This is hard | Vlog

Hey Y'all. I just had some thoughts and feelings I needed to get out. Thank you so much for listening. This is so hard to do. Love you all. ~Sal
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[@GalSal]

I am NOT taking a break from KZbin. I am busting my butt to grow this channel, this community, and keep everything running smooth behind the scenes. I just needed to vent. The response to this video has been overwhelming and I cannot express enough just how THANKFUL I am to y'all for being so lovely and welcoming and supportive of me and this channel. I am so so glad you are here. I am glad we are here for each other.

[@spikesproductions1096]

You’re incredible! I’m so glad your husband is so supportive of your dreams. I’ve talked to other youtubers who have families, and yeah, it’s very difficult. I don’t know if I could ever do what you do, and I don’t even have kids yet. I’m sorry to hear that you struggle with depression and PTSD and stuff like that. I was diagnosed with chronic depression awhile back (and recently, anxiety disorder, too), so I understand how much more difficult that makes everything-especially self-care. I’m glad KZbin (namely the gaming community) is helping you with your personal identity and self-confidence 💜

[@GalSal]

Thank you, I am very lucky to have a supportive partner, I cannot imagine doing all of this without him! Self care is incredibly important and I hope that you know that you aren't alone either. It takes a lot of bravery to speak publicly about struggles, so my hats off to you! I definitely love the gaming community here on KZbin, but I have a special place in my heart for this little community,here, we are building together. :)

[@sadieb3033]

I love this brutal honesty. Love you GalSal!

[@GalSal]

🖤🖤

[@ambogart4190]

This is BRAVE AF. I am only part way in and I'm just emotionally right there with you. Transparency with mental (and physical) health is SO important these days... I've wanted to make a KZbin channel just for these types of messages but I've been too scared to pull the trigger. You woke up today and, just, bore your SOUL and that is so admirable! Thank you! Thank you for being you! And we will be okay, just like you said, together!

[@GalSal]

I agree, being transparent with mental and physical health is so important, because people NEED to know they aren't alone in their struggles and that there IS hope. I am so grateful you watched this and I think starting your own channel is a brave endeavor and speaks very highly of you! Thank you for being here and for leaving such a thoughtful response.

[@tophsmommy]

I wish I could love this! I wish it would let me.

[@Br0wnEyedQueen]

I'm here to tell you that yes, I am still here and I'll be staying. To stick by you as you grow a wonderful community for yourself Gal, I feel in a similar spot with my website and wanted to try to make videos, (at least in a classic "youtuber" sense of talking in front of a camera and not feel weird about it...) and all the other projects I'm currently a part of along with my job and just keeping up with the basics of taking care of yourself in between all that. I feel you, there really isn't enough time and that's the balance we all have to figure out I guess... but yeah! I'm happy to have found you through the power of Mark lol and just wanted to let you know, I'll be here to support you %100! 💛

[@GalSal]

Br0wnEyedQueen You stickin’ around and supporting me, means the world to me. Know that you have my support as well. Learning to balance everything and still have time to practice self care and lead enriching lives and take care of others around us....is so hard but I believe it is possible and WE are doing it. You’ve got this my friend and so am I. I’m glad you’re here. ✌🏻🖤

[@ignitedvalkyrie]

I'm so glad you've built such an awesome community, and that you feel comfortable enough to share with us what's on your mind. We're here for you through this!

[@GalSal]

Valkyrie Gaming You have no idea how much this means to me. Building a supportive community, that is here for each other, is something I am *striving* for. I’m so grateful you’ve got my back!

[@christakopenkoskey492]

Thank you for being so honest and real. The world needs more REAL. I appreciate you and your words. You have a good thing going on with your channel. 🙂💕

[@GalSal]

Christa Kopenkoskey Thank you so much. You are so right, the world needs authenticity and for people to share who they really are. Love you friend! 💞

[@tophsmommy]

We are all weak, my heart. Our strength comes from our numbers in our village. Says the woman who feels like she has lost her village in moves. I am so proud of you. You are so many worlds away from the woman I originally met. You coming to your own and not shying away from your discoveries is awe inspiring! Let nothing stop you. It is hard because it is worth it.

[@GalSal]

Thank you for taking the time to watch this. I miss you a thousand times over. It’s been a long time coming, me stepping into who I am, and I am grateful to you for being a part of that. 🖤🖤

[@zombiekitty55]

❤❤❤ You are and always will be one of the strongest people I know. I love you so much and I fully understand not reaching out when your depressed because I do the same. You are so loved and missed. ❤❤❤

[@GalSal]

I love you too and miss you tons! I am so grateful to you.

[@dewanabetts8733]

Baby girl I go throw that all the time. That is why I am quit and withdrawn all the time cause I don't like talking about depression cause most people don't even know how to talk about it... or know the feeling we go throw... call anytime all I can do is hear you out just so you can get it out... share a cry or laugh together.. lol Love ya all ways.. Momma D

[@GalSal]

Dewana Betts thank you Momma D, love you.

[@samshadowgaming8823]

I'm sorry you are feeling like this Sal. I know I'm new to your community and I'm no expert in these issues but if you ever feel like you need to talk to someone feel free to contact me on twitter or anywhere, even if it's just for venting. I hope you feel better soon

[@GalSal]

Thank you for reaching out. I am so happy you are here and so grateful for you willing to be a listening ear. Know that I return the sentiment. 🙌🏻