NF - Paralyzed [Lyrics] HD

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Artist: Nate Feuerstein (NF)
Album: Mansion (2015)
NF
Paralyzed w/Lyrics
#NF #Paralyzed #Lyrics
LYRICS:
When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed
When did I become so cold?
When did I become ashamed? (oh)
Where's the person that I know?
They must have left
They must have left
With all my faith
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I feel nothing, I wonder why
I'm in a race of life and time passed by
Look
I sit back and I watch it, hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm under water but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don’t know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I’m the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I’m lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed (I'm just so paralyzed)
Where are my feelings? (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed)
I no longer feel things (I have no feelings)
I know I should (oh how come I’m not moving why aren’t I moving ay yeah)
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me? (where is the real me, where is the real me?)
I'm lost and it kills me inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed)
I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)
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ALL RIGHTS GO TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNER(S)!

[@TheLyricsQueen]

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[@dxtros1]

Your the best

[@BBruce-zw4oe]

I have listened oh maybe 25 times and still loading. Thanks its goood! ;)

[@discontinuedglorytheraptor1292]

crazy good

[@iqahrifal9471]

WHAT PARALYZED MEANS

[@mr.curious7005]

Your music is speechless.. from a family of music I have to say you have a voice that ppl would die for! Ty for sharing!!! #1FAN

[@katierebuck313]

It's depressing how many people can relate to this, it shouldn't be like this.

[@saharapunter3913]

Katie Rebuck yea ik right

[@jayda4297]

Katie Rebuck but it is. It always be like this.. :/

[@emmagreen6203]

I'm one of those people

[@jsaiyen211]

I couldn't agree more. I've been finding myself hearing this song atleast once a day somehow

[@312hustla]

I've been this way since I was 11 and I was getting better..then BOOM i lost my kids and and my and my family stopped talking to me..so now my pistol is my only friend...

[@jasonjason3345]

Do you know what hurts like hell?" It's when the person you value the most has time for everybody , but not you

[@RockyRackstor]

The worst one is when everyone turns away. I don’t give a shit now. Self-confidence is the relief for it!

[@jasonjason3345]

True

[@corrupt_synergy6326]

The worst is when your alone with no friends and all your familly members doesn’t give a shit about you

[@Singing_angel15]

I have that problem with my sister amd it hurts me so much, because it is our senior year of high school and she doesn't hang out with me for the last year we might see each other.

[@jonahmuller840]

Recently just happened to me... she lied she had no time and in three months it‘ll change so I wait. Half way through I realise how much she‘s doing and planing with everyone else just not with me. It hurts that if you trust somebody and half the time you just get hurt in return...

[@alexisgregoire2305]

I lost myself once due to bad decisions .the drugs made me feel numb for a while and I still am struggling with addiction and I still feel numb without the drugs but it gets a little better as each day goes by but i will not give up and will break the cycle of addiction. I am two weeks clean .

[@paytonloper1489]

I’m fighting the same battle….

[@seminaomerdic514]

I give you all my love and support!!!

[@-Codie-]

Keep going you got this xx

[@houssemcherif4679]

U can

[@AZZY9854]

Fighting the same thing we think that the drugs make it better but in reality it just makes it worse and than we forget that were just using the drugs to run from our problems which just creates more problems and honestly I don't know about anyone else but it's so not worth it I'm done running away from my problems it's so much easier to admit that I have them 🙁

[@specialdood7168]

I used to cry every night listening to this. I ran out of tears to cry

[@persiancat1597]

Glad to hear that. You're on the road to healing. You need some feelings of hatred toware surranding too, to get back to yourself and fix it finally. My experience though. All the best.

[@melissaberan1099]

I cry offten

[@emmabreyanne8963]

@@persiancat1597 me too

[@tessadog1993]

I hope you’re ok, seriously. I can’t tell if it’s a good or bad thing because I have heard that both ways. Some say they r over it and some say they they no more tears left to cry because they ran out because they have moved onto something else(not good) even though I don’t know you I hope it is because u r coping/learned how to deal with what u r going thru 🙂

[@warpony5654]

I can relate. I have 5 kids and my wife. I feel like I am dying inside sometimes. Thankfully my kids keep me positive.

[@jayda4297]

"pain will always find its way to the surface, no matter how deep you bury them" relatable:/

[@ceattle9552]

jayda-no matter, who, what, when & where you bury them & it:/

[@ceattle9552]

It ALWAYS finds its way to the surface:/

[@jayda4297]

Ravage360 The Dragon it’s not that easy. You don’t just kill the pain and it’s permanently gone. It always comes back. Pain will always be there no matter how hard you try to get rid of it.

[@hanimay6843]

Unless you're buried in the ground with them.

[@jayda4297]

Hamm Hamm i guess😪

[@nalonjahbreaker8246]

"im in a box but im the one who locked me in, im suffocating and running out of oxygen" damn i felt that

[@jillmoss6803]

Right? There are so many of his songs that hit me in the heart

[@berenschulbeck9718]

Me to

[@loveyours6246]

Facts! Prisoner of my own mind!

[@hdhdhdhddhkalon]

Subreddit

[@maiyajones4735]

So sad I'm crying some much I can't stop its like the darkness inside u eat u up when ur sad

[@watermelon_kittens6343]

Mom: You used to be so confident and independent. Me: I’m sorry I grew up and found insecurities and fears

[@BorderingHope]

It will be alright. You can conquer those fears and insecurities. Just don't give up the fight to find a better state of mind. Many bad times will come but they are only moments just like the good times to come. Just don't give up please. YOU are amazing you just have to find your inner self and make them realize that.

[@ma.katrinakriseladecer5946]

Ah, my family usually say 'you used to be so confident' while I don't even know what's up with me now. I guess I can relate somehow.

[@narendrathakur8098]

I can relate this totally

[@Mars-nw9mh]

Insecurities really kills you man

[@killa2794]

What is fear?

[@neveahphillips8762]

This song helped me realize that I wasn’t happy I was just smiling to make others happy so they don’t have to worry about me

[@paytonloper1489]

I do the same thing….

[@lemonhead5890]

exactly how i feel like tiktok says the ppl who do any thing for any one else or who always wear a smile are not checked on or helped

[@neveahphillips8762]

@@lemonhead5890 that’s so true

[@killa2794]

@@paytonloper1489 same hear

[@tanyafuggs9086]

Sad to say but we are the type of people who need to be checked on the most. (Speaking from experience)

[@nutbutter]

I just want to cry..but the tears doesn't come out

[@jasperclaue1086]

I love ur username also I relate to that statement

[@hellmotivation3831]

Same shit

[@overthrower5453]

Yeah...after a while, it seems like you’ve shed your last tear. Because the pain is still very much there, but the tears don’t flow anymore...

[@DeveauIndustries]

Sounds like you should get that checked out

[@kojiduh4912]

Me 2😭

[@stepheneldridge4853]

Everyone with anxiety and depression I hope this is the best year of you're life, it's a horrible disease that nobody seems too understand. I struggle with it daily and it seems like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Sending love and happiness to anyone reading this.

[@fpleniu3618]

Same for you

[@jefreyv4253]

Same.. may you overcome it brother..

[@ryez5708]

Thanks. So good to hear some good words. Same for you. Hope you will be well soon and life a happy life without any problems 🙏🏽

[@anthonydemonssillerrunb4me118]

Then everyday we should go out into the world and paint a beautiful picture

[@kayleightharp7812]

OG Robert Ross i struggle daily

[@CadalinceChan]

"When did i lose myself" "Where are my feelings" "I no longer feel things" "Where is the real me" "I'm lost and it kills me inside" "When did i become ashamed" "Where's the person that i know" "They must have left" "I'm scared to live but i'm scared to die" "A long ago but it's still alive" *All of these lyrics are so relate to my life*

[@donnamoseley8197]

Same

[@amberramsey003]

God bless you 💕🤟

[@melissastreet8690]

Same

[@marija2336]

i just want to hug the little girl i was all those years ago and protect her from all the shit she's gonna go through

[@firewolf7445]

me to

[@amirbhattarai2137]

"I'm in a box,but I'm the one who locked me in " this line hits me so hard 🥺❤️

[@lorianderson442]

Ditto

[@lorianderson442]

Crazy lady alert

[@xReverseOfficial]

I love the fact how I see a whole lot of comments trying to build others up with a message. As sad as this kind of music is, it’s incredible how a song can be a safe spot for sumone going through something, with supportive messages in the comments. This is my thanks to the ones trying to make the world warm by posting any type of positive comments.

[@kaitlynpryor3498]

@OLIVIA KRAUSE I know this wasn’t for me but your a great person. If u feel depressed, whatever your going through it will be ok. You will be happy again I promise

[@dylanring5069]

I love how this world still has people like you and other people that help other people because this world needs more people that will sit there and listen to peoples problems and not judge or over talk them, its not guns or words that hurt other people its other people

[@kaitlynpryor3498]

@@dylanring5069 We really do need more nice people on this earth. I try to be as nice as possible so that I can make more people happy, or to make there day. I hate how people can just be so rude. It brings people down and crushes there spirit!

[@yournamehere3679]

Someone somewhere is going through the same pain, the reassurance from people on these type of songs are from being relatable 💯 why cut someone down who feels just as rough you 👌

[@dylanring5069]

@@kaitlynpryor3498 Agreed

[@miss_gurl_um6446]

"I'm in a box but I'm the one that locked me in" Jesus that hit me hard

[@Dopemag_1]

I can totally relate too

[@supimpanda2312]

Ok I'll tell jesus not to hit you hard again. I'm sorry I'm dying inside

[@arvindupadhye6172]

That line was where I just broke down and started crying like a baby.. 😭😭😢

[@rizkymaulana4176]

@@supimpanda2312 who tf was jesus? Im only know god-sacrifice-, himself-for-humanrace-so-i-can-kill-all-human.

[@arcanearnor6669]

When you feel like nobody needs you. You feel useless. You start slowly dying from the inside. People will say of he died of reason X but I believed he died of a broken heart. They say depression is a silent killer. Ultimately...This world is a living hell for those who feel like we do.

[@BorderingHope]

It is but we are here in it, we need to make the best life we can. The agony of existence is real but we can chose to find a remedy for the pain or let it consume us. Do not let it consume you, keep pushing and keep living, dare yourself to smile or laugh, accept the tears or the screams at night as a vent for the pain so it doesn't overwhelm you. Life is 50/50 hell and peace you must chose which side you want to fight for, the side you want in your heart.

[@shawnkinder4692]

I can say I’m to far gone just trying to find my way out

[@lisavaldes1464]

You are so right!!! I feel so useless

[@marypruitt444]

😞

[@candidajackson845]

Hell every fucking day

[@JonDaLegend]

This is real rap, real talent with no swearing nor no bullshit. Just like Eminem he also sings good. He is so underrated.

[@amandadriftmyer6916]

He is a Christian rapper to my understanding. I don't believe he cusses in any of his songs...love his lyrics regardless. They touch my soul.

[@anubis4496]

Apparently not because he's white classic niggaaaa attitude with rapn

[@Fa11enAngell]

It breaks my heart that so many people can relate to the words here

[@adriannagabriella8574]

Starburst factz me I can

[@mintyamanita4493]

We live in such a cruel, disgusting world.

[@jarrodmuir1904]

Amen.

[@celinaramos32]

It hurts really bad and I'm glad you don't go threw this

[@Fa11enAngell]

Celina Ramos I’ve listened to this song on repeat because it feels like NF speaks my mind in his songs and it almost freaks me out but I’m addicted. I do have times where I’m up tho and I feel better than this. Major depressive disorder and PTSD mixed with Fibromyalgia feels like a lethal combo against my happiness and joy. But I keep fighting. Music like this helps me.

[@marambch6076]

When you’re happy, you enjoy the music And when you’re sad, you understand the lyrics

[@williamebach9573]

Exactly

[@mariaujunwa1070]

I’m happy and I understand the lyrics

[@myriammachhour2966]

Never enjoyed the music

[@Lia-zz7nc]

Everytime

[@flipkid4824]

Fax

[@radhaniwargi7173]

it’s ridiculous how good it feels to listen to a song and talk to a community of people who can understand me

[@zach___blake]

I understand and feel you. I’m PARALYZED in life everyday.

[@alexandriahuggins6534]

Sometimes I come back to this song for comfort. I’ve come a long way. It’s possible to overcome those dark lonely feelings, don’t give up. Keep fighting.

[@wojtek23041997]

I just came back to this song while wondering what would I want to say to my son to wor about the future. It's killing me that one day he may feel like I feelt listening to that song.

[@krestenfyhn7379]

"Im scared to live but im scared to die"

[@gretasjourney7450]

l'm sorry to hear that!!

[@imred3457]

Scared either way might as well drink my lift with racing of an empty cup like winstin cup and chase it. Me every dream for every reason I guess that's we it's called breaking up not holding u back letting go for some wrong reasons I thought we were in this together just a thought I guess for the winter. It fits the mood still no rain just these tears rolling in silence down my face like platsic pain . Standing by the door like a kid by the window. Some reflections reflect just not back at the right person not even to me hurting deep within I should of known I should of known not even in this kind of cold water coolers and paint chips on the couch curled up with a blankey, watching my Simpsons on the black n white tv with knobs on the side changes volume n picture . Roll it up roll it down picture this picture that either way dad to day Dawn Dawn 23 22 22 23 like freckles every where ain't nothing like the comparison of my dripping tears down my face across my freckles feels like plastic feels like pain so much pain chrome plastic concrete plastic pain . Truth Real Words and notes already written by. Babyface 2328.. orginal only me. Already copied writed right. Orginal full version like in stores with the full verse and sound with the lyrics. L.O. Q

[@alexanderlloyd851]

Death becomes all of us you cant fear something that you know is going to happen the real fear is living because u spend your time wondering if u have have made the right choices and when you know ur time in this world is coming to an end u question ur life again it always comes down to what you do and have done in ur life if u have done everything possible death is easy my friend u just close ur eyes and pass on its living that's hard I always say the world we r living in is hell u go to heaven when u get it right in every situation u r put in if u get it wrong u go through it again

[@abodmonstertamer3853]

For me its : I am scared of death but scared of life even more

[@ZetaReticulan98]

I'm just scared to live. I have no control over when I die . I already died in the hospital. I tried taking my own life. I overdosed on my depression and anxiety meds. I wish they wouldn't have brought me back. My life is pointless. But I will never kill myself again. Peace and love yo every body.😞😞😢😢

[@aakibali9160]

"i am scared to live but scared to die" hit me like a sniper shot ...and who is listening 2020 hit like

[@Dewalt20vmaxdril]

This is actually were I start crying

[@Leonie-cj3vj]

I'm 14 years old and i'm not afraid of the dead. Is this normal?

[@Dewalt20vmaxdril]

@@Leonie-cj3vj I mean as long as you don't wanna die, I think it's good that you don't live your life thinking about beeing scared of death.

[@kidslujan1247]

Yes it is

[@nglepic6359]

@@Leonie-cj3vj i mean depends if ur not afraid to die and willing to do it and not being afraid of death and just wanna live your life to the fullest

[@leahallen9734]

I feel like nf is the only one that understands my feeling’s sometimes

[@dalexyl2339]

Dude, this is the most understanding and uplifting community I have ever seen, and it makes my soul happy. I'm not going through anything myself, and I know it doesn't mean much but I'm proud of you. I'm proud you make up one incredibly understanding community. Thank you.

[@henrykinsey488]

I got you !

[@marinahasadrenalinerush9767]

Happy people love this song because it's catchy Depressed people, like me, love this song because they understand it and are going through this

[@callumyocius2958]

Happy people also love this song because their really depressed...

[@youdonut3429]

Did you have to say "like me" people dont just point out there depression randomly that's just people who want attention you want people to agree with you.

[@xceryxdemurstra6323]

@@youdonut3429 depressed people do point out their depression when they're asking for help. And people claiming it's just for attention is what causes depressed people to commit suicide because they feel "why bother living if nobody cares how I hurt?" I've been up and down this road so many times and all along it are dead bodies and confused spectators who don't understand the hell inside those bodies that lead them to their demise. And I'm not criticizing those who don't understand. It's good for you that you don't have to suffer the way some do, but never look down on the ones who are suffering with ignorance because you don't feel the same. They say true suicidal people will never say they're suicidal. The reason they don't say it is because nobody will listen.

[@youdonut3429]

@@xceryxdemurstra6323 not on the fucking internet

[@krishnagite8699]

@@xceryxdemurstra6323 actually there so much of chemical activity in our brains in teens and a bit further that everyone thinks they are depressed, not all are, it just feels like that

[@nataschax9788]

All the broken and numb people come here, listen to Nate who express our feelings better than we can.

[@patchwork2239]

My thoughts exactly 👏

[@aubreylikespickles7702]

Yeah

[@michaelcates5561]

True

[@Jonathan-ko6hf]

So true.

[@ichbenverruckt2115]

so true

[@breonakaypeck3082]

Every single lyric in this song hits my feelings so hard.

[@killa2794]

It hits different every time

[@teganschildren902]

Having mental break downs to this man feels amazing and when im done crying i realize im not the only one😢😵😇

[@execation]

I’m only just discovering this in 2019, and it’s quite simply one of the most powerful tracks I’ve ever listened to in all my 37 years on earth. This man - he gets it, he knows it, and he can put it into words. I have heard this song about fifty times today, and every time the impact is as strong if not stronger than the first time I heard it. This is where talent comes from: being damaged, broken, battered and bruised. I’m so glad for the first time in all my life that I don’t feel alone in the way I feel. I might not be as eloquent as this genius, but I know I can see my emotions when I’m given a diagram, and that’s exactly what this song is - it’s the map to a destroyed heart. Thank you NF. Thank you so fucking much. I think you saved a life today.

[@randiwrld]

Glad your ok . God bless u and yes his music saved my life as well

[@tweeks9896]

eXecatiOn That’s good to hear

[@skimpysauce4929]

His music also saved my life, and it’s amazing to see him helping others. I’ll keep you in my prayers

[@sauce6746]

🖕🏿

[@Farhaan12439]

@@sauce6746 WTH!?

[@nobody-6308]

NF saves life. I’m one of them. Thank you with all my heart, man.

[@chadlovell6876]

Same bro. Be strong man. Prayers💪💯✌

[@someboi5319]

Same

[@chickennugget7590]

@@puggylegend7962 look up start over by nf bro that's what saved me❤

[@Beatvictor]

Thanks for shar brother ♥️

[@jesuschrist4981]

Great i also been through same situation.

[@khadijasani3751]

"I'm numb inside but i don't feel nothing i wonder why" this part goes deep 💔. It hurts so much in the inside that i don't feel any pain when I'm physically hurt

[@xarahelladan6708]

Hey! Do you feel ok now?

[@khadijasani9677]

@@xarahelladan6708 yes I'm okay. Thanks for asking

[@Shadow-pr7td]

My four year old daughter learned this at pre-k and now says this to me everyday as she smiles and then hugs me tight. "Smile, take a deep breath, now relax, you're ok." It's really so sweet and she has no idea how much I need her sweet little self. 💗

[@jessteubner9928]

God bless you have such an adorable daughter 😍

[@mharvieclaros5087]

"Where is the real me? " "I'm lost and it kills me inside" Kinda hard to express what i am feeling rn🙃

[@apellkandel4215]

😔😔😔

[@nektariak4212]

Hang in there beautiful

[@jamilhossain7152]

Mharvie Claros same here 🙃

[@pagelasby9613]

Your not alone

[@mussaratali3176]

Your true self is locked away and your body feels like it’s drowning in a void of darkness and sadness

[@soulcrusher_9870]

he literally just turned my thoughts into a song...

[@niyahrichards5362]

Me too

[@clover2321]

Same girl same

[@amandy3180]

same :/

[@szxvu2375]

same :/

[@ripprincex1788]

Soul Crusher_98 same💔😕

[@mikaylababjac9585]

I'm so glad I found this song, I've had a rough past and I'm no longer to feel things like I used to. This expresses exactly how I feel.

[@nicolefugere7932]

Found this anthem in 2021, this is exactly how I feel right now. Thank you.

[@prateek4972]

Rise up 👍

[@cadengabriel4102]

If your not going through depression and anxiety you don’t understand how hard this song hits

[@makdawoldekiros777]

Cay Clash Of Clans so true

[@jjmiles7173]

Everyone is dealing with some level of depression and anxiety though. So everyone who hears this understands how hard this song hits.

[@Dopemag_1]

True

[@raniyajohnson1021]

This song really hits me bc i feel like each word explains my everyday life and how I’ve really lost myself like I don’t get sad anymore or happy really, I can’t remember when was the last time I laughed or cried and I have like suppressed anger that’s why the part about the waves crashing hit me it’s like this anger is hitting me so hard but I physically can’t ant show any sign of it

[@romeraw8058]

Amén

[@carriedarkpoetry9751]

NF Is a Legend 🔥❤️

[@cedloglp9233]

agreed

[@aislinnclary8638]

We are the NF ARMY!

[@jennifermccann2267]

This song hits me so much I've been battling depression for years and this song just hits

[@oi521]

A couple months ago, I sat In a hospital bed alone, blood leaking from my arm, all I could feel was my own loneliness. Growing up around a family who defended my sister for molesting me, the bullying, I can’t imagine a world without music... I know I’m here for a reason... but damn it I just wanna know the reason so bad... I’ll hug everyone here who needs it...you’ll all get through this💔🥺 don’t ever give up anyone... no matter what they say about you or do, your worth more then a million stars paired together 🌹👑

[@joshuaowens8525]

Hold up we ain’t just gonna speed past that like u didn’t just say that ur sister is MOLESTING YOU?!?!?

[@VanesaR632]

i hope you’re doing better now, you will find that reason soon.

[@arsalsedo53]

I'm 56 years old it's crazy how this 27 year old young man rights words that ring so true to my heart, "I'm in a box but I'm the one who locked me in" a lot of Truth in those lyrics

[@piercemyafflictedhorizon]

💚

[@decembermartin8703]

Agreed! I'm 39 and almost all of his music hits home for me. But in music it doesn't matter your age, race,sexual orientation, language... music knows no boundaries... it just speaks to your heart and your soul. 💖

[@abbymueller8838]

Writes* I’m 13

[@thenightingale5679]

I guess it just shows that people of all ages can feel suffering. As a fourteen year old I won’t pretend I know how hard the world is, but I’ve had my fair share.

[@decembermartin8703]

@@thenightingale5679 the world is hard and there is a lot of suffering but there's also a lot of good as well. I try to focus more on the good and try to be good to others as well. I try to be the light in their darkness as well as my own. Always be the light!

[@jeremykucera2356]

I was weight lifting and 275 pounds dropped on my face With full force. I Broke 26 facial bones and severed the roof of my mouth and severed my nasal cavity. It’s an absolute MIRACLE that I’m alive. I remember swallowing all my teeth and thinking I’m gonna bleed out in 15 seconds. I woke up with everybody and my best friend forcing me up to stay alive. I was choking on blood and couldn’t breathe and it was by far the worst agony I could ever imagine, it makes me cringe knowing I went through that pain. It took 15 minutes for the ambulance to finally arrive. They gave the most morphine ever to a patient and that last thought was the most depressing thought bc nobody will ever know it except myself. I knew I was going to make it when I got to the hospital but the pain was horrific. I didn’t sleep that night and the next day I had a full face metal reconstruction. I had to learn how to walk again and I couldn’t eat it and excersize for 3 months. My therapy and recovery has gone well and this happens a year and 1/2 ago. I have PTSD and I’m paralyzed.

[@aimenwarsi8461]

You’re so strong, please hold on. ❤️

[@emilymather8517]

I'm so sorry nobody deserves that but I might not know u but we can still make it through together ur not alone

[@conorarts5113]

Jeremy Kucera Jeremy Kucera Jeremy Kucera Jeremy Kucera PTSD. The agony of having the back flashes from a traumatic event. The agony of remembering what had happened to me, and where it ended me (you) up. Stress results in acute and chronic changes in neurochemical systems and specific brain regions, which result in longterm changes in brain “circuits,” involved in the stress response. Brain regions that are felt to play an important role in PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.) In results of become our trauma. Becoming our stressful event. We feel like it’s happening again, and again when it’s not. It’s just a vision, or a thought. I believe that PTSD puts your mind, heart, and body in what’s called “Distress.” It depends on how the brain reacts to thE event. In results of developing this diagnosis. PTSD. Our minds are like a surface of a calm lake; reflecting from the clouds above. These clouds represent, and hold my thoughts, feelings, Emotions, mistakes, trauma, traumatic events, distressful events, and things I want to hold onto, and things I would like to hold on to, but can’t let go. The clouds are just BS. Acknowledge that the clouds are there, but don’t engage with it. Engage with something else. Use coping skills that’s work FOR YOU!!! Art is a place where many people express themselves. Such as music, poems, drawing, punting, computers, coding, the list goes on, and on, and on. I’d also recommend CBD. CBD tinctures. Either Full-Spectrum, or CBD isolate. If you’d like to talk more, then comment your Instagram, or SnapChat. Let’s talk. Have a Great day, bud. ❤️

[@margaretrose79]

You are fucking awesome. You have been able to survive something most would have died from. Thank God you are here. You are paralyzed but first say you are awesome. A wonderous miracle.

[@Boshii24]

Dont give up. Fight brother FIGHT!

[@csababeller9836]

Crazy how relatable this song is

[@fanievaneck2400]

I dont understand why this song doesn’t have a billion views.i alone viewed it almost a million time.My fav song

[@shylanorris8590]

when NF said ' I no longer feel things ' that hit me hard

[@va3802]

Same

[@j.l2645]

I feel it

[@PanzerIsDead]

NF is the only artist who songs make me consistently tear up...

[@longlong5879]

I can't even cry anymore..

[@seanlynch7293]

Try linkin park

[@16Zips716]

Should really listen to Phora

[@abigailwheeler5663]

Same here. I understand the lyrics so well and it makes me know how he feels.

[@theharshtruthoutthere]

@@abigailwheeler5663 while feeling sorry about yourself, consider this: John 15:19 If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you. 1 Corinthians 2:6 Howbeit we speak wisdom among them that are perfect: yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the princes of this world, that come to nought: John 18:36 Jesus answered, My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence. John 17:14 I have given them thy word; and the world hath hated them, because they are not of the world, even as I am not of the world. 1 John 2:15 Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. Matthew 16:26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? dare to read and study the bible, care to know why did you got created. bible (KJV) = basic information before leaving earth. no soul needs basic information about life and how to live?

[@tedhoward8719]

I heard this song for the first time today and omg it hit me so hard. My sister died 5 years ago and completely changed me as a person and I've been fighting that ever since and lost so many relationships and basically alone because I can't open up or be happy anymore and this song just really touched my core..

[@marabtskpopfanarts7429]

I hope you feeling better soon, sending much love your way!💜💜💜

[@lewinlewin2276]

Everytime I hear this song,it brings back memories of when my best friend died and I kept drinking everyday, and my girlfriend,and my friends left me. The first time I heard this song it changed my life, so I am grateful for this song. NF thank you for making this song.

[@Yeungbaihermes]

Sometimes I think I have no purpose I have no friends Everyone hates me Sometimes I wonder why I’m still living Cuz there’s no point.... But... Sometimes I think of what other people would think If I was gone... And it makes me think I do have a purpose To be on this world...❤️

[@notaye1254]

All Is Eternity hey if you want somebody to talk to I’m here

[@promiseparnell6407]

I know

[@crystaljackson7865]

You do matter, dont listen to what anyone says chances are they're probably jealous or they are going through something similar to you babe💋

[@christiantalledo6487]

I feel you😔🙃😢

[@littlebiffy7435]

Yes you have a purpose. Hang tight u will see 😘

[@shade-ex4rc]

Anyone else sitting in a corner crying while u see how much this song relates to u?

[@jenidents]

Crying_ Inmysleep88 samee

[@Noah-si2lh]

I am

[@anasotelo5584]

Can't relate

[@janac3405]

Same

[@Runescort]

Crying is a right reserved for people who still feel, that's why you cry. You fucking poser.

[@Siinamii]

Very calm and yet so strong song! I used to feel like that, I know how I do not want to feel anymore - empty. Love the fact that he's religious too, gives me hope that I find faith again, into me, God, anything.. I am not fully healed yet, but I am on my way. Music helps a lot on the way - for me. 🥰💞

[@doublej5463]

Told my wife last night I was thinking bout ending it all. She asked what was so wrong with life I would wanna do this. I had no reasons except just something inside just clicks from time to time. This song perfectly fits.

[@noemarrero2104]

See I tell my fiance that n HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THE PAIN THIS BULLSHIT MS MAN CONSTANT PAIN ALL DAY EVERYDAY HOW CAN ANYONE BE HAPPY LIVING CUZ I DON'T SEE THIS AS FUCKIN LIVING. MY BRAIN IS CONSTANTLY TELLING ME TO DO SOMETHING AND MY BODY IS LIKE UH'NO U AIN'T DOIN SHIT HERE UR BACK IS KILLING U HURTS TO WALK HURTS TO MOVE

[@nataliegraymalin7738]

NF has a God given gift to express and explain the pains that many victims of abuse and metal health disorders also struggle with. He offers a simple personal understanding. To reassure us that we are not alone

[@koalaty9271]

Yes, most Christians struggle and people think we live perfect lives... we struggle like anyone else does...

[@ProjectZorgo-zp4jq]

I’m Christian I’ve heard people say Christians have perfect life’s no we don’t I struggle with anxiety and depression

[@mr.osborn3447]

Lost my eye in a domestic issue and ever since I have lost Faith in myself. It's not something I have ever dealt with before. I have completely shut everyone n everything out. This isn't me this is a place i can talk n let it out without anyone seein how vulnerable I am.

[@rupalibanerjee9943]

Well said

[@Itchyfeetmind]

Natalie Gray&Malin Added my own verse for this 💙 Review guys kzbin.info/www/bejne/gJe4dGR8l7V9fZI

[@jeramiahturner7658]

Who else is addicted to NF thumbs up if you are!

[@hannaadams8490]

Heck yeah

[@melancholicdynasty7382]

Poo poo.

[@triciakhan8485]

Jeramiah Turner who isn’t?

[@bloopbee_]

I'm adiccted to multiple things.

[@jolenecasey775]

Me

[@STEVOLOVESTHAILAND]

I’ve been in this everyday sever depression more then 3 years this time. This song really touches me, I’m paralyzed tonight 🙈

[@ble9142]

Who else needs a hug...bcs l am up for one

[@countryboy9755]

Same

[@user-fm2rw9re6t]

I’m always need one because I feel the same way right now 😭

[@shroomfrog1764]

"I wish I could feel numb." "No, you don't. You don't understand, what it's like, to wake up, only to go right back to sleep.*

[@jeaniemcmahan2664]

Just Your Average Introvert my life

[@sagewolfheart8846]

Exactly. I pray so often when I see kids that they won't turn into someone like this. Like me

[@jessdyck1330]

At one point in my life I wished I could feel numb, biggest mistake of my life God granted my wish. It was horrible. It was like I was living in a shell all I did was eat, sleep, go to work and exist hardly any emotion. I forgot what joy was like what it was to be happy what it was like to smile. Then the universe managed to get back to me to show me how beautiful life can be. For that I will forever be grateful

[@gunboymaximum3207]

i just become so ashamed to the comparison of myself last year and this year last year i felt like a god then i felt like nothing. but i try to help myself

[@loganmorrell5557]

I wake up and go right back to sleep even if I'm depressed

[@LoserLemonBoi]

I said I was okay and you believed me??? Let me tell you what is wrong with me I'm tired That's all... I'm tired of getting hurt I'm tired of getting let down I'm tired of lies I'm tired of caring too little, and not caring at all I'm tired of not eating I'm tired of holding it in I'm tired of feeling, broken, damaged, selfless, worthless, never-good-enough pain I'm Tired of being judged for everything I do I'm tired of all my flaws, and insecurities I'm tired of trying I'm tired of getting my hopes up I'm tired of feeling like shit I'm tired of being me

[@amysteriouspotato4383]

Brooklyn Fountain I'm tired too honestly. I'm tired of always being the one that hurts people. I'm tired of being the one to lets people down. I'm tired of being the one that never has the right words. Im tired of being the one that's imperfect. Im tired of being the one that wasn't able to care enough. I'm tired of pretending that I'm unbreakable Im tired of being the fallen idol you look up to. I'm tired of being the one you can count on. I'm tired of forgiving everyone but not myself. Most days I'm tired of life. I'm tired of the hurt but not the pain.. the pain mean I tried... the pain means it's worth it.. the pain means there is a reason to keep fighting another day.

[@LoserLemonBoi]

@@amysteriouspotato4383 I know how that feels...I really do. There is nothing left us people can about it. I guess I was so worried about making everybody else happy that somewhere in there...I forgot about my own happiness...I hurt...You hurt...Alot of people hurt...It sucks.

[@MrsEmmettcullen2]

@@amysteriouspotato4383 and @Brooklyn fountain I know what you feel like and you also get tired of being tired

[@lostkid2804]

So true in so many ways

[@cheyenneavery2287]

I'm here for you Brooklyn Fountain:)

[@kristinh7685]

"scared to live, but scared to die" Hits deep for me

[@missruby9597]

its always amazing to hear a song you can feel so deeply, one you can relate to so strongly. this just became #1 on my playlist!

[@abbyhillman9239]

Can we just take a moment to appreciate NF’s jawline

[@amoresvianey3736]

😂tbh

[@bobspizzeria1276]

Jawline almost as strong as my crush's rejection 😂😂🤧😫🤷‍♂️

[@thesoutherncowgirlpoet]

The only positive comment. God bless you, internet stranger.

[@btsislifeyallifeellikeapro7193]

Like my teacher's jawline oml

[@gordongecko5950]

@@thesoutherncowgirlpoet legit

[@thecolonel553]

It just feels like a civil war inside my head and I'm losing

[@thecolonel553]

My girlfriend broke up with me I'm absolutely fine now Weird

[@goingdark5992]

I feel ya.....for real

[@millz8702]

Stop trying to fight your demons and be their friend. Trust me, it's easier and helps in the long run

[@DeadYTC]

I feel you man. Ever since some stuff happened I have felt like I have been losing every fight I have with myself. I have been down and felt weak, and it's all because of one person that I allowed through my walls I had built up that made me strong before I met them. I've broke down more times than I can count. I'm living a lie and everytime I have been asked if I was okay I lied to them and said i'm fine. To be honest with you I give up on even trying to continue anymore.

[@btsislifeyallifeellikeapro7193]

Saaaaaaaame

[@amymclachlan4140]

Thank you NF, you help me with song every single day. To my fellow addicts……much love and hugs. We all deserve better than we sometimes believe. Stay strong and forgive others. Most important is forgive yourself…..so you can love yourself. ❤️

[@p03ashishchhetri66]

Why does his music relates so much? and hits you in a million different ways :)

[@dezireetripp7912]

because it does that y

[@SammyMcIntyre]

I'm crying,but I don't feel anything except my tears I'm screaming,out of confusion,not out of agony or pain,I just sit here...wondering why I don't feel a damn thing...

[@kizo_dx1990]

I can't even cry

[@simrannnn_]

Sammy76687 McIntyre awww That’s so sad.... please get thru this.... there are people love you and care for you... I don’t know who u are but I hope things get better

[@simrannnn_]

Stay strong

[@taylorgraham2126]

Same......

[@joelarana3468]

I used to feel like this, i have been thru depression, its crazy how i go thru all these things, once you fold you will get a new hand. Period

[@hollymashburn2737]

Me- *puts headphones in and turns the volume all the way up. Listening to NF.* Also me- *listening to this song, crying.* I wanna feel alive again. Not numb. I wanna smile. A real smile. not fake. I'm tired.. Not the "I need sleep tired," but the other. if yk then yk.. and more..

[@jeremydeshazo1633]

Same I turn the volume all the way up

[@carlmurphy8153]

Same thing here

[@wgames4266]

Same...

[@alanahaye5637]

Are you Jamaican? Just a random question

[@johnnywishbone5002]

I want me back this year

[@DevilCreme]

So sad,so heavy,so tragic yet a relatable feeling, Beautifully heartbreaking 🖤😳

[@russellleffew5358]

This is the first song of yours that I've heard.....this hit so hard I sat on the couch and cried. Thank you for this!

[@artkit9411]

Me: *depressed* My mom: *blames it on the culture and my generation* Me: *is depressed because of what's been happening to my family and how it's been bad*

[@artkit9411]

@Briony Doust Yeah, I hope you can get out of that situation.

[@artkit9411]

@@Valeri3-Gach yeah. I had a talk to my big brother about how I feel and he's going to talk to my mom about it.

[@Valeri3-Gach]

@@artkit9411 thats good I hope the best for you in the future

[@artkit9411]

@@Valeri3-Gach Yeah. Also sorry was doing some math work with her.

[@Valeri3-Gach]

@@artkit9411 its fine!

[@gerardogonzalez8619]

Who still listening to this in 2019❤️

[@fearlessfan3369]

Me

[@ottomorris9350]

I am

[@cheyenneavery2287]

me and I turned into a 13 year old girl on the 17th of February this year..............I still don't want to grow up

[@johndingess4526]

Gerardo Gonzalez me

[@fearlessfan3369]

Gerardo Gonzalez means

[@Unknown_20572]

This song descriped the thoughts i had few years ago. Now when i hear this at healthier state of mind, i just wonder how can humans get so low. I wish everybody the best, ur not alone even if u feel like you are, let's not give up time heals

[@danettebrookshire8554]

Your comment makes no sense....If you felt like this then you should know how someone can get so low....

[@Unknown_20572]

@@danettebrookshire8554 U missed the point. I meant when i look back at this now, it feels surreal on a clearer state of mind.

[@Unknown_20572]

@@danettebrookshire8554 It has nothing to do with undurestanding, it was just mixed thoughts.

[@jaythecanuck4905]

This song (pleasantly) came on my spotify while I was sitting in my truck waiting for a train... I have a pretty kick ass stereo in my truck... The bass was pounding so hard it was causing my windows wipers to bounce off the glass.... I would have to say that for my first time experiencing this artist and this song... I would not have had it any other way... This literally shook my world when I listened to it.. Bravo! Beautiful piece of art!

[@jay-7913]

Hey, you. Yes you. Stop scrolling. Breathe. It’ll all be okay. No matter how hard things may seem right now, Everything will be okay.

[@hailiehurt722]

Jay - thank you. I needed this.

[@legacyyy5186]

Thank you it made me smile even thought im so done :(

[@matashawatson3886]

That's true I lost my best friend to cancer

[@syafishh]

thank you buddy

[@thatawkardsilencewhenyoufa1590]

Thanks 🙏

[@FaranelHD]

This is literally most underrated NF's song ever...

[@XxgigixX909]

With this type of music, it really calms my nerves down, times where people 💊🔪, I understand. I've gone through that's so, this music helps, I recommend people to listen this when they can. This music is very calming for people with depression, it's TRUE that us people with depression are paralyzed. We are numb. People think that depressing people are freaks, well it's not, we do through shit people haven't gone through, I rather they tell me I'm a freak when they have been in my shoes and gone through what I did. So whoever thinks people with depression are freaks please reply to this. We are just people who are hurting very much. So please take care and have a good day

[@markjesterrovero6605]

Finally I stumbled upon a song on spotify called numb and I remembered this song that says numb ive been trying to find it for so long tyyy

[@ginamontminy4339]

This song is about my sister. She has suffered with depression her whole life. I knew it but never understood. 60 years later this song explains her world to me with tears in my eyes 💔.

[@jjmiles7173]

Me: *Sings along with the song feeling absolutely hopeless.* My 4 Year Old Son: *Hears my voice, and drops his toys to hug me*. Me:*Fights to stay alive so my death won't hurt him*.

[@hannahcarter558]

Your son thinks you are the most important thing in the world do not break him like this you will get through it ❤️

[@margaretrose79]

Play on the floor. He will love it so will you. Cheer up.

[@schalkkruger2241]

This hit me harder than it should... Let your son be your reason to live. Let you motivation be to NOT LET HIM be in the same hole you are... Good Luck buddy. Life aint easy. WE just need something to live for, and you have it!

[@ryebread3957]

This comment made me cry and I promise you everything will be okay. Stay strong for him

[@kdavis1326]

I have a 2 year old who does the same thing ❤ children are so perfect and loving 😭

[@madturtle8826]

I’m here after watching Hope, and just starting the NF journey, but I already, I just can’t help but feel so happy for him. I don’t care who you are, or what your life looks like, if his music doesn’t move you, you need to check your pulse.

[@joeyferrugio8562]

I just found out after years of loving him that he's a Christian ✝️

[@dezireetripp7912]

yeah so am i

[@dipsht6457]

And

[@dipsht6457]

That shouldn't matter if u love him

[@adi4032]

Jesus loves you

[@aceraphael]

@@dipsht6457 What are you going on about? The OP is just glad that they share the same faith and hope.

[@christygameing1972]

What happened to me? Where is the old me? The one that was always happy. Ready to face the world... Oh? that one? sorry I guess the fears got to her. She no longer smiles. Can't choose her own choices. Doesn't feel a thing.

[@tweeks9896]

Maybe you just need someone by your side someone who you can socialise and be your friend:.

[@marleneiglesiaschauca5197]

You are not alone , I feel the same and I just 15

[@thomasc3013]

I feel same indeed, old me long gone

[@femalelightwolfsavagesgarr7526]

Yup I was all happy all good Elizabeth but now everyone is dealing a emotionless all dark loving Elizabeth

[@cavinadithya2424]

Ur not alone

[@jaefuyuu]

all of us hurt people come here to express our feelings through music..

[@NikkiSavage05]

Yes...

[@larrydemarest51]

Yeah...

[@chloek3489]

I express my feelings by art and listening to these songs

[@amarikramer3852]

Yeah

[@staceywright833]

That's exacted what mean

[@David-sy1px]

It stroke me harder than ever when I discovered this song. I have never felt so related to any lyrics as much as I feel related to these ones right now. I feel as though there's no way out. No feelings, no thrilling sensations when I am about to meet someone new.... I never thought that a breakup would be as hard as it feels since the very moment your life gets a 180° degree inversion.... I hope that I can get over this awful situation sooner than ever.... For all those warriors who are currently struggling to overcome their demons, guess what? Maybe a battle has been lost so far.... But I am sure that we will succeed in winning the ultimate war of our lifetime. May God bless you all

[@sinistersyn2655]

I cant be the only one who loves that he can rap and be this deep his music is the feels i need when i have nothing else to say or think! This music saves.. im one of the testimonies for this.

[@lydialopez1637]

This song expresses what I've been feeling a lot lately.

[@jjarrett_]

Lydia Lopez same

[@lydialopez1637]

Gaming with JJ I'm sorry that you do.

[@mark_3131]

Sci?

[@madalynmartinez5922]

Lydia Lopez I know that this song is fucking awesome

[@christiankoff2220]

Lydia Lopez same

[@amycruzblanco6060]

"I'm lost and it kills me inside" I felt that... This entire song reminds me of myself...

[@jolenecasey775]

I am here if you need me

[@jeandunn7137]

Really love this guy n his songs. Touches my life; in a lot of ways.

[@sarahcantu6395]

This song hits deep. I've become a person I never wanted to be. I don't know how it got this way. And I hate myself for what I am right now.

[@christineboll9478]

Where's the girl who used to be happy all the time? Where's the happy-go-lucky girl who loved life? Where's the girl who couldn't wait to grow up? She's turned into a teen who's depression takes over her. She's turned into a teen who has bad luck most days. She's turned into a teen who wants to be a child again. WHY?!

[@non-human8793]

It hurts. Ik. I look at pictures of little me. And I wonder how I got here. I hate that I'm in this position. Cant believe that is possible that one day ur so happy full of light and then all of a sudden u r in darkness. But we have to go on. And fight this. Whatever hits us makes us stronger. When we fall down there is always a way to get back up. When u r drowning u have to find u shore no one is gonna help u but urself. Ik u might need someone but not everyone can help u. U have to help urself. Bc that's all we have ourselves. U can get through. Whatever hurt and regret u have use that as strength. Move foward instead of looking back. Change urself back to the old u even though is hard. But not impossible. I believe in u. U can do this. This goes to all that took there time to read this❤❤❤❤

[@amarikramer3852]

So sadly truw

[@amarikramer3852]

True*

[@Bunny-st4gh]

Yup I always thought that I wouldn't have to suffer depression other mental health issues But that's all changed My past (and some now): -self harm -starving myself -rape -suicide plans -depression -anxiety -possible bipolar?. At least I can kinda sing? (should be something on my channel by February)

[@hnnh2005]

@@Bunny-st4gh Im sorry you had to experienced all of this, You are not alone :)

[@danianvapour7854]

When u wake up and don’t want to get out of bed When ur with friends you laugh when your home there’s nothing

[@YungEx_TheBest]

Dan Bining i can’t like this enough...

[@jerelogan406]

I can relate

[@somerandomemokid1723]

why is this me

[@iman973]

BruHh this made me laugh 😂😂

[@masonbarker7202]

my first time listening to this song and the lyrics are the story of my life

[@justasmalltowngirl9430]

When you've been lost for so long, that you barely remember who you were,...you just know that the body your dragging around isn't the real "you". Not the person you were supposed to be, meant to be...wanting to become that,...but struggling just to get through the day. Smile, so nobody has to worry or have pity, and tell yourself it'll be alright...even if I don't know how, or when...it'll be okay. Someday,.....it will be okay.

[@nightcoreshinxo]

i'm going through depression and anxiety and NF's music is the only one that helps me with this cause i can relate to what he says in the songs

[@Ashezzle]

When people ask me "how are you?" And what i want to say is " im not okay" but what comes out is "im good." And i feel like my anser is the one they wants to hear and nobody cares how i feel...

[@jampotjejamjam1735]

Same here and always a fake smile on my face but it feels like no one cares...

[@inf3ction808]

As someone who works in customer service I can tell you 90% dont care one of the replies I hear most other than good etc when asked how are you is: cant complain nobody listens anyway

[@authenticautistic2151]

Preach

[@uninvestigated]

It's not "no one cares." it's that the people you want to care, don't care. I should take my own advice and not care if anyone cares. Easier said than done. Always something getting in the way. I thought it would get easier to live "alone" but I keep getting caught up in heart wrenching people and events.

[@rowenchaos]

Exactly! It's this stupid ass good vibes only shit.

[@DizzyOverwatch]

Hey you YES... YOU! Take a deep breath Calm down Somebody out there loves you Somebody out there cares Because even though I don’t know you, I love you and I care Keep your chin up buddy There’s always a rainbow at the end of every storm Keep going You’re doing great I’m proud of you I love you ❤️

[@aeris1905]

thank you for trying.

[@kayramcdvan2707]

Thank you I really needed that

[@kitarastarfall7740]

Wish I could believe you😟

[@xcorgix7916]

thank you for trying to help

[@ShadowSaver302]

Everyone says this all the time when I say no one cares. I don't want to believe them because when I did trust people who said that, they turned there backs on me and left. Even people who I had brought close to me had left and I shut everything out and didn't let anyone close. I am still afraid that I will end up pushing my own girlfriend away and lose something that I hold very close to me and never get it back

[@mattadams6034]

I used to listen to music that uplifted me when I was younger. Personal struggles along with life brought me to music just like this.

[@janetpolhill8699]

Thank you so much for this song this is helping me through something difficult I hope this song helps those who need it

[@jessicawilliams7465]

"Where is the real me" this describes it so much

[@afraahhaibatan8047]

"Where's the person that I know? They must of left, they must of left with all my faith" That hit hard.

[@dadneeder]

Listen man,none cares.

[@michellethompson9674]

I don’t remember how I found this song.But when I started listening to it I found myself completely drawn to it.Ever since my husband died, I’ve been numb. I don’t go out, I rarely speak to anyone anymore. I’m always in my room in bed curl up . I feel exactly like how this song is, I’m paralyzed.