I was supposed to be there at Pulse that night, some friends were going out bar hopping and called me to meet up, so our plans would of ended up at Pulse later thag night, after a feeling telling me not to go and about 3 phone calls later i changed my mind. A few friends still went. One got shot twice and almost died, thank God she lived. I stayed home and getting calls all night up and till 6am. I rush with the radio station to downtown Orlando area. God protected me and I'm forever grateful! Glory to the King! Today I follow Christ and tell people about Jesus everytime i get a chance. Evangelistic work is needed now more than ever. God raise us up to grab your calling on our lives! Thank you Lord for sparing this man so he can share all this and lead more to you Father God. I love you Lord Jesus!🥲🙌🏼✝️🕊💪🏼
@jennysadventure8809 Жыл бұрын
Amen ❤
@e.wilson9613 Жыл бұрын
Amen.
@ALT_listens_ATT Жыл бұрын
God will lead us and we need not do anything but acknowledge him. We all have fallen short of his unconditional love. There's nobody like Jesus. Nothing like the plans for my life, nothing like the words he's spoken over me. He has and never will let you down.
@domingomartinez7207 Жыл бұрын
Amen he loves each and everyone the same Hallelujah praise to king Jesus 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
@madisonalana3797 Жыл бұрын
The Lord is so good! Thank you for sharing!
@RichGriffis Жыл бұрын
One of the biggest misconceptions about those who have chosen to walk away from a same-sex lifestyle is that you will no longer deal with temptation. I’m so glad Angel touched on this. No matter what struggle(s) you had-sexuality, drugs, addiction, etc., you’re going to face temptation even as a believer. It’s how we respond in the face of temptation that is important 🙏🏽.
@Parkdale07 Жыл бұрын
Amen
@christopherblackwell253 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for saying this
@robertcortes1713 Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@abaneyone Жыл бұрын
Just like everyone else still faces temptation.
@rebeccathomas9648 Жыл бұрын
I want my sister and daughter to watch this 😢
@ToyaToy414 Жыл бұрын
Recently left a same sex marriage in obedience to God. Hardest thing I’ve ever done but I’m so grateful God allowed me, and provided the grace to walk away before it was too late. 🙌🏾❤️
@sionbentley4535 Жыл бұрын
Wow I’d love to hear YOUR story 🙏😇❤️
@jerri_fizzle Жыл бұрын
I am currently trying to start my divorce process. It is so hard but I know it’s what God wants. Please pray for me.
@jeranimo.gaming Жыл бұрын
@@jerri_fizzleI’ll keep you in my prayers ❤
@asenethm12 Жыл бұрын
@@jerri_fizzle… Heavenly Father God. I lift up Jerri. Provide him the strength and wisdom to continue in your path. Show him your divine purpose. AMEN 🙏
@belladoll2736 Жыл бұрын
@@jerri_fizzleLord give your child a peace that surpasses understanding, allow this process to go so smoothly that they know that it is you. Jehovah Jireh be their provider, order their steps, be a lamplighter to their feet, I declare Ephphatha (Be open), open the flood gates of heaven and send their blessings. Make a way Lord, and I come into agreement as a intercessor with my fellow sister/brother in Christ. In Jesus name Amen.
@etherealobsidian871 Жыл бұрын
I am a straight biological female, but was experimenting in bisexuality years ago because of a negative influence by my ex boyfriend. He was pushing my young 20yo mind into thinking that lifestyle was okay. I was invited to go to Pulse 2 days prior to the event but decided not to go. I would frequent watching drag shows at another lgbt club for fun with friends and drinking. Now I am 100% delivered from attending those clubs and back to being straight and broke up with my ex and am now almost 29, and 100% celibate. God is good 🙏
@AriaGinmizu Жыл бұрын
Awesome! Way to go, in your obedience with the Lord! Praise God.
@etherealobsidian871 Жыл бұрын
@@AriaGinmizu Thank you 🙏 Amen
@mht5875 Жыл бұрын
Amen!
@BTrust-tc2hg Жыл бұрын
God be the Glory! God will blow your mind full of blessings for your obedience❤❤❤
@kariay50 Жыл бұрын
Amen🙏🏻
@onejoehill Жыл бұрын
This story was amazing. I left the gay lifestyle 3 years ago when I got sober. I've been struggling with telling people. It's almost harder to tell people I left the lifestyle than it was 'coming out' in the first place. But thanks to hearing you, I know exactly what I need to do. This was a very strong message that I've been needing. Thank you so much! Praise God!
@spencerbarker4726 Жыл бұрын
Praise and glory to the Father! Stay strong in the Lord, brother! God has redeemed us all from our previous selves, bright is from darkness into the Light. Thank God for you.
@onejoehill Жыл бұрын
@@spencerbarker4726 thanks for the encouragement!
@chitalumwila1663 Жыл бұрын
It is well.. the Bible says you will overcome the enemy by your testimony ..so don’t be afraid to speak up ❤..Habakkuk 3:19 God will strengthen you and you are not alone ..
@cherish2u85 Жыл бұрын
Amen!!😭🙌🙌🙌
@Acelevi999 Жыл бұрын
❤🎉😊🎉❤
@madisonalana3797 Жыл бұрын
I love hearing this testimony! I’m also former LGBT. This almost brought me to tears. I relate with so much of his testimony. I remember myself begging the Lord to let me live for him instead of going home to my girlfriend at the time. I begged the Lord to take me back for a long time, and he finally did. He brought me from Egypt through the wilderness into the promised land, and if he can do it for this man, and he’s done it for me, he can do it for anyone in any circumstance. He asks that we humble our self to him and recognize our need for him. Thank you for sharing his testimony!
@yolandajones1794 Жыл бұрын
Thank God you also left the lifestyle .❤
@chloelovesjesus Жыл бұрын
SAME EXPERIENCE! Love that you used the exit out of Egypt cause its how I even explain my experience as well. Was with a girl for 11 months and on the first day of the relationship, I cried. Now I realized that it was the Holy Spirit grieving for me cause before then I was cultivating a relationship with Jesus but the girl I had been with led me to backslide a bit. The entire relationship was toxic, and my innocence was torn to pieces. I knew I thought differently than my peers in a sense that I wanted to be pure, but I couldnt get why I wanted to be pure. Now know that it was my desire for Jesus and the desire of purity He gives. Towards the end of the relationship, I wanted so desperately to get out and kept hearing God say “Break up with her. It’s not for you and I have so much more in store for you.” Broke up with her 6-7 months ago and its been the BEST ERA OF MY ENTIRE LIFEEE! Praise God bro
@madisonalana3797 Жыл бұрын
@@chloelovesjesus That’s amazing!! 😭🙌🏻 Jesus is Lord!
@chloelovesjesus Жыл бұрын
@@madisonalana3797 AMENN! He brings us out of our own wretchedness 🤍
@jernisharichard5032 Жыл бұрын
@@chloelovesjesus YES, you are a good person, and you will always love.
@seanbrevard7897 Жыл бұрын
The goal isn’t heterosexuality - it’s living a life holy , righteous & pleasing in the eyes of the Lord, turning to Jesus & carrying our cross with the grace of the Father . Thank you Jesus, God bless you brother ❤
@susanmorgan4151 Жыл бұрын
Well said.❤
@jademedorzil2850 Жыл бұрын
Cant live a holy life if someone is gay. Also being straight doesn’t mean someone will live in holiness. The goal is doing what the Word of God. And the Word of God talks about a man and a woman in a marriage. Hopefully, for both to have their eyes on Christ!
@pv834011 ай бұрын
So, are you literally saying it doesnt please God, that we, the Rainbow nation dont procreate children that are often abused, neglected even killed by the breeder class? To that I say, read the word of God agian, no where does he condemn the rainbow nation, but he constainly puts rules on breeding married people. I concede that some with the Rainbow do act out and do things that dont gratify God, but thats just the 6 oclock news scence, the rest of us design pretty things to help your wife keep you in the marriage, we doll her up so you can still feel attracted to her even after 50 years. We are an intrigal part of society, you forget that the labels you put on your back, aka clothes, are made almost exclusively by us. Shame on you for acknowledging that.
@RIS3N110 ай бұрын
@@jademedorzil2850There is absolutely nothing wrong with being single and living your life fully for God, Paul shows us that
@jademedorzil285010 ай бұрын
@@RIS3N1 Did I say there was something wrong with being single…???
@rebekahann6070 Жыл бұрын
Your testimony is not limited to people who are in the homosexual lifestyle. It's for everyone. Especially "church" people. God is using you in a mighty way, and it brings me to tears. It's teaching me, and changing my heart on how I should love people. Thank you, thank you SOOOO much. 🩷
@ladennayoung2939 Жыл бұрын
Yeah. We must choose to let go of the spirit of religion, tradition, and rituals. I pray your strength in the Lord in Jesus' name. AMEN.
@rebekahann6070 Жыл бұрын
@@ladennayoung2939 AMEN! 🩷
@sharons5100 Жыл бұрын
❤
@beeyondblessedorganics945 Жыл бұрын
ALELUYA me too. I have a testimony. And it's something I have to tell everyone I meet. Regardless what they believe in. Jesus Christ is KING
@madelinevazquez8501 Жыл бұрын
So true
@unicyclingmom Жыл бұрын
Instead of “Lord, take this away from me.” Your “Lord, I give this to you. I want you more than what I like.” Such a beautiful offering. Amen!
@-t96 Жыл бұрын
I was gay and genderfluid. Living my life while dating someone who was trans. I was an avid supporter of the LGBT. I thought I was born this way, I thought it was the right way and that everyone else was wrong. I was like this for awhile until God came into my life. I was a heavy drinker and I started getting panic attacks while I was drunk. I stopped drinking and I got really scared when the attacks began happening while I was sober. It was agony, every day trying to fend off this mind consuming anxiety and I couldn't figure out why. I thought I was going to a spiritual "awakening" ascending to a higher elevation of "life". But in reality, I was dying. Slowly and painfully because of my sin. One night I got this weird feeling that washed over me. It was like my body started fading away but my mind was alert. I went to go lay down on the bed and I remember staring up at the ceiling.i remember knowing in my mind that if I go to sleep tonight, I'm going to die. But the scariest part is that I KNEW, in my mind I just knew that I was going to go to the lake of fire. After that I cried out to the Lord to forgive me, I started reading the Bible and walking in the Lord's laws and commandments. Doing Sabbath, not lying (I lied all the time), trying to be good and do good for God and the world! A year and some months later I've never been happier. I feel good being a woman, I feel secure and confident knowing I am a woman and accepting. I feel good not having that lustful spirit of sodomy in my mind all the time, it feels good to be alive and no longer experiencing any panic attacks. The Lord changed me, and I can never be more grateful. I pray that anyone who might be LGBT, whether you've come here to debate people or to simply observe. I KNOW how you feel, that insecurity of never feeling right in your own body. Never feeling happy with your appearance, and feeling consumed with loving the same gender. I know it's hard, overwhelming, and very toxic. But there IS a way out. Repent now while you still can. The Lord is coming back soon, whether you believe it or not and he will not be merciful to any of the wicked. You CAN change, you were not BORN this way. Don't listen to the lies and sweet delusions of this community, listen to what your own body is telling you, and what God tells you. Follow the Lord's laws and commandments, again, while you still can. Turn away from this wicked society and the deep rooted paganism they try to make us to follow (holidays, Sunday Worship) find God and live!!! Forever not just the 80-90 years we get. I love you all and if you read this, thank you and bless you for listening at all. I pray for peace on your households and strength as you walk through this valley of the shadow of death. In Jesus' name! Ecclesiastes 12:13-14 (KJV) Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter: Fear God, and keep his commandments: for this is the whole duty of man. For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil. (Exodus 20:1-17 for the commandments) ☺️🙏🏽
@rainbowsieben Жыл бұрын
Hallelujah!
@SAVEDbyAGAPE Жыл бұрын
HalleluYah!!! All glory be to Jesus Christ our Lord forever and ever for our deliverance and salvation! Amen. I was also delivered and COMPLETELY set free from the LIES and BONDAGE of the lgbtqpxyz Sodomite lifestyle (namely, lesbianism and later bisexuality) by the Lord Jesus 16 years ago! HalleluYah!!! The oddest thing is that I've never even had a same-sex attraction to begin with, nor was I ever happy in that lifestyle, EVER! The devil just deceived and brainwashed me so much into believing that 'I WAS BORN THAT WAY' (after I had a series of unfortunate 'loves' with boys until I was 20-21), that I had pretty much concluded that *_I must've been born gay,_* otherwise why was I so unsuccessful in love and why no boys that I have ever liked ever liked me back... And so, the next 7-8 years of my life were *utter hell* in the LGBTQ community, desperately trying to fit in! As a result, getting severely suicidally depressed and eventually turning into a suicidal and blackout alcoholic, with all the darkness and abominable immoral filth (moral death) that comes with all of that satanic mess… But somehow, miraculously, the Lord Jesus had set me free from the bondage of the Sodomite lifestyle and LIE over 16 years ago, even before I ever came to God for setting me free from alcoholism and depression 4 years later, in 2011… I later found out that *_my mother had prayed for me with some Christian women_* (although she was never a Christian herself), and so that was obviously enough to set the wheels of my salvation rolling, HalleluYah! Praise Lord Jesus forever and ever!!! Anyways, it's been a very long and *_tumultuous journey of gradual liberation_* for me since then, because unfortunately _I have yet to find a true, awake Christian church and Christian fellowship_ in my life, so the *spiritual battle with depression and loneliness* is still ongoing, in strides… However, I have been *completely set free and delivered* beyond any kind of doubt or even temptations, fully and entirely, from the Sodom and Gomorrah lifestyle, from alcoholism, smoking, fornication (even with men) for over 16, 7 and 9 years now, respectively -- praise the Lord! -- and all kinds of abominations, filthy language, etc. etc. etc.... I'm only still struggling with depression and sometimes anxiety and low self-esteem and self-hatred, which is something I've had the longest in my life… But for that, I know that I definitely need to join a true Christian church and have constant Christian fellowship. For I've been alone with the Lord all these years, which makes me very vulnerable to the spiritual attacks and buffeting by the devil... Please pray for me, dear brothers and sisters in Christ! 🙏 Thank you for sharing your testimony. God bless you and keep you! I bless you in Jesus' holy name. His PEACE be with you, and all of us His children, always. Shalom! 👋❤️
@wasabisoysauce1731 Жыл бұрын
God bless!
@salma4zi593 Жыл бұрын
was it hard for you getting out of your sinful relationship? did you struggle?
@sonnydanielj7508 Жыл бұрын
Being gay is not a sin. Stop believing in misinterpretations and dogma.
@jyj2072 Жыл бұрын
I love that these are during pride month, tearing someone’s lifestyle apart isn’t the way but leading them to truth and life is!!
@Captain_Of_A_Starship Жыл бұрын
Tearing someone down isn't the way but tearing the lifestyle is helpful sometimes or didn't you hear the testimony, the "dangerous prayer" he mentioned?
@tonypino5415 Жыл бұрын
Huge Amen!!!
@A.D.poetry Жыл бұрын
YES! AMEN!
@riseagain9677 Жыл бұрын
Amen, Amen!!
@Citibank639 Жыл бұрын
Jesus came to save people like this; broken trouble… and they are who will go into heaven first it says in the Bible.
@nehemiahgatlin7620 Жыл бұрын
We need more testimonies like this so that people involved (trapped) in this lifestyle have hope and a way of escape.🎉🙏🏾✅
@jayrocky9067 Жыл бұрын
Amen
@STARLIGHTRAYS Жыл бұрын
Brownie powder
@tavariswalters9376 Жыл бұрын
I find it very odd to say trapped because I don’t feel trapped at all . And I walk the path if god! Also these story’s always seem to be about men never woman that’s another topic for another day. However any lifestyle that is causing you problems & issues needs to go . Simple as that
@nehemiahgatlin7620 Жыл бұрын
@@tavariswalters9376 well I don’t know about your journey but I know for me same sex attraction is a hard thing to kick. Also there are plenty of stories on women who left the same sex lifestyle. But for me and prolly others we are or were trapped in the lifestyle.
@beyondthislif Жыл бұрын
Anything contrary to God’s word is sin and it is in a since a trap that keeps us from fully experiencing God. Many of us have similar testimonies. It’s not an attack on the lifestyle. Having an encounter with Jesus takes you to a deeper understanding in Him and allows you to truly see what it really is. God loves each of us regardless however it’s the sin that separates us from Him. 🙏🏽❤️
@SewingFaith Жыл бұрын
The scripture” Raise up a child in the way they should go and they will never depart”. That’s so clearly true in this testimony.
@Jackstar819 Жыл бұрын
I am straight and always have been straight, but this message brought me to tears. I can’t stop bawling, and I praise the Lord for you and your message. Thank you father God.
@carmenvee7392 Жыл бұрын
Same an literally crying 🥹😭
@ब्रह्मन-ष1स11 ай бұрын
Because you have empathy and compassion; imagine if you had to either marry a man or remain celibate your whole life... even almost every high ranking religious person would give up
@inYTbio_SiteLINKs2Verses_Bruv8 ай бұрын
This is so odd. These types of "Testimonies" and those who make comments like these is one of the reasons why the Church is broken.
@RichGriffis8 ай бұрын
@@inYTbio_SiteLINKs2Verses_Bruv so what are you saying?
@WSB32867 Жыл бұрын
I was one openly black gay 🏳️🌈 man raised in the Church of God and Christ ""in I walk 🚶♂️ away from the gay lifestyle in its been over 5 years now 👍🏿I'm not perfect but I'm not what I used too be amen 🙏🏿
@terriblue9792Ай бұрын
Surrender to Him everyday. It’s not a one time instance. Even every moment. That’s what it means to take up your cross daily and follow Him. His cross becomes yours. The cross of sharing His gospel. His grace IS sufficient for you❤️
@Mrs.bouttabible Жыл бұрын
It’s crazy how God can take you at your worst and turn it into His best
@abaneyone Жыл бұрын
That's God's business, it's what he does. He's a master at it!
@jernisharichard5032 Жыл бұрын
Yes,he did it for me. Thank you LORD 🙏🏽
@janaelliott9321 Жыл бұрын
@@jernisharichard5032that's awesome!! Hallelujah 🙏 Jesus is coming soon to call His elect home!❤❤❤❤❤
@Eiramilah Жыл бұрын
Amen
@stickandstyle5416 Жыл бұрын
Yes ! It is so beautiful to see ❤🙏
@andreawithgod Жыл бұрын
THIS TESTIMONY NEEDS TO GO VIRAL!!!!
@Joshmarmolejo_ Жыл бұрын
Damn these pride month testimonies have been really connecting with me. I get goosebumps every time.
@bksekou6135 Жыл бұрын
Sounds like God is calling you out of that lifestyle…
@janaelliott9321 Жыл бұрын
@@bksekou6135Amen 🙏💞
@ladennayoung2939 Жыл бұрын
Be cautious of how you refer to yourself as well. There is death and life in the power of the tongue in Jesus' name. Amen. I pray your strength in the LORD in the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ of NAZARETH. The name above ALL names. AMEN. ❤❤❤
@malikkimari Жыл бұрын
Jesus is waiting for you brother ! Come home he’s waiting 🙏🏾❤️
@angelaenochdiaz9247 Жыл бұрын
That's God speaking to your spirit He is calling you to come to Him he will bring you out of it all trust Him and answer His call 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@daniterry4922 Жыл бұрын
I don’t think it’s about being gay, but more so about us choosing to put our desires under submission. The Holy Spirit loves us all. Jesus🙌🏾
@latindolphin Жыл бұрын
I was at Pulse on that horrific night and left an hour before the tragedy due to migraine. I threw my drink away and left. Woke up to my family calling me crying. 🙏🏻 Prayers for all the victims and the loved ones
@shalom968 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely amazing. God has a powerful calling on your life too.
@midwifeofyhwh315811 ай бұрын
Praise the Lord for sparing you!
@shalom9685 ай бұрын
Oh my gosh, wow! What a miracle!
@prayerwarrior424 Жыл бұрын
I pray for my lost son Drew everyday for seven years. Seven is the number of completion and I do believe Jesus is reaching out to him and will bring him back to Him and us🙏
@jessicayck4u Жыл бұрын
Amen 🙏
@ToyaToy414 Жыл бұрын
I stand in agreement with you 🙌🏾
@whiteybopbop9232 Жыл бұрын
Amen
@RetiredTroll7 Жыл бұрын
Never give up. The love you have for your son is palpable, as well as your faith. God bless you
@prayerwarrior424 Жыл бұрын
@@RetiredTroll7 I know I’m fighting a demon spirit and not him. I’ll never stop praying, thank you!
@ultimateoptimist5217 Жыл бұрын
It's not just LGBT, it's also heterosexuals having sex outside of marriage...sin is sin in the eyes of God.
@mason49664 ай бұрын
How would you know if you are compatible with a person in that way?
@favouriyiola18253 ай бұрын
@@mason4966 Every Human being is capable of , that's why we need Christ . to restore us into the image God created us to be .
@rebecca9937 Жыл бұрын
Angel, you may never see my comment but…. I am watching you from Kenya in Africa. Your testimony has greatly impacted me. I do not struggle with homosexuality but with other things that have made my walk with Christ a struggle. I know it is because I am not fully surrendered and that I am putting other things before Jesus. Thank you for sharing and God bless you.❤
@christinechongwo3795 Жыл бұрын
Your sister from Kenya here: May God cause you to walk close to him. I have prayed for you Rebecca
@MaiAngelTv Жыл бұрын
I am heterosexual woman and this testimony has touched me so much😭. Thank you to all involved and May God bless you all IJN. Amen
@hermelyndapickleball Жыл бұрын
43:47 "Lord I want you more than what I like" Amen Amen Amen! 😭 Powerful lesson right here! Those words here are my greatest take away!
@sophiaisabelle027 Жыл бұрын
These testimonies are impactful. We hope to see more of these.
@RosegoldC Жыл бұрын
true sincerity is felt from this young man through his testimony ! 🙌🏾
@saffron4441 Жыл бұрын
I loved what he said, "True love brings true transformation." Thank you for this testimony, that brings true hope in Jesus. It truly is about surrendering everything and All of ourselves to Him. It Always Amazes me to hear the Holy Spirit speaking Truth and such Great Wisdom through these people and Boldness...Thank you Jesus!!!❤❤❤❤
@calebjacobs4681 Жыл бұрын
Please pray for me, we have a similar testimony.. But the loneliness and isolation in my life is unbearable.. I cry myself to sleep often. I keep dipping my toes living a double life in order to survive. I love Jesus so much and am a worshiper and have gone through deliverance ministry but the temptations came right back. I honestly feel so isolated, I’ve always wanted to have a wife and family but it has never worked out and I am in my mid 30’s now.
@jacobbos2208 Жыл бұрын
I will pray for you
@heatherblack1684 Жыл бұрын
I love that Jesus walks with us. He said He will never leave us or forsakes us. We each have our own crosses to bear whether married or single. Just know that He loves you with an everlasting love and that He is the ultimate love and fulfillment that our hearts long for. God bless you as you seek Him with all of your heart. I pray that His pure love fills your life and that your intimacy with God would increase. I pray that He would bring the right relationships into your life that will strengthen you in your walk with Him. In the beautiful name of Jesus. God bless you.🙏🏼🙏🏼
@sabrinarayford6928 Жыл бұрын
Do not give up Caleb! if you have to listen to this msg everyday for self healing do so.... God will do the rest and surely bring you out.... The LORD is your strength and comforter in lowly and lonely places. Keep the faith! and never cease in your praying... He knows and sees your struggle, let go and let God take care of the rest. Take care of yourself. love Sabrina R.
@BlessedQueenElizabeth Жыл бұрын
I pray you surrender completely to God .. read the word of God, pray in spirit and just go after him have that relationship with him...
@evaang3616 Жыл бұрын
Love you, all things can be possible, keep looking up-prayers coming your way🙏🏼
@l.a.w.79 Жыл бұрын
This testimony makes me think of the song lyrics, “Lord prepare me to be a sanctuary, pure and holy, tried and true; with Thanksgiving, I’ll be a living sanctuary for you.” He is so clear about so many points. We introduce Jesus and the Holy Spirit does that transformation.
@shannalynch4794 Жыл бұрын
I just sang this song. It is so beautiful ❤❤❤❤❤thanks for reminding me
@JonesTerry22259 ай бұрын
Which song is this ??
@nettesthebest Жыл бұрын
Such a powerful testimony! 26:16 It’s ironic, although this is specific to lgbtq+, we can replace it with any sin because it produces the same manifestations. I struggled with addiction (alcohol & smoking) and it caused me to isolate from my family because I didn’t want them to see me living that lifestyle. I grew up in the church as well, so I had the conviction of the Holy Spirit. But when I got to college, away from my parents, I started to stray away and fully embrace the party lifestyle. Little did I know, alcoholism ran on my dad’s side of the family. It was a generational curse. I was still going to church but I wasn’t changing. After moving to a different city, for 8 years I struggled with alcohol dependency (and for the last 3-4 vaping). Until Jesus set me free Jan 5, 2023. It was a prayer similar to Angel’s. When you fully repent and surrender, God will deliver you from evil. My life has totally changed. I’ve been alcohol free for months for the first time in over a decade. I haven’t touched a vape since either. There are temptations at times but for the most part I don’t even think about it until I’m in places that I’ve made drinking habitual (restaurants, parks, etc). But with the Holy Spirit you have the power to cast down those thoughts and overcome temptation. Jesus is truly amazing ❤
@wildones9339 Жыл бұрын
My date was the 6th of January. Had a wake call that day. Took till March to smoking cigarettes. Still a work in progress but I’m glad to be on this side of life.
@brittanydw Жыл бұрын
I’m so proud of you sweetheart God’s blessings on you always I love you most importantly Jesus loves you ❤
@ourblissfulhaven Жыл бұрын
Amen!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼 Hallelujah!! 🙌🏼🙌🏼
@shannonjacobsen2670 Жыл бұрын
Amen 🙏🙌 very similar testimony here. ❤
@PatriciaSVanegas Жыл бұрын
I can relate bcuz 40 yrs I hid smoking marijuana. Today I have been delivered by the Lord ands no longer crave it or desire it. Ty for sharing sin is sin. And we will be tempted unless we do as Romans 4:17 says God Bless You. TY for sharing
@simi6152 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for being authentic in your struggles as a Christian. Your testimony is very powerful and needs to be heard around the world! You are an amazing man of God!
@thewayofyahweh7 Жыл бұрын
This applies to all sexual sin not just homosexuality. I was promiscuous before I got married. Marriage didn’t fix that. I had to deal with the trauma that opened me up to sexual perversion. I had to fight temptations even while married. It was always the fear of the Lord that led me to run from infidelity but the enemy was so close so many times.
@ohuntermc9321 Жыл бұрын
You were just horny, that’s just natural.
@lauraortiz5627 Жыл бұрын
Very powerful testimony I Don't think we talk about and hearing this would have help my past self. Ty for sharing
@jayjayeffron8959 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful my sister , the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom and to depart from evil is understanding JOB 28:28
@sionbentley4535 Жыл бұрын
😯wow I luv the realness u have omg God Bless u ❤️
@nicolemorris4750 Жыл бұрын
THIS TESTIMONY WAS TRANSPARENT AND TRULY GENUINE . I AM GRATEFUL THAT I CAME ACROSS THIS PAGE. IT WASNT A COINCIDENCE. IT WAS DESTINED FOR ME TO HEAR THIS. THANK YOU FOR SHARING. MUCH OF YOUR STORY I CAN DEFINITELY RELATE. MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND EVERYONE THAT WATCHED IN JESUS CHRIST NAME, AMEN!
@diboramehari7912 Жыл бұрын
that bar testimony convicted me to the point of balling in tears realizing how merciful God was towards you, Angel, but also towards me. ended up balling and repenting for 15 minutes. God bless you and continue to prune you
@bevb5190 Жыл бұрын
I love this guy so much! If every Christian ,including myself ,would have this guy’s perspective on others this world would be a much more changed place.. he truly is displaying the love of Christ. What a wonderful work the Lord is doing in him. ❤❤❤
@MariaRodriguez-fl3jn Жыл бұрын
Amén!!
@KhalilahActs Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your testimony Angel. You are courageous In Christ! I was in lasciviousness and the bi-sexuality for years. I was dealing wt molestation, generational curses, witchcraft, and trauma. In the past..I thought I was all alone. I felt guilty and depressed because I was always deeeeeeppp in sin. It took years of deliverance (manifesting, teachings, prayer, love from the saints) to get me free. My deliverance was a process. When girls kept coming after me, I would keep shutting it down. I was soooo annoyed thinking, “WHY DO THEY FEEL COMFORTABLE COMING AFTER ME??!!” I prayed that God will continue to wash me. I made mistakes afterwards and backslid , but then I strived to walk in the spirit and leave that life behind. God allowed me to marry “late” and HE gave us a son. His grace! Trust me. I love how you preach RELATIONSHIP ❤ wt the Lord. Lord help me to see everyone through your lense. This is gooooood 😀 Thank you for sharing. Lately I feel like it is crucial for me to pray more & stay connected to the Lord. You blessed me.
@lua2029 Жыл бұрын
That’s awesome!! I’m going through this, and praying to God to make a transformation in my life! God bless you and your family❤️🫶🏼
@gc08409 Жыл бұрын
Amen!
@angelicaviisileht7924 Жыл бұрын
In past I've experienced exactly same things that you mentioned. By daytime I'm over with sexual desires for women but in sleep I get always spirituality attacked. There's lot's of demonic activity. In my nightmares I do sexual stuff willingly or most of the time against my will. I wake up ashamed and sometimes still feel raped. I've prayed not to see those dreams but it won't stop (except last night), I need deliverance. Never told anyone what I'm going trough. My church don't know me or my past. I don't know what to do
@KhalilahActs Жыл бұрын
@@angelicaviisileht7924 Does your church have deliverance service? If not, I enjoy looking at Prophet Jordan Brice on KZbin or Jennifer Weaver (Powerful young woman of God). Jackie Hill Perry is dope too! 🔥 (Ex Lesbian… she is married with 4 kids) Like you said.. it IS demonic. One day I struggled wt “a movies” on my phone. The main character’s was displayed before the skit began. It WAS MY GOVERNMENT’s NAME! My married name! I turned the filth off… I am glad that happened. I have not watched porn ever since. Pray and ask the Holy Spirit for every door of sin to be closed in your life. If you don’t struggle during the day time. Bind those demons up and Jesus name before you go to sleep. Lose God’s angels of protect you. Ask the Holy Spirit to give you the words to pray. Play worship nice and low before you go to bed. God’s presence is EVERYTHING! You hear what I said lol. He visited me last night when I was triggered watching a testimony. I cried because I was sooooo thankful he paid me a visit. He loves you sooooo much. He is your shield and protector. Some things take time, but I pray your strength in the Lord. Divine protection 🙏🏾 I pray you can find a Holy Ghost filled minister to help you. Preference a mother like female (in my opinion) … Someone who understands spiritual warefare 🔥🔥🔥
@KhalilahActs Жыл бұрын
@@lua2029 Thank you. God is able ❤️ For REAL!
@naehope Жыл бұрын
“That you see everyone through the lens of Jesus” That’s it!! To have this revelation is to know Christ. To love like Him, we must know Him. God bless you brother, continue to do the Kingdom’s work!
@prisccwiki5365 Жыл бұрын
“ even if you aren’t gay, there was still more things that needed to be changed in your life,he still needed to met you” Powerful
@luvmifro1003lovesfamily Жыл бұрын
I remember when this happened and I remember feeling this deep sadness for all the souls that were lost that day. I felt like the enemy had won. But through this story, God is yet being glorified. Thank God for his protection over Angel and this mighty testimony.
@acc7902 Жыл бұрын
Amen! No one who has shown me the love of Christ ever made me feel that way. They loved on me and showed me Jesus
@takyrica Жыл бұрын
One of the most beautiful testimonies I’ve ever heard. Father thank you for shining your love this Angel. I try to explain to the super righteous people in my life that hyper focus on the sin that you have to love people where they are, not where you think they should be. It’s through the holy spirit that I can attempt to love the way our Father loves us - unconditionally.
@lorettastubbs7865 Жыл бұрын
I love your testimony Angel. I hope it reaches the masses, so that everyone can know the love of Jesus. I'm so glad I know Jesus and what he's done for me. I may fall sometimes, but he picks me up and leads me in the right direction again. Jesus is LOVE. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
@HeLives-4 Жыл бұрын
I relate to his testimony when he says he didn’t know how to fight his demon. It hurts when you know you’re sick, but can’t fight it or not strong enough. I think I know what to do after hearing this. It’s not with my strength but God’s. 🙌
@keisha-anncarter9680 Жыл бұрын
What an absolutely encouraging testimony. Father please continue to cover Angel and use him to draw many souls to you. Thank you for your transparency. May God protect and keep you all your days. Thanks for blessing me. 😭 🙌🏾 what a relief it is to be in Jesus!
@stephanysasson2186 Жыл бұрын
Amén! God is so good, my testimony is very similar, my focus was never to stop being a lesbian but to seek him, to love him, to know him and little by little he started to change my thoughts and my wants and before I knew it I start seeing men differently. All glory to God and I’m excited to one day marry an amazing man the lord has for me ❤️ amen
@ourblissfulhaven Жыл бұрын
Amen!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼
@jamesg3808 Жыл бұрын
I would be interested in hearing what you mean by "seeing men differently."
@robertcolebrook7196 Жыл бұрын
I feel that everyone has a struggle to face like that and the test is for us to depend on Jesus. We are saved by Grace and we should never give in to evil but we must Keep up the spiritual fight.
@MissKMR Жыл бұрын
Amen 🙌🏾🙏🏾❤️
@denesehooker6343 Жыл бұрын
Amen! GOD BLESS YOU!
@deborahoshiobugie4793 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Lord, Jesus! For saving Angel and for saving more!!! Good good Father, thank you!
@GiancarlosHernandez Жыл бұрын
Hallelujah! Amen!!! Brother I'm glad you were bold & courageous enough to sit and have this interview! God knows how many people you just helped and pointed them back to or for the first time to Jesus Christ ! I pray the peace, protection & comfort of God almighty be with you all your days brother receive it in Yeshua's Holy Invincible name Amen!🙏🏼✝️🧎🏻♂️🕊⏳ #JesusIsComingSoon
@bettyreed1763 Жыл бұрын
Please don’t judge what ‘church’ people might automatically think of people that may be gay that comes to church. Everyone has something in their life that they struggle with. Life in this world isn’t easy- if it’s not health problems, it’s probably a dear one in their family that doesn’t believe, or (grown) children that have financial problems,health problems, drug problems- you name it. But if we have Jesus, we can trust in Him to see us through. It’s wonderful to be in a church and share our burdens and pray for each other - that’s what Christians do.
@GiancarlosHernandez Жыл бұрын
@@bettyreed1763 Jesus Christ loves you
@christinenyawe Жыл бұрын
🎉 I can truly feel his love for Jesus Christ in his speech and testimony. Hallelujah! Glory to God Most High for His amazing love and salvation. God continue to keep you Angel.🎉
@vonnblackshire7773 Жыл бұрын
I Pray that God continues to bless Angel. I'm not a part of the lgbtq community but his testimony gave me the strength to work on the strong holds in my life. Churches have got to do better in their approach to this community. We are all sinners and deserve God's grace. Please everyone pray for his strength.
@renouveler Жыл бұрын
Angel's testimony is so healing for many, not just for lgbt but just the revelation of giving the Lord all when we expect Him to take away is so powerful
@christinamck4398 Жыл бұрын
Amen!
@Queisbackk Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing ur testimony brother🙏🏽 I’m so happy that God/Jesus saved ur life ♥️✝️ I heard about Club Pulse in Orlando Florida in 2k16 and I was devastated. I struggled with homosexuality/transsexuality. I thought I was so far gone as well cus I changed my body by having two bbls (worse pain I experienced) and I was on hormones 8 1/2 years🤦🏽♂️ God and Jesus saved me from this dark path 🙏🏽 i recently got baptized😇🙏🏽a week ago 😊. Ever since that, temptation has been kicking my butt but I resist and keep it moving. We can conquer lust/temptation in Jesus mighty name🙏🏽😇 Stay strong whoever that is struggling with homosexuality. God got us in good hands 🙌🏽🙏🏽😇 God bless u all♥️❤️
@Yj-Fj Жыл бұрын
Forgiveness from Jesus is truly precious and holy and life changing. Freely give forgiveness and freely receive as you repent and focus on the Savior!
@melanieelepen3180 Жыл бұрын
Proud of you.
@camillewilliams3185 Жыл бұрын
God bless you. I am cheering you on 🫂❤️
@PKcrash Жыл бұрын
Being Homosexual is in no way the same as being transsexual.
@ponkyoc Жыл бұрын
❤ My brother in Christ, we all have our ✝️. Jesus is with you every moment to help with the burden.
@Thegracemade Жыл бұрын
I'm crying 😭 Praise God for this testimony may it reach many!
@FloridaKeysBirding Жыл бұрын
I lived in Orlando at this time😢 we have friends who died in the shooting and remember how tragic it was. Hearing your story brought tears to my eyes remembering how awful was. What an amazing story of redemption you had❤
@Sons_of_Coherence_Guitarist Жыл бұрын
i'm still struggling with porn and smoking cigarettes even though i have been a christian for over 13 years now. i feel like i'm still missing the true revelation in Christ. please pray for me, so that i can also experience this freedom. be blessed my fellow christians -Pierre
@girlbye45229 ай бұрын
Jesus said that we should resist the devil. Keep fighting my brother, temptation comes from the enemy but it's not a thing that gets prayed away It takes discipline. Even Jesus had been fasting for 40 days and yet the devil still had the effrontery to try to tempt him . My dad had been a pastor for more than 6years and yet he still fell into lustful sin with other women other than my wife...I'm pretty sure he regrets it now and has reconciled with GOD.
@PropheticMarriageMinistry Жыл бұрын
What a POWERFUL testimony Angel! Praise God he saved your life 🎉
@prophetodelin Жыл бұрын
This is why the church needs to normalize DELIVERANCE. A lot of believers struggle because of their demons. Accepting Jesus as savior does not cause demons to leave. Every believer needs to get set free from demonic oppression.
@ghhm2705 Жыл бұрын
Yessssss!!💜🙌🏻
@lorisullivan327 Жыл бұрын
Angel, so many amazing points… so thankful for the miracle that God has done through you and is still doing… you’re absolutely right, if Church isn’t a place for people to find health and healing then we’re not doing our job… 25 or so years ago, I found Jesus and left the gay lifestyle… the church wasn’t equipped with for how to deal with me either… it isn’t just us in our sexuality. There’s so many facets of our personality that have let us down those roads, and we need healing… He has taught those around me how to love me, and taught me how to love those around me… 🧡 what absolutely broke my heart was when you spoke of being in the clubs, singing hymns, and others joining in… how many people are out there feeling lost and alone and like Church is no place for them… that ruined me… it is my prayer that we can learn how to love people like Jesus does…
@amandaatwater75 Жыл бұрын
So much of his story is a reflection of mine. His speech impediment and those things I struggle with! I fell in November 2022 and received a 3rd degree concussion. I struggle with light sensitivity, headaches, speech issues, memory and more. I dealt with nothing as traumatic as what he did but I felt God holding me throughout it all. His struggle after the miracle and conversation with God is so much like mine with God. I felt like I should be further along in my walk than I am. I felt so undeserving, and as a result, went back to my old life. Praise God for this testimony and for never giving up on us and knowing that we'd hurt and struggle. We don't fight for freedom but from freedom! Lord, this is a testament of me giving you everything! My problem with alcohol, gluttony, lust, clinging to my old ways. I release it ALL You so that I can move forward. Take all of me. Not my will but Yours. Please help me to remember this moment forever. In Jesus' powerful and holy name, amen! Amen
@denesehooker6343 Жыл бұрын
U have a powerful testimony to.tell it! BLESS U for coming back to Jesus!
@queenr8216 Жыл бұрын
I love the way he approaches people in sin. He desires to see them the way Jesus sees them. A true sign of a mind renewed by Christ 🥰❤️
@Exclusiveketurah Жыл бұрын
I LOVE worshiping God too!! Wait till we get to heaven, we will worship God….. that’s what we are made for is to live for God, therefor if you feel like something is missing? It’s God that needs to fill that void, thank you Father that you made us in your image, & we have the desire to worship you for ever & ever. Amen 🙏🏼
@vee9542 Жыл бұрын
I loveee this testimony!! We have to be a reflection of Jesus people! Let’s keep planting the seeds and Jesus will do the rest. Stop judging others because we all have our different struggles 🙏✝️
@jhurbon12 Жыл бұрын
Your testimony rocked my very core! God has a tremendous calling on your life! Stay close to Jesus! You are absolutely right when you said that He comes looking for us in the darkest places! God is more than life to me.
@AKMcCoyInc Жыл бұрын
I needed to hear this, and Im straight. That point he made about it not being like some check list but living for christ out of love slayed me. That exactly how I was feeling. Lord help we walk this walk out of love and not guilt and condemnation. Powerful message. I needed that.❤
@jennimontalvan Жыл бұрын
This testimony brought me to tears. Your time wasn’t over at pulse club🙏🏼 May God continúe blessing you and your calling brother! Love you
@christinamck4398 Жыл бұрын
Amen! This was an A-MA-ZING testimony!
@justlillian__ Жыл бұрын
Just wonderful, wonderful, wonderful!!! This is my 2nd favorite testimony... everyone testimony is all so beautiful. However, this testimony touched me in a way I'll never forget. How he expresses his love for Jesus, his honesty, his story!!! The Lord is really moving him in a mighty, mighty way! This is what success looks like 🥹😍🥹😍🥹🥹👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾🙌🏾🙏🏾. God continue to bless him and cover him in your will. In Jesus' Name, AMEN!
@lesly8785 Жыл бұрын
Praise God 👏 ❤He is the only way 🙏 Amen thank you JESUS for this testimony it will bring hope for anyone praying for a family member or a friend thank you JESUS
@e11ionore79 Жыл бұрын
This testimony brought me to tears😭😭😭 i felt Holy Spirit touched me. I have been so distance in my relationships with Jesus lately.. and i dont share about Jesus Christ and Salvation gospel. I am praying God so I will be completely honest and sincere in my relationships with God🥹 Greetings from Ukraine🇺🇦
@chloehogg415911 ай бұрын
I was so moved by this. I cant even imagine. Your testimony is so powerful, truthful and full of genuine love. Never seen one so truthful about this particular topic. So real. This really spoke to me, I'm not gay but your loyalty to Jesus through your struggles really moved me. God bless you brother in Christ.
@vekiebaking-shelton1452 Жыл бұрын
As I was listening to your testimony a song came over me. "Take every thing, I don't want it, I don't need it God, I just want you!! Keep telling your testimony it will heal and free someone that's going through the same situation 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
@hava4587 Жыл бұрын
Wow. This is exactly my prayer to God.
@justlillian__ Жыл бұрын
This testimony teared me up!!! I mean, completely up. I'm at my office desk in tears😢.... Jesus always be with this man. ❤🙌🏾 in Jesus name, AMEN!
@mayabrown3741park Жыл бұрын
So in awe of how faithful and good God is to His children!!!! He is a kinsman redeemer! He is setting the captives free indeed!! Praise Him! My God is alive and saving folk! So moved by Angel’s testimony!! Yes!!! You are who He says you are!!❤❤❤❤❤
@pastorritaphillip9514 Жыл бұрын
Powerful Testimony, I got encouraged when he said Lord forgive me I pushed you away you were always with me, and when he said I start prophesying over myself. Whew Lord, sometimes you got to prophesy to yourself. May God to bless you and use you.
@yahelizrodriguez Жыл бұрын
This is hands down one of the most powerful testimonies I’ve ever heard. Hearing your story has filled me with courage to surrender to Christ. May God continue to heal you and grow your faith. I’m grateful for your presence in this world Angel. What a beautiful soul. God made you beautifully. Thank you for your vulnerability and transparency. May your words touch the heart of many♥️
@christyj24 Жыл бұрын
Hallelujah!! No matter what lifestyle you are in each day we have to choose Christ over all. We all have our struggles. Some are addicts, some are gay, some are cheaters, and in the end of each day we must choose Christ. In the morning we must choose Christ.
@Yj-Fj Жыл бұрын
Amen
@oi5872 Жыл бұрын
What an enlightening testimony, absolutely beautiful. Glory to God! Praise the Lord Jesus Christ!
@mikequirogarealtor Жыл бұрын
I’m not homosexual but what a Powerful Testimony
@Yj-Fj Жыл бұрын
No one was asking and no one knew otherwise.
@mikequirogarealtor Жыл бұрын
@@Yj-Fj that’s a horrible response
@Yj-Fj Жыл бұрын
@@mikequirogarealtor - give it some long thought…
@mikequirogarealtor Жыл бұрын
@@Yj-Fjya until this day I don’t get it I was just stating
@organicmamajones2743 Жыл бұрын
She is stating from a different perspective that it affected her. We can come from different backgrounds and know God loves ALL
@QueenObio Жыл бұрын
God bless you Angel. The Lord led me to hear your testimony this evening and I'm eternally grateful. God has given me a gift to see the soul of people and not how the world defines them. This is how strangers open up to me. I've been asking God what to do but I realize that if I'm ashamed and afraid to tell people who has been my rock, then I won't go far. You have given me the courage to tell my story with full transparency of my relationship with Jesus Christ. God bless you!
@Jamieforeals Жыл бұрын
Coming back to God I didn’t know how I can be with God while supporting the community I love so much because of what the Bible says and what the church has taught me. I needed to hear this to remove the misconceptions around those in the community. God loves EVERYONE. He wants you just as you are. Come to him. Allow him to work in your life ♥️
@LC_2012 Жыл бұрын
I praise God for your testimony brother. May God continue to bless the purpose of your life and calling.
@kerrykay3665 Жыл бұрын
My God! I wept so much through this testimony because of the heavy anointing on it. I love that he says my struggles or temptations do not define who I am. My identity is found in Christ!!! Go son!! I am so proud of you! Glory to God!!!
@kallifornia91 Жыл бұрын
I have chills your prayer is so sincere
@Marshae_Aleah Жыл бұрын
This testimony is relevant to EVERYONE literally brought tears to my eyes ❤ God is so faithful and real
@JaKingleo Жыл бұрын
I am a straight male and still this is definitely a story of hope and redemption. We all struggle with Sin; Whether it’s Alcohol/drug addition, porn addition, lust, homo sexuality..Although we’re sinning, if we are filled with the Holy spirit it doesn’t feel right, It’s the Holy Spirit tugging at us. and God is gracious enough to forgive us, and redeem us. The struggle in this life will always be there , the temptation will always be there because this is a sin filled world. But God loves us, and we need to get right with him.
@siaoliao Жыл бұрын
God's love is so overwhelming, I will pray that I will see everyone the way Jesus sees them, thank you for sharing your testimony.
@stellamoreno91 Жыл бұрын
I love these testimonies! They bring me closer to God even more
@Dianasaur78 Жыл бұрын
I love this brother!! So glad to hear his testimony and his prayer at the end. God is so good to bring us all healing and wholeness in Himself. He could have left us all for dead, but instead he helps us trust Him with our lives.
@adeniauful8 ай бұрын
I can not wait to see YOU IN ETERNITY, ‼️HALLELUJA 🙌
@markkrilljr Жыл бұрын
I'm dealing with the same struggle of swimming in both waters, sin and the glory of God. I'm so grateful the Lord used you in this way praise God!
@camillewilliams3185 Жыл бұрын
Angel, I'm so sorry you went through such a traumatic situation. May God cover you with healing and love and comfort. I'm a Christian too. I can relate to struggling with sexual desires and the temptation that comes from it. I've fallen into heterosexual porn addictions, masterbation and reading smut. Struggled with these things since my childhood. But last year, I leaned into the desire and did stuff I had said I wouldn't do again. I allowed my self to let my desires run wild and...it was agonising spiritually. I started having these highly sexual dreams. I'd wake up so ashamed and asking God for forgiveness. It felt like I was being plagued. The pleasure feels great but the repercussions aren't worth it. I started to worry about my salvation. The shame and guilt ate me alive. I just felt bad. And it was so hard putting away my pride and self-condemnation to seek forgiveness. I wondered if God would forgive me despite how many times I willfully sinned. Last year, a sermon at a New Year Service convicted me that I needed to stop. It woke me up. I struggled months after to stop that behaviour. And in my darkest and lowest moments I cried out to the Lord. Now I know God is faithful to us even when we aren't to him. He is merciful. He will forgive us if we repent. We shouldn't believe the lying voice of hopelessness and shame. I've realised God was seriously calling me to make him my centre and dive back in his Word. Ever since I started reading my Bible seriously again, the Lord has changed my mind and my life. When I started reading the Bible again, I was worried that I'd be bored. I thought I'd fall asleep reading the Word. But I prayed still that God would guide me through it. I really wanted spiritual discipline and he's teaching me that. Its now so much fun to read the word!!! Some of my other hobbies aren't as appealing now lol. I'm so excited I have my whole life ahead of me to study Scripture! For the first time in a long long time, I feel assured and truly in love (again) with Jesus. But this time its different. I really am putting God back where he belongs - at the heart of my life. Its been so beautiful seeking him out. He's been blessing me with the very things I've been asking him for - direction in my professional life, peace, understanding Scripture etc. Its so funny. Now that I'm submitting to him, I'm realising its compeltely worth it to let go of the worldly pleasures. When Jesus says we've to take our cross and follow him; when Paul says we have to die to ourselves, it's true. We have to chose Christ over our selfish desires. Lastly, the temptation to sin again still comes and so does the desire but its becoming more infrequent. I still make mistakes but, the desire is not as strong anymore. Thanks be to God.
@mightymouse1005 Жыл бұрын
I had similar. What it finally took was ,God allowed an abusive, manipulative narcissist into my life. I was completely blinded from reality of who I really am. The narcissist used sex as a weapon and control because he knew I had an addiction. I finally begged God to take it away. I don't have the needs anymore and have grown closer to God daily. It took abuse to open my eyes to what matters
@videogirl3605 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your transparency... sounds so much like myself . It's such struggle.. then you become so insensitive to sin ... and numb. I've been struggling with hypersexuality .. also desire to be with women. It's by no coincidence that this video was the first video I opened the app too.
@debrad51 Жыл бұрын
Falling In Love With JESUS Is the Best Thing I've Ever Done ...God Bless You Brother for this AWESOME Testimony!!
@naomifeliz6931 Жыл бұрын
Delafe ministries I love what you’re doing. Thank you for sharing these wonderful testimonies.
@paulrussell6495 Жыл бұрын
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@suzetteboothe8370 Жыл бұрын
Thank you God Almighty Jesus Christ for lifting up your child Angel, your love is unconditional and full of Mercy, Grace and Forgiveness. You are so good my King 👑 and Redeemer. Thank you for Angel, Joy and Peace ❤❤❤ beautiful and powerful testimony 🙏 Angel you have Jesus and Jesus is everything you need ❤
@Chaitea3800 Жыл бұрын
This testimony is so personal and touching. I can relate to repeatedly returning to sin and never feeling like i would ever be free. You almost want to just settle in sin and believe that it’s your fate. Even in darkness God always reminds me He is there. BUT God!!! I’m encouraged no mater how many times I fall I will rise again. Thank you Lord for not giving up on me. Thank God for your life Angel. Your journey and testimony is life to many including me. May God continue to keep you on fire for you. May your spirit be ever satisfied with the things of God until your last day.
@55emax Жыл бұрын
I'm praying for my grand children I can't send this to them, please pray for their souls, Bro, Angel thank you. You can never go so far away that the love n power of JESUS cannot completely heal. HE healed me.
@emilyfonbuena2105 Жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful testimony! I loved the last part around 45:30. We must stop focusing on putting people in a box, making them look a certain way or forcing convictions on them and love them WHERE THEY ARE! Jesus will do the rest!
@christinamck4398 Жыл бұрын
Amen!
@humidg355 Жыл бұрын
The devil never lets go until we fight back. He is a thief that comes to steal, kill and destroy whilst Jesus gives life and restores
@nericolon3653 Жыл бұрын
Beautiful testimony! I love how you explained freedom in Christ. The closer you are to Jesus and the more you love Him, the more you want to do what pleases Him. It is much easier to deny your flesh, when you are in love and devoted to Christ. Just like a husband commits himself to his wife or a wife commits herself to her husband. Through their love and commitment to each other, they decide to forsake all others. I was once addicted to lesbian pornography and didn’t have anyone to talk to about it. Jesus loved me even while I was living in sin. After repenting, receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost and being baptized in Jesus name, I have been living in freedom now for 10 years. Not because Jesus took away all my fleshly desires at once, but because I denied my flesh out of love for my God. Now, after being victorious for so long, I don’t struggle with that temptation. However, I know if I left Christ, I would go back to the same addictions and sins. It is being close to Jesus that keeps me free. I never ever want to go back to living in bondage.
@AutumnLuvsJesus Жыл бұрын
I’m so thankful for Angel and Luis I don’t even know what to do with myself. Praise You, God, for Your mercy and grace that spared their precious lives. You are MAGNIFICENT and Your works are beyond comprehension! THANK YOU, JESUS!!!
@rebeccascott6403 Жыл бұрын
God bless you I am praying 🙏🏽. Your testimony is a blessing for everyone including me. I love Jesus. 🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽❤️🙏🏽 Our deliverer!! I’m so thankful to have heard this and to be blessed!!