the most pain possible

[@myheadisempty]

NEXT WEEKS PREMIER: kzbin.info/www/bejne/epKyc4N3j6eSZqc this song: the most pain possible - my head is empty - nothing is real, part XX (2024) album: open.spotify.com/album/4QqwI8PW5JO7j2Cw0K6I86 this song+more (nothing is real) - open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3 soundcloud version _ soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/the-nothings thank you for listening to " i was only temporary " over 65 million times on spotify, and 1 billion times across KZbin! it means the world to me

[@Sesnx]

Listening to your music at 3am hits different.

[@atakashi24]

Sometimes your throat becomes lump and only tears roll down your eyes, you want to scream, but you can just watch yourself in pain. This music is like the sounds and tones in your throat that want to come out. Heardable but it cannot be stopped... Never forget that, you are the one who creates this pain and you are the medicine. Thx you my man you are the music creator that always give me some DIFFERENT, i mean very special, feels and chill ❤💙🩵💜

[@myheadisempty]

i’m really glad you like this song :-) i’m always hesitant to share things that aren’t the simple ambient i think most everyone is here for . i’m really glad you like it. and thank you for being kind 🤍

[@leledumdum]

⁠​⁠@@myheadisemptyno matter how different one of your songs may be, I know it'll be a masterpiece!

[@AazfashFilms]

@atakashi2403 I know this feeling too... 💔💔💔

[@Jchannelhjn9]

@@leledumdumI agree! MHIE is a musical genius!

[@TimaYz3]

THIS IS SUCH A SCARY TIMING. I LITERALLY WATCHED THIS MOVIE YESTERDAY AND NOW I SEE THIS

[@xenny_edits]

The film is : Amelie Poulain

[@neshitvgaming]

Ty

[@xenny_edits]

@@neshitvgamingthat was a W

[@mehditak.236]

Masterpeace

[@LoyzFR]

The music takes me on a timeless journey.

[@myheadisempty]

im so glad, friend

[@Sebyyy_1]

Someone close to me passed away exactly 1 week ago. Thanks for this song!

[@myheadisempty]

i hope you are doing ok friend

[@Sebyyy_1]

​@@myheadisempty thank you for that. It helped me alot, I felt that week no one cared about my mental. I was under alot of stress, but now I'm doing great! Thank you for showing me that some people do care. ❤

[@eno2660]

Your music is very special, my friend... can't even bring all the emotions to words

[@Rizzy_tuah_editz]

I feel like this guys songs has lore to it

[@myheadisempty]

i hope you will say the same about next weeks video!! its very special to me!

[@Rizzy_tuah_editz]

@@myheadisempty k

[@TheVoyag3R]

@@myheadisemptywhat’s the lore behind it

[@mmw_GDot]

@@Rizzy_tuah_editzbro really just said k 💀

[@Rizzy_tuah_editz]

@@mmw_GDot ☠️

[@AreYouJennedy]

Another one... Thank you, MHIE, for your another Ambient song and dedication. Your contributions are truly invaluable and have the power to significantly enhance the quality of my life.

[@myheadisempty]

i’m glad to have made a positive impact friend

[@MrMoore-dh7nk]

@@myheadisemptybro I just found you and you got some talent ngl NEVER QUIT you will be famous I promise

[@AreYouJennedy]

@@MrMoore-dh7nk Big handshake to u brother. I agree with you. I hope he will Never gives up.

[@myheadisempty]

@@AreYouJennedydon’t worry, even if everyone randomly stopped supporting i would keep making music. only recently had anyone really cared. before this i made music for 10 years without any support. i will always make music regardless of my health or support !!

[@AreYouJennedy]

@@myheadisempty I wanna hug you so bad.

[@TheRealGolfBall45]

Thank you for making this. I hope you have enough time to make more and get more recognized by the people. ♥️

[@myheadisempty]

of course friend, there are 3 songs like this on its album “nothing is real, part XX”. ! and 800+ songs in total !!

[@KrozZzYtb]

Thanks for another song man, my night would be better

[@Chiboza]

Oof, right in the feels... Thank you for this experience (not literally for "the most possible pain" ofc)!

[@RavenRatingGaming]

Incredible job . You’re underrated as fu*k . Keep up the good work you earned yourself a new subscriber.

[@Jchannelhjn9]

Totally agree with you friend! This sound needs to be heard by everyone! It’s so freaking good!

[@Jchannelhjn9]

You just know how to make the perfect art! It was beautiful… I love that voice 💋🤍

[@stigmatakiller]

you are a good soul. peace & love ❤

[@TmS765]

The best music ❤😢

[@M3LAT0N1N_INGUMM13S]

Im seriously shaking rn im so excited

[@genericcheese3284]

Man. I felt that.

[@FSC_Sanya]

A very soulful song, so full of atmosphere, I was immediately moved by it, a great song!

[@Hisenburg_Maximus]

Love your work man Keep growing. Keep making great music❤

[@Brisk_Deer]

Lovely. Just lovely

[@ivanszu]

My feelings 😢...

[@T0MABM]

Your music is great

[@thetruthcontributor]

this song actually made me cry ngl i related to it a little

[@myheadisempty]

@@thetruthcontributor i’m really glad to have made you feel something friend 🤍 thank you for being so sincere!! there is a few more songs like this on the album it’s from if you want to check it out !! kzbin.info/aero/OLAK5uy_lv23zrmy5vVQOwO54bT6Wp0itdd1bdUFc&si=88dWTYyrNxWyXSwl

[@thetruthcontributor]

@@myheadisempty I will and thanks for being here for me and others when no one else could

[@mehditak.236]

Empty Head, You cooked again and this time with Amelie🗣️🔥Good Cook

[@Flusky.]

This would be good, as always

[@myheadisempty]

always friend :-) i’ve made 800+ songs now and don’t plan to stop

[@sincerelyimjean]

Just found u from ig ima be bumping these songs like this make you think about memories

[@myheadisempty]

im glad you are here friend

[@Apexdoesrr]

hi friend, it's been some time. I should've visited more, I just wanted to say your music is amazing and needs more appreciation and recognition. thank you for making the world a better place, thank you see you bai! 👋

[@myheadisempty]

[@random_person-i7h]

Someday. Your life may be gone, destroyed, or impacted by something. Life isnt a just a thing to not be proud of. It is everything you need. God loves you. Jesus too. Everyone loves you. Depression can kill your brain. Until you do not have it anymore. When you scream too much, you may lose your voice. Those screams will be unheard. And then, you will be in pain silent yelling for help. You may not be perfect. But god made you perfect.

[@Hehehaha1234-m4l]

I love this song I’m not supposed to have my phone right now but hiring this song is worth it having my phone out :D

[@myheadisempty]

be safe!! thank you for listening !!!

[@Hehehaha1234-m4l]

@@myheadisempty👍

[@superdaltonricke7tts534]

Hi my head is empty I listened to nothing is real ablum and it's great hope you have a nice day 😊

[@myheadisempty]

thank you friend!!! if i can ask, which one of the 20 did you check out!!

[@superdaltonricke7tts534]

@@myheadisempty without you here is what I checked out you make great music and it's no problem I like your music it's great

[@Fromurstruly]

I'm sorry my friend I wasn't able to make it to the premier but I'll definitely be there for next week I promise, btw I love the song your voice sounds amazing as usual

[@myheadisempty]

no problem friend

[@Jonathanmarocotte]

Thank you for letting me know That you have another song Upcoming God bless you

[@krissyramsey3934]

Beautiful! Vocals are perfect ❤

[@Jchannelhjn9]

Vocals are incredible! Musical genius!

[@mirandarain]

WOOO !!! :D i can’t wait for more people to be introduced to this song, it is so powerful, it makes me want to cry. jake would be so proud of you, wherever he is now, just as i am. ❤️‍🩹

[@Mrlonely237]

Lost my grandpa in 2016, there was a lot i wanted to do with him, like go fishing on our boat. But that eont ever happen i guess, i bring a picture of him from time to time

[@myheadisempty]

bless you friend, you are very thoughtful and kind, i know he is up above smiling down

[@Mrlonely237]

@@myheadisempty god bless you

[@rosecandy117]

Omg a new NIR track, hypedddd

[@SCOUTWILLIAM404]

hey man I hope you're feeling good today I love all your songs keep it up ❤

[@King_dice28]

I’m really hyped for this💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️

[@RF-ww5gc]

Fit girl repack

[@synckid2399]

The Legend

[@Tempest_editz859]

YO ANOTHER ONE LETS GO!

[@spoongodess]

My week isn't off to a great start, but I'm so excited for friday that I'm pushing through :) this is in my top 5 of the NIR songs, though they're all really good. I'm so glad NIR makes you happy, and I hope you're doing well :> also, I found the song mystery on your instagram and I can't find it anywhere on spotify TwT it's so good, it's driving me crazy

[@myheadisempty]

i’m really glad you like it friend :-) next week is one of my favorite NIR songs! i hope you may come to the premiere !!

[@Fireballgamer316]

another day another album to listen to this ones quite the story ill be describing both these 2 and another lets start with nothing is real part 14 this album hits me so damn hard and i dont know why this one just had vibes of ups and downs within them things like no one knows is just a peaceful journey others like beyond the veil just sounds like being lost and i love it just trying to find your place in the world the album cover also gives off vibes of being controlled like hands to a puppet however the main song that caught me was grief this song i was trying to piece together what was going on (in the video at least) from what ive gathered from my mind and from the video it follows sheet buddy (name ive given to the sheet ghost) jumping off a building before waking up in a hospital or morgue he then walks throughout the world searching for something or someone rather eventually making it to his house where your masks is shown for a few seconds (its also shown at the end which is just confusing for me) sheet buddy sees another sheet ghost waving back at him and he waves as well a shot cuts to his house being destroyed and then the ending god the ending he pulls at himself and then he fades away i assume grief is someone who killed themselves since they lost a loved one and was grieving all the time he is rebirthed into the world as a spirit searching for this person untill he finds the other ghost i have no idea what happens from otherwors other then he tugs at himself he rips causing his soul to either go elsewhere or stop working entirely ive chatted long enough about this so lets move onto this this song was so peaceful i already know the meaning since you told it in the premiere chat but like i also said in the premiere chat the main thing was the damn bear the bear gave vibes of waiting and waiting and waiting for things to get better but they never do i believe the rot or in this case the soil is the person giving up on waiting and just letting depression letting them in rent free your signing on this song is the best ive seen your signing yet its so majestic i feel like i could fall asleep to it at any moment now for the last thing which is your new spotify song the weight of the world i wasnt expecting to find but im glad i did this song gives of vibes of huge pressure being put on you while also trying to push through it you face many obstacles and i think thats why most people give up we are faced with so many challenges to the point where you just wanna skip them or make them easy i believe these challenges come to us for a reason and thats being able to get through em easily eventually theyll become nothing but flies and eventually you wont have to deal with anymore of them and thats all i got to say see you when i listen do nir part 15 :3

[@myheadisempty]

i wrote a really long comment and it got deleted :( im gonna do my best to try to re-capture the first draft the main reason i think this one sounds "happier" despite the cover is probably just the pure denial i was in. it was just to hard to accept the diagnosis, and move on. i think im in a better place now but at that time not so much.. the album cover was my best attempt to describe how i felt after knowing what what happening to me. the cover where im eating my own brain was before i knew, and this one, things just felt different. now its not so much like, a feeling thats targeted just at my brain, but my whole life. MS for me feels like all my hopes, dreams, what i could do with life, is all just endlessly being dangled over an endless void. like any day i can wake up and just lose it all. and it would happen so much, just waking up randomly with my fingers not working, or various parts of my body either not working , or having issues. its so annoying that it has to be a brain disease. and not being able to fight back. the cover just shows my body, limp not even trying to fight back, because thats just how it really feels to me. like it has a grip on me, and has be paralized unable to move. what is really crazy is that, someone at the time of the release, who i think must be much more optimistic than i, said they thought it was a hand pulling me out, to saftey. at the time this was a big realization, that helped me understand another meaning i didnt even see at the time. i think the music might not of been denial, trying to make something happier to trick myself into thinking things werent all bad, but its possible that making music was my escape, or my rescue from it. the song grief instead of being about losing someone, is about me losing my former self, and not being able to let go of all the things i used to be able to do. not being able to ride a bike without losing my eye sight temporarily, lift heavy stuff without my hands and arms not working the next day, all sorts of random issues, its hard to accept ill never be the person i was as a kid. its like mourning the life i thought i was going to have that was just randomly taken from me. i used to wonder, what is worse. to have never had been healthy? or to be healthy, and have it taken away. im not really sure. i dont think it matters, it just is hard regardless. the song "the weight of the world" is exaclty as it seems, just dealing with just trying to understand a way to show how truly thankful i am, anyone listens at all, but also show my actual music. these nothing is real albums! im glad you are listening to them, seriously this is my dream right here. its been hard for me seeing praise on what i think is my worst song "i was only temporary". this song was made in 20 minuets or less, just sort of in a funk, feeling like meh.. my music is going no where, and i might be gone soon, i guess i really am temproary. it wasnt even a deep emotion, just kind of a lazy meh emotion. i think all my ambeint songs are like this. while yeah, they are me still trying to vent my emotions, its just upsetting that the "nothing is real" albums are still larely unknown, and those are when i slap my own face and say "ok lets try as hard as possible, we need to make the realest music ever in a world that is full of fakeness!" the song is also a bit about this, dealing with alot of people , peers, that i thought i could trust who ended up just essentially trying to long-con me. it feels so frustrating to lose peers, and people who tried so hard to make you think they care about you, but really only care about themselves. i guess in the end, it just makes me a bit more perceptive to selfish peoples true intentions, but also puts my gaurd up even more which is pretty limiting. idk. im glad you like the singing, im excited for you to catch up to part 20! there is mroe songs like this :-) the bear from the video.. haha yeah.i feel you. sometimes it just feels like life is passing and there is nothing we can do. thank you so much for listneing to the "nothing is real" albums, im always eager to read your thoughts friend

[@lebritanaooo]

how cool is my birthday on the 15th, I'm very glad

[@oslonorwayb]

Looking forward to it, especially since i had the worst month of my life

[@myheadisempty]

i’m so sorry to hear :( i hope this song brings some level of comfort! i hope to see you at the premiere … 😔🙏

[@EEEEEEEEE773]

ARG MOMENT

[@Csumcat]

OMG I can’t wait!!!!

[@xddddr0]

wow lyrics !!!!!!! 💥

[@Jchannelhjn9]

All of the song lyrics are incredible! Listen to the Nothing Is Real albums! MHIE is a genius!

[@technicalsupport95]

looking forward to it

[@coolatecool]

Nooo I missed the Premier :(, a banger tho, keep up w these!!

[@ginagawamodito]

sorry i was late to your masterpiece of a song :(

[@ItzSebas-]

the goatttt

[@cwtim]

we both agreed, like each-other more than we should, we are ok with that. But you are too close for comfort and you are too good to me.

[@ChocolatteDee]

♥🎯

[@Leon-z4k8o]

Oh, how can I wait when I want to hear one of your songs, girl? 😭

[@btkgamers]

hello new sub and i love your vid

[@myheadisempty]

hello gamer, thank you for being here!

[@retime5929]

Nice

[@Northsskin]

Yo guys it is so good right!!!! Just watched it!

[@mirandarain]

the prettiest voice out here… 💗 ૮꒰ྀི´ ˘ `ʃƪ꒱ྀིა

[@MasterHeldiverRecords]

Waiting patiently knowing that today is my birthday

[@mirandarain]

no way, happy birthday !!!! ᐠ( ᐛ )ᐟ • *✰

[@myheadisempty]

happy birthday friend!!!!

[@MasterHeldiverRecords]

Thank you very much to both of you 💕😭🥰, you are special to me, keep shining together. I send you a hug in the name of Johel.

[@AYODUDEE]

Mom dad wake up MY HEAD IS EMPTY IS GONNA POST A BANGER IN A WEEK POGGERSS 0:00

[@spamton8202]

Oops, forgot about the premier. Sorry :(

[@staschur5042]

😢

[@s0me1newithhand7s]

oh! this one from "Nothing is real" album series? isn't it last song from "Nothing is reala part xx"? great work. 😌

[@myheadisempty]

things have been absolutely terrible lately, and reading this made me feel so much better. my dream is for these albums to get out there and you actually know what this one is from.. thank you so much :((

[@s0me1newithhand7s]

​@@myheadisempty yep! i became your huge fan and i really enjoy your works.. and i hope things will be better, my head is empty. thank you again.

[@Jchannelhjn9]

@@s0me1newithhand7syou’re so kind. MHIE is a musical genius!

[@rixx-y4n]

it hurts.

[@Novastar.SaberCombat]

Step right up! Pain is one of many emotions in the mind's ocean. Experience them all and ya win a cupie doll! Can ya handle 'em like a hero or are ya a zero? Yes, step right up and show us whether you're the one or just another bum. 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins." --DD1 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨

[@Humourl355]

The cat watched them somewhere following them both

[@hansalce147]

[@KAKDev-1]

Thanks...

[@Royale_Starlight]

Not the catt😢 i love the songg

[@Leviathan_04]

nah, now this is relaxing, this your voice, man?

[@Jchannelhjn9]

It is! Isn’t it amazing!? I could listen to this voice forever!🤍

[@I_know_i_am_op]

We are waiting

[@gemini6103]

I beg to differ

[@PlatinumOrcaEdits]

This one kinda gives silly goober vibes :D very noice music

[@award-of-uncertainty]

Friday

[@Thofy]

Amazing 🤩 ! You can publish the instrumental version?

[@mirandarain]

there’s no instrumental version, i believe that the artist intended it to be a finished song/art piece as it is :-)

[@spamton8202]

Hi, im really excited to see u play on a piano. How's the illness?

[@myheadisempty]

things health wise are pretty calm right now, a bit worried about an upcoming attack tho. they are usually brought on by stress and things have been extremely stressful lately :/ thank u no or asking. i hope you’re doing ok

[@gabrieldelatortilla1]

bro collab plz

[@thestone5792]

hello! how are you?

[@myheadisempty]

im okay ! hope you are well

[@thestone5792]

@@myheadisempty yeh, im fine

[@JoaoLok-jo7or]

😥😪😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@AidenHere]

I thought that was a gun

[@AidenHere]

What? Whyd i say this?

[@Slapbattlebanhack]

Woah why no one is waiting

[@DeliberateSpace]

Repack from FitGirl??

[@rika6478]

Fr

[@DeliberateSpace]

@@rika6478 No, Fit

[@TheVoyag3R]

What happened to you are you good

[@RandomUltimateBacon]

Hey man just checking in on you if you ever need someone to talk to you im here ok

[@Parafifamobile2320]

Hi [translate] Hahaha XD

[@Giornio.b]

Too many views for me to like

[@ICYKATA]

what the sus