The Dark Night of The Soul (Losing Who We Thought We Were)

[@tanisshefer9069]

The way you explain and teach things is amazing!!! Thank you for your amazing guidance:)

[@officialthealchemist]

🔥💖🔥

[@nataliaa1129]

YES I CAN CONFIRM THAT ❤️. I FEEL BETTER NOW. This is so amazing how you can explain all these things. Your voice is amazing!!! I'm very thankful for you. Last minute was very powerful! I feel that my energy is recovering right now 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 Thank you

[@pittyj369]

Is anyone in the know ?

[@tstyleartistry]

👍🏾

[@ripme6616]

@@officialthealchemist all those with a capricorn moon just come out of a extended decade dark night of the Soul

[@bobpaff4187]

A spouse’s betrayal, a business partner’s corruption, the death of a child, I’ve gone through all these dark nights of the soul. These dark nights can be extremely painful and difficult. They are different for all of us.

[@makenamakena316]

those events, I might say, aren't the dark night of the soul perse, but are what might tip us into the dark night of the soul...

[@Myob8]

@@makenamakena316I think she is well aware of this, l related and that is exactly how a dark night of the soul may begin. Whats your take?

[@sarahdawn5076]

I’m at what I’m perceiving to be the end of my dark night of the soul. My faith system obliterated, reconstructed. My physical body literally expanding causing breaks in my skin in order to accommodate, my scalp opened and all the hair that I thought I had lost with stress and poor health regrew within days

[@magick_jim]

Awesome 🔮💚

[@rileydavidjesus]

Yup

[@Anita-hl5qj]

Thank you for mentioning skin issues ✨️

[@kittlafem774]

i have been having unusual skin thing too! I also started a thing out of the blue that I've never done before and it has been so helpful- I got a high quality skin OIL blend and I stopped really using a bunch of soap and I put the oil on. For example ,On my face I massage the oil in and I realized I'm releasing blockages and swallowing a lot of... uggg phlemg maybe ew... and i end up massaging my ears and pinching them in spots. and I do this on all diff parts of my body that I just be quiet and listen I sorda just get the idea of where to go and what to do. the oil helps me anyway. hope it can maybe help you too!

[@brinta19]

Me too. Seems to me like I am on the tail end of my DNOTS. And I gained sooooo much weight in one year it is not even funny. Wonder if anyone can tell me if the weight actually drops back once we are totally out of the DNOTS.

[@SagiCatMagic]

It sucks going through this shit when you're trying to work and earn a living.

[@BRodz-cz6ri]

I’ve been crying nonstop for months. This would be my second round I’m in financial debt I love my partner but no longer feel he’s the right person for me I feel like I’m settling for less I’m so confused I’m lost after 4 years of deep spiritual inner work

[@gabbyyyyyyy]

I feel the same :(

[@persianprincess90]

You are not alone. ♥️

[@amaeveee]

It’s been 2 years for me, feeling very lost too, you’re not alone x

[@jeffreygalket5883]

God, mine just started. I can’t imagine going through this for years.

[@AmyW133]

Your Spirit guides and Angels are always around you. You can always call upon them for help! Much love 💜

[@ArtByHazel]

A dark night of the soul is essential to break free from the false self, childhood conditioning and limiting beliefs so we can be free, wiser, happier, healthier and wealthier. The ego is a tricker. The unknown is where magic lies where true foundation is anchored. It sucks to go t through creative process. The expansion from our Higher Consciousness instead of resisting. Thank you.

[@Team-iv5uo]

The Dark night of the soul was a life changing experience. I went through several dark nights of the soul. I went through ego death, identity lose, and a full blown crisis that created a phoenix.

[@lourdesvasquez4136]

DID YOU have a kundalini energetic awakening ?

[@danielmaynard2946]

Don't fear the dark, because without it ,light simply doesn't exist .

[@Th3BigBoy]

Where are you getting that from?

[@danielmaynard2946]

​@@Th3BigBoy At the risk of repeating myself I realised that I put your reply in the comments section. It just a ying,yang thing, light/dark,good/evil. Theory of opposites etc.

[@SpiritualBeingSpiritualJ-ow6pt]

@@danielmaynard2946 Darkness is not the opposite of light, it is the absence of light. Light overcomes darkness but all the darkness in the world can't extinguish even the smallest candle light

[@danielmaynard2946]

​​@@SpiritualBeingSpiritualJ-ow6pt Hello, thanks for your reply, I agree 100% I was speaking metaphorically, say if we lived in a totally utopian existence full of light we would become blind to it eventually, we meed the contrast.🙂

[@penniroyal4398]

No that isn’t necessarily true because we live in duality, light/ dark, good/evil when we release our physical body we enter into another dimension and the truth is we really don’t know what that is until we get there.

[@evantochydlowski4787]

What you said about there being several dark nights of the soul is so true! In the beginning of my awakening I had a very intense and excruciating dark night of the soul. And after that was over, I thought my suffering was done. However as I have progressed on my journey I have experienced several more dark nights, but of lesser and lesser intensity and duration. Even now as I type this comment I am exiting another mini dark night of the soul where my physical body was sick and I was purging even more negative beliefs and imprints in my subconscious mind. I think it's a great point and can be very helpful to be aware that the dark night is cyclical and can come back several times within a lifetime as we learn to master our energy, work out negative karma, and live more deeply in a surrendered state. Great content as always! Thank you

[@amaeveee]

Thankyou for this comment :)

[@sourcehealing82]

I feel that I am in the middle of another dark night but it's nowhere near the first one I had in 2020. I get scared and forget this process sometimes and these videos remind me that I'm ok where I'm at.

[@aml8760]

Same

[@geregg007]

Right on, I'm going through a mini dark night but not in the same arena as the first one, also you know what's happening on the subsequent smaller ones because of the darkness and pain you've been through. Trusting in the process yoga and meditation in the morning is the way forward.

[@Dolphin369]

“Stagnant energies become calcified into egoic structures, where the light of our higher self can’t penetrate our beings”. Excellent words Sarah

[@glenncbjones]

Sarah Sensei, Fellow Devotees, Thought I’d pop in early here with my egomaniacal motor mouth, though a little tardy from cleaning the tears off my glasses! I’m going to tear up my prepared speech and just blurt out how much I love you all, you varied children of infinite glad fineness! Genuine souls are so full of holes, but ain’t you all smack dab full of why we came here? And why we’re leaving! Call me crazy (call me anything but late for dinner!), but certainly we must cleanse and bless these sad spaces before we make a departure… I think I’m speaking for many when I say that each new post seems to exponentially factor upon those preceding! Not “smoke and mirrors,” but “smoke and ash!” Powerful stuff, and we’ll no longer ever settle for less (or, I expect, need to!)… Solid love and joy to you all! - Namaste, Glenn

[@annamolina2627]

Thank you Glenn. Love and peace

[@glenncbjones]

@@annamolina2627 Blessings and love to you Anna! - Namaste, Glenn

[@Brendon_Xu_The_Big_B]

I had a conversation with my family last night about finding the purpose in life and I asked many existential questions about our lives. They just want me to follow the typical norm of getting a degree, find a job, make a living for life. Recently, I had a spiritual awakening and everything I believed is crumbling down. I just feel like nothing even matters to me anymore. I just want to disassociate from the society to live in peace and be aligned with my true authentic self. Everybody calls me crazy. Eventually, the conversation turned into a heated argument, It was literally so depressing that I ended up leaving the room in tears. Later, I ended up spending the rest of the night alone in my room and spent a long time doing meditation to release the negativity. Deep down, I do trust the process. It is all a part of the transformation for the greater good, if somebody can relate to this, I just want to say keep moving forward, the universe will reward those that dares to follow their hearts! Peace! 🙏

[@SanctifiedLady]

Thank you for your kind words. It’s very difficult to try to explain to the common man about our knowledge… they are just not there. ❤

[@Myob8]

Thank you I hear you loud and clear. No, you are not crazy you mob simply don’t understand or otherwise are deflecting. It’s also their way of remaining possibly oblivious and avoidant

[@gracesanity6314]

Ego will say your awakened and their not. We are starseeds etc, etc. I have been humbled from my experience. Brought to my knees in despair. As l was very egotestic. Full of programming by society. Deep depression followed. I would never call myself awakened. Yes lighter of defences. I just feel humbled and aware ...l know nothing. Nothing.

[@user-hp6ni2kn6k]

It is so well explained, thank you! It is so helpful for the people to understand more about. My dark night of the soul happened exactly when I realized I was trapped in a toxic marriage, it was devastating, because I thought that I've built the family that I've dreamed of and it was extremely hard to realize that everything will fall apart, more than that, getting out of the toxicity seemed impossible, especially when kids are involved. I remember it happened during the night, intense shakings in the bed and I even called an ambulance in the morning, it was too much for the brain to handle, intense headaches...couple of days later, like never before...I just surrendered. Right after that, somehow, I felt like guidance on each step I was doing in my life, every single day... couldn't find the logic of my actions, but was for my best. Today I feel so happy, I took my power and freedom back and the divorce process went better than I thought. I know for sure that I'm not alone. There is something greater behind!❤

[@NeonSol11]

I went through my dark night of the soul back in 2016. Changed me forever and I am still astonished to this day.

[@looper2586]

That's a facepalm comment tbh

[@SethGavriel111]

This is all EXACTLY I have gone through and am going through now. And it’s brutal

[@jacelo]

How are you doing?

[@muscovadomovement]

Smiling and nodding the entire time. That expansive shredding and illusion vacuuming process was sooo brutal. On my darkest existential crisis days where everything felt unreal, I'd repeat to myself, " There's no good or bad, just love, just true." Thank you for working on your Birthday- this is my favorite video to date!

[@muscovadomovement]

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[@chrystalva5818]

It feels like my entire life has been a dark night of the soul with from time to time a little break here and there just get enough energy before throwing me in the turmoil of this human experience again. At this time, I am surrendering to the surrendering state, my brain fried by obsoletes useless thoughts and leftover pieces of believe systems , experimenting the void and a glimpse of how boring eternity might feels.

[@stevenorellano2039]

Yes, I'm stuck. But also stuck and failing because the depression has destroyed my finances and opportunities to do what I want in life. I'm hardly holding on.

[@morriahmcdonald4040]

"A very fragile mind cannot stand to be challenged." Excellent quote.

[@soulstar2401]

oh Lord, thank you for helping me die peacefully!

[@Trax_travels]

Mine has been dragging on since my Saturn Return happened in January 2020. I went from being at my highest ever ( in a material sense) to losing almost everything. I got out with some sanity and calm and spent some time to rethink my life, But am back in it and wondering when I'll find direction again. I've never been this lost/confused about my place and purpose in life. I'm at the surrender point and can't say much else beyond that. Something higher is at play, but i don't know how far it's going to continue to push me down...Ive sat in silence, asked for signs, and i'm still waiting. I need a breakthrough.

[@KropzUncensored]

I'm in a similar situation myself. Mine has been going since January 2021, never felt so lost and confused with my direction and purpose in life. So many things have collapsed and i'm not really sure how to put everything back together. I've been trying to surrender, but at the same time so much action is needed. It's a difficult time

[@Trax_travels]

@@KropzUncensored I finally got a breakthrough about a month after writing this and am slowly but surely rebuilding. Definitely wishing you the best. I think what’s key is doing everything you can to improve your situation and wait until your destiny brings you your first stepping stone. Sometimes it’s bigger than you and there’s nothing you can do to speed it up.

[@KropzUncensored]

@@Trax_travels That's great man congratulations on your breakthrough and thanks for wishing me the best. I do believe that this is a transformation period for myself and making continuous steps towards improvement in all areas that need addressing is definitely key. Just have to persist.

[@sierra6haskay]

Yo same, about December 2020 after my daughter was born. I was self sufficient, had a good job my own place paid off car and 20k in my 401k and now I have literally nothing and am basically homeless 🙃🙃🙃🙃 I just want it to end I want to feel like I'm in control of/living my life again ;( I hope you make it out of this sooner rather than later ♥️

[@Trax_travels]

@@sierra6haskay sending you the best intentions. Do take each day one at a time and focus on doing what you can to try and improve your situation, a breakthrough will happen when it’s supposed to but it will only happen if you’re trying to breakthrough. I got a good job a few months ago which was the first breakthrough for me in 2 years. I sent out almost 200 applications to get it. But my trials aren’t over. I’m doing my best to continue moving toward where I’m destined to be. Not really sure where that is, but I know that it’s not where I am now, although my current state is a part of the journey.

[@notahouse]

Very well said, as we all know everyone's journey is different and some are just beginning and some have been on the path a very long time. We learn from each other by sharing our experiences which sometimes makes us feel as if we have taken off all our cloths. We use different concepts to mean the same thing and a lot is in the wording. On my continuous journey BALANCE has been the key in the integration process and has been presented in a non threatening yet convincing state of awareness. I believe this is why the Ego chose to work in tandem with the (HS) Higher-self realizing a fact that benefits all, it's always been ONE. It's like playing a video game and starting off with the core attributes of a Mage and yet through the perspective of nature/nurture putting experience points in a Fighter. This has gotten you all through life and has served it's purpose. This integration causes your true core attributes to begin exhibiting themselves and all the work that was being done on the other side comes forth as if pieces on a chessboard are being moved for your benefit without knowing. We're not taught that we have all the help and everything we need for this journey within us from the beginning and most never ever realize that. When you begin standing as your truest self you realize that that's your natural state and others see it also as you begin the make the outside reflect the inside. It's as if you begin manipulating the world and others around you to align with your purpose as the flow which connects us all brings that to fruition. We should never let the outside dictate the inside but in this 3D that's the trap that most of us get caught up in. Eventually in that letting go process we realize the pieces of the puzzle have always been there right in front of us but the nature of this realm is to keep us in a state of distraction and most of our distractions we have created and also enjoy. Working with the HS allows us perceive things through a different childlike lens and creates a newness through curiosity as it begins the process of healing. It reminds me of the poem "Footprints in the Sand" and I came to realize that I don't have to move mountains because the mountains already know to move and that we have never been alone. The game is meant to be played yet most are sitting on the sideline letting the game play them day in and day out blindly caught up in others intentions and having none of their own wondering how they've gotten to that place. Our true intentions become known through the HS and once that connection is made it begins to resonate throughout our entire being. The journey sometimes can be overwhelming and has it's ups and down like a wave or vibration but begins to become more narrow over time as the waves begin to overlap. It's like that feeling that Neo has in the Matrix of feeling overwhelmed by the machines and Trinity says "I got you" and when you hear your HS say that you know you can accomplish anything. Just wanted to share an experience that no one will probably read and sometimes it's more so for us then anything. It was said in a movie "Life is tough, that's the default setting" and that resonated so much and I say if we're not here leveling up then what are we doing? As hard as it might seem it's a blessing to even begin the process and as the past has shown us not many choose the path or are even given the option in their lives. It makes one grateful and thankful for existing and you realize you wouldn't change one second of this ride because it's gotten you to exactly where you are today! Good luck everybody, this is the best time to be alive and let's remember to live in it and not just through it. 🙏💖🙏

[@andrewcanady6644]

Appreciate all that. All well said. Thanks.

[@julamasivi]

👏🏾 well said

[@friendlyperson8338]

Superior perception! Thank you.

[@funked4life1]

Very much like how you articulated what you wrote here, spot on indeed 💯

[@Jasmine-ff6ss]

Whoever you are writing this lovely excerpt, I am high as fuck right now and reading that really resonated with me and put me at ease with this tiny fraction of my existence so, thanks

[@ryanferguson3769]

I’m right here, had one massive actual painful death like something got ripped out through my chest, now I’m in a place where old patters are trying to play out but my new mindset and vibration keeps fighting against it. I’m pretty back n forth, the new vibration feels amazing and when I slip back into the ego I feel sick and foggy, tired and irritated. It’s getting less n less frequent but it still fighting

[@liesapalacios6678]

I’ve been going through this since 2012. I’m finally understanding these past two years what I’ve been going through. It’s been a very rough ride and I’m thankful to have been able to experience and understand this beautiful transformation. Thank you for this wonderful explanation.

[@kellylubas]

It was like I was watching Pieces of myself falling away

[@anniecrazyhorse6820]

You are AMAZING! Thank you for coming to Earth sister.ALL my LOVE from Greece💖💖💖💖💖💖😍😍😍🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@officialthealchemist]

🔥🙏🏼🔥

[@diamondunicorn2421]

Religion started my dark knight of the soul. Exiting out of it, caused years of seeking truth and no longer believing like she said , things that no longer serve us. I also love the way you explained Ego.

[@angellaharris1828]

I have experienced this also

[@lorenzocardenas5071]

Lmao mines was the opposite. Came back to it.

[@zacara8469]

@@lorenzocardenas5071 same

[@sangsmanrangnarson]

@@lorenzocardenas5071 same I was an atheist for 14 years had dark night same back to it but with a more open mind towards other beliefs.

[@Cynthea-y4e]

woW ! You broke this down so well . Please make new videos this taught me so much about my dark night last evening.

[@veronikapereseina1506]

Went through several dark nights of the soul since my awakening in 2017, like waves, sooo hard

[@yogagirl33]

The quarantine forced me to have mine. I sold my condo, quit my job and needed a break from my husband lol

[@malexaize]

Yep many many dark nights. I so appreciate this wisdom 🙏💕💫

[@officialthealchemist]

💖💫

[@jaminsangster2637]

Oh man, to have had this advice during my first dark night of the soul would have been invaluable. It was, however, most likely best for me to have been thrown into such unknowing that I had no choice but to figure it out. I hope there are teens and young adults who find your videos and resonate with them enough to listen and understand. I was so resistant to surrender, my ego was my identity as a youth and this first dark night had me convinced that I was actually dying. Lots of panic attacks and deep sadness, depression and confusion. I can’t say that I would change it but I do wish others divine guidance on their journeys and to know that surrender really is key to less friction within this process.

[@officialthealchemist]

Much love!🔥💖🔥

[@sabg3233]

This is so beautiful, you are so beautiful. I cried nearly the whole video and I am so grateful for this content, the confirmation of my journey and I am as well so grateful that I am able to experience the dark night and to now prepare for each dark night to come. 💜

[@111111111Tiger]

I experienced the Dark night Of The Soul over 20 yrs ago. I have heard many try to describe the "dark knight of the soul". You win the award for doing the best job. The EGO is the enabler of the game of 3D. It isn't BAD. We couldn't pretend to be separate from all that is without an EGO.

[@Davesgotitmade]

Everything you post is so on point with my spiritual evolution and resonates with me completely. The lessons we learn from our personal experiences should be shared and honored, not hidden in guilt or shame due to other people's lack of awareness and understanding. It's so sad that our experiences are condemned by others when each individual's journey is unique and meant to learn from. If everyone felt comfortable sharing their truth we would all be so much wiser and grow through each other's experiences instead of living in fear of judgment from others because everyone thinks their view of life is accurate, when in reality we each hold a piece of the truth.

[@whatweshouldknow5648]

I've never had a prob sharing. Have always been an extrovert but lately I've been more introverted.

[@tina74166]

Wonderful Comment @David Conway!💗

[@Davesgotitmade]

@@tina74166 Thank U! 💙

[@tina74166]

@@Davesgotitmade 💙

[@presleyfarzam2173]

As always, your videos are not only perfectly comprehensive and descriptive, but the synchronicity and divine timing is profound. Just minutes before you posted this my friend was telling me about letting go of her past self. What’s unbelievable is she also happens to be named Sarah and is gay.

[@officialthealchemist]

😹💖💫

[@user-dc4kq8vl4e]

@@officialthealchemist For me it felt like i had an identity crisis happened a 2 week ago.

[@cjstarmonkey73]

My entire life has been one long "dark night of the soul"! The last several years has emphasized it. Bring it on! 😉😉✌🙏🖖🤙🌈🃏⭐🐒G.A.P. Kin 88, yellow planetary star

[@nicholasbailey4524]

😁 , yes indeed. -blue self-existing night

[@cjstarmonkey73]

@@nicholasbailey4524 😃. Exciting times! Portal up!

[@LovebeesOrSakhet]

"The More Sincere We become along Our Journey, Nothing can Stop Us... The Less Sincere We are, Nothing can Help Us". Damn. That hit hard. 😳💯👏😎

[@SanctifiedLady]

10:19 go deep into surrender, just let it fall away knowing you will be totally fine

[@joemichaels9342]

Excellent video, I'm still in the dark night of the of the soul but I have feeling I'm near the end and a transformation of my spirit will be done

[@cameliaturda6472]

Well , finaly someone has the courage to say " nothing will help you " , ... Thank's ! " Lost " my father ar 16 , two " failed " marriage's , 3 boy''s in another continent ... We are portal's , wonderful people !

[@bshanay3]

This was very helpful 🙏🏽I am literally going through this. Constant anxiety. I am trying to surrender!

[@jacelo]

How are you now bro?

[@LawrenceTheKiwiBryant]

I've lost count of how many Dark Nights my soul has been through however The final one March/April 2021 just about did me in, it was brutal mentally, spiritually and physically. However what came out of this last event has had a profound effect on my life, how I view life, love and who I am as a being. The soul will only take you down as far as you need to be taken, some of us need to be literally broken to tranform into who we truly need to be!! God Bless you all who have to walk this path 😊🙏❤️

[@MarjyGTV]

The part about having to be literally broken is so true .. so so true .

[@lonnawarden4334]

Wow, that was really good! The comments are keeping me going. Deep down, I know these places are needed for the soul, but it’s painful.😇

[@jakavovk]

I just love the length of this video

[@you-in-yourfeelings7166]

Oh wow, I just thought that was the awakening. It was scary because I was scared I was doing the wrong thing, and that I would be punished. However, I kept getting messages to go down the path I'm on. I then surrendered. It was the best thing I could have ever did. No regrets. The All knows best, always.

[@andleschwing2259]

This has to be what I experienced beginning just over a year ago. I had a traumatic event and an awakening that I was someone I didn't believe that I was. But I found out that I was lying to myself for the longest time and I was this person. I had denied being called out for it for years and years and my wife fought for herself, and us, to get me to realize it. I finally saw it and how it was true for so long and it broke me. I could not sleep. I had terrible thoughts nonstop. I had question after question that I needed to have answers to. I've always had some anxiety but I was in constant fight or flight mode and near panic. I couldn't think rationally. I decided to get counseling, but didn't have much faith that it was the answer. The first session I was taught some techniques like progressive muscle relaxation, breathing exercises, and mindfulness. I thought it was wacky but my wife thought it was perfect. She was right and it really did begin to work. It definitely was painful and an inch by inch progression to make progress. I read many books on anxiety and how it messes up your reptile brain. Once the trauma gets your brain all out of wack, there's nothing but work and time to ease it back into an understanding that it's in a safe place. I felt like I didn't know who I was or where my path was supposed to go. I felt like I was a failure and became jealous of other's and their successes. I felt empty, alone, and nothing was bringing me any happiness. Therapy, talking things out with my family, and trusting the process really helped me out of this. I always suppressed my emotions and literally never cried for years and years. I wept and shed many tears in sharing my story of being blind to my misconceptions of myself and in the asking for forgiveness for the not so great treatment of my family and other people in my life. This whole process has helped me learn who I really am and want to be and to strive to be better in all aspects. I've always yearned for knowledge and searched for truth. I've never been religious and always disliked church growing up. The concept of source and all is one is becoming what makes the most sense to me and the synchronicities of all the stories in mythology, astrology, religion, history, esoterica, etc are solidifying my beliefs. I'm trying to soak this all up and these videos are amazing! (Interesting note: I just did a numerology/gematria analysis of my birthdate and name and the number 11 comes up over and over again. It blows my mind that this video that perfectly fits my last year of awakening and lifting of spiritual consciousness to be exactly 11 minutes and 11 seconds long!)

[@wmbedsole1]

Have a few friends who are going through change as we speak. One has her world up side down. Trying to guide them both and forward your video to them. Infinite love and gratitude Sarah 🙏🏻☸️🕉. En Lak’ech

[@officialthealchemist]

Infinite love and gratitude!🔥💖🔥

[@erikahuxley]

One of the most devastating thing that I ever experienced and the best thing resulting from it.

[@fnaf101plusmore8]

I know I must let go, my spiritual awakening started with anxiety and now I’m at the point where my existential crisis cannot be denied anymore, I must let it happen.

[@laishlaish3824]

Once again my friend, you explain it perfectly ! You asked yesterday to share your videos; this one will especially help a couple I know that's been going thru... The Fire. You are a master Alchemist & a beautiful soul Sarah 🌹

[@officialthealchemist]

Much love!🔥🙏🏼🔥

[@SanctifiedLady]

6:20 I’m so ready!! I’m in total surrender…. I give it all up! Knowing I’m going to be just fine.

[@websurfer5772]

Going through it is difficult and emotionally painful but the revelations that I wake up with are enlightening.

[@loveearthspirit829]

Yes i feel like giving up... Can't fight. Can't

[@BackRoadBeats]

I recently gone through this and lost everything

[@nicholasbailey4524]

Congrats. 🤍

[@glenncbjones]

Ain’t that the door to true finding? And you still got us LOFI, I think we’re kinda something! - Namaste, Glenn “Infinite love and gratitude…”

[@andrewcanady6644]

What do you mean? You lost everything? Family, home, car, job, your health and strength? Your mind? Can you elaborate? I hope you’re doing alright.

[@BackRoadBeats]

Everything kids house belongings ​

[@andrewcanady6644]

@@BackRoadBeats Copy that. What will you do?

[@merlinmakinson4185]

I’ve literally had the experience at night . For me the awakening was a simultaneous experience of my psychic condition paralleling a psychedelic trip (hero dose) . It’s was a metamorphosis of a new being . It’s taken over a year to work on this initialising event and galvanise it . I’m still working on these ego moles that pop up like wack a mole lol . I’m so much more aware now . My current journey has been unlocking this subconscious and I’ve begun to see the locked doors and what’s behind them . Some mornings when I wake up I feel a trendies sense of empowerment and goodness flowing through me . I really liked your video . I’m going to subscribe to it .

[@starsix6137]

Thanks so much you really gave me much insight on what am going through now really help full I appreciate it a lot

[@officialthealchemist]

Much love!🔥💖🔥

[@KillahRemZ]

I’m constantly going through the dark night of the soul!!! Makes me think how thirsty my higher self is trying to integrate

[@kimmullins337]

I can't believe I found this. It explains everything! It all makes sense. My mind is blown! I thought I was losing my damn mind. No one has ever told me about this. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!!!

[@jondough44]

thankyou, im going through this now for months and the anxiety has been overwhelming but watching your informative video helps a lot, namaste

[@myphd-myprisonhistorydiplo691]

The other side is amazing!! Hold on brother!! I thought I was dying and I felt like I was fighting for my own soul!! Yaaaaa intense and then I yelled into the air “what do you want from me!!!” And I promise the other side came and I got a ton of information about my purpose!! Now I get to live out my life purpose!!

[@kellylubas]

We are lucky to have you

[@joshwilliams4424]

ive spent most of my life in despair

[@Lotuspriestess]

Thank you 💚🙏✨! You've come from a higher dimension to teach and help us reach a higher frequency. Grateful that I found your channel 💚🙏✨

[@jackturner1135]

Hurts hurts hurts I hope I wake up soon I think it’s soon

[@transformingshadows5896]

Just this morning I asked myself “Am I going through another DNOTS?” Because lately I’ve been 🥴 and this video is the sign I’ll take to confirm it. Thank you 🙏🏽

[@pern1121ep]

I think I've had 50 this year 😩

[@transformingshadows5896]

@@pern1121ep Lol 😂 it's been an intense one, that's for sure haha

[@morriahmcdonald4040]

I personally think you go through only one.

[@henrymason5639]

What an awesome version of ego destruction. I agree in the possible multiple times anyone can go through fire. 5 times maybe in my l8fe to now.

[@Hugo-ol2sc]

Thank you, thank you, thank you. This is a humongous explanation and a much needed confirmation of recent experience that came with lost memory to be able to regroup, decipher and expand; WOW 😵‍💫🤔🤯 ✌️🙌🙏

[@hannahjones8992]

I'm glad you said that they happen more than once, it's certainly been my experience, and understanding each time, has to start with acceptance of the altered situation we find ourselves in. A very tough journey, but I'm utterly grateful for the whole experience'. God Bless🙋‍♀️🕊️🌿🙏🏻💖

[@ctwolfe72]

I am about to walk out of the cave, and it's been a journey that has taken years. Fragility, anxiety, loss of personal definition and an inability to vision my future. Loss of significant relationships by death or simply choosing to leave because it became toxic. I found solace in isolation, lots of hot yoga and made constant choices to protect my fragility The sun is shining, I see it, but I still have a few more steps to go. Great video! Thank you🖖❤

[@pleun315]

I had a powerfull and long dark night of the soul, if i only knew then what you shared with us know😂. It teached me so much and you are correct in every detail! Thank you Sarah your an angel and the absolute best of the best on the highest level, so much appreciated ❤️as always greetings from the Netherlands 🙏❤️

[@officialthealchemist]

Much love!🔥💖🔥

[@theflyingpenguins876]

Excellent! I’ve journey through a deep dark night of the soul…it was really difficult, but I’m so grateful for the journey. Your words resonate deeply and something I wish I knew while journeying through!

[@paygeturnermusic]

I really hope you grasp how powerful and important your content is in today’s community is. I really needed this. I have a few ppl I watch on KZbin when I just need a little sense added to my brain, and you by far are my top 3, I have huge resonance with you and often times find myself shook when I hear you say shit I’ve been getting “downloads” on. It’s nice to have humans here that make this journey feel less like a psychological break down 😅

[@Dolphin369]

That helps me make sense of what I realise now was my second dark night of the soul. A whole other layer of belief structures and paradigms falling away, particularly in relation to the external world. In contrast to the childhood traumas and self identity activated in my initial dark night. I feel like I’m exiting that one and have gone through a massive growth spurt. First one lasted about a year, second one about 6 months. I’m going to watch it again with this new perspective. Thank you Sarah

[@lizcummings369]

These words not only resonate, they've given an exclamation point to my thoughts. Well, I suppose they opened a malleable exclamation point with your closing reflections.

[@officialthealchemist]

🔥💖🔥

[@zive222]

im just too happy about this content i respect you so much!! thank you

[@kaylanalou4397]

This was one of my favorite videos. Bravo. Beautifully said. You explained this process well. Simple language that was easy to understand. It is difficult, I am sure, to take these complex subjects and break them down in a way the rest of the collective who is less evolved can understand so that we might become more enlightened on our own journeys 🙌🏽

[@officialthealchemist]

Much love!🔥💖🔥

[@Magic_Minds]

I've been in the dark night of the Soul for 2 plus years and im just getting to the point where i can be around people, living life on the smallest level and though I innerstand that this process is important and life changing but make no mistake this has been despair at it highest level. I mean depression , which caused a stagnation that was causing the process of death and decay!!!!!,

[@nataliaprodan9335]

Thank you Sarah for this wonderful video. I had my first dark night of the soul at 6 so I grew up with very few beliefs. Then I had about 3 throughout my life that were not so strong but so useful 🙂

[@nagmerrie4600]

Has anybody been through an eating disorder as a dark night of the soul? It's a constant..challenging and always pressing to fight against fear.

[@alkhalifaz]

Masters of surrender! Loved this Sarah. Thank you for the guidance.

[@joaquinrojas9380]

Dark night of the soul happened today. Feels hollow yet finnally comfortable. Like the final stage because now you know you’ll have that dream life very soon.

[@AwakeningCoffey]

11:11. Nice 👁😉

[@arunaashraf6831]

Sincere thanks & gratitude for sharing your light & love ❤️ with us ✨️

[@sherylmac40]

I'm not one for titles , but ego death is exactly how I feel ATM. Even though I have already went through this

[@FalseCogs]

As long as there remain attachments and aversions -- or natures of our greater Self that we resist -- then death is still in the waiting room.

[@kellylubas]

Dude makes so much sense when I was 20 I said I was undergoing depersonalization! I literally watched myself unravel.

[@rayholstein7108]

Couldn't have explained it any better. Painful as hell, but worth the journey.

[@peytonlex6526]

Thanks!

[@cassandrareedy7369]

Birthdays are hard for me. Thank you! Totally asked for this

[@cassandrareedy7369]

@@kelstar777 thank you!

[@a.eddiestafford9755]

Thank you, I learned a a lot from this video.. I went through several of them and the 1st one was really rough and the rest not as bad . I really enjoy them especially when you go through the darkness and come out of them. Amazing things happen especially to your brain abd how much knowledge you gain.

[@samanthabv]

This is the first time I don’t feel shame about my dark night of the soul. It’s still hard to talk about but thank you for this. Nobody I know understands so these videos are a huge help.

[@taraw623]

Such a great perspective on the dark night of the soul! I’ve been through more than my fair share of initiations. You are so right about the need to surrender. The mantra I’ve used and found helpful, “I surrender to the flow.” When you mention the higher-self having a hard time breaking through the calcification we’ve built up over time, it reminded me of a dream I had. I experienced my higher-self. I’d love your thoughts on dreams as a video. I have a wild dreamscape and feel I’ve experienced profound initiations and received esoteric knowledge through dreams. In this dream, I was taken to a river to look at my reflection. The goddess Athena came to me and gave me a golden mirror. She told me to look for the highest version of myself; as I looked into the mirror, I saw an angelic being, not like with wings or anything. It’s just the best way I can describe what I saw as my higher self. I radiated light and was surrounded by other light beings. It felt so real; now I try often to connect with that version of myself.

[@44kayleemic]

I have no idea how long this is going to end but I just know its got to unfold and there's nothing I can do about it other than stop people pleasing and start defending myself against manipulators

[@nadenehall6843]

You are on point, so glad to know that their are souls like you who can explain to us who are beginning to a

[@markjohnson2380]

As I do I let the void show me what it wants and it's my choice of direction from the choices given from the void.

[@jfranklin9549]

The void is not your ego.

[@markjohnson2380]

@@jfranklin9549 I know this. It's ego preventing people from the void honestly.

[@andrewcanady6644]

@ J Franklin: What is “the void?”

[@jfranklin9549]

@@andrewcanady6644 , the unknown in you, like before the Big Bang.

[@markjohnson2380]

@@andrewcanady6644 it's different for each person. But it's that point where you experience everything and nothing. Most go to sleep or allow there subconscious to reengage stay in the nothing but everything feeling but waiting is the key . Believe me the ego subconscious mind doesn't want change. Nor does the evil within. You have to choose it and time will be revealed.

[@galkinp]

You're like The Kybalion mixed with A Course In Miracles.

[@CarmenTosca]

Your teachings are just on another level altogether.

[@parthisaade]

i like how she goes straight to the point, doesnt deviate from it and keeps the pace tight

[@MotionMark]

This is the best description and explanation I have heard. Most people seem to not really know what it is.

[@marcoperfetto-actorfilmmak2409]

You are so powerfull soul that all you said vibrates on me with no filters...there is not mine anymore it's Us. Thank you!