The Horrifying Downfall of Tila Tequila..

[@PatrickCc]

Hoping this video stays up lol...... grab your water you are gonna need it

[@fizzhead2949]

by the intro, holy water shall do it

[@PatrickCc]

@FloppyFlopZ I said it once or twice in some very old videos. Then people just started commenting it on every video. So I started saying it to kind of "cheers" with my community. Plus I was genuinely trying to drink more water and cut soda. After a while i just became synonymous with it. And while people try to call it "corny" its still a positive message that can only benefit people so yea

[@IsaiahBerlanga]

gonna be here if it is or not

[@MartianCandies]

@@PatrickCc dude I remember you from under 10k subs when you did mostly just rapper stuff, I remember getting so many replies from you then you were so active man I'm just so so proud of you for getting this far, road to 1mil!

[@PatrickCc]

@@MartianCandies thanks for sticking with me this whole time! If you comment on the vids early there is a better chance I will see it! After the first day or so it becomes nearly impossible to keep up with comments lol

[@johnta17]

Being a social media star before the smart phone era is impressive

[@xxillicitxx]

It was a much smaller community, these days your grandparents are on facebook but back then the MySpace era was pretty much under 30, and for me at least the cool kids at school were busy being cool irl and weren't spending their afternoons on a computer.

[@janicevanity]

because there was internet before smart phones lol

[@brandon9501]

@@janicevanity You’re a total dumbass for not getting it

[@natdizzle4259]

not really when myspace was big it was way easier to get scene then today's social media I had a 100k plus friends and I did nothing to earn it but now there's so much competition it's not as easy

[@lorlor6035]

Superrrr

[@richardgadberry8398]

"A Shot at Love" was one of those reality shows where you could just SMELL the chlamydia from your TV.

[@aa-vk6hd]

Like Flavor of Love or Geordie Shore.

[@EmpressLunaa]

🤣🤣🤣😩😩😩😩

[@mayberryfiya3528]

Eeewww😂😂😂

[@tonyjones1560]

🫣😳🫣🤣🤣🤣☣️🥺

[@StaceyEldridge]

🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@ryanholden9977]

Makes me feel so old that the creator of the video is explaining MySpace in a documentary style, as if the majority of viewers of this video have no idea what MySpace was or got to experience the revolutionary social experiment that it was ❤❤😂😂

[@CathyWatkins-ie7ym]

I was never on MySpace.

[@gootchimus]

MySpace was the shit compared to what we have now.

[@BB-qv6ip]

i’m 22 years old. Always heard of my older cousin using it, but was never actually old enough to be on it myself before it wasn’t popular anymore

[@alexamg6675]

So true lol

[@lawrencemassaro9646]

My space is still better than Facebook

[@edith3427]

I was obsessed with MySpace. I loved how I was able to put any background I wanted, different fonts and background music. It was awesome.

[@FILMTHEWRLD]

Yes!!!

[@Sinn3R_13]

Me to I was like 14 and I thought I was badass for having my back ground song as hypnotized- Biggie

[@bmo14lax]

Html code was fun too. Taught me a lot.

[@ej8780]

Yessss! I even had a code to hide the song ! 😅 I miss MySpace

[@haleyluvu]

We were all little programmers and didn’t know it yet!

[@strawberryseeds]

I remember as a child thinking crazy people were scary losers but as an adult I realized how fragile your mind is and mental health issues can happen to anyone and can happen out of nowhere. I feel for people who suffer and get looked down upon. Mental illness needs to be taken care of seriously.

[@trickspicks2611]

its levels to this mental health shit and Ms.Tequila is on the highest one possible.,

[@Snagmaster30lb]

It will, as soon as our generation stops trying to have a mental disability. Mental health issues have become a trend in thia new generation more than an actual illness. Most of these "influencers" who claim they have one more than likely are lying, somehow everyone is schizophrenic or has Tourette syndrome.

[@Snagmaster30lb]

@Goku Black theres potential for there to be a vagina in the pic. Thats how the likes came.

[@strawberryseeds]

@@Snagmaster30lb I have never seen anyone faking schizophrenia on social media. You don’t seem to be too educated if you think mental illness is a new thing it’s been happening for centuries and has never been cared for properly. It’s not this generation that’s causing people to get looked over. Tourette’s isn’t a mental illness.

[@Snagmaster30lb]

@@strawberryseeds never said it was a new thing. Read. I said it became a trend. Read. Never said tourettes was a mental illness. Read. I said people are faking these things. Read. Welcome to are you smarter than a 5th grader.

[@teridoster5840]

When you combine narcissism, entitlement, mental illness, drug & alcohol abuse and way too much time on your hands, you get situations like this

[@kns8596]

he highlighted how she never takes accountability for things and blames others or her "personalities" not sure if that constitutes narcissism but seems like it also the constant need for attention and adoration people need to stop watching her so she can lose her platform

[@mizrelmizrel]

🎯

[@siskodefiant4275]

@@kns8596 It's a Cluster B personality trait. I'd say she has Borderline Personality Disorder. I was in a relationship with a woman that had it (we lived together, but not married) and it is something to behold in person. One of the trademarks is impulsive behavior, manipulation, compulsive lying, sexual promiscuity, childhood trauma, fear of abandonment, and the constant seeking of validation that is often through sexual attention.

[@bouligny1980]

Facts*

[@I_like_turtles_67]

True. The wall is undefeated.

[@duolangue96]

I remember following her on Snapchat (probably around 2017/2018?) and she would take her daughter to the park and try to teach her how to control the birds with her mind. It was really depressing to watch.

[@Arz2003]

Wtf lol

[@Sinful.Sweetie]

Lololol!! “Now baby, just focus and get that one bird over there to shit on that man’s head” 😂😂😂

[@merricat3025]

Her kid is going to end up as nuts as her. That is depressing

[@Jacob_the_Dabbler]

I'd have literally snapped her telling her how fucked that is

[@smurfylee]

Lol that's kinda funny but not 😑

[@atos.nympha3451]

Bipolar and drugs should not be friends

[@ericbutler739]

That goes for her and her "followers". Who would actually find any of this anything but disturbing? Well, millions did, scary.

[@LLusion]

Patrick Cc the only guy to make a 30 minute video on Tila Tequila in 2022 and everyone wanting to watch it

[@Ok.I.Pull.Up.420]

Patrick Cc the 🐐

[@mandalaqueen828]

Ngl I’ve been waiting on a video about Tila ever since I was recommended some channel using her name on YT

[@dogsandyoga1743]

Right. I didn't even like her then...but I still watch the entire thing

[@rodolfotames4493]

For real, this was really engaging.

[@Krimay.]

fax

[@JJones-cl4dm]

We didnt deserve Tom at MySpace. He didnt do us like Zuck does

[@deathrowlemon7367]

You realise you can just like.. not use social media?

[@IAmAlsoTheWalrus]

@@deathrowlemon7367 You realize this is like... just a joke?

[@pariah_carey]

@@deathrowlemon7367 Sadly, it seems that, for many people, that thought has NEVER occurred to them. If only they knew how much better their lives would be without it. Honestly, choosing NOT to sign up for a Twitter account when it first started to become popular, was unironically the BEST decision I’ve ever made. Watching the effect that it’s had on its Users, from the Outside, has been a profoundly disturbing experience.

[@winkyrinzatti471]

Sic whatever that is in your picture on both of them

[@deathrowlemon7367]

@@IAmAlsoTheWalrus cheap cop out + you didn’t write the comment so you wouldn’t know

[@kciN1221]

How CPS or her family has not taken that poor child away from her unstable, irresponsible and destructive clutches is mind boggling! I knew she had gotten bad but nothing like this.

[@AliEtSaMaman]

I don't know about how it goes in The US but, in my country, France, you cannot take babies away from their parents just because these are morally disputable. Unless the kids are in danger, we tend to leave them with the parents. Because you cannot break a family for ideological issues. Terrorits will have children, mafia people will have children. (Un)fortunately we don't foster every child that has a dysfunctional parent. Motherly love prevails.

[@Ima_meangirl]

Me and Tila used to chat on MySpace back in the day. Long before she had her tv show. She was pretty cool back then. It’s sad to see what’s happened to her.

[@chelseywest2311]

She was literally the first social media influencer. That’s crazy.

[@ChipCadence]

Not even close. She became one of the most popular at the time but def not the first

[@KarateWrestler205]

She is the blueprint of the modern woman

[@coolmanguy2680]

She was eaten by the dragons

[@coolmanguy2680]

The mother Dragon drank her mind..the Mother dragon is Tay Money 💰. She says it in her new song. Summer time fine.

[@Bovyos]

@@coolmanguy2680 wdym?☠️

[@openeyz]

100% facts on her being the first person to get famous off of social media.

[@quanbrooklynkid7776]

Damn

[@masterk5372]

Ikr

[@greatestever9086]

The other girl named Forbidden also because famous off of it. Named Christine Dolce. She passed away

[@mariec3527]

Right ! Like wow

[@shawntalbert]

and it went all downhill from there

[@ct00001]

Everything about her story screams borderline. People wired that way struggle for life and burn every bridge and every opportunity they get. Hope the best for her child. What a tragedy.

[@justinhensley3315]

BPD, HPD, NPD, the dark triad.

[@alfredortego225]

@@justinhensley3315putti a label on soul fracturing and demonic attachments is delusional. Alter ego means they’re sharing their bodily real estate with a straight up demon. This smells like that, coupled with MK Ultra, a deadly combo-

[@kateb2643]

Not always. Not if they get help that's a good fit for them. But, yeah it's a constant uphill battle. My partner has BPD and is incredibly well-rounded, considering. It's not so black and white

[@ZanePrice-hd5gj]

Huh. I was going ti say narcissist. She was probably both.

[@Nicolita3339]

With a bit, or a lot, of schizophrenia and most likely meth addiction mixed in. I am BPD but I don't act like her. At all.

[@oliviaphillips4934]

They used her up, then kicked her to the curb when she was no longer marketable. Poor thing lost her mind in the process.

[@AceUpSleeve]

🤷🏻‍♂️🗑️🐑

[@Jojo01171]

Just like Britney Spears and Amanda Bynes

[@jamesadamgleason9471]

Umm no. This girl is openly deranged. The others are just normal addicts​@@Jojo01171

[@XTian-hp7qk]

​@@Jojo01171 Britney is still a millionaire tho. Tila on the other ha d

[@Jojo01171]

@@XTian-hp7qk I’m saying the media and the people messed them up basically chewed them up and spit them out, not talking about their finances.

[@peytmonikatur7332]

She makes me feel content with being a regular non celebrity person lol

[@thats_right_mofo]

Amen 😀

[@karaa7595]

They all make me feel like this way lol.

[@justinhopper5941]

Right. Fame screws so many people up. I’d hate it..I’d rather just be rich haha

[@archer1949]

The money might be nice, though.

[@Lion-O-Richie2040]

You should’ve regardless of her existence or not. That’s sad.

[@SavvyMuhon]

What’s terrifying is the fact that this woman has a child. Like this is a person who CLEARLY needs some SERIOUS psychiatric and therapeutic help and they are raising a PERSON. That is scary. I truly, truly help she gets the help she needs and her daughter gets the parental guidance she should have.

[@aliblanco6107]

What a nut! Feel sorry for her daughter

[@sethralavode9012]

No different than many of the people on social media.

[@HighExplosiveDualPurpose40mm]

Shut the fuck up you !! She was actually on to something the world isn't ready for

[@SavvyMuhon]

@@sethralavode9012 This woman is beyond most

[@angelsky6869]

Same goes for that lady recording her son wearing a dress in the dressing room trying to confuse the kid with her interrogative weird questions and posting it on social media. I’d like to think you’ve got that same energy towards people like that.

[@dmox3014]

Drug/Alcohol addiction, money and fame mixed with severe mental health issues is probably the biggest ticking time bomb you can be cursed with.

[@DanielSanPedro]

Unexpected win for me this morning by finding and watching this video. Perfect execution, very entertaining and to the point, knowledgeable… you have a new sub. Thanks for the great video! I didn’t know much about her until now. Keep them coming!

[@valeries3829]

Wow, we need more and more of these “where are they now” from Hollywood. Many many more. I used to want to be a famous actor most of my childhood, but now seeing the product of that environment through people I’ve watched and looked up to as a child is eye-opening. Not being famous and in the spotlight seems like more of a privledge.

[@hellonurd8957]

I know how you feel. I use to want to be a video game designer but after hearing BTS stuff from companies like EA, Konami, Blizzard/Activision, Ubisoft etc. Well... I think I'm better off playing games is all I'm going to say.

[@A_Ducky]

This is so well said, every word echoes my own thoughts. Thanks op! 🌻 Edit: well, except the acting part, opps

[@benmarsden2581]

Have you seen Corey feldmans new rap video? Lol

[@misseselise3864]

agreed! i would love to see more videos about where OG influencers ended up. the only two people i know that got their start on the early internet is tia tequila and jeffee star

[@angelayablonski4346]

Same here, it’s a relief. I’d rather be broke and happy. There’s no price on sanity and not being a complete narcissist. IMHO tequila gets exactly what she deserves. No attention at all anymore. Haaa.

[@druec2863]

I always found it interesting how her along with many other famous female celebrities (even A-listers) went through a serious mental health downfall in the 2000s and people just let it happen because it made for a good tabloid story. It's so sad.

[@kimberleyroberts113]

They look for a type in the industry. I imagine they have ground quite a few people into the dust.

[@NKraven88]

Still going on. Just look at a weeks worth of tabloids and I’m sure you will find a lot of drugs, sex, and mental breakdowns.

[@earthwaterfall1498]

Even though it seems not that long ago it wasn't a time mental health was spoke about.

[@SVAsianPhilippinesGo6858]

Yeah, people get entertained with the saddest things.

[@acapulco214]

Very intensely misogynistic media will do that to ya

[@user-pv1kr3br8b]

I was very, very young when she became famous. I remember even as a tiny child I thought that she was extremely out of it

[@toriiturtles]

You are by far one of the best narrators/hosts I've ever heard!

[@klizzyykicks1712]

It’s an a.i …scary ain’t it 😳

[@toriiturtles]

@@klizzyykicks1712 oh no I didn't even realize :(

[@GeorgiaViking]

​@klizzyykicks1712 enlighten me on this, we can literally see the dude talking at some points.

[@Odablock]

Never imagined this would be her outcome. She started as an influencer then became what she is now.

[@foryouallgameshd8774]

Baldy

[@mibs56]

shicken flounder

[@killingismybusiness3364]

zig zog

[@MrDabado]

wow, this comment gave me a bigger zock

[@lotusofdeath]

damn i didnt know big O would be here, must be down bad

[@Alexandra_Wolf]

As someone WHO WATCHED HER STREAMS LIVE THEY WERE VERY REAL! She would get drunk fall down fall off counters and chairs and not get up and have blood pouring down her hair. She was VERY MUCH not faking anything.

[@emy4314]

You can fake evrything

[@cybererik1]

I'm sure an attention whore like her didn't fake anything. haha

[@JaneDoe-ob9dr]

Omg remember her creepy KZbin rants where she would tell us the devil came to her, the fiery Phoenix etc. All this bizarre stuff, people even went as far as accusing her of killing her own fiance when that happened.

[@meghansullivan6812]

What the FUCK

[@radjared]

Was it menstrual blood or just regular..?

[@cornbread206]

I used to work at a shop in Little TYO. She used to pull up in her humble Honda all the time and say wassup. She just seemed goofy and kinda quirky. Her online personality seemed very conflicting to her normal self....

[@yeager14]

I met her and her kids in 2022 at American Renaissance. She was very friendly, calm and collected.

[@vincentharrington6947]

Watching videos like this and remembering my sister watching tv shows like a shot at love is really nostalgic for me and i miss being a young teen 😢

[@annythien]

I haven’t heard about Tila in years. This video is so well put together. I had no idea she even had a kid or an aneurysm. Incredibly sad how her life went down the drain… hope she can get help and that her baby is safe!

[@comicalsquid1496]

P

[@Mr.B.B.Wolfman]

Her life didn't "go down the drain". I was never not in that drain.

[@SariennMusic73]

@@Mr.B.B.Wolfman but at least way before it was at the semi top of the drain. Just below the opening. Now? She's way down past that U shaped bend. Well... If it was a sink drain pipe,that is.

[@asanielliott1930]

@@comicalsquid1496 is pop ph 👋 b h hill. Lil

[@ochinski3568]

I remember her from MySpace days… wow.

[@samanthastephens5285]

I didn't realize how much inspiration Trisha Paytas must've gotten from Tila's career

[@threeblessings575]

Yes, that's what I thought too..

[@EmpressLunaa]

🤔 you may have a point but I think Trisha got influence from all trendy scandalous girls back in the day like Paris , Kim, Pamela, Anna Nicole, etc. and including Tila of course 😂 I think she just went along with all their personalities

[@3ShotTGK]

Trisha was the cocktail mix of all "influencers"

[@iHeffy]

My fkn thoughts right now lol

[@FacebookQueen]

Thinking the same thing

[@cocopopsz]

Just subscribed from Hong Kong! So well put together. Thank you

[@karMyloPonderosa]

Subbed. You speak very well ans not that typical annoying Pod caster type like. Thank you. Great video!! Can't say I feel bad for Tila 😊

[@hephaestus6365]

Prepare yourselves for SO MANY of these stories coming. Social media influencers are even dumber now. Their downfalls will make KZbinrs millions.

[@abaddierey]

💯

[@Nobodyjanky]

There’s already sooooo many of them, especially the washed up sound cloud rappers….a lot of them end up in addiction, chasing the fame or dead.

[@helgafrahmann4201]

People are not made for warshipping! This distroid them !!

[@velvetbees]

The influencers who survive and get a lot of subscribers seem to be good storytellers or know fascinating things about history or science. Plus, they seem mentally healthy.

[@LaniWahine4]

@@velvetbees Blaire White is one of them. She will never fade.

[@carolinamurtha3102]

It’s so scary to think she has a child. I really hope her baby is ok.

[@FUNKY_BUTTLOVIN]

She be doing these insane live streams these days SCREAMING about how she travelled to another plane and had sex with a man who turned out to be a dragon. Which is, of course, a crime, and also very dangerous, as he could kill her and her family. But then she realized the dragon was Jesus Jehovah and anybody whose ever sh-talked her is going to be begging at her feet in the afterlife because she is God and blah blah blah... And her kids are literally playing just off-frame, LOL! That said, I've had worse parents in my own family, if this is the worst she's doing

[@snowboardingdays]

True

[@jacksonrelaxin3425]

That’s none of your business betch. Who t f made you perfect?

[@joseaguilera6355]

She has 2 apparently

[@jxrizzle111]

Anyone remember the episode on shot at love with Tila where the blonde dude with the cowboy hat got the boot and he stood outside in the driveway yelling "TILLLAAA" "TEEEYYLLUUUUHHH"

[@jb44448]

The commonalities between her behavior and others on social media are so similar. Different circumstances, but the pattern of behavior is the same, almost to the tee.

[@suburbanxxmuse]

Makes you think that a certain type of person strives for fame and actually stays relevant

[@neils185]

Good video man!

[@LuxeMindsetVibes]

I'm 5 minutes in and she was truly ahead of her time with starting a subscription site. I wish she kept building her business as her focus.

[@lizxu322]

Same

[@priyaanjlie]

Wait what why!? She needs help asap! She should definitely not keep building her "buisness" I'm confused lol

[@arkieologist]

Well, getting "attention" was always her way of growing her business... All the drama and lies was her idea of the influencer hustle.

[@ThePollianaPassos]

@@priyaanjlie key word in his statement is I WISH meaning its something they desired she'd have done that instead of what she ended up doing.. reading is fundamental

[@coiledsteel8344]

Life After 30 - What Kind of Ass Clown 🤡Are You?

[@henryblaylock2946]

It’s disturbing to see what happens to people when the spotlight starts to inch away from them…

[@velveetaslingshot]

The spotlight doesnt "inch" one day you wake up and its just gone. Thats what happened to her. Her 15 minutes was up.

[@zsaz4453]

Or when it gets turned on ...

[@sukirinaa]

This is what happens when you mix a mental illness with alcohol and drug abuse.

[@kakashisensei38]

Yup, she doesn’t deserve children.

[@dcoledesttaevadoithawj2207]

This.

[@girlfromnowhere4030]

Grew up in the Myspace area too.. I remember watching her on shot at love.. Always wondered how she got to where she is now 😢.. Maybe you can do a video on Amanda Bynes ❤

[@Quickscope_Kun]

Damn Pat, the fact you had to place a protection and age restriction let me know this gonna be GOOOOOOOD!

[@channelZER01]

Tia tequila was EVERYWHERE she's kind of the prototype for today's "influencers" she was just over a decade to early.

[@LavozdelCannabis]

Right broh, I just can't believe with all the fame and money she got in the past and now she living in an apartment OMG...those are definitively some bad decisions

[@barbie6695]

She wasn't too early, it had to start somewhere.

[@Emlane09]

It’s a shame

[@channelZER01]

@George Gershwin and nazi's... Can not forget the nazi's

[@channelZER01]

Yes but if she had started later should would have faired better imo. The Conditions weren't right for her type of fame at that time, people weren't really interested in people who was famous for doing nothing that came with the Kardashian Era.

[@Deadman1000]

I remember being a kid and hearing about how she had the most facebook friends and thinking, "how is that impressive?" and yet here we are today. What a wild story

[@Matt-of2eq]

Were you special needs? How could you not understand something simple?

[@k1n63d]

No. She had the most MySpace friends.

[@Deadman1000]

@@k1n63d oh yeah, damn, it's been a long time haha

[@shawnadee7744]

I still think that , so what they got 100 likes and 10,000 subs

[@chptrk75]

She just had to be trying to be friends with anyone because she sent me a friend request a few times.

[@minatran3652]

I just subscribed to your channel. I'm from Australia. I was wondering what ever happened to Tila Tequila ?

[@niksutherland4280]

You did amazing. Well done bro

[@kw2519]

People really don’t understand how easily anyone can fall victim to psychosis.

[@SC-gw8np]

Yes, this is why it's important to know one's own mind and live an inside-out life.

[@kw2519]

@@SC-gw8np Yep. Plus regular mental hygiene. Like seeing a talk therapist once a week.

[@akikoyume4722]

dont do drugs, kids :')

[@kw2519]

@@akikoyume4722 that’s a pretty small part of the picture. Which drugs? Alcohol is pretty bad.

[@akikoyume4722]

doesn't matter what kind of drugs, it's a fact that you can get psychosis from drugs too... and its been said in this documentary that shes been struggling with addiction before the brain aneurysm - in general, its importatnt to get help, no matter if it is mental health problems or addiction, we only have one life... and if we dont take care of ourselves, who else does? :'(

[@pablocontrerassanchez8111]

I just randomly thought of Tila Tequila the other day, by thinking: “huh, I wonder what happened to that girl with the bisexual reality show on MTV?”. Oh boy, was I not prepared to know.

[@ddjsoyenby]

our former bicon went head first off the cliff down that rabbit hole.

[@mememe217]

Ditt0

[@mememe217]

@@datingzonel1424 wait…. Who???

[@josephjohnson7123]

At the time I forgot what years but you could literally chat with any celeb , Tila Tequila was like the first celebrity I actually chatted with but I just now remembered that and I don't even remember the conversation but she was cool.

[@DammnDeejay]

I miss MySpace. That was a place you could really be yourself and show the world who you were..I miss those days of spending HOURS just customizing the background to my page and figuring out what music would fit me better lol

[@ThatAintNoPuppy]

I was just saying this to my sister a few days ago 🤣🤣🤣. Remember how you can bling out your page. Background be all sparkly, with some lit music. I miss it too!!😩

[@BrittneyChristina]

Yessss😆😆

[@TiffaniMarieL]

I remember you could search people by race on myspace you could NEVER do something like that today 😐

[@LovleeBaker805]

I had a rock n roll page w music and flames 🔥🔥on it I miss what u could do w your page😕

[@tessalovvorn8146]

I really miss the music on your page and being able to put codes for backgrounds on there. Truly the goat

[@pratikastrosaha5015]

How social media leads a person towards madness is what everyone should be aware off

[@opheliadd]

You’re exactly right

[@whiltoecardhonian3054]

Talking to a camera like you’re talking to a real person has some psychological affects. Being out in public and witnessing people do this is extremely uncomfortable and awkward to watch, especially when they’re jumping around like a child cause they’re “excited” of how their “life” is going “HEY GUYS IM SO EXCITED TO TELL YOU”. I don’t care what anyone says, it’s not normal and I’m certain it f***s with your head.

[@mesmorrow]

Tila was a prototype influencer.

[@hosiequad]

Cop out. Her tourment is because of her actions. It's spiritual.

[@julief634]

If you start out as an irrational person like Tila, yes it could make you go mad. She's a narcissist that just gets worse as she gets older. If you start out in social media as a rational human being then it can benefit you depending on how you use it. Tila was never a rational person, she was way psycho before she lost her friend Casey and way before social media. This was inevitable due to her unchecked mental illness from childhood.

[@frankiemendez4601]

I never understood how she or a lot of those reality tv people became so obsessed over.

[@benjamintriplett3]

I remember being in 10th grade when this show came out. My mom hated it so much but we watched it together.

[@MrBdiddypop]

The fact that she has a child is insane. That child needs to be placed with a guardian who is stable.

[@alfredortego225]

Are you kidding me? CPS is the most corrupt sex trafficking organizations. The people running it are sex offenders and the entire system is antiquated with years of backlogged paperwork and court cases and that’s by design. After multiple complaints the government ordered an internal investigation- the investigator was a registered sex offender and he was supposed to be investigating the head of CPS- also a sex offender. So this was all at the time pizza gate broke so after public outcry, Hillary ordered up another investigation, to investigate the investigator, well he also turned out to be another registered- don’t make me say it- And remember those ten or so kids that were chained to their beds, starving, covered in feces and living in squalor? Well people from around the world sent them clothing toys furniture money, offered to adopt them…there was a mountain of stuff- dozens of bikes- well they were split up, put in abusive foster homes, got nothing, not even one bike, there was locks on the refrigerators. No matter how bad things are, at least it’s family and what the child knows. It’s always worse with a stranger where no bonds are formed. The world is overrun by darkness sex and evil, we need Jesus , certainly not the government

[@benjamintriplett3]

She has two kids.. Two daughters.

[@JacksonWalter735]

Agreed. She was trying to teach her daughter how to control birds with their minds…. Her children need better guardians because the dad isn’t in their life and Tila is a nutcase.

[@1WEareBUFO1]

She comes off now as the type of person who kills their kid and everyone close to her acts "surprised "

[@LuisRamirez-ln3cj]

Most women these days aren't sane enough to raise children. If you don't believe me, just look at the number of children being abused and neglected by their mothers and/or their boyfriends.

[@MindYoBeeswax]

Man, I miss Myspace so much. That was definitely the superior social media outlet. It allowed for so much creativity and we were low-key coding at like 13yrs old. 😅

[@mydarkterrors]

For real 😭♥️

[@MindYoBeeswax]

@@mydarkterrors the good ol' days 😢

[@kayy9300]

The bright red bold “ NEW COMMENT “ hit way better than any fb or ig notification

[@MindYoBeeswax]

@@kayy9300 100%

[@imbased7784]

For real. I pretty much forgot how all that code works now lmao

[@AliEtSaMaman]

That is a very good video on how descent into madness goes. I feel for Tula Tequila. Her crazy posts are cries for help. "I am getting mad", it says between the lines.

[@D1900fas]

Excellent video 😂

[@rootsm3]

I think she was genuinely predisposed to psychosis and the aneurysm and overdose just flipped the switch. She’s done and said horrific things but I do have some sympathy for her.

[@gladitsnotme]

She was sexually assaulted by a baller too

[@ericag5346]

I feel more sad for her child.

[@nikw3683]

Honestly… it’s pretty clear she is deeply disturbed. It is heartbreaking.

[@theentertainmentbeyondshow1552]

Not heartbreaking, just PATHETIC!

[@Cool1ForYou]

What's even crazier is that it now looks like she may have been right.

[@buddhastl7120]

The only heartbreaking thing is the amount of people that care about her. She was a terrible influence on society.

[@PhukTrump2024]

@@Cool1ForYouright about what

[@supercheetah778]

​@@PhukTrump2024It's mentioned in the video that she talks about some mental health issues she has when she was younger, like multiple personalities.

[@alvinguzman4193]

Well put together vid man! I had no idea this chick went bats*** crazy like this lol thank you for this

[@Kobi]

The switch from your older content to this is INSANE editing and top quality content Patrick, drink water and congrats 🙏🏻

[@bruhinthebruhwiththebruh1370]

Yo kobi You watch Patrick? Nice you have good taste in yt channels

[@kundaimazarura367]

Ayo, kobi, Wassup man, love from Zim

[@googlesearchanonfxdvisitdw3976]

Tired of losing bëts on football games? Do what my name says. You will like what you see,,,,,,

[@saltycomet]

As someone who also plays Apex is like I can't escape it 😂

[@drfifteenmd7561]

Lmao Kobi you like trashy shows too

[@JW-lr8sd]

"Being allergic to alcohol" is often used as code in the 12 step recovery world for meaning alcoholic. It's sort of a way to say you can't drink without saying your a recovering alcoholic. And being a wilderness camp teenager, it's possible she went to treatment for that at a young age.

[@williamking8231]

That makes sense

[@raiden3013]

A lot of us Asians are more disposed to actually being allergic to alcohol. I can’t drink because of this lol

[@xuan5469]

I'm asian and I am actually allergic to alcohol

[@chi-chi6354]

Ummm Asians have a genetic predisposition to hyper sensitivity/allergic reaction to alcohol. Everyone already was aware of this chic being on drugs and being a lush.

[@ThatGirlJD]

@@xuan5469 She may have flushing when she drinks, but I doubt she has an actual alcohol allergy. I also don't believe she didn't party as a teenager growing up in Houston. Her going to rehab during summer break from high school make a lot of sense. Unfortunately her mental health wasn't adequately treated at that time, or she had trouble maintaining it when she moved away from home. She was wild from the moment she came on the scene. She's like the Asian Tricia Paytas, or rather Tricia is the white Tila Tequila. At some point she was constantly drinking, posting about drinking and in the news for drinking. She probably would have gone into anaphylactic shock a long time ago if she had an actual allergy.

[@karmaftw3730]

"A shot at love" Guess it should've been named a shot at fame. 🤣

[@GaGirl713]

Aww, my old friend Tom .. haven't seen that face in years😂😂😂😂

[@LeLeFarley]

Dude YES! You’re killing it with the videos and topic selection! This didn’t feel long at all, I was engaged throughout.

[@FinNewsInsider]

Seriously. Homeboy on point. Stay great King! Great voice too!

[@andrewpawlak4203]

Took that sunny v2 formula 😏

[@I.-_-._.-_-._.-_-._.-_-._.-_-I]

"@@andrewpawlak4203"

[@eduardedel2169]

Abso-f'ing-lutely! Pat is putting out prime content!

[@MathiasGoated]

+1

[@klopek007]

This is absolutely bonkers. I didn't realize that even before the brain aneurysm she was so messed up. It's absolutely horrifying that she's responsible for the wellbeing of a human child.

[@kitsunefaye1661]

Not one, but 2 children. 2 little girls that have this for a mother. As a mother myself, this pisses me off

[@tapset]

@@kitsunefaye1661 as a non parent this is still horrifying

[@2okaycola]

@@kitsunefaye1661 you don’t seem to mind everyone else providing for your kids w food stamps

[@kitsunefaye1661]

@@2okaycola I’m disabled, idiot. And I’m trying to better my situation. And another thing, I only have 1 kid, on bc and refuse to have anymore children while single and struggling. I will be in a stable non abusive relationship and a surgical tech when and if I have another kid. I’m now a surgical tech student, will start in October. And my son’s well taken care of. Anymore bullshit coming forth from your mouth?

[@Major003]

It's horribly, horribly sad. It's like she's a walking disaster area.

[@froguniverse2419]

MySpace was 100x better than Facebook could have ever dreamt of being.

[@Tonypayola]

Not fully on topic but it’s crazy how many musicians got famous on MySpace, but when MySpace went away they didn’t figure out a way to transition to other media.

[@Freshbrood]

Physical beauty is a tremendous power in this shallow world. She realized hers way too young, without having to develop any proper character or integrity.

[@Freshbrood]

@@deb6853 What? She is still alive.

[@ilovegot7754]

@@deb6853 she has sex appeal facially she's average

[@Freshbrood]

@@deb6853 Character illumination is not an assasination.

[@kimhornhem5399]

i reckon she just did way too many drugs, ive dabbled in that shit and i've felt insanity creeping over me. Definitely unpleasant but i reckon some people enjoy the evil it brings...

[@LlamaWarriorMan]

@@kimhornhem5399 bruh wtf r u saying? You can't be so vague and then claim evilness... some drugs are very spiritual and enlightening...

[@toasted900]

So she’s basically just Trisha Paytas blueprint! Literally same person.

[@sirjuaffreblumpkins9396]

ew......

[@theskyisblue567]

@Taylor....100%!!!

[@ravendubois7107]

Who is that

[@lolaphotography4]

Literally thought the same thing

[@ksm9109]

Took me forever to find this comment! I thought I can’t be the only one thinking idk whose done it worse Trisha or Tila

[@ChassityNOubre_88]

I used to be a fan of hers, then it was like she disappeared all of sudden. Thanks for this video. P.S. I miss MySpace too 😊

[@goldengod90]

Speaking of MySpace, anyone remember shattersphere? I found that band’s drummer on KZbin a few years back smoking crack and begging for another piece. Just another sad case of a few who become popular through MySpace

[@Steve0thegreat]

I remember talking to her in the MySpace days way before she went off the rails. She was always really friendly and talkative. Sad to see her downfall. I do think that aneurysm played a role in her thoughts and decision making.

[@KimBouchard]

I know of 2 people who survived an aneurysm. One was a mean asshole who became one of the nicest people you could ever meet afterwards, and the other was a happy, well-adjusted woman who had bizarre behaviour afterwards. I dunno, maybe you're right; the aneurysm might have just sped up the crazy a bit.

[@frogbutts3628]

@@KimBouchard brain damage is a heck of a thing. A coworker from a previous job got into a motorcycle accident which led to a brain injury, she became a completely different person after. She became rude(not mean, but didn't have a filter), and impulsive.

[@nolanj3578]

@@frogbutts3628 concussions and brain trauma makes you impulsive. Ex NFL players doing all kinds of crazy shit ok social media right now

[@danparish1344]

She had a team of people. You weren’t talking to her.

[@kellyrose590]

​@danparish1344 ok mr know everything 😅

[@adriananastasie1040]

i feel sorry for her kid.....its a tough life to live with a mom like this.....imagine the trauma that kid will have later in life. Also i feel sorry for the people that actually hear what she says.

[@jacksonrelaxin3425]

Imagine minding your own fuking business and focusing on your own pathetic life instead.

[@idiot_city5244]

The kid is probably set for life and will never have to worry financially. They will be fine

[@tylerp3327]

@@idiot_city5244yeah except for being Baby Hitler. Ridiculous.

[@Clo_Dub]

@@idiot_city5244because that worked out well for the Johnson’s girl

[@knockofftasty9693]

@@idiot_city5244what money would this woman have???

[@fomashelley1333]

She was ahead of her time, and I believe 70 % what she was saying it was true.

[@sadib4782]

i’m still 18.5 minutes in and before i say any of this i wanna make it very clear that i absolutely don’t support any of this girl’s actions, but up until now i had no idea she had suffered a brain aneurysm as well as an overdose so soon after. as an emergency medical student that really makes a lot more sense to me as to why she switched up and started acting radically so quickly after the aneurysm/od incident. it’s absolutely not an excuse for the hateful things she’s said especially since she’s obviously somewhat cognizant and seemingly knows what she’s saying is wrong to some extent, but it’s that one peice of the puzzle that makes things make a lot more sense for me atleast. pretty sad situation overall.

[@nickmyers9300]

Her saying that her passion is singing is like me saying my passion is being a superhero.. some things can't be done by some people

[@calebworm7855]

That’s just cold bro 😂

[@_CL]

follow your dreams bro

[@imnotapipe]

My passion is Karate and deep sea tapdancing

[@claye1205]

But you didn’t appear to fly for a few months.

[@nickmyers9300]

@@imnotapipe I love deepsea tapdancing... I learned when I was on vacation to the moon ... It was ether learn that or gasoline drinker

[@lPuffalo]

When Tila says she's allergic to alcohol, she's likely reffering to alcohol flush or Asian glow. It's not something that is deadly(in the short term), but does cause a general sickness. So her still drinking isn't her lying more than it's a picture of her mental health.

[@WinterReflections]

Recovering alcoholics in AA also say they "have an allergy to alcohol", but in that case it's an expression referring to the fact that they can't drink alcohol in moderation and must avoid it.

[@manicpepsicola3431]

@@WinterReflections my mom says she's allergic to vodka because it makes her mean lmao

[@PatrickCc]

interesting I have never heard of this

[@benx5536]

This is accurate

[@GodMajik]

Asian glow just means they go mad red after a few drinks lol

[@lukeesterhuizen3966]

Tila tequila was actually way ahead of the time.. She is quite impressive actually..

[@skrillozedd]

Man I remember her from the MySpace days! Haven't really thought about her since, I haven't finished video but I hope everything's alright

[@Pandulse123]

You know had she played her cards right, she could have been someone post wild child phase. She could have been like someone behind the scene in Hollywood. Maybe she could have played into the current gen z Stan humor like Nicki Minaj or Doja Cat. She really could have made money on the revival of Y2K fashion.

[@umm3766]

not really y2k fashion jus ripped off version of early 2000s fashion nowadays

[@smittythagreat93]

Coulda woulda shoulda

[@thesoulledcollective]

Look up mk ultra before saying this!

[@kingofaloha]

@@thesoulledcollective Exactly! 💯That’s the first thing that came to my mind.

[@IvanTheDarkAngel]

And why would she wanna do that? lmao you sheeple are so pathetic

[@eb8601]

Damn, this is actually kind of heart breaking. I met Tila Tequila when I was 18- i was young, dumb and all about the hustle. I did one shoot for Suicide Girls and she reached out to me on MySpace for some xtra work filming for a music video. At the time, she was a huge name and I kinda jumped at the opportunity as I was 18 and supporting myself in La. I remember meeting her at a bar in Hollywood when I learned she was in a girl rock band and that’s what we’d be filming for. It turned into a concert/hang out and I honestly don’t remember if much filming even got done. She was actually really sweet- crazy, but really nice and made you feel like an old friend. I’m 35 now and my days of partying club life are long gone lol but every once and a while, I can’t help but wonder how some of the people I met/associated w around that time are doing now. I never really kept up w her after that point (2005ish). I think she hit me up another time after on MySpace about doing a shoot but I was my own mess that needed fixing at the time. Life is a lot more calmer and fruitful for me these days- it’s sad to see her like this. I hope she finds the healing she so clearly needs.

[@wowokay5245]

Cool story dude. I was an xx boy.

[@maresdreams8731]

Oh my gosh. Wow. I got accepted into suicide girls but then began ignoring them out of shame. I was 18!

[@SVAsianPhilippinesGo6858]

Woah. Glad you didn't turn out like her then. That's cool that you had that opportunity. I would have TOTALLY wanted a piece of that pie in 2005. ..Especially being 21 and all lol.

[@angelicapickles_]

You did something called grow up.

[@erinsebestyen8152]

Girl can you turn this into a full blown mini book?? Would love to hear more of your tales

[@ryancreecy9105]

Can the Internet not say Hitler out loud for educational purposes??

[@ShazeemKhan]

lol, I like the blowing censor sound, way better than an annoying bleep

[@ryancreecy9105]

@@ShazeemKhan very true but sheesh this where we are now 🤦🏿‍♂️😂

[@ShazeemKhan]

@@ryancreecy9105 lmao ikr, I chuckled at them

[@CassieHoll-rv3cu]

I remember her song and MySpace was awesome!!! And this is crazy to know I wondered what happened to her.

[@ianL-S]

Tila had one of the most in your face cases of main character syndrome. Man, its crazy to see what else happened in one place

[@ddjsoyenby]

ikr.

[@ralphwiggum1982]

Crazy to think as a kid I thought she was sexy asf now she’s a total nut case

[@sheri226]

I had to look up "main character syndrome" . I'm a nurse and thought I had missed out on a new diagnosis, lol, fuck I'm old.

[@adonaiyah2196]

Completely self centered

[@shroomshroom5945]

@@sheri226 how does that sound real at all?

[@bears.beets.battlestarjuju]

I remember during high school, almost every chick wanted to be like Tila Tequila. Chicks would take MySpace photos doing the kissing duck face, a peace sign and holding a tequila bottle in the other. Crazy to see where she is now and how those same chicks from high school have kids, families and are working hard. Everyone BUT Tila seemed to grow up and out of that Era. It's sad really.

[@sbrooks904]

Dark times

[@anneblubaugh58]

I’m that age and always thought Tila Tequila and Jersey Shore were super trashy ! Lol 😂

[@evanabbott2737]

I remember girls at my high school doing the same thing, 2005-2006. MySpace was the main thing everyone my age had an account with.😁

[@priscillayoga4040]

Chicks are baby chickens. I didn't know baby chickens had access to the Internet.

[@bears.beets.battlestarjuju]

@@priscillayoga4040 yeah I mean look at you lil bird! On the internet clucking away

[@annabanana2044]

"Newang"?? Lol made me chuckle. From my understanding, that name is usually pronounced like "when" But good video!

[@christinaisnothere23]

I was hoping someone else noticed that. It is pronounced like "when". Everyone I know with that last name is polite with correcting people but also very annoyed.

[@annabanana2044]

@christinaisnothere23 I wouldn't even attempt to say it if I didn't know 😂 The only reason I knew was because my bestie in high school had that last name.

[@b1tchycvnt]

“they have their drones” 😭

[@TvTrollByIvy]

I remember really liking "A Shot at Love" and thinking Tila was so cool for being so open and sincere about herself. It was sad seeing her go downhill.

[@ecueto395]

I think the only reason I liked A Shot at Love was because of the bi aspect and I was a closeted baby bi(:

[@richarddobson5035]

Yeah, but she was lying. Why would you feel bad about the downfall of someone who tricked you into liking them?

[@SVAsianPhilippinesGo6858]

Trash show then trash show now

[@marymotherofgod4861]

Me 2 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

[@rainazale4722]

What you expect when you live in such evil entertainment hell.

[@gunnasintern]

it’s pretty depressing how much she fell. Tila was a genuine pioneer and figure in the early internet days. i had some friends who also were attracted as hell to her and i can’t blame them lmao even though we were just kids with access to MTV and Myspace. the first true online influencer right here

[@ddjsoyenby]

yes she fell far.

[@starsrainbows5190]

I bet her and Trisha patas would get a long great

[@thoticcusprime9309]

she was always ugly to me , I naturally dont like mental fake people

[@skeley1167]

genuine pioneer? yeah you of the meds fam

[@RippingBones]

Tila helped me realise that I am into women😂

[@skrillozedd]

"Tom from MySpace" lol man brings me back

[@aliashensel999]

Clicked because I remember getting a friend request on myspace when I was like 15. Never knew anything about her until now.

[@ksmurfer]

Haven't thought about Tila in like over a decade (since she became overtly antisemitic/racist/etc), but you were super fair about her influence to a generation of culture. It's wild to stop and think that this woman was capable of being genuinely prolific....

[@Krimay.]

fax

[@dieauferstehung]

she was jewish lolo

[@youtubehatestruthtellers8065]

Would you consider this #asianhate

[@mee091000]

@@youtubehatestruthtellers8065 No and I hope you are a troll lol

[@youtubehatestruthtellers8065]

@@mee091000 well she's Asian and racist... that's the hate she gives

[@sinatramnzzz928]

If she wasnt crazy shed be such a huge personality in the influencer world TODAY. She was sort of like a pioneer of what its like to be an "only Fans" girl and get millions of followers on Social Media. But then she lost her fucking mind. Its actually really depressing and sad what happened to her. she totally lost it and that must be a very scary place to be.

[@stateyourthesis]

I agree. It's very sad.

[@thegeekinthepink17]

exactly

[@SKSK-qg1kn]

Mental health is real and serious, people need to start taking it srsly, i wouldnt say that she's "crazy" but she's possibly not all mentally there

[@aandjay]

She has a brain injury from a car accident

[@ntl9974]

She's rightly calling out Israel

[@dokgo7822]

This is what most content creators have to look forward to in the future.

[@emmapapalii6789]

“She liked hanging out with the bad kids” *shows pic of her and Chrissy Teigen* I lol’ed 😂

[@kns8596]

I love Chrissy but she gives mean girl vibes lmao and they tried cancelling her due to her lil Twitter rants I think she's just outspoken and tries to be funny but cancel culture is stupid these people will forever be famous regardless

[@emmapapalii6789]

@Katheryn Soto yessss I get mean girl vibes from her too!

[@KourtneyMariee]

@@kns8596 chrissy teigan is a terrible person lmao

[@rfuzzybearx1792]

@@kns8596 you find being outspoken about child pornography and pedophilia amusing ? Sicko

[@Alleged_Entertainment]

My sister talks in the very same way as TT. My sister has pickled her brain with drugs and drinking. It’s easy to forget TT walked so Trisha Paytas could run.

[@aliciabasir]

No bitch. Tila dashed so obese paytas could crawl.

[@sheila6186]

I had to look up Trisha Paytas because I've never heard of her. You cannot compare her to Tila -- Paytas is unattractive, has had excessive lip filler, a hideous boob job and is visibly overweight, whereas Tila has always been naturally pretty and petite. No comparison! Paytas is also Caucasian and American. Tila is Asian-American.

[@PinkPeony90]

This is how TP is gonna end up.

[@nancytwinkle7677]

Yeah, I too think she fried her brain from drugs in her youth which is taking a toll on her now (withdrawal symptoms and all especially during pregnancy)

[@PinkPeony90]

@@nancytwinkle7677 I disagree, she acts the way she does because she’s a horrible human being. Not because of drugs, she lies about everything.

[@RT-xj3of]

Family court allowing her to continue to be a parent shows how fucked and evil the system really is. Just utterly vile and disgusting

[@Whistiling_in_the_Wind]

@2:17 what's totally insane is how I was thinking of these magazines. Absolutely unreal

[@princesschanel469]

The things she said about black women’s hair while having hair as thin as my computer screen will NEVER fail to make me laugh

[@carhiful]

Ikr, can't stand this heffa, I laugh too when I see her nowadays, all the drugs have taken a toll on her. She looking like some old ho* who been living on the streets for 25 years! 😂✊🏾💐

[@LoveWhenNeeded]

🤣🤣🤣

[@fullyevolvedssd5502]

😭

[@babygirla5717]

Not thin as my computer screen!! 🤣😭

[@SunshineKK99]

She was a racist prick...karma has gotten a hold of her..🤷🏿‍♀️🤷🏿‍♀️

[@jessicadriscoll4948]

This video was really well-made. I had the intention of just glancing at it really quick because I remember Tila Tequila from back in the day, but then got hooked and watched it all. I had no idea she was this out of her mind. It's really sad.

[@herbiii8158]

Same here. Just scrolling, then ended up watching the entire video. I remember her rise and fall(I guess), but never knew where she went, what happened, or why. Crazy man.

[@jessicadriscoll4948]

@@herbiii8158 Yeah it's so crazy! She was all over MTV and guest starring and guest judging on any popular show. And she seemed sweet and had a decent head on her shoulders. Then bam, nothing for like 20 years until I came across this. She got used to being validated by all that attention and popularity. It's like her whole identity was gone when she wasn't relevant in the media anymore.

[@artemhanawalt4395]

Same here I both really appreciate the profound existential contemplation and the entertainment of the whacky bizarreness of the content…. (And how well made the video was and genuine quality of this content and how captivate I was by it)… but am also a little frustrated a half hour just went by because I have shit to do and have music playing on KZbin… saw this and was curious…I was planning on letting it play for 1 minute and maybe skipping through it for a 2nd minute tops… before going back to my music…. Now I don’t even know what I was playing / was going to play…. And in general just… don’t even know…. (I do know I watched every single second of it….)

[@cmacsmamabear8042]

i’m 🔝 have my

[@mysterycookie_]

Same