The Story So Far "If I Fall" (Official Music Video)

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Directed by: Eric Soucy
Produced by: Eric Soucy
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Director of Photography: Ian Hurdle
Edited by: Anthony Miralles
Colored by: Natasha Wong
Special thanks to: Robert Soucy and Sho Mitsui
"If I Fall" lyrics
Clear your head, so self-centered
Yet you’re very well read
Leave your bed, all that oil gonna kill you dead
Got my check, lost my center in a deep mud debt
I know you’re upset I’ll stop it, I’ll quit
My choices let down
Some of my closest people
But I’m gaining back ground
And forcing myself to get better by fall
Will you be there if I fall?
I never seem to have it in line
I don’t think you’ve ever seen me fine
Give me space make me pace let me whine
Saving face at the cost of what I owe
Getting big watch the clock where’d the time go
Cut it short when I’m scared of what I can’t grow
All these loose ends that I can’t sew
What do I care, what do you know
I’m sick of all the wack shit you’re getting into
Think I’ll bounce, I gotta go
I’m stuck inside a place where I can’t love you
You feel the vibe, I think you know
There’s not a single place that I can go to
Without noise that I chose
I’m stuck inside and my stomach’s throwing up now
From yellow pills and purple glow
Hold me down, help me drown
#thestorysofar #purenoiserecords #properdose

[@mizfyre8228]

From angry in a wheat field to happy in a Japanese bamboo forest... Parker has come a long way...

[@jerbear97]

a change of scenery is good

[@Christopher-oi9jo]

Literally

[@JongiB96]

Bc he got out of his hometown.

[@DollfaceLizkah]

Why is "angry in a wheat field" so funny to me

[@Grinner_J]

So true tho lmao

[@jun0824jon]

I'm Japanese. I was very happy to see this video Thank you for coming to Japan TSSF is great band

[@zackeryyy]

Japan #1 ayyy

[@kennybriones1085]

arigato gozaimuch

[@un_ikko8953]

same

[@un_ikko8953]

@@kennybriones1085 *gozaimasu

[@Mysticpoisen]

This video was definitely just an excuse for Parker to take a vacation to Japan. 大学生のとき、東京にりゅがくする。日本がほんと恋しいだよ。

[@ninja12380]

"Hold me down, help me drown" nice to see parker happy Amazing album

[@Nobody-ss7ks]

mv31 oh fuck

[@Ordoxable]

The same way I saw the Philippines when I was there last April.. Beautiful you.. "Hold me down, help me drown" New Anthem

[@pickinpickens2291]

Better than I'm doing

[@faisalprastiyo4550]

Cakil

[@cristo_crosta_gesu2910]

wait how tf "hold me down, help me drown" represents his happiness??

[@dusting2918]

I’m clean from opiates 4 years and counting and this song speaks to me on a whole nother level. Thank you TSSF ❤️

[@Noahbudoa]

Keep kicking ass man

[@dusting2918]

Noahbudoa thanks for the love brother

[@benurschel2258]

Hell yeah proud of you bro!

[@dusting2918]

Ben Urschel Thank you my dude!!

[@merganwort1706]

good for you man. i know it’s a tough road

[@rjcortez971]

This song makes me happy to be alive after years of not wanting to be.

[@owengraziano7288]

Rj Cortez Me too

[@jonas113621]

I FELT THAT

[@vh8689]

yewww never give up brother

[@magweag4797]

Rj Cortez made my heart warm

[@gabrielbernardo5098]

So I have to say that, at every breath you take, Lord smile and feel happy by you are alive, you worth so much that you can't even understand

[@jz9322]

im a weeb, i do analog film photography, i listen to pop punk.. perfection...

[@mvmnts]

My choices let down Some of my closest people But I'm gaining back ground I'm forcing myself to get better by fall Will you be there if I fall? this line hits me like a truck ❤💯

[@kasismithey3683]

I want to like this...but the 69 is a beautiful sign for me.

[@willm5032]

Literally me since I've had to quit alcohol

[@owengraziano7288]

Same

[@chillbill1929]

And that guitar solo hits the spot right after.

[@bestyrsstylan1982]

"Clear your head" and "Leave your bed" are some of the lines that describe this music video perfectly.Parker wants himself to get up and leave his bed and clear his head by walking.I think majority of people go for a walk when they want to clear their head and thats why the music video shows Parker walking.(I am sorry if I made any mistakes english is not my first language.)

[@smacs10]

How can I have nostalgia for a place I've never been to? Great video

[@dastobek]

I got even more feels to this. been there 2 times with my japanese ex gf :D

[@sebapril5976]

then, come to Japan😌😌

[@smacs10]

@@sparkkoo0 Right.... I'm saying the video is very good and shot in a way that emulates the feeling for me. Thanks for stopping by, have a nice day.

[@AbandonedExplained]

Might have something to do with that whole logan paul dead body thing lmaoo

[@VinnyFromTheBurb]

You should go it’s an absolute blast.

[@DreDay1993]

2:04 god damn that guitar gets me everytime. Kevin and Will are such good guitarists. Guitar work on this album was incredible. TSSF FTW

[@victoralifilms]

gahh so guudd

[@sohsraider26]

Cred to Sam Pura for putting all this together too!

[@koda4247]

very very good lick

[@Natenie]

Actually this guitar run always reminds me of stones roses. It’s amazing how they were able to convert something so classic into a whole lot different genre and still sounds fresh and original. Proves they got the taste and true talent.

[@CoolCardo79]

The way its shot with just Parker throughout Japan, no cuts to live band scenes is pretty dope! I dig it a lot. Feels more emotional with the lyrics too, really great work guys, super 8 cinematography is a sic add on too!

[@jacobmacdonagh4070]

Ricardo Loya Jr Think most of it is 16mm

[@AhWhaite]

especially since its such a personal song to Parker

[@tededwards5709]

Ricardo Loya Jr i felt it would’ve been better if the band was included in the video but yeah still a good simple video for a great song

[@sebastiancalderon2172]

I hope they do something similar to this in the future but including the rest of the band, that would be sick

[@NVFallout101]

@Hope To The Weak I really doubt they care whether they get to be in some music video or not

[@jfh.8064]

One of the best TSSF songs ever. And that’s saying a lot. 11/10 song right here.

[@Chef_Jake]

These lyrics are so honest and transparent for someone struggling with drugs or addiction. Parker is singing here to someone he wants to rely on for help... Nothing worse than being at your lowest of lows without someone to support you. Be kind to those who love you, we all need saving eventually.

[@Harry-py4fj]

[@MrMeowMeows619]

This album screams “acceptance” following denial, anger, bargaining, and depression. I love it. The outro always gives me chills. If you could put that feeling of being able to smile again after so long, into music, it would be 2:45 😺

[@owengraziano7288]

Captain Easycore I could not have said it better myself. ♥️

[@Bluestormm18]

Same I swear I have a spiritual moment Everytime!

[@Karl_Drogo55]

Euphoric

[@sid17391]

This comment!!!

[@idiotsavant7276]

Pop-punk went from “a story about a girl & everything is a party” to adult conversations about addiction and self reflections. Pop-punk just sorta grew up.

[@moistlowlife]

no.. parker cannon grew up.

[@Bluestormm18]

❤️

[@Harry-py4fj]

@wlndbeach tfs the emo revival

[@havenless3551]

@@Harry-py4fjemo revival is a genre/movement like post-hardcore punk music was. Midwest Emo and Math Rock are both considered emo revival afaik

[@AhWhaite]

i seriously just love the whole aesthetic of proper dose

[@anthonybeltramo6276]

Three of my favorite things -8 mm film -Japan -The Story So Far

[@leeshez9930]

Except that isn't 8mm film though. Still a good video and song though.

[@dmz6125]

Wasn't expecting this today, what a pleasant surprise

[@cer3premiumautodetailing]

DMZ agree !

[@josebeltran23567]

got to visit japan because of this song. always wanted to give up because of the pandemic but told myself to keep going. that was 2024. met so many people and made so many memories because of this song. thank you tssf!!!

[@fault.]

That’s awesome man good for you

[@cmays209]

underrated album for-sure....

[@tededwards5709]

Blaaah seems pretty well-liked by most everyone I’ve seen online lol especially not that’s it been out several months and it’s grown on the few people who hated it at first

[@amaliosaenz23]

When i pass i hope someone discovers this song and it brings them some solace like it does for me when my mom passed away i love you mom and anyone else here is going through a hard time i love you too even if i dont know you

[@the_spruce_moose]

This album, and especially this track, was one of my biggest inspirations to finally get sober. It reminded me so much of the lows I was at at the time I first heard it, and gave me hope that I could get better. I'm 9 days sober now. Not entirely because of this album, but it definitely played a huge role. I can't thank this band enough.

[@cmorto99]

Hope you're staying strong man. Thanks for the inspiration

[@shelterfromcold8620]

9 days is absolutely huge! Keep it going. One minute at a time..

[@xGhostassassin]

abraham harris 5 months ago you were 9 days sober! Hope to hear that stayed strong and kept it up. 5 months sober??

[@scaaarx]

Keep going legend! keep staying sober ive been clean from drugs for over 5 years now and couldnt be happier! it was a long and hard road to walk but i got there if I can do it you can do it too!

[@the_spruce_moose]

@@scaaarx comin up on 2 years soon

[@Hugelybased]

Parker really nails that “ looking up and turning around introspective taking it all in” move. He’s a natural.

[@josepharsenault1083]

DAVECATAZ Well after just watching him do it 2 dozen times I’d hope he’d be able to nail it.

[@jerbear97]

Michael Bay would be proud

[@f0kxi]

Guy is a genius

[@Fuekashi97]

I’ve listened to this song at least 5 times a day since Proper Dose dropped. My favorite song in the universe. Can’t wait for album 5.

[@MyNameIsJeff197]

Fr bro, best song from them so far ;)

[@NoddNup]

💚

[@kuhaiel]

How are ya liking I Want To Disappear?

[@Fuekashi97]

@@kuhaiel Haven't stopped listening since the album dropped. Well worth the wait.

[@user-sq5yh3bb2q]

This video expresses Japanese culture and beauty very well. And today's Japan is also expressed truly. Thank you for making it beautiful. I am grateful. From Japanese men.

[@dmzvrs]

The outro for this gave me life

[@punks4637]

As a Japanese and one of The Story So Far fan, I have to say that this is freakin beautiful. This gave me a feeling that I have never felt. Keep up guys! Thank you for this awesome song and music video. Lov u

[@akymflrs47]

Can’t explain the feeling, I can only feel. 🖤🖤

[@bang144p_life4]

Me too

[@jokzzzz..4712]

Best pop punk band on purenoise

[@leonardonapoleoni5833]

jokzz zz.,. On the planet

[@ib.anggaraparna9267]

@@leonardonapoleoni5833 yes !

[@tededwards5709]

Or just you know...best pop punk in general right now?

[@danparry834]

jokzz zz.,. Belmont are decent as well, don’t know their label though

[@jokzzzz..4712]

@@danparry834 Belmont (Mutant League Records)

[@alexanderlozano2956]

“My choices let down some of my closest people” Damn Parker I felt that.

[@TenaciousJoe24]

Especially if its choices you have to make in order to better yourself or in parker's case the opposite but I'm glad he's doing better now

[@Astropasser]

Before 2023 comes. I just wanna wish everyone peace of mind. We got this Champs. This song has really helped me. Love 💖 🦋

[@kevinbelmore4213]

This song literally brought tears to my eyes. In 2015 I almost died from aspirated pneumonia brought on by drinking away anxiety. To this day I’m still fighting to learn how to walk. ❤️

[@daniume1911]

I recently just moved back home from a verbally abusive marriage and currently going through a divorce, it was so hard to finally accept fate and I made the choice to finally leave. I’m so happy I did, this song and band is everything for me going through all of this.

[@shikemoku1610]

tssf日本に来てくれてありがとう！

[@anapv562]

favorite song from the album ❤️

[@f0kxi]

I’m jealous of all the Japanese people who got blessed to see Parker lip-singing to his bands music

[@YUMMYB823]

100% he was yelling them out

[@tilnowfl]

Imagine just walking by Parker Cannon and not even knowing it

[@TenaciousJoe24]

And thinking why is this guy just randomly singing with another guy recording and following him lol

[@midnighttrain7844]

@@TenaciousJoe24 and wore a trench coat which is not even burberry

[@danithekop5540]

who is parker cannon?

[@tilnowfl]

Panties = dried

[@frbny88]

Aaron Manzano my best friend was in Japan at the same time as them and it makes me wonder if she walked past them and didn’t even realize it haha

[@austinwest5277]

PARKER LOOKS SO HAPPY

[@MrEL91N]

I know it might sound selfish to say but I’m glad Parker went through what he did because it’s lead to some of the best songs and most sincere lyrics I’ve ever heard from TSSF.

[@DallengerCheapBand]

this is not only my favorite tssf album but probably in my top 10 all-time albums. thank you for this boys

[@realreds480]

I agree, probably second to Under Soil and Dirt for me but very close second. Still really good and couldn't hate a single song. This is a masterpiece!

[@canItellyoulater]

Pretty sure this is the most they've ever cared about a music video, it's so genuine and beautiful! Nothing but love

[@Biomeducated]

Grew up with these guys. They defined my 20's. Coming near 30, and even the new songs inspire a vibe from back then. There's not a single feeling I experienced I cannot trace back to their music. I'll always love these guys. Thanks for being a part. Cheers from Belgium!

[@dogtagofficial7535]

日本に来てくれてありがとう！ Thank you for coming to Japan!

[@keanurevert9275]

this song and video is a good vibe

[@bradkronick5008]

Been in love with this album when it first came out. Just got home from my first trip to Japan and visited most of these places. This music video feels like the best souvenir I could ask for.

[@marcusvasquez5175]

I struggled with a lot of the same issues as Parker and just want to say this album really helped me through some of my darkest times. Music is the perfect medicine. Pure bliss.

[@ashigaramii__]

massive facts. dodged suicide because of TSSF

[@cabbagest]

As a Japanese TSSF fan seeing this video first time has really surprised me because 70% of this video is filmed in place I used to walk everyday. God I should have gone to their Japan tour..

[@yandisandrio]

Gotta be honest, during my teenage years i only know 2 TSSF's songs. Around June 2022 i explored Spotify on my phone and started making sad pop punk playlist myself and they suggested TSSF, i was like "aren't they the band who sings Clairvoyant and Navy Blue?" then i opened their profile and ended up on the Proper Dose album. I cried for an hour after listening to all the epic lyrics on most of it. So grateful that i've got to attend No Pressure in my hometown earlier this year and now TSSF became my concert wishlist behind blink-182. Can't wait to cry with this song live. 😂

[@Hobcore]

This whole album has helped me through a lot this last year. It’s been my go to for reflection during tumultuous times, like the self titled before it. Thank you 🙏🏻

[@cm5660]

this has such an early 2000s feel to it.

[@GoRiKuMa8029]

アルバムで一番好きな曲！しかも日本！！ I love you

[@Rubyred24]

This band and this song deserves so much more

[@NateMac05]

This song means a lot to me. This will always be my favorite band.

[@heatplays6270]

MUMEI!!!

[@summertriangle4745]

Thr Owl has showed us art!

[@guitar2719]

美しい映像と音。 私の中での名曲です。

[@elijerrr]

This band has aged very well. Thank you for representing Northern California so well after all these years. I can still remember all the old angsty shows back in the day with less than 100 kids.

[@kao3eye]

I waited so long for this video 😍❤️🔥😩. To See Parker walking around singing looking happy is all good 💯. Tssf forever . My fav band . This is one of their best songs ever .

[@alexiluffy216]

1:19 AAAAA YOOOOOO

[@g-magz9502]

My favorite band of all time. Love seeing my boy Parker happy. ❤️

[@greg4712]

One of the few songs that sounds so much better while watching the music video

[@Fuekashi97]

Best song on the album. Easily, one of their best songs of all time.

[@JohnnyAmbrocio]

Coming back to this video after visiting Japan, growing with Parker and tssf is such a differnet feeling. Happiness is such a great feeling

[@KM-dw9hc]

Thank you for making me realize my country is so beautiful.

[@dillonpritchett9594]

Took an hour to sit in the grass of my backyard while the sun warmed my skin to this record. It resonates so hard. True acceptance, and forward movement vibes and goddamn is it lovely. When I listen to this record, it makes me a better person. Seems like that’s the case for everyone commenting. So, TSSF, looks like you changed the world❤️

[@bdogzxv]

I just went on vacation to Japan and this song was on repeat in a lot of the same places this was filmed in when I walked through them. Great song. 🤘

[@mr_rogersM320]

Thank God for this band. I went to rehab a year ago and remember how boring I used to think this song was. After I left, I couldn't help but cry as soon as I listened to it again having gained an entirely new perspective. It gets me in a way that most will never understand and for that I can never repay them. Thanks so much.

[@michaeljames87]

The Story So Far .... I met you in Osaka on this tour ... thank you for being nice enough to talk to me. I have my signed poster and album hanging in pride of place in my house.

[@athenawhitley9508]

Ah yes, Japan and TSSF. Two of my favorite things united. 🉑💠💙

[@jerbear97]

_the storiso farou_

[@MikeOrionMusic]

I'm so happy they didnt go cheesy and mainstream like Neck Deep. Gotta be my fav band of the 21st century

[@N_895]

orionfalls how is neck deep cheesy and cringy?

[@MikeOrionMusic]

@@N_895 ''She's a god, she's a freak like madonna she's a god, carry me to nirvana'' ... need more?

[@alexiluffy216]

@@N_895 neck deep is cheesy and cringy.

[@naysayer8106]

Yes neck deep is cringy

[@rubyestes6804]

She's a god isn't supposed to be super deep like this song it's literally just supposed to be a cheesy love song c'mon 😂

[@hughjass311]

"I never seem to have it in line, I don't think you've ever seen me fine Give me space, make me pace, let me whine" I fucking FELT this, holy shit

[@gnomorodriguez]

my favorite band, in my favorite country

[@gabrielcastle3071]

The story so far writes great music because a lot of it comes from real struggle and addiction. If music was always happy and everything went right, nobody could really relate.

[@kookeez6186]

This is what we call "A Band" consistency of their music quality

[@markhenry2726]

These lyrics are so painfully relatable. I've been an addict for 14 years and it cost me the most important relationship I ever had, with my wife of ten years. We have a son together and Im currently in the process of getting off methadone, going through withdrawals but determined to gain back ground ❤️

[@rainquill_4772]

i wish you the best bro

[@markhenry2726]

@@rainquill_4772 thank you man, I really appreciate the love very much

[@WEsoBro]

Easily one of the greatest albums of all time. Of. All. Time.

[@shay2512]

"I'm stuck inside a place where I can't love you". Wow just wow. Some people don't like how different or 'light' this album is from the others. But I think bands need to evolve and experiment with every album. Anyway, TSSF did it successfully with this one.

[@camz25]

Been waiting for this. I needed this. One of my favorite tracks off of the record. 😌🥰😍💖💕

[@kakashikage9483]

I can of get that “old film nostalgia” feeling. It’s like remembering how great things were years ago, and seeing them in that early 2000’s video footage definitely gave me that feeling. Especially of being somewhere so beautiful and amazing as Japan

[@kensasaki3219]

今週末楽しみ！ また日本に来てね！ I'm looking for Vans Warped!!! And please come back Japan again🤘

[@thatIsMyBro]

My humble opinion is that old Parker was much more dynamic than the Liam-influenced one. Love the new material by the way.

[@drewmcintyre7870]

Letting down the closest ppl to u is so devastating like it makes u feel like a complete pile of shit because of the lost of trust

[@cheeksmcghundi9877]

I watched a lot of family and love ones affected by addiction the line that hits hardest is the one I heard my sister say to us "you have never seen me fine" is so close it hits me hard

[@MetaforiklySpkng]

This is my favorite song on the album This album has helped me get and stay clean and I’ve got 151 days today. Love the album, love the video and so proud of Eric and how far he’s come in the almost 15 years I’ve known him

[@kerispy3524]

So much emotion! Fave song in the album so far. Love this nostalgic music video. Seeing parker cannon beautiful face and being happy

[@jaygarcia6079]

Parker makes me feel so many feelings and idk why but this made me nostalgic, these past few years listening to this band has helped me through a lot 🖤 I love you guys

[@Cloneman0111]

this has to be the single greatest anthem in the entire genre

[@Psycat123]

These dudes were my band of the decade on Spotify. Can't express what they mean to me. Here's to another 10 years. Cheers!

[@PaulsMotherInLaw]

Talk about a group really coming into their own & genuinely being able to not only change with the times, but grow as well. TSSF has gotten me through so many low points in my life, I'm sure the same for a lot of you here. So happy to see this band & Parker thrive how they are.

[@rascalzard4217]

This video is such a vibe

[@mari-said]

This band is so amazing, I can't get over their beauty. Jeez, always my favorites

[@muncherparsons704]

Love tiny trucks & this song

[@midnightmmm9914]

just put together that he said "forcing myself to get better by fall, will you be there if I fall." clever wordplay Parker

[@stephentrueman4843]

i like that. In the song 'stifled' aswell: "Just gotta keep my mind on your bed And your bed on my mind"

[@drummerAVA]

Japan! Beautiful country! Want to go so bad.

[@aliciaaguinaga3434]

Awww Parker is happy, my heart is happy. Love this band so much.

[@rc-16gaming85]

Banger

[@skydancer171]

I’m Japanese so, I proud this video

[@SamJLance]

So many tracks on this album deserve to be singles. Really hope we see Let It Go, Keep This Up and Growing On You follow this up. It's also so nice to see this band finally utilise music videos so well. Their videography before this album was... lacking, in some respects. They've gone all out this time though, and I'm so glad they have.

[@marcusdebusk125]

Quicksand was pure tho man

[@konikoni24]

アルバムの中で一番好きな曲

[@user-rm7no9vn7b]

I love this band so much. The literature, music and the pure creation of all just touch my soul. Thank you for this wonderfulness of music.

[@jasey8134]

Though i dig the old parker stage presence i have much love to a person who’s looking more on positive side of life.thank you the story so far keep making great music and inspiring people ❤️