The Journey. Day 147 // Tired Christmas Eve Rambling -- Chrisdelu

This one is more of a therapy for me. In the end, I'm really happy for tonight. :)
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I'm actually really grateful for my family and I loved spending time with them today. I've been thinking a lot about how I come across to people and how I would like to come across.. there's definitely a mismatch b/w the two and I believe this is what's causing some inner turmoil in these loving days. I am simply not satisfied with who I am in the family, and I need to get over this to at least enjoy Christmas properly with everyone and not dwell on something I cannot change immediately. It takes time to build maturity and respect (I guess), so it doesn't make any sense whatsoever that I am so concerned with these things during the time of the year that is made simply to enjoy... I want to continue growing though. That's why I do it, I think... Wow, such ramble. Well, I hope you've had a good Christmas and used this time to reflect on yourself and meet up with family. :)
-Your Chrisdelu, always looking up.