the truth.. i had illegal silicone injections

[@ImJustHereForTheTea]

You are such a beautiful person. Thank you for sharing your journey 💛💛💛

[@jalisaalanaye1662]

Here For The Tea my absolute favorite channel ! That’s how I found Eden, from you! Love you so much Sam I hope your doing Ohk , and Eden , thank god your Ohk !

[@TheSecretPassword]

Love you both, Tea and Eden

[@christywoods9180]

Sorry there's a few videos I've agreed with you on.But some of them I do not.But I'm glad to see you do support at least one good person on KZbin instead of downing them. 💖

[@maybe1daysoon]

@@unclejessie4819 you sound like a dipshit. Metabolism plays a huge role. Even if she was eating all fatty foods which isn't HEALTHY weight gain and bad for her heart, she can only eat so much. Was she supposed to eat until she felt sick? The only way she was going to have a fat transfer was with a SUBSTANTIAL amount of weight gain. To the point where it stretches out her stomach. I'm not saying it's impossible but it is very hard for you to insinuate it's easy is stupid and ignorant though.

[@orlandovazquez2486]

@@unclejessie4819 and really? is that the name you really ganna go with? LMFAO😂😂😭😭😭

[@RichLux713]

So glad your opening up to us we love you 💕

[@alliancemedicalireland]

Rich Lux anyone who can be 100% honest like this is just amazing 💕

[@berediafebourahlayasmine3087]

Love you da house 💓💓

[@Samilord755]

I was just watching you rich lux 😂❤ luv u tha house

[@perfectdisaster5277]

Love you so much ♥️♥️

[@edenthedollx]

I love you so much 💖

[@karma.Probably]

The prerequisites for a Passable trans may be “large breasts, hourglass figure, big hips” but majority of biological women don’t even look like that naturally.

[@RachelleBeyer]

karma Jives SO TRUE!

[@brianaguilar8283]

It’s only in the pursuit of their own happiness, to physically resemble a woman to the best of your abilities.

[@Pollyanna_Nielsen]

I was just thinking the same thing! No one is perfect. A girl might have a big butt and no boobs, a girl might have a tiny waist, big hips and not have proportionate legs to go with that... or a girl might have large breasts and a sponge bob torso... I have never had any surgical procedures done, although I am often told my breasts are too small and my bottom half doesn't match my top... I can't begin to imagine what it is like to be transgender, but I honestly feel that she looked good skinny with the boob job. There are women who are skinny and get a boob job and they look like that. So you can still be a biological woman and not have ''the perfect body''.

[@EsibanElijah]

karma Jives but also you gotta keep in mind that all women want to be their best self and nice hour glass figure is what is desirable for most. A lot of cis women to go out of their way to get breast implants, fat injections or even just waist train and diet. The only difference is that trans women are not always taken seriously and getting on the op list is so so difficult and also expensive. So trans people will sometimes go to extreme lengths to become their best self rather that be what all cis women look like or not. Because even not all cis women are happy in that body type either.

[@karma.Probably]

Elijah Elijah yeah I totally understand what your saying. I was just pointing out how insane It is that both trans and bio women alike, feel so incredibly pressured to fit a mold that doesn’t even exist- whether your a biological a women or not. Its like an uphill battle and the expectations just keep getting further & further from reality. It’s just sad that’s all. I know it sounds corny but I just wish “beauty” and “femininity” were more inclusive, instead of some shallow formula that we all feel pressured to adhere to & hate ourselves for when we don’t achieve it because we can’t.

[@AllyDeluxe]

thank you for being real about this. im an 18 year old trans woman and i was very much considering going thru the process. but now hearing a first hand experience, i know its not worth it for me.

[@rqq9121]

you can always get fat transfers :) gl on your transition love

[@miraalen3847]

save money, take care of ur health and be safe :)

[@KG-vz2tm]

That’s right. Get fat transferred. Just save up for a few years and get it done. You don’t want to go around most of your life worrying about when you’re going to get sick over this.

[@nou4716]

Guys leave her alone, she doesn’t want to do it...

[@jaeent6074]

They make fillers for your butt. Like, the same companies that make fillers for your face also make them for your butt. They’re more expensive but they’re safe to use.

[@laurelarroyo]

My friend is currently dealing with blood clots from hardening silicone. She didn't have any problems until 3yr after getting the injections. Thanks for being truthful.

[@lunalovegood9781]

Juan Laurel Maybe because she did the most cheap silikone in the world

[@ethanjohn9191]

@@lunalovegood9781 why do you think it's illegal? If it was safe doctors who specialize in cosmetic surgery would gladly do it Seems like you had it and are angry to hear it was a terrible idea

[@ala4935]

Eleni Cand there is no silicone approved for this use, so there is no safe silicone injections, no matter the price.

[@adulthumanfemale8666]

Blood clots? Where? That is hella dangerous. You can die from those. Especially if it's multiple!

[@persephone2706]

@@lunalovegood9781 No matter the grade of silicone, it's not approved for human injections.

[@nikki32539]

I know lower back pain is a sign the silicone is traveling up and it’s putting pressure on your tail bone. Which can make you go paralyzed. I hope you seek medical help and have regular checkups and MRIs. This is dangerous. I love you eden and I’m so happy you came clean!

[@lunalovegood9781]

Not even gurl ! I have also backpain everyday without the silikone bitch

[@ala4935]

Eleni Cand yeah of course you can have back pain without silicon injections, obviously lmao but this is a symptom of complications

[@chase5682]

Eleni Cand good lord, grow up.

[@lunalovegood9781]

Chase ☑️ that’s hot

[@chase5682]

Eleni Cand I don’t even remember leaving that comment lololololol.

[@sixohfourshawty]

Damn eden glowed up spiritually, intelligently & compassionately

[@nikkistahr7105]

So trueeeeeee

[@GoGo4428]

Yes she sure has❤️

[@sonjasimone8244]

#truth💗 I have had some issue with my body.

[@MegCartelli]

I wasn’t your biggest fan before because I felt you were hiding too much/acting fake but this just made me see you on a whole other level. I give 10000% credit to those who are honest and open about themselves instead of trying to pass most things off as real or claiming they got their body by “hard work” etc. Kudos to you love ♥️

[@brianaguilar8283]

jos you make it sound like it’s completely wrong to ask questions.

[@DaviieCandiielariia1989]

How funny,I said the same thing bout Eden😅I literally couldn't stand her cuz she was always too conceited, cocky,& such a showoff..I felt like she was trying too hard..But u could definitely tell that she was insecure bout her voice in sum of her videos,but mainly wen she did videos with Genavene(how ever u spell it)lol😅But now, I'd have to say that I actually kinda like her..I guess it's because how much she's been opening up bout herself in her videos..I see why they say NeverJudgeABookByIt'sCover How crazy lol😘

[@khoneymocha]

jos you are not obligated to like anyone for any reason. Stop stanning

[@Etherealswxn]

“Hiding too much” 😕 why did you feel so entitled to know her personal life?

[@Corrupted_flesh]

This isn't related to the video but your voice has gotten so great!

[@Corrupted_flesh]

ThatPrincess Xo yes, I know that. That's why I commented on it.

[@madison628]

Autumn Autopsy Ikr she has the feminine lisp I feel that it's not for me.

[@victorialang2103]

Really? Her voice makes my throat hurt and gives me anxiety lol I think it sounds almost robotic :/

[@lizcoz4714]

@@victorialang2103 that's because its ruined, like singers forcing it ruins their voice, she forced the voice to long

[@tiacuppe6681]

@@lizcoz4714 Really? She had voice feminization surgery tho.

[@yourstruly3087]

I also had illegal butt injections done to me 5 years ago by Denise Rochelle "Wee Wee" Ross, from Dallas,Texas and she is currently serving 60 years in prison for murdering her last client and left her dead body on top of the massage table for days, my heart fell when I saw this on the news, I’m also afraid more than ever, had now been having pain on my buttocks and try to ignore like you say, been watching all this other videos and Drs say the same, you won’t have pain till years after, been to different Doctors and no one wants to take me in, I did this to myself knowing it was also illegal and now is when I deeply regret of my bad choices I made on my own.

[@vic-i4702]

Have you seen a plastic surgeon.. they are the only professionals that can help you not a regular MD. It is beyond MD education to remove silicone. Best of luck.

[@venesaloginathin8832]

There is tons of dr that can help you like dr Gallarani in Florida

[@cinthiasaen9794]

There’s this good doctor thinking about going there I don’t have issues either but scared one doctor told me he can lipo there’s

[@name3626]

I’m sending you positive thoughts and prayers. I hope you’re life can continue on after this ordeal and I hope you get through it okay. It’s horrible that there are ppl in this world that will hurt others for money. I’m sorry this happened to you and even though you made the decision on your own, you do not deserve to suffer. I pray to god you and all other women in your shoes can find a good solution. Love you.

[@arielperez2654]

Omg that's terrible at least call 911 damn. Her bad karma came back quick. That's someone's baby that's so wrong her body rotting away like she now will be rotting in prison

[@Franciarra]

You know silicone can move through your body years later it was injected? I think you should visit a doctor urgently! It can become a serious health issue!

[@rhiau]

XoXoKrystal calm down... they weren’t acting like they were God’s gift, unlike you. they were clearly just trying to warn her about something, don’t come at her for being respectful.

[@ninjahombrepalito1721]

@@christopherpavlacka you say there's nothing that can be done, yet mention something that can be done, and question why this comment has so many likes... . Also, nobody here knows much. Not Franciarra, not you, not me. The only people who know are health professionals. And what would be ideal is to talk to a health professional, which is precisely what the comment is advicing. And you question why this comment has so many lkes...

[@MindOverSin]

@@christopherpavlacka I bet you're doing that good good shit too.. you must know a lot about it

[@KYRA_FX]

@@christopherpavlacka You're the only one acting like a know-it-all. So rude.

[@ifyousayso03]

She probably knows already. There's no point scaring her more

[@s.mammano5949]

Finally someone admits it! Applauding you rn Eden! Thanks for the honesty, especially for all the trans girls that look up to you

[@annemarienicolaides8186]

Spilling your own tea, people love honesty, thank you, going to watch now. ❤️

[@soufbayshawty]

Girl, your descriptions are something else, I feel like I’m on that table getting pumped.

[@rachaeljohnsonpena-martine4296]

It's nice to see a KZbinr with a huge platform acknowledge they have to think before they speak and choose their words wisely. I always say the wrong things , I'm always havint to explain myself and what I meant.

[@NikolaTransforms5]

SO proud of you for opening up about this. So many tgirls don’t and say it’s hormones or genetics um no sweety. Just wish ‘Thikita’ Dragun would be honest too...

[@nicolehernandez1291]

“Thickita” Dragon 😂 😂

[@NikolaTransforms5]

Nicole Hernandez ☕️

[@oslatron]

lolz true about Nikita

[@monsterhighdoll]

Nikola Pilawa OMG TEAAAA!

[@Theminerboydiamonds]

Eden and Nikita were friends like a year ago so they forsure got pumped together,

[@jillianhinkle7671]

So much respect for you for being open and honest about this. So many transitioning girls look at your before and after photos and wonder how you got there... I'm so glad you're honest with them and everyone about this and also letting them know how unhealthy it is!! You are seriously one of the most beautiful people.... and I'm talking about inside (as well as the outside!) You have posted and came forward with so much honesty and truth and half of these youtubers and "gurus" seem to have forgotten what those things are. Every day people we meet on the street are rarely honest and truthful!!! I can't tell you how much I respect you for it. And yessss do a double story time on your two scares with injections!!

[@edenthedollx]

PeanutButterN Jilly thank you so much for your beautiful comment! Made my day seeing so much positivity ❤️

[@Danny-ii6jn]

Good for you for using your platform to educate the young girls that look up to you. So many people in the community don’t take this opportunity. You are so brave 💘

[@edenthedollx]

Danny Searles thank you so much! Means the world to me ❤️

[@JS-ir7pt]

I’ve rewatched 19:47 about ten times. You’re so cute. Your honesty and vulnerability is beautiful.

[@tahliaaxo]

Nikita Dragun should admit to this too

[@excellentviolet590]

No one should admit anything they don't feel comfortable with discussing. No one owes explanation on thier personal private affairs. If someone wants to great if not that's thier right.

[@ethanjohn9191]

@@lunalovegood9781 why do you call everyone ho and why are you so angry? Seriously disturbing and trashy

[@dreamworld62626]

Nikita had fat transfer sis.

[@bebe13]

@LA SHORE shut tf up calling her a boy

[@ala4935]

Keanna Wilson no sis she did not

[@tvshkvi3740]

Thank you for being honest! Not a lot of people are that brave to admit their body has been modified. 💕

[@alinakurtasova8748]

Thank you for this,not only you are educating everyone who’s gonna come across this or is looking into getting it done but you are also honest about it not promoting it or glamourise it, showing what you went through as a trans women.Thank you for making this video.Giving you so much respect.

[@Dahliamoone]

This made me so emotional, and I can tell you we love this type of content, we love the REAL you when you just let your hair down so to speak and just talk about your experience especially as a trans fan of yours it's even more special to me and other trans girl fans. We still love the beauty guru that you are as well though 😘🦄 ✨👑 and I'm so happy you felt comfortable enough to make this video for us XOXO

[@NOMAAM1970]

I appreciate your bravery and speaking on this. I think you are a beautiful person and I love when you just sit and talk to us. I love the other videos but this feels like talking to a friend. 💛

[@tony124453]

these videos feel more nostalgic.... brings back the “old” you but in a good way 💗 I love you !

[@rawr333r]

I can't imagine wanting something so badly that youre willing to risk your life for it. more power to you girl, youre strong. dangerous, but strong.

[@kiakaha110]

A lot of the time people just don’t take into consideration the real risk that comes along with these things. I don’t see how it makes a person strong to make life threatening decisions over something so insignificant like vanity.

[@brianaguilar8283]

Kia Kaha vanity? You’re extremely close minded

[@carolinafantinati9514]

@@kiakaha110 dysphoria is not vanity

[@samanthafugiero7210]

So I was watching an episode of botched and a lady had been injected with silicone and the doctors said that one day in life it’s going to be BAD. You should really get your body checked out by a doctor please please have a doctor check u out. Their might be something that can be done to fix this and still give u the results u want. Your life is more important then big hips and thick thighs.

[@GraceCole-qy6ul]

Blood clots, surgical death, silicone poisoning… doesnt matter when the alternative is worse, aka some people literally suffer so much they go “45… 35… 55… 75… at least i get to LIVE for the time i have.”

[@janicundiff4023]

So glad you have talked about this taboo topic. If someone's child is transitioning they need to know the lengths trans ppl will go to to feel normal. This scared me - I am an almost 50 year old woman and mom. Everyone wants a better something but to see someone so desperate to just pass as a female is scary. I am glad you have been open perhaps this will encourage the plastic surgery industry to come up with something for trans MtF that's not so dangerous.

[@Adrsdzws]

Jani Cundiff fat transfer or implants are safe procedures.

[@sereneebaby]

Deo The Hero female and woman aren’t exactly mutually exclusive. She’s a trans woman, but she’s not s biological female.

[@fragmentsofanusha]

pass as a female is an okay terminology not all cis girls pass as women it doesn't imply the person isn't a female.

Love you, girl! 💕💕💕💕💕 you are so brave

[@admin7715]

he is not girl

[@ri260]

@@admin7715 and you don't have empathy or emotional intelligent

[@admin7715]

@@ri260 he is an ill man. I don't have empathy for his illness because I have empathy for himself and his poor parents.

[@ri260]

@@admin7715 so you don't have empathy cause she is"ILL" so you don't have empathy for people who born autistic , intersex or disabled people ? I mean they are not born in a perfect standard for human norm created by flawed man but you act like it's all their fault for born imperfect cause they apparently can control what genetic they will having later in life🙄😑😒 it is perfectly humane for not being perfect stop trying to push your standards on everyone and since when we bullied people that have a mental illness does your parent teach you anything good at all? It is not helping them at all what you're trying to do here you're probably having worse mental illnesses than them cause you're lacking of empathy and you should be concern for yourself

[@admin7715]

@@ri260 I have empathy. But I don't have empathy for his illness. But for himself. He should being treated. And you really hate him supporting his illness and trying to follow it. You make evil thing for him, relaxing him and calling him as her. You his illness and weaken himself. Stop doing so! You are real haters, all who supports his mental disorder. And your evil supporting resulted to this point that he never become such man that he could get in his fullness.

[@nikkistahr7105]

Awwwee boo, my how you have grown and this video is nothing short of amazing i felt like i was sitting right there with you. Thank you for shedding light on this. Many ladies strive for "the look" and dont understand the length some women will go to in order to accept their own body..its deep, very deep. You are so brave to talk about this. You are using your platform for good and to make others aware of the pitfalls. You are such a good soul. Peace & Blessings XoXo Nikki

[@imsaskia7610]

Don't use illegal injections anymore. Don't do it, you're already beautiful

[@samstrange2441]

“My makeups not my best” Still better than what I do when I spend an hour doing my makeup

[@rebeccaspratling2865]

Same! 😂

[@diesel1able]

😂😂😂

[@TheNormalOddball]

You were describing the pain and I FELT it. 😦 That must of been terrifying knowing the risks and feeling that. Thank you for sharing

[@AlexandraMurray99]

I’ve always been so insecure about my hips and wondered how girls like Kylie Jenner went from a skinny narrow hipped girl to Jessica rabbit and she has never admitted to hip injections

[@AngelaRoseRyman]

Alexandra Murray 99 perhaps really good fat transfers

[@Mamii305]

@@AngelaRoseRyman what fat did Kylie ever have lmfao

[@brooklynn3549]

Kylie definitely didn't have some fake Dr filling her ass with toxic silicone. She has the money to get top notch treatments. Not some shady hotel room pump

[@momoneyMILLIE]

I just want to commend you for your openness about your journey throughout the years. I can tell how strong you are, through what you share - even just through the sheer courage it takes to publicly talk about the things you do, and with a large spectrum audience. I support you & will continue to support you. Also girl, don’t feel like you have to apologize about the way you run your account, KZbin has become so commercial & mainstream - it loses its substance. People pump out videos to meet a ‘quota’ because they’re money hungry. You can tell a lot of people’s videos were a last minute thought with no real ness or substance to it. You don’t need to spend thousands of dollars on backdrops, cameras & lighting to relate & be real with your audience. I do appreciate you!

[@letitiareed3112]

Watching you open and blossom has been such a joy. You're constantly evolving, I don't mean physically.. cause you been gorgeous of course.

[@Bleeepbloooooop]

Keep that authenticity girl it looks good on you 💖✨

[@coldbloodedcasey1508]

Nikita the dragon, take notes 📝 thanks for being honest Eden

[@YooTooLoB]

Right, Nikita is another one that doens't talk about it

[@Sirenamia777]

Nikita has made videos about all her surgeries and her issues with that idk what you think she's hiding. Either way it's not your business lol

[@Moon-ve3cz]

LMAO YOOU GOT THAT RIGHT

[@Theminerboydiamonds]

luna Nikita does not talk about her fake hips and ass

[@taraneyt332]

I mean yeah i get it but just because nikita is an influencer doesn't mean she is obligated to talk about everything.

[@yumifl.5133]

I am just glad someone could be so straight forward with platic surgery/silione injections. Amen, kuddos for honesty and for sharing your story. Keep Being you, whatever empowers you and makes you happy, although I know you dont need it.

[@alicehuijbregts]

Thankyou for the honesty ❤️❤️ it’s really opened up my eyes that this is very real. I have hip dips and I always think about butt injections. Although this video makes me realise that no surgery can fix an insecurity

[@slothDANCE]

We love you Eden!! I really respect you being vulnerable on camera, and I think you’re articulating your message well. Please keep it up, I’m eating up every video

[@Ennaitak]

Have you seen a doctor about this? Just to make sure everything is okay and safe with you? I know its been two year but you never know.

[@naomsterl.a6360]

I just love your honesty. You have no filter and I really apreciate it

[@lesviesblanchescomptent]

some of us want to have these things done to ourselves so hearing people's experiences is really helpful thank you

[@kristinarobinson2986]

Yes of course we want more real stories about your life experiences. It’s definitely educational and entertaining. Are you open with your doctor as well? If so what have they have said? What do you plan to do if something goes wrong?

[@Soul000wave]

I really enjoy the more real videos, this was FASCINATING to watch, it was like a documentary by you about your life. I would love to hear more story times or experiences that you have had that other people can learn from, that others don't really talk about. I love you Eden girl 💛

[@aleenafernandez246]

I been wanting to try it, but I won't risk it. Thanks for being honest hun I love these kinds of videos when you are just speaking & being real. 💖

[@alondraredd5943]

seriously THANK YOUUUU so much for being so HONEST!!! I admired you before and admire you now EVEN MORE for being so open and transparent with all your subscribers and followers.. You're such an inspiration.!!!!!! god bless you girl!! He's watching over you because you are an awesome human being!!

[@jay6440]

You voice sounds great!

[@sromero6738]

It does. Hope she feels much comfortable.

[@hanzohattori2492]

She has the voice of an angle

[@jay6440]

Ballet Sissy the face of one, too

[@liam4706]

A Jester she sounds like a horse that just got facefucked really hard like wtf do you mean

[@jay6440]

Ky S i mean she has a beautiful voice, AND she doesn't deserve to fill it with horse shit unlike some.

[@sasabudimski2679]

"my body went like this, very johnny bravo, honey" I LOVE YOU HAHAHAHA

[@focalpoint1000]

Thanks for telling us this part of your journey. I think you're right when you say that your commitment to being a woman is undeniable. It's awesome that it's working for you. A while back you mentioned wearing a waist trainer - did you wear one to try to get a smaller waist before doing the injections?

[@edenthedollx]

Yes I wore one every day during those years of shaping my body. I still think they work but mostly for aesthetic reasons to wear under clothes on special occasions!

[@BeautyVixxen]

strongest woman EVER!! LOVE YOU BABE!!

[@alexcasanova5668]

Strongest women EVER? Lmao

[@mariemendoza8745]

@@alexcasanova5668 yeah woman why ?

[@Gs-wu1rj]

@@mariemendoza8745 she didn’t question the woman part …

[@transfusionz]

I really appreciate not using beauty lights because imo lighting like this feels very genuine. You are so so beautiful that not having super high-definition works either way. I'd like to hear your experience about moving to the States and what it was like for you. I like the long form videos and you edit them really well. When you said you're just talking into your phone to yourself atm, but potentially hundreds of thousands of people will be listening to it I was shook. It's true and that's trippy af.

[@GimpGirl1]

Your voice is sounding better, it's a lot louder.

[@Jennifur68]

I was offered silicone injections at a club in Dallas by drag queens...I'm so glad I said no immediately.

[@crystalandgray]

Jennifur68 lmao Idk if this is funny cause I live in dallas but 😂😂😂😂!!

[@Jennifur68]

I don't think its funny, its a serious health risk. Silicone can migrate around the body causing organ problems, it can block arteries, get into the lungs, it can cause skin infections and it can just outright kill you. Its basically like having a ticking bomb in your body that will likely go off...and its hard to say how bad the fallout will be.

[@SarinaValentinaxo]

Jennifur68 100% true! It happened to me and I’m still having issues!

[@crystalandgray]

Jennifur68 I definitely know the health risk but the idea of someone so close to home offering this In a club is laughable to ME! I’m glad you were wise enough to know better.

[@adrianarose_]

Omg I looooove Eden😭 please do more sit down and talk videos❤️ maybe chit chat grwm so you can just film while you get ready? But so much respect for you girl, thank you for sharing I know it must be hard. Your so gorgeous inside and out and really glad your doing these videos and can’t wait for more! Love ya!

[@NamesCassieBoo]

Why isn't she more famous?! She's the most interesting and realest person ever.

[@stefaniex9590]

I’m just proud of you that you shared this story with your fans.

[@ratbenchlive171]

I’m glad you did this video, it proves that you are real underneath even if your body is synthetic

[@sympathy5359]

“ I was the little balloon” 😂💕 so cute

[@allaboutstace77]

Your voice is angelic 😍👼🏻

[@nickailaarnold1285]

Eden, it's brilliant that you did this video. I'm sure I won't be the only one who feels a sense of relief by hearing this. So many girls dream of a body like yours where 9 times out of 10 it is unachievable naturally. You will have helped with the self-esteem of so many people and I applaud you for that x

[@jackyinwondrland]

This is so terrifying and I’m so sorry that you were pushed to such a life threatening extreme, I’m happy that you got through it safely and that you are still alive and I hope that you continue to be healthy and live a long and full life, I sincerely hope with all my heart that no complications come from it, thank you so much for always being real and being so candid and honest about your experience. You’re so strong and amazing, much love to you 💕

[@PrincessCarparkle]

I know how scary and difficult this must have been-thank you for your honesty, girl. You’ve probably educated and helped a lot of people. Stay amazing ❤️

[@livelaughlove0209]

SIS YOUR VOICE IS SCRUMPTIOUS also we already knew babe it's fine 😍

[@coughdrop3045]

girl whether you have 1,000 dollar ring lights on or you just pull out your phone and vent about anything that's going on, we love you and you're an inspiration to me to keep going and be kind even if people aren't too great back

[@SteviiLove]

As someone with BDD, I understand your struggles *so* much. I never went as extreme as you to get the body you wanted, but I did starve myself.. I'm not proud of it but I want you to know you're not alone. I've been trying to film my own experience with my BDD so I can help people better understand the illness but it's incredibly difficult to talk about. Thanks for opening up, Eden. It definitely is inspiring me even more to open up myself. Love you girl, don't be too hard on yourself ❤❤❤

[@mysecretplacewithyou]

Girl, you look absolutely gorgeous! But you know what doctors say about such illegal procedures as industrial silicone. It's like a ticking time bomb inside your body. It might take years until it goes wrong. If nothing happens in six months, it may happen within a year, two years, five years, ten years, or over than that. But someday something will happen, and that's for sure. There's no way you can escape it. Let's just hope for the best, though. You're such a gorgeous girl. Thanks for sharing your experience with us!

[@sailorzyoom1259]

Marcella where do people go to get stuff like this done

[@mysecretplacewithyou]

@@sailorzyoom1259 , what do you mean? Are you planning to get this illegal substance into your body? I think people who go for it are crazy. They may as well consider psychotherapy.

[@sailorzyoom1259]

Marcella no, calm down. it’s just it amazes me people can even find the places to do stuff like this let alone trust a stranger. i think the same thing when i hear about like child trafficking, how do these people get away with this stuff yenno, i just feel like it’d be so easy to be caught. i don’t know how there’s like communities okay with bad stuff.

[@mysecretplacewithyou]

@@sailorzyoom1259 got it. Sorry if I sounded a little rude. I was just stating my opinion about people who make the wrong choices in their lives. I didn't mean to be rude. Well, yeah, it just amazes me how these people get away with this kind of stuff. I think they're nuts. They can't be sound!

[@Jewels_8404]

Did you watch her whole video? She LITERALLY said exactly what your telling her. She said I’m ok today but tomorrow I might not be ok, or in a week, a year or 5 years. It’s so shitty to see all these comments of people telling her what she already know. This is something she fears so to reiterate it is just mean.

[@iramhameedpeace3267]

HOWWW IS SHE JUST SO GORGEOUS IN EVERY SINGLE WAY !!!!!!!!

[@raiinbowkunn]

Its so true!! I love and appreciate it so much when you're just real with us. I don't care about amazing lighting, makeup, outfit, quality- I care about you sharing whatever you want to with us ❤️❤️

[@CarterNanase]

You should probably go to a doctor and get it checked out, Eden. You dont have to live with that risk:(

[@fjordsi7404]

What if they tell her to take it out?

[@Theminerboydiamonds]

MaeB there’s better alternatives tho you can get implants or get injected with sculptra which is safe and plastic surgeons do it

[@gabriellehernandez5769]

@@Theminerboydiamonds the problem is that those legal alternatives are expensive. Eden was paying $500 for the sessions and implant sessions would've cost 5x more. I think it's a money issue, Eden and her friends wouldn't have done this if they had more money.

[@CarterNanase]

@@gabriellehernandez5769 All of the costs of her injections together would be equal to the amount of the surgery.

[@gabriellehernandez5769]

@@CarterNanase aye didn't even realise that mate.

[@Nena_2jz]

ugh girl I'm heartbroken rn but watching your videos makes me feel so much better. Thank you for making me smile

[@chandlerleland7278]

Thank you so much for educating us about the black market surgery that goes on... it’s a real eye opener. Love you

[@paulaxiong9594]

We love you Eden! This also goes to show that you really love us too by sharing your story and I cant appreciate you enough for that. ❤❤❤

[@edenthedollx]

I do love you ❤️❤️

[@lilpinay7973]

So that’s how Nikita Dragun got her body too 😶😱

[@monsterhighdoll]

lil piñay yes

[@Theminerboydiamonds]

Ruby Flores I don’t think so right after she met Eden she got thick

[@nikkistahr7105]

Yupppp

[@jalisaalanaye1662]

lil piñay really ? How do you know for sure ? Oh right , you don’t !

[@lilpinay7973]

christina maleena I can clock a pump when I see it especially a bad one. Trans women aren’t built like an hourglass from hormones alone, especially to that extreme that Nikita has. How do I know? I’m trans also and have friends who have been to the same girl Eden and Nikita went to for their silicon pump in LA. But go ahead and stick your nose up her ass some more.

[@vexvada9915]

thanks for sharing this. its important to let others know the dangers of this but its also good to understand the want people have for this for different reasons. also your so pretty i cant even like omg

[@trevorsnana7521]

Sweetie, my mom had the old silicone implants in 1978. Then, the knowledge just was not there - how bad the silicone (then) was,removal and replacement, it just was not there. It was still a rather hushed thing. In 2006, she let me know it felt as though it was leaking, on the inside. I tricked her into going to a dr, bc she felt it was her own fault! The surgeon offered her a good deal. Sadly, that she did not take. She passed this year, still eith the same ones in. Calcifications, name it. Please, love, you or anyone else- take care if yourselves. Let her story help one person... Love to you, and all.... Edit- you are beautiful. And I am all for anything that makes anyone feel better about themselves. Just keep it safe. Keep it all maintained, medically. And no more questionable places or people. You are needed here!☺❤💖💙💚💛💜

[@name3626]

Trevor's Nana75 - Thank you for sharing this. Losing a mother is earth shattering so my heart goes out to you. I lost my mom in Feb. 2018 at only 43 years old. I was only 21. Her death was unrelated but also avoidable. I hope that you are going okay and I want you to know that she is with you always.

[@lalalala3274]

I was 21 too when my mom passed. She was 41

[@keteru3453]

Omg I’m literally screaming right now listening to you describe your experience that I have to pause this video for awhile. Getting mad anxiety and goosebumps.... I really can’t imagine how much more worst it must have been for you to go through this....

[@Ivanavfitness]

Eden forever having a broken nail in her vids😁♥️♥️

[@Samilord755]

Yessss do a video about the leaking stufff OML looks so scary 😲😲😲😲😲

[@lunalovegood9781]

Sulfuric Acid YEAH

[@alexabarocas1429]

Your voice is sounding so nice!

[@euphoricleo]

It's interesting how every trans woman is different. Blaire got her face done while you didn't. Obviously both had breast augmentation. And you had to really focus on body shape. Everyone's journey is so unique.

[@obsessedcore4519]

I think Eden focused on her body because even pre-transition she had an extremely feminine face that was passable without surgery. She’s so lucky :(

[@BoeKaldwin]

So brave of you to be open about this. Definitely appreciate the knowledge💖✨

[@albert5839]

I love you Eden. 💕 No more illegal injections please.

[@lunagirl4039]

WE have you Lady. you are a breath of fresh air in this community

[@lunagirl4039]

💋💯 we love you. authenticity outweighs all the limited clout! you ARE woman and more beyond a birth gender.. you just keep on slaying boo.

[@profile4856]

1:25 Got up and fixed myself a coffee, grabbed some cookies and am ready for the long haul! Love you eden thank you for being so honest 💯

[@erikadiana8742]

This must've been one of the hardest videos for you to make. .. you're a brave woman Eden... I pray that u stay healthy. Thanks for sharing this story about what you had done. Love you💗

[@QueeniiRozenblad]

So happy you survived and are okay. You look great I don't think you need to do it again but it's your choice. Stay blessed.

[@missfauxyfauxyvegan2224]

Queenii it shouldn't be a choice it's dangerous

[@missfauxyfauxyvegan2224]

@@LifeWithQueenii I will just say nobody must do that! to look different I just use accessories etc. Whatever we place that's foreign in our bodies will be rejected if not now later, when we get older! But I saw pics of botched stuff it's really worse than nightmares . Warning to everyone Trans or not! Xx

[@romancandleofthewild]

You make the most important and fascinating videos because your so freaking honest and I'm grateful that you decide to share such pivotal moments of your life. I found you through Blaire and I'm so glad that I did. Best wishes!

[@hannah3146]

Anyone seen the netflix show she's gotta have it? Her friend gets butt injections at a hotel and it was super painful and her ass implants literally exploded

[@kristamarie2578]

Hannah Benard lol I remember that part 😂🤣

[@daytonsims4445]

Thank you so much girl! That’s awesome you share stuff like this. It’s important to let people know you weren’t born with that body so t girls and cis girls don’t beat themselves up for not looking the way you do. I love you and you’re beautiful inside and out💋❤️

[@clairez8122]

thank you for your vulnerability here. this is heart breaking and so eye opening. also on a lighter note, “makeup isn’t perfect” biiitch shut up you look soo gorgeous and like a princess in this video.

[@kit1063]

Girl, I am so sorry you had to go through this. Dysphoria is literally one of the worst illness on this planet. I'm ftm, so I'm on the other end of the spectrum, but I get how desperate you can get. I myself have seriously contemplated getting that height-lengthening surgery, regardless of how painful ive heard it is, because it's so humilating to be a 5'0'' guy. Thank you for sharing your story, Eden. Sending you positivity and love.

[@lucymulhollandxoxo9789]

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 💕💕💕

[@see-jaytv7653]

Thanks for being truthful. Other girls in the industry aren’t as open as you are! Thanks ❤️😘

[@reillytrammell7422]

Hey girlie if it makes you feel better I'm cis and I look like a triangle. You looked 10x more feminine at that fashion show than I think I ever will. You're so brave and I love how honest you're being with your fans. We all love you Eden.

[@kyliemojylie]

Ur voice is really cute, and you’re so pretty girl!

[@blythehaynes3765]

Thanks for being honest, so many people I know would still never admit to that. I know you're torn and now worry about the possibility of disease from the injections. I also understand your despair with your feelings of needing them to pass. I'll be honest I don't think you needed them to pass, but there is nothing you can do about it now. Just move on and enjoy your life and try to not worry about. You are a beautiful woman and your honesty is admirable. Again, thank you. By the way I am a lot older than you and basically went through this in the late 70's and 80's. Good luck.

[@LifeOfDrew86]

Thank you for sharing your truth. It really means a lot.

[@kikimarie7683]

Most of us trans girls choose this route sis. you described it to the T down to the jug. we live a crazy life. god bless you beautiful