The Spill Canvas - Self Conclusion (Lyrics)

[@JuliaElizabethxx]

It’s 2018, nearly ten years later and I still find myself coming back listening to this song.

[@amandamoon9772]

2020 ❤

[@demoniavbh]

And wondering why this is not in Spotify

[@joshuacrawford4369]

@@amandamoon9772 ditto

[@chickenstrips6919]

2020:)

[@RavenReloaded]

@@demoniavbh it is. I have it saved to my favorites playlist

[@alyssacuda]

You don't have to be sterotyped as 'emo' to enjoy this beautiful song. It's saying more than two people struggling with suicide. It's talking about hard times. Everyone has hard times, and most people think at least once or twice about just giving up. That doesn't mean you are depressed. That's why it says, "we ALL flirt with the tiniest notion..." I guess what I am saying, this song is relatable for all of us.

[@Ikiuyo]

This will always be my favorite song of all time

[@reecovery9723]

Never knew them until i ended up making their food at huhot sioux falls,sd where they are from.....the girl I was dating at the time happened to fukkn kno,love,and follow them told me who they were .... Then after work.she shows me this ..... I loved it since then

[@MissGIRluver]

Every song by this band ACTUALLY has a story along with it unlike most of the popular songs on the radio and shit.. This is ridiculous how under appreciated their music is..

[@ccloudleaf]

in 2008(?) i was driving a girl in my car and played this song. she bawled her eyes out the first time listening to it- while I was attracted to TSP for their hook heavy rock and good drumming instrumental. I didn't really have any negative thoughts in my life when I was into this album. Yet here I sit in 2017 and as a 28 yr old man I am having my first suicidal thoughts. Someone told me the trick is to just hang on. This was the first song that came to mind and listening to it + reading the comments had me in twice the tears and snot the girl in my car ever was in. If any human being that is still breathing is reading this and is feeling the same way- join me in my fight to stay alive and find the treasure we all know is out there for us.

[@Thenekkedkittygamer]

Thank you it's hard being in your late 20's (I'm 29) and feeling this way people expect you be be 100% fine since you're "grown up" I'll join in on the fight with you

[@downslash010]

Thank you for sharing this. I'll fight to

[@davidc1373]

I'm fighting for now. My dad knows the gift he gets every year is me still breathing. It sounds corny but I put more effort into just living than anyone has ever put into a present.

[@scottperkins7826]

Ok...straight up usually I read comments like this and say keep your bull Shit off of KZbin....but I’m an ass hole for that simply because of this comment....ya dude...the trick is to never act on it....you said it brotha❤️

[@LetItBe007]

I hope you made it out of the dark ! 🙏🏻

[@ItsJustaDustStorm]

I can't even begin to explain what this song means to me. Thank you, Nick, for writing this. You will never know me...but you saved my life many years ago.

[@Illicitmango420]

And all these years later, still great!

[@keaganstoyles383]

I've never heard a more beautiful song with such meaningful lyrics. I think many teenagers can relate to this song, the pressures society puts on us these days can become unbearable. From experience, a battler of depression, its amazing how much a song can make someone feel understood.

[@taylorhyatt1531]

Im so glad I finally remembered who did this song for 3 years ive been looking for this song again and I still know every word.

[@johnathanlong9277]

taylor hyatt same

[@MrGre8ness]

call me what u want but looking back this song helped me ...when i was young. those thoughts/voice's will always be there but all that is bullshit...find a way to always remember you are better than that...if you think no one loves/wants you ... i do. LIVE for those who are not...( it gets better , trust )

[@MrGre8ness]

( IF YOU ARE SUICIDAL) alright, give me one night... ill be your friend with open arms.. i was there... i understand.

[@touchinonmy1]

I love coming back to this video and reading all the comments c: its been years and I love you guys. All of you c:

[@myoneeyedgoose194]

I always find myself coming back to this song.. So much emotion in just a simple thing.. I have depression. I am indeed self-diagnosing it. But I know I have it. There's times when I literally can't feel any emotions. Songs like these bring them out for a short time.

[@Kyliewoppas]

This song made my cry. It is so touching. Minutes before you got here I was gonna jump too. That is the line of lines. Everyone has been there at one moment of there life, and if they haven't, they're long past due. I wanna hug the singer!

[@dawnxenobia]

The Spill Canvas is so amazing. This song can bring me to tears. Beautiful, breath-taking song. The lyrics are just fabulous.

[@timminsblows2011]

I absolutely LOVE THIS SONG!!! it has saved me in more ways imaginable more times than I remember and probably will again one day when I get to this point and need something to grasp to..... Thank you Spill Canvas for a beautiful song :P

[@carebear8860]

This song is my silver lining

[@beekarp6714]

Ditto

[@reecovery9723]

Smile

[@Romeoweroluffy3]

Omg the memories and emotions the spill canvas evoke. This takes me back to 2005 when things were a lot easier

[@SuperMikeJess]

Sam, I agree with your love of their story telling, it's hard to compare. I wouldn't, however, say they are under appreciated. There's a large population of people from every walks of life who appreciate their music. Those people, like us, are the fortunate ones. I say those who appreciate, continue to love and spread your experience to others. Music is beautiful and theres is poetry. Where every song may not directly correlate to my own life, their words and messages, however unintentional, do

[@Sunny-yk8eq]

I’m just now discovering this song. All I can say is wow.

[@AbananaPerson]

I always wonder if these guys realize how many lives they've saved with their music.

[@AllHailTheOptomist]

People need to stop argueing and just realize this song is magical.

[@christinahall3353]

Love this🔥❤️

[@Returnoftheamack]

Love this song I struggle with depression and suicidal thought this song always gets to me

[@halelamy3378]

Aaaaannndddd right in the feels

[@jazzhernandez9986]

2023. The song popped in my head and had to come listen. The part "settle precious I know what you're going thru ten minutes before you got here I was gonna jump too" it literally popped in my head randomly. But I know my subconscious needed me to listen to it. I'm crying now I needed to hear this.

[@ericaleighx]

so much complexity in such simplicity, beautiful

[@cathelwig4410]

I contemplate suicide everyday. Its a struggle to fight every second of everyday to keep the cloud of negativity away from my sun. I feel so tired fighting me all the time. 2019, im 31, and still find this song comforting in some way.

[@mariamshaaya105]

I hope you’re still here.

[@didimentioniplaythetrombon3454]

How are you doing now?

[@caram9245]

Hey cat how are you? ❤️

[@ccloudleaf]

Keep fighting Cat. I'm right there with you, just reach out and grab my hand 👏

[@KJones1990]

My favorite song by them ever...he sings this song with everything hes got

[@kiristan]

Played this while driving my girlfriend to detox, been our song ever since.

[@GenoReaper333]

Chills still in 2019

[@WarlockAshlii]

God this song brings back memories...She showed it to me when we met. I feel grateful everyday she did.

[@Blobskan]

I can only offer a few words to sum up this song. Truly beautiful, touching music.

[@user-co1pp9vr8g]

KD thank u for showing this song to me.....i would never think of taking my own life....these lyrics tho....depression or not they will make u feel emotion on a level that breaks u down while lifting u up if that makes sense....Cante....Hart

[@alyssapowell4026]

this song is literally perfection.

[@hate101devilpoulpit]

sooo good brings back great summer memories and being in love

[@askingggabby]

This song makes me cry. Whenever I have a bad day, I listen too it.

[@Fakingitonstage]

[@MyYearTheDreamer]

This song is Emo for Emotional . . . Emotional is good music to me . Any song that the artist pours his emotions into adds to make a good song

[@twentysomethingstitcher121]

It’s 2019 I still listen to this song. I found this song two years ago during my dark moment when I thought about killing myself. When I heard this song it taught me the strength to hold on. Now whenever I feel down I listen to this song shame it isn’t on Spotify...

[@baileyelizabeth8164]

Down to earth that's why I love this band(':

[@katarinabruso7416]

This song is what helps brings me back with out music and the few family members that still love me I wouldn't be here but I'm glad I am.

[@srtboy123]

Wow, i just fell in love with this song!

[@TakeMeToParadize]

This song is amazing and the lyrics are brilliant.

[@victorialynnvenus]

the start of a wonderful relationship finding that person to count on out of the blue -everytime

[@danielletalley98]

ive been cutting excessively lately and my friend found out and she dedicated this to me. and i just cant. its so amazig

[@daniellesimone02]

A dear friend of my brought this song to my attention. I love it already, his choice of words are perfect and so FUCKING relatable.

[@mapgirly]

This song has helped me through so much lots of love to spill canvas

[@dharmabliss867]

it's been 16 years I have come back to this song. always thinking if her but even worse thinking of all the what could of beens. like it says the trick is your not supposed to act apoun it. bet time gets to us all.

[@Kylmana12951]

OMFG! You has the one they didn't eff with! You. Are. Awesome!! :D

[@selvenknowe]

This song has saved my life more than once.

[@TieganJohnston]

This song is so perfect.

[@Onorrie]

This is the best song I've heard in a long time. The Spill Canvas

[@ashcarter8282]

After finding them five years ago, I'm still in love with The Spill Canvas

[@kamdenjames9691]

It's 2020, years later in life. .but this is the song that brings me back. . suicide can take over sometime but the reason I'm here is cause I wish Chester Bennington could have been saved by any kind of meaning/or word to stay.

[@jacubio]

best album by spill canvas!

[@Newskin01]

great band.

[@thehahalol1998]

These lyrics are unbelievable....

[@kevinpalardy8592]

39 today and this is still making my eyes sweat

[@kkneo234]

since I made that comment, I have used it to make me play better and it pushed me to make my first album, reading what you said brought tears I dont know why it just did

[@EmoXHelloKittyHoe100]

This was perfect. I love you, sir. I love you.

[@FunnyChicotin]

Dam, just dam. Pure genius

[@sweetestbitchever1]

I love video hopping on youtube and finding bands like these ♥

[@ettamartin7446]

I don't want to feel like this anymore.. just come back. Come back, please. Come back..

[@zmlindsey]

Very helpful song.

[@amyslays3609]

still love this song.

[@autumnjewel3779]

I'm so glade my pastor showed us this song on Wednesday

[@bookfan2010]

This song is so deep. It helps me though.

[@duffmclargehuge]

Amazing song.

[@LucasnCody568]

2011 this takes me back to

[@leavealoner]

Reminds me a little bit of Counting Crows, it's kinda the same raw voice singing so soft.

[@GemGem96]

This song is pretty special to me. These lyrics are relatable to me. Because when I first met my boyfriend, I was planning on suicide. We both got talking and soon I didn't want to do it anymore, he told me that he was also planning on suicide that night. I saved him and he saved me. We connected and fell in love and thought no more about suicide. We're still together and deeply in love after 1 year, and we plan to be together forever. I've found my soulmate. I love you Keegy baby.

[@LetItBe007]

Are y’all still together ?! I hope so !

[@BrentGW]

i cant listen to this song without crying half way through

[@lysanderharris8955]

Love this song, wish we could all find love before this point though. Although I think its at this point we all can find something important. Someday there will be someone.

[@adrianwarburton3517]

it just makes the thoughts hurt more

[@lysanderharris8955]

@@adrianwarburton3517 After I edited my post I wasn't able to hear out of my left ear. Buddy there will always be reason to live. Love ya my man. I hope we both can find something more.

[@tmachen1]

@Rebeckymaboberz What you explained at the beginning of your post is what we call Poetry, which has in many cases in our generation been turned into song lyrics. Ahh the beauty of words.

[@TehWarHam]

perfect reply

[@knottsthenomad3781]

It’s 2022! And I now realize how co dependence starts.. Anyone heard from Dade?

[@blueberrypancakes123]

im a very happy person and i absolutely love this song.

[@jersaygirl1]

This song stilll brings me to tears...... My ex had showed me this song and was the reason I am still here

[@AnimeAlyssal1]

I love this song sometimes I will close my eyes and sing it in my head :P ^_^ 3 moths w/ out attempting my own self conclusion! :D I dont care how other make me feel as much And I am strong :P Everytime I get down this song helps ^_^

[@paranormal17]

In awe...

[@AnimeAlyssal1]

XD this song might help me get through my little emotions. 4 weeks of cutting still long way to go but I can hopfully. ^_^ song is the mist beautiful thing I've ever heard I was crying and laughing at the same time! Weird? Well screw ur thoughts :D cuz idc anymore!!! :) and I'm glad!!!

[@xGr1mAuGuRyx]

@xxPurpleTurtle. Amazing explanation. Lol. I'm sick of that shit too, this was me and my girlfriend's song..It fits too perfect. :P

[@6cbrig]

"But tell me, how am I supposed to seize this day When everything inside of me has died?""

[@TheCrazyAnni]

@TheCrayonAndTheTeddy Aw (: thank you.

[@ciscomedina_]

So awesome I will listen to this till I die....not kidding!!!!!

[@angel4sure]

This was their best album. The album after (can't remember, didn't really enjoy it nearly as much) was NOTHING compared to this. I love their acoustic stuff. Not the more "amped up" songs. Meh. :( This band breaks my heart over and over. I love them so much.

[@reecovery9723]

This song first an foremost

[@lalarich101]

i wanted to sing this song to a person who i fell inlove with..sadly they ended up taking their life...and now all i can do is just..sit here and listen to this song over and over

[@jessiehatesyoux]

I'm pretty well pissed off that this song isn't on Spotify.

[@kiristan]

I agree WTF, love this song and love spotify!

[@jessiehatesyoux]

Seriously! It needs to be like as of last month. Especially when I'm feeling emo lol

[@theaussiedutchman]

jessiehatesyoux its on Pandora :)

[@bradsteele1896]

What in Pandoras Box xD

[@jeffreyallred3099]

+jessiehatesyoux it is now

[@amandamoon9772]

2020 ❤❤

[@alexandersametz122]

My question is, what is this version of the song called? Is it live from an event or concert? Is it like a version from a pre-release cd? Or an added bonus song on a cd? This is the version I’ve always known, always listened to, I tried to find it on Spotify but all they have is a new/edited version of the song, definitely not the same tones or quality. And I’m trying to find this version anywhere but KZbin, here specifically.

[@keracked]

@Medeathwolf i get were your coming from, truly, but she does take his offer, n since they were both about to jump, they wud probably do good if u think about it, cuz wen ur heart is broken u think nobody is as hurt as you, but in this song sombody who is just as hurt crosses ur path n its sweet irony in a way. becuz if i was bout to commit suicede the only thing tht cud stop is somebody who knew excatly wat i was feeling. so it may seem kinda sad, but its reli about second chances and love.

[@Sessils]

@TheMattwestmeyer What makes you wish for that?

[@victoriaadkins3729]

2024 and I’m always coming back to this song….. to remind myself that “you’re never supposed to act on it no matter how unbearable this misery gets”

[@idrivefast235]

This song is so great.. if i make it on american idol ima sing this lmao

[@jelly233]

I absolutely love this song. I was super into it when i met a guy who is now my boyfriend :) Its my song for him :)

[@anthonyortiz1780]

This song is amazing :)

[@dakotabelliston6117]

There are a lot of depressing comments on this video. I hope you all find the piece you need and deserve. Remember to smile 😊. Life is a journey of highs and lows. Learn to love it all.

[@drbeanbean]

He sounds kind of like Joel Faviere!

[@richardguzman561]

2021 still here

[@XXsmswacXX]

@Lawman2210 I'm just trying to say that not everyone who self harms or suffers from depression is "emo". Emo is a style. just like preppy or sporty is. However people connect emo with depression.