The One Where I Cry ✦ Studio Vlog 017

HI FRIENDS! ☺ Don't worry, there's actually not THAT much crying! Lol. Thanks as always for being here and being nice :)
Thanks so much for watching!
❤ heather
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00:00 Intro
00:46 Let's Get Started
02:20 Packing Patreon Mail
03:20 Opening Packages
04:48 Time to Goof Off
06:05 Drawing in Procreate
07:16 Doggies & Fall Leaves
07:55 Tattoos
08:49 Opening More Mail
09:14 Halloween
09: 28 My Birthday
11:18 Dog Sitting
12:07 Grandma's Birthday
12:23 Art Galleries With Dave
13:46 CRYING!!!
16:48 Packing Orders
19:17 Unboxing Patreon Stickers
19:56 Drawing Nov.'s Print
22:13 Thanks For Watching!

[@majikmadeit]

I’m so glad people are sharing their experiences with being a self employed art business. GOSH I feel so validated because it’s rough out here. All we can to is try, show up and keep the boat moving!

[@ummmheathershow]

IT'S ROUGH OUT HERE FOR SURE!! but ur right we just gotta keep that boat moving!

[@BrontisShane]

It broke my heart to see you cry. Glad you're feeling better.

[@ummmheathershow]

aw don't worry!!

[@cozybrit]

being a self employed anything is rough. I go through the same thing. "am i wasting my time? or my money?" "am I being selfish for pursuing my passion?" it can be real rough. But it's always nice when you have people who believe in you and support you no matter what! Hang in there and keep creating! I have loved watching you grow!

[@ummmheathershow]

omg YES exactly!! all of that. it makes me feel better to know I'm not in it alone :,) ur art looks so cute! I'm gonna sub 🥰

[@cozybrit]

@@ummmheathershow omgosh thank you! I randomly decided I'd finally start a youtube channel lol

[@leafyswords]

I definitely relate to the living at home, trying to be creative cycle of beating yourself up, burning out etc 🥺💕😭 you’re doing so well and at least I really find your videos super inspiring to try to find my groove again. I would hope you can eventually have everything you want and not have to compromise anything ❤️❤️❤️🙌🏻✨ sending love

[@ummmheathershow]

omg thank u 🥹🥰 I'm so glad you find my videos helpful in getting your groove back! and it's nice to hear you can relate to living at home 😌 thanks for being here and for your kind words! I wish the best for u 🥰💜

[@MikeHamMan]

13:48 I totally understand where you're coming from. I got to a point where I could afford my own apartment and everything was so great until the pandemic happened, then I lost that job which subsequently made me lose the apartment, then I got another job...and then I got laid off from that as well. I felt stuck and hopeless...sometimes I still do feel that way, but I know that I got to keep trying. And you are right, you got to look at what you've accomplished this year, and last year, and everything prior from this moment. That means something. I'm using that as fuel to keep going, even though I struggle like hell. Keep it up, Ummmz! I'm rootin for ya!

[@ummmheathershow]

You get it Mike!!! As long as we keep trying we'll be okay :,)

[@NeonPlusNova]

Amazing vlog HEAAAATH!! We hope you had an amazing birthday-month! Everything is gonna work out and be amazing! :))))))

[@ummmheathershow]

THANK YOU FRIENDS!!! I love y'all sm :,)

[@sabrinafountain1615]

Happy late birthday!!! The cost of living now is crazy, I don't know how we'd survive without a third roommate. Also, I love your stickerssss💖

[@ummmheathershow]

right?! it's crazy!! thank u :,)

[@peachjugo]

being an artist in a capitalist society sure is fun 🥲 (great video and super cute art btw!! i really love ur art style!!)

[@ummmheathershow]

haha omg I feel that!!! and thank u so much :,)

[@HippieHooray]

Omg I'm so happy you liked your small package!! Now I still have to watch the rest of the vlog lol but already love it

[@ummmheathershow]

hehe I LOVED IT SM!!!!

[@EatingPie24]

Great video! I wish there were magic words I could type to make you feel better about your path you are on but there sadly is not. I just hope soon you see what we all see, how funny and kind and talented you are! And to be honest I personally try to snag just about all your stuff I can from your shop etc so down the road I can say "I got all this stuff from Heather before she was was super doooper famous"

[@ummmheathershow]

haha omg thank you!!! there are magic words, and you said 'em all! thank u again :,)

[@MikeHamMan]

11:07 is what I came here for.

[@mollievstudio]

I just discovered your channel and I love you and your vibes. I've been really struggling to take the dive with my own small business and you really inspired me with your videos.

[@ummmheathershow]

AWWW OH MY GOSH THANK YOU!! I am subbing to you IMMEDIATELY!

[@mollievstudio]

@@ummmheathershow OMG. Not me gushing so hard rn 🫶🫶🫶🥰🥰🥰

[@DanRyanCarter]

I'm right there with you Heath 🖤 Rent is out of reach in most of the country, for most people around our age. Median rent for a studio apartment where I live is 82% of my income. I can't afford that so I live in my car 🤷🏻 I've heard that we are the first generation in decades to be worse off financially than the generation above us. Unless things change dramatically- home ownership, child raising, and retirement will be out of reach for a lot of us too. And I'm the same way where the idea of spending long hours at a "regular job" that has nothing to do with my creativity sounds like a living hell. I hate to see you cry and I wish I had an answer, but I appreciate you sharing with us 🖤

[@ummmheathershow]

DAN OMG! I didn't know you lived in your car 😥 I hope you at least have a place to go if the weather gets too cold 💙 Ugh. It shouldn't be this difficult for so many people to just live comfortably! I feel so lucky that my parents let me come back and crash in their house for over a year now. Pls let me know if you ever need help in any way! Thanks for being such a big supporter or my art/channel 🥹

[@DanRyanCarter]

@@ummmheathershow Thanks ❤️ I'm okay, I have a really good sleeping bag :) Just keep making videos if/when you can, they help me stay sane. And definitely keep making art as much as you can, you're a great talent with an awesome style/voice!

[@ummmheathershow]

oh my gosh thank you 🥹 I will keep creating!! and you stay safe out there 💜

[@aember]

omg tiny snake

[@ummmheathershow]

tiny snake!!! u noticed

[@kristenhouseholder]

Hi Ummm! 😊🎉 still at work but wanted to say hello and hope ur having a wonderful day!

[@ummmheathershow]

TY DOODLING!!!!!

[@kristenhouseholder]

Ok. Got home and watched ur cute vlog! I just wanna say this and I don’t care if I sound like a cheese ball 😊❤ I’m so insanely inspired and motivated by what you do. Not a lot of artist show the struggle of following a dream. You are Brave and Bold and I like that you show the ups and downs bc its so much more relatable. Keep at it girlie! You have come sooooo far this year ✨😊💜 Gonna have a lot to celebrate on New Years! Love ya Heath 🙃

[@meganfitzpatrick3340]

Love those vegan egg rolls!! 😋

[@ummmheathershow]

they're soooo good!