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"I don't want you as my girlfriend, I want you as my wife." He said.
I can still remember how I heard God whispered "It's time".
I was so sure, a hundred and one percent sure. After guarding my heart for so long, finally, bumigay din ang puso kong pinatulog na ng panahon.
"I can marry him right away if he would ask me to" My heart uttered.
All through out this relationship, everything was clear.
Our conversations, plans, and dreams, we know in our heart where we are heading.
We are so happy creating kilig moments until we came to a point where late night talks became marriage plans, some dates were about business plans, and our desire to build moments turned into building life together.
Guess what, his goodnight is actually "Papakasalan kita" syempre ang sarap ng tulog ko gabi gabi diba?
Ung alam mong secured ka. Hindi ka nagsasayang ng oras at panahon. Iingatan ka, irerespeto at ilelead palapit sa Lord.
You deserve that, someone who listens to God and is sure about you. Hindi mo na kakailanganin pang mag tanong kung may plano siya o isuko muna ang bataan bago ka pakasalan.
Dahil madami nang umasa sa salitang "Papakasalan pa kita" pero umuwing luhaan.
Dapat umpisa palang malinaw na ang direksyon. Hindi lang sa salita, kundi sa mga desisyon.
Everything was already planned. May timetable na kami together and our goal is to get married on 2021, we both agreed on this.
We just have to prepare things out and that time wala pang malinaw na instruction from the Lord "when".
"Wala pang ipon"
"bata pa"
"May responsibility pa"
Madaming pumipigil samin to decide right away, so we waited.
After waiting for someone, now it's time to wait for God's time.
The pursuit of relationship should be no other than marriage. Mag boyfriend ka pag mag aasawa kana. Pag handa kana. Para pag sinabi ng Lord, tuloy tuloy na!
Bago siya umalis ulit, hinarana niya ko, we were crying "At ngayon, nandiyan kana 'Di mapaliwanag and nadarama... Handa ako sa walang hanggan 'Di paasahin 'Di ka sasaktan. Mula noon, hanggang ngayon, Ikaw at ako.
Then he gave me his necklace with his ring on it. That was magical.
It was already enough for me to marry this man. Dahil when he asked me in the first place, as wife naman talaga not as girlfriend. I can marry him with or without a ring or kahit cheese ring.
Sa daming beses niya akong niyaya magpakasal, it has always been "YES".
But October 15, 2020, sabi niya mag prenup daw kami tapos nakita ko siyang umiiyak mula pag abot ng bulaklak hanggang sa pag luhod at pag abot ng singsing, di ko na alam kung anong nangyayare dahil lahat sila umiiyak na. Nasabi ko nalang "Lord, sobrang blessed ko naman sa pagmamahal ng taong to".
One day, you'll thank God that you've waited.
I praise HIM now! Na delay man dahil sa pandemic,
Na promote siya
Nagkaron ng isa pang business
Nakaipon at nakatipid
Nakapag prepare
Hindi mo man minsan maintindihan kung bakit may delay, but truly, God's timing is always perfect.
Gaano man kalayo, gaano katagal, o kahit ilang pandemic pa ang humarang, mananatili ako sayo.
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