Yo my bad for putting victims, It was just a youtube title trend on KZbin I'm not gonna lie, I got a little carried away
@ichirakuramen71299 ай бұрын
you spelled enemies wrong in the title lil bro
@davidomalley20039 ай бұрын
Thx at least you actually fixed it and didn’t just leave it for views.
@mustangsmemes9 ай бұрын
W rishav fashir as per usual
@bristow47849 ай бұрын
@@davidomalley2003 Yeah I still don't think X or Ski would approve of themselves in the thumbnail though since they both had respect at the end of the day.
@lostondos009 ай бұрын
yo whats going on @ 15:50 ish?? its like cut up weird and seems like theres some clips overlaping. just play a whole minute of it from the timestamp
@Bradley_Brodin9 ай бұрын
It's crazy to think peep had beef. He was so respectful and generally avoided conflict.
@mordenmaine449 ай бұрын
yea bro u def knew him lyke dat
@Bradley_Brodin9 ай бұрын
@@mordenmaine44 Lil peep was attacked by many other artists and did nothing about it.
@IsaiahWyatt-b9g9 ай бұрын
@@mordenmaine44learn to spell
@angelflores0539 ай бұрын
@@mordenmaine44speak right
@c0rxpseb0i139 ай бұрын
Misconceptions
@TikkiNikki9 ай бұрын
Peep was a victim himself, his mom finally "won" her lawsuit over negligent death. They pumped him with drugs, fired the tour manager in favor of a younger one who ended up getting with Peep. Every stop he made, said manager and thge owner of his talent agency PROVIDED HIM WITH DRUGS! Every Stop! Then proceeded to drag him through the mud about he was "a junkie kid" and that his friends were the problem (with which they isolated him from those who would've helped him)
@hurtmywrist9 ай бұрын
yeah bro peeps situation was sad asf man he would not be feeling good and they still making him perform and shit rest his soul man
@Xtimus9 ай бұрын
He even talked about it on Leanin. Catch a feelin' for my lifestyle (Feelin' for my lifestyle) Poppin' pills for free (Poppin' pills for free)
@uainjansun9 ай бұрын
@@Xtimusand in his very final interview how things everyday got worse and worse alot more and feeling anxious
@takalanajae8 ай бұрын
His story is so heartbreaking
@illusive78838 ай бұрын
Alot of what u just said was not even true lmao
@J.Gainez9 ай бұрын
i miss peep, got me through some times, glad i got to listen to him alot before he passed
@Its.Just.SOFIAAAAA24 күн бұрын
I miss him too even tho I started being a big fan in 2022-2023 I listened to a few songs of his around 2018-2019 but sadly I was too young to listen or go to a concert in 2017 and before that❤ R.I.P Peep
@Yuma-l4x8 ай бұрын
The fact that this is the extent of how far peeps beefs went with people... kinda just shows how good of a dude he was.
@abyssmp39 ай бұрын
Crazy he died 7 years ago. Music hasn’t really changed
@rell42199 ай бұрын
He would have been the one to change it…
@TrulyHumbleUnderGod20999 ай бұрын
@@rell4219lmao no the fuck he wouldn't 😂
@RagingStreamers19 ай бұрын
💀
@luvvsick19 ай бұрын
@@rell4219lol
@RainRain..9 ай бұрын
Music has changed a lot what are u talking about
@Lance-t5s5 ай бұрын
blackbear was way outta line tbh. especially given the fact that his music now emulates peep more than it ever did. honestly despicable
@Tarxzn6 ай бұрын
you forgot to mention falling down was also originally a Makonnen collab. Makonnen and peep were super close, and their relationship seems to be retconned.
@Ghost_2k3 ай бұрын
Ik man, that's why I don't like Falling Down at all, he even mentions mako In the song.
@jerrysmith31189 ай бұрын
yung goth is a massive weirdo
@joeygemstone8 ай бұрын
indeed
@xanaxwrld8 ай бұрын
for stealing ski's stuff? 😂
@RainRain..8 ай бұрын
@@xanaxwrld lol more like for getting caught in the dms of little girls
@xanaxwrld8 ай бұрын
@@RainRain.. is that real?
@RainRain..8 ай бұрын
@@xanaxwrld see for yourself
@yeah40429 ай бұрын
Rushed this one out huh? Thought I was having a stroke watching this
@rishavfash1r9 ай бұрын
what do you mean?
@7curry839 ай бұрын
@@rishavfash1r16:38
@xintlzer3354Ай бұрын
Quit KZbin. @@rishavfash1r
@NabzillaABK9 ай бұрын
Victims is crazy
@Ty-172 ай бұрын
nazbilla abk
@davidomalley20039 ай бұрын
For the Ski Mask the Slump God beef re-ignition it was heavily implied after Peep’s death that he had been high of d**gs when he was tweeting that.
@Euph0ricals9 ай бұрын
yo bro ur vids are good but u gotta start proofwatching them i noticed a good amount of places where there shoudlve been a cut but overall good vids and im rlly glad i found ur channel!
@lilairborne9 ай бұрын
How tf you even call these “victims”?? You could’ve used any other word. “The petty beefs of lil peep” would’ve been way more fitting
@bobleeswagger4749 ай бұрын
Exactly, and 18 minutes of the 20 minute video wasn't even beef. This dudes writing is terrible. Showing a clip of someone saying something about Peep, and then he immediately starts his analysis by saying "so what this guy is basically saying..." and saying exactly what the person JUST said in their interview. Dude, people aren't stupid. Don't patrinize or talk to your audiance like they are idiots. Good luck with your channel.
@1of1nujra9 ай бұрын
Facts and his takes are always trash as well
@EverTruu9 ай бұрын
this guy is desperate for views and monetization lol he's scared to even say 'xanax'
@moshimoshixiii7 ай бұрын
Victims is the wrong word
@cvc20062ndchannel4 ай бұрын
What Peep didn't know was that X was making efforts to change from the person he was to the person he wanted to be remembered by.
@Myman9899 ай бұрын
Rest in peace Lil Peep.
@yahikosano7 ай бұрын
bro why yunggoth jus rob ppl out their clothes sm😭
@Marshall975315 ай бұрын
Bro a full blown pedo too
@dualdeagsonme9 ай бұрын
as a peep and x fan whos really been changed by their views on life ts really depressing icl
@prodbybryce4 ай бұрын
Peep and X didn’t hate eachother and there’s a voice recording of X saying that he was told peep was asking about him… he even said if he knew how cool peep was then he would’ve fucked around with him sooner
@ionevenknowtbh77 күн бұрын
its in the song bu tht dont mean nun
@bluulegionmcnutter78489 ай бұрын
Don’t mind me just a juice WRLD fan learning about lil peep
@Danny-jc1vc8 ай бұрын
fun fact peep and juice have 4 songs, well they’re remixes as juice hopped on them posthumous peeps death, one leaked already
@logic7019 ай бұрын
i’ll remember where we were when this channel hits 1M
@YangbiuLalaАй бұрын
Peep was a beautiful soul, and those shits were just jealous of him at that time💔....RIP PEEP🕊️🕊️🕊️
@dangela30398 ай бұрын
They were all jealous of him
@AlexOrtega318 ай бұрын
I never liked Falling Down. Was annoyed with it when it dropped
@rell42199 ай бұрын
Victims lmao
@Stins29 ай бұрын
peep is the victim ☠️☠️☠️
@bigboyoliwer9 ай бұрын
just a title to catch attention lol . w vid
@poorsantana24689 ай бұрын
Wrong 😂
@jenkem699 ай бұрын
He changed it to enemies now🤣
@idropNukes9999 ай бұрын
@Stins2 he's not fully the victim, peep and goth did itsoktocry mad dirty💀😂
@WRLDOfSad8 ай бұрын
I might watch the video but for anyone looking for a quick breakdown of the thumbnail, no X and peep didn't have a beef, ski had beef with peep though and that was the reason X and peep never made music together but since peep passed X wanted to make w tribute and ski didn't mind it either so yeah
@WRLDOfSad22 күн бұрын
Ahh i forgot to watch
@nnightwingg8 күн бұрын
@@WRLDOfSadbro responded 8 months later 😭😭
@CbaDropDead9 ай бұрын
This title ain't it.
@AkiraSenju56479 ай бұрын
ass content that tells us nothing new repackaged for clickbait algos. gross
@dtnchicken9 ай бұрын
u gotta do some quality control on the editing my boy
@rishavfash1r9 ай бұрын
wat you mean dm me
@pyramid_iremide9 ай бұрын
Check the editing around the 10.40 to 11 minute mark@@rishavfash1r
@Macodythemetta9 ай бұрын
Can you check my music out and lmk what I can improve on?
@TikkiNikki9 ай бұрын
@@rishavfash1r There's multiple sentences where your audio repeats itself and cuts that makes no sense. Check out 19:06 for an example
@RagingStreamers19 ай бұрын
Fr it cut off so many times
@Maxi-699 ай бұрын
victims? u mean old drama
@trayce1156 ай бұрын
genuinely insane pieces of history right here, thank you for making this
@einaraschutter87288 ай бұрын
Its so strange. Fat Nick was peep friend. But Fat Nick made song with BlackBear it was a shame
@leslie-fo4qp9 ай бұрын
victims 😭😭 bro what ?
@WIKKID_ACE12 күн бұрын
Rigjt?? Like what bro😂
@mayicontreras9 ай бұрын
Victims is wilddd ngl
@chxkinghxzxrd9 ай бұрын
what i’m thinking with the “peep hating x because he’s homophonic” situation is that peep got shown an out of context clip where it completely cuts out the part where x says he’s not homophonic at all, he has gay friends, and the sole reason for doing what he did is because the guy in the cell made him feel uncomfortable and after multiple warnings the guy wouldn’t stop
@h3avenscent8 ай бұрын
ok but having gay friends does not make u not homophobic tho?
@sc3n3.g1rl15 күн бұрын
The "he has gay friends" is giving "i have black friends so I'm not racist" ngl
@cliftonsargent15728 ай бұрын
RIP lil peep, star shopping is so dope
@DeadSmilez9 ай бұрын
Idc what peep did he’s a legend and one of my icons dude has related to me in so many ways rip the goat gus !💯
@matthewf40204 ай бұрын
Lil Peep, Schema Boy, Hellboy, Trap Goose etc... it sucks he died in my State. I checked him out after hearing about him Passing and have been hooked on his Vibe since. Crybaby will always be GOAT IMHO he was so Unique and Genius. Just on another Level compared to all the other Artist at the Time and Since his Passing. Lil Peeps Catalogue of Music as well as his Style and of Course Vibe is out if this World. He put out so many Original Bangers before he Died at 21 that I don't believe any Artists alive today could Touch even after Generations. I love all his Music from Sagging My Pants, Liar, Call Me, Text Me, Star Shopping, Hellboy, Lil Kennedy, Lil Yung, Beamer Boy, Deathwish, 5 Degrees, Crybaby, Runaway, and on and on and on. Gustav Can Never Die because He'll Live on Forever through His Vibes. I still hate how I only discovered Lil Peep before he Passed. Lil Peeps Last Words or Post said "When I die, you'll Love me". He was right and I wish I knew of him when he was alive. RIP Lil Peep you were truly One of a Kind.
@Tarxzn6 ай бұрын
brooooo everyone forgets about the ski x peep beef. people say im lying when i say it was a thing lmfao
@killspiritproject8 ай бұрын
"why would peep take Ski-mask's durag right?" LMAO
@destinytheshorty20869 ай бұрын
I find it funny he made fun of Lil xan cuz he loves peep and is lowkey inspired by him.
@philipzeigler4605Ай бұрын
His biggest enemy was the record label he unfortunately signed to.
@leafthehuman9 ай бұрын
Pls god take Blackbear and give us back peep
@Danny-jc1vc8 ай бұрын
weird asf bro
@MC_Native18 ай бұрын
Yay.. my fav rapper such a inspirational guy..
@OSTChuo9 ай бұрын
I'm telling you, when it comes to lil tracy and lil peep beef. That might just be the industry hateing black people fr.
@deadcopfiend7779 ай бұрын
Fr
@Lxrzo9 ай бұрын
Peep only beefed w black people
@Creampieurself9 ай бұрын
@@Lxrzo well he beefed with Blackbear so this statement is false
@Lxrzo9 ай бұрын
@@Creampieurselfmy bad i didnt watch the whole vid
@TAubrey9 ай бұрын
Been following u and a fan for a while but this title is awful and honestly this video is a lot lower quality and seems rushed out, super weird and tone deaf to title a vid something like this especially about a dude who’s been dead 7 years
@rishavfash1r9 ай бұрын
how does it feel low quality and rushed out?
@TAubrey9 ай бұрын
@@rishavfash1rthe vibe of this video just gives off a vibe that it was made for clicks especially w the title, there doesn’t seem like there was much of an attempt to actually tell a story as much as make something that gets views And I get the KZbin grind, you gotta do what you gotta do to support yourself, this one just feels a little off Still a fan tho and wish you nothing but the best !
@sosadior.xxo179 ай бұрын
i know it’s not that important but there’s a video of lil peep listening to look at me
@Liquid_Mike9 ай бұрын
His BIGGEST enemy was opioids, apparently...
@tomgreenfan9 ай бұрын
his shitty label was his biggest enemy for feeding him drugs and making him do things he didnt want to do. they also supplied the fake oxy that killed him i think, touring was the reason he was doing so many drugs. hed be doing less if he had a better touring schedule
@dudeisful28 күн бұрын
And benzos lol
@naedoYT6 ай бұрын
Ay who TF is black bear he just wanted to beef a dead guy
@kyler99968 ай бұрын
Black bear looks like a copy of peep💀
@goblinboyfriend9 ай бұрын
Your channel has good content! I’ve been binging it lately, but I think you need to watch your videos once more before you upload em. theres a lot of minor editing errors make watching the videos a bit jarring
@rishavfash1r9 ай бұрын
Thanks for the tips, this videos' most recent edit wasn't rendered my bad
@goblinboyfriend8 ай бұрын
@@rishavfash1r all good keep up the good vids!
@JohnJeffrey989 ай бұрын
Never heard about “Blackbear” I looked him up, and man does his music suck💀
@sadlad4449 ай бұрын
Right!? Lol his music is so mediocre lmao
@ndr44329 ай бұрын
It really doesn't tho. You just hating cuz he's successful and he managed to turn his life around from struggling with addictions. Rip lil peep tho not gonna hate on the man for a stupid beef🕊
@yunisssimo8 ай бұрын
He has very good music. It's just that you're looking through the prism of their beef, so you don't like lmao
@favio1945 күн бұрын
the jail story with x beating a gay dude up was because X expressed he was uncomfortable with the guy staring at him over and over again , so he defended himself
@carltonbanks33639 ай бұрын
Idk if you rushed through the editing or parts had ti get removed but certain parts are like off like you either cut yourself off or you say you’re gonna show a clip and it jumps to another clip of you talking. It’s shown the most during the blackbear segment so i wouldn’t be surprised its just those clips being claimed or something
@fash1r3009 ай бұрын
Can you explain more
@nevergreenedout9 ай бұрын
@@fash1r30015:45 happened a couple times during the vid but thats the one i just saw
@nevergreenedout9 ай бұрын
@@fash1r30016:39 15:45
@carltonbanks33639 ай бұрын
@@fash1r300like at 11:02 you cut yourself off with another take you talking and at 11:20 you cut yourself off again with another take of what you were saying for example. There’s another parts where it feels like the editing and just clipped very abruptly. It doesn’t ruin the vid for me but it is noticeable I just thought you had to remove clips after you uploaded the vid
@Phonesaredeath4 ай бұрын
'Victims, aren't we all'....
@ianh2242 күн бұрын
“i’m not here to be your assistant” says the mop head talking to the person assisting her..
@Kid-ke7kb3 ай бұрын
It's okay to be jealous he was really special💯
@HollywoodOasis8 ай бұрын
when your getting hated, you must be doing something right, which was the case for peep and why he blasted off
@bcheez.love.ways7776 ай бұрын
This channel gonna hit 1mil
@everydayvietnam9 ай бұрын
This is literally Twisted Worlds video in way worse quality come on bro
@lifeisstrange1997Ай бұрын
They will never get to his lvl and they know it. Especially not one who calls himself baby.
@abababababab9 ай бұрын
Fat nick is very untrustworthy source in the x situation as he was signed to the label that released the song so tried to make it look more ethical. Fish narc is trustworthy as he was closer with him and peeps mum has hinted at fat nick lying
@alexisgee23149 ай бұрын
Fat Nick is a fkn weirdo
@Patrick-pc3vq9 ай бұрын
I don't see why the song is unethical even if it is true that Peep truly disliked X (which there is zero evidence for, just a bunch of people speaking for a dead person) since it was X himself that wanted to be a feature on a Peep song and recorded the vocals for the true intention of collabing with an artist he has really grown to appreciate upon researching more about him since his passing, all the label did was release a song X wanted to make before he also died. I mean if it was some random X verse meant for another song they shoved into Sunlight on your skin then sure yeah the label would be completely wrong, but the released song is something X wanted to make himself and iLoveMakonnen also gave his blessings for the song since he sees no wrong in another artist feeling inspired and hopping onto his and Peep's track.
@abababababab9 ай бұрын
@@Patrick-pc3vq fish narc is trustworthy, as is his mum. It's peeps song so he should've been able to have a say regardless of what makonnen thinks. If it was up to his family who run the music & estate now that song would not have dropped
@Patrick-pc3vq9 ай бұрын
@@abababababab It's Makonnen's song too and he absoloutely gave more to the song since he made the beat, not to mention Peep's not here to get approval from.
@abababababab9 ай бұрын
@@Patrick-pc3vq if peeps not here to approve of a feature he disliked personally then don't release it. Just a cash grab from the labels profiting off of two deaths
@oskyys68538 ай бұрын
I doubt peep was the kind of person to outright hate someone he never met. If he lived longer they probs would’ve met up and made music at some point X was already blowing up for the changes he made as a person.
@Ondeaddawgsss2 ай бұрын
Peeps music influenced everyone who was a big artist in my generation he started the face tats the dyed hair the pink wave emo rap everything true pioneer uzi, X , juice , post Malone , mgk and plenty more started doing the same shit peep did way after peep did it and peep wasn’t an over night success he started homeless on skid row and grinded the whole time to get his notoriety most authentic and influential artist of my generation true pioneer that changed music and would’ve made an even bigger impact if he had the time to go full mainstream His music is timeless
@finleybreuker39883 ай бұрын
i love how 2 of the beefs started from yung goth stealing someones clothes
@georgendasowa22959 ай бұрын
Why do you have a picture of Alejandro Garnacho as your profile picture?
@RagingStreamers19 ай бұрын
💀
@billzi70019 ай бұрын
garnacho mentioned on a peep vid gotta be a first xD
@dacembur6 ай бұрын
rest in peace to LilPeep
@Bubsrns8 ай бұрын
Loyalty is so rare but that’s how it should be s/o X
@CbaDropDead9 ай бұрын
Now you change the title? After all the hate. Man... do better. 🤦♀️
@limonatacielif24 күн бұрын
Im pretty sure peep didnt have enemies in all of his life.🙏🏻
@OhhhPez9 ай бұрын
Tf happened with the editing before and during Blackbear?
@Offbrandshirt3 ай бұрын
Idk
@djinnmagik20039 ай бұрын
They probably didn't hangout long enough to get to know each other well enough to know wether they got along or not. They did have one thing "in common" for sure. They were the two hottest new Sound Artists on the scene. RIP LIL PEEP & XXXTENTACION. It sucks to go that young! They both would have gotten better with age during their musical development. RIP JUICE WORLD also had a short life. Songwriters and Muzik Producers live a lot of life in one day. I've lived that life because I do both. They call me Djinn Magik, Philadelphia's Master Painter of Sound. 💖🎨🎶 LoVe2P∆int$ound
@RAMPAGEig29496 ай бұрын
Its good that X ended the shit with him and X tho
@mixerscutiie71758 ай бұрын
x and peep never have rlly beef the only reason why this track never comes out before is cuz 1.they different lives 2.and his loyality to his friend
@Marlboro-lights114 күн бұрын
He influenced nobody but depressed gen z tik tok qweebs. He died from being a complete disaster and his fans celebrated how much of an addict he was. If anything, his passing probably saved some kids from wanting to be like him.
@Z0N1IN_0UT8 ай бұрын
imo i feel like the ski mask clothe beef started cause ITSOKAYTOCRY stole ski's clothes ngl
@fxn09here9 ай бұрын
Ski still talked about lil peep on "Who is the Best SoundCloud rapper" with respect
@BluuNazareth-o2f2 күн бұрын
Peeps death was so petty no beef cost a life like peeps he was so talented they were just so jealous 🤬😵🪦💔
@prettylaurynn9 ай бұрын
Idc what nobody says .. if it wasn’t for peep there would be no emo trap he paved a way for x , jucie and all those guys
@AkiraIsMissing9 ай бұрын
Emo trap? Dawg, x was had been making music since he was a kid, peep aint do shit for him.
@a3ternum9 ай бұрын
They have very different sounds tho😭😭 and they blew up kinda around the same time as well
@damnimsofuckingsad9 ай бұрын
From the beginning X made this type of music 💀
@jak0belives9 ай бұрын
bro is dumb
@tomgreenfan9 ай бұрын
@@AkiraIsMissing none of it was emo tho.. bones was the one who inspired x to make emo music probably. he definitely inspired lil peep heavily tho.
@MadMax-ph1rl7 ай бұрын
X songs just make people more depressed . It really never ment to get u a bost or put u out of that mental state. But peep songs just make u fell more hopeful every next song just make you forget about all the horrible felling u going through. I listen to x for 3 year not real looking over lil peep or juice wrld but , all it did make me fell really depressed for no reason. But when i switch to peep i feel a really different good vibes. I started putting more smiles on my face . Peeo doc really chang the way i see peep now . If there was any rapper close to lil peep type beat lyrics are blackbear specific his album dead . Put now I know the truth i do feel like the dead album was a result of coping to peep . ❤peep
@MariaMaria-uj2cl3 күн бұрын
But fr the shows where He’s doing GBC songs or ones with lil Tracy and he’s just by himself on a big stage with out the crew it’s kinda awkward. They should have been there
@tabathapodczerviensky19888 ай бұрын
Tbh when i heard about all Lils coming out i didnt care too much to ever listen to peeps music until one day after a decade of being clean i had just picked up blues for the first time my sister came with me to make sure i didnt O.D while driving home i let my sister control the radio i heavily influenced her like in music giving that she is emo and a song came Isnt Life beautiful as soon as i heard his voice the car got quiet i was in a very very dark place losing control of my life and not being on drugs we turned it up and played it a couple of times and i remember asking her who is and she told me Lil Peep and i was like wtf seriously she said yeah i had never in my entire life while heavy in addiction had heard an artist that hit me so hard with the song Isnt Life beautiful i was always into emo music so i never truly ventured into rap which i thought was what Gus was doing and i was all wrong complelty and uttely memorized by his sounds lyrics voice they hit in a way i could never ever begin to relay into words slowly i became enthralled into Peeds music i can and will say this i have never in my entire life cared about anyone remotely famous i would like a song here there of artists but heck didnt even know their real names outside of a stage name still dont know anyone's real name tbh no movie actor nothing heck i have never crushed on anyone famous either people will say an artists name or actor and i will be like never heard of them and they will play a song and be ohh okay i guess i know a song and then immediately forget the arists/actors name.i went down the rabbit hole watching any and all videos by Gus or about Gus. I sincely regret not listening to him while he was here with us all. Im currenlty wearing my firsr ever merch item (by anyone other than anime) of Lil Peep which his shirt was a gift from a BHT who use to come in and do groups and my rehab and every time he came in i was playing something by Peep knowing all lyrics shoot everyone would be like dont let Tabatha pick a song all she plays is Peep. This young man touched my sould and turned my tragic life into soul vibing touching music and melodies. Being an addict and seeing famous ppl who come from good homes and backgrounds try to be like we know what its like to be in the dirt dope sick cool but do u understand the pain of what addicts are trying to run from and found the escape in drugs???? Thus now causing new and more trauma because of our addiction because even as children we never fit in never had friends we hated the very idea of waking up and as a child we were not aware of our own trauma happening at home but we still could feel the pain and saw how horrible the world was we saw and knew the world was evil b4 even being truly exposed to the world. I swear to this day as someone who has been in over 20 locked down units 5 point restraints montly as an adult just wanting it to be all over cause the one thing that keeps is going our only way to cope is not allowed i swear there are only three reasons i have been clean and sober for the past 7 months both my baby boys amd the fear of never ever being able to hear Peeps music. Im now in stage three liver failure due to an ex husband who didnt tell me he had hepatitis C and when i got it u couldnt get a cure unless u were cirrhosis which i wasnt at the time but after the cure became readily avaiable i didnt buy it at first and i didnt know how bad my liver had become due to mental physcial abuse and then relapsing until i met a doctor who looked at me and said i need to start making plans if i want to be a DNR patient i rememeber one doctor had drawn my blood at 6 a.m and i was in his office by 8 a.m he said if hadnt showen up for and emergency appoitment when his staff called me he was going to send paramedic to my home who could force entry when i finally decided to really give this a try it was 7 months ago in detox and the detox was like ur liability we have never heard of levels as high as urs i was rushed in for the cure i was so bad which i ddint understand i knew i didnt feel good alot and couldnt even work more than a couple of hours the specialist told me addicts have to prove for at lesst 6 months of sobriety to get the cure and my specialist said Idc im giving it to you or will die alot quicker ur already in stage 3 i cant change or fix that cant reverse it but getting the cure will pro long the inevitable and thats going into stage 4. If i dont give u the cure now u could be in stage 4 any day hopefully this will by u some time to get on a transplant list. Im making it because of my boys and because of a young man i have never ever met Gus Elijah Ahr. Ur music far surpassed ur age. U knew pain on a level that i thought no one truly understood other my boys watching a seemily healthy beautiful college educated mother destroy herself in front of them all over trauma that i have now indirectly passed down to my two inncoent boys one whom became a double amputee at 15 months old. Not due to my addiction never touched anything pregnant and my relaspe happened after my babies amputation it was all thanks to pharmaceutical medication deemed safe during pregnancy which i stopped all of the day i found out i was pregnant at 4 weeks 5 days yet it was already too late for my son. Peeps music took my pain away in a way i will never ever be able to put words too. Thank you for letting me rant about my pain the pain i caused others and how no artist has ever gotten my soul like lil Peep has and no one ever will in the future. There is more too being emo/goth/scene than just a style or saying ur sad and depressed its actually going through shit over and over again and being able to understand ur part and others. Too this day i have never ever dressed goth scene or emo. No one knows i am i dont wear my pain for the world to see i hide it i keep it locked away no one knows the real me inside or my story except for my children. I dont let my outter appearance show who i am inside so i have never ever truly been accepted into any group or clique. But somehow as my days are near Gus made it a little bit easier to keep holding on. Now a bunch of strangers know this. Love u my baby boys and ever truly sorry to Liza my worst fear is ur reality.
@bluesnem83968 ай бұрын
i hope you’re doing fine, i read the whole thing and you’re in my prayers ❤
@tabathapodczerviensky19888 ай бұрын
@@bluesnem8396 you really did thank you thank you that means so much too me. I just got carried away and started talking about my life story.
@Danny-jc1vc8 ай бұрын
@@tabathapodczerviensky1988hope you good but I aint reading this declaration of independence bro. much love doe
@trayce1156 ай бұрын
i feel like if peep wasn't scared too speak up too his management team ,him and tracy wouldn't have had their beef
@X_X-d8wАй бұрын
Black bear lost all my respect
@TopShelfSweetАй бұрын
i love lil peep but lil tracy was the sidekick. it’s about knowing your place , they could’ve taken the world over if his ego wasn’t so hurt , yes he’s still successful right now but as for as music he’s no where we’re he could’ve been with gus. eveyone has a role
@landonricketts43099 ай бұрын
insane title even for views man💀💀💀
@lorenhalbersberg449 ай бұрын
none of these guys got shit on peep thats factssss
@ChanelleRamsay-mv2fh6 ай бұрын
Falling down should have never been realised
@Gay_Luigi8 ай бұрын
the kray beef was way more than just "2 seconds"
@CarrotKing-ot5rx4 ай бұрын
Black Bear messed up fr no way he was saying that after Lil Peeps passing.
@dustyyshellz13209 ай бұрын
Typo in title btw. Enemeis
@rufassa9 ай бұрын
Is it just me or towards the end did the audio skip?
@rishavfash1r9 ай бұрын
It did
@qdpmusic72109 ай бұрын
Victims? Enemeis??
@12gauge_shawtyy9 ай бұрын
funny how most of peeps drama came from people being homophobic
@killua33259 ай бұрын
And peep stealing clothes with his friend and not saying anything but you know.....
@kurv71619 ай бұрын
Also is that u in ur profile picture..? If so this makes a lot more sense now
@MulaMan7187 ай бұрын
I wish you touched on why him n black kray had beef but you did n the black kray video so it’s cool 🤧🤷🏾♂️
@hunterlorenz91256 ай бұрын
What’s the instrumental at 16:26 when Tracy is talking?
@rishavfash1r9 ай бұрын
Watch the whole video before you comment sum about the "victims" please thank you
@AkiraSenju56479 ай бұрын
then why clickbait moron
@picklepaul9 ай бұрын
terrible word to use smh
@dexterdex79 ай бұрын
You know "victims" isn't the best word to use in this case due to it's associations in current culture. You knew what you were doing. Intentionally using language commonly associated with abusers & predators in your title to mislead viewers for some youtube clicks, especially when you're covering a dead man, is crossing a line.
@rishavfash1r9 ай бұрын
@@dexterdex7 bro, it's literally just a trend on with yotuube titles
@garyytp18919 ай бұрын
No, just don’t be a dumbass and use words correctly
@ianh2242 күн бұрын
blackbears comments were so cringe, talking about a dead guy like that 1..and 2, claiming he’s copying you when he didn’t, and 3, just cuz he hit u up to make music doesn’t mean he knows u, yall rly didnt even make music, bro said, “peep said idk who the fuck u are like he didn’t ask me to make music” boi i’ve never even seen ur name before, bro is clearly hiding somn, I bet peeps right about him bein homophobic
@Strygwyr4308 ай бұрын
Ski mask is human bad omen trust me
@sevay8 ай бұрын
19:30 i never knew Russ had 2 different colored eyes. i just now found out and ive known him for several years