The Reason I've Been Missing

[@KhalidAskar]

We all sometimes forget that the people we watch online live very real lives. I have a daughter too, and I'm sure all of your fans and followers don't need an explanation why you need time. Just keep taking care of your family and being the big hearted person that we subscribed to!

[@ManeeshSaxena]

Stay strong brother 👍

[@jeanjacques774]

As a father of 2 little boys and a M50 user, my heart goes out to you and your family! Keep the faith and continue being a great father and a great KZbinr! I enjoy watching your videos

[@blakephillips4007]

I am deeply sorry for the struggle your family is going through. We will be here for you when you have time to return. Love, faith and strength brother. God bless your daughter and all members of your family. Wishing you all the very best!

[@ManglishWorld]

Your videos have helped me a lot to operate my M50 seamlessly. Stay strong brother. May god give you the strength to overcome all the hardships you are going through now.

[@bookaholicmalayali]

അപ്പൊ നിങ്ങൾ m50 യിലായിരുന്നല്ലേ ആ ടിക്‌ടോക് വീഡിയോസ് ഒക്കെ ചെയ്തിരുന്നേ. ആ ടൈംമിലൊക്കെ ഇടയ്ക്കിടെ നിങളുടെ വീഡിയോസ് കാണാറുണ്ടായിരുന്നു.

[@ManglishWorld]

@@bookaholicmalayali tikok okke cheythondirunnathum. Ipolum reels video cheyunnathum Oneplus 6T il thanne anu

[@bookaholicmalayali]

@@ManglishWorld oh aano. ee comment kandappo njan karuthi, m50 yilaayirunnu athellam cheythondirunnathennu

[@markwiemels]

Hang in there, your doing a great job, as a creator and as a father. Wishing you all the best.

[@TheCrowleyCrew]

Thank you.

[@johnsmalldridge6356]

We love you and your family. Alexsondra has got to be the most loved child in the world! Your family are constantly in our prayers.I really am amazed at how you have been able to do all that you have.

[@TheCrowleyCrew]

Thank you John!

[@INSIDERUSSIA]

Hang in there brother. Will watch your channel no matter what, delays inconsistencies etc.

[@rnicarh2o]

My wife and I have 3 kids 2 of which are our twins. They just turned 3 yesterday. I cannot imagine going through what your family is going through. My prayers and my heart goes out to you . I love your content , it gave me hope for the Canon m50 but, I recently sold it and ordered a fuji camera. I'm still sticking with you as I think your content is great.

[@DorianDevelops]

Take care and stay strong brother! We'll be here when you're ready to come back. Wishing you and your family the best!

[@LetLane]

Enjoyed the video. You guys have been through so much together over these years. This video shows only a snippet of the time, energy, love, and care you and Lauren have selflessly dedicated to Alisandra. The Lord could not have given her better parents. God bless you and prayers for her surgery tomorrow.

[@FunWithGuns]

Sending love and prayers to you and your family. My mom had mitochondrial disease which ended up taking her life this August. She had 3 ports that kept getting infected and then they placed a J tube. Eventually her body stopped processing food and water and we had to put her on comfort care. I spent the summer with her taking care of her and am so thankful for that time. I have a small channel and have been on a hiatus as well. I pray God sends his biggest, strongest Angels to protect her and your family and that the doctors have all they need to help her. Thank you for all of the knowledge and I will continue to look forward to your videos whenever you can put them out and keep your family in my prayers.

[@BOC_Adventures]

This video was amazing... Honestly its hard to type this as I am a bit choked up. God bless you man. I cant imagine what you and your family are going through. .You are in my thoughts and prayers.

[@TheCrowleyCrew]

Thank you! I wanted to do this story justice.

[@RexxReviews]

You are in our prayers, no parent should ever have to ever go through anything like this. I sent you a message on Instagram, i know insta doesent always show message alerts correctly.

[@TheCrowleyCrew]

Thank you. I have seen it.

[@luiz-seigo]

All the best wishes to to entire Crowley Family Crew. I can only imagine how hard this must be, but wish you all the good energy we can send you. Thank you for sharing this moment with us and all the great work have done.

[@TyTakesOverTheWorld]

Dude, I've watched you grow and improve TREMENDOUSLY over the past few year!! You have helped me grow as a Content Creator! You and your family will be in my prayers!!

[@DRCICI]

As a doctor i can picture how you and your family are struggling for this, hope everything will turn out better, and Godbless!

[@JayneNicoletti]

People don't care as much as KZbin makes you believe if you take a break. We know life gets in the way. I am not a bio parent but I can still imagine how hard it is for you.

[@AYoungCouplesLife]

Hey thank you for sharing your heart. Lots of prayers are on the way!!! Many blessings! I learned a lot from your contents to start my channel. Thank you!

[@FishinwithGRAMPS]

Prayers for all of The Crowley Crew!

[@TAMALnTRIP]

Left me in tears! You are a warrior ... May all of your dreams come true! Stay strong

[@walkie1985]

Sending love brother. You're the reason I bought a M50, you were one of my earliest inspirations, you provided me with basics I couldn't find elsewhere. I've since moved on from the M50 but remained a subscriber to your channel and enjoy your content like I did when I first discovered you. Take care man, wishing you and your all the best

[@karimatthews8820]

God bless and keep your family. Your videos were a huge technical help when I bought my M50, but I also have enjoyed seeing your family and how you brought the two worlds together. Thanks for your tech help and your family's openness and honesty. Prayers and thoughts to you all.

[@TNKHART]

Hey Job. My prayers are with you, Alisandra and you family. Take care of your family brother and we'll be here when you're ready. God Bless.

[@TheCrowleyCrew]

Thank you Tim! I really appreciate all the support.

[@ActivelyFamily]

What we love about this channel is how genuine and sincere you and your wife are. Best wishes to the Crowley Crew and little Alisandra.

[@justinkd]

Bro you focus on your family first! We’ll always be here to support you. If you need time then definitely take all the time you need. A lot of respect to you for posting this. All the best to you, your wife and daughter. 🙏🏼

[@equeensburyc21]

You are one of my FAVORITE channels!!! I AIN’T going NO WHERE!!! Family first!! Blessings and healing to Alisandra🙏🏾🙏🏾💕👑🐝

[@STORIEDAMAAN]

Take care brother. Prayers🙏👍❣️

[@JimmyOlsson]

Job! You have a beautiful family! Wish you all, and especially Alisandra, all the best! ❤🙏

[@LeftSeatAdventures]

My heart breaks for you and your family bro. I found your channel after buying a used M50 and trying to learn about it. Yes, we are real people with real struggles behind the camera. We all need to take the time we need to prioritize family over other things. The time invested there will surpass anything on YT.

[@AnuragSharma-jx8df]

You are in my prayers bro..... I hope things get better soon

[@koRiAnaV19]

My heart goes out to u and ur entire family, and i would always tell u this... take ur time and i will always be here to watch ur content... we all do have lives outside youtube and i for one have my own struggle, and its okay to be inconsistent coz u need to attend to something very important. Guess what? Ur my most fave when it comes to camera content, ive learn so much from u.

[@SaulFXDzn]

I love your content my guy, you're one of the reasons I bought the M50 a week ago, because you really made me understand that this camera is really amazing and you inspired me to join the M50 team! ♥

[@wildamendez]

Love your channel and now even more. Thank you for sharing and for your honesty. My heart goes to you and your family. Really admire your strength don't give up. Been watching your videos. I just purchased my first Canon M50! So will need more of your tutorials :) It's never too late to continue to follow your dreams! I'm a musician born in the Dominican Republic. Been living in Boston, MA/US now. Trying to get my music career going so, I totally understand. Will keep Alisandra in my prayers. She will keep you strong. God bless you.

[@TheCrowleyCrew]

Thank you

[@chrisheath5233]

Take care, be strong, and put your family first. We can wait! I'm still learning about my M50 from your previous videos, so thank you for building up a great set of resources.

[@snowwalker9999]

Your passion and enthusiasm have been inspiring to all of us. Strength comes through effort and struggle. You, Alisandra and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Wishing you all the best!

[@SupremeGecko]

Much love and support for you.

[@user-oc5lx9ne6c]

May God be your strength to you,Alisandra and the whole family 🙏

[@bookaholicmalayali]

I was not ready for this. Stay strong. It amazes me how strong people like you are and how you guys traverse through all these problems, when I complain about the most mundane things.

[@ChristianKatja]

I can tell that you are a really good example of what it is to be a father. My prayers are with your daughter and family.

[@jeffb8824]

I actually didn't know you had such a big family! Thank you for sharing your story in such an honest and respectful way! You have a great channel, presentation, and style and I think if you wanted it to, your channel could really explode - in a good way! Take all the time you need, make KZbin easy and enjoyable for you. Your fans will be here for you!

[@kilroyfilms7590]

Stay strong dude, ive been watching you for about a year as my other channel Recreational Runner, you have helped give me the skills to use my M50 and start out as a freelancer with this new channel. I wish you and your family all the very best, much love from England xxx

[@gilcarvalho]

Keep the faith🙏 Brother!

[@AJ_Stone]

I havent been online myself for my own health issues (cancer), so I havent been up to speed on everything. You take all the time you and your family needs, this channel will pick up whenever you are ready, and we will be here. I know you are trying to make this channel a business, but family needs to take the #1 spot. We love you buddy! Prayers and love to you and your family, always..

[@TheCrowleyCrew]

Thank you!

[@grappler185]

Thoreau said "Most men lead lives of quiet desperation and die with their song still inside them". You have faced things that would leave many men desperate and broken. Yet you've found the strength to still sing your song and share it with us. I'm inspired by your strength.

[@theanimeroom9492]

Take care of your family man, life is busy and making sure your family is good is the main priority. Appreciate all the info you've put out, it's helped up my camera game with the M50.

[@DhalsimUK]

No need to thank us for watching your video. This is a THANK YOU for sharing with honesty and may you and your family continue to take every day as it comes with grace.

[@TheIshExperience]

Thanks for sharing your story. Wishing you and the Crowley Crew the best!

[@IdeaSpot]

Praying for you and your family. You’ve been a big inspiration to me, and my own channel - love your work!

[@atharvgupta2521]

i love that you're so true to yourself and your audience. love your transparency dude. Peace

[@KyleAndersonSkates]

I just found your channel recently, I hope things get better for you and your family. 🙏💞

[@FatMatAdventures]

I was a canoeing instructor at a camp for children with handicaps for 5 years. Met many like your daughter. Met many parents like you. I couldn't imagine being a parent that has to go through that. Honestly, I can't believe you build into each of your days time to work, homelife and produce quality content, among many other things. You are an inspiration for sure, brother. You've taught so many, including myself, about the m50, how to tell a vlogging story, dad-life, and so much more... AND YOUR SO YOUNG! You have many more amazing years on this planet with us and your amazing family. You are real. You don't act fake. I feel like you are very sincere and believe that is the main reason so many of us support you through your journey. I love to see this real-life stuff. It's refreshing. I'm a vlogger that does camping and traveling videos and yes, I use the M50 because of your recommendation. I love it. My family and I thank you and wish the best for you and your family.

[@tiagofermar]

Thank you for telling us more about your personal life! Keep going! And I hope you find the strength to keep your family afloat. All the blessings for you and for your little ones.

[@Drostvideo]

Wow...that's quite a story..amazed what you had to go through and understand you don't have time to make videos. QUESTION...I just saw a deal on B and H photo for Canon EF 50mm f/1.8 STM Lens for $99.00 I already have the 22mm but would like an even sharper image of myself in the video and better bokeh. Would this lens do this and does it have stabilization and can I use it without an adaptor?

[@TheCrowleyCrew]

No Image Stabilizer and the digital IS isn’t great with it. Yea you will get more bokeh, but it is a tighter lens so all of your framing will have to change when you get it. It will be marginally sharper, but the perceived sharpness due to the shallower Depth of Field will make it look sharper. Have you watched my video comparing them? I think it would be helpful.

[@Drostvideo]

@@TheCrowleyCrew Are you referring to 22mm vs 50mm?

[@JackieStacyBakerMusic]

Your content is great. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@PazConDios]

Just saw this. Your videos have been extremely helpful to me over the years. May the Lord give you and your family strength as you continue. May He grant you joy even in hardship. And may He give you the grace to glorify Him in all things.

[@anthonymichael123]

If you made a single video a year I'd watch in amazement. You're a huge inspiration. Keep being yourself and putting family first. 🙏

[@didierjanson3788]

Thoughts and prayers out to you and Alisandra 🙏

[@innovativeKamal]

You are a combination of good and brave heart. We love you and your family.

[@DraganStojicevic]

Stay strong. I really didn't know. But now I appreciate you even more

[@Leprutz]

Hey my friend... I haven't been over your channel for quite some time now. I just wanted you to know that I find it admirable how you and your wife fight for alisandras well being in such hard times. I also wanted to say thank you for showing your strength by talking about it. Keep it up my friend.

[@bjsawyer7390]

Hey brother, we love you guys and keep you in our prayers. God bless you, Lauren, and Alisandra.

[@PVMMAC]

Prayers for your daughter , you and your family ... take care 💯🙏

[@troywancha2599]

I love your channel. You do a great job! Thanks for this video. Sharing these life experiences is really hard and I give you a big salute for putting it all out there man!

[@BrokenElegance]

I wish you all the best! You have helped me a lot with creating video content and improving my videos! Take your time and focus on what's important!

[@angvarma1]

I am a father too, I am with you man! All of us are with you on this. Take care of your family that is where your attention needs to be, we will be here with you all the time! and don't change the name of the channel, is a great name and we feel part of your crew! best wishes and God bless you all!!!!!!

[@ALLBOUTTHUGLIFE]

My Best Wishes Bro. Continue with Your Life. Fam Comes First. The Real Viewers Will Still Be Here. Love Your Channel. Much Love And Respect 💯

[@RodberryJacques]

Touched by your story. Be strong!

[@KalleUhr]

How you can talk about this without weeping? I cant watch it without tearing up. You are super strong taking care of your poor child. Give your wife and kids a big hug and keep fighting!

[@return4us]

One day at a time - thanks for sharing your wisdom both in your content and life experience. You and your family are special, praying for all of you. Blessings for strength, wisdom and patience.

[@ellie7541]

"Applaud" sent. Thank you for sharing your journey and your struggles. Sending love and prayers to you ad your family.

[@markuskomulainen1387]

I like your videos, but even more I like that you share same passion as me to be as good dad as it is possible. Stay strong bro ❤️

[@thekimaging]

You certainly have been building a very strong community here and I admire your devotion and dedication as one of the followers and personally, you are such a great inspiration to me as a content creator and a father of a family. A huge thanks and love from South Korea to you and your family.

[@albino7367]

Prayers for you and yours.

[@timburmaster4888]

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for creating your incredible content and for being an even better father. All my best.

[@koalamusik]

I wish you and your family all the best

[@voiceofREASONS]

I am very sorry that you've had to deal with this. To think that you've been making this great content in the midst of this trial is astounding. Stay strong, keep your focus where it is as you don't want to have regrets. Godspeed

[@PaulRansonArt]

Just adding my best wishes to all the others. Thank you also for all the Canon M50 videos they've helped me no end.

[@alidogan6784]

Hope and prayers to you and your family my friend.

[@monvoyage]

As a father of two I feel in the deep of my heart what you have gone trough. You've sorted your priorities in the right way, thank you for your openness - family first. Stay strong!!!

[@lyndonbaptiste]

Thoughts and prayers with you and your family, brother.

[@writtencries1490]

Praying to God to bless your daughter with speedy recovery. God bless your channel as well. Thanks for sharing videos.

[@TheCrowleyCrew]

Thank you. It is doubtful she really will recover. It is something we have known for a while but it is still hard.

[@valscherrer6319]

Hey Job, I wish you and your family all the VERY BEST.

[@joseantoniocarrascom.1664]

You are very brave to discuss your feelings and struggles in the public. God bless your child and your family.

[@lukeepsitsimple2538]

I love your videos and content, I find them very informative and helpful. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

[@HiethGeorge]

Take care Blue .... family is the most important thing in life ... stay strong and stay safe

[@FilipePais]

Thanks! Keep up sharing your family story. Sure people can help you and your family

[@bonnielee2791]

Your video pulled at my heartstrings. Stay strong...I'm hanging in with you. Love and Hugs to you and your family. Don't change the name...It's perfect!

[@karlnewton3560]

Hey man my heart goes out to you and your family. Stay strong.

[@richardmorschel6266]

Thanks for sharing!

[@mmmYes]

We’re all here for you man. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family. Take your time.

[@RicG.]

Praying for you and your family. May God bless.

[@Deviumesh]

We support you. Hope everything will go good, my prayers will be there..

[@samxlovegod]

Shameful!🤔 that this video has 7 dislike? What is wrong with some of these people no empathy I guess Thank you for sharing this story this is what this is about connecting and sharing👍 we definitely support you and your family you're truly a loving family God keep you strong and bring good health to your family🙏

[@grantcreativemedia]

Prayers of strength and continued blessings for your family.

[@FixedPoint]

My prayers are with you. God is a healer, and I know He will send help your way!

[@interiordronesCA]

You are such an inspiration to me. Just got the M50 and and I'm going to binge some of your stuff!

[@edinechannel5704]

Keep strong buddy, thanks for all your sharing knowledge

[@LivingLifewithJudith]

Sending love ♡ Your little girl couldn't have found a better family. Family comes first... always ♡

[@oopsmybad9186]

God bless you man! You and your family are in my prayers! God will take care of everything!!

[@TheCrowleyCrew]

Thank you!