WHY I HAD LIFE CHANGING SURGERY | PMDD

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[@barbcolvin1531]

I can't emphasize enough how incredibly brave you are, Bee. Not only have you saved your own life, but possibly the lives of many more by sharing your story

[@kimberlybain9143]

I teared up when you paused and said, "I feel so good, I cannot describe it.." Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing your story.

[@floatinglotusbw]

Bee, I really appreciate you sharing your journey with us. I'm so thankful you were able to have the surgery & that you are still here! Gentle hugs

[@theindieprojects]

Thank you ❤️ it’s lovely to have your support and encouragement ❤️

[@brendadavis8248]

You are so brave to share your BATTLES with PMDD. I’m coming up on my 76th birthday and i’ve never heard of this syndrome that affects so many women. The fact you’ve gone public with your journey will help so many silent sufferers who don’t know what is happening with them seek the medical help they need. You and your public platforms will assist them in educating themselves on the where to find the correct avenues to arm their selves in finding the medical help that is needed. SELF ADVOCACY IS SO IMPORTANT LADIES. Finding a doctor who is knowledgeable about PMDD. Thanks Bea for educating us about PMDD

[@joannejohnson1180]

Bee, You rock girl. I was one of the people who commented and encouraged you to speak out and educate. Reading thru all these comments makes me think you did the right thing even tho it was probably uncomfortable. Look at how many women have made comments! Look how you have touched so many. You have made a difference!!! What a legacy. Good for you.❤

[@ninemoonplanet]

A full hysterectomy is often a vast relief for women. My own mother had it and her emotional health improved vastly, no more pre-menstrual anger, irritability. I don't know about PMDD but your explanation is very clear. That's got to help women understand why they go through hell monthly. Laparoscopic surgery is amazing, I had surgery done this way. I wonder why they "pick on" our belly buttons? I don't have one now. From memory, it may take quite a while to rebalance yourself, but it's wonderful on this other side. Patience and respect for yourself will be so much stronger now, Bea. Thank YOU for everything you told us. ❤️💞

[@margueritenyhuis1816]

This is amazing Bee! I am 65 and must have suffered all my life from this. I knew it and felt two weeks of self destruction monthly. Professionals had no idea. I secretly obsessed about cutting off my left arm to make myself feel better. I felt like I was crazy. After a complete hysterectomy of everything, and a chance for my hormonal levels to even out, I don’t EVER have those feelings. You know you did the right thing but in six months you will REALLY know. I can’t even explain the peace in my soul now. You will know that peace soon💕I am excited for you! Thank you for sharing your story!

[@normak63]

You are amazing and a survivor. I was suicidal after I had my first baby. I thought I was going crazy. It was post natal depression and didn't have a clue. That experience helped me save someone's life because I knew what being suicidal felt like. Apart from his life, I saved my own as he wanted to murder (me) before taking his own life. I calmly talked him out of doing anything. What felt to you as a curse at the time, will and is as blessing. Because you have been through it, you are able to help others. You will help others better than a doctor that has only read about it. You lived it and will be more understanding to others that are going through the hell that you were living all those years. You and Theo are soul mates. He mentions your name and he melts. Everything he does is with you in mind, to make Bee happy. Thank you for sharing and wishing you a wonderful blessed future 🙏 ♥️♥️♥️

[@sarahwalker5848]

Thank you for opening up and telling us so much more about PMDD, what it is, how is affects your life etc. You look so much happier than you were and I only hope that keeps getting better for you x

[@theindieprojects]

Thank you Sarah! I really hope so, it’s been so wonderful to not have to suffer from it the way it had a hold on me and my life ❤️❤️

[@bc6193]

As a nurse in the US I want to thank you for this video and I have come across plenty of women with this same issue. Educating the public and medical professionals is important but do not over do because it can take up to a year to totally recover. Having a separate platform is a great idea so people can share their stories. Have a speedy recovery and welcome back. Love to you, Leo and your furry family….

[@eleanorcramer7986]

PMDD is now exposed by a wonderful patient. The ADHD has become a recognized condition that has been part of the journeys in our family. There is great affection and respect for you and Theo. We are all blessed by your presence. Theo’s talents and temperament are a testament to functioning and excelling with autism. It’s a pleasure to sit with you as you share from your Miracle Mountain. You are making Magic. Comfort and Peace be with you.

[@susiegray8968]

Bee, I am so with you on this. I had the same issues. My GYN did a laparoscopic exploratory and found the endometriosis, we already knew about the fibroid cysts covering both ovaries and he said we would talk about the possibility of PMDD after the exploratory. But when I woke up He said I should just go ahead and have it all taken out. I did and have never regretted it. No more bleeding for three weeks at a time or wanting to just walk up to total strangers and slap them type of thoughts. It can be so hard not to understand what your body is doing to you or why. Mine was done thirty years ago and I now live with the peace I always looked for. You go girl and don't let anyone ever tell you that you did the wrong thing because you did the best thing you could do for yourself and Theo.

[@anitamalee]

Bee you are so incredibly brave talking about all of this so openly. It’s wonderful to hear you sounding and looking so positive. I admire you so much. ❤

[@francestrainor4758]

Your smile, the light back in your eyes,your whole demeanour speaks volumes. it's been a horrendous journey but I'm not alone in sending you so much love as you recover ❤❤❤❤

[@pattiatkinson9704]

Bee, thank you for speaking up about PMDD. As a mental health professional I so appreciate your bringing this disorder to the public where it can be discussed and de-mystified!!! There is too much stigma around mental health!!

[@alisontravers5477]

Wow Bee, what a woman! You are absolutely my hero, after all you have suffered you speak so eloquently about your experiences and I’m sure your story will give courage to many women. Not just PMDD sufferers but those who suffer with any female related conditions. 33 years ago, I was given a hysterectomy at age 25 and then had everything else removed when I was 32. I felt very much alone with my suffering and like nobody could really understand how I felt. Furthermore I had developed awful life changing and debilitating adhesions prior to my surgeries which complicated things somewhat. I really could’ve done with hearing someone like you and seeing how you have changed your life, I definitely would’ve had the courage to self advocate rather than going along with decisions made by male physicians who claimed to know what was best for me. I wish you every success in your recovery and a very long and happy life in whatever endeavours you choose. I think Theo has also demonstrated what a real man looks and behaves like with how he has represented you and supported you, particularly over the last few years. You truly deserve each other! Wishing you both health, wealth and happiness 💞

[@bonniegoodwin234]

Oh Bea I’m sorry you have had to suffer through this. I went through this in 1998 when PMDD was just a little whisper. I’m a retired Psych Nurse and knew my mood swing and brooding had to be caused by my own body, I too was found to have huge fibroids one the size of a softball! We’ll after having my total hysterectomy at about month 3 I was an absolute new person 😁, it’s been nearly 27 years and life is still awesome and glorious. I wish you well Sweetie you’re going to be totally fine, you are a very brave woman Bea, and tough. Thank you so much for sharing, you have us out here cheering for you….. can’t wait to see you back full time with Theo and the fur babies….looking forward to the new channel, it’s such a great idea…..peace be with you Bea🥰

[@gabrielleg.1347]

Thank you for sharing about this very common, life altering condition that is still so under recognized! Raising awareness about PMDD is so important and can save lives! I found my PMDD got way better once I moved into a mold free home and eliminated toxic people and stress from my life. Stress is the worst for PMDD.

[@eleanorchapple8772]

Thank you. So many women’s issues are dismissed. So many even in the medical community as you say are unaware of the many side effects women suffer because of difficulties related to feminine disfunctions. Keep on speaking up.

[@elmaward7276]

Thank you Bee.Now I understand why you were depressed and suicidal even though you were always smiling and laughing. It just shows that that we never know what any one is going through. Wishing you and Theo all the best.Your Adhd and his autism are blessings.

[@bonniejohnston7305]

Beloved Bee, a huge tip of the hat for your frank and honest video. One can only imagine the number of women's lives whom you have helped. Continuing prayers for your well being 🙌

[@stephaniedaniels9285]

Thank you for your transparency on this very personal issue. Many can relate to the depressive symptoms but most don’t feel the hopelessness of endless pain and chronic craziness of hormone changes. We are so thankful you were able to find treatment and are feeling better. Love and prayers as you continue to heal and rebuild your post surgical self!!

[@karenkrypner9154]

You deserve a standing ovation for all you've been through and then talking about it so honestly. Praying your life will be now filled with happiness with Theo on your beautiful homestead.

[@LtdPrints]

Bea I want to add my thanks to you for explaining about the surgury and how PMDD works and effects women. I had my hystrectomy at 38 and was so thankful. I too had a large cyst on my uterous and wow the relief from that alone was amazing. I have been on estroderm patches ever since finding I was allergic to Premerin shortly after the surgury and feel great. I am now a very active 76 and would like women to know that there is no reason to end HRT. I had a NP who kept telling me she would take me off at 70 and I jokingly told her I would get them on the Black Market if need be. She did drop me like an anvil out of an airplane when I turned 70 and it was awful. I went to the head doctor of the practice and she put me back on because she said there were at least 3 reasons it was good for me. My life is awesome with the patches. I do hope you feel as well with yours as I do with mine. And once again thank you for sharing your life and adventures of all sorts with us. We trully love you and Theo and will always be here for you if you need us.

[@brandonhall5615]

Thank you for sharing this with us. I am a 43 year old male who was raised by an Internist (mother) and a Nurse Practitioner (father). Growing up, my parents spared me very few details about the human body and what can impact it. That said, I am constantly astonished at the number and frequency of afflictions that women face that I have, frankly, never heard of. It took gaining adulthood and a wide variety of female friends for me to realize the ubiquitous nature of miscarriages, for example. It never occurred to me that it was that widespread of an experience. So, again, thank you for having the courage to help educate this middle-aged fool about yet another thing I did not know y'all (1 in 20, wasn't it?) face on the regular.

[@staciamartin923]

Hysterectomy at age 27 left ovaries ( not my choice)laparoscopy but changed my health for the better mentally physically. Not PMDD but still heavy toll . Hormones make me sick . I’m so glad you are sharing your story. Been that low myself so glad that I’m free. Your honesty will save many. You are amazing. It’s not selfish it’s your brain and body betraying you. You will help many. You made right choice to be in UK because that surgery is serious. Women need heard and treated . So glad you had good advocates . Hot flashes are the devil. You are being brave.

[@larrymattiasen5514]

Kathleen here I watched my mother suffer her whole life with PMDD but that was long ago as I am 72 . She was not diagnosed. Oh Bea I am so very glad you chose the surgery and I pray it gives you great physical and mental relief! I beg you do not torture yourself with any guilt as to the distress the condition brought to your mom or Theo. I only wished joy for my motvher as I know Theo and your mom want for you as do I. You are a delightful, beautiful woman! Love the short blond hair!

[@woodsew]

Thank you for sharing! 43 years ago at age 43 l had the surgery that changed my life too. I had struggled for years, back then I got no hormones because they were afraid the endometriosis would come back. Cold Turkey! At age 60 a doctor decided I should start them. It was too much too late. So nothing! I am a happy 86 yr old.

[@truthlovenow]

Bee, you’ve been through such a huge prolonged compounded ordeal (PMDD, ADHD ++), and I’m not even talking about the surgery / recovery. THANK YOU for your honesty and telling your story! Sending tons of positive energy your way ⚡️💛⚡️

[@leonicoates3204]

So glad you are still with us Bee, I can not imagine the issues you have suffered and glad you don’t have to continue with it. Much love and respect from Australia 🥰🥰🥰

[@susanbellefeuille]

Thank you for having the courage to share your very difficult journey. Wishing you a continued recovery.

[@LizChild-u9i]

Well done Bee.Thank you for such a brilliant explanation of what PMDD is. I've never had those sort of problems so it has been an education. And I feel for all you women out there who have suffered from this misery. I do so hope you can resume your life building and homesteading with Theo, once your healing is done and your energy is returned.

[@kathlenemurphy7141]

Thank you Bee!! I had to have a total radical hysterectomy on Jan 8th. They found pre-cancerous cells in my uterus. My surgery also went a bit longer because they found cysts on the ovaries and my uterus was mis-shaped and large. Although your journey is different I am just so thankful for you sharing…that somehow I am not alone in all the changes and challenges I have been walking through! I appreciate you (and Theo) and love being part of this community!!

[@Lobaby55]

Blessing Bee, your Amazingly strong & A Gentle Spirit! Thank you for being you! I'm glad you are still with us on this planet! I Love the fact that you will help many Women in your lifetime!!♥️

[@hvanderp578]

Omg Bee, what a terrible way to live your life and how brave of you to talk about it. Very good, also because there might be woman who recognize these symptoms, I for one had never heard about it but now can tell someone I know with similar symptoms and no doctors who could come up with a reason, to listen to you tell your story. Wishing you a much better life now you are a trooper❤

[@lmelki89]

Thank you for sharing this. It's so refreshing that this video is presented in such a serious and sincere manner, without clickbait titles or flashy thumbnails of people looking angry. This is just life as it is. I never heard of PMDD before and many women could be suffering right now without knowing about it, especially when many doctors disregard women's pain and the health system is rigged against us. Wishing for your full recovery after this surgery!

[@anetzband1383]

Bee, I am so thankful you made this video. I am 74 and you are the only person I have ever heard anything about this. Now, looking back through my life, I am wondering about several of friends who may have had that--undiagnosed. May God be with you as you continue your healing. Thank you for being so open with us.

[@rowenaardoin981]

Thank you for your story, I went thru the same thing at 30, tho' I did have cancer. Back then they told me nothing... Was given no medication to adjust. Now at my OLD age I wonder why -- going thru the change at an early age is not easy. Hang in there you will do fine. I'm proud of you.

[@rachaelgaddass-birchall1821]

Thank you so much for talking about PMDD. I have had my hysterectomy about 7 years ago and it changed my life. Your so brave to put it out there. When I listen to you talking I cried as I have never met anyone that was like me and your story is word for word the same. I now love every minute of life. I would have got through all of that without my wife and I know what I put her through. Theo your a start. Bee you are amazing for facing it and owning it and helping raise awareness.

[@lorraineheck8670]

Hi Bee! I had a hysterectomy over 25 years ago. I jumped off the same cliff. But here I am at almost 68! Feeling great! God Bless You!

[@rondahoward5341]

Thank you Bea, for bringing this awareness to the world. My daughter is currently undergoing testing for this and I cannot wait for her to see your video. I wish you wellness and healing as you are one beautiful soul!

[@theindieprojects]

Thank you for sharing ❤️ sending love to you and your daughter!

[@deborahreynolds1552]

Hey Girl, you look "sassy" I have always admired your style, personality. clothes, hair and glasses......Thank you, I am 60 and was only diagnosed with endometriosis after fibroid surgery at 56. Listening to you speak now I realise that I have had symptoms of PMDD since my teenage years and being told by the family Dr that I am a woman and just needed to get use to it....thank goodness times have changed. Your open and honest account will help many, thank you!!

[@ceahorse56]

Bee you’re so brave to tell your story. I also suffered from pmdd. My generation wasn’t taken seriously and I suffered horribly. Peri menopause was pmdd on steroids! Now on the other side life is good, if only yrs ago I had been offered a hysterectomy. Just so glad you’re on the road to recovery ❤

[@TheNewbys]

Thank you for sharing your story so bravely Bee, you’re both total hero’s and we’re cheering you on as always. You’re glowing with a new light now and we hope the relief of no longer having to deal with the symptoms of PMDD every month deepens as time passes, and that happiness continues to abound at Miracle Mountain ❤

[@susanalbone5101]

My goodness what a mental and physical mountain you have climbed. I’m so happy that after the very invasive surgery your symptoms are beginning to diminish. I knew things were bad from previous comments you and Theo have made over the years but hopefully they are fully behind you now. Take care, be safe. 💕 Dorset, UK

[@lynseymckechnie6563]

Such a fabulous and concise description of your journey . You are inspiring so many women to seek help and men to educate themselves. Potentially saving lives, you are amazing Bea. Sending you so much love xxx

[@kayleenparks7973]

Darling Bee, to realize you have dealing with this for all the years I’ve been watching you all is mind blowing! I still see you as a very positive, honest person, but I have a new appreciation for your strength. Re the ADHD, I wasn’t officially diagnosed until I was 58! I’ve had a lot of craziness (as so many have) and my ADHD (effecting executive functioning and emotional regulation) was /is out of control due to so many life changes. None of my old routines or strategies were working. I understand how all of the anxiety and changes you have faced could really amp up the ADHD issues. My heart goes out to you and wants to give you a kindred spirited hug. You are brave and so strong, even when you don’t feel so!

[@rbs9131]

Well done! This is the most lucid account of PMDD I have come across. You have a great aptitude for communication. Please continue communicating about PMDD on your new account.

[@KatrinaRatliff]

You are doing an world of good by opening up about this struggle. My step sister had it in high school. She took birth control pills and I believe after she married and had kids the symptoms were less. I do remember her saying at one point she would gladly have a hysterectomy too. God bless you for sharing your story. One in 20 is a lot. Women's health does not get the attention it needs. Of all your legacy projects this will be one that does impact the watchers or people who watch and can share this story with someone they know that suffer. Absolutely love you Bea.

[@priscillajones623]

I am 70 now and wish the information available today had been there for me. It could have changed my life. I am fine but had to figure it out on my own.I am so glad you are sharing this. You are very well spoken and really conveyed what this disease/condition is. I had experienced a different condition that came after childbirth, but it was in the extreme. Drs just blew you off back then because they knew nothing and dismissed the seriousness of the problem. They loved to give you valuim. (Which had ridiculous side effects and didn’t work) Keep it up! You are brave and a great help and may save someone else’s life.❤

[@x2jzb]

Bee do you realize how valuable you are for sharing your journey!!! Thank you and my prayers are that this is the worst of it as you and Theo have proved you can weather any storm!!! Thank you for being strong and I wish you and Theo the beautiful fur babies you have a wonderful pain free life!! Thank you for being on You Tube!!!❤

[@CarolSteele]

That was incredibly brave of you Bee to discuss your fight over many years with PMDD and suicide ideation ...... but well done in articulating your fight in overcoming it so eloquently. I now hope that all the problems that you have fought against are well into the past and you can look forward to the rest of your life without pain, but in complete happiness with Theo xx.

[@dweamy1]

Thank you for speaking out on this topic Bee, it's so so important that we all know about this, and understand that it's a serious condition. Thankfully I just had PMS, and used to turn into a bit of a monster at times, with huge brain fog and fears of mistakes I might make at the time. Thankfully I went through menopause reasonably easy (with the horrid sweats!) and am out at the other end, thank God! Being a woman is certainly not easy.

[@allandanguyen8214]

Bee. To share like this takes such enormous courage. It is only because heroic people such as yourself are brave enough to speak that others, who may be undiagnosed, will gain knowledge and insight. I have been in your shoes and traveled the Venlafaxine route and had a hysterectomy and BSO. Years later I weaned off Venlafaxine and that is a journey in itself. Thank you for being brave enough to give such a detailed insight into this disease. I wish you all the best as you continue your journey.

[@humbertochaves4099]

Welcome back to life Bee! I missed you in the videos. It's great that you're now sharing your fears, your pain and dispair because it makes you free and at the same time helps others confront this illness. It takes much courage and strength to do what you are doing but life is already rewarding you. Theo must be the happiest man. His patience, love and understanding has been rewarded. Enjoy life you two.

[@AmericanDrainWorks]

Bee, Congrats to you for taking control of YOUR life the way you choose. Your video was brave, educational, and what a huge help for women. I never heard of PMDD before. The lows are true and real with depression, that I know. I have been there. It is your body, your life. Take care of you and then you can take care of others. As Kinging it! says, "Rule Your Own Life." I am so very proud of you. You make a huge difference. ADHD is also a life changing diagnosis, but, there is more help for ADHD. Understanding ADHD helps. And my menopause lasted from mid 30's to 59!! I am so glad you have such a loving and supportive life partner (Leo) and supportive family member (your mom). Continue on taking care of you. great job. thank you for sharing. You are beautiful, brilliant and talented.

[@janewolfe9137]

Oh Bea, such trials you’ve been through! Finally getting accurate diagnosis shouldn’t be so difficult for the women of the world. Thank you so much for sharing your health journey and for sharing your knowledge. Thank you!

[@patriciasmall4808]

Bee, thank you for your honest update about your health journey with PMDD. I’m so glad you found a solution and are doing better!! You were so missed!!🙏❤️

[@suziconfuzi5034]

I’m so happy for you that you discovered what was happening and why. I’m 70 and suffered from what I thought of as violent PMS. Due to ovarian cysts and another issue I eventually had a complete hysterectomy and my life changed dramatically. Had I known about PMDD I would have had it earlier than the age I was at of 46. The only slim down side to the hysterectomy was a lowering of libido but have since discovered our largest sex organ is our brain, and whatever I tell myself changes how I feel. So I say, “I’m sexy” then I feel sexy. You are doing a wonderful thing by sharing your experience. I always felt complete shame during the time between my PMS. I was like Jekyll and Hyde. I never experienced suicidal thoughts but did live in a destructive self loathing kind of way, especially in my 20's and to my mid 30's. Best wishes for continued good feeling. We love your show!

[@Mindy56743]

Bea, most of my life I have had these symptoms. I lived my whole adult life dealing with depression, anxiety, and suicidal ideation. I did the counseling and medications and everything no one even looked at the reason why. In 2016 my periods stopped I was 46 years old. When it stopped a couple weeks later I realized I did not have the anxiety and I had not wanted to die. I wish I had a physician that looked into this. God bless you and I am glad that you are recovering. Please keep us updated.

[@Zillah82]

I've suffered from endometriosis my whole life and living in the US makes it so difficult to have a particial hysterectomy. I did end up having uterine ablasion which has helped some but I'd love to get rid of it all together. I'm really glad you were able to get help and that it's going well. Thank you for talking about this. Women don't talk about it and a lot of men don't understand.

[@janhunt6214]

Thank for sharing your incredible struggle! I’m 74 years old and over the years have known a few girls who had debilitating periods every month. I always had sympathy for them but didn’t understand how life changing these periods were. I’m so sorry you’ve and all women have had these issues. From the bottom of my heart, I wish you to be well and happy. 💕💕🙏

[@annanomad24]

Bee, thank you for sharing about PMDD. When put on progesterone when in my 30s, I had insane hallucinations and would drive around at night looking for my dead cats (I didn’t have cats) And yet only ONE doctor mentioned that prog can affect some women like this. And didn’t say anything beyond that or offer help. I wish I knew more earlier. It is really debilitating. But I am so glad to know more now. I appreciate you so much! So glad you are feeling good!! I sure have missed seeing you. ❤

[@LovesTruth1]

Bee, I listened to you share your experience with tears and listened to every word. I am a retired nurse and never heard of PMDD. I am so glad that you found the strength and had the support to try this surgery and all that is involved with your recovery and life going forward post total hysterectomy. I am filled with joy in watching you as you’ve shared your journey and amazing success. You have a strength and joy that people don’t tend to have until they overcome something extremely difficult as what you’ve been through in your life. I am praying for your continued recovery. Love and blessings!! ❤️

[@ifletty]

You addressing this will help a lot of women, thank you.

[@willempretorius4239]

Wishing you a speedy and complete recovery following your surgery! You're a brave lady to have endured everything and sharing the details with us. You and Theo deserve a happy life together!🌹🌹🌹👍🤞🙏

[@escapetothequinta]

Real life isn't easy and its even harder to share! fair play for the bravery to have such a life changing operation whilst also sharing your story. This video could help give 1 woman the courage to speak to their Doctor and potentially save their life so I tip my hat to you. also big up Theo for being your rock! 2 legends!!!!! 2024 is your year guys!

[@maryellencook9528]

Bee, as my foster mother once said, "Get spayed; you'll feel much better." Boy, was she right! I am so glad that you are well on your way to recovery. Blessings from Texas. ❤🙏❤️

[@sillashepherd1032]

GO YOU !!! I'm not a PMDD Sufferer, but I will share this far and wide because there must be people out there who need to hear what you have to say. Thank you so much for this episode I know you will help womankind so much. Xxx

[@Kitty_cat2001]

OMG I’ve just listened to your story-it sounds horrific. Excellent choice.

[@leslieanderson7899]

Well done Bee! I have a dear friend that I believe suffered with PMDD and I will pass the information to her. Thank you for sharing your story.❤

[@theindieprojects]

Thank you ❤️ I appreciate you sharing it with her! It can fly under the radar as it’s so largely unheard of and yet affects so many

[@CoffeewithLucy]

Thank you so much for sharing. My daughter has PMDD and just like you,it has taken her to some very dark places. We need to raise awareness, so thank you again.

[@dcrowsfeet]

Bea, I am in awe of you. You are such a strong woman to have gone through what you lived with for YEARS and you managed to come this far and be able to share your feelings with all of us. We saw what your illness and absence did to Theo and I’m so glad you are finally back together. It is so good to see you happy!

[@ruthlarson6334]

Very articulate, Bea. I think you have likely helped many with sharing your journey. Wishing you a continued recovery and a wonderful renaissance of’bea’.

[@gloriawaters1455]

Dear Bea I'm so pleased you are able to talk about your condition, and also its great to see you back on youtube. Just look after yourself you so deserve it god bless and enjoy your life with Theo as he loves you so much ❤❤

[@theindieprojects]

Thank you so much ❤️

[@Patrice314]

It’s women like you being brave who change the world everyday. Thank you

[@patriciapepe3013]

Dear Bea - I applaud you for being so forthcoming about something so personal and private. It cannot have been an easy journey coping with this diagnosis, let alone to be brave enough to discuss it so openly. I am so happy for you that you acted in good time to address this debilitating issue. You look wonderful and healthy and I pray that you continue along on this path of good health and self preservation. God bless you Bea - stay well, be happy, and have a good life on Miracle Mountain with your love, Theo.

[@allanb9360]

Bea, this is a huge public service announcement. I have nothing but respect for your courage and openness, and I wish you and your family the best of life.👍👍❤️🇨🇦

[@joyceb5864]

Bless You, Bee. Those of those who have had feminine issues can really empathize with you. You are so brave to share your health issues with the world. Hopefully it will help other women who are suffering the same. Just know that you are very loved by your viewers and we are so glad you are back with us.

[@susanhoucke3220]

You are a remarkable woman who will be helping so many women by discussing this sensitive subject. I’ve been watching you and Theo for a long time and I am so happy for you. Be well always❤️

[@lesleycooper6523]

Hi Bea, so glad you made it to the other side of PMDD, very brave of you to share your story, which hopefully will help others suffering with this debilitating condition, hats off to Theo for being your rock! ( and mum too!) now you can enjoy your life as you were meant to 😊

[@tammystark6364]

Thank you Bea for posting this. I have a sister that I believe has PMDD. She no longer has such major symptoms. She had a hysterectmy at 32. Doctors always said oh it's just bad PMS but... You know. The surgery was due to severe endometriosis. But regardless of the reason it had an amazing effect on her life. I hope your journey forward will be just as good as hers has been. Oh, did not say she is now 59. Bless you for bringing a difficult topic out in the open. So many people need to know they are not the only ones. Hugs for you and Theo.

[@candacemiller-wh5rm]

Thank You!!! Thank You!!! For sharing. My complete hysterectomy was at age 25. Best thing I have ever done for myself. I thought my self loathing was just me. I am 67 yrs old now. Thank You ❤❤❤ Pueblo Colorado

[@vivsalittlebitcrafty4854]

Aw, how you both must have suffered over the years. I'm so sorry for that. Listening to what you had to say, and how your cycle affected your mental and physical health...you have made the best decision in having the operation. There's no looking back now, no more damned periods, and happily no more instability in your mental health. I too have been on Venlafaxine for many years now, for depression and anxiety, and just WOW, as soon as I began taking it, I felt like a black cloud had been lifted from over me. I'm in my 60's, unlike you, you lovely young woman...it is time for you both to really enjoy your lives and each other😉 I wish with all my heart that your health continues in a positive way, and you go from strength to strength. Bless you both😘😘

[@vanessagodiin770]

Bea, you are such a brave young lady. It is so wonderful your life, since surgery, has improved so much. You are such a lovely person and deserve a quality of life that allows you to live the life you want, instead of being entrapped with your pre-surgery symptoms and trying to live around them. I to, had a complete total hysterectomy and I know since the surgery I have felt so much better. Because of my age, I am not having hormone replacement therapy, which is working out just fine for me. I naturally had gone through the menopause cycle at a younger age, so my internal female organs were not required. I had previously been blessed one child before all the trouble began. I wish you the good life in the future and knowing you from your website, you will make up for lost time. :) So well deserved. Always enjoy everything life has to offer. I must say, Theo is a champion to keep on building your dream while you were healing emotionally and physically. It must have been very hard for him. You are a strong young couple and it goes without saying you both will do so many amazing things during your life. I do hope, that every so often, you give an update on how you are feeling since your surgery. This information is so important for those who also suffer from this condition as well. God Bless both of you!

[@carriesherd3979]

Bee, thank you for talking about PMDD. It's certainly food for thought for someone close to me. You spoke about it being hereditary; my mother had a historectomy in her late 30's. I just remembered when you were talking about it. She suffered huge with her periods. I did have heavy periods, but menstrual was stopped by my breast cancer , brought on by the estrogen i produced in pregnancy. I had 2 operations, 2nd one was a mascetomy rebuild, 6 months chemo & 6 weeks radiation and Tamoxifen; an oral chemotherapy which wiped out my working ovaries & periods [over 10 years] decreased to stopping in my early 40's. It all makes perfect sense now. Thank you. I will look at your link. So pleased you are much better and on the mend 🙏❤️☀️

[@oghippiechick]

Bea, thanks for sharing your experience with PMDD. I am happy to hear you were able to find a doctor who believed you. Here in the US, it took 10 years for me to be diagnosed with PCOS and endometriosis, and only after I switched to a woman doctor who FINALLY listened to me and my symptoms. The journey afterward became easier once a professional was in my corner. I'm so glad you are on the mend. Theo is great at doing videos, but your spark was definitely missing. Welcome home!

[@sherryhamlin2068]

Thank you 🙏 so much Bee for educating us about PMDD as I had not even heard of this condition. I cannot imagine living month to month knowing that there was no end to the hell you were living.😢 You did an UNBELIEVABLE job filming and editing during all this time….you are SOOO much stronger than you give yourself credit for. 💪 Thank you Bee for your honesty/transparency to your journey….I’m certain you have helped so many people by your video! Hugs and 💗 love to you Bee….we ALL 🥰 love you and will be sending prayers, good juju and thoughts in your direction in Portugal!💕💗😍

[@katherinegeddie7687]

Thank you for your bravery in talking about this. I taught with someone whom I think has this. She thought it was extreme PMS. She really suffered! I had a tumor on my thyroid while going through minapause. I thought I was going crazy. Thank God, removal of 1\2 my thyroid helped. I had to beg them to give me low dose hormones. I didn't want to be 13 again, I just wanted to feel like me emotionally. You are one amazingly strong lady to have gone through this. 👏 Bravo, that you are back to feeling like "you" again! I'm so very happy that you are doing well 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊! You seem to be such a lovely, vibrant young lady! I wish you and aTheo all the best! From an old lady in Louisiana.

[@debragifford4926]

Bravo Bea! You are a rock! Talk all you need and want! Whenever, wherever, talk Bea! We are all here for you and you are helping so many of us in more ways than you will ever know!

[@kazjones7353]

❤ I have never heard of this, thank you for talking about it, I've just played this vlog to my daughter who suffers so bad each month. Never feel guilty for feeling so poorly. Your amazing and so loved. Take it easy while recovering, xx

[@theindieprojects]

Thank you for your kind words, I hope your daughter is ok and I appreciate you sharing it with her ❤️❤️

[@bethirwin7445]

Nearly bled to death in my 40s from undiagnosed PCOS & fibroids ignored by male doctors who thought I was exaggerating, so I understand completely. Thank you for talking about this. Women need to know the things that never get talked about for whatever reasons. Kudos for your courage ❤

[@MissQuite]

Crickey Bea you even LOOK different after 2 weeks. Your lightness is palpable. Congratulations 🥂to you and Theo on your new reality. So glad you’re feeling level and SO relieved for you all that you made this life changing choice. ❤

[@nspires1]

Thank you for sharing so openly, honestly, and articulately. (You did it beautifully). Wishing you continued strength, recovery, and relief. ❤

[@j8oue]

What an incredibly kind video. I believe it will help many to seek help and get better. You are a very special and caring woman.

[@kayreid8683]

Absolutely brilliant bea, you will be helping so many other women that are suffering, many in silence because they don't think there is help out there for them , I had a 10 year battle to get a full hysterectomy , this vlog should be taken on by the NHS and advised to watch by doctor's and hospitals. Amazing. Xx

[@nitaknudsen6614]

Bee ,thank you for sharing your journey . All the facts really helped me understand your process and my own. I had Endremetros and cysts on my ovaries at age 30. It a very violent pain each month.. My surgery took 3 hours with 2 surgents working on me removing tissue on my intestines and etc. I'm 71 now. Can't imagine having the other issues. Your truly an incredible human being to go thru all this. So glad you made ii thru. Sending you lots of love and hugs. ❤❤❤

[@UrbanGrrl69]

Well done for being open and sharing your story. I know this is difficult. I had premature ovarian failure at 38 which basically causes an early menopause. I understand a little of what you describe. Still it is so good you are still here. I know Theo thinks the world of you and would be listening to without you. Stay safe and take care.

[@TheCindyhoashi]

My heart ❤️ goes out to you. Know this video is helping a lot of people.

[@theindieprojects]

Thank you, I hope it is helpful ❤️