The blue - Winter Depression ( Lyrics )

The blue - Winter Depression :
( lyrics )
Sitting in the living room, didn’t turn the lights on , having a conversation with myself
What would happen if, i go back in time and, fix my problems that I’ve never solved
Would I be happier, than accept that it’s my fault, and apologize to myself
But i’m sitting in that corner of my living room
Where i tried to end the conversations in my mind
I said that it’s not a big deal but i was laughing at myself
Every time the weather gets cold, i know what it is.
Winter depression,that’s what I thought
If i was more honest, it’s my fault
I hate my mind, so I took some pills
And i hate my body, so I skipped my meals
I drank my coffee to not feel hungry but that never worked
So i stepped into the kitchen and washed all the dishes instead of eating anything
So I won’t feel guilty, but I still feel guilty
But i’m sitting in that corner of my living room
Where i tried to end the conversations in my mind
I said that it’s not a big deal but i was laughing at myself
Every time the weather gets cold, i know what it is.
Winter depression, that’s what I thought
If i was more honest, it’s my fault
It’s my fault
Yeah, it’s my fault
It’s my own fault
Yeah, it’s my own thoughts
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So sad but don't let depression overcome your mind power. Mama loves you sweetie. 💗