Alex G - Nintendo 64 (Extended Version)

found a good quality version of Nintendo 64 with the final verse, its not that much longer than the popular version but thats because he replaces the final verse with instrumental
(i know this counts as a skin cells song but ima list it as alex g because its just a solo song under the skin cells name)

[@allnighterrr]

Not sure if its right My dog just ran away and Im feeling pretty bad I've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad I've been taking lots of drugs cause they teach me not to care Yeah I guess that's how you cheat because life doesn't play fair My brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight With a whole bottle of Prozac Or a shiny kitchen knife He said that when he's dead I'll have his Nintendo 64 And I can play it all I want it sitting On the basement floor My girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool So I drank a ton of liquor then I threw up in her sink She said next time use the toilet then she offered me a drink We past an old man bleeding on the side of the street So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet His breath smelled like whiskey He was crying like a man When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands He said he said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight" He said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point" He said his house was all the way in the the other side of town So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around

[@allnighterrr]

block perce ya probably right

[@kieferaland4689]

i think its literally both

[@ManSeaweed]

i thought it was "I said 'I should've seen the other guy' but he didn't see my point"

[@mbenny3353]

numberguts I’m glad I wasn’t the first person who thought of this. I played it in a car with a couple friends and they thought the same haha.

[@jeremypalmer6167]

I think it’s “i can play it all night long sitting on the basement floor”

[@laterlars]

my brother is currently in a coma with pneumonia after an overdose of wellbutrin and zoloft. i love alex g but had never heard this track before; due to the context in my life rn i feel like that verse physically shot me through the heart ,,, especially considering my lil bro had a special interest in mario growing up and still has our nintendo 64

[@kain22reed]

hope all is well

[@nothingspecial1236]

I feel very sorry.How is he now ?

[@huwuwhatsthis9213]

How your brother doing now? I hope he’s recovered so you two can can play games together again :)

[@laterlars]

@@huwuwhatsthis9213 im happy to say he's gotten better after some physical therapy and mental health care. i am grateful that I can spend time w him again !!! thank you for asking !!

[@Someoneyoudontknow696]

How's your little brother doing now? I hope he is better

[@oddballnerdnuts2]

I was 7 I walked in on my brother hanging. He survived out of a stroke of luck I remember the day before he said “if I die you can have dads old snowboard” he’s better now I still have the snowboard I think about it everyday I relate to this song so much it’s beautiful

[@Ceciliawasthe1sttogo]

I’m so sorry ml I hope you are both healed now

[@rysuperdark]

THIS MADE ME START BAWLING

[@DickStorm9]

tell your therapist not youtube nerd

[@cereal_snake]

this song is by far one of the saddest songs ive ever heard. the apathy of the speaker shown in the lyrics combined with the saddness of the instrumental and the tone of the singer's voice (almost sounding like he's about to cry) is just perfect. i would sell my soul to hear this song for the first time again.

[@garnas1003]

Pov: never heard of midwest emo

[@cereal_snake]

bro i'm just saying i like the song 😭😭😭 i know the style of vocals can be compared to that of midwest emo

[@garnas1003]

@@cereal_snake good for you enjoy it have a good day

[@alexgstruelove]

you saying this as a tdi fan 8 months ago 😭 you probably can’t name 10 songs made by alex that aren’t popular lmao

[@cereal_snake]

@@alexgstruelove 1:) liking unpopular things doesn't make you better than anyone. i'm glad you have an artist you're passionate about but hating on other people for also enjoying it makes me think that you don't care as much about the music as you do about feeling different from other people. i had a similar mindset for a while and it's isolating and childish. 2:) i've listened to a lot of alex g both before and since i've left this comment. i still like this song, although i wouldn't consider it my favorite song or even my favorite of his. my favorite alex g songs are Soaker, Waiting for You, Trash, Know Now, and Track 5 :) 3:) what does total drama have to do with it? i'm not even that big of a fan of it anymore tbh i made this my pfp over a year ago and was too lazy to change it >:D

[@dan.a77]

"My brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight With a whole bottle of Prozac Or a shiny kitchen knife He said that when he's dead I'll have his Nintendo 64 And I can play it all I want it sitting On the basement floor" When I hear this verse, I always think of how my sister would feel if I were gone.

[@Doodoofart725]

She'd be fucking devastated, stick around man. It's mostly shit but the few nuggets of good make it worth it. Oh and tell your sister you love her.

[@apexlegendsofficialreal]

@@shrekscringecompilation2059 edgy

[@shrekscringecompilation2059]

@@apexlegendsofficialreal your point?

[@apexlegendsofficialreal]

@@shrekscringecompilation2059 im calling you edgy, dont be.

[@shrekscringecompilation2059]

@@apexlegendsofficialreal why

[@angelasencio5702]

Listened to this on one of my lonliest birthdays and cried my eyes out. I remember that was my first introduction to Alex G's music. Bad start but as time passed, his music became moreso like the background noise to my adolesence. This and Mary both bring such vivid memories that I look through a happier lense. I am happy in this moment. Love u Alex

[@Nova-vo4cn]

I hope you’re doing better now

[@alexgstruelove]

i will forever hate everyone for making mary and sarah popular, they were so good but now they’re overused

[@jacobwoods6888]

@@alexgstruelovehow much a song is played doesn’t matter in the long term, if anything it brought more people to his music

[@idontwannabeyouanymore9135]

Whenever your birthday is, happy birthday ❤

[@wifehaver4045]

I always find myself coming back to this song

[@loverofstars]

hope you are doing okay today :)

[@sophiak1234]

i've seen you comment on a couple of alex g's songs, i really hope ur going well :)

[@wifehaver4045]

I am well thank you :)

[@wifehaver4045]

I'm doin alright :)

[@nomadical95]

Here I am again I always come back here when I want to cry

[@madeleines1276]

i will always listen to the extended version cuz the last verse rlly adds something

[@user-kk2dw1eh5q]

Really adds to the sense of apathy the song has

[@Ness4300]

The sewerslvt pfp... marry me

[@lucki_iscool317]

@@Ness4300 real

[@xentherandomsewerrat5521]

Its fr the best part

[@itsd3br33]

same

[@mariyashandle]

still hurts as much as when i first heard it

[@dizzytroya7854]

same

[@ianzinomemista6600]

My older brother has chronic depression. He reacts really badly to difficult situations out of his control. I get really afraid of him killing himself when I go to sleep. In 2 years, he is gonna move to another city, Im scared of staying away from him. I love him, I can’t lose him.

[@shubby1519]

Hey I hope your okay how is your brother?

[@user-hm6xy8ii1o]

i hope he stays strong n safe ❤

[@EvanNeedsTherapy]

I’ve got chronic depression too. I’m 19. My whole life was like that. I kept switching and I think I finally found anti depressants that work for me. Even when things are bad I never feel as desperate as I used to. I promise your brother can get there too.

[@AvaSmutz]

You need to tell him that

[@sadiehatesbowling957]

I don't know how things have changed for you but you're a very good sibling for noticing these things

[@cardinal_copia6286]

I hope that all the Alex g fans find a best friend that will be with you till the end

[@DROGASHOMBRE]

spoke straight to me thank u bro

[@macysbrain]

hey guys my names mac ive lost family to addiction so i just need anyone who is struggling to know that i love you and it gets better edit: i’m so proud of each and everyone of you fighting to stay here 💗 know that this little sister loves you so much

[@brick4735]

I love you too

[@sadiedz7877]

thanks , needed this

[@bigwendigo2253]

I’ve hurt my family and lost myself to addiction and can relate with the big bro heavily and my little bro with Alex. Hurt.

[@vvspeakeasy]

love you too mac

[@jasminenewt8614]

I hope you’re feeling better ❤

[@Itriedtofixmyself]

This song always seems to cheer me up whenever I’m down. Alex G’s music has helped me through it. I was first introduced to Alex’s music in 2020 with the song “Treehouse” and I’ve listened to Alex since then

[@DelicateStories]

I’m sorry but This song cheers you up it makes me sad 😭

[@halegh1643]

@@DelicateStoriesI get what they mean how I feel when listening just depends on my mood the instrumental aspects of Alex’s songs are so damn groovy but the lyrics r so so sad 😭😭 that’s why his musics so good 2 me tho 😞🙏🏽

[@Slushiizx]

I found him in 2023 from treehouse

[@mf.sikey_]

i’m 15, and suicide crosses my mind every single day. i have a older brother, i can’t imagine how he’d feel if i leave him alone forever.

[@halloweentreehouse]

please dont do it talk to me in these replies if you need

[@KATACLYSTT]

Yo! Im 14 and ive been having those thoughts recently to, but i know everythings gonna get better eventually, hope your doing better and if you need to talk, I'm a good listener :) Have a good day

[@cassidyreynolds1618]

This is such a sad song... I didn't think I'd like it but oh man does it hit you with feeling like being 20-something and lost.

[@joeyholden2748]

Cassidy Reynolds me rn

[@bayleygaw5312]

Truth

[@jimlahey2905]

Anybody who claims they arent lost cannot be right

[@SFFS_99]

Me rn

[@NOVAsteamed]

19 and lost

[@zoewillis1709]

knowing this was one of his earlier projects is crazy bc u can see how much his music has evolved vs listening to his newer stuff. both is amazing. love it

[@polelepo11]

my older brother was disabled and felt like a burden because of it. He smoked a lot and even took a place in the cemetery with a bench near the grave. He died in a car accident (he could drive and move his legs but could not walk) trying to dodge another car that drove into the oncoming one. He died of internal bleeding on his birthday. I'm afraid to forget his voice ( srry if there are mistakes in my text, I wrote this with google translator)

[@-nutella]

that’s terrible i’m so sorry, hope your doing ok.

[@peppercrumble]

Im sorry that happened

[@Ivan23233]

You are the strongest person I know, if that happened to me i. Don't know what I'd do

[@InterestingUser]

no one ever gets the help they need and its no ones fault. its just a sad reality

[@nickluppino3302]

Alex is our help

[@yell0w_skiez14]

My brother was struggling alot last year, he almost ended himself by jumping off a bridge and into traffic. When he talked about this to his therapist, he said that the only reason he didnt jump was because of me. He didnt want me to suffer, and also because my quinceañera would in 2025 while this happened in December. I thank God thats hes alive and better, but this song hit me in the gut because my brother has always told me that I can have his ps4 when he doesnt need it anymore. I love you, bro.

[@frostvin62]

so sad but sweet 😔❤

[@meowers7funny]

"I guess thats how you cheat because life doesnt play fair"is so real, stan alex g

[@IsabellaAnderson-sv6pl]

0:53 is why i haven’t kms yet bc it would remind me of how my older sister would sound if I did, I can’t do that to my family. I can’t hurt them like that. That’s the only reason why I’m still here. If anyone can relate I’m so so sorry and please remember it gets better and you are loved🫶🏼

[@yogev8348]

I don’t think that it does get better and no I’m not loveable

[@IsabellaAnderson-sv6pl]

@@yogev8348it does get better. I promise dear, you are so deserving of love.

[@jingles8190]

im so mad this wasnt released this is by far my favourite alex g song :(

[@ImprovEyes-fc9fo]

I appreciate its contribution to diy music subculture 🤔or something maybe I dunno..you're right

[@Yvci]

My dog just ran away And I am feeling pretty bad I've been sneaking out at night And my parents are real mad I've been taking lots of drugs Cause they teach me not to care Yeah, I guess that's how you cheat Because life doesn't play fair My brother told me That he's gonna Kill himself tonight With a whole bottle of Prozac Or a shiny kitchen knife He said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64 And I can play all it night long Sitting on the basement floor My girlfriend told me that She doesn't love me anymore And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool So I drank a ton of liquor Then I threw up in her sink She said next time use the toilet Then she offered me a drink We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet His breath smelled like whiskey He was crying like a man When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands He said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight" Said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point" He said his house was all the way on the other side of town So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around

[@SkilerBerryhill-gv3sm]

Listening to this while venting in your notepad>>>>>>>>>>>

[@phiferpemberton8893]

this song sits in the back of my head everyday because its unreleased i cant shake that i will never have it on spotify and theres nothing i can do its one of if not my favourite Alex g song and i have no idea why he wouldnt release it but life doesnt play fair i guess

[@caraharte]

you can use local files!! look up a tutorial, it should work :)

[@caraharte]

to get it on spotify i mean

[@itsmanoli8720]

I remember screaming for this at my first Alex show and getting some weird looks. I’ve gotten older and wiser since then lol

[@phiferpemberton8893]

@@dylanvibing8148 I used local files I don’t like the archive he didn’t put them on Spotify for a reason

[@randomstuffandye]

@@itsmanoli8720 I'm going to my first alex show in March and I'm not old and wise yet so I will scream for him to play it 😎

[@jacksobrooks]

I remember my older brother and I would go over to his friends house for sleepovers(it was far but that made it a special occasion). I remember always asking him to play Majora’s Mask on n64. I just loved how it looked. He rarely did because that game takes a certain level of dedication. Really nostalgic memories. There was a lot of Banjo Kazooie as well. I’m almost 23, for context. My family was always very neat and had nice furniture from the mid-century(not rich. My dad is just a thrift shop picker) so going to this friend’s cozy down to earth one story house was pretty special. Anyway, I felt like sharing. Hope y’all are holding up well. God bless.

[@vhyt2151]

god bless you too

[@LUCIDDREAMURR]

that second verse strikes me like a bullet. ive attempted 3 times and im confused on how im still alive. i feel reallt selfish about it. i cant imagine what my sister would think, i love her so much. maybe one day ill get better. EDIT: IVE MADE IT. IM BETTER. EVERYTHING IS SO GREAT RAAAAA

[@elysiagray572]

You seem like such a loving sibling and I bet your sister loves you so much too, stay strong!

[@LUCIDDREAMURR]

@@elysiagray572 thank you, you too :)

[@elysiagray572]

Thanks, I really needed that too :)

[@me_i_guesss]

hey bro, do you have discord? if you do, next time youre feeling like shit, hit me up, ill do my best to help and comfort you

[@glc0stanza]

Proud of you for still being here. One day at a time.

[@plaguedvenice]

my friend almost died but texted me, she's fine and i helped the best i could, i hugged her so tight when i saw her the day after this song makes me think of her, she's strong so i can only hope she doesn't attempt and succeed

[@crunchy4879]

you’re a really good friend

[@uwhnd]

[@ChisSweetHomeFanGirl]

When I told my friend they literally didn't beileve me so your friend is so lucky to have someone like you

[@SnowSTARGamesRBC]

i hope that everyone who looks at this comment finds a best friend who'll be there for them at their worst and their best.

[@iidentifyasayoutubertoday7025]

I'm so lonely so thanks.

[@MichaelThomas-ll1hw]

@@iidentifyasayoutubertoday7025 me too pal ✌️

[@emmaferreira7481]

@@iidentifyasayoutubertoday7025 I'm sorry to hear that mate. I hope that changes for you

[@Nicoopicoo]

@@iidentifyasayoutubertoday7025 yall are awesome!!

[@junocallow4702]

Thanks for the good vibes. Still looking.

[@DISARMセブン]

Couldn't even CRY to this‼️‼️Broke down IMMEDIATELY Clean up on aisle MY WRISTS 😂😂😂

[@Autism9902]

I seriously hope that you are doing ok. You aren’t alone, and if it gets worse, please please please tell someone. I seriously hope you find help and that you are ok

[@UR_L0CAL_FERR3T]

WAS THAT SUPPOST TO BE A JOKE OR NO? CUZ THAT MADE ME LAUGH, BUT IF IT WASNT A JOKE, R U OKAY?

[@joshuamack6645]

Man it hurts when you’ve felt this way and you’ve had people in your life actually do these things to themselves. The “I guess that’s why you cheat because life’s never fair.” hits a chord in my soul. My heart aches for the collective pain we all go through.

[@thatonealienflower1112]

My brother just drunk two bottles of vodka and hes only 17. It was so horrible seeing him throwing up, not responding and not being able to stand. I dont know if he did it on purpose to yk. I really hope hes okay. I really need him and i love him.

[@elysiagray572]

I'm so sorry x I hope everything gets better for you and your brother x

[@abigailsiobhanxx]

why are the best alex g songs not on any of the professionally released albums ???

[@lilywheeler6750]

hes an enigma

[@boylilikoi8037]

maybe he think this lyrics is too heavy and sad at the same time to put out on a mature album today, as well some others songs unreleased (but would he can change the lyrics a little bit, just preserving the melodie and harmony) :)

[@daisychainsaw]

hes said they dont represent him anymore

[@pussy2849]

@@daisychainsawso what it represents me so i wanna hear it

[@beelzemobabbity]

@@pussy2849fr. I get it though, but still

[@SuperSensei420]

This song is the only thing I've felt in 3 years

[@meganheisinger8962]

My brother was in the hospital for a week due to an overdose, and in his will he gave me his iPad. Thankfully he’s doing ok now, but whenever I hear this song, I just remember how much I have to be grateful for

[@aamarkky8306]

Been feeling this song for months and god I don't know what to do.

[@audenscolourfulhell4226]

it’ll be okay man we’ll be ikay

[@grayc3593]

I hope you’re ok right now

[@biggestfruitbread]

that second verse always makes me ugly cry. i've attempted before and it hurts me to think about if i succeeded. i love my little sister a lot.

[@flwr.junk1e]

i will always come back to this song. at every point in my life, its been here. and it always will be.

[@gorillagoof]

Lyrics. My dog just ran away and I'm feeling pretty bad I've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad I've been taking lots of drugs, 'cause they teach me not to care Yeah, I guess that's how you cheat because life doesn't play fair My brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight With a whole bottle of Prozac or a shiny kitchen knife He said that when he's dead I'll have his Nintendo 64 And I could play it all night long, sitting on the basement floor. My girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool So I drank a ton of liquor then I threw up in her sink She said next time use the toilet then she offered me a drink. We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet His breath smelled like whiskey, he was crying like a man When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands He said he said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight" He said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point" He said his house was all the way in the the other side of town So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around.

[@brook2kewl]

this song has a special place in my heart

[@mochtergerntalentspieler4748]

Thats a great profile picture I must say

[@Etzli28]

I feel horrible knowing I attempted. I always think how this affected my older brother.

[@lilsleeper777]

I’m so nostalgic for an adolescence I didn’t live

[@pkfirematt]

I'll trade yours for an adolescence of alcoholism, coke addiction, heartbreak after heartbreak and making okay music :^)

[@KitchenJames]

yo what's up merzbow i like your album hybrid noisebloom. the rest of your discograpy is fine too i guess.

[@UpperCrustthe3rd]

Gay

[@flowsl7076]

totally feel this, this song's got a line about that kzbin.info/www/bejne/rZTdZXmDrdyKrtE

[@DiamondOre24]

For sure. I've always felt that in relation to the n64. Even though I wasn't alive when it was out it still feels nostalgic for it

[@szalonrker8658]

I want to feel alive instead of feeling like killing myself every day

[@CocoMoreno-xe9hm]

i know how you feel. im so sorry

[@peppercrumble]

im sorry

[@Iloveme_89]

Honestly bro, cant keep moving this actually might be my last day literally.

[@Abby22810]

Hope you’re still here, and I hope you feel better soon.

[@halloweentreehouse]

i love you lucy please respond

[@NyxWas_Stolen]

hey man, its been 8 months, but i hope you're doing better now if you're alive

[@pikeythepixie]

My bro committed suicide. He first attempted by taking all his pills and then again and got stomach pumped and then a couple years later poisoned himself 2 weeks after our friend slit his throat. Rip to my bro 😓 was just two years ago. I love Alex G and got to meet him in my small hometown in NY 😎🏴‍☠️ and he signed my banjo! 🖤👍🏴‍☠️✌️🖤

[@mariasongs3175]

i think this is the saddest song i ever heard , but at the same time this is so beatiful . Idk i just feel sad listening to this , but in a good way

[@thapples2101]

remember listening to this song in middle school, I totally forgot this exists Its so sad I feel so sad today

[@marlboroprime657]

I hope you're feeling better now❤

[@juicyfruitsnacks8584]

A close friend of mine for 10 years hung himself infront of me a few days ago, I’m going to his funeral today one thing I can’t get out of my head is the look in his eyes, we kept eye contact from start to end I feel like I’ll never be the same, I feel like it was my fault I didn’t know he wanted to do end himself when I was his closest friend, I wasn’t there for him when he needed me most, I do like Alex g though me and him used to listen to him when we were sad or just missed eachother, I feel like I shouldn’t stop listening to him because when I do listen I feel like he is there with me.

[@grapejamdogs7994]

i remember when i first heard this song i cried really hard. at multiple hard parts of my life i'd often write in my notes that i wanted my little brother to have my video game consoles, so this song makes me very emotional haha

[@lucidglmv]

song isnt the same after my brother killed himself.

[@jimmyx256]

It gets better and easier with time in so sorry for your loss

[@fifi0r_.yuri.]

I hope that everything would be okey for you with time it would be fine :)

[@crelly4257]

so sorry for you man

[@Milkytears222]

I basically made up like a new verse for this song randomly: My father was asleep and I took his car for a drive I had crashed into a store and was surprised I was alive The owner then called the police and they asked me for my age And I told them I was 14 and they went into a rage

[@erm_paola]

YOU ATE THAT UPP

[@Milkytears222]

@@erm_paola WAESRDTFYGTGT THANK YOU SM

[@TheberryY]

bro this is so good.

[@Milkytears222]

@@TheberryY THANK YOU SM SFIIGIH

[@Pika782]

W verse

[@effymaroo4072]

I remember one night me and my older brother were sitting in the libing room when i was abt 11, we were joking around and i told him to khs, he stopped laughing and yelled at me, 'Ive already fucking tried'. Still think abt it. I am so gratetful hes still alive

[@chunk2864]

cannot let gang know i fw this

[@versnellingspookie]

this one of my favorite Alex G songs, thanks for uploading dude

[@cereal_snake]

the absolute monster i'd become if this was on apple music

[@cliqzyxbl]

back here to listen to it again, this shit never gets old

[@soilsoilsoilsoil9000]

Same

[@user-ik6ho1yp7q]

i’m in the hospital trying to visit my brother in the psych ward , listening to this song outside a panera because they won’t let me see him, i really wish he never started doing drugs, it ruined his life

[@ashj9471]

I just realized I didn’t get the full version on my Spotify local files and now I need to go to KZbin every time I listen to it cause that last part is crucial to the song

[@witz]

the good things that come of me not being around anymore is something i do think about, this song captures it really well

[@freakazoid47]

hey i know this comment was posted 3 years ago and you might not even see this, but even if i don't know your story, i think just the fact that you can look back on the things you did and regret them to this point is a reason you should stay. this sounds super weird but i think you can do awesome things if you can accept that you made mistakes (which, at least at the time of your comment, you were actively doing. that's so radical) also you're an alex g listener and that instantly makes u cool stay safe and i hope you're doing well

[@Leo4me]

This song is just radiating with so much energy. I couldn’t possibly explain it. I’ve always had thoughts, and it’s so hard to get rid of. I don’t know why I feel so dull, but I’ve been feeling so dull since some point of time. Since elementary, dating all the way back to 5th grade, I’ve been through some crazy things, but nothing major. Then 7th grade made me question everything. Every night I would ache in bed and cry until I got a headache. And the worst part is, my life is so good. I’m so lucky, and blessed to have such an understanding group of people around me. But then there’s just so many other things I feel guilty for, and I’m there questioning again. It’s a cycle and it hurts, but I’m doing my best to improve. I feel bad for the people who have to witness me like this because I’m aware that it might be hurting them. At the end of the day, I’m just here. Walking around. And that’s all I can say . But anyway, love Alex g!

[@k8tieisjustjusthere]

it’ll be okay bro ❤

[@FreakyVic.]

Hits different when you’re the brother

[@seiraldesignationN]

if your wondering to play this on guitar you need to play 056 frets twice then 057 once and then back too 057 frets twice then you move too a 999 and the down to a 11 12 11 thats how you play the verse on guitar i hope this helps if you find this comment

[@NyxWas_Stolen]

boosting this comment

[@JapaneseDenim]

I don’t know why but this reminds me of listening to Neutral Milk Hotel for the first time when I was 15. I’m 31 now.

[@tomshine6737]

this song means so much to me

[@fakejordans909]

can’t wait until i get my heart broken so i can listen to this n crrrry

[@Autissm420]

scarypotter777 just eat more ramen bro itll be okay ❤️

[@fakejordans909]

Spoke too soon

[@PYRO949]

Spoken way too soon

[@vamppanic]

lmao ive been in this routine for 5 months now

[@puresceptile4836]

My ex reffered me to this song so I relate to this comment

[@Jake-ht1gg]

I used to listen to this song all the time a couple years ago recently when I realized it was on my TikTok fyp I decided to listen to it again and then I remembered the situation I was in last time I was listening to this song, I was abt to end it all I was typing out my s*icide letter to my brother and realized how it could affect him mentally and I stopped in that moment I’m so glad I didn’t go through with it that night

[@osauseting2374]

That bottle of Prozac line hit hard

[@EssenceOfAlex]

All this song makes me think of is having to talk my older sister down when she had knife to her neck. She was 14, she didn't deserve to end like that and im happy she didn't. But god does that night still haunt me.

[@deptonebunthole]

i just don't feel like being present anymore. im so physically and mentally tired

[@dizzytroya7854]

alex g is therapy

[@sherbi110]

Me too, hope you’re doing ok

[@girgaming2886]

Are you doing better now?

[@FavoriteBot]

Im not here anymore but atleast im still alive

[@weird_eddsworld_fan]

for some reason i always listen to this on repeat when i feel numb and depressed, and then i get sick of the song….but i always listen to it over and over again. god, i relate to this song sm. i always think this is how my brother would feel if i did commit.

[@snowyhrtz]

second verse really hits hard, these thoughts just cant leave my brain but what would my family think if i really did commit

[@Faithhhhhz]

When I hear this song, I cry, I cry hoping my brother never tells me this

[@LoneDewott]

this song hits really hard for me. i feel like the brother in this story, ive said/felt similar. saying that when i'm gone, everyone can have my stuff. but...i don't know, this song is really depressing to most people. but somehow, it makes me feel hopeful.

[@PHILZAHOLIC]

art disturbs the comfortable and comforts the disturbed

[@charle7004]

This song keeps me from leaving my brother all alone. I couldn’t do this to him

[@archana8005]

if we were in the late 20th century, alex would be a legend (he is to me)

[@joshuaconner1346]

sxdncss just say the 90s. We all know you mean the 90s lol

[@TippyShippy]

I hate that I probably make my sister feel this way. I'm such a horrible brother.

[@gwendeseminat8r]

why?

[@maddyhouck8156]

I DIDNT KNOW THIS EXISTED

[@Nestedneat]

I love Alex g so much no one will ever understand ever

[@dakikamado7343]

I have a friend whom I consider a brother who has a past of attempts. He was recently dumped and his girlfriend was the only thing keeping him "sane." It is now summer and I have no contact with him for 3 months. I'm worried that this song will become my reality very soon.

[@dystopia.73]

Его тембр голоса просто ахуительно звучит

[@candybro1005]

This song hits different. Its so underrated.

[@pricklyjelly]

Chat will the suffering ever end??

[@turb303]

this song broke my heart

[@yes_people7139]

I keep coming back to this song whenever I'm depressed, and I feel like it both makes it better and worse somehow

[@domonicrenee610]

wow this is legendary

[@jonathanslacrossesession9388]

Domonic Renee yes dom

[@alois_mishv1635]

Now I don't have an older or younger brother I only have 2 older sisters. But this song hits me deep it reminds me more of my uncle my mother's older brother He died somewhere in 2021 and it makes me sad I wish he didn't he was so kind and warm and was so funny. He liked planting alot he was also a beekeeper he loved his family and loved cooking. Every summer I think he would take his family and sometimes take us with him and we would go to these road trips to random but cool and memorable place

[@koledone]

one of my favourite alex g song, and is what brought me to the alex g stuff

[@Pizzapie9224]

This song is so sad but it really hits home

[@mizutree]

I don't exactly have an older brother, but I do have a younger one. Not by blood, but we see each other as brothers. A month ago I remember that I tried to commit suicide since I could no longer bear all the pain and the burden of guilt, every time I listen to this song, I feel like it is my little brother's pov in the moment I told him I was going to commit suicide. In my case it was not an n64, but rather, there were several accounts of different games and a Nintendo 3Ds. You don't know how grateful I am right now that the overdose didn't happen to me.

[@ncalisnotenough]

ive never been this lonely before, i’m isolating myself from my friends because i am no longer interested in them, i am restricting my calorie intake and my whole personality revolves around my eating habits and cutting myself,

[@fiaaafifi]

me also i’m tired

[@meth_mouth]

I’ve been in your shoes my friend the worst thing you can do is to isolate yourself remember the people who love you bc there are always people who love u very very much don’t shut them out

[@peppercrumble]

im sorry i hope you get better

[@piinki3_]

I feel like I mess up everything, but when something good happens, I hurt a good person, not a bad person, and I used to not feel sad, like a teenager or a brat, but when I think about the past, I feel a heavy feeling of guilt. I want to be a good person, but I'm trying. I don't want to keep my troubles inside me. The moment I tell someone about my problems, they disgust me. I can't cope I feel like bojack horseman

[@user-ik6ho1yp7q]

i’m here for you, i love you, even if i don’t know you, you don’t have to go through this alone

[@definitivamentenojuanaflippa]

this song hurts when you have a suicidal brother that commited (but failed luckily, i love my brother).

[@rigbyedward]

i’m so so sorry to my dad. he found me and cut the rope off my neck. i know it haunts him, ever since then there’s been something missing from him. i love my dad. i’m so sorry i put him through that.

[@lucasgelati]

DAMN, this is great

[@cliqzyxbl]

top 5 alex g songs for sure, love this so much :)

[@jacobmacdonald8670]

It says long version but it feels so short! Goes too fast, I love this song.

[@showandtell100]

I get serious “my two lovely uncles” vibes for some reason.

[@tuesday6597]

the voice

[@fib1]

@@tuesday6597 STOP I CANT UNHEAR IT

[@plaguedvenice]

lmaoooooo

[@alexisgarbage]

nathan had a sad indie phase ig

[@showandtell100]

His sad indie phase came along when his uncles went to Syria :(

[@marlboroprime657]

this hit like a truck, im making my family sad

[@NyxWas_Stolen]

this song really hits bc 2 reasons. when i went to the psych ward, my parents would visit, and she would come too. i can never forget her face when she came. she was crying, and they would only let adults in for visits. it hurt so much to see her in pain. she had that same look again months later when i wrote a suicide note. my mom found it and my family sat me down to talk. i dont ever want my older sister to be the singer in this song.