The Reason You Have No MOTIVATION After Spiritual Awakening (And How To Solve It!)

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

A little late today, but here's the new video! Did you lose your motivation on your spiritual path? Edit: Watch the follow-up video on this episode: kzbin.info/www/bejne/jWXIqIdqq6d7lac

[@evecess6636]

Yes i did and i got so confused 😕 thank you for sharing this

[@lorimazzola6872]

Most likely going to regret this, post a year ago so may not read anyway... perhaps will be cathartic... Awakening energetically inside out🤷🏻‍♀️, what I've learned might be called an unprepared vessel😑 should have started with bottom line🤷🏻‍♀️Which is 1st episode to point of wanting to end it (me)💥😳...🤬 realized possibility going through AGAIN, continuing where left became more horrifying...so🤔motivation not a choice, Force pushing its way out literally Audible through the cartilage in my neck for one example, I'm very grateful for when emotional and energetic episodes not combined, searching thousands videos for information and guidance but WTF I'm still here, fortunately I lost my job (among a whole lot of other things) because there's no way I could work. Oh & my dog's starting to look at me funny. Sorry for this, usually happy, but thank you for listening if you do😕! 🙏👣💜🕊🌍💜🐾💜🧘‍♀️🙏

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

I read all the comments Lori, and respond to most 😊. Noone is "prepared" when this happens. It's all about stopping to look at and/or blame the external circumstances, and starting to look within. All answers are to be found within. 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@owenbruce4120]

@@lorimazzola6872 enjoy your life, there is no template for spirituality, no need to deny yourself or force issues, your nature is unique. A little dirt may also contain the nutrients for growth, worry not our lives are not comparable to others

[@lewisramsden7645]

I was literally thinking about this the other day and being ignorant of the things I know now

[@james12erby43]

People need to do more videos like this. Spiritual Awakening is a serious process filled with loneliness, confused thoughts, and loss connections with many people!

[@leesweeney206]

Why not make a video of your own journey. In a sense it can be self healing when you see so many comments of people relating to your experience. I think one of the hardest parts of this journey is that each one of us feels so alone and we are the only one. The more you read the comments it at least lets you see you are certainly not alone.

[@michaelknapp8961]

Well said. About a year ago I realized 100% that there is a loving God that knows each and every one of us. I know now that there is an afterlife waiting for us when we leave the earth. This is huge!!!! I want to scream to the world how happy I am but the people in my life don’t want to hear about it. It’s kind of a let down. I have this incredible information but I still have to live my hum drum life down here. I feel lonely a lot of the time. I pray to God I meet more people that have also seen the light of God.

[@esthergarcia219]

@@michaelknapp8961 would love to hear more about it! Ppl around me are very trapped in the matrix

[@michaelknapp8961]

@@esthergarcia219 what exactly do u mean?

[@christinelawrence4315]

@@michaelknapp8961 Everybody is caught up in the worldly things Michael .. they are too focussed on the temporal (worldly) instead of the eternal (heavenly). We are of the light and spirit .. most people who are worldly cannot see the light and are "asleep" and can't see what is happening around them. A lot of people are still trapped in the darkness and are spiritually "blind".. I hope that makes sense to you brother... Hang tight we are all feeling very alone but know that God is with you and all of us each and every step of the way! xx

[@sourcehealing82]

I make it to work barely, but I do the minimum, I just don’t care anymore. On my days off I just lay around and read, watch KZbin, learn. This has been going on for almost three years and I still have no motivation to be better or do more. It’s like my energy has been depleted and now it’s time to rest but I’m afraid that this will last forever and I’ll end up homeless under a bridge.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

I recommend to start doing physical exercise. That will change your energy, provide dopamine that will boost your mental state of mind, and inspire and motivate you to get things done. 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@synappticuser7296]

Whatever bridge you come across, there'll be a whole lot of us there waiting to welcome you!

[@nathanharding9262]

Learn to work in the Akashic Records on your own. It's extremely healing. Also learn how to move your energy through your chakras and you can adjust your vibration.

[@OgdenM]

​@@nathanharding9262, I can't help but yawn in boredom and exhaustion at the idea energy work. I learned how to do it in seconds. I've made my vibration go through the roof. Probably even managed to emit physical light. A few months after playing around with that stuff parts of me started waking back up I guess you could say. They were all like, "We've been here before. We've had the ability to do all of the things that you have ever wanted to do. We are pretty over them. We'd rather sit and slowly cease to exist by letting go." And funny thing is that indeed, I get the most joy from sitting and letting go of all desires and just being moment to moment. Even is the only thing that has managed to actually fix major depression... Which I found out was caused by unmet desires that I had absolutely no desire to do the things necessary to get the desires fulfilled.... But I sure as heck felt like I was SUPPOSED to want to do those things.

[@Rosesraspberries72]

OMG wow….. same here, 3 years of living like a hermit and doing absolutely nothing but my head in KZbin learning. My housework barely gets done. I do work and my job is taxing, but I don’t know how to break out of this, and I too worry that it’s gonna be like this forever. I come home from work and do absolutely nothing 😂❤️

[@LoveMax444]

I love how God has a way of answering all of my questions through all of these random videos that randomly pop up on my feed, and I know it's God working because these videos tend to answer every single question that I might have asked in previous prayer. It is a nice surprise, especially on the days that I feel defeated. Much love. ❤

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

That's just great! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@myvisionbored]

That’s why I’m here too!

[@sandraalegria3439]

Amen

[@darcie528]

Yes I just found this last night and I was like BAM. Yes

[@Orgena_Deconstructed]

Wow it’s scary how accurate this is. The Lord must be speaking.

[@identitywithheld1027]

I'm not sure it ever ends. I had my experience in 2010 at 47 and now I'm 60. The fuel for my life was fear, anxiety and desire. I lost the fear and the desire. I have no Fear and no Desire. I have no drive or motivation and feel like I have been deprived of many experiences but know that if I had them I would eventually seek the peace I now have.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

I understand from what you say you still suffer from anxiety? If that's the case, fear cannot really be gone. But I'm happy to known it looks like you found peace 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@stevenwilliamson2291]

I had mine in 2010 as well it was 07/03/10 and i was 27 and now 40, I lost desire for a while as well, I could find no joy in any of the worldly distractions that I once found could give me temporary comfort. It left no other option but to seek inward where I found Christ in the inner me, my trueself.

[@David-eu1ms]

2010 for me too.

[@marionwallsten7507]

Well expressed! Same here.

[@dorothychantel4754]

Experience in 2010 now at 61 no desire no fear no drive or motivation for years . I feel suspended .

[@curiosity540]

Spiritual awakening/growth sometimes means your friends do not like being left behind; I was attacked more frequently because my inner light was brighter. I am still working through it, years later. I have since learned it was a brave path many are not ready for, and I feel like I cannot relate to many people. You are at a higher vibrational level than many people are at. It’s okay. Just let them be on their path and stay on yours. Don’t expect people in your life to be happy for you or understand you.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@SaurabhKD]

Agreed, a community is needed for people like us, atleast we can relate to someone!

[@cocoandrobin]

your comment makes a lot of sense, thanks 🙏🏻

[@n4lra1]

It's not necessary for everyone to understand our experiences. We should just love them without any conditions. We came here to be and to give love. Love is the light of spirit implanted in our innermost self. No one can exist without it. It's who and what we really are.😇

[@milema8155]

@@n4lra1 thank you for your comment

[@M.C._3369]

I literally asked God for help because I have been feeling just like this. I feel empty and can't figure out what to do about it. I asked this not even an hour ago and now this video is playing. I will listen intently this and do my best to practice its teachings. I really hope something works. I don't feel ill last much monger like this.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

How beautiful and timely your petition was answered! Dive deep within yourself and take control of your thoughts, without letting your external circumstsnces influencing them 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Annbakermodel]

Maybe we need a zoom support group formed

[@michaelodendaal5776]

I do the same ❤

[@jodiforeman3314]

I understand

[@markthegamedriver]

Jesus is taking long I believe this is the year the rapture happens

[@JeffFinley]

My spiritual awakening has killed my motivation to work and make money.but the world got drastically more expensive.

[@DaughterofaKing1]

I believe it’s because we understand the truth about money and we ascertained it…

[@Omega.Techno]

It's like I'm going one way, and the world is going another. Like I'm living a double life, and don't know what to do about it.

[@framhouse2935]

The worst part of this journey was the fact that there seemed to be little or no desire at all. I wasn't depressed. I loved being by myself. But nothing of my old way of life attracted me. It was very difficult. Then the epiphany came in. This VOID was so that when the path unfolds....the desire is so pure and unadulterated that there is no confusion. We are becoming ONE with SPIRIT. Being made to understand that SPIRIT is us and works through us. No amount of doing, efforting, planning is going to work. Only trust that you are here for a purpose and that being in the VOID is like becoming a diamond. Don't worry. All those you love and who love you have not gone anywhere. Only you are for a little while living in another dimension. Become more aware. You will notice with great pointedness and clarity that when you do want something ( as little as a cup of coffee) the want is deep and there is no confusion. Think of this time as chiseling and strengthening and empowering you truest guidance system.....your connection with Universal Consciousness.

[@EyeAmYokesYonikinanda]

Loved this. Peace and blessings to you 🧘🏾‍♂️👁️☀️

[@framhouse2935]

@IAMYokesYonikinanda to you as well. May the coming days bring you much clarity, excitement, happiness and well-being.

[@TheGodiva26]

I feel your message completely. It brought tears to my eyes. Love To You.🤍🕊

[@framhouse2935]

@TheGodiva26 the VOID is a time purely for you. To bide the time....be as lazy as you possibly can. No matter what your loved ones or society thinks. You will then notice that at perfect intervals, a desire to do (seemingly) mundane and frivolous things surfaces. You will be pushed to act. You are not left alone. Your inner self is guiding you through this journey. Reach for the better feeling thought. That is your inner being guiding you. Say to yourself, "I am protected, guided, and mentored. I am becoming the truest ME. I am going to be OK." I promise you....I am going through this. Almost over, I believe. So it will be party time soon. 😁😁😁😁😁😁

[@epifan3_]

This brought tears to my eyes as I’ve been so confused and disassociated with people and everything around. I didn’t look at it this way. But it brought comfort and some understanding. Thank you 🙏🏽❤️

[@WandererOfWorlds]

Oh my goodness I’m so happy to have stumbled onto your video! I’ve been experiencing this weird ‘lull’ in enthusiasm for the past few years, not knowing what I should be doing with myself, and feeling as though nothing fits anymore. I long for genuine connection with others, but have so little interest in ‘socializing’ just for the sake of filling the space/time. It is indeed a somewhat lonely path (animals and nature are a GREAT fix for that! No useless chatter to deal with 😆). It’s so great to hear someone lay it out so clearly, and a really helpful reminder that this is normal on the path to awakening. Thank you! I’m going to check out the rest of your videos now! ☺

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thank you, welcome to the channel! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Bathing.in.Emptiness]

I could've written your post. We are living parallel lives. I know how you feel.

[@WandererOfWorlds]

@@Bathing.in.Emptiness thank you for sharing that with me… it’s reassuring in a strange way. :) Here’s to a pivot for both of us in the near future, towards clarity, passion and motivation for our unique paths! Maybe our parallels will end up merging/meeting some day! 🙂

[@1979Frankyboy]

Glad I found this video today I'm going through the exact same thing. Apathy towards most things I used to do. Friends dropping away, pulled between 2 worlds, lots of illness, and hibernating most of the time not wanting to be around people, one time I loved crowds and being center stage not anymore.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@SCgroove]

I started to suspect that I was transitioning from doing to being, but nobody is really elucidating this subject like you did. Invaluably helpful to me. Thanks.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

That's so nice to read! Thank you 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@sct3339]

It's been a ride let me tell you with awakening but i must say I have NEVER thought about going back and being oblivious to reality and all that i have learned. No way !! I am profoundly grateful that i have awakened and see what i do. Thank you for the vid!! Spread the light

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Ken-xe8kr]

Brilliantly articulated. After years of inquiry it finally happened, I basically wore my ego out. On the plus side there aren't a lot of thoughts, my brain is very calm, but I feel down, semi depressed and unmotivated. You've encouraged me to know that this is normal and how to deal with some of the dirt as you mentioned. Thank you

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thank you so much Ken! I'm so glad to hear it has encouraged you to deal with the dirt! 💪🏻🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@dogchaser520]

I think it's depressing because it's alienating, when your understanding is that you should be further connected to others. Not having any interest in climbing the corporate ladder, exploiting others for your own benefit, or having power over others, or seeming superior ... In some cultures of the world this is being a "loser." I think it's especially important to come in contact with those who feel the same way. I saw another person mention a support group for those going through this. Absolutely, we need those! Without denomination. The one thing that unites us, is, amusingly, the understanding of that unity. We're all that is. And it's incredible ... and exhausting.

[@BernadetteDockery76]

What a great explanation. It’s the stage of my life I’m currently living. Trying to set goals but lack the motivation to even start. Not even sure if I want it anymore. I know I can’t go back to the way things were. Moving forward is extremely exhausting but thanks for the video. I see I’m not the only one who is going through this. 😊❤

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thanks Bernadette! Definitely not the only one! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@OnlineRadioSchool]

Yeah! I try to set a goal and then think..do you know what, I'm not even bothered about getting it lol. At the mo, I'm just gonna focus on trying to be present (which is hard) and not worry about anything else.

[@violetgc6049]

So glad to hear you say all of this because it's very scary to feel like I'm the only one going through it. Just as you say, we can't go back to the way thinks used to be, Gotta figure it out. I'm sooooooooo tired every day. I don't want to do ANYTHING anymore! Good luck xo

[@annc1956]

I'm living this now. I'm reaching this brighter point. Realizing just who I am. I find it helpful when I get into the thought patterns, which are less and less, I just put my hands on my heart and say to spirit, I need connection. This immediately gets me out of the thought patterns. Also I find helpful to to stop pushing away the negative rememberances which I feel sadness and guilt about. Instead i feel them and bring them into my body with a deep breath, release the dark and shine light in one deep exhale. That way I don't hold them in,. Thank you for this honest truth about awakening.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Beautiful! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@violetgc6049]

Beautiful, Ann. Thank you for sharing this. I'm inspired by you!

[@TheAnchoredHeart3654]

This is so what I needed . Thank you . I feel lost, alone, uninspired & blah and blah . I just needed to see this right now . Thank you so much

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@jodiforeman3314]

Me too totally relate

[@angeleyes3386]

I find it to be a feeling of being detached. Unattached to all the things you knew to be true before. It gets better and you find new things you begin to build a foundation on. Take the time and show yourself grace

[@SaleemRanaAuthor]

You spoke directly to me. I've gone through and I'm still going through many of the experiences you mentioned.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

I hope it was helpful for you Saleem! Please trust it will be ok sooner than later 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@iamtallyes5350]

Dude described my whole life so far.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@teeniequeenie8369]

Scary eh?! I don’t know who this dude is but he knows me!

[@moonessalyn9806]

This video showed up yesterday, and I've watched it 20 times... somebody gets me Thank you

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Getafix42]

Great wise advice. I felt demotivated and confused after my second awakening to the point of regret. I can see now that I need more water to clear the still remaining dirt in my bucket. Thank you Tao of Miracles.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

My pleasure Pedro! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@utsavsihag5578]

I can't tell you how much I'm thankful to you for this video. It's been a long time since I was facing the same questions in my mind which you addressed in this video. The divine always sends someone to help its loved ones in these difficult times of questioning phase. 🙏🙏🙏

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@lt2145]

This is what exactly I've been suffering with lately and I'm just 21 years old now. I'm losing interest day by day. I'm not really interested in my goal anymore. I don't feel like that anymore. Like it's really hard to understand. I had a very clear goal, vision and what I wanted but now those things don't excite me anymore. I never have social interaction. But I don't want to live this way and yeah i keep getting this thought that just keep moving forward. So that's what I'm going do and I wish all the best for people who are struggling with this, have an amazing life.

[@stanleytesla1651]

Hi Tao. Great video! I believe I am in an intermediate stage. My awakening began with geopolitical analysis (John Pilger, Noam Chomsky, Chris Hedges & many others). I discovered the societal ignorance of our time, the existential threat it poses & my present day inadequacies to react to such forces. I'm isolated & anxious. Easy, no. I have tried to share my insights with family & friends unsuccessfully. There simplistic conversations to which I used to partake with family & friends, repels me. They are obtuse, I was obtuse, and I'm unsure how to communicate with them though I feel, at this time, I have to move on. Unsure to what or where. Living in a sea of ignorance & looking to find the light that is we, not just me. I will follow up on your work. Thank you.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thanks Stanley! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@towardsthelight220]

That's not an awakening

[@stanleytesla1651]

I guess if one were to question somebody else's state of awareness; I would guess that that would be subjective, from a singular point of view? Peace to you Mr. Clown. Peace to us; I would guess; or we should guess, should likely be the key. @@towardsthelight220

[@StarBreeSkies1133]

I'm in the exact same predic. And am also wondering and wandering seems to be my motto

[@kathylavalle]

I needed this video. I’ve been wondering what to do. I have no interest in the things that used to motivate me. Thank you for explaining this. Amen.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

My pleasure Kathy! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Stephbraz-4]

I really needed to hear this. It is really encouraging because I did not feel I was on the right path. I felt I was getting worse lately. Everything you said is happening to me. I’m dis interested and donating most of my belongings. I can’t relate to some of my friends but mostly my family. I’m 51 years old and I exercised obsessively because of body dysmorphia and resistance to getting older. I want to exercise because I love it you know. Not to receive external value from others. Anyway. Thank you very much. I’m really excited to view this video and to subscribe to your channel. Thank you.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thanks a lot Steph! Remember, it's all in the mind 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@j.t.s8618]

This is true💜 My awakening began in 2013 which led to the dark night of the soul which took 4-5yrs. Now the Universe has me spoilt for choice. I've tried different ways to express the learning techniques I've come to know on my path. I used to reflect especially family gatherings that I was no longer aligned with and feel a longing for but not anymore because I kept moving forward. Over the years they're no longer together going through their own old repeating lessons. The Higher Path is the only way forward💜

[@D.Roe180]

My awakening happened today. and already starting to feel depressed and unmotivated as a result. This video popped up in my recommend in good timing. The last couple years has been so rough but I have faith that if I keep pushing then it will all payoff.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@lovepeacejoy8869]

Thanks, I so relate to this. Some days I am filled with tears of perfect joy and nothing can bring me down...alas, the next day can be confusing and feeling lost. Some days beautiful poetry just pours form my soul like it flows from a beautiful stream. I no longer feel the same connection with my friends though I still love them, we just do not relate the same, and what is important to me, I cannot express to anyone. I knew this would happen on some level and it is still so worth it. I do not worry and feel so safe in my inner being, but also I am tired of being here and just want to move on. Your excellent video popped up on my feed today. That seems to happen al lot too. Hang in there beautiful ones, this is the greatest journey we could ever take.

[@elizabethcameron6045]

Okay. I am only at 1:14 and have tears already. This is exactly how I feel. I look forward to this teaching. Thank you for addressing this!

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

My pleasure! I hope it was helpful 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@elizabethcameron6045]

@@theschoolofself-mastery Very much so!

[@deafmode4248]

Thanks! It’s the second video of you I come across lately! I really feel the authenticity and your energy! Helps me when in time of doubts..even if I deeply know! I sold and left everything in Canada and moved to Bali ( until I find a new purpose) to embrace this path I have been pushing away for so long! But now, it’s like I don’t have choice anymore! I am surrendering to life!

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Beautiful! I love Bali, it's a special place! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@rebeccapeterson7405]

Thank you! I’m so alone with my clean bucket of water, but have always trusted the “Universe” and what it has presented. So, I’ll continue being here and see what happens next.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@uzairshah86]

Thats EXACTLY what I am going through..I felt each and every word literally... Thanx alot man. I think youtube is reading thoughts now. Exactly what i was looking for

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

I'm glad to know it conencted with you! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Histrophy]

Trust me. This guys is a gem, this is my first time watching his video but every word he said is true.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thank you so much! I really appreciate your comment 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@ry77801]

The intrusive thoughts 💭 and believing in them , interacting and identifying with them is the soul killer . The present moment is where all the peace lives ❤

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@meerkat783]

What is disturbing my inner thoughts and peace is the hopeless mess and injustice in the world, and erasing those thoughts seems impossible, draining every ounce of my energy no matter what I do, hence no motivation as the problems are beyond my ability to solve.

[@ringrinka]

see this video when am almost exhausted with my confusion about what i need to do next after my spiritual revival. i believe this is God answer for me now.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Shane7492]

I feel like the opposite happened with me. I was in a nihilistic depression for 10+ years before awakening. At my lowest point when I was thinking about ending it, I began to watch a lot of NDEs and got interested in psychedelics. After 2 very profound mystical experiences, it completely changed my perspective on life and made me appreciate it a lot more. I think a lot of it has to do with how people become awakened and how they interpret it.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Absolutely, in the end it's a very personal experience. But, almost always some sort of trauma is the trigger. I'm happy to see in your case it pulled you out of the negative space you were in 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@viktorfurer2671]

I had the same thing, but then again after more Psychedelics experiences and deeper awakening I got back to feel without of purpose and lost but with more wisdom and knowledge, everytime I calibrate my life on right path I get smacked with another deeper awakinging and everything again, like some kind of loop....

[@quantum_man]

Great Advice! We could also show compassion to help others rise by being the change and maintaining a sense of humour, knowing it is all a game and that we must remain as children especially during Spiritual Enlightenment.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@hackemotion594]

Very very helpful thank you lots of blessings from India🇮🇳

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

I'm so glad it was helpful for you! 🙏🏻🤗❤

[@fourthturning]

When I saw the title of this video I was encouraged. It started out right over the target but alas, the points he made are of no help. Change your goals? Change your objectives? Sounds great.. change them to what? Nothing interests me in the world any longer. I was living a very vibrant, though admittedly self destructive life when out of the blue, a Golden Spiral entered my left hip at exactly 9:11 on 9/11/11. Since then I completely walked away from the life I was living. Dropped all the old friends, sold my motorcycle and proceeded down the path less traveled, apprenticing with a Shaman, meeting Sadhguru and learning the Yogic Science of Mahamudra Kriya, Satya Kriya & Bhuta Shuddhi. The further I go the more acute pain I experience, seeing and feeling all the senseless destruction of life. What to do, what not to do... my search continues. Peace out.

[@conniefearnside2279]

I thought I was alone in this... and so glad that I am not. I was telling my son about how "flat" I was feeling, and so is he. I am praying that I will come out of this.

[@tinafaltermeier9303]

Thank you for this video! I listen to so many gurus (one mainly plus from time to time some others) but never heard someone talking so explicite about the pain we are going through after being spiritual awakened. It's good to hear this in such a detailed form. It gives motivation to perservere and stay on the path. I am on it since many years and can imagine that I become the path one day myself. It's also nice to read that there are so many people spiritually awakening or alrwady awakened. So we are not alone. Wish you all lots of strength and insights that help you to overcome the ego and dissolve it completely. Many more wishes from Christine from Switzerland

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

That's so great to hear Christine! You might find it interesting to watch another video I uploaded recently on this topic, it's the second part to this video. You can find it here kzbin.info/www/bejne/f3_GeJuEp7uoqbM. All the best to you on your journey! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@amandadidomenicantonio3135]

I really needed this today. Thank you. ❤️

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

My pleasure Amanda 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Annbakermodel]

Thanks. No one understands this and there is no one to talk to about it. Appreciate your video

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thank you Annabelle! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Spitfireseven]

This was just great. I am a meditator. This description is exactly the nature of what happens for the person that has awakened to the spiritual realm. Juat Great!!!

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thanks a lot Anthony! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Klausschwab1984]

You summed it up completely. It’s always been there for me from 18 years old to now at 31, accelerated heavily after the plandemic so the last 3 years I have been unable to deceive myself any longer. I still turn upto my well paid job in big pharma, but I hate it and just need the money for now ( I totally don’t believe in the industry anymore). The feelings and stages in this video are spot on.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️ it's ok where you are. I understand the duality you must be living in but remember, by far most important is what you do in your mind. If, for now, you need to show up at your job to pay the bills that's more than ok 💪🏻

[@NCardude]

I'm grateful for the timeliness of your video. It explains so much of what I'm currently going through but haven't been able to understand till now. Glad to know this is normal and that there arw solutions to this phase. Thank you 🙏🏾

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

My pleasure 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@donnasloane9031]

Felt like you could see into my mind.....no judgement..no contempt prior to investigation....

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@luosen]

Never thought I would so appreciate being called a bucket

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

😂🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@lisap9936]

There’s no going back! I’m 83 yrs and mine happened around the age of 18. Doesn’t mean life has been easier! On the contrary. Life struggle. I won’t go on.Fell upon your video quite by chance ! It started playing all by itself! 😅😅😅

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@OrbAttraction]

Hi I'm new here. I searched spiritual motivation and here you! That was super special, thank you. You put in a way I haven't thought of, pretty simple all-in-ones mind. I will do these exercises today, and I will treat myself as spirit, that is beautiful 😍 Light and Love ✌🏼💜🌈

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Welcome laura Marie! I'm glad it seems to have inspired you! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@banzand]

I never wished to go back! Not for a single second!

[@drivethrupoet]

During my early awakening it became clear that I have a pre-destined set of circumstances and life events. It's a double-edged sword. On the one hand, I have some relief from anxiety of full control; on the other I have no motivation. Now anxiety because I know I'm supposed to learn and enjoy things but I'm stuck mentally. I also have a teen son and I have no sense of his destiny. As it should be, though very concerning given the world we are living in today.

[@barbarazorman5177]

Waaauuu...you said it so beautifully. Thank you 🙏❤️‍🔥😊

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thank you Barbara! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@barbarazorman5177]

@@theschoolofself-mastery 🙏❤️‍🔥

[@blissedbren]

Glad the Algorithm delivered this one to me - helps affirm I'm on the right path. I was listening to a Gary Renard audiobook yesterday and had no idea there was a connection until I got your book.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Pure nondualism made more accessible in different ways! Beautiful how these things play out! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@ingrid_K]

I entered into spirituality with dreams, without knowing what it would entail, without knowing what I do. At first, I thought I was schizophrenic with the unreal dreams. It was a 180-degree change and I am still in progress. I just realized my whole life I wanted to connect with the eternal power and now my personal life motivation did not offer the same feeling. But I still don't know nothing, I only realized " with the eternal power, I cannot feel myself, the ego. "

[@tanishjain1898]

this was very relatable and helpful too ❤🎉 Thanks a lot sir!🤩🙏🔥🙌

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

My pleasure! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@afrazmoin8467]

❤Great work brother❤. You are so calm and peaceful. Can relate my life well with your videos. Hopefully Inshallah I’ll learn ways to make my transition from dark phase of life to better… Carry on with your work . Inshallah hopefully you’ll have more people to appreciate your deep understanding behind intricate life lessons and make their life better .

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thank you so much Afraz! Just keep at it, continue to dive deep within yourself and you'll get there sooner than later 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@JivaJyotish]

I asked for help from my spiritual Guru last night in meditation for my mental clarity... Today morning I got recommendation of this Video 🙏 Thanks a lot💖

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Beautiful! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@tejasjoshi3946]

I was there, when I used to head out of my home to college or work I used to wonder what is this all about, where am I going or what am I doing? I still dabble into the meaninglessness. I’ve tried to come up with a meaning of myself now, learning a musical instrument, learning a martial art, and some alcohol; these are the things that give me joy. And connecting with people at my workplace too, giving them an ear and helping people out. I keeping going to meaninglessness, and joys of life and stress of the society life. But parallel to all of these is a permanent happiness about existence and like the video says I keep moving forward.

[@charmedprince]

I'm gonna download this. I'm going through this and these are really good points. Thank you ❤️

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thanks John! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@nona4536]

I haven’t watched the video yet but already resonate with it. I recently went to a retreat and finally felt unconditional love for myself and life again. Came back, completely disliked every decision I made in my life before the retreat as it wasnt out of love for myself and now feel completely lost in my current life. My birthday is coming up and invited so many people before I went to the retreat just so I could have a big party and now scared to death it will bring my energy down with the energy of those that I let into my life with lower vibration, just because I was lonely. Then again, love is supposed to be shared. Any advice? Grateful I came upon this video

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Well, unconditional love doesn't make you feel lost in life, it gives you peace and certainty. So, probably it wasn't unconditional love you felt. Maybe it was a first step towards it. I cannot tell you what to do, only you have the answer to that question. Just do the inner work, accept your feelings, become more self-aware, and follow your heart. 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@garrykennedy5484]

I don't know if it's because I was ready to hear, REALLY HEAR this message? Or because this message was better explained by you, but I HEARD IT! TRULY HEARD IT! Thank you and Bless you and yours for posting this video. I've just subscribed and will be viewing more of you. Thanks again, I feel you reached me at a good timing in my life. Thank you again brother. Much love from AZ.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

I'm happy to know the message reached you Garry! Welcome to the channel! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@thelongwindingpathtowardsf4978]

I have been studying and growing for 5 years and I do not know what I want anymore... This video resonates with me.. Thank you for posting. X

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

My pleasure 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@joyceshaw1286]

Christ,Buddha , others,continued chopping wood, hauling water, doing their jobs with enlightenment also served others . Understanding we are in a dream doesn’t say sit down and do nothing. Live and enjoy your activity here even knowing…

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Absolutely! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@ebazileyes1475]

Yess this is so true. I was looking up how to be more motivated a month ago as I was always motivated and have do much energy before I started this spiritual journey. This had sure put a whopping on me in a good and bad way. It was draining and exhausting too. But, I have elevated mentally.

[@woodpigeon7776]

“Your thoughts are none of your business” Wow, I never thought of it like that.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@banzisithole8694]

Helping others helps me stay motivated/inspired.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@carmelwine7610]

So True, my problem is nothing feels real. I was told in a dream “Don’t put your guts into this movie.” Then the next day the young beautiful teen next door was dead”. Dealing with his young mourning brothers who needed him and being told this is a movie makes me upset. Stuff like that. Working for what in a movie. Maybe I got answers too soon but you lose motivation when you know it’s a damn game. So o laugh a lot and play with my plants. Thank God that’s all natural to me. Because nothing else is anymore.

[@eriomnyc6073]

Thank u 4 this ♥️

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤

[@KarusMBII]

You described my experience to a T. I was nodding my head throughout. I think you're totally right. I'm experiencing a lot of inner-conflict and I'm realising that it's because I am too afraid to double-down on a spiritual lifestyle.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@darknessislight3689]

I needed this today 🙏🏾 I have no motivation everything I loved I have no interest in these days. Food and drink are just off . I’m just off and am trying to reinvent myself and way of thinking.

[@SahiraSound]

This happened to me. I started working on early childhood trauma healing and shadow work back in late winter 2022. Over the course of several months I experienced so much healing so much catharsis, radical evolution. And then, I had my GCS in October 2022. I had to undergo it alone The surgery and the healing that followed brought me to an apotheosis, culmination of a years worth of healing and evolution. And then I found myself adrift. What was once important, lost its luster. And now, but for the need to sustain my physical needs, I'm really not interested in anything that is not of the spiritual nature. Navigating the mundane world without attachment is one of the most dislocated and unmoored experiences I've ever had and can even ever imagine. Now I'm following my intuition and trusting that when I answer the call of Spirit It's exactly what I'm supposed to be doing. For anybody on this path, drink deeply from this cup it's why we're here.

[@ForcesUnseenTV]

Thank you so much for this video. I listened all the way through. This really helped me today, because I am currently going through this. Thank you Tao of Miracles. Thank you!

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

My pleasure! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@jennifermonroe486]

Thank you very nuch. This eased my fear of my lack of motivation and direction. It made alot of sense the way you expeessed and explained it.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Great! Thanks 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@sii6531]

I explored Quaker meetings at that stage, they sit in silence (unless moved by sourse to speak), open to all beliefs. Worth looking around local ones to find one that suits. 💗 However, we are in a Yin state usually, so it is wise to also seek active activities (yang), dance, kung fu, sort of thing!

[@aconsciousperspective5628]

I have been this way since I was very young. It's still extremely hard living in a matrix type reality. Even writing this and being on social media is a head trip. In any case, move forward how you feel.

[@hongngocruby]

For me it is the period of acceptance. The acceptance for the true self that i am. And yes we can’t go back to undone all the awareness we gained. We can only move foward. I’m getting more comfortable with myself day by day. No more conflicts, no more hidding, no more acting, no more judging… we just take our masks off and live the life with our true identity.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@gagga77]

I just found this video and save it for tomorrow morning to watch carefully... In a mean time, I am reading comments... Of course, I don't know any of those people but I can feel that I am not alone.. There's a lot of people with same thoughts as I have sometimes.. And I think, whatever is going on right now.. Low energy and stuff... Everything in life is impermanent...

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@gagga77]

Update: I watched it, and it was AHA moment for me... Oh, that's why I am so sensitive when it comes to my old emotions and thoughts... My "bucket" is clearer than ever before in my life, that's the reason I see any difference in my energy state.. Even a smaller one 🤣🤣 Ok.. So, all of this is just a phase. That is best news I can hear!I decided to make peace with it

[@gagga77]

Update: I watched it, and it was AHA moment for me... Oh, that's why I am so sensitive when it comes to my old emotions and thoughts... My "bucket" is clearer than ever before in my life, that's the reason I see any difference in my energy state.. Even a smaller one 🤣🤣 Ok.. So, all of this is just a phase. That is best news I can hear!I decided to make peace with it and to live in peace with Life itself, to follow Wu Wei way of living.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Great Dragana! It's only a phase if you make it one, otherwise you could potentially linger in this state of being for a very long time. You gotta do the work to get out of it 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@MariaElena51185]

Yes, after nde/awakening , depression and no motivation since 2016. On the mountain top life can be lonely. Now I live in nature. This is NOT a phase. No desire to interact with the clown show, as it’s not real. I do move forward in my inner work. Meditation. Yes, observation/awareness.. silence and detachment. No material goals. All is inside. Great vid!

[@TheLegend-ct6ss]

I got an empty mind and i cant socialize anymore… im only 18 and it feels like my life is already over😔

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Hang in there, everything is temporary, this will pass. And the quicker you gain control of your mind, the sooner it will pass. 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@towardsthelight220]

You are not done yet and the pieces of your life might be on hold until spirit puts you to work. The main purpose of awakening is to teach others and help others. Be patient as a young person.

[@wherestheexit5046]

This would explain my depression and lost love for a lot of hobbies. I often feel lonely and like I’ll never feel love... I don’t mean love from a romantic partner but really love from connecting with people because I feel so many around me are stuck on material possessions rather than spiritual being. So many people I have encountered in my life have been so cruel to me. I don’t know why I push on....

[@lynnehendersonfisher]

So pleased to come across your channel and this particular video. You've expressed so well what I've been feeling for a while now. It is confusing indeed and worldly motivations do change. No taking the planet for granted or nature which sustains. And yes, no going back...so here's to moving on to explore more about this living of a life from a more spiritual perspective while home awaits. Your video has reassured me I'm on the right path. 😊

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

That's great Lynne! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@kevinroach7363]

Thanks. Im going through this phase right now and I thought I was losing it.

[@916nene]

I’m dealing with this, after doing the awakening the third eye all that, now it’s worse I don’t feel excitement anymore, nothing make sense anymore, friends are gone, people is just like robots in questioning everything and even religion questions I feel like nothing is real anymore ppl is fake to everyone. It’s just crazy I’m dealing with no motivation, depression, laziness and all that when before awaking I was a very happy outgoing popular guy now im the opposite and over weight

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

I'm sorry you're going through all of that Stephen, but please understand that this is because you're not fully awake yet. If you were awakened or close to it, you would feel joy, excitement, love, and happiness all the time. So, all you can do now is go deep within and continue working on yourself. All the best 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Kitesurfing_OZ]

I can totlally relate to what you´re saying. I cut so many ties with old firends, as I can´t relate to them anymore. I get bored by superficial conversations.

[@monicavazquez3744]

Thank you very much. After going through this phase you describe some time ago, and for a much extended period of time I’d prefer not say, I now am and have been in a very creative place discovering the power in my words and intention, coming from this place of “knowing that I know”...and afterwards letting go even of that!. Healing is my thing. Don’t even have to think this is what I want, it just pops up as a yearning. I’ve had many wonderful experiences,on myself and others, even pets. Still keep vigilant of not falling back into old thought patterns, and if I do, now it’s not a problem to pull myself out of that ilusión. I’m now living my best time on this planet. Why did it take so long for me to wake up?!, I don’t know...BUT I LOVE IT!!!!❤❤❤ Huuum...have to let go of that too, right?, or else it’s going to bite me later 😂😂😂

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Great! Enjoy it! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@CJBradley]

This is exactly what has happened to me this passed three years. Something happened that was difficult to quantify at the time and now the things that I did to occupy my time matter much less or not at all, like playing my guitar, drawing, Painting and the arts, I also have no time at all for the media or politics both are toxic to me, I'm done with all that and spend most of my time away from social situations resting my body and soul.

[@elena.solomon]

Thank you so much for this video, for the ideas you shared. It is comforting to have someone affirm that this is just a phase!! I went through my own "spiritual awakening" after no longer being satisfied about the "trivial" goals in life, and now I find myself returning to them, but with a completely different point of view and attitude about life in general. I wish I had seen this video a few years ago, as I was struggling with the "purpose of life" drama... There is light at the end of the tunnel!!

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

There you go! Heading towards that light! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@ayyonmichaels9731]

yup... i have for sure lost motivation in majority of the things i once was a fanatic over... dance, writing music, and playing video games. all im interested in now is bushcrafting, herbal healing, alchemy, and self defense...

[@grl7968]

As soon as I heard the beginning sentiment, It spoke to me. This is exactly what I'm going through.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@stevegriffith4164]

Really struggling a lot with this, thanks for your words.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Hang in there Steve! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@echobear5228]

Thank you. You describe what I am experiencing.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@Mumugen]

6 years on, nothing to do, nowhere to go, but it's ok, survival and creating comfort, financial stability is important and sharing enlightenment with one or two people is all i do, snorkelling because why not and enjoying my coffee machine. Sex is non existent as an interest, don't miss it at all, can read minds, desire gone, such is life i guess. Never listen to Dhamma or talks unless they pop up on the feed otherwise just watching anime, movies and series, not much else to do/learn. No drugs or alcohol, can't become a monk because of health issues, ready to die today or tomorrow, thats the gift, to die to every moment. Love for all, no regrets.

[@christopherokwena3934]

Has anything changed?

[@Mumugen]

@@christopherokwena3934 Starting to 'chop wood, carry water' again :)

[@KirandeepKaurSraa]

I left my job because it didn’t aligned anymore and have no friends or relationship but I am at peace at the background. Foreground is very scary and chaos but background is peace.

[@jessenelson8106]

This was helpful to me. Last night I was feeling like a dandelion that was trying to grow up in a pine forest. I was feeling this intense longing to go back to where I belong. What you said about just go through the rest of life and you will see seemed right.

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

I'm glad it was helpful Jesse! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@tsevaoth]

Great video! I see comments from confused people, if someone is spiritually awake there is no confusion with a “ psicological refugee” from worlds problems or life. I suggest for those people to read Lao Tse’s Tao te Ching the book of the Way, and If someone can find himself on that teaching, that means is spirituality awakened! Blessings to all!

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

Thank you! 🙏🏻🤗❤️

[@052760kira]

Thank you. It helps to know I am not alone. All of what you’ve said is true for me. It feels so frightening to be disconnected from what excited and motivated me in the past, and not know what would excite and motivate me now, not knowing if this suspended state will ever end. I struggle with my beliefs of what I “should” do ( self generated and what others think)and not being able to execute using willpower. Just doesn’t work anymore. And I feel very sad. There is a loss of certainty about many things. I sought spiritual path as a way to address pain in life, to “feel good”. This doesn’t feel good. It helps to know that this phase is part of the journey. I heard this recently in reference to faith: In the beginning God holds your hand, like a child, and you feel the support and connection, but at some point, for you to grow, God lets go. I believe you are describing what happens then. Thank you

[@theschoolofself-mastery]

It's part of the journey for many, but you will have to get out of it yourself, it won't happen on its own. All the best! 🙏🏻🤗❤️