Lyrics in video. Enjoy! By the way, I did not make this song, Kimya Dawson did, you can find her here www.myspace.com/kimyadawson. So, full credit goes to her :)
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@Timxmobyfan3003 жыл бұрын
the ending always gets me “youve come a long long way and you deserve to be really happy” idk why it just makes me cry
@nveon3 жыл бұрын
same
@ShilohXE16 күн бұрын
@@Timxmobyfan300 this song sucks booty
@amandaaababyyy081012 жыл бұрын
pediddle , is not a game where you get points . it's a game where if you're the last person who smacks the roof of a car when somebody sees a car with no headlight & says pediddle, you have to take an item of clothing off.
"and the christians gave me comic books as if i would be scared of burning in hell. well i was already there." i so relate to this line. God's hell can't be that much worse than this fucking planet
@spaghettoi20598 жыл бұрын
oh my god me
@wildberrymooseaj14187 жыл бұрын
those things terrfiy me :p Havoc
@chiakimorisawa52357 жыл бұрын
Jasmine K Who knows. It might be just a replay of our lives over and over again.
@supertoaster24413 жыл бұрын
Honestly nothing could be worse than this stupid planet
@shilohwhiloh96363 жыл бұрын
Very true comment, but the contrast of this cynical, "fuck-the-world" message vs your username being "MyLittlePonyFan24" made me laugh.
@K2stazh5 жыл бұрын
days filled with anxiety, thought loops, paranoia, reckless behaviour, drunken mornings, fear along with thrill, and most of all just confusion... the memories of that chapter of my life came crashing down on me when i heard this song for the first time reading the comments i see that other people can relate aswell, it's quite baffling how well this song was able to describe " it " without getting into any actual specifics
@okeoi9 ай бұрын
It's been 4 years. I get 'it'. Hope you are well~
@ryderlead3 жыл бұрын
this song feels like a metaphor for borderline personality disorder, to me at least. and it makes me feel better about my illness. i feel less alone. i mean there’s more to it than that but i feel like a lot of it reminds me of bpd.
@cptjo2 жыл бұрын
another bpd here❤️ comfort song def
@hobeone11922 жыл бұрын
I guess it's ambiguous, because I have schizophrenia and was an heavy alcoholic, I relete that to this, when I stopped drinking, I reatled this to having schizophrenia.
@dawn60822 жыл бұрын
woah hey, bpd same, and I agree
@weinerherz0g Жыл бұрын
feels exactly like bpd
@savTWU3 жыл бұрын
It’s just so crazy how this song, the more I listen to it, speaks at high volumes about the power of addiction. Every time I hear about a friend from highschool getting killed I go back to this damn song. “First I cried for him, and then I cried for me- haunted by the ghost of the girl I used to be.” Haunting.
@brittnay279 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, when I was eighteen that line didn’t hit as hard as it does at thirty.
@savTWU Жыл бұрын
@@brittnay279 turning 30 this year. I was thinking about this song a few days ago
@ahlyviamurphy95453 жыл бұрын
i remember when i was 10 or 11 i heard the " and the christians gave me comic books as if i would be scared of burning in hell well i was already there " line thinking it was so cool and edgy and now i ugly cry to this song lmao
@MyForTheWin12 жыл бұрын
"Silver pink pony" is a reference to acid!
@user-ws9ko1pu1y3 жыл бұрын
i thought it referenced her childhood toy and her first song; eleventeen
@babykillingcadillac67193 жыл бұрын
it’s a reference to her childhood stuffed animal actually
@genesys3492 жыл бұрын
youtube just asked me to rate this comment from nine years ago
@Craigmeowmeow2 жыл бұрын
@@genesys349 What did you rate it
@blakkpowa11 жыл бұрын
You must have been in that particular place at some point in your life to understand this song. And if you ask yourself which place I am talking about then you have never ever been there and you will not understand this song.
@mollyfite63947 жыл бұрын
Angela Powerr I once listened to this song and realized I related waaaaay to much. the next day I changed my entire life
@brianaclark79237 жыл бұрын
Trauma
@rhombusskullvsteal16 жыл бұрын
homeless alcoholic? Ptsd? Depression? If that's what you mean I've been there.
@paiger50255 жыл бұрын
If they don't understand this song, I think that's kind of a good thing
@keithstone13214 жыл бұрын
Oh aren't you special shut the fuck up we all have our own feelings and interpretations
@Cjthehybridmix10 жыл бұрын
It makes me kinda sad that when I first listened to this song I was around 9 or 10 and I understood the meaning.... and now that I'm 15 I understand it more and more.... idk if that's sad or not...
@yeahno10169 жыл бұрын
If you understood this at 9 well that's impressive.
@mykah93334 жыл бұрын
I'm only 14..
@Vilevic6664 жыл бұрын
Damn now ur about 21
@ghostwarriorcats3 жыл бұрын
hey im in the same boat i listened to this song when i was 11 and im 20 now and it gets more relatable every time i come back to it.
@pencil99703 жыл бұрын
I'm 14 :)
@xXxLax4LifexXx9 жыл бұрын
So if anyone is wondering about picking this song and the tabs, this is my rendition:) Em-G-D-Em 1-2-3-4 (loop whole song) I play it in triplets with my first finger on the 3rd string and second finger on the 2nd string. Using my thumb as the hook/downbeat, alternate between the 6th and 5th. So Em-6,3,2/5,3,2. Next chord, G, same thing. On the D and following Em the only thing i do different is drop my thumb to the 5th and 4th string. On the fourth note you will already be in the right chord so just move your thumb back up to 6 and 5. I hope i explained that well, im still a begginer. Peace!
@asthmaticandgay80678 жыл бұрын
Thanks!
@stardivinity41128 жыл бұрын
tysm!!
@Noellesweetheart5 жыл бұрын
Tyyy
@superradicaLlll2 жыл бұрын
hs
@sethv48882 жыл бұрын
Why tf does this remind me of my dad? Update (April of 2022): apparently he's doing much better and he even has his own car and apartment and stuff! I know it doesn't matter to anyone who might be reading this but Im just really happy about the fact I might get to see him again! Thanks for reading if you did :)
@CANINETHEROPY2 жыл бұрын
That's so good! :D
@CHRISTOPHERSTEWARTHAIRDRESSING Жыл бұрын
I hope you got to make the trip
@sethv48889 ай бұрын
i didn't lol. thanks though@@CHRISTOPHERSTEWARTHAIRDRESSING
@Chris.tall_ball3 жыл бұрын
Years later its still such a great song its definitely a comfort song for me
@jemleighton-scholes481 Жыл бұрын
omg gay same
@brianaclark79237 жыл бұрын
You’ve come a long, long way and you deserve to be really happy
@kmb361 Жыл бұрын
:(
@boredanarchist75313 жыл бұрын
This song feels like crying in the back fo your father's van while comforting your suicidal older sister, but crying quiet and smal so she doesnt notice and feel bad. It feels like looking back at your childhood and noticing the fucked up shit, its like realizing you were only a child and basically still are. It's like seeing everything around you break and not being sure whether to hate or love yourself. It feels like not recognizing yourself in the mirror and knowing your past self would cry for you and enjoy to read your story at an age where they shouldn't. Realizing you have become a book your 9 year old self would have loved but your 9 year old self was into tragic stories about mental illness.
@mantickore99279 жыл бұрын
I relate to this song quite a bit, I see it as a story on abuse of all sorts. I've been emotionally and verbally abused, so I cant help but tear up when I listen to it at times.
@Muertisema2 жыл бұрын
@@xxicareformyselfandmylovle9582 im sorry, I hope you are or will be away from anyone that has hurt you
@StarlucarioStar110 жыл бұрын
This is actually a really depressing song jeesh...
@tracysmith1529 жыл бұрын
This is one of the darkest songs I know..........
@jacobblackburn61584 жыл бұрын
Colour of my Bloody Nose - Possessed by Paul James
@rowancrowder32594 жыл бұрын
@@jacobblackburn6158 thanks
@gayraccoongod27043 жыл бұрын
Rocks w holes
@ieatplasticandNOBODYcanstopme29 күн бұрын
are you exaggerating or was there something in the meaning of the song I missed....
@tishtishes7 жыл бұрын
i remember finding this song when i was about nine or ten, and i absolutely loved it. i understood everything but the neighbor part for some odd reason. i just found it again when i was going through my old KZbin account's history, and im still pretty compelled on how i enjoyed a song so dark when i was barely in fourth grade. anyways, i was super excited when i found it again and it brought back a lot of memories. i love this song so much, and it's slightly confusing because i usually don't like dark songs like this. oh well! it's a great song.
@phos_pho_phy_llite_____58523 жыл бұрын
years later and this song still holds up.
@jackwalten71223 жыл бұрын
this very much feels like my fathers bipolar and suicidal tendencies. he was a severe alcoholic and opioid abuser, he also attempted suicide many times. at the same time i relate to this song with my adhd, odd, and ptsd. this song explains what my mind is; just a bunch of jumbled up words and scenarios i still quite can't understand yet.
@kidzaresosmall11 жыл бұрын
That song hit home a lot harder than it should have.
@ghostwarriorcats3 жыл бұрын
doesnt matter whats happening in my life i always come back to this song when my depression starts again. this song is what i sing to express my frustrations and sadness to the world. been listening to this song since i was 11 that someone animated to, im 20 now and i still love this song and it just holds up more the older i get.
@exsanguinateds6 жыл бұрын
I havent heard this song in years and i just got in a fight with my boyfriend over the phone and listened to it and it made me cry.
@jessrogers724410 ай бұрын
my gosh. the trap of mental illness and addiction is just too real in this. I went to rehab during COVID and almost died beforehand. I feel this so deeply.
@y0MamA1234510 жыл бұрын
She calls the Bible a Comic Book. Like God Damn Kimya marry me.,...........
@WeedGoRawr10 жыл бұрын
Actually i think she's talking about those comic books the christians give out that depict stories in the bible and tell you all the ways you can go to hell. But, regardless, I want her to be married to me.
@TheNickleChick5 жыл бұрын
Chick Tract. Look it up.
@samtank75994 жыл бұрын
I think it’s more about the jehova pamphlets tho
@keithstone13214 жыл бұрын
@@WeedGoRawr your right
@nveon3 жыл бұрын
still a huge comfort song
@ghoul30704 жыл бұрын
Raise your hand if you came for the religious trauma part because while you respect other religious beliefs Christianity/Catholicism messed you up bad and this is now ur only comfort ‘v’
@ghoul30704 жыл бұрын
I’ll go first, 🤚🤚🤚🤚🤚
@kea79703 жыл бұрын
🙋♀️
@CANINETHEROPY2 жыл бұрын
🤚
@kayleestickler14537 ай бұрын
✋️
@bistroid2 жыл бұрын
To all the older comments on this video, I hope you guys are doing better now. You deserve so much And even if you're here again because you're not, it's okay, you got this. I promise
@CHRISTOPHERSTEWARTHAIRDRESSING Жыл бұрын
And your comment has just made my night - keep the head up folks and support everyone as their thanks might be the wee boost you need - take it 1 day at a time - peace and love to u all
@thefoxandthehound813 жыл бұрын
reminds me of thursdays in august and i cant describe why
@claricelorraine16596 жыл бұрын
I'm going to regret commenting this but I used to be different Innocent Normal But then I had a friend who was older than me, I smoked weed, I became an alcoholic, and I became an addict to cigarettes. Now I'm 13 and I'm still trying to be better.... this song helps a lot...
@seraphimboys36995 жыл бұрын
Jeez, how old were you?
@mykah93334 жыл бұрын
You're like-14 now. Damn...you were way too young for that. Shame on your friend. I hope things get better for you..
@dudewithdahoodie73823 жыл бұрын
Jesus christ, I now I'm just a stranger from the internet, but I really hope you feel better now ❤
@disco83273 жыл бұрын
Hey, I know this was from two years ago, but I hope you're doing better now
@boredanarchist75313 жыл бұрын
I hope you are better now liven only a year younger then so I really hope that kiddo
@greeneyedlover3 ай бұрын
„You deserve to be really happy“ Hits so hard
@pixieties14833 жыл бұрын
when i was 13 i listened to this song for the first time and was mildly disgusted by it, now two years later i cant relate to any other song more. :”)
@volume91644 жыл бұрын
If anyone wants to sit with me somewhere outside at night while listening to my playlist I’m down :)
@gray40613 жыл бұрын
Yes pls
@americanus_ursus3 жыл бұрын
Have y’all noticed that Silver Pink Ponies are always a metaphor for death in her songs? It’s kind of obvious but I think it’s cool.
@gooplick17963 жыл бұрын
It's my mental breakdown and I get to choose the music
@Itsavaaahaha10 ай бұрын
“Haunted by the ghost of the girl I used to be” that hits hard
@thel0n3lytramp635 жыл бұрын
This song is just amazing!!
@DeadAndDancing2BOTDF12 жыл бұрын
hauted by the girl i used to be. yep thats me.
@sillyguyinthecomments3 жыл бұрын
i relate to this song and i honestly don't know why.
@davibabi0511 жыл бұрын
Are you sure? She refers to Silver pink ponies in a few other of her songs, but they seem like angels in those ones.
@sutatdgb16414 ай бұрын
Sounds like a metaphor for innocence and childhood which would be her angels
@tall.as.the_trees Жыл бұрын
This hits different on loop at 4:47 am with a 5 year old broken, used airpod at 16% as a teenager
@punkyfairyyy2 жыл бұрын
being unmedicated always starts to feel like this song.
@TheBlondeOneisEpic8 жыл бұрын
chords are Em, G, D, Em
@Legomovie9703 жыл бұрын
Capo on 2nd fret
@oliviasenyszyn942 жыл бұрын
this will always be my favourite song
@computernumber44583 жыл бұрын
i can’t describe how i feel
@MrYiPps2 жыл бұрын
Your pfp says it all
@slushy7112 жыл бұрын
@@MrYiPps lmaoo true
@cryptidcoyote62368 жыл бұрын
shit this hurts
@opmcjustin8 жыл бұрын
+Binnie Katt i feel you...
@probablyaxenomorph53754 жыл бұрын
The first time I heard this song (or even heard of Kimya Dawson) was at an AJJ show. She also played Daniel/Baby Boy and fuck, that shit hit hard.
@skittlehappymatt12 жыл бұрын
My boyfriend showed me this song last week and I'm IN LOVE with it. So true that it hurts.
@lylyq1393 ай бұрын
one of the best songs ive ever listened to
@sexycrackwhore5596 жыл бұрын
I just found this song like 2days ago and I don’t know why but like I really like it my 10-11 year old self would like this song also
@catify75513 жыл бұрын
i'm 11 and i like it lmao
@Mymusiclibrary619 Жыл бұрын
This still hits fresh as it did more than a decade ago
@MrLollyCube13 жыл бұрын
I have no idea why I like this so much...
@sylenz65374 жыл бұрын
wow its been already 10 years
@fffbl Жыл бұрын
I always come here to remind me what how Kimya songs are so pure and true. Thank you Kimya.
@leah-du5le5 жыл бұрын
this song is so depressing but I love it.
@Darwinstheoryofevolution10 ай бұрын
My top song on spotify wrapped, and ive played it for my family. It just tickled my brain in the right way, its also like really deep and i vibe w that
@Area_51_YTАй бұрын
my older showed me this song when i was younger, shits fire
@alexis92122 жыл бұрын
This song resonates with me more and more every time I listen to this. Usually listen to this song when my craves come around.
@Zzz-dy7mh3 жыл бұрын
Pov: u came here just for the "and the christians gave me comic books as if i would be scared of burning in hell. Well i was already there."
@emscollins1913 жыл бұрын
I love this song, it tells her own story with metaphors. She said in interview that this song explained why she has stopped to drink and doing drugs.
@evangeline30963 жыл бұрын
one of the best songs
@xxicareformyselfandmylovle95822 жыл бұрын
I randomly had the urge to make myself puk3 while watching this.. I already wanna do that everytime I eat but even more this time
@mariaaaaa05254 жыл бұрын
this song hits too close to home for me
@kakashi07933 жыл бұрын
Me too.
@InnerSailor13 жыл бұрын
You said "your gross my darling " i said NO i'm rock and roll
@Therandomman121313 жыл бұрын
I feel more miserable about my life when she just made that song and tore my happiness apart leaving me with nothing but sadness
@SadFemboy2 жыл бұрын
Been listening to this since middleschool man, shit is crazy
@slushy7112 жыл бұрын
haha same i loved this song in year 6/7 and listening to it every day and next year i will be in year 9 lol
@xx6ra6wr6xx111 жыл бұрын
The shits deep...
@gamersquidtv50004 жыл бұрын
Cant listen to kimya without crying
@winurpop4 жыл бұрын
If I ever K*ll myself, please play this for me. Please play this to everyone who hurt me. So they know how much they fucking bad I felt because of them. Tell my Rabbit I loved him and he was one of the only things keeping me alive. Tell my best friends that I'll never forget them.
@jigsawyouth13122 жыл бұрын
Hey I really hope you're doing alright
@shealynnp62633 жыл бұрын
If anyone wants to know MySpace is still up and running 👹✋
@andrxies5 ай бұрын
1:58 - 2:33 my fave part
@spaceboy99027 жыл бұрын
I relate to this but then it feels like she's mad at me because I act like a teenager and had a problem putting down the LSD for a while lmao
@MsLadyTokyo12 жыл бұрын
sick song man.
@vinhobarato70176 жыл бұрын
any alcoholic you'll understand this
@kakashi07933 жыл бұрын
i have trauma with my fathers drunken abuse and i have abused as well this song means so much to me especially the end.
@lillytheartist10099 жыл бұрын
I used to sing this all the time-
@michaeladoodlez97093 жыл бұрын
i love this song a lot
@kangel_lover444 ай бұрын
i was 12 when i found this being groomed by two people my "girlfriend" (who was 18) cheated on me with her groomer and broke me mentally for a month striaght till she finally got rid of them dont worry she went back to them many times and it got worse
@lolgacha3217Ай бұрын
“Haunted by the ghost of the girl I used to be” holy
@Shadowfang103112 жыл бұрын
Is it weird that when the lyrics "the silver pink pony kisses me..." played i was on facebook and a picture of Pinkie pie popped up
@mikasonntag83024 жыл бұрын
My alcoholic, bipolar, depressed ass can high key relate to this
@mindlessponge212 жыл бұрын
I wish I could download that song
@boredanarchist75313 жыл бұрын
They have it on spotify now
@d.c.88283 жыл бұрын
What a song.
@ronoc627 Жыл бұрын
Ohh wow so thats how it is feeling all my feelings 😮❤ words fall short of how moving, loving and relatable this song 🎵 first time hearing it today and I needed it 😅
@nveon3 жыл бұрын
Back again
@adrienbrody6778 Жыл бұрын
“First I cried for him and then I cried for me, haunted by the ghost of the girl I used to be” damn.
@Zecke-ck6eh4 жыл бұрын
i have decided this feels exactly like the time my mom kicked me out and i got an alcohol addiction
@sk8rgirllovessk8rboi13 жыл бұрын
the song tells a story
@foundationsofdegay3 ай бұрын
im incredibly depressed. but thanks to kimya, things are a little better :-]
@reel2real511 жыл бұрын
I'm finding it difficult to even guess at how many times I've watched this video
@catnipcorpse8172 жыл бұрын
Feels bad man
@BipolarBear_pen156 жыл бұрын
Such a weird song, but it sounds great
@zoyaamardhani89422 ай бұрын
i love this song but im 14 years late❤❤❤❤
@thelaughingman11111 жыл бұрын
listening to this song while trying to remember wut i did last night....
@marz52623 жыл бұрын
i get it now
@amberquinby24742 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of wearing skinny jeans and laying in corn fields drunk in 2013.
@gray40613 жыл бұрын
Smells like freshly cut onions and religious and childhood trauma
@owowhatsthis76055 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of Sally face
@Alexmercer24613 жыл бұрын
Just listening to the word beer said a lot,i am drunk already
@Caraannmarie11 жыл бұрын
I love this song but I have yet to find out what it means...
@kakashi07933 жыл бұрын
sometimes its better to not know
@jackwalten71223 жыл бұрын
it's about substance abuse, borderline personality disorder + bipolar disorder, and trauma.
@kakashi07933 жыл бұрын
@@jackwalten7122 Felix sold me your kids they will be at K9 in 2-3 buisness days
@jackwalten71223 жыл бұрын
@@kakashi0793 give me my children
@kakashi07933 жыл бұрын
@@jackwalten7122 2-3 Buisness days jack. Fedex ground can only go so fast
@colejohnson93652 жыл бұрын
i love this song, its so relatable, especially since I've been drinking wine