the Hardest road trip of my life // Part 1

[@theMennoniteMom]

Let me Clarify! 😁 it was my choice to drive alone. My brother offered to drive me, but it looked much easier to be alone. I'm a loner by nature, and with my illness... I didn't want to have someone with me. Thanks for caring though!

[@The_Beach_Lady]

I can understand that... because sometimes I just need to be to myself so I can breathe, catch my breath, get it my own headspace so that I can do what God has set before me 🙏🏻😀 📖

[@td8866]

I understand it was your choice but I felt your stress during the entire vlog. Coping with the passing of your father in law, being afraid to eat anything for fear of aggravating your UC plus driving in snow-covered highways for days on end would have put me over the edge! A long trip, like that, in good weather is stressful enough. God bless you.

[@kathyg1754]

I would have made the same decision Jeanine. We have a lot of similarities although I am much older than you. I’m also adventurous and I love to travel. I go everywhere by myself camping and driving long distances. God is with us.

[@peggygreen9908]

If you are able to juice some red cabbage it will help with your stomache and going to the bathroom. It really helps. Praying for you. Peppermint tea and honey are my go tos

[@linak7155]

Another loner here Jeannine! I fully understand ur decision, love that even through the worst you seek refuge in God's Word. He is our Helper in time of need!

[@felicialee9900]

Yes, this was a huge blessing. You are courageous and God has enabled you to have the personality type to attack this challenge so bravely.

[@KrnMom03]

I think this was a genius plan!!! I know it was so hard, but like steel you are hardened by a trial of fire. This journey with all its difficulties was a testament to the love for your husband and his family. “...For your people will be my people” Ruth 1:16.

[@jewellschaefer8863]

I am watching this and crying with you and feeling the pain with you. I am so glad your father-in-law is going to HEAVEN and that the family will be together. We have such a loving God. You are so strong and I am so glad you feel you can share this emotional time in your life with us. I just can't imagine what your husband is going through with his father's impending death and you traveling alone out to Oregon. Much love to you and the whole family!

[@rachelwhitehead6977]

I cried with you several times!! Yall have been in my thoughts and prayers the past couple weeks. May God continue to hold your family and Nolans family in His arms of Love and Grace!!!🙏❤🙏❤

[@lisashibata6356]

The stress, pain, and sorrow you have gone through was the most honest thing I have ever seen on KZbin. I am amazed by your strength. Life isn't always perfect and we know it. God bless you.

[@TRuth.T]

Your are one "extra" strong woman, to do all of this. Thank you , for living this twice and share it with us.. Hugs to all of you. PS, my father died 3 wks ago(cancer/stroke/covid :(

[@theMennoniteMom]

I am so sorry to hear that. 😥

[@maryhumphrey2236]

Bless your heart. You did a good job, and you weren't complaining. You were being honest. ❤

[@raweaver3485]

Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing and I will put you on my prayer list. I rarely cry while watching people's vlogs, but this one had me in tears for you, Nolan, and dear little Zander. With the Lord's help you were so brave, driving across the country with a camper, by yourself !

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@judithcoe7551]

I wish you had a dog with you too for protection!

[@sunflowermarcia7277]

I cried right with you. God's blessing to you and your family.

[@sandygraetz5166]

As did I ! You helped me when we had the scriptures on the bed in the hotel! 2 of them were committed to memory one I wasn’t as familiar with. I figure it God had given you those verse...it would help you to feel better and I knew He was looking after you!🙏💕🙏

[@mylittlesliceolife]

Thank you for continuing to share your story even in the hard times. My heart goes out to you as we have also walked through many hard times. Your scripture reading brought tears to my eyes as it is an audible reminder of God’s goodness even in the face of huge adversity. You are definitely on my heart sweet friend ❤️

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@laurabridge365]

Oh man, what a journey. I have shared tears and laughs with you on this one Jeannine! I'm so glad this is now in the past and that it isn't live. Praying you are beginning to feel better, and thank you for sharing your real emotions. You are definitely a blessing to so many. May you be blessed as well.

[@blessedmama1604]

It is so emotional and touching following you on this journey. I feel strengthened by seeing your courage and faith! You are a mighty strong courageous daughter of the king!💗

[@ssing2490]

Oh sweet Janine...I'm so sorry you have to go through this.....I just had to say goodbye to my dad just 8 weeks ago from pneumonia.... I know he lived a long and fruitful life and loved His Savior. Knowing I will see him again in Heaven is the only hope that brings me peace. May that same peace surround you & your loved ones during this difficult time. God Bless!

[@judysiegmann1145]

You are a Brave, Strong, Courageous, Wife and Mother. You did what most would never have the bravery to do!

[@normanmiller1331]

God bless you. What a long trip alone in this weather, or any time. Sorry about your loss. Thanks for taking us along. Hopefully that helped you in a way. Sandy

[@pammadrid7804]

Awww... I know your "pain" too well. Great decision you made. You are not alone, AT ALL, as so many of people have this problem. Mentally I get through it thinking of all the brave children who are battling more serious conditions...prayers to you.

[@JolandaPdJ]

Wow! What a distance. If I drive 3 hours I am out of our country! Wishing you all the best dear Janine. And it does help knowing you are at this time safely home. Take care and be blessed. Love from the Netherlands 🇳🇱❤️🙏

[@theMennoniteMom]

Yes driving across the states is quite the trek!

[@virginiatroyer6969]

You are such a brave lady! Thanks for sharing the good and the bad! Love and prayers to you and Nolan! ❤️

[@pattersonfamily9068]

You are such a blessing to me! Such strength, courage, and faith. I admire you. We will continue to lift you and your family up in prayer daily. ❤️🙏

[@jamieanthony6527]

You are a warrior. Thank you for sharing your struggle, so sorry for your pain, suffering, and loss. You bring to light a real condition that many suffer in silence with. Thank you for being so open with your health issues.

[@karengroebe3883]

Your such a blessing. Thank you for sharing your good and bad times. So much more real. I’ll keep you in my prayer. I’m so sorry for your families loss. 🕊✝️🙏

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@annahofer9018]

So sorry for your loss, you you were so brave to take this trip by yourself, thinking of you and your family, God bless you all!!!😢🙏🏻

[@maryloufarnsworth8461]

Don't apologize for the occasional complaint. Your faith will get you through this and you know that. Thanks for sharing those strong beliefs. You may not realize it, but your KZbin channel is also a coping device for you. Good times are better and bad times are easier to handle when you share them . That's what you do when you post such wonderful videos and we, your KZbin family, love to share your highs and lows. Prayers to all you family.

[@theMennoniteMom]

Yes it does help. Taking my camera in the trip helped me cope. Thank you!

[@barbarawhite4225]

You are 1 courageous lady, your strength is amazing! Love you lady!!

[@carolynturnerclark9287]

What a hard hard trip, prayers that your mind will be filled with sweet memories of Nolan’s father as you walk through these sad days ahead.

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@karenfrantz8244]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending my love and prayers to you, your husband, and your family.

[@GAPeach58]

I cried along with you too, May God bless you & family & continue to do so. I know it's hard. Many years ago I traveled 10 hours from Memphis to FL with two small children when my mother became ill after surgery & then passed. The urgency feeling of the need to get there & be safe on the road was stressful but, I knew I was not alone. We know God understands & is ALWAYS with us. 🙏

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you. I'm so sorry you went through that. I can only imagine how difficult it was!

[@amymccrary1049]

You are a true warrior. I’m so sorry for your families loss. I wish I could of been their for you and helped you drive and encourage you. Sometimes I question God doesn’t give you more then you can handle. I know he is faithful and his shoulders are much bigger then mine. Praise God for that.

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you kindly!

[@jeremybarbieschlabach4976]

❤️ I wanna cry with you! You are amazing traveling that far by yourself God was definitely with you, so sorry for your loss💕

[@pama.6410]

The sorrow was palpable. Angels around you. God bless.

[@emilygordner537]

I am praying for you all! This is not a fun situation in the first place and just more challenges. May God bless you all. Hope it gets better very quickly!

[@bridgetmichelle6663]

Thank you for sharing. Sorry for your family’s loss, prayers for y’all.

[@Stoopsfamilyadventures]

Oh, man you drive thru Indiana when we were shut down in February. The GI problems are a pain. May it be better once the healing of the lost improve. Just think of all your happiness with them and it will bring you strength. Crying will help but lost of family just stinks. This week was the week we got with my grandpa for his birthday, a meal and family time. Just know the happy memories hold you up.

[@blessings4381]

You amaze me. God has given all of us who are blessed by this sharing. Praying for your whole family.

[@annketring8214]

I understand where you are coming from 100 percent, you are a brave ❤ woman. I go thru this and more each and every day. Peace.

[@theMennoniteMom]

I'm so sorry to hear that. Hugs!

[@rosiemckenzie885]

Hi Janine,it’s Rosie from Scotland.Genuinely worried about you on this road trip,but understand why you decided to drive.You have so much courage and tenacity with the situation and 34 hrs drive with your health condition.Was thinking I wish someone would come to the rescue,as you looked rather off colour.Hope you made it ok,that song was so uplifting like the angels were with you.You are one strong lady,total respect.You give me inspiration,Much Love🌹🌹🌹

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you. I did make it safely! It wasn't easy but glad I did it

[@JanelleOFS]

Big hugs! I have severe Crohn's disease, 16 surgeries and permanent ileostomy. Basically a colostomy but less then 2 feet of colon a large section of small missing too. So it functions like an ileostomy. Hugs and Jesus comforting arms. It is so hard when our bodies breakdown so badly and family things are going on. I understand completely gotta take care of ourselves and we all grieve in our own way. May perpetual Light shine upon him and Lord grant him peace. Prayers and gentle hugs for all of you.

[@diannamcbride1607]

Thank you, Jeannine, for being real. xx to you.

[@RVGrannyWA]

You are so incredibly brave to take off on such a long road trip alone. My most sincere sympathy for your family at this difficult time.

[@mariep6442]

Sweet sweet Lady, first I would like to say I am so very sorry for your loss. Next I admire how brave you are to take on this drive. I certainly pray that you made it the rest of the way safely. Praying for you and your family in this very difficult time.

[@mandychoiniere146]

Oh no!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼To you and family!!! You are such a trooper for wanting and making yourself drive that far to seek comfort and be part of your spouses family that way! I couldn’t have done that and prayers that the Lord gave you willpower to do that especially with all the crazy weather you endured on the trip! On a side note when you talked about bathroom related issues on Etsy.com you can purchased medical card related to condition so if you are ever anywhere that question your ability to need bathroom or assistance you can just whip out that Card and be like medical emergency and they have to comply.. I bought mine for like $5 and it a lifesaver!

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thanks for that. I do have one but never used it yet

[@Mrs_Guac_and_Glock]

You passed by my road in Indiana ☺️ I'm happy to see a video from you. Thank you for your transparency in showing real life, the hard things and not just the good. Sending love and prayers your way ❤️

[@Stoffmonster467]

The best on these hard days: one time they will be over. Best wishes and a loth of strength💚

[@kimmypncal]

Wow....that’s quite the drive in that horrible weather by yourself...But God! 🙏🏻 Thank you for sharing and taking us on this journey with you. I found myself choking up with you. Thank you for the scripture ms too. It’s helpful, especially last night we got unexpected news that our friends, an older couple, passed away 3 days apart from each other. It happened a month ago but we found out last night on Facebook. So again, thank you! ♥️🙏🏻

[@theMennoniteMom]

I'm so Sorry to hear that. 😥

[@sarareimer2224]

You were so brave to do this trip alone but I can understand the need to be alone! We lost my mom a year ago and can't imagine how it hard it would have been traveling alone like you did! May God carry you and your family through this difficult journey of losing a loved one🙏

[@TandZAptLife]

Hi Jeanine! No, you are not stupid. Your health condition is what it is... and you being honest makes your channel so wonderful and transparent. I finally opened up about me having dentures and that was very freeing for me not trying to hide them. I'm getting ready to make another video on head covering so I hope you will be able to watch it then share it. The scenery was beautiful going across to Oregon.

[@theMennoniteMom]

I'll have to check it out! Thank you

[@marypakulski9374]

My deepest sympathy to you and your husbands family . The music was beautiful and a good tribute to your father-in-law . My husband passed on the 24th of this month it will be 2 years now . I miss him dearly .

[@theMennoniteMom]

I'm sorry to hear that. I know you never stop missing them

[@helenbell1988]

Your amazing ... the things you attempt and the challenges you tackle .... are inspiring and you can have a little sympathy sweetheart... despite the fact it’s all over by now xxx

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@esthervonepp8908]

Just let the emotions flow..holding back will only enhance your tummy issues.I am sure most of us are rooting you on and crying with you. You are strong..and you will be glad you did this at some point. Blessings sent your way with prayers!

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@grandmashomemade9204]

Thank you for journaling your journey nothing wrong with crying.

[@peterwhite9261]

God bless and keep you all. Hard days ahead for sure. Really hope your feeling better soon. As a nurse on disability I understand your illness and your grief! Keeping you all in my prayers.

[@MasterMichelleFL]

Your family sounds like a blessing. Thank you for sharing your stories.... I t makes me feel less lonely. ❤🥰❤ Be Blessed, and Keep SHINING YOUR LIGHT!! 🕯

[@margaretwall7376]

I could never do, what your getting throw. You are so strong! Sorry for your loss, Praying for you and family

[@sandymorris6450]

I'm so sorry for your loss. So sorry you are having a hard time with your health. God Bless

[@rosiejb3]

Thank you so much for sharing the good, bad and the ugly! ❤ it helps so much to know not everyone's life is perfect! Blessings and prayers!🙏❤

[@dianakoontz3518]

You are blessed to know who to turn to for strength, when life seems too difficult to handle. The thoughts that pass through our minds, during complicated and stressful situations, can only be calmed by God our lifeline. I can relate... Sorry for your families loss..💔

[@melindercaudell9120]

You are AMAZING! I would never have the courage to travel that far by myself and with a big truck and a camper. I am so sorry about your Father in law. God bless you and your family.

[@mruggier0]

Omg the saddest ever. I need to hear Xander laugh to pick you up! The drive alone in that weather was enough to make me crazy. The reason for the trip was so sad. I just want to mention if you ever have to fly request the seat directly by the bathroom, and an fyi you can get out of seat to use bathroom at your own risk. So no need to stress in future. The last seat would be perfect for you! Im sorry for your loss take care of yourself!

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you. I did that once when my flare wasn't so bad. Booked tickets right next to the bathroom and my husband wasn't so happy as we constantly got bathroom wiffs as people went in and out. But I would do it again! Lol

[@Tatiana-cp1fc]

This really blessed me. My dad passed away last Saturday and I've been holding on to the Lord's promises. Thank you for sharing these moments with us.

[@barbaramiller3205]

I am so sorry for this hard journey you are going through! Prayers for you and your family. You are a strong woman! Even in perfect health I couldn’t make that trip by myself. May God keep you and bless you and may His peace rest on you.

[@shirleykinney3777]

You are amazing.I could have never done a trip like this.My heart was breaking for you as you shared your journey.But was encouragerd,by the word of God you shared.Sending hugs and prayer for you all! God Bless!!

[@carolberubee]

Grace and peace to you, sister. May the Lord richly bless your family at this time and always.

[@debbiedavidson6858]

I cannot believe you’re doing this by yourself feeling the way you do in this weather. I’ve never admired anybody like I admire you right now! God bless!

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thanks but God was with me

[@beppywall7464]

So sorry for your loss, thank goodness God is Everything we need!

[@angelaw4914]

That was one long difficult trip. A long trip, Winter, the bereavement in your family, your health challenge - all of that is so hard. You are allowed to complain - a lot! I would be complaining, feeling sorry for myself and whimpering the whole time lol. When I'm going through something really tough, I try to focus on the good things no matter how small, it helps me get through - a nice warm cup of coffee, a smile from a stranger, a nice view of the countryside etc and know that this too shall pass. Thank you for sharing your struggles, it does indeed help me in my life struggles. big hugs to you, hope things get better soon

[@theMennoniteMom]

You have a good attitude. I agree. If we can focus on the little blessings it helps!

[@Heroic_Frog]

Tears, Love and hugs for you Jeanine and family. Thanks for keeping your channel real and authentic. Life is sometimes super hard....But God. How could anyone ever make it without Him? I am so thankful for the peace that God gives, and especially in these extremely difficult circumstances. O Come Angel Band...one of my favorite songs. The verses were so encouraging. Praying for you and your family. 🙏❤️

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you so much!

[@debbieidi5517]

Thank you for sharing your illness with us. I think you are incredibly brave. It is helpful to know that not everyone is as perfect as they look. You are an inspiration to those who suffer. The wonderful Bible readings were so comforting. To you, of course but also to those of us who have come on this journey with you. Bless you. Thank you. ❤️

[@michellewhite1924]

We love you Jeannine! Your post today is what I needed to put me back into perspecter. I too struggle with constant stomach thing problems 4x years and they can't find any other than a hernia. Plus lupus and other autoimmune! Try not to complain but just added a puppy which I wasn't sure I could handle all the bending with my tummy. Hey nothing compare a to a human life. My heart hurts for you. I know this is older content but hit home for me. God bless and much 💘

[@theMennoniteMom]

I'm so sorry for all your facing. Health issues are so difficult

[@jentrevors]

My sister has chrons and has to receive monthly ivs and I have seen her struggles especially during flare ups . I imagine like you, she keeps alot of the pain inside 😞 you are such a strong woman , watching you take such a long journey alone to support your loved ones meanwhile you are suffering as well .. wishing you the best 💗

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you and I'm sorry to hear of your sister. It's Def tough. I hope the IVs help her

[@mariannamiller738]

You did great! I can’t imagine driving that far and having bad weather.😩 I’m so sorry you had to go through that!

[@lisasmith4372]

Prayers for all the family

[@luciddreams1122]

I know exactly the emotions of someone so close to you dying I lost my dad not so long ago and listening to you and your music refirms to me about jesus and heaven and how much my dad is now out of all his pain and knowing we will see him again 🙏 thankyou 🙏❤❤

[@theMennoniteMom]

I'm so sorry for your loss!

[@virginiabrundage5700]

Going to Oregon to be with your family! I am praying for you!

[@emmylou-y4b]

Thank you for sharing your experience. I have known people who have this condition and it's life changing. During the past year, we have all learned to "up our game" in prayer and empathy. God bless you and your family.

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you! Yes it's a difficult disease to live with

[@ekclpn5676]

You are such a strong person. Please stay safe. Prayers for a safe journey.

[@Dana-mb1hd]

Thank you for sharing your story. You have helped me more than you know 💖🙏I know this is an older video but I’m sorry about your family’s loss🙏

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you. God bless you with whatever you are facing.

[@ozarkview928]

I’m not even halfway through the video and I already want to hug you and cry 😭 you are the bravest woman I ever knew ! So much courage! I wish someone could have gone with you to help carry the burden .And it made me happy you had that pickup ! Im so sorry you all had to go through this !

[@jillblaske825]

God bless you and your family during this sad time and keep you all in His care❤❤

[@bettyloar2238]

I’m so sorry for your loss and I know God is with you, you are strong, you will make it, take care, hugs to you❤️

[@angelabaugh4446]

I think you are a very strong lady, you are battling your own health issues and trying to get to your husband and family to show support. You are allowed some pity. Take care, stay safe and prayers for you all. Xx

[@jules4Him]

This is totally helpful that you are sharing this Jeannine. And you have just no idea how much I can relate to this. Looking unto Jesus....that's what we do....even in the middle of a pity party. This will help lots of people.

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@linak7155]

Your desire 2b with ur loved ones superceded any sense of ur own health. I cannot believe you took on that monumental drive to Oregon feeling the way you hv with less than ideal weather conditions. Love causes us to do the impossible! My prayers are with you! 💔😢❤️

[@ItsAshley08]

Wow. That is a lot! I'm glad you are ok!! that's a BIG Trip to take. Gods hand is on you. Prayers.

[@sbellalopez9284]

Its been a crazy busy week on this end I watched this video in different times, I cried with you, I pray for your husband and his family, for you. I could feel the struggle. I know we follow you because you're real and we love you! I pray for health!

[@victorianidetch]

You are brave, I have the same bathroom issues as you and I would have been in a ball on my bed at home. May the Almighty wrap his arms around your family and give you strength. May your father in law's memory be a blessing.

[@marshabrubaker185]

Wow! What a trip and under such stressful & bad weather conditions. I'm praying for you everyday. Several years ago, my mom passed away & I didn't get there in time to say goodbye. You have my deepest sympathy.

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you!

[@camilazurita8473]

i so sorry for ur loss i hope u feel better soon and going to pray!

[@lauraleebaird9729]

Bless your heart! I wanted to pray for you during that video, but I knew that you had already made it through. You are a strong woman....for that journey and also for sharing it with us. I'm not sure I could have done that alone.

[@juliebowers550]

God Bless!! You r a strong lady sorry for your families loss

[@maureenholbery7405]

Thanks for sharing Jeannine, what a very brave lady you are, my thoughts and good wishes are with you from Australia.

[@judyavants7387]

Thank you for telling us about it. Please don't feel embarrassed about it. It does help people. Sorry about you all lost. I have lost my dad 2011. He had a place on his left kidney. That took him.

[@milmom4281]

I’m so sorry for you families loss. The music was perfect. God bless you all!

[@lynnew5619]

You should never be worried about sharing with this community, which will provide support for you whatever. No judgment. This was an incredibly brave thing you did, as I’m not sure many of us would want to face a journey like that in such appalling weather. I hate my gut issues so much, especially when my hubby announced that he wants to go away for a holiday when we can. I had an immediate stress reaction, so I really know how you feel!!

[@theMennoniteMom]

Thank you! I'm sorry. I know how you feel

[@pambrackemyer4356]

You are a strong person! I get troubled by driving 6 hours by myself.

[@Kathleensailorgirl]

You are truly amazing and such a beautiful spirit lies within you. Safe travels 🙏🙏😊

[@barbseverino1278]

You are so brave. I guess we do what we have too. Prayers

[@lshelinb]

Prayers for your Husband and Family on the loss of his Dad.

[@tinaluna6068]

Prayers to you and your Family.💕🙏

[@god-inspiredpeacecontentme6162]

Those who don't have gut issues will not comprehend how hard it is to cope with these disease flares. Your courage to share your life and UC issues is a blessing to others who suffer in silence. You are a blessing to us.

[@theMennoniteMom]

So true. They just don't understand. But it's ok. Thank you!

[@mariasarmento5133]

So sorry for your loss my prayers go out to you and your family🙏