri

[@finnleyval2442]

Yuri Can you follow me😝

[@daniellebates8852]

This helps me cry when I feel numb Thanks Nate

[@theressafountain8211]

I am numb but no matter what I do I cant cry I hate it I just wanna cry glad u can at least do that #realmusicNF

[@mattj500]

Theressa Fountain I found that crying doesnt help anyways.

[@tylernienhuis8383]

Crying wont change the current state, thats up to your actions, i got nerve damage and emotional scarring from some family issues. Nothing will ever change by you allowing your eyes to flood out. Crying about things is a waste of energy, rather you put it towards fixing the issue at state, whatever that may be.

[@zgsimiller]

Danielle Bates same

[@sandycarlson4117]

Danielle Bates same here his songs help me release when I'm so numb that I can't cry or feel anything it makes me snap back to reality and deal with the things I need to in order to move on. His song Let You Down gets me the most because its everything I feel and the ending is gonna be me the day my life takes a turn for the better and I move out of my parents house!

[@michaelstark3638]

It's just amazing that a rapper / hip hop artist can release such a remarkably powerful and most enjoyable songs...and not one curse word used. It caught me off guard when I noticed that. I can't get enough of this one, I'm really glad a friend sent me to this video.

[@katiepage7241]

“I built it bc I thought that it would be safer in there but it’s not. I’m not the only thing that’s living in here” I felt that

[@jamesperez9502]

Anybody’s else listening in 2019???

[@thanamaroua5529]

james perez me

[@hopeillustrates8151]

Me

[@Daniilope]

oh yeaaaah!

[@jedly33]

yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

[@justcallmekai1554]

Yes me

[@RandomMonster18]

Sadly, I relate to this song.. can’t even go to anyone for help, 😔. My parents don’t understand, and won’t even help me get into therapy. Even after I’ve told them plenty of times about me contemplating suicide, almost going through with it too many times to count..

[@tyri038]

Your not alone I’ve tried too but you can’t give up on yourself no matter how hard life pushes you down you have to keep on going . Please don’t give up on yourself everyone isn’t always going to get you and that’s okay that’s their problem not yours . If I’m strong enough to keep on going then you are too

[@Cagy115]

I have the same thing no believes me or wont help because its to dark yeah i can control what happenes to me hell i suck so much i cant even kms right so maybe i dont deserve help

[@ShadowWolf-le4rh]

"Familia in tenibris" or family in the dark, no one will ever see what you see because they are blinded by an unwillingness to see it. Im not going to say I know what your going through but I'll make the probably unreasonable request you keep going and trying to live

[@emilyrunions8295]

@@Cagy115 please don't! I don't know you irl but I promise someone loves you! Shoot I've never even met you and I wanna cry because of how you feel! I have felt similarly. I wont say Ik how you feel bc we haven't been through the same stuff I'm sure. That isn't the answer. I promise. You can do it. Just hold on.

[@waitwhat279]

Cool don’t care

[@lucidia4274]

“My mind is a home I’m trapped in.” That’s what hits hard for me. As well as, “I’m lost to my own conscious.”

[@landonhalem7063]

My grandma told me I’m an angry person because I listen to this “violent rap” so I told her it wasn’t rap and that it was art.

[@blondielynn337]

I am a grandma and I love this music so mush he speaks from his heart

[@thedogwhoexistedbeforetime]

@@blondielynn337 good for you (I'm not being sarcastic)

[@chloeknutson2996]

Amen🙏🙏✝️

[@hopewithfaith6460]

Really i wanna know what push people to say that his music is violent

[@thebriceplays8886]

Ok? We don't care

[@SunShine-zy8ju]

"But imma keep the doors locked and keep the lyrics inside" "Broken legs but I chase perfection." "See my problem is I don't fix things I try to re-paint. I act like it never happened" "And I lie to my self say I do the best that I can" "And I regret watching these trust issues eat me alive" "I built a safe room I don't let no one in there. Cause if I do, they might disappear and not come back.And I admit I'm emotionally scared to let anyone inside. So I just leave my doors locked. U might get other doors to open but this door not. Cause I don't want u to have the opportunity to hurt me. And I'll be the only person to blame when u desert me." "I know shutting the world out ain't solving the problem but I didn't build this because I thought I would solve em" " I built it because I thought it was safer" "Now I'm in a position it's either I sit here, and let him win, or put him outside where he came from but I never can. Cause In order to do that I have to open the door" All these lines describe me...

[@Majic88]

So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years I built the safe room and I don't let no one in there 'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear and not come back And I admit I am emotionally scared to let anyone inside So I just leave my doors locked You might get other doors to open up but this door's not 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me I'm barricaded inside so stop watching I'm not coming to the door so stop knocking, stop knocking I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience

[@patchwork2239]

That part... it just expresses everything I couldn’t... just... so ....perfectly?

[@sierran.9377]

👍

[@kittyimperia]

To whomever is reading through the comments, I want you to know that you’re not alone in your struggles. I’ve been through a lot. My stepdad would sexually abuse me and my adoptive parents had a hard time with me which made me feel unwanted and like I don’t matter. I faked happiness around them because it made their life easier as they didn’t have to worry about me. Now I am so beyond broken. I’m trying to get better, but it’s so hard now. It all started at age 6 and now I’m 22, almost 23. Hang in there and know it can get better.

[@josephharper9008]

It is hard i was abused and beaten when i was young by my mother and stepdad they are on drugs and it hurts to know my mother did that to me and my siblings i know what people are going through and i wake up and ask myself why.