Judges 16:30...the dead which he slew at his death were more than they which he slew in his life. Selah. Premeditated murder by somebody who was hurt by people. He was pushed beyond the limit. He thought about the pain that was inflicted on him by humans not God. He thought of a way to pay them back. The pain people inflict on you and say it is God/satan that inflicted the pain. We see people, not God, not satan. Certain level of trauma lasts a life time, I read. When you daily wake up and see people who wanted you dead in the name of the Lord.