A new era in Paris - buying an apartment, life struggles & committing to my big dreams VLOG

[@meetmewithin]

You know, I read recently that all of the "lightworkers" and sensitive souls are going through this collective shift and are all experiencing dizziness, nausea, fatigue, feelings of "offness," apathy etc. And it has us all learning lessons and progressing super fast, and it's making us all feel off. Sending so much love. We are all definitely going through it! Thank you for your vulnerability. It's always so appreciated. I am loving your music, and so looking forward to this new Era of Shayna!! Sending lots of love from one sensitive creative lightworker to another. 💜

[@thepurplepalace85]

your comment made my day, I love you! thanks for feeling my spirit and for your kind support

[@emilyash2584]

Girl seriously ? I’m so mf nauseous recently out of nowhere maybe this explains it

[@sandrabollocks16]

I’ve heard of this too! Some people call it “ascension symptoms” Edit: and/or could be solar flares sending lots of energy and tiring us out. Get lots of rest! Here’s a yt short from a medium channeler who I discovered recently kzbin.info/www/bejne/aJWzgHmHebSNe7M

[@amandajaneh]

Wow! I am feeling all of this too! ✨

[@SatiricalSarah]

Glad it's not just me omg!!! I've been feeling so apathetic and low energy and like I'm "giving up on myself" recently! I feel sooooo much better today though! Sending love to all of you!!!!! 💖

[@CatsInHats-S.CrouchingTiger]

Your chocolate story fascinates me. First of all dear, there’s no shame in eating chocolate everyday! In fact, a woman was asked in Peru what her secret to a long life was because she was 102 years old, and she said eating some chocolate everyday and staying away from toxic people was her secret to longevity. After hearing her secret, I ate chocolate bars everyday for 3 months straight. I was happy and it was needed. Bounty coconut chocolate bars and Snickers. Whatever helps you keep your energy and joy, girl just keep doing it because it’s working!!! Bravo to you for limiting the alcohol and with that same self discipline you can do anything your heart sets out to do, so don’t stop doing the chocolate! Besides, French chocolate is the finest and best, you’re gonna be fine!bisous! 💋 stay positive and keep on trucking’ on your fantastic path! 👍 you’re killing it! 🪶

[@SG-ee5hf]

Totally here for this content. It reminds me so much of being in Paris after a massive breakup with a man I moved to France to be with. I also lived in a shoebox in the 5th with a view of the eiffel tower and it was such a special time, rediscovering who I was and manifesting the future I wanted (French citizenship, finding a fulfilling career, a man who was truly my match, buying my own place - also with a bit of outdoor space and a view of the eiffel tower). 15 years later and I'm fortunate to say it's all come to fruition...not without ups and downs along the way of course, but this is maybe a good reminder that I need to start actively manifesting again! 💜

[@VeronicaViccora]

Ugh. My heart broke with you so much about the chocolate bar thing. I understand and struggle with this SO much too. Always being in extremes. Always diving so deep into things for a little while only to dive deep into something else again in a little while and abandon the previous projects. I know it feels so frustrating but these days I'm actually playing around with the idea that it's a superpower. Sure, it can be balanced and used in a healthy manner, but this beautiful gift of excitement, depth and deep periods of focus is not something everyone experiences. I think the world can gaslight us into thinking we're wrong because we don't always fit into society the exact we're supposed to (I've been called flakey, annoying, cringey, 'need to get a real job,' 'need to pick a lane' etc) but this is who I am and while I don't want to use this power to hurt myself, I'm also not going to apologize for being me.

[@katiewillson7759]

I wish more people were privileged enough to watch u Shayna!! I think your personality is the feeling of sunlight flickering through the trees.☀️💜

[@thepurplepalace85]

im crying!!! thank you!!!!

[@onedandylion]

I love, for you, that you have these snippets of yourself at this place in time - and I imagine you watching it as an 80 year old woman and being so fond of yourself and so proud.

[@bonbon5717]

Coconut chocolate sounds good. Thanks for sharing your journey with us, the ups and down.

[@thepurplepalace85]

Thanks for watching

[@virginiasnyder1803]

Sitting in my bed listening to your chocolate story and how you are high on hairspray! I totally laughed out loud!! You shine so bright and inspire me to be myself..I am turning 60 in a few months! Please keep buying chocolate..infact buy 2 chocolate bars and make sure that person sees you doing it! Cry when you need to..keep on being you always and eat the chocolate !!!❤❤❤

[@0lovetherain0]

I've been following you for a few years, and I always turn to your channel when I need to empower myself to be true to who I am and be brave enough to follow my authentic ambitions. It's so beautiful to see how your intentions bloom because you commit to them. Thank you for setting this example!!

[@Lorra]

Girl, the part where you cried .... I have the EXACT same reaction when people try to tell me what to do or give remarks or advice unasked. I think it is a shame, that sticking your nose into other peoples business is so common. Felling the Feels and Humer definetly save the day. I can go on and think about small comments for days, it´s like a invasion into your privacy.

[@CoolInOlympia]

Me, too!!!!

[@eliaafw]

i dont why but it seems to be quite a french thing as well ? i had a woman do the exact same thing to me at a cafe in paris when i just asked for a second glass of wine (she was like you should probably have water) and it was just so unsolicited it made me so annoyed

[@cremeuxkraft9019]

Lmao, my mom and I were watching together and we're like "fuck that guy at the chocolate shop!"

[@solobano570]

In Europe people like chatting; they like conversation. Even more so in the south. That’s how it’s always been. It’s part of the culture and many Europeans find it really dull and rude when people are uncommunicative. In fact, a clever little repartee is always very welcoming:) I think that the guy in the chocolate shop just wanted to make a small talk, he probably never knew what a dramatic (ridiculous!) reaction that would provoke 🙄 If she only told him I am not worried about my addiction to chocolate more than my addiction to you …, oh he would crown her into an honorary French! Coquetry is so sweet and French:)

[@1888starz]

Because you are such a sensitive soul, your reactions to things are from the heart and there's nothing wrong with that....in a world that can sometimes feel so cold, you bring warmth, sunshine, positivity, freedom and loving thoughts. I almost cried while you were crying because I felt what you were saying....sending you the best wishes & love, you will find your perfect place and everything will fall into rhythm with it. Always enjoy listening to a real genuine beautiful soulful lady. Hugs

[@reedwinckler6346]

I am calling in the miracle that I enjoy this new job I just got and that it goes well for me. I'm sensitive and quiet and am scared of having to prove myself in a new important role but I am also excited. Seeing your videos makes me feel like I can do it. thanks shayna xx

[@CatsInHats-S.CrouchingTiger]

Best ✨wishes! 🌻🌞

[@Katherout]

the SUGARRRR excess is so real. glad you talked about it cause i deal with it so often!!

[@universallyinsync]

You are awesome. Look at what you do, every single day. You are an artist. You live in PARIS. I'm much older, I loved art but stuff got in my way. I'm sure the chocolatier didn't mean anything, was just trying to make conversation. I'm going to get a copy of your book for someone dear to me. And maybe one for me. Your gratitude for the life that you have carved out for yourself shines. You are so brave!

[@wojiaoariel]

I used to watch your videos during 2020, for the pandemic but after 2021 I stopped coming into KZbin for some reason.. Watching you on 2023 feels so magical, such an inspiration. Thank you for bringing your energy to this digital garden < 3 < 3

[@Claudiadavena]

Thank you for leaving it in - it is relatable and we all go through it - it’s addiction 101 and clear as day - I’ve been sober from alcohol for five years now and it just moves over to food - the next frontier! Lots of love ❤

[@kaileemckenzie]

Omg the chocolate crying is so relatable

[@ikosasha]

This video gave the same vibe as the sunny day in the winter does: an instant boost of blissful coziness

[@thepurplepalace85]

aw I love you!!!

[@ninanoa11]

you are one of the reasons I started my own KZbin channel, I just wanted to say thank you. Still figuring out where exactly my creative journey is going but you are inspiring me to celebrate the process 💖🫀🎠

[@thepurplepalace85]

proud of you Nina

[@matildefogh]

same!!!

[@ambrosettichannel975]

me too !!!

[@ninanoa11]

thankssss:)

[@esthershufutinsky]

Omg I also started my channel because Shayna inspired me!!!

[@wenziledube]

Self awareness is a win when it comes to struggles we face, so proud of you being sober. Hadn't watched your videos for a while but I'm so glad to experience the purple palace again!

[@Lavenderinspirit]

Oh Shayna. Your feeling upset is valid. It’s okay to eat that chocolate bar in excess. It’s okay to struggle. I have a sweet tooth myself and my kryptonite is chai lattes and ice cream. Whenever you feel guilty, remember that you’re doing the best that you can in this moment. Also, I think there was a lady who lived to be over 100 and her secret was drinking a can of Dr. Pepper every day! 😂

[@MetalMuneca]

You seem like such a genuinely nice person. Yours is the only vlog channel I watch regularly and you never fail to uplift. Let's all call in hope and happiness to our lives

[@samjade1205]

Omg angel!!! It's okay to eat sugar! Honestly, when I got sober, my emotions were all over the place. And I ate a lot of sugar and salty foods. It's like a whole process, leveling out. But don't listen to him and feel your emotions, let them out! It's okay. In time the waves will settle. You're so precious. Also the hair spray 😂 Be careful! Haha. But thanks for being vulnerable. You're a light in my life

[@elsagoldwasser_]

Last night I watched this and you inspired me to do some affirmations before going to sleep and this morning I woke up feeling better than I have in months. I just listened to your new song and love the energy! Shayna, thank you for being one of the most inspiring people I've ever met. You make this world such a much better place by being yourself. You push me to be a more true version of myself. Thank you.

[@gildameister9753]

I love your raw and sassy energy so much! sometimes it feels like angels are speaking to me through you to show me what freedom and self-worth can look like and that it is possible for me too

[@abientot8532]

What the heck. This was everything I needed. When you put the warning up for the sensitive part, I thought, I can handle this, I'm good. But I cried so hard. I completely relate. I love sugar and when I'm not drinking, I need a "treat." I have also recently stopped drinking because I noticed I was having one or two a day and having headaches as well. So glad I've kicked it for this long. What I've realized is that alcohol for me as an adult is what juice and sugar is to kids, so when I take it away, I need a replacement. One thing I've learned is that some people love to "help" you by making comments like that and I was soooo angry and upset for you. It was not helpful at all. He took away your joy and he had no idea what that little chocolate bar signified for you- it was your struggles and your achievements together and his little comment, ouch, that was huge. I am more than sorry. I cried for you and I felt it (still am) deep down in my heart. Thank you for sharing your heart with us. I used to watch you a lot and fell off the youtube wagon but I'm back on and @moyamawhinney mentioned you last week and I remembered how much I loved you. Also now buying your journal because your correlation of manifestations and affirmations about sprinkles and cupcakes (I'm going to do this with my 5 and 2 year old now) is something I think I really needed. I have been trying to fit into moulds and please people but I'm just letting go of it all and pleasing myself now and my little family. ALSO the part about making every day include something of novelty.... guh. So good and so true. That's how I am with my mornings and I try to make me and my little family breakfast everyday even if it's too much work, it brings me so much joy. Thank you for sharing your life and making me feel connected and seen. Listening to your song rn on Spotify! SO GOOD

[@ShanaNieling]

I’m calling in the miracle of being a lucky ass person. I’ve had enough big hardships and now finally feel like I really deserve to be lucky too. There will be a new place in the woods for me to live soon and I’ll finally break out of endless repeating cycles. I’m calling in my time to shine! Thank you for this video and the opportunity to get my miracle out of my mind by something so simple as sharing it in your comment section. I feel recognised and so loved when watching your videos ❤

[@messulamgarcia1499]

I’m super happy for you babe!!! And I feel so inspired every single time I watch your videos. I love that your so raw and open and real. Love you mama 😘💜

[@thepurplepalace85]

thanks angel!!! means the world

[@anaisschricke]

I lived in the cité universitaire for a couple of years and I would go to the parc montsouris all the time. Seeing you there brought back warm, happy feelings. Thank you for sharing your magic with us, Shayna!

[@storiedgifts5254]

Hey Shayna, thanks so much for sharing your thoughts and feelings in this vlog. I shared it with my daughter because you were so authentic about your emotional moment with the candy shop guy. Young women have so much in the world to process, (of course young men too). Add to the onslaught that youth comes with hormones and all that processing is heightened. Does not diminish the feelings of the moment, and I can see you are wise to know the moods are temporary. Thanks much.

[@amberlache92]

You're not the only one who goes to t extreme. You're so cute. I love that you let us see these moments. Makes me feel not alone.

[@shiraloves]

im calling the mirecle of new circle of really good friends !!!!!! love you magic girl !!!!!

[@lo-dee]

I’m calling in more joy in my every day life, I’ve felt very held back for a long time and this video was great reminder to create my own joy

[@lynzara]

I really appreciate your sharing with us your low vibe. I've been in that state permanently since my break up. Life's been so tough for me on my own, but watching the way you do Life just inspires me so much. It's a state that I am determined to move towards. You're a pioneer!!

[@tatumtatum]

i completely understand how you felt about the chocolate man and i cried this week for the same exact reason !! when im stressed out my body dysmorphia gets bad, and i hyperfixate on my skin, and a "friend" decided to point out how bad my skin looked and it literally made me cry on the spot lol. it is safe to say he is not my friend anymore because i decided to protect my peace

[@kleiter9]

Loved this line when you said " ....the Miracles that I am ready to receive and I just sat next to the water and said them out loud and now I just feel super peaceful I mean what are the chances that it was such a beautiful day today to do this" - keep shining brightly lovely Lady !!

[@thepurplepalace85]

love. you!!!!!

[@kleiter9]

@@thepurplepalace85 oh I just felt that - a little shiver - and it wasn’t the snow falling now in Connecticut- your energy is lovely!

[@patrikhorvath4237]

can so relate to the debate about owning our own place - just got my keys to my apartment and it was so many emotions at once when I bought my shitty inflatable mattress just to spend the night at this apartment that is now so empty but I see it will become so vivid and full of life in the upcoming months

[@kaitlinmeadows6273]

Thank you for being so real! So often you are full of joy and adventure, churning with creativity and big plans. It’s such a relief to see you have days like this and are so genuine in sharing them with us. Blessings dear one.

[@a.l.e.m.]

You’ve revived my parisienne spirit. I’ve been feeling down and felling like life is rough here in Paris, but you’re positivity is beautiful ❤

[@lexien2469]

ugh I completely relate to this!! I had a minute-long situation with a rude man at the post office completely ruin my day to the point of tears and it wasn't something I could really explain other than me being self-conscious about me not speaking perfect German (I am still learning!!). You have helped me realize so much that being sensitive is not a bad thing at alllllllll and people are just rude!! ❣I want to say thank you and f that chocolate shop man!!! 💗💗💗

[@itsemilyg]

thank you so much for sharing about your sobriety journey- your vulnerability in your videos give me strength :) im calling in the miracle that i find such an abundance of peace in my life, that it pours over into the lives of others!!!!!

[@robinsummers-xm6bv]

Hi Shayna! I read this statement this morning and I thought of you: She has the soul of a gypsy the heart of a hippie and the spirit of a fairy. You are such an inspiration. Shine bright 🔆 my beautiful friend. Love you always ♥

[@thepurplepalace85]

I love you!!!!!!!!!

[@JackieMeadow]

I am so excited to follow you on your journey to find your first "home" in Paris! So so so happy to see your energy levels renewed. :)

[@nikita8906]

the miracle that i'm calling in is that i finally feel fulfilled and happy with my career choice, whatever it may be or end up to be! Thank you Shayna!

[@liesbethartlife]

Beautiful and inspiring vlog, like always. My miracle is still surviving, and having hope for a better life without daily headaches and overal pain from arthritis and lupus. I’m so limited in the art that I want to make and in daily life.

[@thefunkythrifter]

Aw I want to give you a hug. I understand why you're upset. Thanks for sharing a vulnerable moment. It's much more relatable to see the lows as well as the highs. I hate when people comment on things that are none of their business too and I get like this as well.

[@thepurplepalace85]

thanks angel

[@TacoCat101.3]

Thank you for sharing, your video really helped me today! I’m 39 and from Alaska, and I have always really appreciated your viewpoints and approach to life. I just streamed your new song which was awesome and purchased a journal to put my thoughts down on paper 💜

[@dahliacecily]

Thank you for keeping the chocolate bar dialogue in 💕 It’s so validating and it just makes me want to tell you “aww honey, you’re allowed to have that chocolate that man doesn’t know the goal that you’re achieving right now”

[@Domo716]

I cry about food comments sometimes too and it always feels silly. But the feelings are valid goshdarn it! No cringe, only support in the Purple Palace! LOVE the new song. Cant wait to see the MV! Sending good energy you find the place of your dreams and MORE for a great price in a good location for you yaaaas 💜

[@danielle.moore.22]

Currently working to get sober and I can really relate to the sugar cravings. I've also had an uncomfortable interaction recently with someone commenting on my eating habits, and it was really upsetting, as I've struggled with disordered eating am am doing my best 💗 Sending love to you, I'm sorry that you had that interaction at the chocolate shop

[@mariac7309]

When I watch your videos I feel so connected to you but also to myself, like watching you experience life (and it is so similar as I experience life) is like loving who I am through loving who you are. (maybe that comes acros wierd hahahahaaha but I'm so grateful for all the highly sensitive people out there

[@keiradas7932]

i'm calling in the miracle that i feel secure in my relationships in life and that i can set boundaries and ask for clarification within them.

[@lightbulbnirvana]

I'm calling in the miracle of self-possession and finally making my apartment my home! Blessings blessings Paris! TQ Shayna! ❤

[@mysmilesarah]

I understand the struggle with excess. I feel as though, for me, it comes from being overwhelmed and exhausted with striving to be the person I want to be - I feel like I need something to hold onto. Whether that's the case for you or not, I UNDERSTAND. 😭😭😭

[@Joy_Yanica]

Thank you so much Shayna for choosing to be so transparent about some of your experiences. I was blaming myself because I'd been feeling off lately and I forget that these problems or struggle moments are just natural parts of any worthwhile endeavour 💚 and not to do with our self-worth. were so lucky to have you sharing your super fun personality with us x I hadn't watched your videos for a little while because life got a bit hectic but gosh, it's good to be back 😭💚 Also would LOVE a vision board video xxx

[@dissidentfairy4264]

You are always on such an emotional high it's refreshing to see you have your bad days too. I'm an Aquarius like you and I can identify with what you said about becoming almost obsessive over what you are into. Addictive personalities tend to trade one addiction for another. I've never used drugs but I could see myself becoming too dependent on alcohol even though I've never blacked out, or gotten sick from it. Which is why I backed away from it too. There's a lot of sugar in alcohol so of course when one abstains it's only natural to gravitate to sweets, but you shouldn't feel bad about it, you are in good shape. Don't let the chocolate guy get you down:-) Congrats on the apartment buying hunt and new music. Beware of guys who are charmers, they are usually bad news, and never go against your instincts because they are always right:-) Your hair looks extra beautiful today and keep on Sparkling!

[@lucydaisyandme]

A subscriber for a long time now. Love following and seeing how your life is changing and how you are growing.

[@nyzhafirkins5512]

Hi there! I think we have very different beliefs and life experiences in a lot of ways but there’s nothing wrong with that! I think you a brighten lot of peoples week and give people permission to play and that’s a beautiful thing. Congrats on your EP and your newest journal and I wish all the best things for you :)

[@alinmor3337]

You are very inspirational and it's nice to know there are like-minded people out there!

[@layersofloriiii]

I always really appreciate how you show us your vulnerability and low moments. It sincerely helps 🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@sophiamorales6290]

I feel so ready to make all my dreams come true whenever I watch ur videos, u r truly a guardian angel and a fairy godmother of mine

[@PS-bs8oe]

A beautiful Day in the Park with Shayna, a lovely stroll alongside ur love, fatigué, projects, dreams, enthousiasme, and all that lovely hair. Merci ma Belle Treehugger

[@katrinwheeler4130]

I watched it yesterday and felt deep impressed of your speaking out and showing up this privat moments of heavy vulnerability ❤️it reminds me on my own trigger coming outside surprising me. Yesterday I learned from a porter singer channel interview with a trauma/grief/yoga therapist that we can't defend against body messages that are rooted inside. Besides yoga, meditation, affirmation there is no way not going through. Humans are like that built up.. Be kind and love all side of your wonderful hypersensitive personality. I wish you great success🍀 in you next projects special finding a nice flat to buy with a great view 🗼sending love from Berlin ❤️🙏

[@aglouglououpa]

i’m writing this comment mid video, when you ask what we are doing to stay excited and for example feel like being on vacations enveryday. so i live in a small town in east france like close to swiss. we have a big house with a garden : i live with 6 roommates who are all my friends (renting the house together). lately, i’ve been single, which is important for me to mention because i was in an exclusive relationship for the past 3 years so big change. and i’ve been taking care of myself, hanging out alone (or better said : with myself) i haven’t done that the first months, i was always with friends or plans culs. and out of nowhere, last week i went to a concert, then climbing, then to theatre, and to help at la croix rouge, by myself. it wasn’t a conscious moov, i didn’t plan it but it was spontaneous and such precious moments. really made me feel excited by life and all it’s possibilities ! i take the opportunity to tell you that you’re one of the people that inspired me in that what, in experimenting freedom in daily life, enjoy little things. i’ve always been like that but, following your videos since many years (can’t count but at least 5 or 6) inspired me a lot in that way. like i didn’t applied to my life, methodically and consciously things you did, but dans le fond, deep down in me, in my body and my spirit inconscient, you’ve helped me became who i am and do what i love to do today !!! big thank you 🤍

[@aglouglououpa]

some fautes de frappe, hope it’s understandable (like : inspired me in that WAY)

[@aglouglououpa]

okay probably following since 5 years not 6 (been looking at the date you created your channel)

[@theanthy]

Miracle I’m calling in: help with family member so I don’t have resentment and we both can have fuller lives Look forward to your housing journey

[@rafaangelon8860]

I am so happy for you! You deserve it all! You work so hard, the universo will be very kind to you! Sending anything but love to you ✨✨✨✨✨

[@evieplayfoot-orme6774]

I went to your channel today to find some inspiration as I’ve been feeling really stuck and stagnant in my life so this resonates massively. Thanks for sharing and bringing some light and hope ❤

[@rochellerobertson9067]

You are so enlightening - this has brightened my week despite some crazy last two! Thank YOU for being forever positive and undeniably you! X from Canada

[@zelietv]

i'm less than a minute in and i'm already so excited that you used a freezepop song in this because i love them and they're semi local to me!!! wooo

[@anotherpassingpoof]

Willy Wonka era is my new favorite phrase and I'm going to be using it all the time starting now Also I really loved the idea of 'what dreams am I ready to commit to', meaning that there are some dreams I can have and savor but know it's not their time to shine yet because I am committing to focusing on other dreams right now

[@sezannesjournal]

Yay so excited for you & your new Paris era Shayna!! Go get that room AND a garden of ones own 💜 Your thoughts on creating novelty really resonate with me! It’s so easy to fall into a slump and be down with the weight/repetitive nature of routine (although routine can be securing too!) I find that when I’m feeling low it’s because I haven’t listened to my inner child and made time for play, spontaneity and creativity 🧚🏼🧚🏼🧚🏼

[@slimsheridan]

Very happy for you to be on the cusp of buying your own place! ❤❤ felicitacions

[@TheLoullas]

Every time I watch your videos I feel so much better!!!

[@donutface333]

Calling in the miracle of stability 🙏🏼

[@collirvctth]

I’m calling in the miracle of dance training/performing in Paris & Egypt 🤎💜🦅

[@barbaraangele8615]

Delightful. Every bit of it. Upside downside all of everything. Thank you.

[@shalenah]

beautiful and inspring vid! a miracle i'm calling in a communnity of loving friends (especially women) with endless laughter and adventure

[@katherinasilverful]

SHAYNA I just wanted to say I got so excited when I saw ur calendar print outs with x’s on it!!! That’s what I do to keep track of time and stay present & grounded too 🫶🏼🫶🏼 so simple but it works for me and I’m excited we do the same thing

[@timesandlaws7095]

i understand the down times and the sugar, for me i choose things that look good (cupcakes and tiered cake and such)and pretty to satisfy a part of me that remembers the way it used to be and letting us in on your true feelings is your giantness

[@CoolInOlympia]

Can't wait to see the places you look at!! Owning is much smarter than renting!

[@uliyatsybulka]

Thank you for your honesty and transparency 💜

[@MorganErina]

One miracle I’d like is to grow my KZbin, and to make a living as an artist. You do it and it’s inspiring! I’m so tired of hurting myself with pointless day jobs that hurt my soul.

[@StephanieSafdie]

Haha I read the title right away and was taken back to the great conversation we had when we met at Damon's book tour! I'm the short writer you met and chatted with :P I went to Parc Montsouri last weekend as you mentioned it on Instagram - beautiful park! :) P.S. - watching the chocolate bar part. I am SO the same way and struggle with it too, I think it's part of having an artist mind. If anything, it just shows our dedication to committing to creativity (or even anything) when we set our mind to it. Hope you're no longer high on hairspray xD

[@onegroovygal]

love you and this video!! A miracle I'm calling in is a fully remote creative job in the book publishing industry. I'm moving to the beach I've always wanted to live at and I'm excited to create a life for myself without fear of judgement from others

[@CoolInOlympia]

Tap dancing is so fun! Love this song on the video!

[@shallowsleep15]

Good luck with your apartment hunt! I can’t wait to see the journey. I am more consistently watching your videos right now than anyone else’s. I just really love your vibe and how real you are. Congratulations on month 3 of sobriety! Alcohol does break down in your body as sugar, so it completely makes sense that you are craving sugary things more often right now. That was a kinda rude thing for that person to say. You should be proud of yourself for making it these first few months like you said. The sugar thing will even out with time, but I wouldn’t worry about it too much right now. You’re doing your best. I can completely relate to hyper fixating on things. I’m someone who either cares super intensely about things or not much at all. Not much gray zone, so I relate to that a lot. You also made me appreciate my balcony on my apartment more. It’s something I kind of take for granted, because every apartment I’ve had here in the states has had one, but I forgot that that’s not something everyone has. So I’ve been being more appreciative of it lately. I hope you have a little outside space at your next place!

[@taybee42681]

💫 A new beautiful home for me and my boys✨

[@JamieBeary]

This is gonna sound weird but ur weepy willy wonka bit was so entertaining and relatable and ur crying voice is adorable it reminded me of leslie mann and i love her. Thankyou so much for sharing ur feelings 💗

[@QueenOfKronstad]

A miracle I’d like is for me to be together and happy with my family. That all the pain I’ve been through will be washed away and my heart healed.

[@Laura-rx9mp]

Love love your blogs! I am calling in the love of my life. He has a name and cann't wait to write the lists that you described. How powerful indeed. Many hugs

[@EmmeCho]

I am calling in the miracle of finding who I really am and being comfortable and be more free on the things I want to do without worrying too much about other people. I want to live a life where I can be comfortable with who I am and still find my own niche of success in life. I want to be both a lawyer and an artist that could fulfil other people's dream.

[@cparisgirl]

Love you Shayna 💜 you are so beautiful - you radiate love and light and you will always be such an inspiration to me 🥰 btw it would be a miracle if I could totally stop drinking too - so that’s the miracle I’m calling for 🌟

[@sayleonara1829]

hey Shayna :) I had a similar experience in a little bakery last week. I went in to buy two Leipziger Lerchen one for me and one for my mom and the cashier lady asked if I know how to store them and I just looked at her and she said if I plan on eating them today. I just smiled at her and said yes.

[@esthershufutinsky]

One of the miracles I was calling was a Donny Brook coat like yours and I just got one 2 days ago!!!!! I'm also working on building my KZbin channel which I want to say, you've really inspired me to do so. Thank you for a beautiful video and sharing you world 🌎

[@CD-ej5cb]

I've been feeling bad about feeling I need "my daily chocolate bar," always double checking I have one in my purse lately, really relating on that! I know I'm having a dependency with it and that it's not healthy, but I'm also struggling with winter, just telling myself spring is coming, and I will get back on track.

[@Jennnnnnnnnnah]

Ive been eating SO MUCHG chocolate lately and this made me laugh and it was great catching up with you!!

[@aayatsk2154]

Good Luck with the apartment decisions Shayna! So excited for this next chapter 💕🍀

[@thepurplepalace85]

Thank you!!

[@barbart_]

the Willy Wonka analogy was so on point, loved it :DDD

[@fenflora]

Your're a beautiful and inspirational person. Thanks for sharing your life journey! 💚

[@4shanna]

I will never stop watching ur channel 🍀❇️❣️