I have to tell you. Ive been watching your TF playlist for three days- I naturally came to a place of “i dont care the outcome of my TF bc I already know” and Ive been keeping my focus on myself, being present, doing my breath-work to calm my anxiety, and just be with myself. Last night, my TF texted me that she’s been thinking of me today. Thank you for explaining things the way you do. ❤ I will continue to absorb your content- and hopefully purchase from your site. 😊
@spiritualbabe1785 Жыл бұрын
Yes girl yesssssss! I. There too. I just know. So I'm taking this journey for what I believe it's for. The growth. I still miss him so much. But it's getting better day by day. The only thing is, for the past 4 days, I've had these strange dreams about him. That wake me up immediately. And I also feel a longing for him because I feel a sadness. I have NEVER dreamed about anyone this often. And all the dreams I have of him are so vivid. Idk what it means, but till I'm shown im going to keep on growing. I don't have to chase what I know is mine. No matter the outcome. I know.
@angieyamamoto65168 ай бұрын
@@spiritualbabe1785thanks for saying this, the dreams...🤯 I said the same thing. I've NEVER dreamt about ANYONE as often as I have him. The intensity and vividness is insane!
@user-kc6mi7se5t8 ай бұрын
OMG, you described the signs so accurately, & it is a very painful process. 7 months now, thank you for your education on this subject. I think I would have gone over the edge if I had not found your you tube videos!
@davidwashington91364 жыл бұрын
1. Doubt 2. Dark night of the soul 3. Feeling of physical pain 4. Coming across twin flame information 5. You just know 👍
@user-jm9be6gz8l4 жыл бұрын
this video is the best i ever see, after 2 years i still looking for answer of what is this thing ! my question is : those the other side know we are twin flame ? does he fill the same ? it look like they get over and move on . thank you .
@user-jm9be6gz8l4 жыл бұрын
@Dreamstate i wait 2 years
@truthandlight57264 жыл бұрын
This video is brill! Let go of all the bullshit🤣
@justkim47514 жыл бұрын
You just know 😭 how exactly do you explain that 😂🤣
@davidwashington91364 жыл бұрын
@@justkim4751 ever had that 'something told me' feeling? Well that's it
@msmonroe10205 жыл бұрын
This is by far the funniest twin flame video I’ve seen and will ever see. I hate that everybody romanticizes twin flame connections! ITS NOT ALL RAINBOWS AND SUNSHINE PEOPLE! THIS SHIT GETS DARK REALLY QUICK
@tiffanyloverbug19884 жыл бұрын
Right, very hard to deal with, painful at times I feel like it's torture.
@shanicemccall61274 жыл бұрын
Y
@theprinceofdarkness46794 жыл бұрын
I hope that I never meet my twin flame. That's something that I feel that I can live without. If I see anything that looks like a Twin Flame Situation, I will make sure that person never becomes a part of my life.
@tiffanyloverbug19884 жыл бұрын
@@theprinceofdarkness4679 most likely you wont even know you've met your twin until the separation occurs..... usually you wont even get along with them but then it hits you like lightening or tidal wave and from that moment on you cant imagine life without them.
@theprinceofdarkness46794 жыл бұрын
That actually is the most helpful Information. I now know how to prevent it from happening. Thanks. I don't need anything like that in my life right now. I have too many other things to think about.
@jenniferprice7382 жыл бұрын
If this video doesn't make you cry when listening to these signs because you've been there, you haven't met your twinflame
@wickedevil92723 жыл бұрын
Soulmates = Disney princess getting her prince and riding off into the sunset, happily ever after. Twin Flame = Sole survivor of a horror movie and coming out with a feeling of "Heck ya, I rock!!!"
@skylar_is_high3 жыл бұрын
🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@JohannaHunt3 жыл бұрын
Lmao true that
@onelivingbeing0903 жыл бұрын
Woe u just gave it a DEFINATION 😂😂
@jannaday32993 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣🤣
@jessica03213 жыл бұрын
Haaaahaha! Aww, I think I just found my people. "I can't WAIT to meet my twin!!!...Wait a minute, what's this??" *enter 6th circle of hell*...starting to see the light though. Love these comments.
@THEEwickedwitch4 жыл бұрын
Its hell. Plain and simple. U think like a stalker, act like a stalker....this man could kill someone and I'd still love him. Its been years and hes on my mind 24/7. You are amazing kurt.
@fairygrrl454 жыл бұрын
Bro that little morsel of water in the desert analogy was so on point I had to pause the video.
@kerrahwhitlock89664 жыл бұрын
YES MA AM !!! and It wont go away !!! I tried to forget about mine and pretend he didn't even exist !!! Didn't work at all !!! I need a breakthrough fast or I am gonna admit myself !! LOL !!! No but FRFR !! SMH
@kerrahwhitlock89664 жыл бұрын
YES MA AM !!! and It wont go away !!! I tried to forget about mine and pretend he didn't even exist !!! Didn't work at all !!! I need a breakthrough fast or I am gonna admit myself !! LOL !!! No but FRFR !! SMH
@tsunamimami40134 жыл бұрын
THEEwickedwitch I promise this is how it feels no matter what I do I can’t get him off my mind I’ve tried so hard but even though my feelings aren’t as strong for him as they were before I just can’t get him off my mind literally every little thing reminds me of him it is hell
@THEEwickedwitch4 жыл бұрын
@@tsunamimami4013 I get it
@brijay30092 жыл бұрын
I feel you on all these signs. It is the most painful thing ever. I've never ever felt that much pain over anyone before. The obsession is insane. It's completely uncontrollable. Mine was years. I couldn't even leave the house for 2 years. I just barely started fully bouncing back. But still cry often. It's just craziness. I love your videos. Thank you for all you do.
@winwithkei Жыл бұрын
I have been on this journey for 21 years, but didn't find out until 2020 that it was a twin flame I was dealing with. This video perfectly explained everything I have dealt with over 2 decades. I experienced and still experiencing all 5 signs but have learned how to deal with it better. It is still a struggle with so many emotions, highs and lows, pleasures and pains. It truly isn't something I can talk to anyone about, but a select few people who understand twin flames allow me to comfortably talk about it. Whewww, everyone has said it, but this guy is spot on! Pray for us Twin Flames
@franceneerdmann269310 ай бұрын
16 yrs running. Tried everything to shake loose to make the insanity stop. I finally just surrendered to it all and do my best to try to cope every day.
@BlendedBeautyXO4 жыл бұрын
“You’re drawn to twin flame information, because your soul is trying to get your attention.” BOOM.
@nikiet67524 жыл бұрын
It's has my attention for almost 3 month"s now and when the crap happened I know I let my ego control my actions .
@kiarajeane34034 жыл бұрын
Nickie may I ask what you do
@liiaclondon4 жыл бұрын
I've come across the topic randomly before I met my TF.
@AdeleMoravcov4 жыл бұрын
I remember watching relationship coach videos and then I somehow ended up at spiritual channel and then twin flame connection and I remember not even wanting to watch it but then I eventually clicked on it anyway lol
@Shaozuki4 жыл бұрын
Nikie Teeters that’s a fact
@zoecrosbie70764 жыл бұрын
Twin flame turned MY WHOLE LIFE UPSIDE DOWN • It’s the most fucked up, rewarding experience of my life. I have grown beyond my imagination turned me psychotic.. Came out psychic 😂❤️🙌
@alexandranunez75423 жыл бұрын
Lol no kidding
@QueenIsabella7773 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂😂
@ariesmarie16843 жыл бұрын
Exactly 😂
@shubhisharma42613 жыл бұрын
😂😂 sense of humour 👍🏻
@williambryson89983 жыл бұрын
👍🏽🎊
@sarah.s03 Жыл бұрын
this one hits so hard, those bawling and obssessive thinking and the feeling of letting it all out by crying and crying and crying. everything is so intense
@mahagonyvirgotarot74092 жыл бұрын
Any time I hear someone talk so great about the twin flame journey I know they must be in a soulmate interaction. The twin flame journey for me has been one of the most annoying experiences I had. The confusion and the thoughts can make you frustrated and begging for it to stop. The pain never comes from the other soul it’s all internal. I learned so much about the self! It feels like you are unlocking codes but yet cannot stop thinking of the person you are connected too! I hate it I am still begging for the thoughts to stop! I think about this person night and day! I can’t stand it. The relationship was not about sex or anything. I had others partners I was more attracted too but yet the thoughts never stop!
@thesoulfulhuman1111 Жыл бұрын
Same. Thoughts never stop. Day and night and night and day. Gawwwdddd, I wish I could stop thinking about him for a bit. Need a breather!
@Coneman3 Жыл бұрын
Yes it’s like you’re tied to them and there’s no way to escape. Like they have the key to your sanity.
@Mayrita1111 Жыл бұрын
I feel you! Sometimes I even get mad about it! Like I just wish I can turn it off,the fucking obsession thinking about this person! Gets on my nerves sometimes! Gives me a headache 🤕 sleeplessness I never had sex with my divine masculine,we wanted to be intimate but it never happened we did had the bubble love phase which lasted for a month and then he ghosted he’s married and so am I he started to have problems with his spouse,and this man is older than me he’s in his early 40s and I’m 29! And I was never into older man! I was only into man of my age! Weird huh
@mahagonyvirgotarot7409 Жыл бұрын
@@Mayrita1111 it’s always the person you never thought it could be. My DM is a family friend and we always kept running to each other. So many synchronizations. It’s like do the same things just a different way. He really triggers me and he knows that!
@latreasebrown7741 Жыл бұрын
It's so annoying. One minute, I'm so in love with him, the next minute, I really want to let him go. It's so confusing!
@SoulmateJourneyEmpath4 жыл бұрын
Depression, obsession, insomnia, crying, self negligence, withdrawal from other people, anxiety. I seriously questioned my sanity, rightly so...The obsessive thinking is still a struggle, but the darkest part of the Dark Night has passed...
@stayingyoung504 жыл бұрын
How long did it last?
@taymbauer4 жыл бұрын
giiiiirlll i feeeeel you! this is testing me 😭😭
@flyafar35764 жыл бұрын
Im in this place right now and i hate it. Want to go back to the girl i was 9 months ago before i went through this 😔 But the growth that i have gained from 9 months ago is worth it... I guess
@Lashondaelizabeth4 жыл бұрын
Me today
@rondalynn27204 жыл бұрын
@@flyafar3576 e
@theofficiallavamama4 жыл бұрын
The fact he’s not EXAGGERATING ENOUGH for me is how I know I’ve met mine.
@dawndawson70664 жыл бұрын
Same girl. Has anything changed for you since watching these videos
@siphowarrior90804 жыл бұрын
Honestly I have been looking for this to be over but it still feels like it did the first we met. We haven’t even kissed or hugged but this shiii is too intense for me 😅
@monikaborsova91593 жыл бұрын
How old where you?
@senwaters44593 жыл бұрын
Yup!
@nadinepillay8173 жыл бұрын
@erin I was thinking the same hahaha
@alilee1485 Жыл бұрын
I appreciate how unfiltered and genuine this is
@m.rucabado9118 Жыл бұрын
“You can recognise a twin flame, where upon meeting, you experience the acceleration of your own inner flame. Together, you feel at one - an amplification of both souls. It’s an exhilarating and sacred experience. It can also be a personal experience, the merging of your head into heart, personality into soul that ignites your own inner flame. The twins can be within you” - Elizabeth Peru The Phenomena of ‘Twinning’
@dianasworld30154 жыл бұрын
"I'd be sitting at my desk at work, always on the verge of tears." *LOUD NODDING*
@iam91573 жыл бұрын
I would go to the restroom to cry-the thought of it makes me feel sorry for myself 😢
@melitaivkovic83935 жыл бұрын
"Your TF is gonna trigger your spiritual growth in you, AND IT'S GONNA BE SO FUCKIN' PAINFUL....at the beginning" Yeah, that's so true!!!
@PositiveMindofMine4 жыл бұрын
Melita Ivković agreed!
@cecillecelestial16534 жыл бұрын
How can it be painful.?
@christopher12094 жыл бұрын
Cecille Celestial it’s like the worst heartbreak you’ll ever go through and I’ve never even held her hand. 👌😂
@gwendolynburroughs24524 жыл бұрын
Cecille Celestial you would know when you arrive to that level. A roller coaster ride.
@marialoureiro4554 жыл бұрын
@@cecillecelestial1653 Because you go through so much!!!!! It is one hxll of a "snowball" of emotions!!!!! It brings out alot of past hurts!!!!!! All these things combined, cause you enough pain which brings you to the realization, or the "discovery" that you need to heal from all of that!!!!!!.... ☺ I hope that gives you enough of an idea of what it is, and what it feels like!!!!! ..... ☺
@sara_20810 ай бұрын
Before I knew about TF’s, when I met my twin flame the first thing I said to him was “I’ve seen you before” - ie, the immediate sense of familiarity and knowing. 6 years later and I’m still crazy about him, I always will be. It will never go away. 5 months of no contact and I’m hopeful that we’ll get back on track in divine time ❤
@pfeenix1 Жыл бұрын
This was so validating. I talked to the man for a few short weeks online. we never even met in person. the pain, the obsessiveness - it's ridiculous. And still I know the love is there. The whole experience flipped my world upside-down. I feel crazy. Not something I can really explain to anyone.
@lily62467 ай бұрын
I'm there straight with you.. u can't understand your own handling here..
@saccage4 жыл бұрын
SO THAT WAS DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL. Holy buckets. I thought I was having a mental breakdown... And that pain? THAT PAIN WAS TORTURE. Oh my GOD. It felt like... Someone's fist burst into my chest, grabbed my heart and tried to crush it all while slowly twisting and tugging. I could NOT breathe and I cried and cried and cried. I do not remember my plexus hurting, but if it did I would guess that came with the manic sobbing... Cause you know, after a while your diaphragm is like, "DUDE." Wow.
@sassyearthangel42074 жыл бұрын
It happened to me at work, thought I was s having a heart attack he called 3 days later and it was his energy, I was feeling
@lsmrkqj4 жыл бұрын
Yes! It physically hurts 😭 I feel like I was going to die
@AjumentaDaTriboDeIssacar3 жыл бұрын
PLEASE !!! 😢😭😭😭😭
@angelgrace85313 жыл бұрын
Okay FOR REAL! I thought I was going crazy when my solar plexus was hurting!
@graceneiman23003 жыл бұрын
While I was feeling my heart being ripped out and squeezed, I wrote my TF and I told her my heart chakra is on fire. My dumbass mailed the little notecard and her now gf tells me off to leave her alone. Idk why but I just laughed it off cuz no matter what had happened between my tf and I, the soul knows what the mind can’t conceive. I’m ok if my tf and I don’t unite in physical form. I can talk to her through our soul. No human being can take that away.
@Child_Of_Light4 жыл бұрын
Never heard of twin flame until after he came in my life
@Aurora-bp7gp4 жыл бұрын
Yes!
@patriciagoeyardi44363 жыл бұрын
literally!!!!
@jlady15953 жыл бұрын
Yes! Same
@mrsthiefrikku3 жыл бұрын
Same
@mentalwealth64543 жыл бұрын
Yeps. I’d have dreams for years wondering who was this “missing other half” I’m yearning for??
@eauxkei702 Жыл бұрын
This was really helpful. I never believed in twin flames, soulmates, etc. But I knew something was wildly different about this connection than others I have experienced. I didn't know how to articulate it. When I found out the true definition of a twin flame, everything clicked. Everything in this video is so spot on. It's really helping bring clarity to a situation that has made zero sense to me before this.
@killarneystar2 жыл бұрын
🤣 I laughed all the way through this video because it’s 100% true for me, right down to the telepathy and specific body pains, both of us. The day we met he said, where have you been, I’ve missed you! My Twin and I had a gorgeous year run as incredibly intimate long distance lovers/ best friends/ business partners, even got to spend a blissful week together at the end of it even though we live in different countries, and then he dropped me like a stone and the real work began. For us each to come home to who we really are. We’ve been off-on-again for the past year as the weirdest kind of friends. He triggers me like no one else in my 48 year life, not even close, and I trigger the ever living fuck out of him, which I don’t do for anyone, I’m the loveliest person to be with, it’s made me feel absolutely crazy at times. This Twin dynamic has driven my soul purpose coaching, it caused me to level up exponentially, and it’s taught me how to let go with grace and still love someone from the depth of your being no matter how crazy mean and odd they’re being. I see through it all now since I had a major level up a couple month ago. We’re still cautiously friends but I never know when I’ll hear from him. Of course, he messaged me just as this video ended 😂 just can’t make this stuff up
@rachelross582910 ай бұрын
Sounds like dysfunction to me. Ask where this shit originated 😂twin flame bs
@kimmccullough43533 жыл бұрын
I cried watching this, finally someone explained it perfectly. The pain is so deep
@badmotivationofficial43693 жыл бұрын
Yes
@Cartii0013 жыл бұрын
YES
@anjalisurve302 жыл бұрын
True🥺
@leahmarcelle53212 жыл бұрын
I feel you Kim. Deepest pain I’ve ever felt in my life. I hope your ok now. 💕💕
@izabelakubiak22692 жыл бұрын
yes! i was crying too
@unclebillsbald5 жыл бұрын
He's hilarious asf man. When he'd stop and stare in the camera I die every single time 🤣🤣🤣☠
@msmonroe10205 жыл бұрын
Dani Cheeks ikr! Or he’ll put his hands up waving and talking...”oh look at me I got my twin flame” lol
@zamskitchenbyumybal93444 жыл бұрын
Mee took soon funny
@breannascott79994 жыл бұрын
🤣🤣🤣
@btslegendary61134 жыл бұрын
He is funny
@keep23194 жыл бұрын
Dani Cheeks I am in tears laughing so much because I went through this all and he is telling the absolute truth!
@pamelamaia.filipinas Жыл бұрын
This is definitely the most accurate twin flame signs video ever. I feel you my friend. It’s EXACTLY like that.
@user-pd9oi8cd5h10 ай бұрын
My dark night lasted 2 years. And the way you described dark night was what a good day felt like… can you imagine when I was at my lowest? I was in HELL . Thank you for your videos! There is absolutely no doubt in my soul who my twin is… I KNOW
@chatkins10004 жыл бұрын
This is so spot on. Can’t discuss it with anyone because they will think I’m crazy. This is the best video about how it makes you feel!!
@559kelkel4 жыл бұрын
People around me telling me I'm crazy... So I get what you're saying
@robinfeliciano46494 жыл бұрын
So spot on is right!!! Unfortunately I couldn’t and can’t stop talking about it.....I’m certain my mom and best friend think I’m crazy.
@JoyMTravelandAllchannel4 жыл бұрын
Very true , I cannot ask for guidance and express my situation to my best friend cos she will think I have lost marbles or maybe i am just obsessing to a guy that I barely know.
@shailisharma26974 жыл бұрын
Yes i feel the same..nobody will understand and think i am Cryzy
@ellemartinez19814 жыл бұрын
I thought I was the only one that felt if I talked about it I would get called crazy...
@wandamalunga33073 жыл бұрын
I've never come across such truthful twin flame content. At some point I thought I was losing my mind. It really is a painful journey
@ksealy43 жыл бұрын
Same girl! I thought I was losing my mind!
@LMarie-mv8fu3 жыл бұрын
Omg..tg there are other people out there that feel the same..thought I was going nuts..thanks
@Blackfoxparadox3 жыл бұрын
Same goes for the guys. I’m pretty tough minded normally. But damn beat the hell out of me
@waverider61333 жыл бұрын
Same. Saaaaameee.
@Divinefem92 жыл бұрын
Seriously! It feels like my whole life revolves around this.
@ThePlace420 Жыл бұрын
I have to say, your experience is spot on and your delivery is hilarious. I feel so much lighter. Thank you 🙏
@SusanGoslin Жыл бұрын
Exactly as you say. Mine was all consuming in my brain from morning to evening. At least you are explaining it correctly. TF is no supposed to be a joy ride, they are here to teach us the necessary lessons of awakening and growth. And there are no words to explain the pain. Feels like someone is peeling small bits of your skin off.
@liiaclondon4 жыл бұрын
There's a scene in Twilight where Bella experienced this and I couldn't figure out why the hell she was losing her shit. She would wake up in agonizing pain, screaming. After experiencing it myself... I completely understand
@kandimaciejewski34763 жыл бұрын
Hahahaha I had the EXACT same thought when this started happening to me "Oh my god....this is just like Bella when Edward leaves." And my other self even gave me the same excuse as Edward "I just don't want to hurt you anymore." Then a soulmate came in and helped me realize how ADDICTED I was and walked me through really detaching (Jacob).......I'm living Twilight in real life here.
@tedwards47023 жыл бұрын
That song “There’s a possibility...” and her screaming is the best depiction of heartbreak I’ve ever seen.
@gabriellecathleen75353 жыл бұрын
I literally watched that movie with my daughter after separation and I was triggered. Insanely accurate!
@nishamadrigal38523 жыл бұрын
OMG YES! It’s been 6-7 years of this! My life sucked and still does. I had to cut him off to get back to me again. Never saw a man’s perspective of all they go thru as the chaser. I had all the signs. Synchronicities, mirroring of our lives, the haunting, the physical pains and back & forth. It’s a painful experience just to get to bliss.
@NotBornYesterday-sq7ld2 ай бұрын
Yes it does feel like a parasite/host, vampiric liason
@doyle10203 жыл бұрын
All joking aside -- If you haven't said the phrase "why is this happening to me!" at least twice a week since you met them...you're probably not on the Twin Flame journey.
@tracyreiff9225 Жыл бұрын
Definitely!
@ez_the_dancer Жыл бұрын
I say that so many times a day!!!!
@donnadonna8956 Жыл бұрын
Yes and "I want this to stop" 😭
@madyva Жыл бұрын
😅😅😅 I remember saying it out loud “please God remove these feelings from me, I don’t want them anymore “😂😂
@ez_the_dancer Жыл бұрын
Update a month later and I still do
@LaPinturaBellaАй бұрын
I've been confused, really angry, depressed and cried more in the past month and a half than I ever had in my 62 years on this planet. Triggered is an understatement. I've felt drained, not sleeping well and ready to go full Viking on him several times. "Painful" is an understatement. I don't want this to continue for months more into the future. I'll need a damn straight jacket by then.
@nonames7797 Жыл бұрын
This is exactly what I experienced… and it was excruciating. I cannot explain what it’s like to be the most logical person, able to healthily detach from anyone and anything in any other situation and to realize you are bound to someone and you CAN NOT break that bond. Once I started to realize what was actually happening to me, what it all really meant, and accept it… The pain lessened and it all became bearable. I had to stop fighting it… and just let it be the actuality that it was.
@-4ndrew_4 жыл бұрын
3:35 doubt 6:42 dark night of the soul 19:00 physical pain 20:08 Coming across the twin flame informațion 23:34 You just know
@georginamercado18144 жыл бұрын
Thank you for doing this with timeline
@serei_angel3 жыл бұрын
watching this vid somehow motivates me idk why, we're in separation rn its hard
@keyvachamp4173 жыл бұрын
Thank you, I’m impatient
@waytoprogramming2 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@modern-simplicity2 жыл бұрын
TY for this explanation I’m not going crazy!! Yet I’m in separation....not communicating in 3D but 5D
@arianbella44894 жыл бұрын
“You just lay in bed like a vegetable”....hahahaa me for DAYYYYSSSS when we’re in separation.
@chrisk70914 жыл бұрын
Jus Risse I’ve grown to be a fucken tree taller then drafts balls.
@bblanks97264 жыл бұрын
This punched me in the gut.
@liiaclondon4 жыл бұрын
It hurt like hell. Like I could feel my actual heart turn to glass and shatter into peices.
@julien24944 жыл бұрын
Literally me for 11months and counting 😭🤦🏻♀️
@HK-Light4 жыл бұрын
Me for months
@Wolfpackmom6 Жыл бұрын
I love the way you're explaining this. It's so true. Thankfully, I'm past the "WTF is wrong with me!" stage. I wasn't even in a relationship with my twin. We were coworkers, that's it. We knew each other almost two years before the emotions even started. When they did, I thought we were on the verge of an awesome friendship (not even a romantic relationship). Suddenly, one day I felt him panic, I had triggered his avoidant attachment, in turn he triggered my anxious attachment and it all blew up from there. Now I'm past the absolute obsession, but he's still in the back of my mind. However, I also have a soulmate. A much easier, more loving and vulnerable connection, but still not like everyone else.
@daniellelewis36311 ай бұрын
My God! Please don't tell me that this suffering lasts forever. I have been dealing with this for almost 2 years and I just want to accept that he doesn't want to be with me and move on. This describes almost exactly how we started out. We met at the end of September 2021 and I started running away by the end of October 2021. Now he is running away from me. I feel so sad without him. I think about him all the time and all I do is go to work and then come home and lay on my bed and think about him. This can't be what the rest of my life looks like.
@tillapaugh19955 жыл бұрын
obsessive, crying, watching tarot readings, praying, and we have not even met. Online long distance. I cannot talk about it because I come off as being literally crazy. Crazy.Trying to seperate myself from all this nonsense. Start over or whatever. Better than this. So thanks. Trying to move away from any outcome.
@IntuitiveLoveGuidance5 жыл бұрын
Tracy Tillapaugh ppl don’t understand the TF journey. Much love and blessings to you!🥰‼️
@hdp88895 жыл бұрын
Absolutely right
@verenamonika6025 жыл бұрын
i am the same
@leelee45525 жыл бұрын
Same!
@Markedforascension8885 жыл бұрын
Same!
@bkomar2472 жыл бұрын
This is literally everything. I literally thought I was going crazy. I have never been so scared and in so much pain in my life all while having nothing but gratitude and unconditional love for her.
@sanjasoul87882 жыл бұрын
Yeah,same here🙌💯
@blueskyy22802 жыл бұрын
Same here. I had never even heard of any of this. I thought it was like a love at first sight thing but quickly realized it was much more than that. I started searching on the internet and came across the term twin flame
@andreabarocio25702 жыл бұрын
Yes exactly how I felt
@FreeDom-fv8wy Жыл бұрын
Yep.
@bunny_king7683 Жыл бұрын
Same 😭
@kimjennings8961 Жыл бұрын
This is refreshing and funny. I needed this today. I have watched others and I like that this is addressed from a scientific and spiritual point of view. I've had all five of the twin flame signs and have known for over a decade now that this person is my twin flame. He's right. This stuff doesn't go away. I've been doing my soul stuff for the last several years and am still working on me. I'm at peace with that. I saw my twin flame about six years ago. When we spoke on the phone, both of us were physically vibrating even though we were hundreds of miles away from each other. Twin flames are different and you just know.
@amihurtingyoureyes Жыл бұрын
Words cannot express how grateful I am for this video and this channel, I feel heard. I am still doubting as I write this comment HAHA but I just wanted to say, the way you stared into my soul every few seconds gave me the energy I was desperately in need of, and that was laughter.
@Eunoiax33 жыл бұрын
When you mentioned the obsessive thinking I got triggered because honestly it’s so intense and exhausting. I felt like it was a disease!
@VictoriaHernandez-ss6gx3 жыл бұрын
lol this is too funny but it sucks I can't sleep anymore just thinking about him and when he is coming home. WTF I hate that I am tired and worst of all he is married so he can't come home yet cause he is afraid to be himself and we both scared of hurting people and people talking shit about our love.
@Hoppy_is_a_bunny3 жыл бұрын
Omg YYYEESSSS
@PSBartlett3 жыл бұрын
I’ve never been like this. It’s obsessive on crack. Every scenario imaginable. I thought I was going crazy.
@hnmbvb47032 жыл бұрын
It feels like they are a virus that you caught that you never recover from!!
@whoseeksthetruth37382 жыл бұрын
Yeah, a poison in everyday.
@elizabethluna44543 жыл бұрын
"It never leaves you alone, it always haunts you." Ain't that the truth!!!!!!
@vessel883 жыл бұрын
Truth🤣🤣🤣🤣 Obsessive thinking 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣Haunts you down every step u make every thought u think of
@waverider61333 жыл бұрын
Yep
@thenewawareness11 ай бұрын
You made me cry and you made me laugh so much...what you were saying was exactly what I had experienced. incredible. Thank you 💫
@rozeara23 күн бұрын
My twin is married and I used to feel this guilt and shame all the time .. and then the obsessive thinking, ego death .. I'm a single mom of two with a full time job.. I got detached from my kids and blamed my twin for taking my mind off from my kids.. Ah I had experienced hell ! Then too much misinformation complicated the situation.. He blocked me and ran harder.. then God sent you and everything is coming back to normal ! So much inner peace and Divine love that I feel inside ❤
@highhighpriestess882 жыл бұрын
I’m so glad to have found this video. It perfectly explains what I’ve gone through. It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt. It wasn’t normal depression. And no one understands. I’ve always been a “cold, emotion-less person. My whole life. Everyone said so too. I am an independent woman who doesn’t need anyone. But my Twin Flame and the Dark Night…. Woah! The absolute desperation over this one person and how meeting them triggered my awakening and it’s been pure hell. The vegetative states, the balling and crying (I have never cried so much in my life!), the things I’ve said and done out of desperation to “get” my twin flame to understand. I can’t eat, can’t function. I’ve lost 20+ kilos. And I swear it’s almost taken my life. It has brought me to the brink of insanity. Made me question absolutely everything I thought I knew. I am now almost a year into this “backwards and forwards” chasing my Twin Flame desperately. But I am now being shown and guided to information like this. And I feel the desperation being lifted. I don’t know if anyone will read this. But if you do, please know that although it seems like it will never end or get better. But trust in yourself. Go within. You are your Twin Flame. You are one. Trust yourself. You know. 💜
@Official_ipriyankarajput72 жыл бұрын
Hello can you please connect somewhere I want to ask something
@zayraroa2 жыл бұрын
i love this thank you
@Lonewolfalchemist2 жыл бұрын
When you said, independent woman, strong emotionally and then you met your twin flame.. i felt that.. lmao I’ve been with over 80 different women, tried new things, experimented a lot in life where I simply said theres no one out there as good as me.. i wont ever drop my standards.. then i meditated on my future love life, astral projected, and then ran into my twin in there and holy fuck! Like i said to myself this whole journey, fuck this love or no love wtf is this i regret everything 😂
@thelunatic44342 жыл бұрын
I wanted to like this comment. But I like the number 111 and don't wanna ruin it. Haha
@JenaraMiranda2 жыл бұрын
A year??? OMG I don't have this much time to lose!!! Actually I've been in this "come and go" for over a decade, we know each other since we're kids, but it was only months ago when all this shit happened for real. Before that it was just "friends who may, or may not, like each other" kinda thing. I used to be empowered, independent, self-sufficient, driven, and must of all, HAPPY! I've never felt this miserable before, NEVER! I'm barely functioning, I feel stuck and I'm desperately trying to get back my confidence, because couple of years ago I was pretty sure I was in the right place, in the right time and I was doing great! But now? Now nothing makes sense anymore. I honestly give up, I don't think it's gonna go anywhere. He's been always pushing me away, choosing another one over me back then and I don't have reasons to believe that somehow things are different now. So I'm just trying to put myself back on track, because the world keeps on moving and it's not gonna wait until I finally "get the boy", it doesn't work like that.
@Remi-hk1td3 жыл бұрын
“I couldn’t do basic shit like eat” *stares into camera* LMFAOOO I love this guy this is real shit
@triplethreat91683 жыл бұрын
That was hilarious! Love the content
@springfauna14653 жыл бұрын
It's so nice to laugh my ass off about it now, but at the time it happened, I was two steps away from a straight jacket!! LOL 🤣🤣🤣
@vessel883 жыл бұрын
This made me Scream. All his video made me almost piss myself. 😅😅😅😅His words stuck in my head and i keep Laughing
@vessel883 жыл бұрын
@@springfauna1465 Omgoodness 😅😅😅😅back then u felt like crying ur ass off not laughing ur ass off😅😅😅😅
@springfauna14653 жыл бұрын
@@vessel88 Oh you know it!! 😭🤣😭🤣😭🤣 I'm so glad I'm back. I missed myself!! 😂❤️
@InnerEssenceEssentials10 ай бұрын
Omg thank you 🙏 I thought I was loosing my mind. I’ve lost so much weight! The constant crying and sadness, the obsession. Never felt this kind of gut wrenching pain. I feel absolutely insane. 😂 I’m going to lose it if I don’t get it together was my exact thoughts. Numbers, his birthday, the telepathic communication has been intense. Dreams, songs as though he is sending them to me to communicate his feelings.
@shahworks9 ай бұрын
Same here
@CrissySims Жыл бұрын
the heart for me felt like “lightning striking me repeatedly in my heart”, that the only way i could describe it and i thought i was going to actually die of a broken heart. thank you for sharing these it really resonates and i don’t feel alone in these experiences anymore.
@ambercain23914 жыл бұрын
The crying in bed until you’re hyperventilating was literally me last week 😭
@angeljohnson17684 жыл бұрын
Amber Cain right😂😂😂
@reisavant99204 жыл бұрын
me everyday
@maimarie99884 жыл бұрын
Omg relate to this
@alyriasivatri55664 жыл бұрын
:))) Same here. I have some days like this when I can't properly breathe even after 2 years with my TF, only when I think for a moment of my life without him or when he is not talking to me in some days...literally hyperventilating :))
@clarityroseb61363 жыл бұрын
Same here 5 months ago
@SheAMusicLvr3 жыл бұрын
I thought I was crazy feeling this way about someone I knew for about 8 weeks. I am NOT the person who has a hard time getting over a person but THIS PERSON.... lawd!!!!!
@Hiraethyika Жыл бұрын
I found myself coming back to your channel, it is so true every single word. No one understand me why I can’t move on from this person. The dark night of the soul is not only one time happen! After I start focusing on myself after the fisrt break up, it was working for many months. But when the person came back and give another triggers, the dark night started again. This is so crazy hurt with out informations why it has to happen. I feel like my soul know it like Kurt said, while my mind keep telling me to walk away, it is a push and pull energy inside of me as well. I’ll surrender to this journey and keep focusing on myself. Thank you I found informations from Kurt.❤
@angelgrace3829 күн бұрын
I went through this, I would have moments of falling to my knees like someone punched me in the gut. Breathing was hard, existing was hard, and taking a damn shower was hard. I was convinced that someone had ripped half my body away
@chubbyhippy4 жыл бұрын
"You can't be in separation, you can't be separated, you're forever one soul, some choose not to be together romantically." YES.
@chubbyhippy4 жыл бұрын
@@Alaealae411 oh of course 🤗
@rolly869suzy4 жыл бұрын
Finally someone who gets it, I am not crazy or delusional, thanks
@callmestiix9410 ай бұрын
Triggered me more than I’ve ever been. Like omggggggg , I just had to leave him alone. I wasn’t eating, wasn’t watching tv , wasn’t doing anything but stressing and losing my mind. I’ve cut him off all about 4 times in the 10 months of us talking. I just couldn’t take it. He consumed my brain 24/7 I couldn’t escape it!! It was soooo bad. 😭 I definitely felt the pain in my heart /chest . Randomly I started coming across Twinflame information after watching a random zodiac reading on KZbin. Every single day something new comes up. I get the number syncs everyday and telepathic communication. & I JUST KNOW , I feel it ‼️‼️‼️‼️ it’s insane
@HERMINA12th Жыл бұрын
Thank you.❤❤❤ You are the first person who said the truth. So many videos I watched and no one said all I was going through. You said it all. 6 weeks, pain in body, obsession that never happened to me ever. Thank you. This is so important.❤
@fayehowe-bey99285 жыл бұрын
I'm laughing hysterically because yaaaay im not crazy!!!!
@southernsass93364 жыл бұрын
Faye Howe-Bey me tooo
@chocolategirl49944 жыл бұрын
sameeee
@daliladalila83324 жыл бұрын
Yeeees,the same thing.I am Moroccan,too.
@bumblebeegoesgaming7044 жыл бұрын
I knew I wasn't because I am lucky to have found other people who know what a twin flame really is, but it is nice to hear how he says it and he is so funny.
@purplemoom56794 жыл бұрын
OMG me too
@kelsobeandip3 жыл бұрын
When you said “4-6 weeks” my jaw dropped bc I have been trying to figure out why he triggered me so hard after 5 weeks and went through the darkest time of my life.. I felt CRAZY for the longest time!! Thankyou for this 😭😭
@brikachu33 жыл бұрын
Girl rightttt. I met so many that are like oh I was with my twin for a year - 2 years (and not invalidating them or anything but) I started questioning my experience because mine was SO FAST. And so intense. 🤣
@janetquintana56513 жыл бұрын
Tell me it gets better..pls, same here lol 😂
@thorzyan3 жыл бұрын
Happened to me. 4 weeks. This is awesome lol
@waverider61333 жыл бұрын
Did he come back? Commit? I need reassurance
@kelsobeandip3 жыл бұрын
@@waverider6133 he did for a split second then left me again for the same girl he left me for
@kamomathe2584 Жыл бұрын
I've just discovered this channel and I've never been happier!!😢
@EliyenK7 ай бұрын
That's what happened to me. We only met online, not even in real life. So I actually couldn't understand why I felt that way. And I have children so it was impossible to just cry all day. But I would cry anytime it was possible and not eating or sleeping at night. The obsessive thinking. I just wanted to die for that to stop. Then he came back and I felt better, until he went away again. And then I discovered the existence of twin flames, I became interested in introspection, spirituality...and tarot. I spent days obsessively watching tarot readings. He came back again.. for less than a month . Then he finally ghosted me. But this time was less painful. I learned to focus on myself and I finally found your channel yesterday. I'm so glad it happened. I feel less crazy, still doubting sometimes, that I'm actually a twin flame... most of the people around Internet are talking about twin flame but to me,they are describing abusive relationships. Thank you for your clarity and your service to the world. 🙏
@norapeace65262 жыл бұрын
“This is not normal” was said to myself soooo many times in the beginning of us talking because I felt so strong about him and it had just been 11 days!! 😳
@desireehodge324 жыл бұрын
Doubt is very strong right now. I’m even to the point where I’m questioning are Twins even real. I’m so angry and love him at the same time. I’m seeing someone I really like but guess who’s still on my mind...him smh 😭
@virginiamadisha13314 жыл бұрын
Yeah... 😥That just sucks
@ozgursenturk11-114 жыл бұрын
He is not on your mind!!! He is you in a different body and you have the exactly same blueprint with him. So he is in every single part of your soul. Because mind forgets, heart knows and soul remembers🙏❤🙏
@polarisheiress22023 жыл бұрын
I’m having doubts too
@brendacj11113 жыл бұрын
SAME GURL SAME!!! THATS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME TOO!!! I met someone superbly potential after he left and guess what. Me and my twin flame reconciled on Valentine’s Day this year AND I CRIED MY EYE BALLS OUT THE MINUTE HE CALLS ME ON THE PHONE. And just as I thought even before Valentine’s Day came I thought I forgot about him already 🙄🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
@suzy27467 ай бұрын
This video explains my oddest connection in my whole life. We started chatting online only meant to be friends. We could talk about anything he asked me if I thought about him often I told him the truth he was constantly on my mind he confessed he couldn't stop thinking about me too. He'd told his friends and colleagues. I'd told my friend.I wasn't looking for a relationship with anyone as I am with someone he respected that. We started to feel desperate to meet. I've never felt this way about anyone before it was at risk of becoming serious so I started to distance myself which really upset him. He was never angry but he stopped contact. It was about 8 to 12 weeks and he just popped into my life by chance. I know he won't come back. All the feelings you talk about I'm going through right now it's absolutely torture. I promise myself every day I won't think of him, but there's reminders everywhere, his name, his work, just everything it's driving me mad. I can't scream or talk about it because of my boyfriend. Numbers are constantly repeating 11:11 etc it's just crazy but I am sick of this stupid pain of loss.
@missemma3835 Жыл бұрын
This video made me smile so much, you are naturally funny 🤩 Plus, spot on how accurate this is.
@unapologeticallyreal4 жыл бұрын
“Dark Night Of The Soul”-when you’re not sure if this may actually kill you!!!
@mayphoenix47254 жыл бұрын
I don't know what's happening with me, I don't understand this...I feel like I'm loosing my mind? I'm scared...I thought about seeing a psychic to give me some clarity. This love obsession has to stop. I feel so stupid.
@unapologeticallyreal4 жыл бұрын
May Phoenix how long has it been for you?
@mayphoenix47254 жыл бұрын
@@unapologeticallyreal This strange behavior has been going on for 1yr. I've always been a weird person my entire life but this doesn't make sense to me, usually I'm more of logic person and I just focus on making money but lately something's changing inside me.
@unapologeticallyreal4 жыл бұрын
@May Phoenix for me , at least, “Dark Night “ was profound-the most deeply painful experience of my life. I have found that the more I engross myself in my own journey of spiritualism the more gratitude I feel. Realizing that flowing with the changes provides peace was huge! I currently work on letting the dogmatic programming go and honour the process. I still have the occasional bad day, but they are fewer, and I try to sit with the peace and love of my soul particularly on those days.
@mayphoenix47254 жыл бұрын
@@unapologeticallyreal Thanks for talking with me, it helps to talk to people that are having similar experiences. I feel instead of just focusing on making money and being competitive all the time to survive, my inner being wants to be less out of "the rat race" that's been suppressed on us for so long and wants more love inside and all around. I apologize for sounding so dramatic, but it feels as my soul is tired of just paper chasing and wants to be more spiritual. I hope I'm making sense...maybe I'm just getting old. 😔
@sexypoet86944 жыл бұрын
I believe I've met my twin flame. I find myself turned from a loving Christian woman into a stalker. I cant stop feeling him, thinking of him, wanting him. When I cant hear from him I go Insane...😳🤪🤪 but when he text or call me my day is like nothing can go wrong...😍😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💗💋💋💋💋 glad to know I'm not crazy😜🤪🤪 ty for this video🤭🙌🤝👍
@findingmyway39374 жыл бұрын
Look up soul tie it's not a good thing
@_Bella_4194 жыл бұрын
Same!!!!
@JesusTheWay.4 жыл бұрын
sexy poet , Yes! Yes! Yes!
@janedoe58294 жыл бұрын
FindingMy WAY we have soul ties to everyone we regularly interact with in our life. Most can be cut, if necessary. Twin flame, can't. Believe me, I've tried.
@virginiamadisha13314 жыл бұрын
This sounds very familiar...
@nivwoolley2083 Жыл бұрын
I dreamed about him since I was 10 years old. When I met him, I didn't believe it because it seemed too good, too perfect, then he said the same words I dreamed and it hit zero point for me. That was at about 4 weeks together inseparable. We started the on again off again for 6 months then he blocked me for about 3 years. I went through everything you said for years. I never could start dating anyone again in almost 7 years "separation". I knew he unblocked me a few years ago, but I was busy working on me. The relationship inspired such deep insight I ended up completely reinventing myself and found a deeper connection to my purpose. Last thanksgiving we reconnected. We have had a very different relationship this time. Lots of space, but consistency. I only recently found out he could be a twin flame. I always called him my dream lover because of my dreams since childhood. But you totally described things like you were there watching. Wow.
@kellycharlton62982 жыл бұрын
I just discovered your channel. And you crack me up with your enactment of the intensity of experiencing a twin flam. Yes, I am glad I can relate. And, yes the connection is insane.
@SIRENTAROT5 жыл бұрын
No one ever mentions the twin flame tingles. My biggest indicators were the tingles and the telepathy.
@NewWorldAllstar5 жыл бұрын
Ya, I got the tingles plus a whole bunch of other weird telepathic experiences.
@camibarber23465 жыл бұрын
I get those too! Up my leg, I always know when he is thinking about me.
@JenHeizer5 жыл бұрын
I have totally gotten this as well
@713lea35 жыл бұрын
So that's what it was I always thought it was my nerves or something I've been having that for 2 or 3 years now
@diamondsky17985 жыл бұрын
SIREN TAROT yeah that's when I knew, I thought not many people get the tingle thing
@angeleagrant50644 жыл бұрын
Yeah for me it was like i was grieving over someone that was alive and when you get a call or text your heart flutters
@tiffanyloverbug19884 жыл бұрын
YES so true
@ashleyramirez50894 жыл бұрын
Same. Geez.
@nightchild83244 жыл бұрын
This exactly!!
@sexypoet86944 жыл бұрын
Yes that part
@vandana55754 жыл бұрын
Spot on
@mayumi555910 ай бұрын
Really nice to hear such a close description to my experience. For me we only spent 5 hours traveling together before parting ways.. and then 6 months of the crazy, dark, nuttery. It was a few years ago now but listening to this has reminded of how hard to believe it was. Your message is spot on.
@sandrakreger7476 Жыл бұрын
You have described this wonderfully. I can't stop crying and the triggers are everywhere.
@divinelygiftedco5 жыл бұрын
Thanks for acknowledging the obsessive thinking the intensity makes you feel like you are going crazy.... That's why it amazes me the masculine can play it off so well
@megao285 жыл бұрын
Like really how?!🤔😩
@anaross123455 жыл бұрын
They are good at hiding it
@animusrye23425 жыл бұрын
Right!!!!! Like how are y'all so calm. I'm going crazy! It's like it doesn't phase them. I thought he didn't care.
@bamboopanda16265 жыл бұрын
**make everyone a twin flame and hide in the crowd of flames**
@ImAlicjaFrank5 жыл бұрын
Yes!!! So fucking aggravating since I know what he's feeling and thinking. He even knows that I can read him (I've proved it several times), and he still tries to hide it and deny it. He can make confessions when he's drunk, but then he shuts off again. But I know I'm going to marry him, which I've told him, so he can just try and run. 😈😇 I really love someone for the first time in my life, and I'm 35. That's saying something. He's 46 and been single for 12 years, and hasn't met anyone more than a couple of times. It's been 1,5 years for us now... 😂
@TheMagicMist3 жыл бұрын
Oh my goodness. You have no idea what you've given me. Just halfway through the video I feel like a person who went through an alien abduction finally being told "I believe you.". I don't even know whether to laugh or cry. After almost a year, I am finally validated and now I know, I haven't been going crazy. Phew. All of this is SPOT ON. MY GOD. Thank you.
@Helsyedd172 Жыл бұрын
Oh my god this resonated with me so much, I actually couldn’t stop laughing because you literally described me! This is my story, saw a guy on tinder after being single for about a year, immediately I felt incredibly attracted to this man like nothing I’ve felt before (I’m very picky when it comes to dating) I was literally sat hoping he’d match with me like completely desperate, l woke up super early the next day and he’d matched with me! I was so excited, I couldn’t wait to get to know this man. Immediately we hit it off, texting none stop for a week, we planned a date, prior to the date he told me he had a job offer to move away and that brought me to tears and we hadn’t even met yet. I just felt so drawn to this man and I couldn’t explain it. Anyway, we had our date, he was everything I’ve ever wanted in a man, he was a gentleman, he was polite, insanely attractive like I’ve never felt anything like this and the way he looked at me like I was the only girl in the world. At this moment I knew he was the one. He literally just stared at me the entire night so intently, the next day he told me exactly what I’d been feeling myself, “you’re incredibly attractive, I already know I really like you already.” It was the best feeling ever seeing him say that, I felt like I was back at school with a crush, it was euphoric. That’s when it all started to go downhill. We’d planned a second date, he was super happy when I said I was interested in a second date and then the night before, he broke my heart. He told me if he’s got this new job opportunity he can’t pass it up and it’s probably best to leave things for now. I did try to fight for it and said I could go and visit him abroad but he said he wasn’t in a position to commit, I was absolutely devastated, like part of me had been crushed. Just like that the good morning texts stopped and we didn’t talk for a few weeks. He reached out once but it wasn’t the same, just a brief “how are you doing?” It really broke me. A month or so had passed and I reached out, turns out he’d decided to go travelling as he wasn’t sure if moving away would be the best decision for him to make. We spoke for a month or so whilst he was away, he initiated most conversations but it somehow almost always got sexual, he’d say things like he couldn’t help how he felt about me, I was on board with at first but then I felt quite upset if that’s all he saw me as. I told him how it made me feel and I haven’t heard from him since. We’re now in 2 months no contact and he’s still out travelling. I completely agree with what you say about the obsessive thinking, I check if he’s been online, I check his social media, I just can’t stop. I cry some nights because of the pain he’s caused and the fact it feels like he doesn’t care. I feel sudden bursts of anger and frustration, I’ve just never been like this over a man before. I’ve tried dating others but I just can’t get that feeling with anyone else. It’s like I just feel like he’s the one and no one else can match it. I just wish I knew what he was thinking and why he hasn’t reached out, I suppose he’s on his own soul journey which is what I came to realise today, I woke up and told myself I’m not crying anymore. I need to focus on my own goals and aspirations because I know he’s going to come back. We spoke for 4 weeks too before it all exploded into what it is now so it is quite baffling sometimes to understand how we get like this.
@adrianamosa273110 ай бұрын
I died laughing! But at the same time, I agree with you on all of the signs. I have experienced them and they feel like HELL. I felt like a normal person before meeting my twin flame. Afterwards I started doing EVERYTHING I could do to just move on: meditation, yoga, going on a healing retreat 10500 km away from home by myself, sound healing, shaman visits, tarot readings, basically everything that I could do just to get answers. And then I got to your channel and I am happy that I am not the only one. The worst part is insomnia and waking up in the middle of the night thinking of him, feeling his pain, feeling when he is down, feeling hopeless about the fact that I am not there with him to comfort him (even if technically I am). Sending love and healing guided meditations daily to help him... It felt exhausting and draining but I am glad that you found another approach that I am going to follow religiously. One more thing: it is a person that I have barely known, but for which I feel an unconditional love. The type of love in which you want them to be happy, even though you are separated in the 3D.
@divinelygiftedco5 жыл бұрын
I mean he does feel like home but he is also someone that irritates the ever living bleep out of me🤦♀️
@megao285 жыл бұрын
😩🤣I felt this!
@ninabukovics28025 жыл бұрын
Hey Melissa! It does get better with The Getting irritated. Just Look Really Close what it Is when you get triggered. In The beginning for me it was that we were complete opposites and almost every topic we Had a Different Opinion on. Now we are very Similar on certain things but Then for me Mostly what i got shown was Control issues. When i get triggered now its about Control almost always!! All The best for you!
@sherryyyberryyy2355 жыл бұрын
Melissa Haile mine repulses me 😂
@earlenephillips76085 жыл бұрын
Yes
@saiumashiva63885 жыл бұрын
Exactly LoL 😆
@angelr95954 жыл бұрын
“You’re checking their social media 5, 10, 15, 20, 30, 40, 50 times a day literally wtf is wrong with you.” haaahaa! 15:38
@goroakechi35934 жыл бұрын
I'm in this comment and i don't like it lol
@justincortez68684 жыл бұрын
LMFAO YASS!
@matthewdecordova4 жыл бұрын
Checked his social media while this video was playing. Kill me.
@alyriasivatri55664 жыл бұрын
Right :)))
@iam91573 жыл бұрын
Lol! & When they block you you don't know what to do with yourself 😅
@maiteeshermosa76422 жыл бұрын
I knew him since I was 9 years old, but the first time we kissed I was 27. I feel like he's the best for me and the worst for me. Sometimes I feel like we're the same person and then that we will never be able to understand each other. He feels the same, he wrote in his notebook "how come something can feel so right and so wrong? He says we understand each other perfectly but in some things we can't understand each other at all. Sometimes I can't stand him and then I know I'll love him forever. I don't know if I even want to be with him; I'm so afraid that we could never make sense together, that I'm not good enough for him and I can't imagine our life together and yet I miss him so much. I just wish he could accept my love as it is and love me back. I love him the most. And he says it doesn't make sense, we don't have future, he says we're going to destroy each other and yet since we spend time together everything in me started to heal and got stronger but I'm so scared. I don't think I'm strong enough it kills me, it scares me. I want to run away from him, to disappear but still I know my love is full of light. I can't explain it, I just know. I'll love him forever and he changes everything for me. But the pain is unberable. I love him so much, but he is too much. I'm obssesing about him, and he was obssesing about me. He told me what he thought when he saw me: "She'll be the death of me". But he forgot, he murdered me now. I want him, I don't want him, he is too much and I can't handle, but I feel like I have to love him. I cry every single day. Sometimes I think he hates me. Maybe he love someone else. I'm just lost, I know I'll love him always, I'll miss him always. He gave me dread, he gave me calm.
@mariacano666 Жыл бұрын
This is so beautiful and sad at the same time ❤️
@simatic512 Жыл бұрын
Fuck. This was poetry.
@cliffordjohnson943 Жыл бұрын
Definitely resonates. I like the way you break this down to the simpliest ways to look at the situation and approach it. I definitely got the angel number 11:11 sincronicities as well as obessive thinking. I also experience deja vu when I first looked deeply in her eyes, thats when all the weirdest happened and I was suddenly drawn to tarot then twin flame.
@mandywilloughby99913 жыл бұрын
7 years.. back and forth . I had almost convinced myself he’s a narcissist.
@Gabby93423 жыл бұрын
Same
@evolverevolutiondiscoveries3 жыл бұрын
Even me
@leratomosetlhi23283 жыл бұрын
Me too
@leratomosetlhi23283 жыл бұрын
@@Ms_essense amen to that same story
@mfsweetiepie3 жыл бұрын
wait what do you mean by this? bc he seems like a narcissist to me
@mariadelaluznavarrorodriguez4 жыл бұрын
Best video I’ve ever seen! Made me laugh at my own pain 😱😂❤️
@robinfeliciano46494 жыл бұрын
Me too 🤣
@ilanam44854 жыл бұрын
Haha same here
@NATURESNEDJETY4 жыл бұрын
I am right here with ya
@alyriasivatri55664 жыл бұрын
Same here...lol
@nightowelers87592 жыл бұрын
Yes every single thing was on point with what I am experiencing right now. I don’t know how to explain this to anyone and not even to myself until I saw your channel. Thank you so much for being so honest on this I finally don’t feel crazy.
@Shasharinabina2 жыл бұрын
The realest shit I have ever been through. The dark night of the soul, I couldn't eat or sleep. To handle the anxiety I would walk for miles everyday, I was skin and bones. I thought I was in a massive depression I would never come out of. One time while I was walking I was watching a car coming towards me and I Remeber thinking that I could walk in front of it, that maybe it would be good if I died. That’s crazy!! Every single one of there signs happened and sometimes I still doubt. Thank you, Kurt. You are really a great soul if that’s ok to say. Thanks for all you do.
@hunnqy31024 жыл бұрын
it felt like i was going literally crazy. i didn't eat, i lost weight, i sobbed, i fucking felt like i'm being ripped appart from the inside. that little bubble lasted literally like 6 weeks, and we even said we aren't expecting this to work out, and here i am pretty much dying. i stayed friends with him, so i could recover easier because he wasn't pushing me off.. i was miserable the entire time anyways, but i lived. and then he stopped talking to me for a week and a bit. it felt like the fucking world just ended. like the world just felt incomplete, nothing felt right, it's hard to explain how fucking intense it was. i wanted to do nothing, even laying felt like a chore, sleeping felt wrong, breathing felt wrong. a single text, a reply, a single "m" was like a drop of water in a hot desert, it replenished me for an hour and then back to dying. it physically hurt. but, i never felt this driven towards anything else. like... no fucking matter what i do. it seems so idiotic that you could ever want a person so bad, it's like you need this and nothing will ever be able to replace it even the slightest bit, but you know that's just weird and you don't want to be this way but you just are. this awakened me on a whole other level, and i can't express just how much.
@bongiwembuso91414 жыл бұрын
My Taekook Romance 😭😭That's how I feel at the moment, I'm still in contact with him because he let me but I know if we were to cut any contact between us, I don't know how I'd carry on.
@traceyjameson22974 жыл бұрын
GIRL, SPEAK IT! EVERYTHING YOU SAID AND YOU JUST AREN'T UNDERSTANDING WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO YOU.
@orenda36963 жыл бұрын
I literally binge watched tarot videos for what is now 8 months straight after the "special promotion" ended. Not a single, goddamned day goes by without me thinking of them, starting from the moment that I wake up.
@fairy97493 жыл бұрын
Oh my god same!! Tarot readings saved me honestly, I cannot count how many times I asked God to be taken away it was unbearable 😭😭😭
@Original-fairy1603 жыл бұрын
I’m doing that. All day everyday. I just bought my own deck so I can do more 😂
@angieellis74993 жыл бұрын
Burn some Sage!!
@GingeRenee3 жыл бұрын
Me too. Constant tarot readings to the point of spinning and more exhaustion.
@ohwhy65713 жыл бұрын
oh my god I'm not the only one holy shit I'm going fucking insane
@flooredjustfloored4 ай бұрын
WOW! Now *completely* clear that you've been there/get it. Couldn't be more grateful to have "stumbled into" your channel. Your information is eye-opening, but just as impactful to me is the community: a group of total strangers all bonded together by the same shared phenomenon.#floored
@Rubiagirl8611 ай бұрын
I started to talk to him 5 years ago and I didn't like him at all. We had always fights about our nations, history etc. And something changed 3 years later, we started to talk about ourselves. I went to his country because I always wanted to go there. I met him and.... I felt like I knew him for thousands years. It was all magical. It was just one day :( and now...for 15 months after the meeting I had obssesion and still have. It's horrible. We don't talk to each other for 3 months now because I said "enough" but it still didn't finish. I miss him like hell. I can't funtion like normal human being.
@MergingTimelines4 жыл бұрын
I feel such a relief after watching this. It’s so embarrassing 😪
@xxaf0xx4 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry I know this is so serious but the way your looking at the camera it kills me
@CyndyClemens4 жыл бұрын
Yeah.... it totally accentuates everything. I'm dying laughing/crying so hard.
@seslikitaplar9713 Жыл бұрын
After almost 5 years, I still feel that deepest agony in my heart especially I learned that he got married. I just experienced dark night of the soul again with it. Right now, I just pretend to live but it’s so painful to live with huge stone on your chest. People tell me you look bad, tired and sick all the time. I’m not good at pretending to be someone that’s not me. Things are so challenging, there’ve been maybe few days when I didn’t cry over him and in this connection within all these years. I hope everything’s gonna change in the best way for us. Thank you so much for your valuable guidance. 🌸🌿
@christopherbrown8313 Жыл бұрын
He’s not lying at all. This has been the most painful, humbling experience I’ve ever had in my life. For months I thought I was crazy or was having a mental breakdown because I couldn’t stop thinking about her. For months I was acting desperate and trying to talk to her. I couldn’t even work because while I was working I would literally break down in tears because the obsessive thinking and feelings I experienced was something I have never felt before.I remember drinking EVERYDAY just to drain the thoughts of her out of my mind and to go to sleep. I feel like if you haven’t experienced all these signs then it was just a soulmate
@user-bu7cd9hx4q5 жыл бұрын
I’m glad you mentioned the crying and obsessive thinking. I cried for him for 3 years every day. The day I met my twin the encounter could not be prevented. It was a fated meeting. I was in tears 2 weeks later from only taliking to him for 2 minutes. When I heard his voice..that was it. It went thru me. I can’t believe I’ve survived this. I lived to tell my story. Then the worst part was I could not get out of bed for 2 months after I heard his voice. This was only 2 mins. conversation. I saw my twin today. I did cry before I saw him. I saw 11 11 continuous before the encounter. I miss my twin he’s with his karmic. But I’m going into a state of denial . We’ll be together but it won’t be now.i hope it’s before I get too old. We are one soul.
@LL-lo9se5 жыл бұрын
T F I totally lost control after the loss of my TF and it was BAD. Drank bottles of wine and cried out my bedroom all night.....for a year. Threw up regularly driving to work. Even peed in my garden because I lost all dignity. Smoked so much I burned holes in my mouth. I used to stare out the window of the place we used to work together for hours wishing I was dead. I was a dead person walking. The chemical bond that we achieved together was so strong that it felt he was literally torn from me body and soul. I had to shut everything out in order to survive. It was brutal. I would not inflict a true dark night of the soul on a murderer. It’s a torture from hell. I never reacted this way with another. It’s a miracle I lived.
@LL-lo9se5 жыл бұрын
anony preying for you xx
@carissajaan73214 жыл бұрын
T F omg yes the pain... I met mine in person for 10 days and the past year and a half has been brutal... absolute hell. Heaven on earth when we were together but god the pain, I’m just coming out of it now but still long for my twin, it seems so crazy but it makes sense now.
@gwendolynburroughs24524 жыл бұрын
T F try 27 years
@user-bu7cd9hx4q4 жыл бұрын
Gwendolyn Burroughs are you together? Congratulations!!
@melissabrown51044 жыл бұрын
Yes!! The obsessive thinking is driving me crazy sometimes.
@Earthangelhealer14410 ай бұрын
I honestly wish I wasn't a Twin flame... I've begged God many times for the last 17years to make it go away!!!!!
@KaTcRaWlEy1 Жыл бұрын
I'm over here bawling through most of this video. I'm the chaser and I feel this so heavy. My heart has felt like it was being ripped out of my chest at different points this last week. Every single thing you've said in this video, I've been experiencing all of this.