The reasons why Jonghyun left "Blue Night" (in his own words)

[@arezoo5927]

💎 Since I posted a video of last “Blue Night” broadcast, some question raised about why he left his position as radio DJ; here are some reasons he, himself, addressed… I decided instead of answering all the comments one by one, just make this video… 🌙I always think the best answers for our questions are his words not our assumptions… there are several comments I received (they were marked as spam by youtube) that I wish I could unread… some ppl like making fictional/ scary stories out of stuff they don’t know… I wanna tell them we all as humans have some secrets which we never revealed, those are secrets that just one person knows… if we are not that specific person we don’t know them, and we shouldn’t insist on knowing them because they are simply secrets… I used to think some comments can break my heart, well, some of them can also break my mind… why are you making some unreal stories out of a person life?!… someone so precious to us… if you have a true source for your words go on and leave a comment otherwise don’t… please just do not… have mercy on my heart…and on hearts of all the ppl trying hard to heal from this grief… most of all have respect for the one who is not here to tell you how wrong your stories are about him… 🌹 🌟

[@kildeyniciriaco]

Jong Hyun had a fragile but beautiful soul. What you just wrote here should stay in our mind. Sometimes we talk without any prove or just create false story. We should never forget that all artists (idols) are human too and have fears and dreams as we do. Thank you again for this treasure. I still am shocking about this interview but at the same time it made me realize how honest, sincere and precious Jong Hyun was while living. I appreciate your effort to keep his memory alive and show his true self.

[@tweetyjoy7]

My dearest..you hv worked so hard. Did you transcribe Jjong's words?Thk you sooooo..much. i hv loved so many of yr videos bt this one...really blesses me so much...cos..its contents reveal the real Jjong that I...many other fell for. Gal...it must hv been so difficult for you emotionally to type his words.Reading them ..so many feelings go thro my mind...Jjong was so real..what strikes me..he said he shattered hiimself becos he wanted to live as a real person. Guys he wanted to live..Love him even more because he was so real as a person..so warm. Arezoo I used to worry..making these videos wd harm you mentally n emotionally..but i believe you will be ok..becos you hv a beautiful n warm family plus a great childhood to anchor you. Jjong..he had his mum n sis...but the scars he got as an entertainer , in childhood ..and in life..so painful. Emotional scars begin in childhood n gets accumulated throughout our lives..so i remind myself..handle children n those around with care. Above all try to be more loving so ppl around will feel their worth...as humans. Arezoo..love you so much..gal..thk you for "speaking out" for Kim Jonghyun the human being. Take care to live a happy, joyful life 😗😗😗🌹🌹🌹💖💖💖✨✨✨✨

[@armsreenakhil9981]

Thanku thanku thanku thanku dear. U r an angel. God bless you ❤️😍😍😍

[@kokanafees4028]

Don't worry about what others talk about you.you have worked hard for us and working hard yourslef to become normal.your some videos makes me cry,happy..i really miss jonghyun.thanks for this vidoes...thanks for helping shawols Fighting Arezoo Fighting shawols 5shinee forever

[@تاهانيعبداللهالسعديتاهانيعبدال]

Arezoo 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😙😙😙😙

[@priya931x]

I'm envious of everyone who has known him at a personal level because whenever I listened to his radio, I felt like I was listening to the kindest, gentlest most considerate and loving human being I've ever came across. There's always moments that my heart hurts when I want to hear his voice, even if it's just once more, but it's human nature to always keep asking for more. I will always hold him in the softest corner of my heart and hold on to all his words and wisdom that he's inspired me with. Thank you for being born and I'm thankful that I ever got to know someone so beautiful like you, Jonghyun.

[@ewapaszkowska551]

💞💞💞💞💔😇🇵🇱🥀

[@jerrysmith7449]

He tried to live; he really did. His legacy will live on until the last person who loved him dies. His was a tender, good hearted personality whose desire was only to uplift others, not tear them down. Jonghyun - you worked hard and in the good you brought others your life was a success. Rest in happy peace, Jonghyun.

[@andivalenzuela7317]

Y quien seria la última persona que lo amó y además si lo hubiera amado el se hubiera sentido quiero y no tan vacío como se sentía bueno en fin esta lindo tu comentario aunque no se quien es la última persona que lo amó

[@abhishekabhishekpaliya99]

we all miss you Jonghyun. 🥺🥺

[@Pixietink]

Will always love him!!

[@angelicafloresgonzalez1766]

THANKS VERY MUCH FOR ALL YOURS KJ VIDEOS!!!! I HAVE COLLECTED ALL OF THEM.... KIM JONGHYUN FOREVER!

[@shining4436]

"If the personal matters get healed, if I feel like it will be ok now and there are people out there who are searching for me, I would like to return"....world is searching for you Jjong pls return to us without the pain...we miss you too much..... :,(

[@arezoo5927]

🌹🌟

[@Lanaadelreyyx]

Your comment made me cry hard asf i miss him so much💔

[@Azra_Lee]

He openly talking about his feelings, his dark experiences, and sort. Only if people really have a better understanding about this mental health issues, and ready to help each other without criticized others, we might actually can save this great Kim Jong Hyun. But I understand, he just want to end the endless pain he received. I believe a lot of people outside are battling with mental health issues, so I just want you to know, that we accept you. There is other people that willing to help you and be by your side.

[@terra.luina.07-naomiegamin44]

I agree... it feels so bad how everything ran short for Jonghyun's time. It hurts me more that I always want to meet him personally through SHINee's concert..but now...I could just sit down, cry and felt sorry for Jonghyun and to myself. T.T

[@deeps_ash106]

I wish he wud have struggled just a little more thro' another year or so he wud have found during lockdown his fans increasing to multi folds. Coz, only when being at home for hours people went in search of limitless KZbin. He wud have been surprised of his popularity ❤️. Miss him.

[@ssblingbling8685]

Oh Jonghyun. I’m heartbroken. You did amazingly as a person in all ways. It was so tough in all ways. You did well. Really well. Rest well. It has been a tiring journey for a young boy like you. Too much too soon too young. Thank you for everything you have given us. This interview really sums it all up. Very deep and very raw. 😞

[@havehope3014]

I would want to hug and confort him 😔 I'm missing him so much 😭 I would want he was still here

[@joancharbonneau3510]

I have a very short list in my heart of things I wish I could alter. 😔 I wish I could bring him back,

[@dohseyes5744]

*Wow... this is deep and powerful. This video just gave me flashes of Onew’s Blue song which always reminds me of “Jonghyun” (white rose 🌹 in a glass casing) who will forever be ♾ etched in the four corners of my heart ❤️, mind and soul. I thank you.*

[@m.st.6657]

This gentle, amazing person...

[@michelle5929]

Oh how I miss you, your beautiful face, your fabulous music, your insight into life, your everything. 🙏

[@user-unknown606]

Jonghyun will be always one of those people I would love to have a coffee with and talk about anything. He really did well, rest well Jonghyun💙🌙 Thank you so much for uploading this interview ^^

[@kathreenram3785]

LOVE you a SPECIAL soul so warm. I miss him.His love life he share with us. Is so precious to all of us. His music is. His love to us we must cherish. It. I can listen to think for hours. Until I can feel the song. I miss him. It funny I don't. Understand. Korean. But I can feel. The sentiment. In the songs. Time 11:25 am. August 2020 my time spent with him love you THANK YOU SO MUCH for loving us

[@alita612]

this man oh god... i really miss him, people whor really known him must be proud of it. thank u Arezoo for this videos

[@sisisworld]

I know I never met him personally (and never Will, It was my dream). Shinee was the first kpop group I listened, Jonghyun voice was the one I was (and still is) very fond of. His solo music talked with my soul and I miss him so much that I cant hear his voice yet, I'm not prepared.

[@roveirarovixx1990]

The same thing for me I also couldnt even see his face afterwards. I used to sleep with his music and I also suffer depression so I suspected something was wrong with him but boy that was sad. I miss him

[@aryaanant5762]

Which ever jonghyun He s the best.hes warm cheerful full of life thoughtful shines like a true star He is musically and also radio touching hearts along the way💖💙💙💙💙

[@akunseneng-seneng1647]

0:33 "... to prepare to let 'Jjong-D' go." Now, we have to let him as *a whole* (as a son, as a brother, as an artist, as a friend, as an idol, as a human being) go forever..

[@susanreyes1389]

What you said is definitely true...he's an awesome guy and admire him...so sad that he's gone...miss him.

[@mariennemorfe8379]

Thank you Areezoo for these beautiful songs and videos...i feel emotional while listineng to JH songs..missing him.

[@gennguerra]

I still miss Kim Jonghyun...

[@부자언니-c3d]

하루종일 다른 세상에 있었어도 하루끝은 늘 너와 함께 하니까 내자랑 종현~♥

[@ioslugs]

in school i was listening to lonely his song and i love it so much even tho he is not their in human form he is here in spirit watching us from above we will always love you

[@aannee9412]

Love You Jonghyun

[@pykim3559]

아무리 시간이 흘러도 무뎌지긴커녕 더그리워지내요. 아깝고 아까운사람.

[@bryanstellar]

pure lovely soul, Jonghyun, from where I am, I'm sending you hugsss

[@alessiagatti590]

I don’t know who that Shin is but, man you really got it all. And actually he (Shin) said what I think about the Korean entertainment industry. Rest in peace Jonghyun. I really can’t get over your loss tho I got to know you after your death🙏🏽

[@snoopotato4332]

Exactly

[@hadijahaji5586]

We love you forever jonghyun.

[@karenshepherd1574]

Thank you Arezoo 🌺 I work with people who suffer from mental health problems,, I can see his battles as I have in so many others , you have a kind heart Arezzo ♥️

[@arezoo5927]

🌻😘

[@부자언니-c3d]

보고싶다~ I♥U~

[@jonghyunsalinas708]

Mi cancion favoritas todas sus canciones son hermosas me encantan como intrepreta la cancion al momento q canta con tanto sentimiento se le extraña mucho nunca lo te olvidare jonghyun hermoso

[@cordyline3158]

Sigues aqui, como siempre, esa voz me transporta, es hermosa. Deseo que estés en paz. Yo seguire disfrutando de tu voz Jonghyun.

[@dorista5216]

Missed him so much still......

[@anelca1000]

Arezzo, many many thanks for this. I just enjoy these insightful posts that make me to like him more and more. Thank you

[@arezoo5927]

🌸🍀

[@Julianna_w]

Thank you for this. End of the Day was the first Jjong solo I've heard and I will always be in love with it

[@ivonetesilva4862]

Que talento o mundo perdeu ,sem falar que era lindo . A falta que ele faz pra nós fãs . Gente já vai fazer 2 anos que se foi 💔💔 SAUDADES 💔💔

[@mercedelacruz4607]

Hi arezzo ! Thank you again for this kind video of our idol! I relly miss him especially his music!

[@JT-fg5os]

I miss him so much😢 Thank you for this beautiful video. It reminds me of when I first learned that he was leaving Blue Night and when I saw that video it made me very sad because he makes me so happy after a long day, just hearing his voice calmed me.

[@arezoo5927]

🌹🌟... welcome, sweetie... hope you are doing ok😊🌷

[@박박시원-w8c]

종현 너가 남기 하루의끝 항상 듣는데 좋은노래야 목소리는 왤케 좋으니~~마음이 아려와 널생각하면 ~

[@varyawrya5456]

THANK YOU FOR THIS VIDEO AND I REALY MISS HIM,,,, I'M CRING WHEN I'M REMEMBERING HIM

[@arezoo5927]

🌻🌻🌻

[@varyawrya5456]

@@arezoo5927 😇😔😇

[@abbysnake1]

Arezoo. Thank you for all your effort. This is so beautiful to,watch. We love you Jonghyun. Take care arezoo.

[@콩새-v9q]

우리 종현 같은 사람은 다신 못 만날거야~

[@sandragberna9383]

Forever SHINEE💕💕💕forever Jonghyun 💞💘💘

[@emilyvalerio7941]

this kinda broke me a little but I'm glad to have seen it I will never forget him seriously

[@arezoo5927]

💎🌟

[@小萱-f8t]

鐘鉉我好想你❤❤❤🙂🙂🙂😘

[@96NightRider96]

Depression is a cruel master.

[@santeriabanks2930]

Wow! Literally.....Wow! Just reading all of that, I can totally pick up on what literally drove him to the edge and back again; almost as to drag him. And to be very honest about it, I'm very upset! People need to learn that everybody deserves to live, breathe, explore, and encounter anything and everything that they want to do or achieve in this life. No one and I do mean...no one has the right to detour or injure someone else's freedom let alone, telling them who they are and who is the real them. Yes, he could have done that but, I'm sad that he only clung to one side of his soul. If doing radio was an escape from the idol side then, there is no way one could give it up so easily and I am saddened by that. The radio was not only an escape from being an idol, it was a healing element that allowed him to mellow out and let his hair down ( sort of speak aka just being jjong). I don't think for a second that he ever wanted to put it down, I think that someone put it in to his head that being an idol is more important and that's where he needs to put most of his energy and time. And that came only from only one place! And I'm here to tell you that, that it was wrong! Drop dead a** wrong! He loved music and he wanted to do the music that he loved and then too, every once in a while, travel to distant places, have fun with those that he loves, and just be free. You can say that, all he wanted was to live his life and live it to the fullest. And those emotional scars that he talked about, I know exactly what they are because I have them too! I've had mine since childhood and it's taken pretty much my whole entire life to deal with them including the stacked odds and principalities and powers that I'm fighting against. He shouldn't never had to give up anything that made him comfortable! And he shouldn't never had to compromise his freedom just so that hungry, greedy people can live in luxury. And once more, it goes the same for his integrity. All of the things that were bothering him would have improved dramatically if people would have just left him alone and let him live. It ridiculous that we put so much pressure on these idols to be perfect. They're just human beings, just as he mentioned and we need to start treating them as such!

[@5hineeworld726]

I'm just speechless 😶

[@pookiematsumoto4464]

I love him x

[@trishpial1101]

Thank you Arezoo

[@arezoo5927]

😊🌷

[@fitriana9685]

Really thanks for upload this video 🙏😘😍😍

[@arezoo5927]

😊🌻

[@fitriana9685]

Its so really sadness 😭😭😭😭😭 know the reason oppa get out from blue night ,,, and shin saying worrie about if oppa gget out the blue night , oppa get many pain and then its true 😭😭😭😭

[@FeyhrejTheHuntress]

Thranks you Arezoo for this video

[@arezoo5927]

😊🌼

[@epifanny]

Thank you.

[@doraemon-gx7tj]

Thank u so much... For this...

[@andivalenzuela7317]

No sabe lo triste que me hace esa canción aunque no entiendo ni jta la canción se ve por la melodía que es un canción triste y me duele escuchar esa voz tan hermosa que ya se apagó por ti mismo hermoso Kim Jong hyun

[@FeyhrejTheHuntress]

La verdad es que cuándo me enteré de todo esto pensé que me iba a impresionar,pero cuando empeze a investigar mas todo lo que le paso,me termino causando un fuerte impacto todo lo que le pasaba,y con ver este vídeo me esta impactando mas.

[@kildeyniciriaco]

Lo mismo me pasa. Cada dia lo admiro más y al mismo tiempo me duele saber lo que sufrió.

[@FeyhrejTheHuntress]

@@kildeyniciriaco exacto, duele que una persona tam hermosa como él le halla pasado todo esto.

[@kildeyniciriaco]

Asi es. Dicen que a las personas buenas le pasan cosas buenas siempre, pero en la realidad vemos que no siempre es asi. Jong Hyun es una prueba de ello. Solo nos queda honrar su memoria y disfrutar de su legado. Por eso amo este espacio, porque sientes que puedes apreciar al verdadero Jjong.

[@FeyhrejTheHuntress]

@@kildeyniciriaco sip,amo este canal que gracias a Arezoo nos hace recordarlo.La muerte llegara con el olvido.El nunca será olvidado

[@analiaayala7625]

5hinee 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖

[@carolinagimenez2474]

🤗😇💕

[@fatimanabavichashmi5407]

زندگی صحنهٔ یکتای هنرمندی ماست هرکسی نغمهٔ خود خواند و از صحنه رود صحنه پیوسته بجاست خرّم آن نغمه که مردم بسپارند به یاد

[@fatimanabavichashmi5407]

I translate the poem I hope you like it: The life is the unique scene of our performances Everybody sing his/her own song and leave the scene The scene is standing there forever Blessed is the song that people remember

[@fanntoo]

I think he had finally found out the way to his happiness..

[@Ishuuuxix]

I'm going to be so upset with u oppa I'm not even going to talk with u😭😭😭😭I love uuuuuuuu

[@Auntie67]

❤️❤️❤️

[@wendyguillen6178]

😭😭😭😭😭😭😇❤❤👍👏

[@timmychristian8]

Is the video contain all his word on very last day of his broadcast? Or was it a compilation with some of his previous broadcasts? 😊

[@arezoo5927]

All of them are from the interview on the day of his last radio broadcast (they are not his blue night words)

[@zerotv3162]

Can anyone give me the titles of the song plsss 😊😊

[@arezoo5927]

(End of a day) (Our Season) (It must be Autumn) (1000) 🌸🌸🌸🌸

[@karenracz4720]

I don't think a lot gets what he was trying to tell you he was gay and I guess people there think that is bad thank God I am in USA who anyone can be there self and were all fine with it here

[@lissettecedeno102]

Love you Jonghyun ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️