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Do you do it? Running by the sea. I run by it. Is it because I want to run from thoughts? No, it's just me running... Running because I like it. Still, is it to run away from thoughts or things? I don't know... Maybe... I run but when I look back there's nothing behind. It's like I'm running from myself. I feel like the sea is following me as well. Like it's running with me. Whenever I'm at the sea I feel lonely. I feel like there's nothing in the world except me and the sea. I think she feels alone too. Maybe that's why her breakers on the beach are near to me. It's like they're trying to reach me. It's like she's trying to tell me something. She wants me to stay. I should pick a name for her. I will call her Darya. Why does she feel alone? Is it because it's too big? When I was younger I didn't like Darya. I wanted to be in the city. To be at home but now it's different. I think I have to apologize to her. Now I like to spend time with her, to be close to her. This way I can be away from a lot of things.
Now I'm walking... I rarely think about the past but when I do I get lost. Like lost in Darya... A powerful wave came towards me. I think she got a little upset. I rarely think about the past because there's nothing there for me and if it is, it's in the past. I think about the future. To be honest sometimes I think too much to the point that I don't know what to do. Like waves collapsing on each other. The right thing is to have a balance of everything. Sometimes thinking, sometimes not thinking, sometimes running, sometimes walking. Sometimes discipline and sometimes less discipline and more enjoyment... And sometimes just to let go and let to be forgotten... Get forgotten to be free, to float without worrying about anything, to get lost in what you like, just like Darya. She's lost and yet she's free and moving to where she likes. It's like she's not lost. Like she knows exactly where to go. Maybe it's not being lost and it's more about being scared. Scared of being alone and not having anyone to talk with.
Now I'm standing still. The waves are touching my feet, they want me to follow them. It's like Darya wants me to join her... To go with her... To be forgotten...
Tracklist
00:00 / Colin McAlister - Together
3:16 / Colin McAlister - Against My Skin
7:34 / Ensence - You're The One For Me
11:46 / Duqa - In Love
14:49 / Duqa - My Feelings
18:24 / The Ambientalist - Remedy
23:02 / The Ambientalist - In A Better World
26:44 / The Ambientalist - Let It Go
31:13 / Marion - Fly
35:26 / Ambyion & Shockline & Vidoux - Dreamer
38:24 / Whitewildbear ft Kyte - Moonlight
42:05 / Whitewildbear - Under The Moon