🏥 HOSPITAL SETBACK FRUSTRATIONS! 😢 (12.13.16)

[@valerief1231]

My eyes leaked when your were leaking. Sometimes it's hard to be strong ALL the time, warriors need a 5 minute break every once and awhile.

[@laurenshepkosky168]

I could not have said it any better.

[@ITSJUNE2]

well said, I leaked too and my cheeks suddenly got washed.

[@moriganna67ify]

Valerie Foster stated purrrfect!

[@cl4za]

Valerie Foster agree

[@jencannon9564]

Mary, crying doesn't equal quitting or weakness!

[@LovelyLoonyLeontine]

Jennifer Cannon exactly! It means you're processing emotion and destressing

[@AustinandKayla]

I just love it when Mary sings. That raspiness feeds my soul!

[@GreysonNekrutmandrums]

MARY!! For someone who doesn't know how to thank someone or "give back" ... let me tell u Your Spirit alone is enough to brighten an entire world!! Rock on girl!!

[@kittymervine6115]

it's OK to cry, it doesn't mean you are unhappy or have an unhappy life. You have such a beautiful blessed life. Peter and Ollie and your parents and sister... just so blessed. So crying doesn't mean unhappy, it means, "this is a tough moment."

[@lisalevin8719]

Don't feel you have to put on a happy face for us. We're all out here struggling with our different stuff - maybe not as big as your stuff, but it always feels big when you're in it! I lift you up in my prayers - all three of you!

[@JessaJay]

I have never seen a more adorable couple

[@thefreylife]

Awe :) Thanks!

[@JessaJay]

The Frey Life Thanks for always responding and making me feel special! My channel is smaller than yours and I find it hard to respond to everyone!! I appreciate you doing that!

[@lilymayworlandforrester2625]

I really hope you feel better soon Mary my heart broke when you cried 😢

[@anniebailey326]

The ukulele really got me in the feels. Also, he sounds way better than one would expect after playing for only 15 minutes!

[@yvonnespillers6368]

Everybody needs to have a melt down. It helps the mind and soul. Hugs to you all

[@marieked]

Crying is good, it helps relieve stress. And I know that the clips we see are you being happy most of the time but I'm sure there are more down times we don't see. Prayers for answers and a plan, love and hugs.

[@mindy2215]

I love to see how much Peter cares about you, but I see so much sadness behind his smile. You really have a great man next to you, making your life much easier with his tender love.

[@suzzannelson1708]

they are so silly and sweet , I always feel bad for her but she makes everything so positive ♡

[@DizzyDazeofLynnea]

Watching Peter wipe away her tears is so touching to watch. She's a lucky girl to have a life partner like him! XD

[@meganmesser5923]

Mary, don't forget how loved you are by people all of the world. You inspire us all everyday!

[@heathersmith4774]

I guessed right that it was your pump. Two points for me. It's the little things that make me happy!

[@DawnOnye]

Todays video was REAL, tears, laughter, music...all in one day. Thats how it is living with a chronic health issue. Great closing today!

[@onetier]

For as bad as it sounds, crying is good. It's your body's way to release all that pent up energy. Better out than in!! I feel your frustration with not having answers. I've had unexplained pains for going on 6 years now. My doctor keeps telling me "you have to be okay with not having an answer." It's the hardest thing to accept. Some days are good. Some days are not. All days are blessed. Big hugs!!

[@thriftedinapeartreejune7233]

Mary I hate to see your tears. As I had told you that in past I have IPF end it looks like I'm headed back into the hospital. I see how strong you are and see how much you fight, sometimes I can get into a very dark place and want to give up. But, I think of my children, my husband and how you fight and choose joy. Thank you you help me through my struggles. Blessing to to you

[@madelinewalls8549]

Watching this 6 years later is amazing. Who would of guessed where you would be now with.a sweet baby.boy and much better health. You continue to kick butt daily. It's very inspiring

[@fidilkid]

Just because you cry doesn't mean you aren't strong! Hugs! ❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️

[@grandmamine4307]

Mary you are very lucky to have a husband like Peter. He is so wonderful to stay with you and do the store. Love e you both.

[@suziedoyle1872]

Mary, you are a true star. Peter are a huge star too, Oliver has a star for every curl! I think why people love the Frey life so much is because you both keep it real, in everything. Your faith, your marriage, your CF life as a team. You both show what love and sacrifice are in its purest forms. So tears are fine, you've been in hospital 3 weeks, that's enough to make anyone get frustrated, plus you are still feeling so sick. It's been a miserable gloomy, rainy day here in Northern Ireland, but at around 430pm (uk time) I saw the most beautiful sunset and I thought of you guys. Sending you all huge hugs!!

[@PaxMC11]

My mom always said, "Tears make room for more." More laughter, more memories, more happiness, more life. ❤️

[@Molly_Maurer]

Praying for you Mary. I hope you feel better soon and get some answers. You are so sweet and kind and everyone hates seeing you so sad!

[@kelseydorenkott143]

This disease will just tear you down and sometimes you just have to cry. You wonder when the storm is going to stop. CFers are seriously the strongest people in the world and I am honored to be apart of this group. Mary you are so strong. Thank you for sharing your life.

[@SYRSALLY]

It breaks my heart when I see you cry. 💔💔💔

[@Melly241000]

ugh that is so frustrating I feel for you Mary.. you are one strong woman ☺ much love and peace to you and your husband ❤☮

[@e-m-x]

You are on my heart. I am praying for you that you find complete comfort in His presence. Your struggle is heartbreaking for me to watch.

[@ashruz_3095]

There is nothing worse than waiting for answers. I've been in the hospital 200+ days this year and still waiting for answers. I wish I could give you a hug. It's so hard. People forget this is your life. Every day. All the time.

[@smilepower1306]

we are all here for you , you have over 97,000 family members that are here for you and that are praying for you.

[@TexSquirrel]

Praying for you both! There are days when I have to say this verse over and over. "I can do all things through Him who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13

[@livy_colors]

I know the feeling of being sick and not having answers or a plan. My heart goes out to you Mary and I'm praying you'll get to feeling better soon. You're really such an inspiration with your positive attitude........Also, that face that Peter made when the IV started to beep cracked me up! XD

[@grannysquareswagonwheels2604]

It is so great to see the love you two have for each other.

[@song5361]

Peter, your drone footage is fantastic! And Mary, you're so strong, you continue to inspire :) I hope this is a sign of better days ahead for you. Sending lots of love

[@sallycroft2191]

How precious is every tear you shed, Mary. Praying for you and Peter as you await answers. Love your beautiful singing voice, song and Peter's playing. Rest well tonight.

[@kathyboote2934]

Sometimes there just needs to be tears. They are very cleansing. Also sometimes i wish there was a place you could go and break old dishes and stuff just relieve your stress! God bless both. You are such fine young people!

Dear Mary and Peter... I can not put into words how the vlogs inspire, educate and deeply touch me. I've been watching the vlogs for months and remembering the times I was in the hospital for weeks and the only thing I wanted to hear from people was "I am here, you are not alone in this", so I say it to you guys. I believe we do not need to physically know someone to be there for them, let's say. So there are almost 100.000 people inside that hospital room with you guys. Finally, don't ever forget the amount of love that comes from each and every part of the globe, directly to your hearts. Kisses from Brazil.

[@thebatzinator]

Mary, you've inspired me to get a job (it's been 8 years of locking myself away in my room, feeling sorry for myself because of the fibromyalgia since I worked last) and I just wanted to say, thank you! Your bravery to face every day with a smile and laughter made me realize that life is passing me by. Thank you for putting your trials and tribulations out there for everyone to see!! Peter, your willingness to do all that you can for Mary and Olly is always heart warming!! There are very few men like you left in this world. You truly amaze me. I love you all three of you so very much!! Thank you for allowing us into your life!!!

[@bgmaple47232]

I have a ukulele and I can't play anywhere near as good as Peter. It is great to see you smile.

[@LeenaSregneva]

I'm so sorry Marry. You guys are in my prayers. I love your new port song!

[@terrijohnson4383]

You both are so precious Me finding you guys on YT is a true gift from above. My daily walk with Him has grown so much since finding your ministry. Hugs and blessings.

[@emilyhill2959]

Peter is such a great husband so comforting to Mary

[@hannahrose8384]

THE WAY PETER LOOKS AT MARY DURING THEIR MUSIC SESH

[@gointothedogs2]

The yukele and the song made for an amazing ending to a trying day...you always turn things around and its a great thing to see....Im glad you share it all.

[@victoriakunselman2929]

HE has a plan Mary... praying for you everyday

[@christienbbrooks7334]

The footage of the drone is totally awesome!!!

[@xevsetter1201]

Peter, your an amazing husband and caretaker! Mary, you are in my thoughts and prayers as you continue to recover.

[@deborahhartman7548]

Praying for better days ahead l

[@erinuber2881]

I love your new port song! :-) So glad you got the ukulele! :-)

[@timandjenniferkracht5427]

Received my whale print and it is wonderful! With everything you have going on, thanks for taking time to send it.

[@emsheeren]

Ahhhh Mary and Peter!!!!!!! I actually learned to play the ukulele in the hospital (part on my own, part with music therapy). It'll be the best distraction, and it'll keep you busy for sure. I LOVE the use, and still play it 2 1/2 years later! Yay!!!!! Enjoy!

[@wolfsrule100]

My heart breaks seeing you cry. It's good to let it out. You are a CF warrior and Peter is strong fighting with you!

[@shayef82]

Mary please don't be sad, you are so strong and tough I wish I could tell you what you have helped me get through this year, You showing how strong and brave helps me with I have recently been diagnosed with cancer and had to have surgery at 33 years old, and my entire life I have wanted to be a mom and my husband wanted to be a dad but that's not possible anymore, please just know that you are helping so many people in so many ways, thank you all so much for sharing your lives with us! Thoughts and prayers , and have a blessed Christmas

[@christinadoherty3212]

Wow guys, the video editing and quality is amazing in this video! Peter, the drone footage was so great

[@ciannamccoy6253]

You are so courageous, crying is good.. sign of strength.. You are an incredible role model.. I cant even express how incredible Peter is... You two make an invincible team.

[@marilyndekker1541]

Don't give up Mary. you give up. you give so many of us strength to push through our own health issues. I am praying for u.

[@rosegoldwings-4300]

Healing Huggs & many prayers for the Lord to heal you & renew your strength! I can't hold my tears back seeing you cry! Life is just unfair sometimes. 😔

[@lueear1]

Mary, You are on an emotional roller coaster. Please dont every apologize for tears. My prayer goes to God for you and Peter. Keep up the determination. I know your vlogs are helping someone else.

[@alinareybey3263]

Aw Mary :( don't get down, you are doing amazing. We love you

[@beingnicole]

I've always enjoyed the vlogs but the drone shots are adding such a nice extra layer! beautiful scenery.

[@joanstrzelec4302]

You are so brave. Don't feel bad about crying it is a good stress relief. We all need that once in a while. Sending you both love and prayers.

[@DaveSeavy]

Hang in there Mary. I'm dealing with esophageal cancer, and am now terminal, so I understand your frustration over the setbacks. I'll keep you in my prayers.

[@1115christel]

It really gets me teary eyed when you cry! Much love to the Adorable 3!

[@katesperdaghost]

I have that exact ukulele! Don't be afraid to cry every now and then. You have every right to get emotional, you've been through a lot and I really hope you get a break soon!! I love you guys, thank you for helping me smile every day. Stay strong you two, you've got this!

[@Kelly-ih8tm]

I wish nothing but the best for you Mary. You and Peter are an inspiration. Cheers, from Nova Scotia.

[@112musician]

You have made it longer in the hospital than I ever have before hitting "crazy mode". Hugs to you both. Please don't feel like you have to entertain us, your truth and where you are right now is so honest and real. Plus, I can just SEE the day in my mind when you're out of there, and Peter is drone-filming footage of you doing fun outdoor things!

[@LillieRose-bi3is]

Mary I can't even comprehend what you're going through, it truly breaks my heart to see you so down. Never give up hope, sending love and wishing you happiness x

[@drenadaniels5226]

I cried when you cried. You continue to keep going you and peter. I been sick for a while now but I get a lot of hope from you and peter. Keep fighting as long as you can God loves you both very much. I hope you feel better soon.

[@hannahrobin7449]

Honestly, you show true strength. You're helping me to manage my own conditions and let myself to cry and take a break. My favourite quote is "every day may not be good, but there is something good in every day" - it definitely seems to fit you and Peter xx I'm keeping you in my thoughts xx Also, I'm loving the port song xD

[@leamarie6094]

Peter, your camera work is amazing! Those artsy shots outside the hospital look great!

[@christyinthecarolinas]

I'm so sorry! I have and will continue to pray for you. it breaks my heart to see you cry, but I totally understand. sending you a hug, Mary. xoxo

[@robinsfrog]

you are such a brave and strong young woman. thank you for your life lessons that you share!!! Peter is a fabulous husband and wonderful person as well.Merry Christmas from South Carolina!!

[@y0hanna]

A quote of yours that I often think of is "don't forget to laugh everyday" I always look forward to that with every new vlog. Even though you are going through a rough time right now, I feel like you are always trying to find the good in every moment! Thank you guys for being an inspiration for me! We'll see you tomorow! Goodnight ✨❤️

[@cadienicole6826]

We are pulling for you! You are such a kind and loving soul. Keep your head up baby girl. xoxoxo

[@terrydominguez4405]

You should do a Sunflower painting...you remind me of a Sunflower searching for the light...we pray for you to get better soon and go home

[@cherihendrix3076]

Mary and Peter, keep hanging in there. You are such incredible roll models for others with chronic illnesses. I have times when I quit fighting and I don't work as hard as I can to stay well. Your daily vlogs have shown me how fighting EVERY day is worth the effort. I have gained a better understanding of hard work in managing my illness through watching you handle yours. Thanks for sharing your experiences with others so we too may see joy in our own lives.

[@beckyfleig2308]

I'm so sorry you've had a really rough go of things Mary (& Peter). I'm sending tons of prayers your way. You're allowed to have down days and work through those emotions. I admire your fortitude and faith. You & your family are in my prayers as always. Sometimes things are taken a day, an hour, a half hour, 15 min, or a minute at a time. ❤

[@Jewelsfaith]

Praying for your lungs to clear up and be free from all infections.. You are a Rock Star! Beautiful Mary!

[@FloridaGrandma]

I know how frustrating hospital stays can be, esp when you expected a certain time frame & instead it just goes on and on and on. Crying and getting it out is good for you so cry all you want. Sending prayers and lots of ❤💚💜💙💛 your way.

[@laurenhampton3086]

Hang in there Mary! You are such an inspiration. Your strength and determination is incredible. Peter you are amazing and supportive and I know it must be hard for you. Your family is in my prayers. By the way the end of this video made me smile!

[@emonroe26]

It's only normal to feel down or discouraged sometimes, especially when you don't feel well. As strong as you are, it still sucks to feel gross. You are doing amazing and an inspiration to everyone watching everyday you fight through the frustration and show us what it means to have faith in the midst of uncertainty. Lots of love from London.

[@JezebelDestructed]

My heart goes out to you and Peter.. your lives are so much more complicated than most people could understand and still you take time to make your vlog and share the details of your journey with us 💕 I hope that the fungal culture comes back and you can move forward in a successful treatment plan ☺️

[@faithrekowski2332]

I feel like writing you guys a long letter and just telling you how wonderful you both are. I started watching your Videos because I wanted to learn more about CF, since my co-worker has it. I wanted to be able to understand what she goes through. Ends up I have really started to love both of you. Sometimes when it's a tough day at the hospital and things seem overwhelming for you, I lay my hand on the screen of my laptop and pray for you Mary. So many people are watching because we are all rooting for you and behind you. Peter, you are such a loving husband. Oh, and I loved it when your drone hit the tree!!!! (sorry) I loved this last clip you made. Today is my husband's birthday and I bought him a drone. Thanks Mary for being yourself and sharing who you are with us. That's why your video is always my first one to watch every day.

[@faithrekowski2332]

Oh, another thing...this pic of me is from 30 years ago! Hah! I need to get a more recent picture...

[@abbieengland5259]

I just want to remind you about how we all love and support you! Also how everyone gets a little worse before it gets better, we are all praying and giving you love. Push through the struggles and always try your best💖💖

[@addiedee7906]

My thoughts and prayers are with you daily, Mary, Peter, and Ollie. It is so challenging to live with a chronic illness. Pain/not feeling well does interfere with the ability to take in information. You are doing everything right. I'm glad you were able to move your bed around. It definitely helps to rearrange things when you can. Thank you for sharing your life with us.

[@lorimiller4872]

No matter the struggle, you both are always smiling and get thru it together. Sending hugs! Merry Christmas!

[@lilmzvicki]

yu guys are so cute. I love Mary's amazing spirit and how she breaks into random songs. she's such a strong person and I hate seeing her cry :( Peter is an awesome supportive husband and is great at helping Mary get through their crazy life. I'm glad I found your channel! my thoughts are with you guys! you guys gots this!

[@cl4za]

I'm so sorry. I'm crying and my heart is breaking for you. You're so strong and brave!! You're amazing!! 💛

[@narcydishon8389]

Oh Mary, it is ok if you cry! Nothing bad about crying with what you are going through and how you feel. Prayers for you feeling better and getting to go home🙏🙏

[@jenslims]

So glad that ended on a song! My heart was breaking to see you so upset. You do an amazing job keeping positive but you're human. It's TOUGH what you live every day. And it's so true what you said about it being harder to cope with news when you feel unwell. I know I get depressed when I have my "off" days and I don't have anywhere near the complications you do so I'm not surprised the smile falters sometimes. Big gentle hugs to both of you from across the pond xoxo

[@Aces001]

So many prayers going out to you both. I hope the lord lays his hand on Mary and on you as well Peter. God bless.

[@maryellensheil7551]

I'm 63 and have had Juvenile Rheumatoid arthritis since age 2. Not exactly the same challenges as you, Mary. But I just wanted to let you know that you have an enormous prayer support team. I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time. Love you, hang on!💞

[@melissadelahaya6902]

Hang in there, girl! I love your New Port song! Sending positive vibes to you guys, always.

[@TheAgeofFabulous]

Big hugs to both of you. I'm praying that the fungus results come in early. I know how frustrating it is getting through a disease that sucks and sometimes you need a good a cry. Maybe Peter can go to Joann's or Michael's get a gingerbread house kit or the Ugly Gingerbread Sweater decorating kit.

[@TheAgeofFabulous]

Side note: When I was last in the hospital (2013 but different condition), my friend who was staying with me in the hospital unplugged the IV pump so I could use the restroom and then never plugged it back in, so it was 2 am when it went off...we had very similar reactions as Peter's.

[@kericewadsworth7830]

Oh... The sounds of the hospital!!! When I am in the hospital my pump always goes off at night but is fine throughout the day.

[@nanajodes8154]

when you cry i feel so sad for you but you are such a strong woman love you and your man so much xx

[@bew1972]

Oh Mary, I can see how frustrated you are and for good reason. I know how hard it is, believe me I know. I know that having a positive attitude is absolutely important but this process isn't easy and its ok to let your frustration out through tears and anger. You are in my prayers.

[@carolanngarcia5963]

What an amazing family. Mary, you cried and I had to cry along with you. There is always a calm before the storm, and a storm before the calm. I live your awsome song Mary, and that expression on Peters face had made my night. Good night to you Peter Mary and Ollie boy..

[@melissamital3523]

You, Peter and Ollie are beautiful souls! Sending positive thoughts for all of you!

[@shannoncurtin8047]

Awww Miss Mary! I feel for you! I am so happy I found you and Peter! I get thru my days watching you! Thank you for including all of us!