The iilluminaughtii files | A Hidden Control Freak

[@Repzion]

You can find me over on kick.com/repzion LIVE 3 times a week :) Just finished a 4 hour 90 day fiance stream if live-interaction is your type of deal!

[@lman2047]

You know, I know that you mean well and you're coming from a good place, but given the kind of person Blair is, (I should know she pulls the same shit my sister does when she doesn't get her way or noone will let her paint the narrative her way), by the time Blair wants to pull her head out of her ass it's gonna be too late, and given the circumstances it probably already is.

[@SlashinatorZ]

Thumbs up if Iilluminaughtii should hook up with SethTheProgrammer!

[@DaleSmith816]

Not on twitch anymore?

[@Repzion]

@@DaleSmith816 I still use it, but as a viewer. Twitch is just greedy and hates its streamers, literally

[@jenniferstewart9012]

Wow how unique talking about her Good grief youtubers can't seem to come up with content without checking the trending page??? You brought nothing new to this story

[@Eleanore.Rigbyy]

The fact that she shared the suicidal texts of her FRIEND as a “gotchya” moment is really all I needed to know she is being manipulative about the narrative

[@CharlesH-t9r]

and she gaslight him......and then fake cried as if he was in the wrong....shes a piece of shit

[@TiffWaffles]

I wonder if this was meant to try to portray said friend as being so mentally unwell that nobody should take them seriously. Pretty much it was meant to invalidate this person and make it so that their word should not be taken as fact, and that is absolutely vile.

[@Canoby]

@@TiffWaffles well put. I don’t understand how Blair thought that would make her look any other than monstrous

[@RS-fy9hb]

​@@Canoby especially since he even stated that the root of his suicidality was her.

[@Canoby]

@BeeN TeN Hello Blair's alt

[@andhymontes4892]

For someone who calls out corruption in corporations, she sure has behaved like the people she’s called out behind the scenes.

[@HazbinCovenWitch]

_IRONNNNY!_ 😂

[@donovanmartin7946]

the ironry

[@Unlikely_Neutral]

Legit, gets popular on KZbin for antiMLM and anti hunbot content and then tries the exact same shit on her friends.

[@monotypical_]

Projection is what it is

[@AlexanderTheScourge]

Those that claim to fight monsters must always take care not to become the monster they claim to fight

[@Dokitsu]

Oh how the mighty have fallen. Imagine had she just not randomly accused a LAWYER of all people of plagiarism with an effect that has been widespread on television and online media. This whole drama/downfall probably wouldn't have happened. Also her baiting sympathy by randomly bringing up her mother's cancer situation in her "apology" video made me actually angry. Disgusting manipulative behavior.

[@AnnaVictrix]

and a COPYRIGHT lawyer at that smh

[@Naptosis]

Indeed. Having a close loved one with a terrible illness doesn't give one licence to be an utter bellend. _For years._

[@SomeGuy.with.a.Beard93]

She’s a psychopath for sure…

[@lindseystein9676]

Even if she didn’t tweet out the silly plagiarism claim, it would have been something else in the future. People like that will eventually become unable to hide their actual personality constantly.

[@CharlesH-t9r]

what was appauling was her posting a private message of her friend saying he was suicidal , that was pure evil of her part....thats something he felt he can trust her with in private....shes a monster

[@AnnaVictrix]

Weaponizing someone else's mental health crisis to victimize herself and make it about her is just gross. That's all I need to know about that person.

[@krimsonklaww611]

Illuminaughtii trying to claim ownership of the highlighter effect and the ripped paper background is like The Fine Brothers copyrighting the word "react"

[@jasonmims5057]

Oh Lord I remember that catastrophe. It was a facepalming mess

[@VideoGameAutopsy]

Blair’s video in a nutshell: “I have no one to blame. I take full accountability for my actions… but… if you look at it this way, it’s kinda, sorta not my fault, and everyone else is 120% to blame for what happened.”

[@JaseekaRawr]

"& they're also mentally ill PDF files!" Jesus you can't make this shyt up. Just insane!

[@Oliviaandtrina]

​@BeeN TeN Blair go home.

[@baalmolech]

Classic BPD behavior

[@T_E_G]

"Allow me to explain myself..." **Flips the narrative**

[@loutenant2817]

I think this describes it perfectly

[@SakuraAsranArt]

Blair has treated a lot of people very badly but what she did to Wonder is beyond despicable! Her behaviour and treatment of Wonder drove him to the point of almost ending his own life!! And for her to then make a video exposing his private mental health struggles to the world and claim that SHE was the victim?!? Blair deserves to lose everything IMHO because her success was built on the exploitation of people like Wonder and Click, people who had to endure her manipulative, controlling behaviour and whose lives she has since tried to ruin. Blair is literal human garbage!

[@Sassafrass95]

What disgusts me the most is she accuses Wonder of animal abuse and neglect but yet her dog has PICA (which to those who don't know is, as far as I'm aware, an uncurable illness that makes animals eat things they shouldn't to the point it can KILL them) and has her dog live in a house that trashed.... If anything she's abusive and neglectful and to call a man who has treated his dog SO well is disgusting and shows how two faced she actually is

[@Necroxion]

There are fans who still believe that Wonder was only manipulating her with that note and holy f**k Blair could not have been any more evil with what she did

[@Arthion]

Just highlights how dangerous and vindictive narcissists are.

[@jackchop1576]

@@Necroxion Creepshow Art still has fans floating around too

[@Angelface11]

Narcissist

[@blackpajamas6600]

Blaire "I really wouldn't lightly make accusations like this unless I had seen them for myself." Also Blaire: "Actually, nevermind, I'm gonna lightly make unfounded accusations."

[@Demonic_Culture_Nut]

p'do: *is on a Discord server* server staff: *bans p'do while owner is sleeping because it's **02:00** owner's time and þe owner has a socially acceptable sleep schedule* Blair: How could þe owner do noþing to deal wiþ a p'do? I'm not saying þe owner is a p'do, but one has to wonder why þey were OK wiþ a p'do being on þeir server.

[@blackpajamas6600]

@@Demonic_Culture_Nut Yes! It's weird how often Blaire uses these types of illogical constructions - it's like she's trying to set up a syllogism or something, but halfway through realizes the real important thing is herself.

[@RAC00NFANGIRL]

@@Demonic_Culture_Nut she makes me want jump through computer screen strangle her! But to be honest her life living hell so i don’t even have do anything.

[@KelWolfenstein]

I’ve been really shocked with all of her antics. Had no idea until last week that she treated her peers so despicably.

[@SlashinatorZ]

People should ship her with SethTheProgrammer

[@dragb9284]

Ow it gets so much worse wonder was 19 when this all went down and Blair was in her 30’s. Think about if the genders were flip if a 30 year old man took a 19 year old girl into his house and tried to control every aspect of their life while playing on their mental health.

[@toddydog3]

Ever since the r/slash incident I couldn't watch her. She called out r/slash for botting because he was growing faster than her. I knew then she was the type of person to try to tear people down just so she can be on top.

[@RAC00NFANGIRL]

@@SlashinatorZ or creep show art those two would definitely get along.

[@ferael0013]

​@@toddydog3 I should have dropped her then... but I gave her the benefit of a doubt. We all sometimes make mistakes and act impulsively Clearly. She was much worse than I though

[@DeathTempler]

Used to listen to her regularly. Was confused af when she posted that video. Never heard of the sad milk people. Was pissed hearing her blast Wonder's suicide text, in a video about plagiarism accusations against her nonetheless. Now I am sickened by her. If she had never made that video, I'd never know any of this. Her ego is burying her.

[@Romanticoutlaw]

exactly what I'm saying. Reminds me of when I was a fan of yandere simulator, but didn't follow anything the dev did outside of his youtube videos and releases of the alpha. And then he made a video complaining about the "goblins" apparently dogpiling him for dishonest reasons, and I looked into it, and whoops! Turns out alex is awful. She could have let this float by if her ego was smaller and it never would have turned into anything

[@jestphoenix]

i used to watch a lot of the sad milk people and heard rumors about her being awful to them years ago. it was appalling to find out just how bad it was

[@sylverscale]

Yeah if she would have kept her mouth shut... I'm glad she didn't. But as someone who doesn't follow anyone in Twitter I wouldn't have the slightest clue.

[@guichabanaano27]

I'm so disappointed with the situation but also glad this came into light. I'm starting to feel like everyone whose stuff I watch semi-loyally turns out to be a monster afterwards.

[@JaseekaRawr]

@@guichabanaano27 Yeah, I've seen enough of my fav YTers fall from grace that at this point I'm always ready for the other shoe to drop when I have a new fav. 😕 The main takeaway is this tho, just always keep in mind no one is a saint. If you see accusations against your fav then be sure not to just defend them blindly. That's what I had to learn the hard way 😂 I think it's solid advice! 🙏🏻 Currently Hasanabi is my fav, but I don't view him as some infallible god. If any accusations were to come out I'd instinctively want to side with a potential victim. Bc I'd want someone to do that for me if I were a victim speaking out.

[@iamhungey12345]

She basically made herself a corporate casket.

[@dragonsteamworks6675]

And everyone is taking turns hammering in the nails she made herself.

[@michaelrichard8505]

I used to be a member of her staff. In April of 2020 a few of her staff members myself included raided the Discord of a KZbinr named Redditor. We used alts and we posted some vile things there to try to get the server shut down. She got us on board by accusing Redditor of some pretty serious things (something she accused click of and some of her former associates in an accusation made long ago) and said she was going to make a video on him. Three years later she never made it.

[@AnnaVictrix]

Was this when her channel was mostly reading out Reddit posts? Was it a competing channel?

[@RCynic75]

My educated guess is that when looking back on it, you probably felt that your role was similar to that of an underling to a cult leader. This is when the leader would either use coercive force while the underlings do their best to continue convincing themselves that they're doing the right thing.

[@tinilily]

I remember her uploading a video regarding some fight/drama with another reddit youtuber and mentioning him bullying reddit youtubers like her and Fresh? (bit confusing, sorry, my memory is a sieve) Kind of puts a new light on that situation. I was surprised when her Channel was suddenly only non-Reddit stuff and I think she privated her old videos?

[@Naptosis]

@@tinilily I'm sure you're talking about r/Slash. She made an apology video about that, and then did it again to Cruel World Happy Mind - whilst that KZbinr was a new mother.

[@everythingpony]

She did upload it but she has deleted alot of videos

[@Romanticoutlaw]

she forgot the most important rule of being a bully: never pick on someone who can and will fight back. If she'd either A. never gone for legaleagle or B. ONLY addressed the legaleagle thing with her mealy-mouthed apology, I really think it would have blown over. But by bringing attention to the person calling her out for plagarism herself, she only put more eyeballs on it also, I got onto vance from a youtuber ad read and it's good stuff. In a state where outright weed isn't legal so their stuff is a relief to have. Legit helps me sleep better. But if you get the gummies, maybe only take half of one at first lmao, knocked me on my ass for 6 hours

[@bostonb4kedbeans]

Go support a local dispensary, not a shill company that's promotion is shady. Local dispensaries have CBD/cbn/cbg options too, and they are very involved in the community or their customers. I have a strong relationship with my dispensary, after months of walking in, that they give me a lot of free shit now for a lot lower price.

[@morticianaddams1259]

As I was watching this, my husband joined me (as he is subscribed to illuminaughtii). As the story unfolded, I saw him unsubscribing to her. He was so disgusted at her actions.

[@imtiredandfull]

Yeah I unsubbed watching this as well.

[@dragonsteamworks6675]

Good man. When I saw the Click's video on this I unsubbed myself from her content. Just so vile and manipulative.

[@AnnaVictrix]

Financial abuse is a wily thing because sometimes it can look like generosity. My former abuser got me indebted to them emotionally and financially over a car as well. I've known people whose abusive parents did it with cars as "gifts." Didn't Shane Dawson do something like that to Bobby whatshisname? Oh and that vid of Crowder verbally abusing his wife over using the car. Weird that it's so often a car!!! Maybe because it translates to a power over your freedom of movement? Like I said, it's a wily thing.

[@ddjsoyenby]

yup.

[@judgesaturn507]

Pretty sure Onision has done that too.

[@capeck1993]

Bobby Burns. Shane ruined him.

[@emilydavis9548]

It ABSOLUTELY has to do with freedom and control over ones ability to get around

[@erraticonteuse]

God yes. I'd stop short of calling my mom financially *abusive*, but boy howdy the "I put you through law school" card is always in her back pocket no matter how inconsequential the argument is. I finally figured out how to shut it down when she pulled it during a stupid fight about why don't I post more on Facebook/engage with her posts?? She has a really hard time with the concept that disagreement ≠ ingratitude.

[@TheInfectiousCadaver]

dude my EX did this crap and it was such a damn hassle to deal with, i got so emotionally stretched out i started drinking and when i told one of my brothers about the situation, he opened his home to me. i put up with those exact words anytime i tried to confront her on her BS "oh so now im the one thats the idiot" and its like i never said that at all. or always waiting till im dead from working all day and then as soon as i lay down im half expecting a damn argument to break out. im just so thankful for my big brother man. without him i wouldnt have gotten clean and probably still be in that relationship. so glad its over.

[@liamlowenthal8476]

The "Oh so it's me me me doing this" bit is emotional manipulation. She may or may not realize she's doing it if she's got a habit of it. All she probably knows is, it works to get her what she wants. It's a trait of a narcissist, among other things. I'm sorry for your pain, and I do hope she gets the help she needs to become a better functioning person. And I hope whatever trauma you suffered is taken care of as well.

[@TheInfectiousCadaver]

@@liamlowenthal8476 i appreciate that man. and ive made a complete 180, got a better job working for county parks in texas. moved back to my hometown and i live 3 blocks away from my dad, in the same apartment he had before getting that said house. and ive stopped the drinnking, usually reserve that for get togethers now.

[@chidorisnake22]

I was engaged to someone like that for about a year or so before I finally had enough sense to get the fuck out. It ended up causing a lot of trauma for me and even though I'm doing mostly okay now, the fractures of that relationship still show because I still can sometimes be incapable of having an actual conversation without freaking out that it's gonna turn into an argument. I wouldn't wish that shit on my worst enemy. I'm so happy you survived it all.

[@WhoTookMyMirr]

​@@TheInfectiousCadaver it's not easy to recover from that kind of hurt. Proud of you.

[@Angelface11]

Narcissism

[@WestinHills]

Wonderstruck's response broke my heart. I hope he's okay now. iilluminaughtii's voice acting deserves an award.

[@BaddieBunnie]

All i can think of is the reason she shared that suicide note and blasted Wonder's mental health is to completely invalidate his feelings and accusations because if you paint someone as insane and enough people listen no one will believe them when they come forward

[@liamlowenthal8476]

I think that's an option, but from where I stand having come from her kind of mental chaos (she needs therapy and medication, it helped me) I think if it were me at the time before I got help, being like her, I would had done that to draw eyes away from something. Primarily something I did and couldn't explain away, so I'm avoiding it by holding up something else. Misdirection I guess, along with a strawman argument. I know, I was a shitty person. I got help. But it's been five years you know? I feel like I can see things from a better view with people like this.

[@JordanDragonAs]

​@@liamlowenthal8476 you miss understand that she is a control freak not mentally unstable

[@BaddieBunnie]

@@liamlowenthal8476 Um...I don't think you went out of your way to completely take over someone's life, strip it ALL away at a moments notice, trash their belongings, then paint them as insane while sharing EXTREMELY sensitive information to millions of people...

[@BaddieBunnie]

@Peri Grinn Yeah with the narrative she spun sne could have gotten either Wonder or his father shot all the while she sits at home with her three BMW's dusting her hands saying "another good deed done right" not knowing she got her friend killed.

[@sabinajoh]

@@liamlowenthal8476 I also think she needs to get evaluated because there is some underlying cause here

[@Mr_Howl]

Why can't anyone just be a good person anymore? Breaks my heart to find out someone I enjoyed is actually a bad person themselves.

[@liamlowenthal8476]

Between creators and the people who watch them, I'd say it never lands on just one side. Takes two to tango, so to speak. Personally, if I had the ability, if I knew she had done all these things I wouldn't have 10,000 people staying on her view count and sub list *just* to harass her. If you want to make a change, acting like a 10 year old isn't it. The best course is to unsub and never view a video. Not even to take part in the drama. And there inlies the problem and endless cycle. It's not just enablers helping out the problematic - it's the bullies as well.

[@schribbler1592]

Had no clue myself. As @liamlowenthal8476 said, its best to just walk away. Remember why you stopped watching. Really does suck though. Seen quite a few of my ex favorite KZbinrs take similar falls. What did I do? I moved on to another one who did the same job, sometimes at a worst quality level, but I supported them instead. Now some of them are at the same level as those I used to watch. Rob Dyke being one I remember being one of my favorite horror channels. That was a tough one to unsubb from, but I couldnt look at him the same. Especially when he called people despicable or horrible for SA of a minor, when he was participating in a like-minded practice online. Just gotta move on, not support them, and try to find another channel that fits the same niche.

[@mrrockets32]

Lmao you you living in a dream

[@guichabanaano27]

Agreed. It's a shame

[@AnnaVictrix]

It's absolutely wild she didn't leave his stuff even just there on the road where the car had been parked. That still would've been cold, but driving away with it to throw it all away really seems like extremely impulsive behavior.

[@dragonsteamworks6675]

I think it was less impulsive and more vindictive. She's someone that clearly holds a grudge and will go to great lengths to ruin you if you cross her.

[@krmrivera83]

Repzion didn't mention this but in Wonder video I believe she did take the car at 3am, wwhile he was asleep... she even throw out the youtube button he worked so hard for....

[@RAC00NFANGIRL]

I think she did it on purpose prove point! If you run I’ll destroy the things you love.

[@WhoTookMyMirr]

Blair is what happens when someone refuses to take control of their personality disorder. I would know. I used to be a LOT like this and thankfully am on meds and DBT now. The only good thing out of this whole mess is that my love for OT's content is reinforced more than ever. Dude just legit likes making people smile and has a great infectious laugh.

[@felixhushpup2545]

What personality disorder does she have

[@WhoTookMyMirr]

@@chikensaku thank you. Every day I try not to be the stereotype of BPD. Some days it's harder than others. But the way I see it, it's better than the alternative and hurting people I care about, even unintentionally.

[@sluttyMapleSyrup]

Yeah, this whole mess brought The Click back into my feed, got me subbed to Cruel World Happy Mind, made me reconsider my opinion on rSlash, and made me as ashamed to have been so unaware of this shit for so long as I was to have spent years in Blaire White's audience.

[@LusterDust]

I love OT and Click, I'm glad they're staying strong. I always knew OT was such a good lil bean, but he really is just a good person straight up. I will listen to his adorable laugh until the end of time and keep feeling safe in the space he's made.

[@amiatanamedmichelle5539]

Yes and that’s what bothers me the most about the Wonderstruck situation is that her actions kicked him off his therapy plan, meaning he was probably in DBT himself. A lot of DBT programs punish you for harming yourself before contacting them, as it defeats the purpose of the therapy.

[@princessleyley9166]

For perspective, she hasn’t had a video hit over 200k since the scandal first broke 3 weeks ago, and she hasn’t had a video hit over 100k in over a week. She has over 1.5 million subscribers. The situation is really reminiscent of Creepshow in that they put themselves on blast (Shannon w/ lolcow, Blair “calling out” LegalEagle) and the resulting exposure of their past misdeeds made their initial wrongdoing seem like small potatoes. It’s a wrap for her.

[@TheBlackBrickStudios]

That car thing is disgusting, truly. Something like that is not a gift, it's a leash... When I first went to college, I knew I needed a car, my folks knew I needed a car, but I was flat broke and it would be months before my financial aid went through. So do you know what they did? They sold an old project car they no longer worked on, and took $1k cash and an old Pontiac beater in trade and just gave the Pontiac to me so I had something to drive around. I treasured that broken down piece of crap for five years before finally selling it and going without a vehicle. That was the greatest gift they could have given me, because it was an ACTUAL gift, not a financial burden. If you want to help somebody, I get it, but a car that runs costs basically nothing in this country. Anybody who would suggest something like that is a cruel, manipulative monster to prey on somebody in such a vulnerable state...

[@UnderTheTableGremlin]

I think the final nail in the pyramid-shaped coffin was Click proving her claim about him allowing a sex offender on his discord to be a lie. Everything else was bad, but that was the straw that broke the camel’s back. What’s incredibly sad is that people still support her. Blatant lies, baseless accusations, carjacking, bullying other KZbinrs regularly, publicly posting screenshots of the Legal Eagle editor’s suicide thoughts, doxing that editor, and emotional abuse of her now ex-coworkers and yet they still blindly support her. The video commentaries she makes aren’t even her own opinion, she pays people to write her video essays for her. I swear, she could commit a murder and they’d stand by her. I used to watch her videos but the second I heard about the accusation of plagiarism that kickstarted her downfall, I unsubscribed. Her entire video was “boohoo [crocodile tears] [half assed apologize] well here’s why these people are to blame and not me.” Fake apology not unlike Logan Paul’s topped with whataboutism. She is not sorry. She’s trying to save her own ass. And if those tears are at all genuine, they’re being shed because she got caught. Edit: I just learned that she’s also using fake accounts to defend herself named doobyshmirtz and Seth among others and is pretending to be autistic. She’s also spamming her channel with new videos as if nothing ever happened.

[@kaydwessie296]

We hadn't even gotten to all this stuff in the drama yet, I'm so done with bad people that I was 100% done when she threw out his Play Button

[@UnderTheTableGremlin]

@@kaydwessie296 agreed. I don’t even know if that’s something he can get back. I haaaate that she did that to him, what a shitty thing to do

[@Whoknows688]

​@clairee.5178 another youtuber mentioned there is a way to get a copy and I believe Blair should be the one to pay for it.

[@kaydwessie296]

@@Whoknows688 I hope so!

[@JaseekaRawr]

@@kaydwessie296 It gets even worse than that. I had an epiphany while watching Lo Lyse's recap of the Wonder situation: Blair absolutely sent viruses to Wonder's computer & phone to brick them. Bc what are the odds that it happened to 2 of his devices, during his beefing with Blair? Too high odds, no one can convince me she didn't do that! Then I realized, if she'd do all this to sabotage him, I bet she absolutely let his dog out of the gate! She then fired him for what she caused & smeared him as a bad pet owner. 😭 I'm still in shock realizing she's such a monster. She's an actual criminal & needs to face justice. She almost pushed someone to unalive themselves!

[@psymcdad8151]

I was all pessimistic when this whole stick first blew up, thinking that it will blow over in a few days and everybody just forgets about it and Illumi geting away with it... But boy, this topic is realy here to stay. Lotsa small chanels first with nearly everyday updates, Clicks response, Wonders response... then Mimi, now Repzion... wonder when TRO and Thunderf00t tune in... Popcorn anyone? Can't have a good trashfire without Popcorn :3

[@Romanticoutlaw]

ngl, I really think if she'd just ignored the accusations of plagarism directed at her, it would have fizzled out in a week. She did it to herself

[@dragonsteamworks6675]

I can see TRO making some three-four hour long deep dive into this. I'll need two buckets of popcorn to make it through that epic.

[@gwencatz2483]

​@@Romanticoutlaw hell, if she had just apologized for everything without "explanation/context" none of the other stuff (financial abuse, alt. accounts) would've come out.

[@redrubytwilightxx8700]

​@@dragonsteamworks6675TRO will do it 6-8 business months.

[@coldwar45]

Former fan. Not gonna lie I was a bit surprised to see her go down so hard, can’t say I feel bad for her though. She truly is CreepShowArt 2.0. Looking forward to this video, Rep!

[@Sputterbug]

same except the creepshow part. I actually hate that people are comparing them. just bc theyre both shitty doesn't make them the same. CSA was stalking and harassing one specific person, Blair was shitty to everyone she met

[@RCynic75]

Whenever I see this comparison, I try to supplement it just a little bit. While the way she's treated the Click seemed reminiscent of creepshow via alt-accounts and stalking, the way she treated Wonder reminds me of that Jen lady from "the final fantasy house" cult.

[@judgesaturn507]

Great comparison.

[@ambsspence]

That fake crying from her... really...!? So annoying.

[@simonO712]

​@@Sputterbug It's mostly the way she stalked and harrassed the Click that makes people use that comparison.

[@aliciagreen5411]

Blaire gives me vibes of my extremely emotionally and verbally abusive ex boss. She bought me a bunch of expensive things too even though I was uncomfy. I was 20 and a dumb kid that was also in a really bad emotional headspace. It's a grooming tactic.

[@auberginebear]

I was shocked by her accusations against Legal Eagle, and after seeing the responses from former Sad Milk members, I waited for her response, but had to take time to consider how to feels because so much of that video reminded me of how my ex abused me, but it was Click's video that made me realize that Blair is exactly like my abusive ex. Considering a few other situations from before this incident (covered in other videos already), I don't think she'll ever change.

[@YennaAvyeon]

I find it odd how no one mentions the lengths Blaire went to to harass the Click. How insane it makes her seem.

[@Romanticoutlaw]

fr. She paid hundreds of dollars for people to try to dig up a non-native english speaker using a slur a DECADE AGO when that slur was part of the common internet (and irl in high schools let's be real) vernacular. How she thought she was going to come out of this looking like the good guy is beyond me, apparently as she (allegedly) uses that slur in private currently

[@sylverscale]

And the sock puppet account she made... Repzion really only scratched the surface. It's crazy the things she did. Every time I watch someone talk about her I think I've heard it all and then something new (to me) comes up. TehMimi has a very long video about her and still missed some stuff that I then heard about from Diesel (I think).

[@JutlandAngel]

That's the main reason why people call her CreepShowArt 2.0.

[@AnnCooper33]

Really

[@lawrencelopez9839]

it feels like she always needs someone to be a villain. I feel a bit worried for that editor, they're probably public enemy number one now to her and she's blaming everything on them

[@ichmeiner4531]

Regarding the 'not giving an employee sth to do and then complaining/firing them': that's illegal in my country (nothing more than warnings and fines, but still). If your employer can't provide you with work, even something simple, they HAVE to let you go home for the rest of your shift - WITH FULL PAY. They can't let you sit there with nothing to do, so unless you really want to stay at work for whatever reason, your work day is done.

[@QuiteSpiffing]

A great point that someone else made on another youtuber's comment section is that Wonder was still in his late teens when all of this started, like 19 years old, and Blair being 30+. Now imagine if the genders were reversed, a 35 year old man promising a 19 year old woman a their own home for them to live in, a job and a car, it basically would've appeared as Blair grooming a young adult and people would've justifiably been outraged. Also saying that she's not accusing The Click of paedophillia but then low-key accusing him of paedophillia... 🤦

[@edcaous]

People are still trying to call Wonder an "entitled kid" in his comment section. It's gross.

[@flusendieb6833]

she's giving Onision vibes in that regard

[@annaeverett1999]

It makes me mad that her fans still support her in her instagram comment section. Like they don't know the full story but CHOOSE to just ignore every other side

[@megaultrasonic]

On the bright side, her views have plummeted since this controversy. Unfortunately, 50k+ views per video is still really good.

[@chelleybeans1283]

I enjoy her content so I’ll keep watching 🤷‍♀️ my feelings about her have changed entirely though.

[@bostonb4kedbeans]

​@rach3092nah they're fine. They're acknowledging they're cognitive dissonance and are reacting appropriately. You don't have to separate yourself from something you enjoy just because the creator is a bad person.

[@emma5068]

So let me get this straight: she made a false accusation of, essentially, copyright infringement, against an actual practicing lawyer who specializes in defending against false accusations of copyright infringement. That is incredible. That really tells you a lot about her mentality. How she was so used to getting her way she thought she could just bully a professional copyright lawyer, over copyright.

[@RCynic75]

Actually, the example of her copying a quote from a documentary didn't end up falling flat, and not enough people are talking about it (understandably given all the other horrible stuff she did). Blair defended herself saying that she had a quote shown on a clip in her video, but it was actually a segment where the documentary was quoting the FDA. In the end, she didn't actually quote the documentary, but quoted the FDA directly, which would still give the impression that the whole thing was her own work. While this sounds technical, my main point is that the way she defended herself so disingenuously here aligns with her pattern of behavior of trying to mislead and manipulate people

[@AnnCooper33]

No, that's not all she quoted. That's all she showed on the screen. She quoted a whole monologue from the documentary without citing it in the video. It was listed in her references, but not cited properly. It actually is plagiarism, despite her not wanting to admit that.

[@lisahenry20]

She put quotes around a very small section that was wrote on screen. That indicated that only that portion was the quote and the rest was her own words, but it wasn't. Incorrectly citing something is still plagiarism.

[@RCynic75]

@@lisahenry20 Yup exactly. She essentially went, "Hey look everyone! I totally cited the British documentary! Look at this quote in my video!" which just so happened to be the part in the documentary that quoted the FDA. From here, my main problem isn't even whether she cited it incorrectly or not, but to defend herself so disingenuously by trying to manipulate her audience into giving them the impression that she had _some_ quotation on there.

[@paranoiarpincess]

Although I know this situation inside and out (and have actually had conversations with Wonder years before this crap went down and honestly was one of the first people to make him some fanart...) I just _have_ to hear what you have to say about it.

[@Repzion]

I probably missed a lot honestly, I only wanted to cover what I know to be factually true.

[@liamlowenthal8476]

@@Repzion It's more than what most people I've seen covering her are doing. I appreciate that quite a lot.

[@paranoiarpincess]

@@Repzion That's more important than reporting every rumor and half truth! I had to take a break from watching to help the kid with his room organization, but what I did get to see so far, was the important bits. Like I said too, I know the facts, I showed up for your opinion ^-^. And thanks for replying!

[@CharlesH-t9r]

​@@liamlowenthal8476 the essay videos on blaire are clearly clickbait with shitty music and edits all over. its really sick, how are they different from blaire??? this video is good because repizon is just speaking from the dome and actually focused on the people she wronged and gaslit and showing evidence.... plus, hes showing actual empathy for the man who blaire trusted with his personal and private feelings that she used to flex how great of a "friend" she is

[@EEsYouTubeChanel]

It's pretty upsetting as a former fan, especially as a fellow Coloradoan. And I mean I could probably forgive her for all of it, had she not shown the suicide note. My jaw DROPPED when she did that! Here I thought we were all dealing with a compassionate person who calls out corporations and MLMs and even CULTS! I almost shared with her a very personal story about stuff that happened to me and my peers at a TTI school almost exactly like Elan. And OMG, after seeing that, I was so glad I never shared anything with her. I felt my heart break in real time for Wonder. Nobody deserves that! One part of the video you didn't seem to touch on was her bigass big fat lie about "not knowing about the anti-MLM community. Savannah has proof she was in the damn facebook groups. I was like why did you lie about that? What a dumb lie.

[@blackpajamas6600]

I dunno. I feel like repossessing a car while a man's life was inside, without telling him, is pretty unforgivable. So is painting someone as an accomplice to child predators to make yourself look better. So is creating alternate accounts to harass and defuse critics. Some people have different tolerances for misbehavior and cruelty, but I wager most people would say the suicide note was one of quite a few unforgivable transgressions.

[@nerwinter158]

This is the commentary I was hoping for on this. Thanks, Repzion!

[@Jessica_Costantini]

im bummed you never brought up the fake alt account stuff or the fact that she faked having autism to manipulate and destroy their career. would have loved to get your take on that other stuff too

[@starbird3939]

“Trash was littered in the car.” (shows two drink bottles and a pair of socks)

[@pinkiepi88]

I feel like she took the whole creepshow art drama and said hold my beer.

[@patriciaschiro2659]

I’ve watched The Click for a few years and when she accused him of such horrible things I found quite unbelievable. He is someone that speaks out against these things often. I also believe him when he says he was sleeping, I mean he only lives on the other side of the globe. I’m not that familiar with her but when multiple people came out saying the same things about how they were treated I find them more believable. I’m not sure why people like this can continually screw people over and over and not get called out. It seems like it people have finally had enough. I’m not one to cancel someone. I just wish she would acknowledge her faults and stop blaming others.

[@blackpajamas6600]

She even lied in her apology to LegalEagle. Like, trying to rectify her "honest mistake" by apologizing, but then completely invalidating by trying another lie. She said in her apology that her editors came to her and mentioned that LegalEagle's video uploads were very similar to her own. No. No they did not, and if they did, that'd make her editors the dishonest ones. We know that LegalEagle's editors reached out to Blaire first to ask about the video plugin, and then forged ahead when they found the info they wanted somewhere else. It'd be very, very odd for Blaire's editors to tell her that LegalEagle's videos looked similar to her own instead of just saying, "Hey, LegalEagle's editors reached out to us."

[@bethroesch2156]

I was without a car for almost 2 years and my aunt gave me a car. She gave me an old Taurus that had been owned by a priest 😂 I drove it for 10 years and I'm still grateful. To stick him with that much debt and making a "gift" conditional like that is shady AF

[@tashacooper1753]

It got wild something so small turned into getting outed for years of bulling

[@kory_misun]

I couldn't help but notice that Blair never, ever says 'I am sorry to everyone I hurt.' She doesn't apologize for that because she's never cared.

[@DedSysOp]

Calling Texas cops and telling them that someone has a gon is attempted murder

[@krishamichelle3070]

I'm stunned you haven't been exposed to her or seen her. Also the instant serotonin I received seeing you posted a video on this is insane ilysm

[@terrancemanning1378]

Blair also needed all the control when she demanded that Tommy C fire a teenager for telling a fat joke. Then she deleted all of his videos he paid her to be in and ran away.

[@Necroxion]

I wish you would also cover her older shit, such as slandering Cruel World Happy Mind, deleting Tommy C's videos, and deplatforming Lewdenwaffe I learned most of these from RingMasterofChaos' video, but I specifically want your take on this, Repzion.

[@amberproctor3996]

This needs more attention

[@loneghostkitten]

33:13-34:25 it starts with my mother who is diagnosed narcisisstic personality disorder doing this shit to me from the day I was born, to many of the relationships I came into contact with until my therapist woke me up, then I had to check myself into the insane asylum three times to get back to sanity after it. Its the ultimate form of gaslighting by a class act narcissist. I am sorry illuminaughti, I liked you and sometimes your opinions in your videos I could hear this type of behavior but I shrugged it off as you had a different opinion than me but I still believed in you. As a born and bread empath concocted from a narc that did this shit to me, I'm not surprised I didn't see it coming. The truth always comes to light eventually, and hell, you may even be able to redeem yourself, after my mom bit herself in the ass by opening up her true heart(lessness) to the entire state and everyone saw her for who she truly was.... which was when I finally had to let go, were talking now, at a distance, but were talking.

[@mystic8raven51]

As someone who had to get rid of toxic friends when my mental health was declining. I can say that wonderstruck probably wouldn’t want Blair back into his life without her even saying all that. Friends or even empathetic people don’t destroy you like that and then act like things could’ve returned to how they were it not been for wonderstruck saying some truthful horrifying stuff about Blair. Like that is so wrong, I had those toxic friends come back and want to be my friend again, and I hope wonderstruck is like me and will never desire a friendship from those who hurt him. Like real friends are those who are still there supporting you no matter what you are going through.

[@AnnaVictrix]

Her drama about the crack on the windshield is perplexing. Her insurance policy should cover one replacement, nbd. The number of times I've had a new car get a crack from rocks kicked up on the highway within a year is wild, lol. It happens. (Edit: that being said, don't follow close on the highway lol.)

[@tarag2705]

I’m always getting cracks in my windshield from driving on the interstate (I have one now) and where I live insurance most definitely covers a new windshield once a year

[@AnnaVictrix]

@@tarag2705 Same. I think the crack has to be a certain length for them to replace the whole thing. Or if the crack obstructs the driver's view. Otherwise they'll still cover glass repairs. It's just a thing that happens. She wasn't able to cite any real body damage or mechanical damage to the car, and that's the most important thing.

[@Necroxion]

Wonder claims he was just about to take it to a dealership where they would fix it, but it got repossessed the day before

[@kyriacarica5862]

I will never get tired of bringing up the time she accused rslash of being a bot because his channel was doing better than hers and then when she got backlash, she tried to pretend it didn’t happen by just taking down her video 😂

[@MissRae_18]

The wonderstruck situation is so incredibly messed up and a clear example of abusive power dynamics. There’s a reason why a lot of institutions strictly forbid bosses/managers/etc. buying or gifting their employees anything. It’s not because HR doesn’t want us to have gifts necessarily, but rather, so that those bosses can’t hold that gift over our heads and manipulate us like that. There’s already a power imbalance at play and she fully capitalized on it!! Oh and showing receipts of an “unaliving” note? That’s a whole new low, like what kind of person blasts that to their large audience?? Disgusting behavior

[@dizasteroid7]

Judge: do you promise to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth? Illuminaughti: so anyway I started lying

[@CatV.1]

30:00. As someone who's worked as a detailer for a car rental company... that vehicle is clean as fuck. Broken bits aside, 3 bottles and some clothes is what he hoped for when we pulled a BMW into the bay. Glad people can see through her bullshit now.

[@beebs4283]

Can we just put a little more emphasis on how she stole most of Wonderstruck’s possessions? Like, that’s fucking insane? There’s something deeply wrong with her.

[@queenofsevens]

not even just stole, she threw his youtube play button in the trash??

[@jaimelovemac88]

"You know what you need to do iilluminaughtii? Shut the fuck up. Just shut the fuck up." I don't know why that made me laugh so fucking hard but here I am. Laughing so fucking hard. ☠️☠️☠️🤣🤣😂😂😂😬 I think it's the matter of fact way he delivered it... ✌️💛

[@heathenly_aesthetic7233]

Not cool of her to expose and exploit Wonder's mental health like that. I'm guessing she did this to add more credibility to her case, but it's honestly really messed up. Nobody deserves to have their privacy violated like that.

[@ComanderSazabi2000]

I am forever glad of my ability to have that gut feeling of "she seems like an alright dude but her vibes feels off, guess I'll watch something else". Aside from a few outliers, I've managed to dodge becoming a fan of these kinds of youtubers.

[@kirara2516]

You can tell in Blair's video show shady she's being because of her tone. If you take a video she did of another serious topic (any video) you can hear her loud and clear. In this vid of hers she's talking in a very low tone, almost as if she's whispering to someone sitting next to her and she doesn't want to be overheard by others nearby. What Blair fails to realize is the internet has the ears of a Bat, the eyes of a hawk and the nose of a bloodhound.

[@ArchangeLillith]

I had no idea Sad Milk existed until this, and I had zero clue who her online friends were... So now I know she *was* friends with The Click, but I wouldn't have if she had shut her mouth 😂 in response to the "dont talk about them", made me lol

[@mial6076]

I think you might have horrified every lawyer by saying legal eagle specializes in giving legal advice 😂 great video otherwise tho!

[@blackpajamas6600]

Confused. Is Legal Eagle not a lawyer? Or are you countering the claim that he gives legal advice (because technically, his channel is just analysis, not advice)?

[@Scotia__]

@@blackpajamas6600 l think it's the legal advice part, since it's kind of a big no-no for lawyers, similar to doctors not giving medical advice.

[@erraticonteuse]

​@@blackpajamas6600 As a lawyer, can confirm it's about calling anything legal "advice" when it's outside an official attorney/client relationship. I've done pro bono work where I had to preface even something as basic as helping someone fill out small estate probate forms that "I'm here to provide legal information, not legal advice". If someone wanted to know if they could sue their landlord over [something obviously hella illegal], I'd have to say "you'd need to discuss that with a landlord/tenant attorney, but [state legal code] says [statute that says it's definitely illegal], so I do recommend seeking out proper legal counsel." Surprise, surprise, lawyers are paranoid about getting sued by anyone who relies on what we say if they take unwise action based on it.

[@blackpajamas6600]

@@erraticonteuse Wow, I appreciate the first-hand education. That makes perfect sense now that you've explained it. Now a bunch of lawyer jokes spring to mind, now that you mentioned paranoia. :P

[@CrystallynRose]

I had heard what iilluminaughtii said in her video before, but it wasn't until I watched your video that I noticed that she essentially ended her video with "I take accountability for my actions" but then later says "all my friends are crappy and I regret ever knowing them." So based on what she said, what's she's taking accountability for is choosing to have shitty friends? It doesn't seem like she's actually taking accountability for treating her friends like total crap. If someone claims that all their friendships have ended in drama then maybe they should look at the common denominator.

[@CAD2039]

it wasn't a mistake... she was wrong, but the reason she acted this way so quickly is because attacking people and accusing people of things they didn't do IS WHAT SHE DOES.... she tears people down by warping bullshit to make them seem evil or make her the victim... she started to do this to LegalEagle's editor, but got immediate backlash over how off-base the accusations were... she backed down and apologized because she couldn't twist the one request to support her manipulation of the story and get the power fix she was hunting for... the horrible things she has done to other youtubers shows that she has no integrity or credibility. even IF the information provided in her videos happens to be accurate... she so lacks integrity in the way she manufactures offences and warps situations... and accuses other people of stealing from her when they didn't, while stealing from people and then explaining why she doesn't consider it stealing... what she made clear is that she would not care if the information she shares is inaccurate if it fits her motives... she is a self righteous, deceitful, manipulative... ugh... I don't know why but I just find it absolutely disgusting that she has made money from a position of trust while being such a shitbag.

[@dahliacheung6020]

I don't even get shocked anymore when these people expose themselves as monsters, even when I really liked them as I did illuminaughti; I found her videos informative and the info helped keep me away from mlms. But dang, still can't help being disappointed. Sigh and eyeroll inducing. All I can say is, "and now here's another one."

[@alysonnance-orr777]

Appreciate your take on this insane situation. Your content is always well researched & interestingly presented, with honesty, transparency, & tact. I don't typically follow social media drama, but have shamelessly been unable to look away from this one. I have enjoyed Illuminaughti's content for a few years; her coverage seemed thorough & her vocal quality is pleasant & engaging. I was completely mortified in watching "The Click" responding to her allegations with genuine heartache at Blair's duplicity & vitriol. He seemed sincere & honest. Then, the icing on the shit-cake was "Wonderstruck" video disclosing his side of her absolutely sardonic & hateful accusations against him and viciously exposing his PERSONAL & PRIVATE mental health issues. That's absolutely inexcusable & outrageously vile!!! I'd never heard of The Click or Wonderstruck, but was moved by their bravery & vulnerability in sharing the facts. I hope they all recover from the toxic relationship they unfortunately experienced. Sorry for the lengthy comment, but it's so disturbing to learn such ugly truths of a creator with such a huge following, & respect & admiration of so many. 🤨

[@Fx4Bob]

25:42 Ah yes, the 2010 Ikea. The car that you have to assemble yourself with a single allen wrench.

[@EmperorMegas]

I always appreciate a 'Files vid. I do kinda miss Facepalm Sunday, too. Really nice spider tat, BTW. I'm assuming your gal did it. She's super talented.

[@The_Obsessed]

I just wanna say, I'm glad you're still around. I've watched you for a real long while. You've been through a lot thanks to very shitty people, and you still stuck around. I wouldn't have. Your videos have always been a nice boost to my day, even though things are tough mentally and life wise. You're appreciated, and I'm glad you're still here. Your videos are always a welcome pick me up. No-one does this as good as you do.

[@irelandcook8298]

My ex best friend was exactly like Blair. The one time I tell her I felt excluded from our little group since I was rarely included in anything, she calls me toxic and that it was my fault for leaving them since I was close to unaliving myself. Of course there's more to the story but that was the jist of it. Once I started seeing smaller creators do videos about the plagiarism accusation, it left a bad taste in my mouth but I was still subscribed to her. But once The Click made his video, I was truly disgusted in Blair's behavior and immediately unsubscribed. Then seeing Wonder breakdown and cry over the situation broke my heart.

[@RaeneDroppe]

Thank you for supporting Vance Global. Because of your advert I tried the gummies and it helped with my pain so much. Also, great video. I stopped watching illuminaughtii awhile ago after seeing her true colors. She deserves to be covered and revealed.

[@tarrastemen]

Oh, this sucks. I learned a lot from her anti MLM videos but seeing what she did to Wonder, her using the same tactics MLM's do with the car situation and dragging him through the mud using his worst moment, THAT SHE CREATED, just broke my heart for him. I also love The Click, he seems like a really decent guy and she didn't give him a chance to respond properly. Just goes to show, you never know how people truly are.

[@Bynming]

Legal Eagle specifically does NOT provide legal advice.

[@Sputterbug]

and he is a fair use lawyer lmfao

[@liamlowenthal8476]

I didn't even know who he was until my husband pointed him out to me recently lol I like his stuff anyway.

[@ddjsoyenby]

yeah he's an entertainer who talks about legal matters and fictional shows sometimes, not legal advice.

[@emilylynen1423]

If that vehicle is trashed, then my boyfriend's work truck must be an inhabitable wasteland

[@LegendsDEMON386]

Yooo Repzion went from serving edgy KZbinrs to serving dabs and gummies 😂 10/10 glow up.

[@brickch4pel]

I found myself tearing up a bit at Wonderstruck's retelling of how his therapist popped in at just the right time, and then it jumps to Blair's vocal crocodile tears.... I almost started laughing at how fake it felt in comparison.

[@theduskqueen]

I used to really like her content, especially when it came to talking about the dark side of Seaworld. But I can't stand the fact she's acting like this.

[@dangerxbadger2300]

There's way better content out there about SeaWorld than Blair's(that she likely stole from to make hers, tbh).

[@Romanticoutlaw]

if it's any consolation, she only does the voiceover on her videos, she doesn't even write them, she doesn't make the art. So it's not like you're missing out on "her" besides her voice

[@Clustergeist]

Honestly she has a team that does the research on topics so they'll probably end up at spread out soon enough into other YTers teams

[@museysmoderndreadfuls]

" If you don't want anything to do with him then STFU. S.T.F.U. " I concur. She has gone OUT of her way to continue to to talk and obsess about him. "She doth protest too much, methinks" -Shakespeare

[@pjhaze]

Everything she did out of “kindness” was just a tax write off!! EVERYTHING! She is so fos

[@sofiahenry7017]

this is so bizarre because I really thought with her moral standing in a lot of her videos she was someone who was unproblematic and would never be canceled. Seeing all these exposed videos on her feels so strange.

[@awdatzya]

iilluminaughtii and creepshow art should become friends lmao

[@flyingpastakitty]

My friend runs multiple discord servers for a small group of youtubers including myself. It contains a couple hundred people and we banned a guy recently because he was messaging one of the minors in our chat, privately asking for inappropriate photos. We had the person who received those messages report said person and we kicked that person from our servers. This type of stuff can happen in any server! We handled it as soon as we found out!

[@mza2195]

Thanks for cutting through the bs and making a great, and well balanced video. I appreciate your hard work.

[@liamlowenthal8476]

Yeah I like this one. It's not drawn out and catering to enhancing the drama and build more hate. This just seems like someone doing a report on someone else and that's that. We need more of that. Desperately.

[@ihatefridays2715]

I mean, this video doesn't talk about EVERYTHING. But I'd imagine it'd require more than an hour at least to cover everything she's done to people.

[@HillbillyYEEHAA]

Why does she look like creep show art? They must be separated drama sisters.

[@MeshelllChambers]

I'm a proud member of one of those 120k that's unsubscribed ❤

[@callanightshade8079]

I can't even find her channel now

[@ninskdesign]

Her entire audience would flee if they knew about the NDA’s and threats of litigation to stifle criticism of her. You can’t center your content around unethical business practices to exploit labor when it is a byproduct of the research for how to set up your own business for personal gain. She is antithetical to her personal brand… there is no coming back from that IMO.

[@amethyst0ne]

I stopped following Blaire a year or so ago when i realized she sprinkles a lot of easily debunkable “facts” in her videos. She just says what she needs to in the moment to get what she wants.

[@pigpug_214]

Dang lol - Glad to see you’re still posting regularly, I just got interested in this particular person’s drama, and came across a Repzion video and thought to myself, “Dang, I haven’t seen this dude’s content since the Sarkeesian days!!!” I figured after all the years, it’s finally worth a sub ;)

[@severusbyron2045]

Use to be a loyal fan of hers but since I found out how she used her power negatively against her friends. Taking her sub away it got spread four ways to more deserving tubers

[@edclink5068]

It's worse than that. She has a massive history of being a terrible human being and has been getting videos talking about her three years back.

[@GMSquared]

Man... It has been years since I last watched one of your videos. I'm happy that you did a video on this, as it has been an obsession watch of mine recently, so that I could be reminded you exist and can now binge watch your content.

[@KevinZ.000]

It is very self-inflicted by Blair. If she just apologized to LegalEagle and Danny the editor with a statement of there have been other allegations that are not appropriate in a public forum. She would have lost a handful of subs, but not the freefall she is experiences right now.

[@pythonkatie1985]

Yeah my husband pulls that "oh so I'm always the bad guy?!?" every time I bring up an issue.

[@Sputterbug]

i had a feeling you were gonna cover this lmao i started getting bad vibes which were increased when she made her cringe legal eagle video. appreciate u covering it

[@Zeiko501]

A lot of her actions towards Wonder and TheClick were just malicious and really uncalled for. Especially the situation with Wonder where she basically took away everything in his life - his job, his income, his vehicle, and even his belongings that she has no rights to touch. And the way she called the police on him... I'm sorry to bring this up but if Wonder is POC, calling the police on him when he's armed and suicidal could very well result in a tragedy. And I think she's malicious enough to think of that as a getback to him...

[@Minimojojoy]

« Words and actions » YES! So many creators and influencers need to hear this! Be cohesive, be coherent with your words and actions! By not being coherent, you lose all credibility! And it sounds like this is exactly what happened here. And credibility in her field, is everything!

[@liamlowenthal8476]

It's a bit sad to watch. I feel like if she had therapy and medication, she might be a better person. But I'm thinking she's just... taking life raw. And that's probably not healthy if your mind isn't in a good place to begin with. I should know.. It took me five years of said therapy and medication to get to some semblance of normal. Apparently I'm not the same person anymore either. I lost some friends, but.. I dunno. I think I'll take not being a raging political nightmare over a few like-minded at the time friends. lol I just wanna play Stardew and watch camping videos these days. XD

[@Minimojojoy]

@@liamlowenthal8476 😊 I think you have the right frame of mind! And well done for taking the time, energy, investment and so on to work on yourself!❤️ Few people ever do enough introspection to even realize they need to work on themselves or need help! That is a big deal! And after all that, of course you’re not the same person- I feel sad for people who just remain the same, don’t change… When you stop changing, you stop evolving, you stay stagnant. But people who are truly capable of introspection are always evolving, working on themselves and making their lives better, better for themselves, not others! How ever small that better may be! Sometimes that means taking some you time, playing stardew and watching camping videos! So seems to me like you have a pretty good recipe right there!😊 Simple things are the things that make us happy, the little daily pleasures. Because that’s what life is truly about really, all the little things!And you’ll lose and gain people on the way, and that’s ok! Plus, those who do remain stagnant seem to be the first ones to passively aggressively say “You’ve changed”🙄. I’m always a bit weary of people who say they don’t like change… Took you a lot of work to get where you are, enjoy it! If that means camping vids then good on you!😊👍 (I myself am really into camping horror stories at the moment.😂)

[@degenerateangel6891]

"Without getting into personal details..." "Oh, hey, look. Here's a self termination note he wrote lol."

[@moriahmelon]

i'm actually pretty sad about this. I used to like her and her content ...sad milk was the shit back in the day... :(

[@liamlowenthal8476]

It's a bit difficult to separate the artist from the art, you know? You don't want to support the artist, but their art is still very beautiful or interesting. A lot like J.K. Rowling. She's a disgusting person, but damn if she doesn't have a great creative mind. Hence why whenever I can get her stuff for free, I will. lol It's my little fuck you to the people who don't deserve my money. So I'll pirate it. :P I'll pay for things non-shit people make though.