Happy Days - Abigail

[@metaljoker96]

Will never forget the day my once "soulmate" left me for another guy. It's been nearly 7 years since it happened. I've matured as an adult, moved almost 2000 miles away from my birth place for a new life, met the best friends anyone can have, but nobody has come close to filling that hole in my heart that she left. I hope everyone reading this understands that you aren't alone.

[@CarolynDestruction]

I feel your pain. It's been almost 7 years since I was happy with my relationship in high school. The only girl I dated in high school. She's happier without me now

[@LazyLaz76]

@@CarolynDestruction Shut up transgender

[@LazyLaz76]

@@COLMUSIC603 man i had like 7 relationships when i was a kid now i got no bitches

[@CarolynDestruction]

@@LazyLaz76 BASED

[@odmayros]

hate it

[@adammcculley8080]

9 years, 3 children, and she died. I did everything right and still lost. There aren't even words for that kind of pain and loss.

[@devinhannickel641]

❤

[@omarak6399]

Damn RIP

[@Gunta87]

your situation made me feel like nothing bro RIP

[@MaxinEve]

2:38 the sound of a windows XP folder opening in the audio. Is what I'm searching on a raw Black Metal

[@aditussomnus]

Haha good catch!

[@NocturnalGravelandRecords]

It's the original audio, straight from the band themselves. I know because I was the person who uploaded the song.

[@OneManBands]

@@NocturnalGravelandRecords Woah, that's awesome!

[@KASS49]

@@NocturnalGravelandRecordsreal shit?

[@xeruna5559]

This song is so sad hits hard but such a masterpiece.. There's no greater pain when your heart gets broken from the one you love most..

[@skator8423]

Nice profile picture

[@muriloferreira5344]

word up

[@xanselmox]

trust me. there are worse pains out there.

[@jonathanbayza4927]

One thing i've learned from Life, Love Hurts more than anything

[@Bigsam-qd7it]

Jonathan Bayza worse pain ever

[@iamfortheburied8190]

You just learn your own mistakes

[@taylorhunn2786]

Jonathan Bayza then it is not love, simply lust

[@xeruna5559]

Tru stroy...

[@rjskum688]

love is want. The fact you lost your own vision of love is your own fault. Thats what the intro of this song means. The rest of this song is our true feelings.

[@xladder3972]

If you are in a dark place rn because of a devestating relationship. Please dont ever go back. Just look forward, doesnt matter how much " joy" this person brought you. They left you once, and will undoubtedly do it again. Don't let it repeat itself please and drink water regularly

[@angriest]

"he asked me nicely" love hurts

[@nekukishi]

You should see the movie.

[@SaaaaaD-0]

Name ?

[@priscila9648]

@@SaaaaaD-0 Closer

[@xladder3972]

@@priscila9648 by who? I'd love to know some real fucked up heartbroken songs and movies

[@punkmetalbitch3249]

Fucking does, my ex cheated on me when we were still together and it was like this song... That was one of my suicide attempts.......

[@dibowrks]

I know it isn't so metal but... I just want to share a hug with you who are reading this.

[@elsneiker4118]

@@tristery lmao me too

[@jjj-qj8lu]

Hug is metal. Dont you ever go to metal festivals? Everone acts like theyve ben best friends for years. Mosh pits,wall of deaths people are touching each other. From outside you can say it seems agressive but its not. They are just having fun. Metal means brotherhood. We,metalheads are all brothers and sisters.

[@dibowrks]

Wow it's been 2 years. I was so wholesome back then.

[@dibowrks]

@@andreafomasidirector grazie hahahaha

[@francescogiacovelli8468]

@@andreafomasidirector quanti italiani ahah

[@grimmyfarog5388]

I miss her a lot... Anyways, life goes on. We should focus on doing great things like this song when we're broken, sad or consumed by hate Stay safe guys

[@CloakedinMurk]

Yeah man especially being grateful for the memories and times we shared, rather than saddened when looking back. Being happy to have experienced those things at all gives a sense of fulfillment with the right mindset. Hope you’re well.

[@Gecee-dd2tb]

Thank you for this words, i needed this

[@jacobbrenkus4070]

Making this music can release it all and you get to leave all that pain and hatred in beautiful art that helped you overcome it. DSBM has kept me going so long

[@genocidecrusade6534]

Emo nerd

[@aldaqua]

Seni bu şarkılara kazıdım, yarın dünya yok olsa bile sen burada kalacaksın, kimsenin bilmediği, yalnız ve soğuk şarkılar. Kimsesizlerin şarkıları…

[@junenight3645]

You saw her in photographs, with another. She was very happy, although he beat and cheated on her. She does not need your sincere love, she does not love you. You are reviewing those photos and want to shout "Why is he?" This pain, this suffering ... You will never forget those feelings. Great song

[@CausticSpace]

Bro, you need to watch Alexander Grace and Darius M.

[@wlaenyrhlios3295]

The best instrumental song I've ever heard by far ..

[@IYEM666]

I think i asked it before here or in another video's comment section, doesn't this song has something in common with Lantôs' Ëin?

[@100-w6e]

I think you'd also like Sadness-In january It's pretty similar

[@wlaenyrhlios3295]

@@100-w6e Thanks . I will check it out .

[@100-w6e]

@@wlaenyrhlios3295 You're welcome, hope you like it

[@76isthenumberofeverything76]

he says abigail and the beginning , and the closer talking in the beginning.

[@VelvetAngel4047]

This song really got to me. Almost cried. So much emotion in this one song it's unbelievable.

[@gonzaloabrego1280]

Sara Alden is amazing how the band made it possible, you can feel the sadness, the bitterness, the mistrust, the suffering in those notes. Awesome!

[@koryonos-geheim-einherii]

HA, "almost", yeah sure, "almost" smh

[@punkmetalbitch3249]

YES. Now I am keeping my tears rn, again...

[@ItzDion]

Hits even harder when you have someone that you miss with the same name as the song title

[@weekendnachos_2049]

🤯

[@axelt6667]

This song hits differently when you’re drunk

[@zigotina]

Every song does

[@Jamesquish]

I can't even cope right now...

[@adrianfredriksen1761]

It really does

[@praisethesun5663]

Same

[@alexc699]

soo truee

[@IscarioTVegath]

the intro is from the film "closer" with natalie portman and jude law . for those who asked ...

[@skydance3388]

After watching the film where this came from, it completely changes EVERYTHING......

[@Igor-zr6zk]

🖤

[@eclectisetknows1711]

This song really helps me, but cuts me so deep with every listen. I fucking love it.

[@petrmeskhi4801]

same shit

[@devanconaway3118]

Grind Me Into Sludge Melancholy rarely goes away my friend. You and I are quite different from most. We take things in, and we determine life by its own fucked up status. Music is and always will be our escape. They're the freaks..not us. Keep your head up. There will always be light.. though the darkness shows us the other side of being.. Which is absolutely nothing.

[@happyhardcoretechno]

😢 fuckin fuck

[@valeriedicamillo1552]

5:55 such a beautiful twist to a song. This song describes all the feelings of love. pain,happiness pain

[@set8255]

Shining is also great at this. Truly great DSBM brings out every emotion all at once. It's something few bands have the gift of doing. Xasthur also is one of the best at doing this.

[@satanicblackmetalhead]

​@@set8255also psychonaut 4 and sterbend are very good at this

[@AdoraVivos]

i mean, acoustic breakdown is like the gimmick of nearly every DSBM act out there

[@kacaesthesiaxkrystal9481]

"I would have loved you... forever..."

[@iamfortheburied8190]

But it was my own fault

[@gottmituns9652]

bas van der tuuk yea. the whole life is lie. everybody lies u. noone actualy thinks wot he says. at one moment he says u are his best friend. next moment u peek around a corner and see the same guy trash talkin u beh ur back

[@eprimchad2576]

​@@iamfortheburied8190 then do better next time

[@valld7239]

I stopped listening to metal because I don’t want to remember the heartbreaks and pain I felt in that era of my life. Tonight after being torn down by someone I loved for two years straight and having a child with them and leaving them for good. I remembered the quote in the beginning from the movie closer and it reminded me of this song from my twenties. I just wanted to be loved but no matter who or where I go my heart gets shattered. I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’m so different now. I would have loved you forever..

[@chillaz6192]

Shit, man, how are you now?

[@josephswolin7450]

​@@chillaz6192 bad

[@Noeton]

Give us an update, brother

[@something4249]

I remember hearing this song with you, and you know it was one of our favorites and despite that you would call me crying to say that this was one of the saddest songs and I never wanted that to happen to us. And that's exactly what you did. Destroying everything around me, fading the colors and making all the sounds in noisy. You were my dream. Music is not the same for me. The years go by and I've changed so much, sometimes I do not feel myself, sometimes I pretend I've met. Whatever.

[@jank8696]

Would be good lyrics

[@mikefranco8961]

Hi!

[@lanakaneti9524]

hope you're okay

[@mallorii86110]

Ill think of you while I pray. I'm very sorry you experienced loss of that caliber. I hope things have gotten easier for you.

[@throathash]

Wat

[@leconglomeratscrevesoffici850]

You can feel sadness here indeed but what's interesting in this band is that there's always that atmospheric ambient style that let us see a spark of light in the dark, there's always light, even on the darkest times, there's light, there's a redemption, a way out whatever it is, there's light.

[@cowmaster9180]

i know plenty of songs with no light in them

[@thotlinemiami6627]

@@cowmaster9180 ok link

[@framepointer]

@@thotlinemiami6627 suicidal emotions by abyssic hate is one hell of a depressive album

[@thotlinemiami6627]

@@framepointer thanks bossman

[@justdevin5311]

"then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel...was just a freight train coming your way"

[@ryanb2404]

When i'm finally at the limit from holding all my emotions this song completely shatters my walls and lets everything pour out. It hurts so bad in the moment, but definitely helps heal afterwards. Thanks again.

[@Vinnay94]

When the tears come out, it feels good.

[@thepunisher236169]

@@Vinnay94 Don't fool yourself.

[@КаринаТарасова-э6у]

Люблю всех людей кто это слушает и переслушивает.

[@XanderLeonard]

Я тоже.

[@HuskyGuitar-gd1hz]

Similar scenario happened to me, not as brutal because I am a teenager, still hurts because lack of emotion and confidence was present and Abigail happens to be the name of that girl as well, I know I am a teenager so you wont take me serious but if anyone finds this, hope you all are doing well and get through everything like I am trying

[@djay-eh9is]

I hope you’re doing well too c,:

[@HuskyGuitar-gd1hz]

@@djay-eh9isthx, still moving forward

[@6mat]

I hope all the best to you

[@doctorwalmart]

sentiments are sentiments buddy, no shame. dont sell yourself short- it was fucking tough being a teenager on my end. during that time i too have suffered a hollow heart by the same token- just as i am now... haha take care of yourself man.

[@xenogorwraithblade2538]

Youth doesn't discredit pain, my friend. I wish you the best.

[@MadMayhem23]

this IS dsbm...

[@癫食炽热]

post？

[@gustavomonteirotr]

Verdade

[@Major-Insanity]

When you kiss someone new after being single for so long. I wouldn’t know the feeling but I think about it all the time, and I’d probably just break down in tears. Listening to this never fails to make me picture that and start crying inside. I know this sounds cheesy but who else can relate?

[@wrythe777]

i know exactly how you feel

[@brent45928]

There is no forever.

[@riley272]

👍

[@papacharlie5692]

wow you are a genius

[@franciscocorvalan427]

@@papacharlie5692 yes, he is

[@mateoreyes4235]

Only infinite

[@skydance3388]

After watching the film where this came from, it completely changes EVERYTHING......

[@josephswolin7450]

She took me to the highest peak... heaven. Once there, she pushed me off, breaking every bone in my body.. at least thats how it felt..

[@skydance3388]

​​@@josephswolin7450I'm sorry my friend. I hope you can find healing...(Bro hug) .

[@l.-..l.l.--l.l]

Happy Songs... for Happy People

[@citalopramze]

Like a Positive Music For Positive People

[@Floki_mk]

this is a powerful song . you can feel the energy . a great piece of art and work

[@efilwv1635]

Sounds like every relationship I’ve ever been through. I’ve been divorced for seven years and I don’t plan on getting attached to anyone ever again.

[@CausticSpace]

Watch Alexander Grace

[@selkis688]

Smart!

[@efilwv1635]

@@CausticSpace Who is that?

[@CausticSpace]

@@efilwv1635 kzbin.info/door/eY3vg1r0KrvuyPOi7T39eA Darius M. is a good youtube channel too.

[@happyhardcoretechno]

A narcissist can't love you never ever.

[@anthonycortez2037]

@@wraith7666 same here, that sht brokes any hope in people or w*men actually.

[@nisamontague417]

:)

[@demondog999]

everyone is narcistic u chud

[@None-jj8sx]

@@nisamontague417 What?

[@nisamontague417]

@@None-jj8sx that's true

[@KalitaJ]

This music deserves so much recognition.. The lead has a voice of it's own. Need more music like this

[@cut-offproductions]

Karrøll Sinistra the blasphemous agreed, espically happy days

[@OneManBands]

Karrøll Sinistra the blasphemous Exactly what I was about to say. Thanks.

[@lucysoffering]

@Justin Bishoff it mostly comes down to what the bands wants for themselves, if they want the recognition, why disapprove of their success?

[@Blutkehle2]

2:30 "Aaabigaiiiil"...............epic

[@xBoaBoa]

Listened to it for the first time when i was 14,used to cry for not having a normal life like all others. Found this again,im 23 now and my guinea pig just died leaving me and his little brother behind way too early,its so unfair.

[@captainvancannibalo6766]

This piece Music is so great. Amazing arrangement and an unbelievable smooth depressing atmosphere. When I listen to it, makes me think of things in the past. Things that are great and things that really pisses me off. Love this song Happy Days for all of you

[@torki3697]

Every time I feel down and worse than that, I come here and read through the comments. Oh my godness, these comments! Thank you all. I am not alone. We are not alone.

[@wAVE1337]

you alright bud?

[@torki3697]

@@wAVE1337 I commented after the thing has been sorted out, so the answer is yes. I remembered this video and felt very grateful.

[@wAVE1337]

@@torki3697 good to know bro. hope you're a happy person now

[@saiko2216]

I was cheated on while i was in a very bad spot in my life, so that only made it worse, but it still cant compare to other pains this life can offer, its crazy how much you can suffer.

[@xladder3972]

the most important part is, that you will and always will get through it. Some don't but if you do, please stay

[@marty0z]

I've never listened to metal like this before. so fucking insane. hits harder than any other

[@miki9216]

hits harder than my dads belt fr

[@depressivesuicidalblackmetal.]

Fr

[@630171official]

black metal has nothing to with metal but the distortion

[@treymoment]

​@@depressivesuicidalblackmetal.Oh my God it's depressive suicidal black metal

[@gnickthegnome1981]

@@treymoment hi folks, its me, John Depressivesuicidalblackmetal

[@svartbesatt]

"Where is this love? I... I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words. Whatever, you say it too late..."

[@kublai2884]

It’s been 5 years since i lost her It hurts so much to this day, i can’t forget about it We were so similar to each other, i understand why she did this way She did the right thing to do, even it still hurts me to this day i can’t blame her If i was in her spot i would do the same thing, it’s all my fault

[@devinhannickel641]

It is time to forgive yourself, grow, move on, and prosper

[@julychani]

I always get to men like you, please never touch another woman before you heal

[@assfwws]

@@julychani bruh

[@eprimchad2576]

​@@julychanisounds like youre way more damaged. Get off the internet and stop speaking.

[@davidcryptt]

this the typa shit u could never put ur friends onto

[@disparagers1166]

Just stumbled upon this, scrolling through KZbin in the wee hours of the night. I'm in tears, this piece of art is beautiful and haunting, I feel moved in a way I couldn't feel for so long. Thank you for this slice of humanity, as dark as it may be

[@nikashkhangembam4765]

Yup..imagining all the society adore you and u turn out totally opposite it's cracking inside me

[@leconglomeratscrevesoffici850]

You know that this is good dsbm when the music makes you feel sad but with a peek of this feeling of will of revenge against the world...

[@entfesselt1288]

We love just the illusion of love.

[@euphemia6873]

I do. I don‘t think I could love someone. I like your name, are you German?

[@entfesselt1288]

@@euphemia6873 I Wish I could love someone. Or Something. But I can't. Yes, I'm German. And "Entfesselt" means "unleashed" ;)

[@chrism1518]

It’s just a chemical reaction in the brain. There’s no such thing as love, after all.

[@zombieploios]

@@entfesselt1288 If you want to,you can..it's almost never too late...you have to start loving yourself first tho...then the little things around you..they make up for the most )

[@geraldjamieson8428]

I just found this band..... This is the second track I've listened to. I'm digging how they use movie dialogues. The Donnie Darko one sucked me right in and now I'm here. Loving it.

[@valentina170582]

What is the title ? On Donnie Darko ?

[@sleepforever8378]

@@valentina170582 happy days - dying alone done

[@rtbarshaw3766]

What movie is the dialog from?

[@axelblack7950]

@@rtbarshaw3766 i think it’s a movie from 2000 Search in the comments you will maybe find it

[@skibidi_rizzler_montana]

@@rtbarshaw3766 Closer 2004

[@jonathancooper19]

I Enjoyed It and Came as well.

[@Nin10bro1]

As much as I love this song, I can't help but be reminded of how horrible it was going through this. Even though I'm doing better. I live in fucking fear of history repeating itself

[@xzxblue090uwu4]

This song is a piece of art. A very depressing yet beautiful piece of art.

[@xzxblue090uwu4]

G0R3 V0M1T Lmao thanks UwU I listen to a lot of metal 🤘💀

[@tormentedsoul8127]

I love that acoustic guitar

[@lifelover8676]

Yes thats nice

[@elifaydemir8884]

actually this intro from a movie called 'Closer' and in the movie, the guy cheated on girl first. she could have loved him forever but he left her for another woman. she was devastated and started working in a strip club. and when he got bored, he came back to her. why Larry? because Dan wasnt there for Alice. so actually ''Abigail'' is not the bitch here. the guy is the asshole, he ruined the girl.

[@cfsoulja3249]

Damn. But what's the meaning of the song? Is it about his ex who treated him with abuse and Morbid has fallen into a state of depression and anger?

[@elifaydemir8884]

did you read what i wrote there -_-

[@edgarallanhoe-w2s]

the song is not about the movie we dont care about its story

[@elifaydemir8884]

Narcotic Devotion then don't read it.

[@edgarallanhoe-w2s]

Daisy Day its not a tofu that I get everyday for breakfast and i can make a choice and eat something else ..I read your post and I informed you the song is not about the movie and we really dont care about the movie. there is a reply button for a reason

[@DeathStar97]

Heartbreak is something else, he knew he would forgive her. She's a devil and he's too good. So wrenching

[@blacksheep1803]

This is a masterpiece. I just heard this song for the first time and i can't describe how i feel. This song a journey full of power and emotions. I would do anything to hear this song for the first time again

[@jpinaitis]

why is this deppressive- it makes me feel alive

[@depressivvepostlife3631]

Veryy Hapy days ...

[@flayedface4462]

+Depressivve post Life you dont like it?

[@depressivvepostlife3631]

+Ian Bach (Razorface) we're rotting

[@flayedface4462]

Depressivve post Life we understand each other

[@ornicarlinvisible]

Le dialogue du début m'a brisé le coeur 😢

[@jaxonmoon9815]

I was hesitant to click on this first time it popped up, but I clicked this time. Not sure if I should have left it unheard, I'm sure it will live with me forever.

[@henrymountney-dorje6319]

I've never been afraid of losing so much, over the last few month's I've witnessed death depression loss and desperation and not on just my behalf. I love this song to bits but it brings so many memories I can see my life flying before my eyes towards a bottomless void. Maybe it would have been easier to end things but hurt is part of life and that's what changes things most, maybe one day things will be better. LOVE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE NO MATTER WHAT THE CIRCUMSTANCES. maybe we can can change things together someday.

[@stlkr]

there's nothing left to live for

[@zothcia]

I already miss him so much, I don't know what to do. My heart is so broken. I loved him so much. I still love him. I wish we were still together. I wish I could hug and kiss him right now.

[@owl509]

If I remember correctly this was the first DSBM song I've heard. Then I listened to Thy Light not long after this song and I've been hooked on the genre ever since. Hope everyone is well

[@ajaybohara2203]

My Adrenaline DSBM The only thing that keeps the feeling of aliveness anymore Hail

[@goldehh1069]

try cold showers/ice bath

[@brooklynpreston3782]

It’s a cold fucking world. We are all just game pieces slowly being taken one by one off the board. Life fucks you up. Ppl fuck you up. The wounds that hurt the most were carved and placed onto you by the ones you loved the most. They always hurt you the worst. I can’t take it anymore being betrayed. Left to die while I’m on my knees begging for them to stay. Begging to be loved the same way that I love them. My heart has been broken but my soul is shattered. No one will ever understand the pain I endure.

[@nefandusmalummortifer]

I loved her with all my heart and still she left

[@serbischessfreiwiligenkorp787]

I correlate with each word being said..

[@MikaDamaged]

This one is powerful in so many ways that i really can't describe a thing, just feel it.

[@davemustard4909]

this is the only song that makes me cry for some reason

[@DeadDemonOfLostIzaleth]

I’ve felt only numbness after I dated a girl who tells me she has a crush on someone, but tells me that she still loves me. I didn’t Belive she still loved me, i was done, I got nothing to give, wanna come cry to me about what you go through?! Join the fucking club, we all have gone through shit, so you know what? Fuck it, get me a bottle, I’m drinking my self to death and blasting this song and more other dsbm music

[@charaznable3874]

Anyone can relate to that epilogue / intro... This music is very therapeutic

[@creatos104]

Abigail! :/ the name that never forget...

[@COLMUSIC603]

Happy Days sampling Closer was the best thing that ever came to DSBM lol. Such a unique song.

[@ohZopy]

I always come back to this song...

[@alejandraaaa-a]

I've always loved the intro, but since I watched Closer (2004) it hits even harder. So heartbreaking and relatable. I love this band.

[@durmushali]

hayatının bir kısmında buraya düşecen; depresyona!

[@StrangeMachines1]

Mutluyken de dinliyorum artık. Nasıl bir yer ettiyse

[@korayertug794]

Buraya yazayım da şarkıyı hatırlayın, dinleyin istedim

[@userbilmemne31]

Issız tenimi yakan bir soğuğun eşiğinde dağın tepesinde uzanmak istiyorum. Gökyüzü kara, monokrom tonda. Gözyaşlarımı melekler teker teker sayıyor, "o" na lanet okuyor. Ağlamaktan ağzıma gelen midem, sıkışan kalbim var sadece elimde. Depresyonu seviyorum, melankoliyi seviyorum...

[@aldaqua]

@@userbilmemne31depresyon güzeldir

[@twistedpair8374]

The song went to me on my main page after listening to many black metal genres, 3 months after a breakup, hits so well. Love hurts but take lessons from that even if it hurts i wish you guys the best, i love you

[@CarolynDestruction]

I love this song but…. Last month I had a suicide attempt and was on the phone crying with my girlfriend of 2 years who always disappeared and came back. I went to work where I had a mental breakdown and was out of work for 3 weeks now. My girlfriend told me that she had sex with somebody else because she was at a “low point” in her life. I put so much into her and she doesn’t even know it. I bought a house, released almost 10 albums, and got her a skateboard where the money was going to charity and this is what I get from her. She relocated to somewhere else in Virginia and it breaks my heart that I trusted someone I was happy with and she betrayed me like this. She truly belongs to the streets.

[@user-gb1oo7in9q]

your music is awful why would you go all the way to 10 albums? jfc

[@Anavargs]

I hope u are ok

[@CarolynDestruction]

@@Anavargslook up Can’t Find Love But A Coffin. It’s an album I put my whole heart into making. Fuck her😂😂

[@eprimchad2576]

I hope youre doing ok and i really mean this with all due respect, but looking at your of pic i have bad eyes so i apologize but it appears youre either a lesbian or a trans person, and that is just not going to work for you, no one throughout history has ever managed to make these modern fandangled philosophical twists on relationships work. Women need a firm foundation to build themselves off of, and if you struggle with things like the very essence of your existence, its very hard for someone in that position to provide what a woman needs. Over 70% of lesbian couples report domestic violence or emotional abuse, i understand that you want to do what you want, but sometimes i think its important to look at what has worked for everyone, and being something youre not will not make anything in your life easier. Some people confuse love with sex and infatuation, i know i did, and maybe the feelings you have about the (same?) Sex or yourself are incorrect. I really believe something can be attractive to someone but not be whats best for them. I really hope youre doing good and please do not take any of this to heart if you disagree, i am a random idiot on the internet afterall and you should only consider my advice if it actually speaks to you. If youre a woman try to rely on a strong man that wont crack under pressure, and if you identify as such please consider trying to go back to the beginning for a bit, being a man is actually great, having people rely on you will give your life importance. I used to be very mentally ill and weak until i decided to try being more stereotypical and my life has improved 10 fold. Sry for the schizo rant i just cant take people being in pain and ive really spent hundreds of hours pondering the pains people go through in our day and age. Best wishes, things will get better.

[@carbonatedmilk1643]

Stay strong, I love you bro

[@h8isgr812]

my favorite dsbm band after nocturnal depression

[@euphemia6873]

Damn I love Nocturnal Depression

[@76isthenumberofeverything76]

@@euphemia6873 they do have good music but here my list of favorite DSBM bands 1. No Point in Living 2. Trist 3. Happy Days 4. Pyschonaut 4 5. Korium

[@lucysoffering]

@@76isthenumberofeverything76 finally someone who gives npil some attention, they're one of my top 3 :)

[@portofinodoll]

I'm here to get comfort again

[@lukeyworthington-wolfslair9212]

Man, I’ve been through some shit listening to this song. Hard to think it’s been 12 years since I first heard it and how it always pops back up again when I’m going through it.

[@wAVE1337]

i know why you're here. just want to remind y'all that things will get better. love you guys

[@amphetanine8573]

I like how you reply to every comment with a story on this vid. It's so nice. Hope you're alright as well

[@wAVE1337]

@@amphetanine8573 thanks man, appreciate it

[@lunaspirits162]

This is my teenage to adulthood song, I’m still crying whenever I hear it … I still do Wholesomeness of emotions and amertume

[@SUP3RVIXEN]

This song takes me back to a dark episode of my life, glad I overcome the past. Still love the song tho… ❤

[@ThrobbingChomboni]

This song rips my heart out. I couldn't stand to see my forever girl killing herself slowly. I thought a break would open her eyes and fix her priorities. I didn't. It's been a year and almost 4 months and even in a crowded room I'm lonely. I replay simple things over and over in my head because replaying the big things,the beautiful only once in a lifetime hurts too , too much. Those who understand this and understand this song --- how beautiful is this song wrapped in all of its ugliness. I miss you forever girl

[@putrescentvermin]

Thank you for making an abusive family, shitty work life, and university more bearable. 🙂

[@chillaz6192]

I had a girlfriend, she was one of the most special humans in my life, intelligent, cute, beauty, innocent, sensitive, comprehensive. She has the most beautiful face in the world, like a little kid, i even called him "my child" by love. She was short like a mouse, so i called her "My little mouse". She loved me so much, that she spended a lot of time just by making me gifts. I break her heart, i said things that destroyed her, just because of my narcissism, i blammed her for stupid things. And now, she hates me, she doesn't loves me anymore. And im feeling the worst pain in my life. Im doing good, i feel like im getting better, and also her, but man. I hate myself...

[@hanschenklein8124]

As you should

[@АркадійПавученко]

"doesn't loves...". WELLL ACCCTUUALLY 🤓🤓🤓 doesn't love me anymore, bozo you deserved it with your grammar skills

[@patriciagalindo3528]

If you were a narcissist you wouldn't feel bad, some times we say things way out of line and regret it afterwards, now be mindful of the words you choose to say. We can easily loose someone so incredible and special in our lives with a few hurtful words.

[@alaouijaafar8266]

i love don't go and abigail cause they remind me of the pain of love so i can still feel alive and glad i experienced it So that i can be ready when it happens again

[@salt4477]

Got this recommended by a guy on reddit cuz i was asking for songs to cry to and bless that guy for putting me on this

[@koltinn]

"Who are you?!" "I am noone!" Ain't that a kick in the head...

[@InwardAdventure]

my favorite part is around 07:00 fucking brutal, pretty good track, simple structure, killers drums, heavy as fuck, strong 7 to light 8

[@dreamer3860]

yep 7:06 is fucking insane, this combination of chaotic aggressive drums and melodic melancholy just rips you apart

[@ineuphoria2084]

Sen nasıl bir şarkısın be..hissettirdiklerini tanımlayamıyorum

[@ASombreDance]

aynı şekilde ben de..

[@yaggodlordi62]

@@ASombreDance Şarkının her part'ında gözümde farklı şeyler canlanıyor... Neyse gidip ders çalışayım

[@KASS49]

this deserves so much more attention

[@revive_blackhawk2003]

this song is art

[@kkickthetragedy]

listened to this song cuz i saw a comment recommending this song on the video for in january by sadness, no fuckinf regrets this song is absolutely incredible holy shit

[@charaznable3874]

葉巧庭你永遠傷害我的心，我就無法忘掉你不管我交到幾個女友，我不能愛別的人跟你一樣，你一直在我的記憶感到非常痛苦

[@sergioc.7910]

Man, I love @7:06, when all of a sudden BAMMMMM, outta nowhere that awesome drum beat kicks in.

[@ReAp3r13]

I hope we all just Rest In Peace one day!!!

[@Zephr238]

intro with the acoustic is amazing

[@ruso22k]

I abused her for the better part of a year because of my insecurities and selfishness and skepticisms that all came from projecting my ugly mindset on to hers. She loved me through it all. The most unimaginable treatment when I would tell her I loved her. My possessive spirit taking every inch of freedom she desires until she eventually desires no more. I broke her. And now it’s funny. Now she spent a single night with another. We’re not even together but I was waiting for her but she didn’t wait for me. Rightfully so. Nonetheless it brings me to my knees. The intro of this song makes me want to vomit. This is a sign to treat the ones that love you right. The ones that truly love you will love you no matter what. Just don’t take advantage of that love because you’ll reap what you fucken sow

[@nero9978]

And here we are again, maybe for the final time. We're not going to let this pain gonna go on for much longer.

[@gothmog302]

Try to listen to less depressive music. I ve been saved by Through the fire and flames. Hope u ll be alright, Bro)

[@nero9978]

@@gothmog302 im surprised anyone noticed, keep being kind to other you good soul. There's too many bad spirits lingering in our world, too many that ive been hurt by. I wish you grace and joy as you meet each day. Alas, my friend.

[@Leonardvondelray]

Abigail, my blonde love , we met in the summer , I wish we could have stayed together ,I think of you and feel pain every night like today , everyday I suffer a little more life will always have a razor cutting my heart , and that's the lack of you, I love you I wish I was different , don't go ....

[@Inmyhaginggarden]

Favourite happy days song.